REJECTED AGAIN - Liverpool SUCKS

Hello, welcome back to a new stream.

I'm back in Manchester

after the failure of Liverpool.

Back here again.

What's the rant for today?

Hmm, I don't know, just women in general,

how they keep wasting my time and messing

me about.

Maybe.

I can't believe the same thing happened

again.

I don't know where to start.

It's kind of a— I don't really know if

it's complicated, it's just like a bit of

a mess.

So if you watched my last 2 videos, which

not many people did unfortunately,

you see that I went to Liverpool to meet a

girl.

And then ended up not meeting her and I

came back.

That's basically what happened.

It's not really that complicated now I

think about it.

I don't understand it though.

Why do girls keep doing this?

They say we can meet on this date and then

I go to where they are on or near the date

and then I tell them I'm here And then

they don't want to meet anymore.

Why is it with women doing this all the

time?

That's why I came to Manchester, because I

was chatting to this girl and she said we

could meet in July.

So I come in July, I tell her I'm in

Manchester, and all of a sudden she stops

talking to me for weeks because apparently

I freaked her out by suddenly showing up.

How is it sudden if I literally said,

okay, I'll come in July?

I told her when I was coming and still

that's too sudden.

I don't get it.

How can I make it not sudden then?

You have to like keep telling her, by the

way, I'm coming in 2 weeks.

By the way, I'm coming in 11 days.

By the way, coming in 9 days.

Oh, by the way, I'm coming next week.

What are you supposed to do?

So then the same thing happened with this

Liverpool girl.

I'd been chatting to her for a few months

now,

and then we recently started talking about

meeting up, and then she said sometime

around the 7th of December would be good

for her.

So I booked the hotel on, I think it was

the 4th or the 3rd.

I decided to arrive early just so I could

get some footage, get washed up in the

hotel and stuff.

I didn't tell her I was coming, so I

wanted it to be like a surprise.

So after a few days, after I finished

doing what I was doing by myself, because

I wanted to go to some museums by myself—

I don't really want to go to a museum with

a girl because I spend like 6 hours in the

museum just reading everything.

That's kind of boring.

I don't think a girl would just want to

stand there for like 6 hours in a museum.

So I went to the museums by myself on the

weekend.

Now, after I was done sightseeing, I

messaged her saying, hey, I'm in Liverpool

now.

If you still want to meet up, let me know.

And then she just said, I'll let you know,

but I'm not, I'm not feeling very great

right now.

I don't know if that's a lie or if it was

the truth.

And then we chatted for a few hours that

day and the next day.

She kept going on about her pets and she

never brought up the topic of meeting.

And I was supposed to check out of the

hotel today, but I left yesterday.

Because I thought if she's not going to

message me yesterday to meet up, that was

the last day.

Because we can't meet up on Friday because

I've got to check out and I don't want to

book another hotel.

Have you considered that not telling them

that you're coming is the thing that puts

them off?

But I did tell them.

Okay, I told them once I was here.

I didn't tell— well, with the Manchester

girl, I told her I was going to come in

July and she said okay, great.

So I don't know what else I could have

done with her.

But yeah, the Liverpool girl, I just

showed up in Liverpool.

I don't know if she noticed because on

Tinder you can see the person's location.

I don't know if she checked my profile

again, probably didn't.

But if she checked my profile, she would

have seen that I was in Liverpool.

That might have been a bit weird.

I don't think she was checking my profile.

I don't see why it's that weird.

It's not like Liverpool's very far away,

it's just an hour by train.

I just say, hey, I'm in Liverpool,

I'm gonna stay here for a few days.

How's that weird?

What's wrong with that?

And then she never said— she never gave me

a date, not even like, oh, maybe next

week.

Nothing.

So I don't know,

just annoying.

So I went all the way there.

Well, there were other reasons I wanted to

go to Liverpool.

I wanted to see some of the museums, and

there was no hot water working here for

like a week, and they kept saying like

it's still broken, it's going to take a

week to fix.

