Life Update - Its Getting Worse...

Could have chili sauce again,

or strawberry

sauce,

ketchup. Soy sauce would

be nice.

What's this?

Hoisin sauce.

Maybe chili.

The chili sauce is quite good last

time.

Wow, what a feast! Look at this.

Better than— I'm going to try it without

sauce so I could sample the flavors. Look

Oh wow, tastes like pork.

A bit bland. I didn't put enough salt.

Now I'll try with the salt.

Hmm,

salt makes everything better.

And then we cleanse the palates with a

swish.

Heineken, my favorite beer, I think.

Okay, now with the sauce.

The best

pork I ever had. Look at this.

And people say I'm bad at cooking.

Look at that golden nugget.

How long was I vegan? Yeah, I was vegan

for like 2 months when my skin was really

bad in Manchester. I thought my bad diet

was affecting my skin, so I stopped eating

meat, I stopped eating crisps and junk

food. I only had salads

and vegetables and fish, tofu.

I had no milk, no coffee for

2 months, and it made no difference. My

skin was still terrible. And then I came

home and I went back to eating crisps and

junk food and all that. My skin's not

great, but it's still a bit better.

Pork, pork.

Need some pickles,

but I don't have many.

Oh, we got pickles!

Pickled peppers! Who got those?

Oh, they're not— oh, they're peppers.

I thought they were like gherkins.

Oh, oh,

we got ssamjang! I forgot

my mom got this Korean What

else we got? Oh,

we do have gherkins!

I'm so happy.

Prepare to level up. I might try the

pickled peppers, the pickled peppers with

my pork.

Oh look, it's brand new.

The Hanming. I haven't spoken Korean in

ages. Feels weird.

I feel like I'm just taking the piss when

I try and do a Korean impression. I won't

do it. I was doing it last night and I was

cracking myself up, but it sounds kind of

racist. I don't

know, if I get drunk enough, I might do my

Korean impression.

They just have this very whiny sound when

they speak, don't they? It's like— no, I

shouldn't do it. The Korean— the Korean

ladies in the chat who don't exist will be

very upset.

Can't open this jar. Oh my God,

I nearly broke my wrist.

Are they spicy?

I feel like when you speak Korean, you've

got to, you got to make it seem like

you've got a blocked nose, so you got to

speak like this.

Like that. You got to get that lower tone.

No, I shouldn't do it. It just sounds

pretty dumb.

People's going to clip it and then send it

to the Korean government, say Daniel's

being rude.

I'm gonna lose all my Korean viewers. Oh

no.

So this is the special sauce you get in

Korean barbecue.

I hate this lid. Why does it open like

Excuse me, I nearly choked on my phlegm.

So this is the special sauce you get when

you go to Korean barbecue. You're supposed

to wrap it in the pork and the leaf,

and then you put some on. I think Korean

food is way better than Japanese food.

Japanese food is always about soy sauce

and little dipping sauces, but Korean

sauce is the real stuff, like gochujang

and ssamjang. Oh my

God, so much better than the chili

sauce.

I don't know what it's made out— it's made

out of beans, some kind of bean.

Oh yeah, it says right there, soybean.

It's a soybean paste. It's like miso

paste, kind of.

Try this pickled pepper.

Better not be spicy.

Did I tell you the time I went on a date

in London? We went to a Korean barbecue

and it was so boring and awkward. I ended

up chewing on the chilies just, just to

like make it more bearable. I feel

like now I understand why people slit

their wrists, because the pain kind of

distracts them from the actual pain. The

date was so awkward and painful, I enjoyed

the burning pain in my tongue more. It was

like a nice distraction.

So I was just chewing on chilies during

the date.

Worst date I ever had. When, when you just

cannot think of anything to talk about,

it's horrible.

I wanted to get out of this so badly.

Look at that.

Not bad. Not spicy.

Can't actually taste it.

Just tastes like a pepper.

Oh, I need clean

chopsticks.

The best thing to have with pork is kimchi

or something pickled.

And beer.

The best lunch I ever had.

What's wrong with eating pork?

Pork is my favorite meat.

I don't know why some people hate it.

It's just weird.

I think pork is better than beef. Easy.

Beef is okay, but It just doesn't

have— doesn't

have the same kind of flavor.

But all my favorite meat food is always

pork, like ham, bacon, sausage.

The only thing I don't like about pork is

it can be a bit chewy,

especially when you go to Korean barbecue

and then you have that big leaf thing,

you roll it all up and then you stuff it

into your mouth. And then you look like an

idiot because your mouth is completely

stuffed with that leaf and the pork and

kimchi and stuff, and you can't talk

because your mouth's so full.

