[2022-01-29] VERY IMPORTANT MESSAGE [uj-0UfLF-IE]

Starting to feel a bit fed up, guys,

with this whole thing.

Oh, thanks. We should all bet when is he

is going to let a man P3 GGED him.

He's still in denial that he gay.

I just don't know why, but all the

excitement I felt when I got to Scotland

has kind of gone now. It's weird.

It's like when you move to a new place,

the first few days are really exciting.

And then I think it takes about

5 days. I'd say 4 to 5 days is

how long it takes until then you start

feeling like crap again.

Maybe I have to move again. All the

negative feelings, it's like they're

chasing me, and then it takes 5 days for

them to catch up.

It's like the magic of the place wears off

really quickly.

I just felt kind of crap recently.

So I think I'm gonna go home soon.

It just feels like a waste of time.

I don't really know what the problem is.

Even my newest video is doing pretty well.

I don't really feel that happy about it.

I don't know what happened to my channel,

but it's like I lost even more viewers

recently. It was

like I was going— I went from getting

maybe 10K views on average, and then it's

like when a stock starts crashing, it

starts stabilizing, and then All of a

sudden it goes down another 20%. It felt

like that, but I just lost like another

massive chunk of viewers. Make sure to

include Cami in the videos when you go

home. She's the biggest troll in

Danielverse.

No, she'd be annoyed if I filmed.

With the Pokémon video, I mean, it's,

it's nice it got views, but those people

are not going to stick around.

And they don't care about me as a person.

All they care about is bloody Pokémon.

I'm not gonna become a Pokémon channel

because I couldn't care less about

I just— I guess I miss my old viewers that

I had before. It just felt more fun, even

when I was getting loads of hate. I miss

the old community I had. I miss

the memes and the jokes, even if they were

all at my expense.

It just doesn't feel the same like

it did a couple years ago.

No, I don't want the trolls back. I just

want— I just wish I had most—

I wish I had the community back.

I just feel kind of sad because I feel

like I sacrificed so much to maintain, to

keep the channel going, and then it died

I, I feel like there's this, this feeling

of change coming,

as if something big has ended.

The end of an era.

Your new video is doing good. Yeah, it's

doing well, but it's not gonna

grow a community, is it?

It's not like before when everyone was

really interested in what I was up to.

It just makes me feel kind of empty

because I

didn't— I feel like I didn't really earn

those views. I just clickbaited the title

about a trending game. It was, it was easy

views, but it just doesn't feel rewarding.

I remember back when I'd make a video that

I felt proud of, that was genuine, and

then people liked it, and then they

subscribed and they stuck around for more.

You do the same thing every day. That's a

load of rubbish. When I try different

things, people don't care. When I try

different things, people care even less.

Don't even get me started. All these

idiots saying, oh, your videos are boring

because you just stay inside, you never go

out. And then when I do go out, fucking 5—

not even 5 fucking K views.

Telling me to go outside all the time,

and then they don't even watch. 3 fucking—

better not swear, get age-restricted.

3 years people telling me that I'm boring

because I never film outside, and then I

finally go onto a mountain and film

outside and people still don't even care.

So why bother?

I hope

I didn't get— Am I allowed to swear?

I think it's okay.

No, I'm not age-restricted. YouTube is so

dumb. If you start swearing a lot in the

first few minutes, it age-restricts your

stream. But then if you stream for like an

hour, and then you can swear as much as

you like. What stupid logic is that?

I climbed a mountain and I did vlogging

outside, and then it didn't even get 5K

And then people whining about the wind.

What do you expect? It's on a mountain,

obviously it's going to be windy.

Telling me, don't you know how to edit the

video to reduce the audio? Well, don't you

know how to use the volume button? Don't

you know how to turn the volume down? And

I did reduce the audio. I cut the decimals

by about 50%, and it was still windy,

obviously.

But that's what I've been saying the whole

time. People don't watch my videos for the

visuals. They listen to it or they watch

it for the audio. They don't really care

about what's on display.

So I tried all this new stuff. It didn't

work. Sitting on the kitchen floor gets

more views. And then what's the point of

trying new things? I tried a new thing

with the Pokémon video, I guess, and it

It's so disappointing because I was really

excited about the mountain video.

I felt, I felt good about it and I felt

proud of myself.

And then I just felt kind of disappointed.

Well, I'm never ever gonna make a video

outside ever again. Never.

Nope.

