I Found My Twitch Again

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All right.

Okay, let me see. I wasn't sure if I could

stream off of the Wi-Fi.

Huh, I guess the Wi-Fi is not as bad as I

thought it was.

Wow, I got 37 viewers on my Twitch.

I can't believe my Twitch is still here.

I don't know why, but it's weird.

Remember when I used to do Twitch?

You can still see all my, my clips from

like 2, 3 years ago. Make sure

there's no credit cards lying around here.

You get around 200 on YouTube.

Yeah,

but even 200 is kind of crap, isn't it?

My whole perception of what is good, what

is a good number of viewers for a

livestream, has completely changed.

Because back in the day I used to think,

oh wow, 1,000 viewers on a livestream

is amazing. And then I started watching

these financial channels, these stock

channels that only have like 10,000 subs.

Excuse me. They only have 10,000 subs and

they get like 1,000 or 2,000 viewers in a

stream. So for me to have

100,000 subs and I only get like 200

viewers in a livestream. It's so pathetic.

It's just embarrassing.

I used to be proud of the fact I could get

like 500 viewers in a livestream or 600

viewers. I used to think, wow, I'm gonna

be the next Ice Poseidon. And then I

started watching all these stock channels

like these nobodies who've got 10K subs

and they get like 2,000 viewers in their

livestreams. And there's this one crypto

channel I watch sometimes called Trader's

Reality or something. He's only got 10K

subs and he gets like 1,000, 1,500 viewers

in his livestreams, which is more than I

ever got. Even when I was walking out on

my, quote, bitch wife and all the

drama stuff, Even back then, I couldn't

even scratch 1,500 viewers in a

livestream. Just makes my accomplishments

seem like piss now.

I'm actually surprised that there's anyone

even here, to be honest. I'm surprised you

guys are watching. Thanks, I guess.

I guess I would always have some viewers,

which is nice.

Also, I haven't said anything about this

stream on YouTube. I didn't make a post.

I don't really know why I'm streaming. I

haven't even like set up donations or

anything. I'm just bored. Not really doing

it for money. Look at

this stupid hostage. Look, you can shoot

him in the head and he doesn't die.

Yeah, I was just on my Twitch channel

looking at my old clips and I, I felt kind

of sad, I guess.

I used to be so young. So full of energy,

so enthusiastic and optimistic

about being a streamer living in Japan.

Oh, where did it all go wrong?

Oh, someone killed me. So I have to wait,

um, until April 22nd until I can stream on

YouTube again. I could risk doing a stream

on YouTube because technically I can

do it, but imagine if all my channels got

banned because of that. That would be so

bad. I would lose my main source of

That'd be pretty scary. I don't know where

I'd get money from. I guess I'd just get

it from OnlyFans. I still get money from

OnlyFans, but not as much as I used to.

Mainly because I just don't feel like

making any new stuff.

I don't know what I could make that's new.

I've already done everything. I jerked

off, I fingered my bumhole, took nudes,

I effed the love doll. What else could I

YouTube is now your main source of income.

The stocks didn't work out. No, ever since

February, the stocks have just crashed and

they still have not recovered. It's so

frustrating. They actually crashed again

today. It had a really hard crash

beginning first week of March, and then it

just like slowly recovers, crashes again,

slowly recovers, crashes again. It's like

2 steps forwards, 3 steps backwards.

I ended up selling out of my main stocks

and then pivoting into stuff like banks

and oil, which are more stable, but they

barely go up more than a couple percent

every week. I tried

to get into some Bitcoin mining stocks,

but even Bitcoin is crashing.

Just all of March And half of February has

sucked. Hopefully I'm in a good position

for an April rebound. I don't know. I've

been buying the dips with the money I have

left on stuff like Bitcoin mining stocks

and some genomic stuff, which I

think will go up maybe end of April,

May. Just gotta be patient.

Is it because of the Suez Canal thing?

No, it started in mid-February is because

of— it's because of these, um,

10-year Treasury bond yields going up.

