[2023-01-12] I'm back in thailand! [zgl9BgKZeSs]

testing.

Testing, testing,

testing.

Oh my God.

Takes so long to set up since getting back

from Vietnam. My computer's

not working, so I have to stream off my

Uh, I couldn't change the thumbnail from

my phone for some reason, so I was using

the previous thumbnail.

Everything's so hard to do on a phone

compared to a computer. It's like

if you want to try do something on the

browser on a phone, it's so annoying.

Nothing seems to work properly.

Um, dashboard. I want to go into YouTube

Creator Studio and then change the

thumbnail, but I can't.

YouTube sign in.

How was my holiday? It was the worst. Oh

my God, I'm so tired. Never want to go on

holiday again. I'm exhausted.

I'm so glad to be back in Thailand.

Vietnam sucks. Oh my God,

compared to Thailand, Vietnam is so

stressful. The amount of motorbikes on

the streets drives me crazy.

Oh, nothing's working now. I don't get it.

I left Thailand for like 1 week and

everything's broken. My laptop's broken,

none of my SIM cards seem to work anymore

apart from this one.

Try a different SIM card.

I had to switch out my SIM card from the

iPhone, put it into the Flip Z because

this seems to be the only one that's

Okay, this one works.

See if Safari browser lets me change it.

Yeah, I went to Vietnam for a week. Not

that anyone cared. It's so funny, people

don't care anymore about anything I do. I

had to leave Thailand because my visa ran

out, so I went to Vietnam to reset

it, and then I came back to Thailand and

they gave me 45 days stamp on arrival,

which I should be able to extend to 75

days, which give me another 2 months. It

doesn't work on Safari browser either.

How am I going to stream on the floor like

this? If I lift it up to my chair like

that, that's a bit more comfortable.

It's gonna kill my back. This tripod's

rubbish too, it keeps falling over.

It's got these— see, it keeps falling over

like that because the chair slopes in to

the middle bit. This is so uncomfortable.

Let me think. It's so frustrating not

being able to show the apartment. Maybe

I'll just show it.

I don't know if people would find out

I just— I don't want people to find it and

then start— I don't know, maybe they won't

find it. Maybe it won't matter.

Stupid tripod keeps falling over because

this chair slopes in the middle.

Oh, everything makes it fall over for some

Okay, that's better. Don't think people

care enough to find it. No, there's still

stupid weirdos. There's always going to be

at least one person who cares.

There's stupid people on Kiwi Farms

obsessed with trying to dox me, and

there's only about— I'd say there's like 5

people on Kiwi Farms, but all it takes is

one person. You don't need to have like a

massive viewership to have at least one

person who's a loser enough to care about

trying to dox you.

No, I'm not going to a cafe. Can you

imagine me trying to speak in a cafe with

all the people around me? There'd be

people working nearby on laptops and

stuff, and I'd be like, guys, it's so hard

to talk here because there's people.

Anybody who has the means to fly to

Thailand wouldn't waste their time

stalking you. It's not about people

stalking me, it's about people trying to

find a way to contact my girlfriend.

I'm not worried about them coming to

Thailand to find me, I'm worried about

them contacting the building. Getting me

into trouble, which they definitely

would if they had the chance. I got weird

stalkers. Even though my channel's dead

and nothing really happens anymore,

they're still obsessed with me.

They will always be obsessed with me. 10

years, 15 years from now, whether I'm

getting 1,000 views or 500 views, they

will never stop unless they actually die.

The only thing that will stop them is if

If I was alone, I wouldn't care. I'd just

show everything. But well,

I kind of want to stay with the girlfriend

for another few months. To try to keep

costs down because Vietnam is quite

costly. And the

longer I stay in this apartment, the more

money I save. So it goes

to my benefit, to my advantage. It works

to my advantage if I stayed in this

apartment instead of leaving, because if I

left, I'd have to get a hotel or

something, and that's pretty expensive.

Okay, so I can't change the stupid

thumbnail from any of my mobile browsers.

I can get onto the page where it says I'm

streaming, and I get to change thumbnail

page,

and I press change, and then nothing

happens when I press it. It's supposed to

open up Somebody

already doxxed your place. What, my

girlfriend's house?

Yeah, they did find the girlfriend's

house, but they don't know her name or

the exact house, so I guess they couldn't

really do anything with that.

They make live streaming so difficult

without a computer.

I mean, I could have just streamed

straight off the app, but I wanted to use

Streamlabs. On Streamlabs, you can't

change the thumbnail. You gotta change it

using the web browser.

Hmm, how can I do this?

How'd they figure out her house dress?

Because I showed outside and they did a

Google reverse image search.