Speaking of, don't you know— don't you

know how to ignore comments by now? Your

ego is too fragile. Well, I do ignore

the comments for good reason, so I

thought, why don't this time I give it a

go, give it a try, what they're

suggesting? And as usual,

everyone's advice is always rubbish and

I'm always right. Unfortunately, I'm

always right for the wrong reasons.

I wish I was wrong, you know. I wish I

could have said, oh yeah, everyone was

right. This outdoor video is doing really

well. I should have listened to everyone

earlier, but no,

I'm never wrong for the right reasons.

It's just the sad thing is I can't,

I can't keep going on like this getting 5K

views. I'm gonna have to make more bloody

Pokémon videos. I can't survive off 5K

views, guys.

Just sucks that I'm gonna have to make

stupid Pokémon videos.

It's just not what I care about.

Did I do the sleeper train video? No. I

don't even know if I want to do it. I

guess I should do it. It could go viral,

you never know. Could get like 100K after

Trying to keep this YouTube channel afloat

has been one

of the most stressful things ever.

I sacrificed my marriage for it, made

myself look like an idiot.

It's just frustrating.

Lost girlfriends because of it.

I don't even think going back to Japan

would really help the channel because

people don't care about Japan. People

think that people are subbed to me for

Japan content. They're not.

They subbed to me for that stupid marriage

content.

If I go back to Japan, I bet you anything

6K views first day and then 4K

next day. People don't care seeing me just

go from one place to another and then

sitting in a, in a place.

You must be depressed. You're normally

tidy. I try to be, but I'm not here

for much longer. I'm only here for a few

They want girlfriend content. Yeah, but

whenever I bring a girl onto the channel,

they will get scared off by

the horrible comments and the weird

doxxing, stalking stuff that happens if

their social media gets found out.

I can't get any good girls. I can't even

get a girlfriend. Been trying my best

going on Tinder dates and stuff, but it

doesn't go anywhere. All these girls are

just a waste of time.

I was talking to this one girl about

meeting up, and she's got

a dog, and I thought maybe it'd be fun if

we met and she brought the dog with her.

So I said to her, oh, that would be

interesting, I've never met a dog before.

And then she was like, what do you mean

you've never met a dog before?

If, if you're going to be nervous around

animals, then maybe we shouldn't meet

because I'm really into animals.

But how does— just because I've never

interacted with a dog before, how does

that mean I'm nervous about animals?

And just because I might be nervous about

animals, which I'm not, saying that we

shouldn't meet just because of that— now I

don't want to meet you. If you're gonna

blow me off just because I might be

nervous around an animal— it's

supposed to be like a funny thing just

that I wanted to say.

Obviously I've seen a dog. I meant that

I've never really played with

one.

I don't know, these English girls on

Tinder, they just really rub me the wrong

way with the things they say.

Maybe we shouldn't meet if

you're nervous about animals. Well, I

didn't even say I was nervous around

animals. As you said, I never really had

much interaction with dogs before.

So hard to find someone when everyone's so

annoying. I can't— is it just me that's

weird? Why do I find everyone so annoying?

Well, I do get a bit nervous around big

dogs because they're really energetic.

They jump up on you and then they like

bite your ankle and sniff your crotch,

and it's kind of annoying.

If it's like a tiny dog,

then it's not really a big deal.

To be honest, I don't really care that

much about animals. Animals are cute and

everything, sure, whatever, but I'm not

like Daniel the animal man obsessed with

animals. They're just animals. More

interested in eating them.

Some people are so into animals, just like

animals their whole life.

Maybe I should get an animal. At least an

animal doesn't leave you. Maybe that's why

people love animals so much. At least the

animal's not going to betray you, it's not

going to abandon you. And then the animal

is 100% dependent dependent on you,

making you feel like you're important.

Isn't just being an animal owner makes you

the most biggest narcissist in the world?

Aren't pet owners just like massive

narcissists?

Because they just want unconditional

love. One— well, not One Direction,

but they want the love to just be like

100% guaranteed.

Oh, thanks, Rishi. Where am I heading

next? I just want to go home and cry in my

Where are you heading to next?

Back home, back to mummy's house.

I don't really want to get placed in

Scotland because I don't want to get stuck

in another contract.

I was thinking about staying in a

hostel, but I just don't know.

My mood swings too much. When I'm in a

good mood, I go, yeah, I'm gonna stay in a

hostel, meet all these cool people, have a

good time, and save loads of money. And

then I get in a bad mood, and then I start

thinking, oh, but I won't have any

privacy, and I won't be able to stream,

and I'm gonna have to share a bedroom with

30 people, and it's gonna smell, and the

shower is probably gonna be cold and

horrible like they always are in these

guest house hostels. Places. Why is it

always in these hostels the water goes

from boiling hot to freezing cold? I

remember in the guest house in Japan, I

was standing there trying to turn the

water knob by a millimeter,

and then it would go from boiling hot to

freezing cold.