So I thought, screw this, I'm not going to

stay here if there's no hot water.

So I wanted to book into a hotel anyway.

Also, I thought I'd get some footage to

make a few vlogs, so it's not like it was

a complete waste of time.

It's just— it was mostly a waste of time.

I just don't see what the problem is.

I mean, she said 7th, around the 7th

should be fine for us to meet.

So to me, I think, okay, she said 7th,

that means the 7th.

Could be before that or slightly after

that.

I'll just book a hotel so I'm there around

that date.

I don't know

what to do.

It's so hard to get people to meet up.

Why, why is it so hard to go on dates

here?

I don't get it.

When I was in Japan, I never had this

problem.

Before I got married in Japan, I was going

on like 3 Tinder dates every week.

Even after I was married, I was still

going on Tinder dates.

Never ever in Japan once to have this

problem where we arranged to meet up and

then she didn't show up, or she didn't

tell me when we could meet up.

Every time a Japanese woman said, yeah,

let's meet up, they came on the dot.

That's why Japanese people are great,

because they're so punctual.

If they say let's meet up and we arrange a

date, Japanese people stick to it.

They don't flake.

I never had a Japanese girl flake on me

ever.

Why is this so?

It's hard enough to get matches in the

first place because I'm not like a typical

masculine-looking handsome man.

I look kind of weird, kind of feminine,

kind of weak.

So I don't get many matches in the first

place, and then the matches I do get, it's

so fucking hard to get them to meet up,

and then when we do meet up, they just

unmatch me afterwards.

So I'm making no progress at all.

It's just so annoying.

The other annoying thing is,

after I left Liverpool This other girl

that I matched whilst I was in Liverpool

starts messaging me saying, we could have

met tonight if you were still here.

For God's sake.

Now this new girl I'm talking to, she's

from like Estonia or some kind of country

on the border of Russia.

She seems really nice and we're chatting a

lot now and she's like into Japan and

traveling and stuff.

She sounds cool.

I think I can get her to come to

Manchester maybe.

I don't want to go all the way back to

Liverpool.

If I just stayed in Liverpool one more

night, I could have met her.

And then I matched another one nearby

Liverpool I'm going to meet next week.

So yeah, maybe it feels like it was a dead

end, but maybe because I was in Liverpool,

I managed to match these new ones that

might lead somewhere.

I just want something to lead somewhere.

Everywhere is just going nowhere.

I hate it when you just like bang your

head against wall and it's going nowhere.

It's just like dead end, dead end, no

progress.

I made zero progress since I came here.

All I have to show for is I met a couple

of girls.

I got one girl to stay here for a few

nights and then it didn't really go

anywhere after that.

Apart from that,

Nothing.

It's just a numbers game, isn't it?

I just gotta keep my head up and just keep

doing dates, keep doing it.

Because if you stop, then, you know, then

it's game over, isn't it?

You can't just give up.

You gotta keep grinding.

It's just grinding, isn't it?

I'm just gonna keep going through them

until at least one of them results in

something.

But still, it's just like every failed

date is like a little chip away at me, and

my, my confidence, my self-esteem gets

chipped away bit by bit.

What is your end goal?

To get a girlfriend.

Or at least a sex friend.

I mean, I'm up for anything.

I'd be okay with a sex friend.

I wouldn't say no.

My voice became so weak because I haven't

talked in days.

I haven't done a livestream in like 2

weeks.

My recent videos, I barely talk.

Actually, in my last video, I didn't talk

at all.

Then I came back here

to my apartment, walked in, the reception

guy said, hey Daniel, you've got a parcel.

I went to reply to him, my voice was like,

oh, there's like no power in my voice.

It was really embarrassing.

Don't you find it really embarrassing when

you suddenly have to use your voice and

then it comes out like

Hello?

Yeah.

Where's the power?

It's so annoying.

The voice thing.

I want to make my voice sound less scared,

like more confident sounding.

But when I feel nervous, my voice gets

high.

Like it gets high like that.