I was pretty surprised they could find it

just from seeing the outside of the

He said he did a reverse image search and

then the website advertising the place

showed up.

How was Vietnam? Vietnam sucked. Oh my

God, I hate Vietnam.

Vietnam is so chaotic. The streets are

just full of motorbikes all the time. The

Vietnamese people are irritating because

they're so, they're so desperate to make

money and they're so desperate to make a

sale. They'll— you walk around the

streets, walk past any kind of shop,

they'll just start saying stuff to you,

or they'll come up to you and they'll try

and get you to buy their crap. But one

time we're walking down a street, this

stupid guy, he was carrying like a coconut

thing, like a, like a cooler full

of coconuts, and it was on a piece of wood

tied to a string. He was balancing on his

shoulder, and he seemed quite friendly at

first. He was like helping us cross the

road. Pointing us towards where the market

was. And then he just— he took off his

coconut wood thing and then gave it to me.

And then I carried it for a bit, and it

was, you know, it's like funny, haha,

look at me carrying the coconuts. And then

he took some coconuts outside, chopping

them, and then like handed it to us. And

then we were like, oh crap, now we've got

to pay for it. So we paid for one coconut,

and then we walked off. And they just—

they do that. They follow you, and then

they— they're all smiley They try to get

you to buy their stupid stuff.

And then you walk around the markets and

they're always coming up to you and trying

to sell you crap. It's annoying. And then

we left this park. We went to this park in

Dalat. And then as we came out and crossed

the road and walked down the road, this

stupid guy was shouting, hello, hello,

kept shouting hello at us. It felt like a

few minutes at least. By that point,

shouldn't you just think, okay, they're

not interested, I'll give it a rest? He

kept shouting hello at us. It was so

annoying. We don't want to buy your stupid

stuff.

It's so frustrating. And you know what

they're saying? Because they come up to

you and they start speaking in Vietnamese.

Sometimes they'll try speaking in Japanese

or Korean. Or they'll keep saying ni hao

to me. It's so annoying. You can't get

any peace and quiet walking around in

Vietnam. You just get— you get harassed

all the time. And then there's motorbikes.

The motorbikes— there's so many damn

motorbikes everywhere, and the noise is

just insane. And then crossing the road is

just a nightmare. Trying to cross the road

in Vietnam, you just gotta walk out into

the traffic because no one stops for you.

I would never want to go back to Vietnam.

It's just a headache. I thought the first

day was okay because I thought Ho Chi Minh

is a nice city and it doesn't have all

the, the overhead bridges and elevated

motorways like Bangkok does. So I thought

it was pretty nice to walk around, but

then all the motorbikes just drove me

crazy. And also they park all the

motorbikes and the mopeds up on the

footpath, so the footpath just gets filled

with motorbikes. So you gotta walk on the

road and you're trying to weave in between

the footpath and the road, but then

there's loads of motorbikes on the road,

and then they, they even park the

motorbikes in front of the doors of

restaurants. We were leaving a restaurant

on the last night, and then the door— I

opened the door and it hit the front wheel

of a motorbike. Some idiot just parked his

motorbike right in front of

the door. They just, they don't care.

They park bikes all over the place, and

they've got these parking men that they're

like wearing these uniforms, and they'll

just sit by the side of the road

constantly moving motorbikes around.

It's so stupid. I don't know how they

don't come up with a better system.

There's no traffic lights. There's hardly

any traffic lights.

So the traffic is just non-stop congested.

And we went to this other town called

Dalat, and it's supposed to be famous for

not having any traffic lights. They

recently put one traffic light in and And

that place is just crazy. There's like a

massive roundabout and then there's no

traffic lights and everyone's just— it's

just like a free-for-all. You just drive

around whenever, however you want to, and

then you just cross the road by just

walking into the road.

These people have zero organizational

skills. I don't know how they beat the

French and the Americans. It's insane.

You think you would need amazing

coordination and organizational skills to

win multiple wars. They just seem to have

no organizational skills at all.

My hands are really bad as well. Do you

want to see my hands? Oh my God, they look

so bad on this camera because this camera

is pretty good quality. So I started

taking corticosteroids before going to

Vietnam, and it completely fixed my hands.

But then I didn't take any when I was in

Vietnam and it started to come back. But

this time it wasn't mostly on my fingers,

it's like on my palms now.

It's basically the same thing, it's like

blisters and then it gets all dry and then

it starts flaking and it gets itchy. So I

don't know what's happening to my hands,

but I've got these pox-looking blisters

all over my hands now, and it's really

uncomfortable. I'm gonna

have to start taking corticosteroids again

because that's the only thing that works.