I don't want to have a cold shower.

And then people getting in and out of the

beds shaking the whole thing. I think

I can't do a hostel. Go explore

Harrietsham again and vlog.

People don't care about my vlogs.

I'm canceling all my Scotland trips.

Important announcement. As of now, all

Scotland trips and plans cancelled. No Ben

Nevis, no going into the Highlands,

no travel vlogs. Nope, I'm not doing that

for 5K views.

Imagine risking your life going up a

mountain for 5K views.

I just— I don't know how to get people

interested in my videos again without

having a girlfriend or a wife.

And that severely makes me sad in

a severely sad way.

Your Pokémon review is what keeps the

channel going. Yeah, for now. After a few

days, once the hype is gone,

those viewers won't stick around unless I

keep making more Pokémon videos. Even if I

do make more Pokémon videos, they probably

won't watch a second video from me because

the first one was rubbish. It's just like

stupid clickbait video about a game

I didn't even play.

I thought coming to Scotland might get

people a little bit interested again,

but no.

Didn't make any difference.

By the time Japan reopens, I'll probably

be getting 3, 4K views a video with my

normal stuff.

I was a little bit interested in exploring

Scotland, going to Loch Ness, doing—

trying to do some outdoor stuff. But I

just don't have that kind of audience,

and I don't know what audience

I've got left now.

I think we should all sue Japan.

It's just ridiculous the Japanese

government are able to just keep the

country closed like this for 3 years.

It's so dumb.

Can't just lock down a whole country.

They still have like 90,000 cases anyway.

What's the point? UK has like 150,000

cases. Japan's got nearly 100,000, maybe

80 or 90,000 cases. So it's not like

They've got no cases thanks to the harsh,

strict lockdown policy. Just open back up

for fuck's sake, stupid Japanese

government. This stupid Kishida Prime

Minister.

Boycott Japan. When I get

back there, spit on the ground. Fucking

keep me out for 3 years.

I'm gonna catch COVID Go there. No, don't

clip that. I'm not gonna finish that

They're scared of mutations, but it's

gonna mutate anyway. That's what viruses

do. It's just gonna mutate within Japan.

It's so unnecessary what they're doing.

The whole world has opened back up,

people are traveling again, and it's just

Japan is the only one I

swear, if Japan doesn't reopen this year,

I'm gonna be so annoyed.

My channel literally died because of this

stupid pandemic and not being able to

travel and go to Japan. And once it's

dead, it's not coming back. You only get

one shot at YouTube.

3 years, is that the longest you've been

away from Japan? Yeah, it has. Since 2010,

I went every year. Sometimes I went twice

a year.

I just— I feel so lost now. I don't know

what to do with my life.

Have you ever even felt like you knew

where your life was going?

I just— I never felt like my life was

going anywhere. I never knew where it was

going, or if what I was doing now made

any sense. It's like nothing I do makes

any sense.

Like circling round and round a toilet

bowl, getting flushed down.

I just don't know what to do with my damn

life. And then it's just— it's

getting shorter and shorter as the years

go by.

In a few years, I'm gonna start aging

badly, and then that's it.

You feel like you got all the time in the

world until you don't, and then it's gone,

and then you're just full of regrets. Oh,

I could have done this. Why didn't I do

Why didn't I stay with Chihiro? Because

number one, I was scared the channel was

going to die because it was dying. I was

dropping down to like 20K views. Now I'm

popping the champagne when I get 20K

views, but back then 20K views was, was

I was bored. I was horny.

I had all these hot girls DMing me.

I felt like the world was my oyster. I had

this big audience interested in whatever I

was up to, almost. It just seemed

like the most logical thing to do was to

leave.

I think I would have been depressed

anyway, even if I stayed. I would have

been regretting. I would have thought to

myself, oh, I could have been traveling

the world and meeting girls and having

fun. Why am I stuck here in this shoebox

apartment in Japan fighting with my wife

every day? I couldn't even just

talk about what I wanted to talk about

because she was nonstop watching me. She

kept coming on my Discord, making sure I

wasn't saying anything bad. I couldn't

even joke about things because then she'd

come home angry. It was a nightmare.

People think that it was some mass amazing

paradise that I chose to leave. It was a

nightmare.