Because the American economy is

recovering, uh, people are pricing

inflation and rising interest rates into

the economy,

which means stocks go down and they're

going to put it into bonds. So all stuff

like tech and growth stocks and hype

stocks took a massive hit like 20—

some of them took 10%, some of them took

like a 40% correction. And guess what? I

was 100% in tech stocks and growth stocks,

and I took like a 50%, 40% hit to my

entire portfolio. Really, really sad.

Lost half my money, lost all my gains,

and I lost about a quarter of my initial

investment. So my dreams of

becoming rich from stocks kind of ended

for now. Gotta get

back on the YouTube grind. Videos,

streams. Oh, I don't

I just don't know what to make videos

about because I'm not doing anything. I

can't do anything.

And then I keep looking back at my old

videos when I was in Japan and then just

feeling really sad and missing it.

It just seemed like it was so much better

in Japan,

and I feel so stupid for abandoning it.

I had no idea the stupid coronavirus was

gonna happen. When I decided to

walk out on the marriage, there were like

a few bits of news, like new infections

appearing in China, and I was like, as if

that's gonna become anything. It's just

some stupid infection in China, it's gonna

go away next week. I didn't think it's

gonna turn into a global pandemic.

If I knew that this was going to happen,

I would have stayed in Japan. At least

Japan isn't in lockdown. At least I would

have had a somewhat interesting life in

Japan instead of stuck in my room in my

mum's house. At least I'd be having sex.

My plan was I was going to get divorced

and then go traveling all around the

world. I was going to go to Thailand, I

was going to go Singapore, Korea.

I was gonna meet girls, and this stupid

virus comes along one year later and we're

still in effing lockdown. Jesus Christ,

so annoying. Completely ruined all my

killed my channel. Is this kind of ironic?

That the channel is called Hiding in My

Room, but being stuck in my room kills

the channel. Weird. You think someone

called Hiding in My Room wouldn't have any

problems being stuck in his room, but then

100% of my content relies on me

doing stuff not in my room, like actually

going out into the world and meeting

people and going to places,

which seems like the complete opposite of

what my channel name is.

But all my video content is about stories

and things I'm doing, and when I can't do

anything, I don't have any more stories or

things to talk about. My whole content was

driven on like

life updates, like what I'm doing now in

my life, who I'm seeing now, what I'm

doing. Where I'm going, and I can't do

anything. I can't see anyone, and nothing

is happening. Literally nothing I can talk

about apart from I lost some money on

stocks. I kicked my football

around in the garden.

I was just gonna do some streams on

YouTube, and I can't even do that because

this stupid Tim Schofield. Dumb prick.

I just can't understand what

kind of petty, sad, miserable git

would give another content creator a

90-day copyright strike just because I

used a couple minutes of his footage. How

petty and pathetic can you be? Disgusting

person. It just shows you YouTubers

all like, oh, look at me, I'm so friendly

and likable and approachable. Hey guys,

what's up? Welcome back to a new video.

And then behind the scenes, they're

complete fucking cunts.

That stupid Tim Schofield prick.

90-day fucking livestream ban.

And he doesn't give a shit.

He doesn't care at all.

Makes you sick.

Didn't even warn me, didn't even say, hey

Daniel, would you mind removing the video?

Or he didn't even respond to my email. He

blocked me when I went on his stream

asking about it. He banned me from his

chat. And his stupid moderator said,

sorry, but we don't want any drama in our

chat. Maybe you should contact him about

it. I did contact him and he ignored me.

Fucking prick.

Still really pissed off about it.

Loser. He also streams on Twitch and he

has like 10 viewers and he's got a

dead YouTube channel. 700K subs, he

doesn't even get more views than I do.

He's got the nerve to give me a copyright

strike. I thought it

was fine because I flipped it and I edited

the footage. I thought it'd be under fair

use. I appealed it to YouTube twice and

YouTube said, sorry, we don't see any

reason to remove the strike. Fucking

YouTube never takes my side.

Every single time I get in trouble on

YouTube, they never take my side. When I

cut the sausage, I got a strike for

violent content. When I

filmed the cockroach, I got a strike for

violent content, and they just ignored me.

This is why I hate YouTube. It's a shit

website, shit company.

They just fuck you over.

Make a video about Tim Schofield. I did.