I tried all these different creams— got

moisturizing cream, I've got itch relief

cream— they help the symptoms, but they

don't help fixing the problem. It's so

annoying. I've never had this in my entire

life. I've never had this problem before.

It only started when I came to Thailand,

and I've heard that there's side effects

of taking corticosteroids for, for a long

time, like high blood pressure or getting

fat or something like that.

Is it cereal related? I don't know how it

could be. Have I added

anything to my diet? Not really, it's just

eating the same stuff.

Maybe it's the heat, the humidity.

Hand herpes. I don't know.

It looks so disgusting.

The pus comes out and then it dries and it

goes yellow.

Monkeypox, maybe.

No issues with customs? No, I just arrived

in the airport yesterday, showed them my

passport, and they let me back in. They

gave me a 45-day stamp. Easy,

easy peasy.

Is it painful? Yeah, because it swells up

first. It's really itchy, makes me want to

scratch. And then it swells up because it

probably gets infected.

Have I seen a doctor? I don't see what a

doctor could do. No one knows

what causes eczema. They just say, oh,

it's stress, oh, it's environmental

factors, oh, it's food allergy. And I

don't know exactly what kind of allergy I

have. Maybe I'm allergic to something. I

think I've got an overreactive immune

system. My mum has the same thing,

but she has it on her neck. She has this

dry itchy patch on her neck, and it's

basically the same as this. She says she

gets it when she's stressed out, and I

have been pretty stressed out with the

whole Vietnam trip. The whole trying to

hide my name thing is pretty stressful.

My girlfriend was so annoying in Vietnam.

She kept sulking and crying. Oh my God.

She kept asking me stupid questions like,

do you see me inside of your heart? But

she'll ask it in a negative way. So she'll

be like, you don't see me inside of your

heart? And I'll be like, no.

And then she'll start— she'll be like, oh

my God. And then she'll start crying. And

then I'd be like, why are you crying? And

then she said, you said you don't see me

inside your heart. And I said, no. I said

no, which means no, I,

I do see you inside my heart. And she

said, but you said no. And I said, yeah,

because you asked me in a negative way.

You said you don't see me inside your

heart, so I said no. If I said yes, that

means yes, I don't see you inside my

heart. It's so annoying. Why can't she ask

in a fucking normal way. She asks

everything in like a negative tense,

so that means I have to answer it in a

negative way for it to be positive,

right? She doesn't understand.

It's like if I ask you,

do you not love me? And I say yes, that

means I don't love you, doesn't it?

So I have to say no. But then I say no,

and then she's like, oh, you don't love

me? And then she starts crying, and then I

have to explain to her. It's so

frustrating.

She just messaged me. Why does she message

me exactly when I'm ranting about her?

Sent me a photo.

The hell? She sent me a random photo of

like a, a policeman.

The hell? There's like 4 policemen in

her work. Are they raiding her work? Are

they raiding her office for illegal drugs

What was I saying? Also about money, she

kept whining about money.

So for example,

um, she kept trying to haggle the prices

on everything and it was so annoying. And

then I would just try and get a taxi and

they'll say, um, it's 300,000 Vietnamese

dong. And I'd be like, okay, let's go.

And then my girlfriend started whining,

saying, oh, you didn't get a good price.

But it's like the difference of a couple

of pounds. I really couldn't care less

about saving a couple pounds here and

there, so I would just

get taxis everywhere because they're

pretty cheap in Vietnam. But then she

would keep saying that it's expensive and

this is so expensive and that's expensive,

when really it's— I don't feel like

anything is expensive in Vietnam.

Everything's really cheap.

She said my boss's iPad and phone was

lost. Police came to investigate. What?

There's like 5 policemen investigating

because her boss lost his phone.

Someone Stole it.

Just say yes, I love you. Yeah, that would

make it easier, but to be honest, I don't

want to say I love you. I hate having to

say I love you. I like answering

in a yes or no way. It's a stupid question

to ask. She also asked me within the

airport And then she just randomly says,

I have a question. And I'm like, oh my

God, here we go again. And then she says,

if I'm pregnant, are you not happy?

And then I'm like,

uh, no. Or do I

say yes? If I say yes, does it mean I'm

happy, or does it mean I'm saying yes,

I'm not happy? So I just said I

don't know. And then she was like, oh my

God, you don't know? And I said, I'm

tired, I don't know. It's such a stupid

question. Like, what's the point asking

it? Does she think I'm going to say no?

I'm not going to say yeah, I'm going to be

really unhappy, my life is going to be

ruined if you're pregnant. It's like

asking, are you going to be unhappy if I

died? Why does she keep asking stupid

She'll always ask these really dumb

questions in a negative way. Way of asking

it. If she just said, would you be happy

if I'm pregnant? I could easily say yes,

because I'm not going to say no. It's such

a stupid question to ask because why

would I say no, I'm not happy?

