Kick Livestreams/my life is ruined 2025-07-28 05_42 [81382354-my-life-is-ruined] 480p

Mm.

None. It's okay. It doesn't taste like yakitori.

Oh.

It tastes like, you know, McCoy's sweet Thai chili flavor. It tastes like that.

Yeah, very bland.

How can it have so many spices and stuff on it and still taste bland?

Mm-hmm.

Um, nemesin so.

It's like nerve fiber.

I think I can make better food myself

without all the pre-seasoning.

Mm,

biscuit.

No, I do not like chicken.

I'm bored with meal already.

A very boring meal.

Oh,

why is this miso soup spicy? I think I've got the wrong miso soup.

Mm, oh, the beer is the best thing. It's like liquid food.

How am I gonna eat all this chicken? It's so bland.

Oh God, I don't like it.

Very dry even though it's drenched in sauce.

Oh.

Oh God, how am I gonna finish this?

No.

No.

I don't even need to block her. She's probably not going to talk to me again. She must have gotten the hint. I was like, um, I'm gonna make dinner now.

Really enjoying this lecture about why personality is important, but I must be going to the loo.

Yeah, I'm not interested.

I don't want someone who's so cautious about finding the right person.

I want someone who jumps into bed straight away and then we regret it together.

She's the type of person to like shit test you for a whole month before you even get a second date. She'll be like, what about me do you like? Why do you like that part about me?

I think you're so amazing and stunning, and you're so smart and clever.

You are so fabulous and great, shining star in my night sky.

Even if you gained 100 pounds, I still love you so much.

Get real.

Even if you turned into a fat ugly man, I'd still cuddle you at night.

Ah,

the worst meal I've ever had.

I do not have high hopes for the rest of the kebabs.

Oh God.

When's it gonna be over? I need another break.

Oh,

huh.

Yeah. Oh God.

Uh.

Mm-hmm.

I don't want it.

Oh.

I don't

like you.

Don't like that.

I have one more piece,

one more piece left.

Just chew and

swallow.

Oh, thank God.

Oh God.

Oh, that has to

be

the worst meal ever.

Oh, that was horrible.

And there's still more of it left in the kitchen.

It will taste better tomorrow. Oh.

At least didn't get a knock on the door tonight. That was scary.

Ah, I got the chili miso. That's why it tastes weird.

Look, you got all this left. Dry lumps of burnt chicken. Great. Maybe it tastes better Smart.

Ah, le soste.

Finally, took ages.

Ah, my favorite part of the day,

sit down with my orange and tea. After that disgusting dinner.

Really hope this orange is good. Ow, my fingernail!

My orange is the last hope. Please be good. The skin's so hard to peel, it's like rock hard.

I bite it.

What the hell is this skin?

It digs into your fingernail. It doesn't like just fall apart. I mean, it does, but not in the right way. This skin is rubbish.

No, oh God,

even the orange won't peel properly.

These were Tesco Finest clementines.

Don't seem very good to me.

The skin's too tight.

Orange does not like it.

This is weird.

The food today has just been bad.

Oh.

Very weird orange. It's kind of creamy, like a mango.

Ah,

disappointing food.

All day round.

But weirdly chewy.

The orange is like chewing gum.

Give it a 2 out of 10.

Rubbish, disappointing, unsatisfactory.

Fails as an orange and a fruit. Disgusting.

I miss Crypt, to be honest.

Can't believe she ditched us like that.

Ah.

1 hour 46 minutes— no, 1 hour 44 minutes until Asia market.

Are we gonna rip?

Oh, I forgot to do exercise today.

Whoops,

I'll digest food a little bit longer.

I got carried away with that phone call. Usually that's when I do my exercise.

Yeah, I thought I was a bit scared of meeting her because of complications, but I did enjoy her presence in the chat,

and she was very good to me,

and I found her obsession kind of endearing. She started to grow on me. Like a fungus

on my foot.

I liked how completely obsessed she was with me. It's nice.