Trying to chew it and move it around

inside of your mouth is really hard as

well whilst not looking like an idiot.

I have a coffee machine, it's over there.

Actually, I think my Amazon's gonna come

soon. I ordered some Starbucks vanilla

lattes because I've been drinking

Americanos and I'm a bit bored.

I've been drinking these and I'm a bit fed

up with the flavor, so I got some

Starbucks special fancy coffee.

Is the game still in development? No, I

gave up ages ago. Do you

remember how into that game I was? I was,

I was so into coding and developing a

game, it was crazy. For about a few weeks

I was really into it, really enjoyed it,

and then I just lost interest. As with

everything in my life, it's why I suck at

everything, is because I can never stick

to anything for longer than a few months.

I would actually be good at stuff if I

didn't lose interest so quickly. I could

be good at so many things, it's just I, I

suck because I get bored.

Imagine if I never gave up on the game,

it would have made a lot of progress by

Do I

have ADHD? Someone said that they think I

If getting bored of things and losing

interest really quickly is a symptom,

then maybe I do.

I don't know why people keep saying I

should get tested for autism. They say if

you get diagnosed, it will make things so

much easier for you. Why would it? How

would it change anything if I know that I

have something? I wouldn't— it wouldn't

change anything really. I'd still— if I

did have it, I would still have it even if

I knew I had it.

Maybe I do have it. I'm starting to think,

yeah, maybe there's something a bit weird

Do they let autistic people enter the

army? Because what if World War 3 starts

and then I could say I've got autism so

they don't semi to fight.

I actually quite like these peppers.

I recommend the pickled pepper.

I don't think they would let autistic

people hold a weapon and operate

machinery. Maybe they're good for cannon

fodder. I don't know. Can you imagine me

being in charge of anything? They wouldn't

put me in charge of anything

important, would they?

I just assume if you're a soldier, you

might be in charge of operating some kind

of equipment, like a, like a cannon,

or radar systems,

or maybe the walkie-talkie.

Imagine as a joke they, they sent

Ukraine a shipment of cannonballs and

cannons and the keg of gunpowder, and then

they used it. Imagine the Russians roll up

on Kyiv, Kyiv, and then they're faced with

a, a battery of cannons and

cavalry, as the Americans like to say.

Why do Americans always mispronounce

cavalry as cavalry? I've heard so many

gamers American YouTubers call it Calvary.

I feel like Americans have a very hard

time pronouncing words where you kind of

have to make a stop, like a pause

mid-word. Americans like the words just

flow, like aluminum.

Aluminum, it just flows better than

aluminium. It's like, uh, and Calvary,

it's like, uh, it doesn't really flow,

does it? Americans just kind of force

words to flow even if it sounds wrong.

Like Antarctica,

they take out the T in the middle. They

just call it— and what do they call it?

Antarctica, because it flows better.

The Calvary. Send in the cavalry.

And now I waste all this chili sauce.

It's pretty good lunch. Peppers and

pickles and pork.

The last piece.

And that is called lunch. That is a

luncheon.

Now we finish off the lunch with a nice

drinkage.

Oh! This is the life.

I think a meal like that would cost you

about Probably

cost you about $10 if you went out to eat

and just got a side dish of pork and a

beer with some pickles. Probably be like

¥1,000.

But I bought that pork for about £3, and

that was half the pork, so £1.50. The

beers, I can't remember. I bet that whole

meal just cost me a couple pounds.

The air fryer is pretty nice, I have to

say. I feel out of breath.

Have I been up to anything interesting?

Um, I got Sekiro again and

it's actually very fun now. It's weird

because I tried it last year and I hated

it, but after I played Elden Ring and got

into Elden Ring, now that I tried Sekiro

again, it's actually quite good.

I just defeated the boss on, on Sekiro.

It's like a bull, it's got a flaming log

attached to its head. It took me a few

hours, but it was quite fun.

Sekiro is like Elden Ring, but then very

bare-bones version of Elden Ring. So you

don't get any spells, you can't change

your weapon, you can't have different play

styles. There's no tanking build or sword

build or spellcaster build. You're just a

shinobi. Excuse me. And you've got

a shuriken, you've got a katana, and then

you've got a grappling hook. And then the

whole game just revolves around that kind

of play style. I don't know if there's

other weapons later on in the game, but I

haven't seen them. But it's basically like

Elden Ring, but you remove the open world,

you remove the mounts, you remove all the

play styles and all of the different

weapons. And then you got a very

bare-bones sword combat Japanese-esque

Elden Ring, which is nice. I think it's

good because I never really like fussing

around with different builds and spells.