You can tell in my early videos when I was

new to making videos, my voice was much

higher.

Cuz I had such little confidence making

videos.

Got to kind of like, I don't know, low,

lower, lower it somehow.

See, this is something women don't have to

worry about.

It's all confidence.

The confidence you can hear it in the

person's voice as well if they have it or

not.

I feel very nervous walking in through the

door of most buildings, especially

restaurants.

I feel really nervous opening the door to

a restaurant and walking in.

I usually let the girl go in first.

This is like my biggest fear when we have

to choose a restaurant.

I try and choose one that looks the least

intimidating to walk into, that isn't full

of people.

Which is why I was able to go into that

Korean restaurant by myself.

It wasn't too crowded.

That was, you know, that was the first

time I ever went to a restaurant by

myself.

First time ever.

It was scary when I had to talk to the

guy.

I was like, can I have a table for one,

please?

My voice was so nervous.

It was nice though.

Bloody expensive though.

It's £18 just to get one meal and a glass

of beer.

£18!

I went shopping yesterday, it cost me £20,

and look at all the food I got.

I got all this for £20.

I got a whole box of pork for like £2.

Restaurants are such a rip-off.

I got a massive box of chicken.

This is all £20.

We're in a stupid restaurant, £18 just for

one meal.

Living in hotels is not fun because the

food— food is so expensive.

Do you know how much money I spent on food

in just those 5 days in Liverpool?

I think I spent nearly £100 on Uber Eats

and going to Tesco Express.

£100 just for Not even a week.

How are you supposed to— how do you get

food when you're living in a hotel apart

from,

apart from Uber Eats?

I guess you can go to a supermarket and

get cold food,

get like those pasta boxes.

Without a kitchen, the food gets so

expensive, it's crazy.

It's why I'm starting to think—

I don't know, my, my plans are like all

muddled up now.

Because when I was in Liverpool, living in

a hotel just reminded me how depressing it

is to live in a hotel.

And then I came back to Manchester and I

was so happy to come back to this

apartment.

You have no idea, I felt so happy, like,

oh my God, yes, I got my kitchen.

I got my got my laptop.

Don't have bloody cleaners knocking on my

door in the morning.

I press do not disturb on the button

thing.

They still they knock to my door.

Do you need towels?

No.

Do you need shampoo?

No.

Do you need clean?

No.

Do you need rubbish taken?

No.

Go away, for God's sake.

Ten a.m.

in the bloody morning.

I'm trying to sleep.

Can't stand the cleaners in hotels.

I I've only been here one day.

I don't need fucking cleaning.

I don't need new towels.

Can't they clean if I ask them to clean?

If I didn't ask for cleaning, then I don't

need cleaning.

Go away.

And then the fire alarm went off.

The first hotel, the fire alarm kept going

off for like 5 seconds.

It happened 3 times.

And then the second hotel, the fire alarm

went off and it was on for like 20

seconds.

My ears were so painful.

The sound was deafening.

Why does it have to be so loud?

It doesn't have to be that loud, does it?

Can't they turn it down a little bit?

Should have the do not disturb thing.

They didn't have like a hanger card.

They had a little button and you press it

and the red light goes on.

But they just ignore it.

I hate hotels.

And then you got nowhere— the second hotel

didn't even give you cups or a kettle or

coffee, so I couldn't have any coffee,

couldn't make any coffee.

It just makes me wonder, did I make the

right choice to, to not renew this place?

Because I'm gonna have to look for another

place now,

and I really don't want to live in a

hotel.

It's so horrible living in a hotel.

If I was rich and I was getting like 100K

views every video, then yeah, sure,

whatever.

I'll get Uber Eats every day like bloody

CDawg does because he's a fucking rich

famous YouTuber.

Bloody CDawg.

I saw one of CDawg's videos and he showed

like a mountain of Uber Eats bags,

implying that he basically just has Uber

Eats every day.

Do you know how much it costs to have Uber

Eats every day?

It's like £700, probably like $1,000 if

you get Uber Eats every day.