I made an apology video. I couldn't be

bothered to make another one whining about

Didn't Nobita remove the strike? Yeah,

Nobita removed the strike. Nobita's a good

guy, but really he shouldn't have given me

the strike in the first place. He even

admitted he didn't even watch the video.

He just gave me a strike straight away.

It's so dumb you can get a strike just for

using someone's picture. And you think,

but people on YouTube use other people's

pictures and footage all the time in

commentary videos. Yeah, and they do, but

if they don't like it, it is within their

power to give you a strike.

Just some of these YouTubers are utter

scumbags and they're really petty.

I'm just guessing that a bunch of people

who really hate me messaged Tim saying, a

guy called Daniel stole your footage, he

cheated on his wife and admitted to

touching girls, blah blah blah. They

probably sent like a massive essay. Elvis

the Alien showed me the messages he got,

and these losers were like

writing these massive paragraphs about why

you shouldn't help Daniel with exposure,

why you shouldn't meet Daniel because he

did this and that 5 years ago. So they

probably sent the same stuff to Tim, and

then Tim probably just read it and

thought, oh my God, this Daniel's a

monster. People are so gullible on the

internet, they believe anything they're

told. And if enough people write

a convincing email explaining why

so-and-so is a bad person, then like the

chances are that they'll likely just

believe it without doing any of their own

research.

It's just really

bad. The whole

cancel culture thing is just— it's bad

because you can say anything you want to

about an influencer, and people just

believe it. Like, you can write anything.

You could say Daniel killed his cat and

buried it in the garden, and people would

probably believe it without questioning

it. It's like you're guilty before

proven innocent these days. Before, it

used to be innocent until proven guilty.

Now it's the complete opposite. You're

just automatically guilty until you can

prove your innocence. And even when you

can prove your innocence, it's usually too

late. Look at Onision. He got completely

fucked by Chris Hansen. Ended up none of

the allegations were even half true, and

he didn't even break any laws, but the

damage was done to his reputation. It

didn't even matter if he was actually

innocent or not.

Daniel steals content from someone.

Do you know how many people have stolen my

content? Even recently, a big channel

stole my content to make money off it.

That Abba and Preach channel, 1.2 million

subscribers. They use my footage. They

didn't ask for my permission. They're

making money off of my footage. I don't

mind because it helps my channel,

but that's what people do on YouTube.

They, they take other people's footage and

they react to it, or they use it, or they

re-engineer it. It's pretty normal stuff.

It's not like it's a rare thing that

I don't really see why it's a big deal.

It's just a couple minutes and

I added my own commentary over it. I

don't— it's not like I just downloaded it

and then re-uploaded it without doing

anything to it and then pretended it was

mine.

But Twitch streamers, they just sit there

watching YouTube content, reacting to it.

They're barely even doing anything.

People, it's just, I don't know why I get

punished for it when everyone and their

bloody mother is doing it.

So you've got Filthy Frank with all his

fake blood and fake gore stuff he used to,

and he doesn't get punished. And then I

just cut a sausage in half and use ketchup

as blood and I get a strike for violent

content. Don't you think it's a little

unfair? How come I get punished so badly?

You go onto YouTube and you look at— look

up pest control videos and you see people

killing wasps and ants and poisoning

cockroaches and nothing happens. They,

they don't get a strike for it.

Ah, this is why I hate YouTube. It's just

all these things, they build up one by one

and it just crushes your motivation,

makes you hate the website.

There's no way I would ever dare to do

commentary because to do commentary you

kind of have to at least use some footage

of the other person's content to like

show what you're talking about. There's no

way I would do that. I would dare to do

that. I'd get a copyright strike in the

first hour.

Like you have that those Korean mukbang

channels, that Korean woman who who like

messes around with her living food. Like,

she'll get fish and just like whack it on

the table and mess around with it whilst

it's gasping for air,

and she doesn't get strikes for it because

it's food. Maybe if I ate the cockroach.

Yeah, I'm still pissed off about it.

I just don't know why I don't learn my

lesson. I thought it'd be fine if I

flipped the footage and I changed the

colors up. I guess I was wrong.

Guess I won't be doing that again.