I couldn't bitch and whine about whatever

I wanted to.

I would get anxiety when she would come

home. So I didn't know if she's gonna be

mad or not again. She'd get mad over

everything. It was so annoying. The keys

would turn, I could hear it, and I'd go,

oh no. She's back.

There's a

livestream on my second channel. It's the

oldest one. I was playing Minecraft. I was

building the house, and then you can hear

when she comes back, and then she starts

like having a go at me. You can hear her

hitting me as well.

I don't even know what I said or did that

made her so angry.

It was like that all the time, every time

she came back.

And then I couldn't really talk about it

because then she'd get angry, saying,

stop telling people I hit you. I didn't

even hit you that hard. I just tapped you.

You broke a door? Because she took all

my stuff and then she refused to give it

back to me.

And I didn't think my foot would go

straight through the glass because it

looked like it was pretty thick glass.

I thought my toe was gonna break. My foot

just went straight through it.

Oriental Pearl is more fun and successful

than you. Her marriage isn't failing like

yours. Yeah, don't talk too soon.

Look at Simon and Martina. People thought

they were soulmates and perfect for each

other. Who could have predicted Simon was

like this nutjob? 10 years

plus of marriage and they look like the

perfect couple, and then they divorced

That's the sad thing about relationships

and marriage. It's so

hard for it to actually last. Maybe it'll

last 5 years, maybe it will last 10 years.

But would it last 11 years?

Will she cheat on you? Will she leave you?

Will she die? She might die.

Then what are you gonna do?

I think my mental health has gotten worse

since I left home.

Maybe I'd feel better if I went home.

At least I won't have stress of financial

Oh, thanks, Seymour. How do you donate?

Thank you, I know I'm dumb.

I had jobs before,

but they didn't really make me feel happy

either.

You know, I have had jobs in the past.

It's not like I don't know what having a

job feels like.

You feel less bored,

but then you feel more stressed because

you've got to work.

You just replace one negative

feeling with another negative feeling.

I don't really know what I want. You know

when I was happiest? I can trace back the

happiest moment in my life to probably

2010 when I went to Japan

for the first time and I stayed at that

guest house and I made friends.

I had everything. I had a girlfriend, I

had a friendship group, I had a social

life. Didn't have a job though.

Cammy gonna make you live in the new

garage. You'll hear her getting plowed in

the house.

Now I'm gonna go to my bedroom.

111, the magic number that means

nothing. 111's a scam.

I see 111 everywhere and still my life's

not getting any better.

I felt like I wanted to live in that guest

house for the rest of my life. I felt so

happy there. But then all my friends ended

up leaving, and then these new people came

and they were boring. And then didn't feel

the same again.

I just wonder if I went to a hostel,

maybe I'd make friends. I don't know.

It's just my attitude is so bad and I give

off this aura, this kind of leave me

alone, don't talk to me.

And I just kind of automatically put it up

without knowing because I'm kind of scared

of people approaching me. It's not that I

don't want people to approach me, it's

just that I get scared, so I don't. I'm

scared of smiling because if I look

smiley, then people are gonna approach me,

which scares me. So my brain just goes,

okay, do resting bitch face, then you'll

be safe. So I just look miserable all the

Oh, thanks, Seymour.

They're just jealous you can make money

complaining on YouTube. I know I am. Keep

going, zany face. I'm also waiting for

Japan to reopen. Also hella depressed that

it's closed to outsiders. Thank you.

Yeah, sometimes you know what I think? Do

you think women get annoyed because I

don't work? And I just sit here whining.

I got this, this feeling from maybe

Chihiro. Maybe she was annoyed because

she's like, why do I have to work 8 hours

a day? Daniel just sits at home bitching

about me for 8 hours. I feel like

a lot of women, women would feel annoyed

by that.

Why not get a gig economy flexible job?

You will also seem more normal to

potential GFS. What's a gig economy?

Because I'm scared of people.

I don't want to get a job because then

they won't like me and they'll get annoyed

with me. Everywhere I go, everyone hates

me.

Oh, thanks, Carrie.

If 111 doesn't work, try this. Tears of

Joy. Making money

off apps like Uber.

I don't know.

You mean like riding a bike up and down?

It doesn't sound great. If it's

good weather, it'll be fine maybe, but

it's always windy and rainy here.

Now I felt like Mila was getting annoyed

as well because she got a job. She, she

got a job at some warehouse,

and then she must be thinking, well, if I

can get a job, why doesn't Daniel just

stop doing this stupid YouTube thing and

get a job too?

