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Kick Livestreams/my life is ruined 2025-07-28 00_42 [81382354-my-life-is-ruined] 480p

2025-07-28 · 18 min

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    get a normal life, become a normal person, grow and stuff. Instead, I became like a degen sex god who doesn't get a job. The irony

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    of having a viewership

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  3. 0:21

    that let me quit my job, but then because I quit my job, I lost my viewership.

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  4. 0:27

    People love the whole petrol station arc,

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    even though I've had jobs before that. I don't know why they got so excited about it.

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  6. 0:42

    You know, people always tell me quit YouTube, quit streaming, get a real job.

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  7. 0:49

    They don't want me to become a YouTuber. They don't think it's healthy. I guess the way I have to do it is not healthy because I have to just show my whole private life. I don't really have any content apart from drama.

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  8. 1:06

    Maybe they're right.

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    Like, if I could make content about stones

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  10. 1:17

    And then didn't upset people would be nice.

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  11. 2:14

    I just wish I could do my thing without getting into legal trouble.

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    It's funny because I don't think I do anything illegal.

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  13. 2:26

    I'm not Johnny Somali.

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  14. 2:29

    I literally just sit in my house talking. That's it.

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  15. 2:36

    I don't disturb anyone outside.

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    I'm not talking loudly.

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    And yet I seem to get in trouble over the weirdest things.

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  18. 2:55

    Oh, I wish I could be left alone.

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  19. 3:00

    To do my, do my thing here.

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  20. 3:12

    Getting involved with women is such a big risk.

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  21. 3:27

    I feel like I'd rather just focus on money.

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    Now I'm scared. If I meet a new girl in the future,

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    maybe I shouldn't talk shit about her. But then I feel like if I can't talk shit about the new girl, what's the point?

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    What's the point of me doing it if I can't talk about it?

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  25. 4:31

    It's not fun.

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  26. 4:43

    Yeah, I could have cereal, but

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  27. 4:47

    I don't know. I want to talk about my relationship if I got into another one.

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  28. 4:53

    That's what I like doing.

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  29. 5:15

    What else might we talk about?

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  30. 5:19

    Stocks?

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  31. 5:22

    Robots?

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  32. 6:03

    I talk about everyone, don't I? Chris Broad,

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    CWA.

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    Imagine if Chris Broad made a restraining order against me. He could, couldn't he?

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  35. 6:24

    You may not talk about broad anymore.

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  36. 6:55

    Yeah, but the difference is Chris Broad is not in love with me, so he doesn't care, does he? I think if you're not in love with someone, or were, you wouldn't care.

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  37. 7:08

    That's the main difference.

    Segment details7:08–7:09 · rev_d07a7df43e2fe50b4aab5fc01087ebfb_36
  38. 7:14

    Me and Chris Broad were lovers.

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  39. 7:18

    His anal sphincter tightening around my tongue

    Segment details7:18–7:21 · rev_d07a7df43e2fe50b4aab5fc01087ebfb_38
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    as he farted in my mouth.

    Segment details7:24–7:31 · rev_d07a7df43e2fe50b4aab5fc01087ebfb_39
  41. 7:41

    See, I do it about everyone, don't I?

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  42. 8:09

    Should we sneak up on the cat? I can't believe he just fell asleep up there.

    Segment details8:09–8:13 · rev_d07a7df43e2fe50b4aab5fc01087ebfb_41
  43. 8:15

    What is he like sleeping in there?

    Segment details8:15–8:17 · rev_d07a7df43e2fe50b4aab5fc01087ebfb_42
  44. 8:19

    Sneak up on him. My trousers are so noisy.

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  45. 9:39

    Oh, he's on the bed. Meow, meow.

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  46. 9:44

    Oh, you're on the bed now.

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  47. 9:52

    Here is your new home.

    Segment details9:52–9:53 · rev_d07a7df43e2fe50b4aab5fc01087ebfb_46
  48. 10:04

    Sleeping with Poppy.

    Segment details10:04–10:05 · rev_d07a7df43e2fe50b4aab5fc01087ebfb_47
  49. 10:43

    Why is he so sleepy today?

    Segment details10:43–10:44 · rev_d07a7df43e2fe50b4aab5fc01087ebfb_48
  50. 10:56

    I like how he, he uses his leg as a pillow.

    Segment details10:56–11:00 · rev_d07a7df43e2fe50b4aab5fc01087ebfb_49
  51. 11:10

    Sleepy cat.

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  52. 11:40

    Fly's in here. I shut the fly in here.

    Segment details11:40–11:43 · rev_d07a7df43e2fe50b4aab5fc01087ebfb_51
  53. 11:45

    Fly can't get out now. I need to pee.

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  54. 13:07

    What's on the shelf? Toilet duck and toilet paper.

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  55. 13:42

    Pineapple enjoying her holiday. She's trying to steal my AJ.

    Segment details13:42–13:47 · rev_d07a7df43e2fe50b4aab5fc01087ebfb_54
  56. 13:54

    They're both in Indonesia. That's funny. Well, I guess— I don't know, Chihiro's probably not there anymore. I reckon that she takes the photos and she posts them when she leaves. I don't think she's gonna dox where she is. While she's there.

    Segment details13:54–14:08 · rev_d07a7df43e2fe50b4aab5fc01087ebfb_55
  57. 14:13

    She probably took them when she was there and then posted them after she left.

    Segment details14:13–14:17 · rev_d07a7df43e2fe50b4aab5fc01087ebfb_56
  58. 14:21

    My theory.

    Segment details14:21–14:21 · rev_d07a7df43e2fe50b4aab5fc01087ebfb_57
  59. 14:49

    Yeah, she does go on holiday often.

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  60. 14:54

    Last time I talked to her in 2021, she said she was like learning something new. I said, why did you stop making videos? She said She didn't have time because she started something new, but she didn't say what it was. I wonder if she quit her job as a saleswoman. She's making good money now.

    Segment details14:54–15:10 · rev_d07a7df43e2fe50b4aab5fc01087ebfb_59
  61. 15:13

    Who knows what she's doing now?

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  62. 15:18

    What if she's like CEO of a beauty product?

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  63. 15:24

    I wonder what her new place looks like. I wonder who lives at my place now.

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  64. 15:31

    So many questions.

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  65. 15:48

    I actually don't know if she went to college or university. I forgot, I wasn't paying attention. To anything she said.

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  66. 16:02

    I don't think she went to university. I think she went traveling Australia and stuff. She liked going to the Philippines as well. Cebu. She likes going to Cebu

    Segment details16:02–16:13 · rev_d07a7df43e2fe50b4aab5fc01087ebfb_65
  67. 16:15

    and Indonesia, Bali.

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  68. 16:23

    I don't think she likes Thailand. I don't know, seems like when she went with that sushi, that was her first time. That was funny, she went to Thailand same time I was there. She went to Chatuchak Park and I went by there every day to go to school because I changed trains at Mo Chit.

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  69. 16:54

    I can't remember what they still say on the trains.

    Segment details16:54–17:00 · rev_d07a7df43e2fe50b4aab5fc01087ebfb_68
  70. 17:11

    I found the train so cold. The air conditioning is way too cold. And then when I get off the train, I'm like, oh, thank God. And then my glasses will steam up. I have to wipe my glasses every time I go off the train. They'd steam up.

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