Also, I didn't get my deposit money back

from the Rotterdam apartment. Stupid

scamming scumbags.

She said, um, it's out of my hands now.

The owner is going to take over the

situation. I gave him your number. He'll

be in touch with you soon. And then I wait

2 weeks, nothing. I message her again

saying I still haven't heard from him,

and then she keeps saying it's out of my

hands, I can't do anything. And then I

asked again. She just left me on read.

Complete scumbags. I gave them rent for

January even though I wasn't there for the

entire month. I gave them 2 months' rent

in deposit, and then they won't even give

back even a tiny bit of it. They just took

it. What can I do?

That was 2018.

£400 plus. It's like £4,000,

$6,000, around, around $6,000

that they just took from me. They don't

even have the decency to at least give me

half of it or even a quarter of it back.

I got her picture and her husband's

picture. Don't really know what to do with

it. Guess I should just let it go.

I can whine about it all year, nothing

would happen.

So much money. Stupid Mina.

Dumb bitch. She could at least told me she

was going to dump me before I paid the

rent for January. Waits until I pay the

rent for January and then dumps me.

Fucking bitch.

£4,000. Oh my God,

so much money I lost.

Maybe if it was the same country. In the

UK, there's websites where they help you

get your deposit back if the landlord

refuses. But it's like a big legal

process. You gotta take them to court,

you gotta get evidence. I don't know how

to do that when they're Dutch and I'm here

in England. And then I'd have to pay for

the legal fees upfront, and it's not

guaranteed I'd win. They could, they could

say, oh, Daniel damaged the bed,

so technically we don't have to give it

It's just unfortunate. My first time ever

getting my own apartment, and I was always

worried about getting scammed out of the

deposit money, and then my first time

getting an apartment, I get scammed.

I thought they were nice people. They seem

like decent people, but I guess people

just take the, the money if they feel like

they can get away with it.

Just have to let it go, don't I?

Oh, it's just like one punch in the gut

after another this year.

The stocks, the deposit, the strike.

Terrible year.

My mum keeps playing the same music over

and over and over and over. It's like this

kind of opera singing. It sounds awful

and she keeps playing it.

Driving me crazy. I want to go to— well,

I was thinking about going to London in

April, but it's so expensive.

You could get a hotel apartment for like

£1,400 for a month.

So much money.

I really don't know what to do.

What?

I don't know anymore.

Now, there is a girl who wants to meet up.

She said she can come to London, but I

don't know. I don't really feel like it's

gonna go anywhere.

And then I probably won't be able to vlog

it anyway. No girls want me

to vlog anything. So boring. I don't

understand how come David Bond gets all

these girls who are fine on being on

camera, and no girls ever want to be in

my videos. The only girl who ever

was okay being on camera was Chihiro and

Mila at first. I guess Turkish girl

was okay. Essex girl didn't want to be in

the, in the video, but she was okay being

heard.

All I want is like a

video partner, someone I can make videos

with. He's not all like, oh, don't want to

be on YouTube. Oh, don't show

this and don't show that. I don't have to

necessarily show her face, but that

would make things easier. It's just so

much easier when I was with Chihiro. I

could just film anything and she wasn't

like, oh, cut that bit out. Oh, don't show

this. Oh, I look weird. Oh, don't,

don't show that and don't show this.

Annoying. Mila wouldn't let me film

anything. Like, even if you could hear her

voice, she'd be like, oh, can you cut that

bit out? I sound weird. You don't sound

weird, you just sound like what you sound

And then she would like What's

the word? Toothpick. Comb over with

a toothpick. I don't know what the phrase

is. She would make me show her the video

that I took and make sure that you

couldn't hear her, you couldn't see her

from a bad angle. Oh my God, it was a

nightmare. If you don't want to be in

videos, why would you want to date A

YouTuber who makes videos like vlogging.

Go find someone who doesn't do that,

idiot.

Yeah, Chihiro talked to me about that.

She said, she said that now that she

thinks about it, maybe she was the

weirdest one of all of them because she

didn't care about being on videos.

I think it's because of the language

barrier. Maybe she didn't really— if it

was all in Japanese, then maybe she would

have cared more.