When I ghosted her for Moon, she seemed really upset. She was like, but Daniel, I thought we had a special I thought we had something special. I felt guilty because she seemed so excited to come and I said we could meet, and then I blew her off the moon.

You should see the text. It just doesn't seem like someone would write that stuff if they weren't

genuine. Well, she was genuine, then she's changed her mind.

Been 2 weeks now.

Truly gone.

I just wake up in the morning, see little red numbers on my Instagram.

Because she sent me a message when I was asleep. Like, she seemed like she really wanted to chat and connect, but I was very dry,

wasn't interested.

Ah.

I miss the vibes of those days, like a month ago. It wasn't even a month ago, not even 2 weeks ago. I miss the vibes of June and May

with all the girls fighting.

I feel like things kind of changed when I started to kick. My whole life changed.

No more making videos, giving up on OnlyFans, no more YouTube.

My routine of playing Mario Kart, falling asleep on the beanbag, streaming at 6— everything changed

with a kick.

Now, I don't know what these vibes are. It's weird. It's like,

it's hard to describe a vibe when you're in the vibe. Only once it's over, you'll recognize it as a unique vibe that has passed. You don't notice it when you're in it. It's like when you piss in the bathtub.

You don't really notice the water slowly turning yellow until you get out of the bathtub and you look at the water from a different angle.

This current vibe is just like, I got to grind hard for money.

Like, screw my mental health, screw everything else. I got to just stream all day long, make as much as I can.

I got so much debt.

Although I am enjoying going outside and streaming again thanks to my new setup that actually works. The new setup is extremely easy to set up.

All I do is turn on data and then I press play on iRail Pro. That's it. I don't need to turn anything on. I don't need to plug in a Nighthawk. I don't need to tether stuff. I don't need to share hotspot. I just use one SIM.

Works better than everything else. It feels great and I don't have to worry about the tech anymore. Just focus on doing the stream. I love it, it's so easy.

Tomorrow morning, got to phone the law firm.

I don't know what to say yet. I've got to rehearse it.

So recently, as you may know, I have been served with an order.

I've got to practice it.

It's kind of weird having to talk to someone

about very private matters.

Almost like talking to a therapist. Like, you just tell them everything, don't you, so they can assess the situation?

I nearly went to a lawyer in Japan when I was scared of Chihiro.

I actually booked an appointment for this law firm in Osaka. I was going to tell them everything, like the sex tapes,

the cheating, the YouTube videos.

I thought that Chihiro wanted to end me, like bury me in the ground.

I wish I could thank Jiro for that, like, not pushing it further.

I really wonder if I could log on to my Line what kind of messages I've got. I know I got one from George Trombly because he heard that I ranted about him not coming to Thailand. I wonder what he said. Do you think he was mad or he just made some apology?

Or maybe he did like tough talk, like, dude, I'm tight on money, not everyone has. Do you think he told me off or something?

I don't know if I got— I'd never know now. I can't log into my LINE account. It wants me to enter a PIN code from a phone number that I don't have anymore. I think it was my Japanese phone number I had when I was married.

I remember I got divorced. I left Japan. I was in South Korea.

Felt kind of lonely, and George was there at the same time, and Yeah, we decided to hang out and I talked to him about the divorce and stuff and he was, he's a really good listener.

Not only is he a good listener, he's really good at like lifting your spirits and being like, it's okay, man, it'll be fine, you don't need her. Like, he's a really good kind of bro kind of guy.

Yeah, I always liked George. He's a cool guy.

He's not like one of these negative doom and gloom people.

He's the kind of guy you want on your side when you're feeling down.

Yeah, I remember just going to a cafe with him when I was— he was asking about Chihiro and I told him about the divorce stuff.

And he was like, wow, she sounds crazy. You don't need her, man.

And then he would tell me his stories.

We went to a meetup and it was up in some cafe and there was just like 2 guys in a corner and we saw them, we walked off.

Actually, I think there was no one there. I don't know. I remember him saying, this is Daniel's favorite kind of meetup where there's no one here. I thought that was funny.

I liked it when he