Now I feel insecure about what I do to

make money because I feel like other

people look down on it and they just

think, why doesn't he get a real job?

I feel, I feel like people are

guilt-tripping me. For doing what I do,

just because it's like— it seems easy.

And yeah, I guess it is easy.

Would you ever consider trying to obtain a

driving license? Sometimes I think about

it because it seems pretty cool.

To be able to drive. And I was kind of

really into Tesla cars when I was into

stocks. They're so expensive,

and I feel like even if I could drive,

it's not like I'm gonna get a girlfriend

because of it. Are girls really gonna go,

oh look, Daniel can drive,

gonna hit him up in the DMs?

I thought having my own place would make

me attractive to the opposite sex. They

don't care! They don't give a damn if you

have a room price. It doesn't make any

difference. So I really

don't feel like it would make a difference

if I could travel or not.

Because they see what I do and they think

it's kind of lame. And not good.

So it doesn't matter how much money I make

or if I can support myself or not

by doing it.

If I was a rock star who only made $500

a month, but I was doing gigs and

concerts, I bet women would love me.

But even if I was making like $5K a month,

but if I was just making that from sitting

on my kitchen floor whining like a bitch,

This probably won't be very attractive

anyway as well.

It's weird because this never really used

to be a problem in the past. I just went

to Japan, I just met people, and things

just happened naturally. It didn't worry

about all this stuff.

I guess when you get older, you start

thinking about who you are,

what you stand for.

People judge you more, I guess.

You get, you get away with it if you're

young, just being like a drifter.

Whoops, I clicked on the wrong one. Have

you spoken to Cami? You assume she'll let

you live in her house again. You don't

know that. Yeah, I did. I told my mum,

yes, I mean, today I might come home

mid-February. She said she'll clean my

room. It's Chinese New Year.

If it makes you happy. Don't worry about

it. I'm a book editor, work from home,

and still get shit about it just because I

don't technically go to work.

Yeah, people are very judgmental and

skeptical about being your own boss and

being self-employed, especially if you do

weird stuff like what I do.

Ignoring my donation because you know it's

the truth. Love that for you. You'll

regret it in 5 years. What donation?

I think you're in a bit of denial. A job

and car would make you much more

attractive, maybe happy.

Yeah, maybe having those things would make

me feel It'll give me like this new

attractive energy because I'm probably

giving off a very unattractive,

unappealing energy with my misery and

self-pity.

I think that's why people liked me when I

was in Japan and newly married. I did have

like this energy This

positive, optimistic outlook towards life.

I don't know where it went because it just

feels like everything fails now. Even

investing in stocks fails.

I lost even more money recently on stocks.

The market is just crashing now.

I can't believe how much stuff's gone

down. If you're

thinking about getting into stocks, I

would just say don't do it. Don't even

bother. Just get someone else to do it for

you, like a professional.

The world needs an unfiltered mouth like

It just gets me in trouble.

Stocks are green. Even if it rallies 8%,

it feels meaningless after everything's

already dropped nearly 30%.

And now I don't know if I'm gonna get the

deposit back from my apartment. They

haven't messaged me about it because

they're all annoyed. They're probably

angry with me because I filmed.

They already got a new person living there

because I got, I got a message from the

internet provider saying someone has

activated a new account in your apartment,

so we're canceling yours. So there's

already a new person there.

Feels weird. That's my home, get out!

But the, the real estate agency don't have

my deposit. This deposit company has it.

But I can't remember my password to log

in, so I have to phone them because they

locked me out.

They didn't say anything after I blurred

it. I didn't reply to them.

Yeah, I don't care. It's only £800 or

something.

Yeah, I'm gonna upload it everywhere.

Instagram, Twitter, Pornhub.

Unless I get my deposit back.

I hate when people threaten me about a

So if I don't get the deposit back,

basically that all gets added on to every

month of the rent. So it means— it

was probably like £1,000, I don't know. I

think it was 5 weeks of rent.

I don't know how to get it back. Do I need

the agency to allow me to

get it back, or can I just phone up the

deposit agency and get it back? But then I

have to phone them. I can't be bothered.

I hate phoning up companies. It's 2022 and

they still expect us to phone them. Why

can't they just have a button on a

Surely sending a message is more efficient

than phoning them.

I used to watch you all the time. Still

stop by once in a while. Feel sad to see

how your life has progressed. Do you think

my life got worse?

My life is like a stock, and when I met

Mila, it was like everything was going to

the moon. Everything was really good.

Then it just crashed hard.