But yeah, she didn't really care about

what people were saying about her or us.

She didn't start crying about it like Mira

did. Mira was like a wreck for a few days,

crying. It really affected her

self-esteem, having all these people

attacking her. I had no idea that

would happen, really, because usually

people are nice to the girls and they

attack me. But Mila was like one of the

first times where people were really harsh

on her. Like, they didn't hold back.

I don't know why Mila got attacked so

but things would be great if I could just

get a girlfriend again who wants— who is

okay being in videos. Just think of all

the content we could make together.

It's just such a waste. I've got this

channel with tens of thousands of viewers

who want weird stuff and drama stuff, and

they don't even care if it's fake stuff.

I made some pretty obviously fake videos

and they carry on watching it.

It's like a gold mine that's just lying

there, not being utilized. It's such a

waste. It's easy money,

so easy. But all these stupid girls are

like, oh, don't want to be in videos,

people say mean things,

boohoo, they're gonna call me fat.

Who fucking cares?

A bunch of random strangers on the

internet. So frustrating.

It's annoying

because I can't do it myself. I'm not

interesting enough on my own to

catch people's attention. I used to be,

but I kind of lost that.

I lost it.

Why don't I stream on OBS? I can't be

bothered to set it all up.

Just easier to do it straight from the

He's currently in Japan and his channel is

doing well. I left the marriage because I

was scared that channel was dying, and it

was dying after I got back from Christmas.

Even in Japan, people were getting bored

because there was— well, there was no

drama at the time after the Hong Kong guy

stuff. There wasn't anything new. Every

time there's no drama, the views started

to drop. And then every time they dropped

to around 20K, I would start panicking and

start thinking, shit, I need some

new drama.

At the time, getting divorced seemed to

make sense because there was no more

drama, nothing else that I could make

videos about in Japan. Might as well

leave, find a new adventure.

At the time it seemed to make sense. Now

it doesn't make any sense.

I heard vomit in the burp. Yeah, I keep

vomiting when I burp. I thought that was

normal, but people keep saying I've got

acid reflux, which I didn't really know

what that was, but apparently acid reflux

is when your esophagus muscles don't close

properly and then stomach

acid bubbles out. But I think the stomach

acid is just bubbling out because I'm

burping, and when I burp, it opens up the

sphincter. It doesn't

happen every time. It just happens when

I've had too much to eat or if I've had

stuff like pot noodle. It tends to happen.

And people are saying your teeth are going

to get eroded from the stomach acid, but I

swallow it straight away. I don't gargle

the stomach acid around in my mouth. It

doesn't touch my teeth. I swallow it as

soon as it comes up.

Am I going to Japan in the future? Yeah,

I'd go back to Japan tomorrow if I could.

I'm not sure what I would do.

I guess I'd have to get back on Tinder,

try and find another Japanese woman.

Maybe that would be better if I just found

a woman on Tinder like I did before, and

then she didn't know about my channel,

and I just talked about her like I used to

talk about Chihiro. That's what it used to

be like before she found out I did

YouTube. She had no idea I was making

videos until a month after

we met. I moved into her place,

I was livestreaming every day, and she

didn't even know. She thought I was

translating for money.

And then, yeah,

it was when I went to immigration to

extend my tourist visa, I met that

Canadian guy,

and that's when I started worrying. I

started thinking, oh crap, my channel's

getting large enough. To the point where

people are actually recognizing me in

public. What if that happens when Chihiro

is with me? That would be a complete

nightmare. What if Chihiro was with me

when I went to immigration and that

Canadian guy was waiting, like going,

hiding in my room? She'd be so confused

and I have to explain everything to her

right on the spot. So it was after that

happened that I, I started to worry and

I started deleting loads of videos. And

then a few weeks later, she did find it.

She said she just types in my name and she

found the channel. I didn't think you

could type in Daniel Lord and then my

channel would pop up.

Why did I tell her you did YouTube? I

didn't. I didn't tell her.

She came. I remember the day very clearly.

It was around December after I moved in.