I'm trying to find a game to play on the

Switch when I go to Malaysia. I might get

Dark Souls Remastered. That could be fun.

I'm still not sure what to bring to

Malaysia. I might bring— because if

I do stay in Asia, Then I'm going to want

my laptop, but then do I really want to

bring my whole laptop just for a vacation?

It sounds like a bit annoying to carry my

heavy gaming laptop whilst we're going to

different places.

I can't decide.

It would just be annoying if I wanted to

stay and then I had to buy a new laptop

again. How many laptops have I bought? I

might just bring the MacBook, but then you

can't really game on the MacBook.

Does Chihiro know you made a video about

her? Probably someone told her.

Who cares? I feel like I can just make

whatever I want now and no one's gonna

tell me off about it. What's she gonna do?

She can't tell me not to, can she?

So I'm thinking of just bringing the

Switch for gaming and maybe just my phones

for internet. I don't really need a

laptop, do I?

Unless I decide to stay and then I need a

laptop to do proper gaming. And in case a

trending game comes out, I need to make

videos about it.

Plus, it's very boring not to have a big

screen when you spend all day at home and

you're planning to live somewhere for a

period of time.

Oh, we cut that tree down as well by the

pond. I don't know if you can see it

without my internet cutting out. You see

all those piles of wood out there? My mum

wants me to helping to move it to the

front of the house. I said I'll do it when

the weather gets better. The weather's

pretty good now. Maybe I will,

but I'm busy working, doing my stream.

Look, the garden is just a mess now with

that chopped-down tree.

It was that big tree here by the pond. It

was dead. She paid £200 for this

guy to come and cut it down, but he didn't

move it. He just left it all there. So

we've got to carry it all to the front of

the house. I don't know

why I have to make more work, because if

it was me and I was just living here

alone, I wouldn't bother. It's just a dead

tree. Why'd you have to chop it down?

Who else agrees? Don't you just feel like

it's, it's just making extra work for you

when it's not really necessary? The tree's

dead, yeah, but it's not really hurting

anyone by being there. It's just a dead

tree. Trees die all the time. You don't

have to chop them all down. They just

naturally sort themselves out when they

eventually fall over.

The good thing is you get a load of wood

that you can burn,

but I would have just left it.

My motto in life is do nothing and

be bored. But then some people are just

the opposite, and they, they're always

trying to find stuff to fix or

to change. They end up making all this

work for themselves just because they

can't just sit down and relax. I think

just don't do anything. Unless it's

really, really necessary.

It just seems like it's not necessary.

You just leave the tree alone unless a big

storm comes and blows it down. Then you

try to get it sorted out.

I wouldn't bother. No, I've got to carry

all those logs.

It's like, um, gardening. What's the point

gardening? Because when winter comes,

everything's going to die anyway, and then

it will grow back in summer.

As long as it's not— as long as the bushes

and the nature is not really blocking

anything important like the roads or the

paths. Than, I don't really see a problem.

Just let it grow.

I don't mind if people want to do that

stuff, but I just don't like it when they

start guilt-tripping me because I don't

want to do it.

What happened to the oil tank? Um,

my sister put a camera there,

but I don't know if it actually works

because I think you don't actually have to

have a working camera because if a thief

sees the camera, they're gonna be They're

going to be scared, aren't they?

Oh my God, is that my Amazon? I hear a

I can definitely hear a car engine.

Oh fuck, there's someone there. Shut up.

He's going to see me from the window.

We'll just let him knock on the door and

then he'll leave my coffee.

I can hear a car engine a mile away.

It's my Amazon delivery.

Fuck, where's my iPhone?

I hate it when I get trapped here because

I can't go across the hallway, he might

see me from the door. I can't stand up

because he might see me from the kitchen

window. We're just gonna sit here.

This is the blind spot.

What's he doing?

Why is he taking so long?

I can hear him driving away now.

I can't tell where he is now. I definitely

heard tires.

Wait,

he's gone.

Where's my parcel?

What? There's nothing

there.

What happened? Am I streaming?

That wasn't him. It says my Amazon is

still out for delivery.

Who just drove into the driveway?

That was weird. Someone just drove into

the driveway and then drove back out.

Very scary. Oh, that was my Starbucks

Vanilla latte.

Okay, to clean this quickly,

give me a second.