Yeah, you get like 2 million views every

video, it's not really a big deal, is it?

Unfortunately, my YouTube career flopped,

so I can't afford to eat Uber Eats every

day.

So I'll go to freaking Aldi to get £2

chicken thighs.

Thanks very much, YouTube algorithm.

Ah,

fucking Uber Eats.

Why is food so expensive?

To buy from if you don't have a kitchen.

Stupid food.

Should just eat fuel.

Maybe I could just eat fuel, couldn't I?

Have like 3 fuels a day.

So now I'm wondering what do I do because

I told them I don't want to stay and I'm

going to cancel my lease

and I want to go to Scotland.

I really want to go to Scotland.

There's a few things I want to do there.

But do I live in a hotel or do I get a

place?

Most apartments want you to, to pay for a

1-year contract.

I think I was pretty lucky getting this

place for 6 months.

I think it'd be pretty hard to get another

6-month place.

And I really don't want to stay a whole

year in Scotland.

And then if I have to pay all up front, it

would be like £13,000 I have to pay all at

once to get a year.

And then what if the apartment's rubbish?

Or what if another girl messages me from

another country and I want to leave?

If you lock yourself into a contract, then

you're kind of stuck with the place.

It's a waste of money if you pay and then

leave.

But then the only other option would be to

stay in like a really expensive hotel

apartment.

I don't know what to do.

I really liked Liverpool

apart from getting ghosted and stood up.

It was really nice.

I went all around the Albert Docks and the

docks and the waterfront.

Was really good, and it felt really modern

and wide open, and it was really relaxing

just walking by the river.

And then the shopping area is really nice

as well.

It's way better than Manchester.

Manchester just has like this street, and

it has Arndale, and then like a big

shopping centre.

But Liverpool has like this huge— I don't

know how to explain it.

There's no traffic.

It's like pedestrians only, and it's just

like a walk pedestrian shopping center,

and it's got really wide roads— I mean,

footpaths— and it's got stores all around,

and it's really big.

It's like an outdoor shopping center,

really, but it just feels very nice to

walk around there, unlike Manchester.

It's just Liverpool was very wide and open

that I liked a lot.

And I really liked the history.

The history of Liverpool is very

interesting.

I found the Maritime and Slavery Museum to

be really good.

I went back there the second day because I

spent like 4 hours on the lower second,

third, first floor, and then I ran out of

time for the Titanic floor and the slavery

tour, so I had to go back the next day.

And I spent another 2 hours in there.

It's really interesting, all the, the

dockyard history and explaining how

Liverpool was the center of world trade at

one point and like the capital of the

slave trade and all that.

And then the company that built the

Titanic is based in Liverpool, and the

headquarters of that company is still

there, and you could like walk in front of

it and look at it.

I took a photo.

Just very interesting.

And the buildings they have, they're

really cool on the waterfront.

It's just a shame they ruin it.

They've got this Museum of Liverpool,

which is a modern building.

It looks so ugly.

It's like a big square black angular box.

And then there's another kind of

box-looking modern architecture building.

It's so ugly compared to the historic

buildings.

It's called the Three Graces.

There's the Liverpool— the Liver Building,

and then the Cunard Line Building, and

then some other building.

They have like this, um, Greek

Gothic kind of architecture.

Looks very cool.

Yeah, I quite liked it.

It was good.

What else they have?

Oh, they had the Titanic Memorial as well

there.

They had a load of memorials on the

waterfront.

Maybe I'll move to Liverpool if, if

nothing really happens in Scotland.

If I had to choose between Liverpool, I

don't know, I haven't been to Scotland

yet,

but I don't really feel like living in

Scotland would be a good idea.

Because I want to find somewhere that's

affordable to live where I maximize my

dating chances.

And Manchester and Liverpool are more

central, I think, and there's more people.

And then it's got neighboring cities like

Leeds or Sheffield nearby.

So if I go all the way up to Scotland,

it's just Scotland isolated on its own.

Everything's kind of far away.

It's not very central.