She came home one night, one evening, and

she was trembling like she just saw a

ghost. And then she

sat down, she was like, Daniel,

can we talk? She was— she sounded so

serious. I was like, oh my God, what

happened? I never heard her so serious

before. And then she said, I found

your YouTube channel, are you cheating on

me? And then I had to do a lot of

Ah, what a nightmare.

Wait, wait, wait, I'm getting it wrong. I

think I did tell her, but I told her not

to look for my channel, and then she did

It was like 4 years ago now.

Yeah, you guys remember better than I do.

I think we were in bed and I said, um,

I make videos. Oh yeah, I remember now.

I said to her, you know, I take a

lot of videos when we're outside together.

That's because I make YouTube videos, but

I'd prefer it if you didn't see it. And

then the next day she came back, she said

she found it. Yeah, I remember now.

Jeez, you guys remember better than I do.

How, how's that possible?

So if I found a new Japanese woman, this

time I won't tell her.

What if I make a fake name? I could make a

new Tinder. I could change my name to like

Jason Jovovich.

That way, even if she searches the name,

it won't come up with anything.

Genius. We should write this down.

What do they remember better than I do?

They remember tiny little specific details

about my life events better than I do.

I could work on my Tinder profile, take

some nice photos. Try and get some matches

lined up. But eventually they're gonna

find out, I guess, because all it would

take is one of their friends to know who I

am. It happened once actually in Japan.

I matched up with this American girl and

we were planning to meet up and go to a

hotel, and then a few days before we were

supposed to meet up, she messaged me

saying My friend told me about your

YouTube channel. You're a misogynistic

racist, blah blah blah.

Can't believe you weren't going to

disclose to me that you had an STD. Yeah,

as if I go around telling girls, oh, by

the way, I had chlamydia 10 years ago.

Who, who would do that?

It's like shooting yourself in the foot.

Obviously I don't have it anymore. That's

not a problem.

I don't know, either I find a new

girlfriend from the channel who doesn't

drive me crazy, but most of them are kind

of annoying, or I find a secret girlfriend

like I did before, but then eventually I

guess she would find out.

Yeah,

a bit tricky.

Western people are more likely to

recognize you. I doubt many Japanese women

would. Yeah, but the problem is if I get

recognized in public with her,

could blow my cover.

Or if one of her friends recognizes me.

And I had a pretty big video in—

about Japan that got over half a

million views, so people who are

interested in Japan, quite a lot of them

would know my face.

I am interested in finding out how,

how long would it take for someone to

recognize me if I went to a guest house

again. That would be pretty funny. I don't

think I'm that famous, am I?

I don't know.

I'm not massively famous, but people

who are interested in Japan might know me.

Your channel wasn't as big as it used to

be. The problem is it doesn't really

matter how big it is now. The problem is

people remember.

And 3 or 2 years ago is not really

a long time. I got recognized in Berlin.

Also, Elvis the Alien, um,

got a lot of eyeballs on me, probably 2

million. I was just sitting in this train

station in Berlin last year before I met

Mila. This girl came up to me. She said,

you're that YouTuber. I saw you on Elvis

Adian's channel. But she was nice.

I think she messaged me on Instagram, but

I ignored her. Maybe I'll message her

back. You know who I messaged today?

Who remembers this? This would be

interesting. Who remembers? What's her

name? Evan Fong. That Asian girl

who was doing digital art on Twitch. And

then my viewers found her because she was

living in Osaka and they started going

over to her stream trying to get her to

meet me. It was like Evan or Evan

Fong. She was a

Chinese girl, Hong Kong something. I was

looking at my follow followers list on

Twitch and I just saw her name. I guess I

followed her back then. I messaged her on

Instagram. I wonder if she'll reply. She

doesn't do streams anymore. We did talk a

little bit and we did talk about meeting,

but we never did.

And then recently there's another channel

called Abba and Preach. They made a

reaction video to me. To my, my girlfriend

is ugly video,

and that has a couple hundred thousand

It was a pretty boring video. They were

just watching my video and then making

stupid faces and going, huh, why is this

guy saying weird stuff? Guys, you're

supposed to say this stuff in your diary.

Why would you say it on YouTube?

Why else? To get views and to make money.