Nice and

clean. Uh,

I hate cleaning this.

Keep losing connection. What is wrong with

the internet today? Say.

Am I streaming?

Yeah, I think it's back. Why do I keep

losing connection today?

Now I've lost all my viewers.

Can't even clean and have a quiche.

Oh, shut up, Chitty Bama! What do you mean

no, he doesn't? How do you know if I give

my mum rent or not? Since when

did you know about the personal private

ongoings of my family? You don't know

anything, fucking idiot!

Stop telling people I don't pay my mum any

money. I literally paid her £1,000 last

month. Fuck.

How do these stupid people like him just

make these claims when I never said that I

don't give her any money?

Sick and tired of people accusing me of

not paying.

Hey, Chilli Bama, you're banned! Get off

my stream! Go away!

You got no proof that I don't pay, and

even if I didn't pay, so what? None of

your business. I paid for my own

food I got from Tesco groceries. I bought

my own box of crisps. I bought my own

ramen. I bought my own air fryer. Do you

think my mum pays for that? I pay for the

rice cooker. So shut

the fuck up saying that I don't pay my own

way.

Can say a lot of stuff about me, but I

never let people pay stuff for me. If I

want something, I'll buy it with my own

money.

I don't know why people keep trying to

make it seem like I'm a leech.

I never once said that people pay stuff

for me or that I don't pay anything, so

why do you just assume that I don't pay

for anything, idiot?

I pay my sister for the plane ticket. I'm

gonna pay for the hotels for my share.

Not once have I ever gone traveling where

I didn't pay for my own share. No one's

ever paid anything for me.

I wish people paid stuff for me.

When I was with Mila, I paid for

everything. I paid the hotels, I paid the

train, I paid the bus ticket, I paid for

the food. Mila barely paid

for anything because she didn't have any

money. Mila had like minus £800 in her

bank account.

She was minus £800 and she was still

buying shit like phones. And camera lights

and all this rubbish, and then a kitten.

And then she was just going into

overdraft. She had no money, and then she

kept buying stuff she didn't need,

and then she still dumped me.

I feel full up

now.

That was a nice lunch.

Now we just have to wait for Amazon and

then I can try out the special Starbucks I

got.

Hopefully the internet is stable.

Oh, shut up, stupid air fryer.

Why does it just beep?

No, that wasn't an Amazon guy. I don't

know who that was. It's just some random

person drove into the driveway and then

drove back out. I'm out

of breath. Oh.

No, I can't, I can't use the camera

because it's not recording. I don't have

it recording all day because I'd run out

of disk space, so I just have it on,

but you have to be there to see what's

happening.

I wouldn't mind trying to connect to the

data, see if I can stream outside, but I

don't want to disconnect and lose all my

viewers again. It's just kind of annoying

when that happens.

Maybe tomorrow I'll give it a try.

Don't know what to do now. New video

is not doing great.

Don't know what to make videos about

How long did I work at the petrol station?

I worked there for, uh, 8 or 9 months.

We give you ideas all the time. They're

not good ideas. It's just people saying go

to Thailand. Maybe I will go to

Thailand after Malaysia. Could go some

other travel— could travel to some other

I'm going to Malaysia with my secret

girlfriend.

I wish.

I saw one video, it was called Life

in Malaysia, What It's Like Living in

Malaysia, Pros and Cons. She got 400K

views. It was just a 6-minute video of her

sitting in front of the camera saying

Malaysia is great because of the cheap

food, but then Malaysia is bad because

they don't have a bar culture and it's

hard to find bars and places to drink.

That's what I said, and then everyone

hated me. I said Malaysia is annoying

because they don't really drink a lot of

alcohol because it's Muslim, and then

people kept going, oh, you're wrong, they

do sell alcohol. Yeah, but then you got to

search for it. It's not just everywhere

like in Japan. Everywhere you can get

alcohol. In Malaysia, you got to know the

places where they sell it. There's no

really like drinking and bar hopping kind

of Culture.

Do you think it's it's better for the

country to not have a drinking culture?

What is the GDP of Malaysia compared to

South Korea? Because South Koreans drink a

lot.

You could argue that by banning alcohol

and not letting our people drink alcohol

is going to make for a more productive

GDP of Malaysia,

$336 billion.

GDP of South Korea,

$1.6 trillion. Blown out the water.

Jesus, $1.6 trillion.

So what is the argument of not allowing

your citizens drinking?

GDP of the UK,

2.7 trillion. Wow, we are

nearly double South Korea. Suck it.