You're gonna have to make tea for Cami and

your new stepfather. No. You know, one

thing my mum does really annoys me is when

she tries to make me make tea.

Nothing triggers me more than someone

ordering me to make tea.

Doesn't she know that?

You know, I left— I quit a job just

because they tried to make me make tea.

It's so demeaning and degrading

when someone's like telling you to make

them their tea. It's like they're trying

to ask you to scrub their asshole.

If I'm feeling kind and generous, yeah,

I'd say I'd offer to make a tea. I don't

want to get bossed around. Making

someone's tea is like sucking their toes

to make them clean. No, I'm not

making your fucking tea. Make it yourself.

I don't go around asking people to make my

tea. It's so irritating.

I always made tea and coffee for Chihiro

and Mila. If I was in a relationship, I'd

make a drink. I make drinks for us.

You'll make Cami tea and you'll smile and

like it, or you'll go to the garage cuck

shed. No, I'll storm out in the middle

I don't think there's anything wrong with

making someone tea if you're the one happy

to, to do it and you're offering them.

But when you feel like you're being made

to make it, like you're feeling like

you're ordered to make it Then no, I don't

want to make it.

I always had this problem at every job I

went to as well. Oh my God, don't even get

me started with the bloody tea thing.

So I had a job in an office that my dad

worked at, the same company he worked for,

and they started getting all pissy with me

because I wasn't making people tea So then

they one day they ordered me to ask

everyone in the office. He came up to me,

he was like, "Daniel, every day I want you

to go around the office at 9 a.m. and then

3 p.m. and ask everyone what tea they

want, and I want you to learn how everyone

likes their tea." Fuck off! Why don't

you choke on your fucking tea?

Make make your tea. Spit in it.

God, it pissed me off so much. I just

quit.

Just the way he said it was so annoying.

And then when I had a job at a petrol

station kept whining at me about drinks

because I'd make my own drink. They had a

coffee machine, tea/coffee machine. I'd go

and make my own coffee, and then the boss

just said to me, Daniel, how come you

never ask anyone if they want a drink when

you go and make your drink? And I said, I

don't know, thought if they want a drink,

they'd make it themselves. And then she

started lecturing me,

and even all the foreigners like the

Bangladesh cringe on her.

Is it lagging?

Testing.

Why are you saying F? It's not lagging.

I think it's fine. Okay,

so what did you hear me say? When did it

cut out? I was saying even the foreigners

working there, like the blank— the

Bangladesh— the Bangladesh guy and

Nepalese guy, they would always ask me if

I want a drink when they went to make

their own drink. And I said it was getting

annoying. I didn't say it to them. I mean,

I said just now that it was getting

annoying that I kept having to tell them

no thanks.

Anyway, that's just like one of the— one,

one minor thing that I really hate about

having to work for a company. It's this

whole stupid drink and tea culture.

And then when I was at the office job,

the stupid team leader gave me a

lecture about why it's important to make

tea.

He sat me down, he was like, Daniel,

making tea is an important part of the

work environment. It helps people create a

family bond or something like that.

I'm not here to make a family bond. I'm

here to work and get some bloody money.

Couldn't give a crap about any of you.

Fuck off. Pay me, stupid idiots.

Make your own tea. You see why I can't get

a job? Because I, I have no team-playing

qualities. I'm like the complete opposite

of a team player.

To be able to get a job and hold it, even

if they don't fire you You're going to be

miserable if you're not a team player

because everyone's just going to hate you.

So either you're going to get fired or

you're going to quit because you just feel

hated and miserable because you don't want

to make people tea.

That's the thing I've always said. I, I

don't want to work. I don't want to work

in a team because I hate team Team stuff.

I hate being part of a team. I hate the

responsibility of holding up your part,

your role in the team.

I'm just very antisocial.

I don't know if it's like that in other

countries. What about Japan? Because I

never worked in an office in Japan.

Oh, thanks, PRZ. All my 3 friends are sick

at home and all of them are vaccinated.

I'm not. I can't take that shush

seriously. Have a nice evening.

But what if they weren't vaccinated and

they would be suffering even worse?

Who knows? That's also another reason I'd

be scared to go to a hostel. I don't want

to get COVID. 30 people in bunk beds all

close together. All it takes is one person

coughing To

spread it everywhere.

Somehow I've managed to avoid getting ill

or sick for over a year, and I think it's

because I've just stuck to myself.

I haven't really mixed around.

But my dad agreed with me when I

complained about this.

He, he said he's the same. He doesn't like

having to make people's drinks and he'd

rather just make his own drink.