That's the whole point of YouTube.

Surely they must know Why?

It's because it gets attention,

and attention gets views. I don't know why

I have to explain it all the time. Why do

we make videos saying weird stuff?

Why the fuck do you think?

Idiots.

Write it in your journal. Yeah, I don't

make thousands of dollars from writing

stuff in my journal, idiots.

I'm not gonna make $100,000

from writing my journal,

stupid.

And then they were saying stuff like,

what if his girlfriend sees this? It was 4

years ago,

and I don't think she saw it anyway.

She wouldn't even understand, she didn't

speak English.

I dumped her. After that video anyway. I

dumped her to go and meet Tomoko. It's

funny in a way, thanks to Tomoko I met

Jiro.

Kind of strange because I wouldn't have

went to Osaka if I met Tomoko. I would

have just probably went back to single

mother girlfriend. That's what I was

planning to do. I was going to go back to—

what was her prefecture? Nagano

Prefecture. That's where I was going to go

back to. I had no plans to go to Osaka.

Look at these helicopters.

That looks so bad. Look, it's just like

floating. That's not what a helicopter

looks like when it flies. The nose is

supposed to tip forwards. It doesn't just

fly like a straight line.

If it was at that angle, it would just

carry on going upwards.

Very hard to play this game with one hand.

See if she replied to my message.

No, she didn't. I asked her if she still

lives in Osaka. Be interesting if she

remembers me. I don't think she would.

It was 3 years ago now.

Do you know what I was watching recently?

There's this small channel called Internet

AJ. He makes these little documentary

videos about YouTubers who have dead

channels or fallen channels. He made one

about Ice Poseidon, which was quite

interesting. I didn't know Ice Poseidon

was into bodybuilding when he was younger.

He has these pictures where he's ripped.

I thought they were fake, but I think

they're real. Ice Poseidon used to be

ripped. He had huge muscles, and then

apparently he hurt his finger and then

stopped bodybuilding, and then he started

playing RuneScape, and then he started

playing Pokémon Go. That's how his IRL

streaming began. It's just so weird

watching Ice Poseidon now compared to back

in 2017 or '16 during his peak, like a

completely different person. The energy is

just completely different.

And he had all these weirdos, like this

Mexican Andy guy sounds like a massive,

massive creep. He was like my version

of the Hong Kong guy but 100 times worse.

He would just randomly stalk Ice and then

show up in streams all the time. And

stream snipe him. And apparently he was

pretty like a massive creep around

women. There's also this Korean girl,

I don't know if anyone knows her, called

Iamchoe, who I used to quite

think was quite cute, and I used to watch

some of her streams. And I looked her up

recently and Her internet presence has

just vanished.

I looked up some Reddit posts. Apparently

there was some weirdo who was stalking

her, and then she got banned or something

on Twitch because of it, because she

attacked him. And then she just deleted

all her channels and stuff. But there's

this ASMR channel called ASMR Cho,

and people think that's her, but it's

hard to say because she only shows her

chin. But that channel is really big. If

that is her, then she's done a good job

re— rebranding herself. She gets

millions of views on that one. I don't

know if it's her. Her mouth looks kind of

But she was really cute. But apparently

she was like a bit crazy, had depression,

anxiety. She would just ban people if they

upset her over tiny things.

I guess, I guess most of these people who

do livestreaming are kind of weird.

Like they're not normal people. They've

got all these problems. Even Ice has all

these problems. There was one video Ice

did where he was crying, talking about how

alone he was, and he doesn't talk to

anyone. He lives with his parents, but

they never speak, and he felt all alone in

the world. That's why he does streams.

That's pretty relatable.

But he changed a lot recently. His, his

latest stream got quite a lot of views.

His MrBeast finger challenge has 400,000

views, which is good for him. I felt

kind of sad seeing how bad his channel was

doing when he tried rebranding.

What happened to Ice? Well, he had a

really toxic community and he got fed up

with them constantly swatting him,

getting him into trouble. And he tried

rebranding and then he lost like 80% of

Kind of cool that I got to meet him,

but I guess I am the stereotypical weirdo

kind of person that his audience was made

What's my battery at?