GDP of Japan, 5 trillion. Wow,

Japan has doubled the GDP of of UK.

What about Russia?

1.4 trillion. What about

Zimbabwe?

16 billion.

That's not much. GDP of

Uganda,

37 billion.

Of America, 20 trillion.

Wow, that's a lot.

China, 14 trillion.

What's after a trillion? So you would

need a trillion trillions to get to the

next idiom, wouldn't you?

Gazillion, billion, trillion, then what?

What comes after trillion?

Quadrillion. Do you think there's

ever going to be a country that has a

quadrillion GDP?

One bazillion. What comes after

quadrillion?

Quintrillion, sextillion,

septillion, octillion,

nonillion, decillion,

trillionaire. After the

world's first billionaire, you have the

world's first trillionaire.

Elon Musk is only, what, $200 billion net

worth? So he's not even a quarter

away to becoming a trillionaire.

World's first quadrillion

GDP will be Maybe

in the year 4000 you have a country that

has a quadrillion GDP.

I find it funny the Tesla tank— Tesla

stock tanked because Elon Musk sold how

much? How much? He sold like $20 billion

of Tesla to fund finance his Twitter

buyout. Is Twitter

really worth it? I don't know. Doesn't

Twitter not make any profit?

Don't they lose money every year?

Seems like a bit of a waste of money.

It seems like you could have used the $44

billion for something else instead of just

stupid website where people talk on it.

How are my stocks? I'm still down.

My stocks haven't really done that badly

because I sold out of all my tech stocks a

couple weeks ago and I switched all to

stuff like tobacco stocks, oil,

energy, and healthcare.

So I've actually done not bad compared

to the people still in tech stocks.

But yeah, even my defensive stuff's kind

of crashing a little bit, but not as much

as the NASDAQ has. Still down like

£12,000.

But I completely lost confidence in all

the tech stuff and the NASDAQ. I'm not

touching that. You saw Amazon drop 12%.

Jesus Christ, even Amazon. You think

Amazon makes loads of money, it's always

going to be around, it should be safe.

But no, it had bad earnings, lower amount

of Selling is Netflix

drops like 36% because declining growth.

Even Google, Google missed earnings drops

like 6%. So I don't

want to get any of these tech stuff right

now. I'm all in tobacco.

Any smokers here? Go buy— hope you all

switch to— oh my God, oh my God,

you just knocked on my door. I love

it when they just knock the door and they

walk off. That's my favorite kind of

Amazon.

He's still there.

He's still there.

Yeah, I got

my coffee.

Very interested to see what this Starbucks

Dolce Gusto instant coffee tastes like.

Don't look at my address, don't want to

dox myself.

Fuck off,

stupid box. Hate boxes

so much. Oh, I got macchiato

caramel classic. Oh,

it's all the same. What does macchiato

mean? What was I saying before?

I can't remember. Oh yeah, I was gonna

say, any smokers here? I hope you

switch to, uh, Marlboro. I can't

even pronounce it. Marlboro.

Marlboro. What is the brand?

That, um, Altria sells, because I'm

heavily invested in Altria and British—

no, not British. I'm heavily invested in

Altria and Imperial Tobacco.

I think Imperial Tobacco, they sell the

Rizzlers, you know, the roll-up Rizzlers.

That's the most popular product. And they

also sell the Winstons, and they sell the

David Banny Boff tobacco things.

I forgot the David Hasselhoff tobaccos.

So don't buy Philip PM,

Philip Morrison's. Get some Marlboros.

That will help my stock. I think

you should all start smoking right now and

buy Altria.

Support my investments.

Huh, that went in! Did you see? Did you

see that, guys? You saw that? I just threw

the thing in the bin like a trick shot.

First try.

Wow, look, look how many Kofis I got

in one box. You get 6 plus 6. Oh, they got

brown ones and white ones.

Caramel macchiato and caramel.

What's the difference? Why is— oh, one's

really strong, 5 out of 7 bars, and this

one's only 1 out of 7. Why is it so weak?

I sold my Starbucks stock because it kept

going down. Had to sell it at a loss. I

bought it at $80 and I sold it around $76,

so I lost $4 per share. I only lost about

£60, but it kept going down and I felt

like I don't know, if the whole market

goes down, Starbucks is going to go down

with it because who's going to buy

Starbucks when there's a recession? Maybe

a lot of people would just carry on buying

Starbucks, but it seems like Starbucks is—

it goes down with the market, so I don't

really want to hold it.