So I don't know if I'd want to get a an

apartment in Scotland.

I'd probably check out Scotland for a few

weeks

and then, I don't know, I was gonna get

the train, wasn't I?

The sleeper train.

Maybe I'll look for a place in London

because I really want to get on the

sleeper train to make a video.

Just trying to figure out which is the

best, most efficient route of, of doing

things.

So I don't want to go up to Scotland, down

Liverpool, back up Scotland, down to

London, back up to Liverpool.

That'd just be stupid.

Could go from Scotland, get a sleeper

train back to London.

Could go back home for a few months, but

then if I go home, then there's no dating.

I can't get any dates at home.

Need to be in a city.

At least here I'm getting a few dates.

It's better than nothing.

I don't know.

Maybe I'd have better chance in London

because there's more people in

London.

Very tricky.

I don't really feel like going to another

country.

So hard trying to figure out what to do.

I've got a few dates lined up here,

so maybe that will go somewhere, then that

will completely ruin my— I mean, change my

plans again.

See why it's so hard to make plans?

Things keep changing.

When am I staying in Manchester?

Till my contract here is until the end of

January,

then probably make my way up to Scotland,

do some sightseeing in Scotland.

Edinburgh Castle looks nice, and they've

got a few things that look cool.

Maybe I can do camping, but it's too cold

to do camping in February.

You'd have to wait until like April or May

until it gets warmer.

I don't want to stay in Scotland until

May, April,

or do I?

Or I could, I could email them again and

say I changed my mind, actually I do want

to stay, and then renew my place contract

here for this place for another 6 months.

Go to Scotland anyway to visit for like a

week or 2, come back here.

Oh, then I can't do the sleeper train.

Maybe just don't do the sleeper train.

Why do I care about dating so much?

Because being alone sucks.

Every moment you're alone and single

whilst you're young is like you're wasting

your peak.

Don't you get it?

We're only 20 and 30 for 2 decades.

After it's gone, it's gone.

After your 30s— after your 20s are over,

you're 30.

After your 30s are over, you're old.

If you're not dating and having sex in

your peak years, then what are you doing?

You're wasting your life.

Like, fuck everything else.

This is the only thing that's only going

to last for a short amount of time, and

then you're going to get old, and then

you're going to die,

and nothing else matters.

And I've only got 8 years left until I'm

40, whilst I still look relatively young.

When I'm 40, I'm going to be like getting

gray hairs, my face is going to be melting

off, and I look like an old lesbian.

Oh, thanks, Mark.

Sex isn't all that matters.

Well, obviously there's other things that

matters, like food and oxygen and water,

having a safe place to live and making

money.

But all of those things you don't need

another person to do.

I can get food and water and make money

without a girlfriend.

You know what I can't do without a

girlfriend?

Is, is have like sexy intimate times and

hold hands and cuddle and watch Netflix.

I can't do that on my own.

That's the only thing that I can't do by

myself.

Everything else I'm already doing.

All the other things I'm already doing it.

Stupid pandemic ruining my sex life.

I know I'm not exactly maximizing my

chances the best I can, because if, if I

was, you know, I'd be out every weekend

going to bars and pubs and clubs, but I

just can't do it.

That's not me.

It's too scary.

I don't know how to approach women and

chat them up.

The only chance I have is chatting to them

online first and then meeting up and then

hoping they still like me in real life.

I can't do the whole bar thing.

I walked around some bars in in Liverpool

thinking maybe I could go in.

It's too scary.

I remember when I met TKO Sam, we hung out

in a bar and he was like, let's go and

chat to those girls.

And it just like

gave me so much anxiety.

I was like, do we have to?

Just watching him do it was giving me like

second hand anxiety.

I felt like I was getting hot and

embarrassed when I wasn't the one doing

it.

So yeah, I got to play to the best of my

strengths, and that is My strengths are

I'm extremely flexible, so I can basically

just go anywhere because I don't have any

responsibilities, which means I can, I can

have a wider, broader

field of range than most guys have

because I'm not tied down to one spot.