Because then she'd be upset, wouldn't she?

So I'd pick the correct answer, which

would be yes, I would be happy.

Well, I mean, obviously I wouldn't be

happy. I'd be pretty freaked out if she

got pregnant, and I'd probably just ditch

her. But I'm not going to say that. I'm

going to choose the correct answer in that

situation. I'm not going to just come out

to her and say, actually, I'd be pretty

upset, in the middle of an airport

surrounded by people. So I'm going to try

and choose the correct answer. But when

she asks it in such a twisty way, it's

hard to choose which answer is correct.

She must be very insecure. Yeah, she is.

Probably because I don't do a very good

job at making girls feel like I really

care about them.

I don't really care about anyone,

but girls want to feel like you care about

them, and if they don't feel like you're

showing it, then they'll ask directly to

get confirmation.

The African guy Harold in Ice's stream,

wasn't he one of your viewers? Yeah, when

he met Ice the first time, he did mention

me. He said, he— do you know Hiding My

Room?

Oh, thanks, Olipop. You made Mida feel

like you care about her. No, Mida felt

like I didn't really care either. I don't

know if I have the donation alerts on.

Let me check.

You know exactly what girls need, but you

can't give it. Yeah, because I can't be

bothered. I know what they want,

but I just— I cannot— well, I can try,

but I can't do a very good job at it. I

just find it really difficult to force

myself to play the game because it's such

a stupid game. I don't want to play it.

Why can't they just be like normal people?

We're in an airport, I'm tired, I just

want to get on the plane. I'm worried

about getting back into Thailand, and then

she's sitting there asking me stupid

questions like Oh, you happy if I'm

pregnant? As if I'm gonna say,

no, I'm gonna be devastated. I hope you're

not pregnant. As if I'm gonna say that.

I'm not gonna say that. So what's the

point asking a question where the answer

is gonna be super obvious?

Yeah, she wants to trap me into an answer.

She knows what the answer is,

but she wants to hear me say it. And I

hate— have— I hate being emotionally

manipulated and forced into saying

something that I don't really want to say,

like I love you, or no, I really,

really care about you.

I hate having to say this soppy stuff.

Wait, I gotta create a scene. Oh my God,

this is stupid camera now.

Uh,

why is it— oh my God.

Sorry about the super close-up.

I need to try and get the widgets on the

Is it working? You made Mila feel like

you care about her. I look pretty

bad now. I haven't had a shower. It's

really hot as well.

When is my visa up? I don't have a visa

now, but I've got 45 days in Thailand,

which I can extend to 75 days.

But I need to start planning phase B of

the relationship, which is to GTFO.

I need to readjust to life in Thailand

again. I've got no clean

underwear. I mean,

I guess I could do the laundry myself,

but Why would I do that when she would do

it when she comes home?

How was the sleeper bus? The sleeper bus

was horrible. It was a nightmare.

I think I managed to get about maybe an

hour or 2 of sleep. I remember having a

few dreams. I jerked off in the bus as

well, which is pretty fun. The bus was

so— I

mean, it kept shaking side to side,

obviously, and then I felt really sick,

motion sick, because of the swaying.

And then we arrived really early in the

morning, like 5 AM in the morning,

and we couldn't check into the hotel

because it was too early. So we sat there

for a few hours. He said you have to wait

until 2 PM to check in, which means we'd

have to wait for like 8 hours. So after

1 hour, I went back to the counter And he

said to do an early check-in, you gotta

pay an extra £20. So I thought, okay,

I'll just pay the £20. And then they

checked us into a room. It's such a con,

isn't it? They've got a room ready that's

completely empty. They won't just give it

to us without making us pay extra.

So we had to pay extra money just to go

into a room that was empty. So I paid it

because I wasn't going to sit around for

like 8 hours at the entrance. And I was so

tired. We slept for a few hours after

checking in, and it was raining every day

in Da Lat. We went to a different place in

Vietnam. It's about 7 hours, 6 hours drive

I need to get a coffee because I'm so

sleepy now. I just feel so sleepy. Every

day, like I've got no energy.

The bus only cost about £10, but it was

horrible. And then the bus back to Ho Chi

Minh, this time I decided not to get the

night bus. I decided to get the day bus

because I thought there's no point getting

the night bus and arriving really early.

But this time I got the wrong bus. I got

the really slow bus that stops at

a lot of stops, and it took, took about 8

hours to get back to Ho Chi Minh. It would

have taken 10 hours, but we decided to get

off at at a

different bus station and then get a taxi

back to the central part of Ho Chi Minh.