And apparently they say that,

um, before the 2008 financial crash before

the whole market crashed, these stocks,

the oil stocks peaked, and we haven't seen

a peaking of the oil stocks yet. So

apparently we're not in the recession yet,

but I'm gonna try and sell a lot of my

stocks next week because I feel like

there's gonna be a big crash, and when

that happens, I want to have a lot of

money ready to buy stuff. I don't know,

hard to tell, but I want to have some cash

ready in case.

Uh, what should I have, the brown one or

the white one? What is the difference?

I think if the market did crash, I'm just

gonna buy a NASDAQ index fund because I

can't be bothered picking stocks anymore.

It's too risky. They get bad earnings,

they drop like 30%. Why are there fork

marks in this one? What?

Someone stabbed my coffee? Oh no,

what if I penetrated the pods?

Oh no, I might have penetrated

One of the pods. Oh no, I didn't.

It's made out of plastic, so it should be

a bit stronger.

Haters got bored and stopped watching.

Yeah, yeah, I actually managed to bore the

haters away, which is weird because

a lot of YouTubers had a lot of hate

watchers, like Onision and a bunch of

others. And the more they just argued with

the haters, the more the haters came back.

But what I did was I just stopped making

the stuff that I knew the haters liked to

watch, and then I stopped making drama,

and then I banned the most annoying

haters, and that just kind of killed it.

Killed— it killed the hate in its tracks,

and now they've all gone.

It's weird. I feel a bit lonely,

actually. Where are all the people telling

me to get a job and get a life and telling

me I'm a disgusting person?

Oh, maybe it's for the best.

Roast ground coffee and caramel flavored

whole milk powder with sugar.

Delicious. Don't you just laugh at those

stupid investors who are like, I'm an

ethical investor, I don't invest in

tobacco or oil stocks. Lame.

Who cares? As if, as if the tobacco

industry is going to collapse just because

you choose not to invest in it. I don't

give a fuck. As long as people want to buy

cigarettes and smoke The tobacco industry

is going to exist. It doesn't matter if

you invest in it or not. So I can make an

ethical decision not to invest in, in

Lockheed Martin. It doesn't mean wars are

going to stop. They're still going to make

weapons and sell them. It doesn't make any

difference. So you might as well make some

money if, you know, war's going to happen.

I'm an ethical investor.

These ethical investors are a joke because

they say, oh, I don't want to invest in

oil stocks because it's bad for the

environment, but then they invest in Tesla

and they think, oh, Tesla's green energy,

it doesn't use petrol.

Yeah, but where's the energy, electricity

coming from that powers Teslas? They're

coming from coal plants and fossil fuel

burning plants. It doesn't just come out

of solar. We don't use that much solar and

renewable energy. And apparently the

fossil fuels they use to create one car of

Tesla, it's like the equivalent of 12

billion cows or something like that. I

don't know. Apparently it uses a lot of

fossil fuels to create a Tesla car and

then to charge the battery. And then the

electric vehicle batteries To mine the

cobalt and lithium they need for the

batteries, they have to create these

massive quarries and it creates all this

pollution and damage to the environment

that way. So I just don't

understand how you can be an ethical

investor. What are you going to invest in?

You won't be able to invest in energy

companies because they all use fossil

fuels. He says he's an ethical investor,

but then he's got shares in SSE. SSC get

the, the gas and stuff from oil

refineries, don't they?

And then he's got stuff like Ford. Ford

make cars that pollutes the world. It's

just weird way of thinking. Oh,

where's my cup?

I don't give a crap. I'll invest in

tobacco, I'll invest in oil, I'll invest

in Lockheed Martin.

Most of my money is in tobacco now.

I think tobacco will do well because

people are going to smoke even if they

don't have enough money for food. They're

going to buy their smokes because they're

addicted. Smoking is just like part of the

shopping. It's like buying milk. Even if

they get really broke, they'll cancel

their Netflix, they'll cancel their

Disney, they'll cancel their PlayStation

Plus before they'll cancel their smokes.

Even when the government raised the price

of smoking, they carried on buying it.

Yeah, they're going to complain a bit

about it, but they're still going to buy

it because they're addicted.

Oh, there's milk here.

What? It's all white.

The coffee's white. Why is it white?

This is so weird. This is—

look at this!

Look, the whole coffee is white.

What What?

How is it pure white?

Oh, it just tastes like sweet milk.

Oh, what? What is the point of that?

It's just milk.

Am I doing this wrong?

Why did they give me one capsule that's

just sugary milk and then the other one is

just brown?

I don't get it.

Use 2 capsules.

So I have to put one in and then take it

out and then put this one in?