I don't want people making my drink either

because then I've got to explain to them

how I like my drink to be made.

Bro, try living in the cook shed and save

money. I wonder what the garden shed is

like now. It should be finished by now.

What are they even going to use it for?

You would hate work in Japan? Yeah, I did.

I worked in Lawson for 3 months.

I was supposed to work there for a year.

I couldn't handle it.

They started having a go at me, took me to

the back office, and they told me off. I

felt like I was a kid being scolded.

So I said, can I go home now?

They said yes, and then I never came back

ever again. I didn't even tell them I was

quitting.

They said, how come— they said, you've

been working here for 3 months and you're

still making mistakes. Why aren't you

trying your hardest? Because I don't give

a shit about a stupid convenience store.

Why'd you think— why would I work

my hardest serving customers and sweeping

That's the annoying thing about work

culture in Japan. They expect you to, to

be really passionate and dedicated about

the job, no matter what it is. Even if

it's sweeping crap off the floor,

you have that kind of hard worker

mentality. Or else everyone just hates

you, especially in Japan.

Which is worse, Japanese Lawson or the

petrol station? I felt like the petrol

station was a lot better,

mainly because I didn't have to speak

Japanese.

And they were a bit less strict at the

petrol station.

The English people were nice to work with

because they were lazy and didn't really

give a crap either. It's just the stupid

Nepalese guy with his— with his Nepalese

work ethics.

Yeah, I've been watching Harold Boulder in

the Himalayas. And I can see why the

Nepalese have really good work ethics,

because they live on a bloody mountain

that's covered in snow, and they literally

live in these little houses that have

no heating or electricity. It's just like

a wooden hut, and they just squat around a

fire all day freezing cold, and then they

have to go around picking up yak shit to

burn. And they grow potatoes in the

frozen ground. So yeah, I can imagine why

they're so hardworking, because if they're

not, they'd literally freeze to death.

I don't know how they live like that.

They just sit there all day huddled around

the fire. Why don't they close the door?

Every single building Harold was in, in

the Himalayas, they got the doors open,

the windows open. The houses are made of

brick. I mean, not brick, but stones.

Where's the insulation? Why don't they get

a door? If they got a door and they shut

the door, then the heat would stay inside.

I don't understand it. Freezing cold on

a mountain and they just sit in these

stone huts with no doors and no windows.

I don't, I don't get it.

Maybe there's

a reason.

But they're just in permanent coldness

wearing 5 layers and a winter jacket

inside the house. And then they've got

these ovens made out of mud, hardened mud,

and then after they cook it starts

collapsing, so then they've got to start

rebuilding the oven. It just seems like

surely there's a more efficient way to

They, they work hard, but they don't work

smart.

But that Nepalese guy was so strict. And

serious about the job.

And I just don't get it. Why?

No one cares apart from you.

And then during the day shift when all the

English MILFs are there, they're just like

sitting back, chilling out, drinking their

tea. Not giving a care in the world.

They were great to work with, but none of

them did the night shift. Night shift was

just Nepalese guy and the Bangladesh guy.

Bangladesh guy was lazy too. I liked him,

he was laid back and fun.

Who keeps slamming this stupid door?

I think I'd get really annoyed in a

hostel. All the noise.

For some reason, doors slamming really

triggers me.

Yeah, I don't think the hostel would be a

good idea. I won't be able to do anything.

I can't make videos. I would— I'd have to

go outside to make the videos or stream.

I wouldn't be able to do an 8-hour

livestream outside. I can only do these

one— I mean, 8-hour livestreams because

I'm in a warm Comfortable place. If I was

on top of a mountain, no way.

And then I wouldn't be able to concentrate

on my my game.

Oh no, my battery! I've only streamed an

hour. I've got 47% battery.

Shi t t t t t t t.

Hmm.

Why did it play twice?

Am I leaving Scotland soon? I think I'm

gonna stay one more week.

I think I'll try one more week, see how it

goes, because I got a few dates.

Planned. Not that I'm expecting anything

from it.

One's actually Japanese, so maybe that'll

go well. A bit surprising to see a

Japanese person here.

And then one's from Hong Kong. And one's

from Poland.

So I feel like staying just to see if

anything happens with those. And I still

haven't met the Scottish girl. I don't

know when she's coming.

The haggis video, I don't think I'm gonna

bother. I was gonna get like a Scottish

outfit and haggis and play up the whole

Scotland thing, but I don't really feel

like people care. I'm not wasting £80

to get a poncho and a thingamajig,

the red checkered thing.