It took like 8 hours, and I don't know why

they were going around the city instead of

straight to the center of the city. I

thought they would go straight to the

center, but they were going around it,

and they stopped at a station called West

Bus Station, and then they were going to

go around it into the west and then into

the center.

And I felt so tired and

I felt so, so frustrated because we spent

all day long on the bus when I thought

it'd just be 5 or 6 hours. It ended up

taking nearly 8 hours. And then she was

sulking at me because I

don't even know why she's sulking at me,

because the night before we went around

the city in Đà Lạt looking for a, for a

ticket office that sells a bus ticket. We

went to one and they printed off a piece

of paper, said they were going to pick us

up at the hotel, but they never showed up.

So we just got a taxi to the bus station

and I just went in there and I said, do

you have a bus ticket to Hồ Chí Minh? And

I just took the first one they gave to me

without checking with her if it was good

or not because her English is

so bad.

Getting anything done where we have to

rely on her English takes ages.

Wow, my phone is so hot. It's like it's

gonna melt. I don't

know if I could charge my phone while

streaming. It's plugged in, but it's like

flashing 63%.

What does it mean when it's flashing?

Should be like a lightning symbol.

I think it means it's charging, but it's

not charging fast enough.

What do you mean shit quality? The quality

is really good. Oh,

it only goes up to 480p.

It's not the phone that matters when

streaming, it's the bitrate that

determines the quality of the stream, not

the phone or the camera. I put a low

bitrate because I don't want to get

disconnected.

The higher the quality is, the less stable

it is. So I put it at a lower quality

because I'm not really showing anything

interesting, and it would mean I have a

more stable connection if I have a lower

bitrate.

I feel like it's hard to talk as well. I

feel like I'm slurring my words.

I just feel so exhausted from all this

traveling. Traveling sucks. I don't

understand people who enjoy traveling.

It's just like non-stop moving around in

buses and taxis, going from one hotel to

another hotel. I just want to stay at home

and not move.

And then we went to these, these tunnels

called the Cu Chi Tunnels. They were like

these really old wartime tunnels to fight

the French and Americans. And the tunnels

were really small, so you had to squat

whilst walking. And my legs were so

painful for like a week after that.

Because I've got no squatting muscles.

So you had to like use your thigh muscles

to squat and crawl through the tunnels.

And then after about 10 or 15 minutes of

crawling, my legs were just wrecked.

I was in so much pain for about 7 or 8

days. I don't know why my

leg's so weak. It was like my first week

in Thailand when I was running away from

the ex-husband crazy guy, and I had my

backpack on and I was trying to run, run

And then for the next week, in nearly 2

weeks, my legs were in So much pain trying

to rebuild the muscle.

So I was in pain for most of the Vietnam

trip with my legs and then my hands. Look

at my hands. What is this?

It's so uncomfortable. Now I've just got

like itchy blistered palms. It's hard to

grip anything.

And then she was sulking at me in the taxi

back to the airport because she handed me

her bag and it was like the handles were

knotted up, so I thought I'll just lift it

up by the handles, but the knots untied

and then I dropped the bag on the floor.

And then she was obsessed with me. She

said I dropped her bag on the floor on

purpose. I said, no, I didn't, it was an

accident. And then she said that I'm

not caring about her and I don't care

about people. It was so irritating.

The tone of her voice is annoying. She's

like, you don't care about people? Oh my

God. Just because I dropped her stupid

bag. Why don't you carry your own damn

bags?

Traveling with her was so frustrating.

She would get emotional and upset all the

time, kept saying I don't care about her.

Why is my phone falling over? Stupid

I need to balance it like that cuz the

chair is not perfectly flat. It's like a

sloped part in the middle.

Can you imagine if I streamed that whole

trip? I think I would have gone crazy cuz

she's, she's so annoying with money and

then All the random

crying as well. I think she cried like 3

times on this trip.

How was Vietnam? It was a nightmare.

Worst trip ever.

I feel so exhausted from it. I'm just glad

to be back.

Now I have to get back on track with the

whole YouTube grind. What am I going to

do? People don't care about anything I'm

up to anymore. Should I just do streams?

She said you have Asperger's too. Yeah,

we were in bed one night and she just

randomly says, I think you've got

Asperger's. And I said no.

And then she said, it's okay, I accept

you. I think she has Asperger's.

She does way more aspie stuff than I do.

Chihiro also said the same thing, and my

dad. Chihiro said, I think you have

Asperger's, not social anxiety.

I might do some IRL. I've been watching

Ice and it has made me want to do some

IRL, but Bangkok's just so damn hot

compared to Japan. I'd like to see Ice try

and do IRL here without collapsing.