So I got used to that.

That's like my, that's my trump card.

That's like my advantage.

Is that I can just get on the train and

move somewhere new.

My weakness is I can't go and pick up

girls, I can't go to clubs, so I'm just

gonna forget about that.

I don't believe in trying to improve your

weaknesses.

I believe in fuck your weaknesses and just

focus on what you're least worst at.

Focus on what you're best at.

Focus on your strengths.

Because let's face it, I'm never gonna be

like walking into a bar, pick up girls,

hey, how are you doing, Mr.

Chad, am I?

That's never gonna happen.

Might as well just forget about it.

So I'll focus on my other tactics like,

um, long-range heat-seeking

Intercontinental ballistic missile

tactics.

That's my game.

That was really cringe.

Anyway, yeah, so, um, not, not really sure

what to do now.

Not having an apartment is kind of

depressing.

So you're just kind of hotel hopping,

going from one hotel to another hotel.

You can't really get any stuff because

then you've got to carry it all.

You can't make any food, then you've got

to pay loads of money cooking.

So I gotta start planning my Scotland

trip, I guess.

I'm thinking of maybe trying

a capsule hotel for a few days, make a

video, and then I'll switch to a better

hotel for maybe a week.

Maybe 2 weeks in a decent hotel.

Not like 4-star, maybe 3-star, medium

range, medium grade hotel.

I'm not going to Glasgow, I'm going to

Edinburgh.

Oh, thank you, Shinji.

Merry Christmas.

You should go see your sister for

Christmas for 10 days.

Uh, it's too expensive.

Do you know how much it cost to get here?

It cost me like £200 plus.

It cost me £20 to go, to go to London from

Harrietsham, and then it cost me £180 to

go from Euston to Manchester.

So I have to spend £200 to go all the way

back to Harrogate Gym, then £200 come all

the way back, and then go all the way back

up Scotland and come all the way back

down.

It just doesn't really sound like a good

idea.

Oh thanks, just in Torridge.

I should find a trans girlfriend.

I can't find any girlfriends at this rate.

On Grindr, there's loads of guys who want

to fuck me, but it's not really my thing.

I'm just not attracted to men.

No way, is it 200?

I don't know why my ticket was so

expensive.

Maybe people buy tickets in advance and

they get a discount, but I just kind of

showed up at London Euston train station

and then I just bought the first ticket

that popped up.

I typed in Manchester and it said, I don't

know, off-peak, on-peak, single, blah blah

blah, £184, and that was the only one that

you could choose from.

Also, it cost me £15.70 to get to go to

Liverpool from Manchester, but then when I

checked tickets online, it says buy now,

£5.

I think buying the ticket from the station

on the day you're going is expensive.

I think you're supposed to buy the ticket

days before you go.

Am I wrong?

I never, never done that before.

I always bought the ticket at the machine.

At the station.

Then if I buy the ticket on my phone, do

they check my phone when they ask for the

ticket?

I don't understand.

How do I get out of the ticket barrier?

Do I scan my phone on the barrier?

That's weird, never done that before.

Why is everything— everything's so

complicated.

You scan the QR code.

I got stuck at the ticket barrier.

I didn't know how to put the ticket in.

Did no one saw it or commented in the

video?

I was trying to put the ticket into the

slot that it comes out of, and I was like,

why isn't it going in?

Oh, I gotta put it in down here.

Can they make it more obvious?

I just thought you always buy at the

station.

That's how we always did it when I was a

kid.

You go to the station, there's that old

man behind the window, and you say, can I

have a return ticket to Maidstone, please?

I remember him.

I wonder if he's alive.

When I used to see him every time I went

to the job centre.

Return ticket to Maidstone, please.

And he'd print it out, hand it over to

you.

Before we had a ticket machine, there used

to be people.

The good old days.

Don't know who remembers the time— who

remembers the story I told a few times

before when I jumped out a moving train?

Because when I was a kid, we didn't have

trains where you press the button and the

door electrically opened.