Really? Why are there no instructions?

That means That means I've only got half

the coffees that I think I have.

It doesn't say.

Am I supposed to make a cup of the brown

stuff and then mix it? You know, in those

fancy videos where they make the little

patterns, they've got this metal jug of

cream— or is that milk?

Look, this is just milk. It's just like

sugared milk.

Macchiato is steamed milk with espresso

poured on top.

Okay, let me try making the brown one.

This is so annoying. Why can't they just

put it in? Why can't they mix it in? One

capsule.

So I think this is just pure coffee.

Try this. It's making a weird sound. Can

you hear that? Just like it's

Oh, this is just pure black coffee.

Oh my God, it's so strong.

Oh, it's so bitter. It's like licking an

armpit. Oh,

so do we mix it? It's espresso.

It's making my tongue, my tongue numb.

This is the stupidest coffee. Oh, it cost

me £20.

Oh, oh, it's disgusting. It's so bitter.

It's getting a bit better.

I hate it when you try and pour something

out of a cup and it does that and it—

why is it making me have a lisp?

There's no caramel flavor and it's just

really bitter.

I wasted my money. It's cost me £20.

And I got 12, 12, 24. How many capsules?

Oh, the caramel

syrup is added at the bottom, but there's

no caramel syrup. Where's the caramel?

Yeah, I think you would need a ratio of

1 black to 2 white.

Because the black one is really bitter.

It's so silly you have to mix it like

that. Why didn't they— I don't know. I was

hoping to have a nice, fun, sweet flavored

coffee with caramel.

So disappointing.

Maybe we've got honey.

Oh my God,

look, I found one of the caramel lattes I

bought when I was with Mira. It's got

Dutch— is that Dutch? Gesh smak.

Everything reminds me of Mina. I've even

got some of the gifts Mina got for my mum.

Look.

For Christmas, before she dumped me, we

went shopping all over the place to get

Dutch snacks and treats. And then we went

to a home store, Home Depot kind of store,

to get a big plastic box to put all this

stuff in. And then we shipped it to my

house, and then she dumped me, and I

actually got home before the gifts

arrived. Look, no one even tried

this. She liked these chocolate sprinkle

things. Got Dutch stuff

in the house now, even 2 years later.

Still reminded. Like this as well.

Me and Mila got this when we went to Wing

Yip. Do you remember the video when she

was at my house? We went to the Chinese

supermarket, we got a load of stuff. We

got this Korean seaweed, we never ate it.

Memories,

precious memories.

No one wants me anymore, Chihiro left me.

Mila left me and they all just moved on

and forgot about me.

And this coffee tastes shit. I think the

Americano tastes better.

I don't get it. All these girls, they

really liked me at first and then they

just abandoned me and then never wanted to

see or talk to me ever again. I'm not that

bad, am I?

I don't really feel like I'm that bad of a

person, but people treat me like I'm a

monster. I feel

like I'm gonna end up like my granddad,

you know. I'm not too This similar to my

granddad. My granddad ended up living

alone for the last 30 years of his life

because he just, he just kind of upset

everyone, and then no one wanted to have

anything to do with him. And then he ended

up just living here on his own. I think he

did have a woman. She was called Barbara.

She used to bring her dog. She was from

Ginningham. I don't know why I remember

these little facts, but she's probably

dead now. She used to come

around as well, but apparently I think my

dad said she was interested in— she was

only interested in my granddad because she

was interested in the property. Like, she

thought she could get her hands on the

property if she snuggled up to him.

So everyone hated my granddad because he

was kind of not nice. But he seemed nice

to me. My dad said he mellowed out a bit

when he started to— he,

he got his pension and then he was living

off benefits for a while,

so he kind of mellowed out, relaxed a bit,

and wasn't so touchy.

Apparently my dad said that one time when

he was a kid, my granddad shoved him in

the closet and punched him in the face and

broke his nose. I was just shocked

that he was— my granddad was so violent.

Apparently he would just punch my uncles

and beat them up, and then my dad was

trying to protect one of his brothers,

and then my granddad punched him in the

face. I think that's why my dad was

like really kind and nice to me, because

he didn't want to be the same as his dad—

strict and authoritarian.

I miss my dad. Sometimes I feel weird that

I ever had a dad. It just feels like now

this new normal is I don't have a dad.

It's weird to think there was a time when

I did have one and I had a cat. Now

they're all gone, but that's life, isn't

it?

Why did I change the channel name back?

Because I don't

know, I just missed being a famous

YouTuber, I guess, and that was my brand,

that was my name.