There's no way he wouldn't be able to.

There's no way he would be able to,

to do Ira outside in Bangkok. It's so hot,

he'd be complaining about it all the time,

I think.

Ice sucks. Why do you watch such a boring

YouTuber? Why do you think Ice is boring?

I think if you liked my

content when it was at its most

interesting, then you should like Ice's

content too, because it's basically the

same thing but way crazier.

People like all the weird people like

Casey the Hong Kong guy and the strange

weirdos that appeared on my channel and

the drama. Ice has all of that times

1,000, plus it's all live and he's in

Japan. So if you like my

stuff, then I think you'd like his stuff

as well, because it's just like mine but

crazier.

It's just he's very loud and extroverted.

He's like me but also not like me.

So he's like me in the sense that he says

weird stuff and he's got no filter,

but then he's not like me because he's

really loud and he talks to strangers.

So he's kind of like me but not like me.

I'm like the super introverted version of

him. He's like a super extroverted version

of me. He's basically me if I had no

anxiety at all.

I haven't been able to watch his streams

at all. I watched some of it yesterday

when I was on the bus. He met that Cash

Meow guy and then he just walked around a

bit, but I feel like I missed the more

interesting bits. I just haven't had any

time with, um, traveling Vietnam.

I need to make a coffee. I feel so low on

energy. I'm pretty sure

the coffee is not Causing my bad skin on

Seems like my phone battery stays at 60%.

Ouch, it's so hot! I cannot physically

touch my phone, it would burn me.

Surely this can't be good for the phone.

He's like the perfect example of negative

stereotype of an annoying loud American,

but that's why it's funny. It's funny

because he's like this cartoon character

stereotype of an annoying American. But in

Japan, where he doesn't understand

anything and everything's weird to him and

he complains all the time, that's why it's

funny. You don't watch it because he's

this amazing,

likable person. It's like the same reason

you watch Mr. Bean. Mr. Bean is a bit of a

dickhead, don't you think?

Mr. Bean is like a complete moron who

doesn't understand anything. I'm pretty

sure Mr. Bean is autistic, but it's funny

watching him try to fumble his way around

He's the American Mr. Bean. Yeah, he even

looks a bit like Mr. Bean sometimes.

And he makes like the funny weird noises

Mr. Bean makes sometimes, but he

talks instead of being quiet like Mr.

Bean. Can you imagine if Mr. Bean

livestreamed and then got into all

kinds of trouble and adventures and stuff?

They really toned down Mr. Bean. Because

the, the original Mr. Bean TV

show, I mean, the original episodes of Mr.

Bean, he was not a very nice guy,

Mr. Bean.

But over the years, I feel like they've

toned his character down to be more

likable and come across as more of a cute

and adorable character instead of a

dickhead.

Okay, let me make coffee.

Ah, I've got to sit on the floor now.

Maybe I can sit like this.

Oh, I'm gonna accidentally dox myself at

this rate.

Um, what am I gonna do?

Do I have laundry in my place? Yeah, I've

got a washing machine. I need to do

laundry. All my smelly clothes

from Vietnam.

Trying to find where I can sit where it'd

be comfortable.

I could put the tripod on the table.

People.

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, my phone's hot!

Ah,

that's a bit better.

This stupid tripod

keeps moving around.

Oh, I need to clean the table.

I'm gonna take a vitamin C.

Mm, do you think this is a good viewing

experience? Here, something to look at.

Okay, this seems comfortable. Better than

sitting on the floor,

and I can show you stuff on my table.

Everything's falling over. Why?

Everything's so difficult to do now with

my hands like this.

Ah, everything's falling over, even my

cushion.

Life in Thailand, part 2.

Hope you're ready for some banging

excitement.

The problem is the charging cable is

tugging on the phone and the

tripod legs are too small to keep it from

falling over. Oh my God.

How can the cable be pulling so much?

I have to keep the tripod low, I think,

like this. Okay, I think that's pretty

good. Damn, it's hot. I need to turn the

aircon on. Stupid hot Southeast Asian

countries.

Vietnam wasn't as hot as Thailand.

Oh fuck, I feel so

clumsy, like I'm knocking everything over

and there's so much crap everywhere. Look

at this, all this damn stuff all over my

table.

So we went to Da Lat, which is It's

further north and it was kind of cold

there. I was wearing double trousers,

double, triple t-shirts, and then it was

raining all day as well.

I think every day it rained, but it was a

lot cooler. But then we came back to Ho

Chi Minh, it was so hot. And now in

Thailand, I think it's even hotter in

Thailand.

The heat just Makes you so tired all the

time. You just feel tired every

The temperature here is,

um, well, it says 27.