Your Pokémon review is doing really well.

Let me check. Yeah, I couldn't believe

it.

Wow, 22,000 views.

Do you think we're going to see like a 40K

view? How long has it been since we had

40k views on the Hiding in My Room

channel?

I remember back in the day when 40k views

was normal. 20k views was bad

and a flop. 30k views was, uh,

and then 60k views was,

was, was what I was looking for.

My drama stuff, getting kicked out, I hate

my wife stuff, that would get 60k views.

And I'd think, yep, that's what I expect.

The game does look crap though. I watched

loads of videos about it and it just looks

rubbish. The graphics suck, the Art design

looks really bland and generic. The

gameplay looks rubbish. I haven't played

Pokémon since Pokémon Red, and they all

look crap.

I haven't been attempted to get back into

Pokémon since I was 10 years old.

The game's always the same. You just go

around catching Pokémon, you make them

fight, and then you gotta collect all the

different Pokémon. I couldn't care less

about collecting every single bloody

Pokémon.

Read your bloody chat and ban Wuz here.

Yeah, I guess I will. He is spamming a

lot,

telling me to grow up. Won't you grow up

spamming in the chat?

Put— I'll put you in timeout,

but if you come back and spam again,

you're banned.

Well, I guess it kind of shows that I need

to change up my content.

Unfortunately, the stuff that worked

before doesn't really work anymore, like

moving to a new place, why I hate XXX

place, moaning about women.

What even was the stuff that used to work

that wasn't drama?

So I remember I made a video about my hair

looking stupid and got 46k views. Back

then I could have made a video about

everything— I mean anything— and it would

God, that Pokémon video is such a

lifesaver.

Jesus, 33,000 views in the last

48 hours. It's been years since

I hit that number. Usually,

usually I get about 20K max

in the last 48 hours, and then if I don't

upload for 2 days, it will drop down to

nearly 10— as low as 10K.

Does it make any money? It has a $3.20

CPM— I mean RPM.

So 20 times $3.22,

so it's $70.

It's not great, but it's not terrible

because it is still January. It would be

nice if it was a $4 RPM.

$4 would have been a bit nicer.

I reckon at this rate, at this trajectory,

the video could break 30,000 views.

I've seen it happen on my second channel a

lot. My second channel has a lot of videos

that have 40k views, 38k views on

my game reviews.

I did a Halo review, got 38k views. I did

Darkest Dungeon 2, it got 20k views.

So the gaming reviews do well.

It's just I need a game to come out, and

games don't come out very often. Maybe

every few months a big hyped up game is

out.

Go to Ukraine for content? No, I'm not

traveling for content anymore. I'm only

going to travel for sex because I know it

doesn't— it's not working anymore for

content. People don't care if I'm gonna go

somewhere to meet a girl unless the girl's

gonna be a part of the channel.

It's kind of boring, I should say. Yeah,

I'm in Blah blah blah place, I met a girl,

we did this. People want to see the girl

and they want to interact with her.

And Chihiro and Mila were the only ones

willing to do that.

That German girl, she made me sign a

contract not to talk about her. Some

people are so scared of me talking about

them. They make me promise, they make me

sign stuff, they beg me.

So scared of what I might have to

say. It's just weird.

It's probably why girls don't like me

anymore. So scared I'm going to talk about

them. Yeah, well, I didn't talk

about every girl. Like the, the Hong Kong

girl, I didn't talk about her when she

came to Japan. And we had sex during

the day.

I didn't even say anything about her.

Oh, what about Essex girl? I barely said

anything about Essex girl.

She ghosted me again, by the way. She

messaged me once on Christmas and then the

next day, then she stopped talking to me,

and then she didn't even tell me the

reason why she stopped talking to me.

When I was streaming on Christmas, she

started blowing up my phone saying We're

gonna have a nice long chat. I'm gonna

explain to you why I disappeared.

And she didn't even tell me.

And then she disappeared again.

I just feel I'm getting messed around all

the time by these girls. The manch— I

mean, the LA girl just keeps messaging me

randomly saying she wants to come to

Manchester, and then she doesn't.

If you're gonna come, then come. If you

don't know, then stop messaging me.

It's just getting annoying now.

Do you really feel like you'll be happy

long term if your whole life Is traveling

for sex without deeper connection?

Um,

it'd be nice if eventually there would be

a connection.

But now I'm just traveling for nothing.

I'm not even getting any sex. No sex

and no connections. Just sitting on the

Timeout Bloody Landmar for spamming

communist propaganda.

Who? I don't see that person.