We had really old trains where you had to

hold down a bar

and manually open the door and then

manually close it yourself.

But the door only opened from the outside.

There was no door handle from the inside.

And it was my first time ever getting the

train to Maidstone.

I was about 15 or 14, I think.

I didn't know how to open the door because

before my friends always did it and I

panicked.

I missed my stop, and then some people in

the next carriage showed me how to do it.

He said how to open the window, put your

hand outside of the train, and then open

it from the outside.

It's so dumb, and it took me ages to

figure out how to do it.

I got the door open, the train started

moving, I jumped out whilst it was moving.

I can't believe things used to be like

that.

And

then they started slowly changing, getting

rid of those old trains.

Replacing them with these new ones.

My mum came and picked me up at Denham

train station.

That's funny.

Off-peak return from Manchester to Harwich

was £112.

What?

So I paid double the price I should have.

Not sure what Daniel's objective is,

cereal or companionship.

Both.

But if the girl was like, oh, I just want

sex, I don't want anything serious, I'd,

I'd be like, sure, that sounds fine.

But if the girl says, I only want

companionship, no sex, I'd be like, no

thanks, cuz then I'll just get a boner the

whole time and then I wouldn't be able to

do anything.

It'd just be really frustrating.

Basically, I'd be up for anything, really.

If she had a boyfriend she wants to cheat,

that'd be fine.

I'm not fussy.

I'm not like, oh, I'm looking for my new

wife, she has to be a virgin, and she has

to

have a house, and she needs this.

I don't care, you know, anything's fine.

She can have kids, she can be divorced,

she can have boyfriends, she could be

married, whatever.

Go to Amsterdam, buy one.

I'm not buying it anymore, it's so shit

when you pay for it.

It's so rubbish paying for sex because

especially here they always rush you.

You pay for like an hour and it's only

been 10 minutes and they're trying to get

you to come and they're like, come on,

just come.

Stop telling me to come when I bloody want

to.

I paid an hour and they're trying to rip

me off.

And then, you know, I get nervous and it

takes like a bit of touching to get it up

and going.

And they keep trying to rush me.

It makes me feel nervous and I kind of

like lose the mood.

And then I have to like force myself to

come and it's not good.

And they just leave.

It's like, bye.

It just feels so cold.

It's not even good sex, and you waste all

that money, and then it's just a waste of

time anyway.

And the girl's usually ugly or old anyway.

When do you ever actually feel attracted

to the hookup?

I've never— I think like out of 50 times,

maybe twice I was attracted to the hookup.

They're always unattractive.

You never feel attracted to anything to

them.

It just feels rubbish.

It's just— it's not the same.

I don't know.

Exactly why.

It's just, it doesn't feel good.

Makes me— it actually just makes me feel

more depressed because either it's really

bad and it's rubbish, or it's really good

and I want more but I can't afford to have

more, and then she doesn't like me anyway.

So it just feels like a massive waste of

time.

Japan was better because Japanese have

really good customer service, and that

even goes into the sex industry.

Even though the sex industry is like

sleazy and looks down upon, they still

have really good customers.

It's like ingrained in Japanese society.

Even like drug dealers in Japan probably

have excellent customer service.

You probably have drug dealers in Japan

who've got better customer service than

people who work in Tesco's here because

it's ingrained in the culture so deeply.

It doesn't matter what industry it is,

they're just so nice in Japan.

They don't rush you, they don't have like

that— come on— like that bitchy attitude.

They give you a nice wiping afterwards,

they give you a lollipop as well.

So nice in Japan.

You walk out and the, the old lady at the

door, she's like, thanks you, and she

smiles.

She's so kind,

so nice and warm and welcoming.

Yeah, you go to Tobu Shinchi.

You get a lollipop and you get some green

tea, and she brings out a tray of

biscuits.

No extra charge, you get it included.

I always used to suck on a lollipop on the

train back.

Lollipop, lollipop, all right.

Do you like my new jumper?

Got this.

I'm not sure if I like it.