But it definitely feels hotter.

She said, do you hurry use USB drive?

Uh, okay.

Yeah, I want it now.

I want it soon.

So I need to get a USB stick because my

laptop— I don't know what happened.

Before leaving for Vietnam, it was

updating, and then it just got stuck at 69

or 68%, and it was on 68% for like 20

minutes. So I just held down the off

button to force it to shut down and And

then when I restarted it, it wouldn't

start up again. It just kept saying

restarting laptop, and then it would do

the spinning thing, and then it would turn

off and then restart itself and do the

whole restarting laptop thing again, over

and over and over, and it would never make

any progress. So I think the boot

file is messed up. I need to get a new

Windows boot thing. So I need a USB

stick to download Windows to, to make a

new bootable device so I could reinstall

it on my laptop. But I don't have a USB

stick. Everything's going wrong.

Actually, I left my laptop here, didn't

bring it to Vietnam because I was thinking

that I might not be allowed to come back

into Thailand, and then I'll just ditch my

laptop and everything here. Because when I

leave Thailand to go to Japan,

I don't know if I want to bring the

laptop. It's so heavy.

My bag was already really heavy without

the laptop. My bag was stuffed.

I don't know how I have more stuff than

when I came, and I'm even leaving stuff

behind, like You know that, that thick

woody jumper thing? I brought that as

well, but I didn't bring it to Vietnam.

Still, my bag was really full.

Wait, am I streaming?

Testing.

Um, I think it's streaming.

Testing. Yeah, I think it's streaming.

It's just my other SIM card for my iPhone

is not working well.

Testing, testing, testing.

It'd be nice if someone said in the chat

if it's streaming or not, but I think it

Um, yeah, if I left the laptop behind, I

feel like I would end up wanting it again.

It just makes things a lot easier. Trying

to do everything on your phone, I mean,

you can do it, it's just why

would you want to do it? It's not

impossible, but it's just makes things

more difficult. Everything's a lot easier

with a laptop, like streaming.

It's much easier.

I just think that if I'm in Japan,

maybe I want to do IRL like Ice instead of

just sitting at a laptop all day. But then

in reality, what would happen is I'd get

fed up the viewers would be the same or

less, because you guys don't seem to care

about me being outside. I get less views

or the same views if I go outside compared

to just sitting in my room.

So if I don't see any benefits or if I

don't see any advantages of going outside,

like more views, and I don't see why I

should. So then I just end

up staying inside on my laptop, I guess.

When do I plan to go? Well, the maximum I

can stay in Thailand now is 2 months,

so I guess after 2 months I've got to

start thinking about the next place to go,

which would be Japan. Definitely want to

go to Japan next. Now the problem is my

girlfriend's gonna want to come as well,

so either I just tell her I can't

bring you because I don't have enough

money, or I just ditch her and run away

before I have to go to Japan, cuz I'm

getting a bit bored with the relationship

and I'm getting annoyed with her emotional

out— outbreaks and outbursts, and it's not

really helping my channel get views.

Doesn't she have work? I'm hoping she

will, but I feel like she could easily

take a week off to come to Japan And then

she's gonna think, oh, it'll just be like

last time. We'll go to Japan for a week

and then he'll come back to Thailand.

But I'm not sure if I can do that again

because they won't keep letting me in

without a visa. This is the first time

I've done it, which is fine, but a second

time, a third time, eventually they're

gonna say nope. You need to get a visa.

You can't keep coming in like this.

It's about making more entertaining

content. Well, I don't know how to

entertain you guys anymore because you

don't seem to find anything entertaining.

I don't think it's my problem. I think the

viewers are the problem. You're just

impossible to please.

Why don't you guys just admit that there's

nothing I can do that you'll find

I don't think I'm the one who's got

the problem. My problem is I've got an

impossible-to-please audience. They want—

basically, they want Chihiro back. Well,

I can't get Chihiro back because she's

moved on. Do something different. I have

done loads of different things, but you

guys don't seem to care. Like driving,

moving to Thailand, going to Vietnam. No

one cared about Vietnam. They weren't

like, oh, where's the videos in Vietnam,

Daniel?

I think people just got fed up with me,

but I just— I don't know what to do to

entertain you guys anymore.

I had a dream about Chihiro last night.

For some reason, she was fingering my bum.

That was the whole dream. I have a lot of

dreams about my dad, Chihiro, and Mila

recently, and they're usually very weird.

To be honest, I don't even know what you

guys found so interesting about my channel

in the first place. I feel like I've lost

I thought you just liked listening to him—

him— I thought you just liked listening to

me whine about stuff.

I can't really make entertaining travel

videos because I don't have the right

personality. I'm not Bold and Bankrupt.