Not gonna be as famous as I was ever

again, but it's

still nice to have it.

So my thinking was if someone found

my channel by chance, they would think the

channel is called Daniel. So if they

Google Daniel, then nothing's gonna come

up. If they Google Hide in My Room, then a

lot of stuff's gonna come up.

But now I started to feel like I don't

really care. If you see my channel and you

don't like me because what you saw on the

channel or because of what you see other

people saying, then maybe you just don't

really like me enough and

you're not worth my time anyway.

Someone who likes me for who I am will

show up eventually, and it won't matter

what they, what they think of my channel.

Because if someone found my channel with

all the weird videos privated,

I don't know, do you think it would make

I feel like it won't really make much

difference. They'll still see the videos,

and I don't know how it would affect their

There was this girl from Australia. She

said that she liked me at first, but then

Seeing how everyone hates me did have an

effect on how she thought of me,

and she was being brutally honest about

it. Most people won't, they'll just slip

away quietly.

But sadly, it has some kind of impact

because they think if everyone

hates— if it seems like everyone hates

this guy, then maybe there's a reason.

If you look at the comment section on most

of my videos, it's just people hating on

me. But now it's not so bad.

You look at my comments, I don't really

get any hate comments anymore.

This coffee is making me feel weird. I

think it's very powerful.

I'm not very happy with this coffee. It

cost me £20. And it doesn't

taste like caramel.

72 pods, 36 servings.

So yeah, I have to use 2 pods to make 1

coffee. So 36 servings and it cost

me £20. That's 55p

per coffee. Usually it's only 20p.

This is

not good coffee.

Now I've had beer and the coffee. How's

that gonna make me feel? Because the beer

makes me feel sleepy, and shouldn't the

coffee make me feel Energized.

I feel weird.

I'm not looking forward to the plane

flight. Malaysia. It's gonna take 13 and

a half hours. Oh my

God, the plane flight

to Japan was 11 hours and that felt long.

13 and a half?

What am I gonna do?

How many hours do you think you should

arrive before your plane takes off? I

think 4 hours is what I'm usually aiming

for. So if my plane leaves at 12,

I would leave the house at 8 to give

myself 4 hours to get to the airport.

Obviously it doesn't take 4 hours to get

there, so it's not like I'm gonna arrive 5

minutes before takeoff.

But then there's check-in time. Would you

arrive 4 hours before check-in time or 4

hours before takeoff time?

Because check-in time is usually 2, 2

hours before takeoff time. So then

you're arriving at 6 hours before the

plane actually takes off.

I think that's a bit excessive because

it will take an hour and a half to get to

the airport. So if we left at 7,

you're arriving like 4 hours before the

plane even leaves. What are you gonna do,

sit there for 4 hours?

Business class lounge? I'm not that rich.

Peasant class.

So me and my mum will get a taxi because

my sister lives in London, so she'll just

go from London.

That is the worst thing about traveling—

sitting around waiting for planes and

buses. I hate it so much.

And you're not really feeling comfy enough

to do games or watch stuff. You just want

to zone out. I just sit there and I stare

out the window.

I'm really not looking forward to it.

I feel so nice and comfy at home, but then

I also feel bored. I feel excited to go

traveling, but then I'm really dreading

sitting on a plane.

I wonder what Chris is doing. He said he's

gonna be back home for May and June,

didn't he? So he's still here.

Isn't it just really weird to think the

Chris Brodo is only probably

15 miles away from me right now?

Maybe I should do a cesium. Go ring on his

doorbell. He'll probably punch me in the

face. Do you think?

Don't you think Chris is a bit scary?

Do you think he would be polite, or do you

think he'd be angry and tell me off?

Because I feel like Chris is not the kind

of person to be scared of getting angry at

Whereas I was, I was. I was really angry

when Cesium came, but I was really

quiet because I'm not gonna get angry in

front of a stranger. But I was so angry my

mum let him inside the house. I could hear

him at the door, so I knew he was like a

viewer, but my mum didn't understand what

was happening. She thought he was a friend

from school. I don't know why, he never

said anything like that.

He said, I'm someone from the internet,

and somehow my mum interpreted that as,

I'm Daniel's friend from school.

That's the— I actually don't want to say

it. This is kind of a bad idea,

but I would have never let a stranger into

the house. Problem is,

no, I don't. I shouldn't say that.

If I could go back in time and redo that

situation, I don't know how I'd do it

differently. I was sitting right here.

Chihiro was sitting here on this spot. I