It looks a bit kind of like old granny

style.

46-minute rant, pretty good.

I still got it.

My leg's so itchy, I don't know why.

I think the hot water's back on.

I haven't really— I haven't really tested

it yet.

It takes ages to go hot.

Come on.

It's getting a bit warmer.

Yeah, hopefully there's hot water.

I want to have a bath.

Oh, thanks, Vixidoo.

Why don't you go to Greece, get with the

Greek girl?

I haven't talked to the Greek girl in like

4 months, so I don't know if she's still

interested.

And I

asked her if she would want to stay in my

hotel for the night, and she said she

doesn't know.

We would have to meet first.

So it's not like things are really sexual

between us.

We probably meet, and then she probably

won't even like me anyway.

And she's she's only.

Nothing.

She's nothing.

Never mind.

I don't know.

I— would I go to Greece?

I just feel like the same thing's gonna

happen.

My, my tolerance for risk is definitely

getting a bit beaten down.

I need some wins.

I'm not— I'm not having any wins.

I don't know how I still have the

confidence to keep going after getting

hammered so much.

It's just been like the whole year has

just been L, L, L,

L.

Could go Scotland, London, back home a few

months, then Greece,

then

Eastern Europe.

Could go to Poland or Ukraine.

Uh, Ukraine's going to get invaded, aren't

they?

They said on Sky News they expect an

invasion in like January.

Stupid Putin and Russia.

What's the point?

Can't they just leave Ukraine alone, for

fuck's sake?

It's just a tiny little country.

They've got a big enough country.

They're going to risk destabilizing the

entire continent and even risk like a

whole world war just so they can get

Ukraine back.

Come on, isn't the gains of getting

Ukraine back

Completely.

I mean, isn't the, the, the risk way

outweighing the gains, the potential gains

of getting Ukraine?

What is the point?

Oh, thanks Francisco, very generous.

And then China is saying they're going to

invade Taiwan as well.

Fuck's sake, why are there always these

massive countries trying to take back tiny

bits of land?

It's just because they have different

ideologies, blah blah blah.

Why are they so scared of having countries

have different ideologies on their border?

We live in the internet age.

Who cares if they're on your physical

border?

You've got the whole internet shitting on

you, making fun of your shit government

system.

You're worried about like one country on

your border?

The whole world The world is shitting on

you, China and Russia.

We all think you're stupid

and corrupt and tyrants.

Now they're just gonna destabilize all the

peace and the order.

Oh, I'm never gonna get back to Japan.

How am I gonna be a travel vlogger?

Last time we had a massive pandemic, World

War 1 happened, you know.

Spanish flu ring a bell?

That was in 1910,

1915 or '16, and then World War 1 also

started around that point.

More people died from Spanish flu than

actual— actually in the war.

So I don't know about Eastern Europe, it

just seems like a bit

Unstable for my liking.

I could try Greece and then I'd probably

just go home again.

Or maybe I'll try Korea.

I know some people have managed to get

into Korea, but you have to do like a

2-week quarantine in a hotel.

2 weeks in a hotel, you're not allowed to

leave.

I watched CDawg Connor's video, 3 days in

a Japanese hotel.

It looked horrible.

You're not allowed to even go out for 5

minutes.

You gotta stay in the hotel room 24 hours.

They bring you the food, hang it on the

door.

You gotta do all these checks on an app.

They'll like phone you and ask you if you

got temperature, are you okay?

You gotta fill out all these questions

every day, take temperature twice a day.

Such a pain.

You stay in a hotel all day anyway?

I don't.

I go out, I walk for like hours and hours

and hours.

I just don't film it.

When I was in Liverpool, I was walking

around outside for like 6, 7 hours.

Went to the museums, I walked around, I

took photos.

I just don't put it in my videos because I

know you guys don't care.

All you want is bloody drama this and

drama that.

I don't film it because number one, you're

not allowed to film in a museum, they'll

tell you off.

Number 2, it's really windy and horrible

outside, you wouldn't even be able to hear

me.