I could do like very boring, no

personality type travel videos. They do

well. But then you need good equipment.

You need to clickbait well for like the

street food stuff.

You know, channels like Ramblak, they

don't talk or even show their face and

they do really well.

So maybe I'll make a new channel for that

because you guys would find that really

boring. Can you imagine me just walking

around without talking or doing anything,

just walking and showing stuff?

That's why I bought this camera. I got

this new camera, the Insta360.

It's really good. I used it for my Vietnam

vlogs. And it's

nice because you don't have to point at

anything, you just hold it up in front of

you and it's basically filming everything

around you 360. And then in editing you

can then use your finger to swipe around

and then choose what to show the viewer,

or you could upload it as a 360 video and

let the viewer choose what they want to

look at. But I don't do that.

I, I want to choose what you're gonna look

at. And it's cool because you

can swivel it around and then choose the

I'll show you.

Hmm, so we went on a motorbike the last

few days,

which I really hated. She drove the

motorbike, I sat on the back,

and I felt so sick riding

on the back of that. And it was raining

and really windy, so it was not fun.

So this is the 360 editing app, and then

you can just swivel it around, and then

you add— you add a keyframe.

See, it has like a yellow dot in the

middle. That means it's now focused on

that dot, and it will stay focused on that

dot until you add a new one in a new

direction.

It's like Google Street Maps.

This day was really frustrating. We were

going to this place called the Valley of

Love. She got lost on the motorbike and

took us down like these really

rough-looking villagey areas with really

steep hills, and I got off the bike every

time we got to a steep hill because I was

scared. And then this stupid dog started

chasing me,

and then I got angry because I just wanted

to get a taxi. I felt like just ditching

her and getting a taxi and then let her

ride the motorbike on her own.

Look,

it makes your hand look weird. You need a

selfie stick, and then it makes the selfie

stick invisible, but I couldn't find a

selfie stick.

Look how short Vietnamese men are. Even my

girlfriend is taller than him. Vietnamese

men are so short, but then the younger

guys, the young kids, are pretty tall,

like my height. But anyone over the age of

40 is so short,

like 4'11. The girls

are really tiny there as well. Sometimes I

thought they were children, but then I

could see they've got boobs and they've

got like an adult-looking face. The size

of their bodies are tiny.

When are we actually moving?

Look.

It's a bit boring though, it's just riding

a motorbike.

The audio is pretty good even though it's

noisy, it picks up people's voices very

clearly.

I wanted to— I thought about riding the

motorbike myself, but then I got scared.

I felt like I would drop the bike and

would fall over, and then I'd try grabbing

the bike, and then I'd twist the

accelerator, and then it would just speed

off and then hit a car or something. I

don't know how to ride a motorbike.

For example, if you're going to stop on an

uphill, The motorbike is going to roll

backwards, isn't it? So then you have to

keep applying throttle to,

to keep the motorbike stationary. Or I

guess just put the brake on. I don't know,

I kept thinking, are we going to roll

backwards? How's she going to keep the

bike from falling over? But she said she's

rode motorbikes a lot when she was

younger.

I did ride my friend's moped when I was

16. My friends got really into motorbikes

and mopeds, and I had a friend, he let me

ride his bike and

I dropped it. He had 2 bikes. He had a

Suzuki 100cc motorbike And I was so

scared, I was going like 1 mile per hour.

He was jogging next to me and laughing at

me. And then when I stopped, I don't think

I was tall enough to reach the ground,

and then the bike just fell over onto the

road and it was too heavy to pick up

again. And then I tried his moped and I

was really scared.

It's funny, in England, the only people

who drive mopeds are kids because you get—

you can get a moped license when you're

about 16. So everyone at school, when they

got to 16, they all got mopeds. Well, not

all of them, but a bunch of them did. And

I was really jealous. I asked my dad,

could I get one? He wouldn't let me get a

moped. I think he was scared of me being

on the roads.

And then when people get to age 17,

they just stop riding mopeds and they get

a car. Because why would you ride a moped

when you can get a car? But it's like in

Vietnam, everyone just carries on riding a

moped even when they're adults. It's

weird. Why don't they just get cars? They

say, oh, they can't afford to buy a car.

How can they not afford to buy a car?

They've got jobs, multiple jobs. They've

got families. You see people with families

on mopeds. Like 2 kids riding the moped

and the mum on the back and dad driving

it. They got kids and family and

jobs and you're telling me they still

can't afford a car? Come on,

kids in the UK can afford to buy a car.

You just get like a cheap piece of crap

from 2002, it costs like £500.

But transport in Vietnam is just so bad.

There's no trains, there's no underground