i got ghosted AGAIN by a girl

Stuff like focus on yourself, work on

yourself, focus on yourself.

A lot of rubbish.

Focus on what?

I didn't even do anything wrong.

There's nothing to focus on.

So there was a girl that I've been

chatting to since like last year,

and I don't know, it's always been kind of

on and off. And then she seemed really

into the idea of meeting, and then I

messaged her saying, so when should we

meet? And then she just read it and didn't

even reply, and I was like 2 weeks ago

now. And she's not the only one. There's

like 2 others that also did the same

thing. They just left me on read now that

lockdown's over, and I asked them, so when

can we meet?

I just— I don't trust girls anymore.

There's one in LA who's saying, yeah, we

can meet and make content if you come.

And there's one in Canada, and then

there's Like a few in Europe. I, I don't

trust any of them because I go all the way

there and then they change their minds.

How am I supposed to get content when

people keep bloody changing their mind?

It's not entitlement. If you talk to

someone and the two of you decided

to meet up and arrange to meet up, then

obviously I'm gonna expect that we're

gonna meet up if you keep telling me we're

gonna meet up. And then when we can meet

up, then all of a sudden they go silent.

Why is that entitlement? It's called

expectation because of— based off of what

they said. Obviously I'm expecting to meet

up. They keep telling me we can meet up.

How about you tell them to come to you?

No one's gonna come to me. I live in the

middle of nowhere in the countryside, so

they would have to come to London, and I

don't mind going to London. London's not

too far from me, but even getting them to

come to London seems like such a hard

I really don't want to go to America

anyway, so I don't really care about the

American girls.

I don't know. I thought I was gonna go to

London when lockdown ends,

but I just— I can't really be bothered,

to be honest.

The only reason to go would be if there's

someone who wants to meet up, because if

there's no one to meet up with, I just go

there and I just sit in the hotel room

like all day playing on my phone probably

and getting Uber Eats, and then it

would just feel like I wasted all my money

on the hotel, and then I'd probably get a

call girl because I'm bored.

Haha, Chech's first video has more views

than his tears of joy. I wish people

shut up saying that. It's fucking

annoying.

Yeah, wow, Chihiro's video has more views

than my second channel. It's my second

channel where my new video's on.

Obviously it doesn't get that many views

on the second channel, you stupid idiot.

Shut the fuck up.

Pissing me off. I get all these stupid

idiots on Instagram sending me messages.

Saying Chihiro's video got more views.

Yeah, only because it has like 3 different

platforms with thousands of members on it

promoting her channel. Obviously it's

gonna get a few thousand.

And don't start going on about She has

less subs but more views. Yeah, I have

less subs than Venus Angelic and I get

more views than Venus Angelic. Doesn't

mean shit. It means the channel is an old

channel and my channel's more fresh. And

obviously Chihiro's channel is a

completely brand new channel, so it's a

fresh channel with active subs. Maybe if

my bloody subs actually watch my fucking

videos.

Stupid YouTube.

Have I copy striked HMR edits? No, I

Oh my God,

no, it means your channels are poo poo and

it's boring tears of joy.

It's not me the one who's boring. It's the

viewers are boring because they're not

interested in anything interesting. All

they care about is, oh, girls this and

girls that.

Who said you can come in my room? What?

I'm streaming. Oh my God, again?

What did they say? You're supposed to

knock on my door. No,

can you take off that hair clip? No, that

look awful. Let's encourage your mama to

make a channel. 2 tears of joy.

You see, don't give her medicine.

Tammy, Tammy, sit on my

Daniel, don't welcome us. You're supposed

to knock on my door. Fuck's sake.

Daniel, don't welcome us.

No need to knock on the door, you're not

naked.

Oh my God, fucking hell. Come into

my fucking room, can't even give me

fucking privacy. I don't know

if— I don't know if I should laugh. I

don't know if I'm angry. Or if it's just

funny. I'm so confused.

I hate it

when people come in my room. When my

door's shut, it means I don't want people

coming in. Jesus,

what was

I saying?

Yeah, I wish people stopped moaning

because I can't do anything. I'm stuck

here in my room. Japan's closed. No girls

want to meet up. The hell do you expect me

to do? I'm trying my best here to think

of content.

Chechya's new channel will surpass URS in

a year. Tears of joy.

Yeah, just like Tomoko's channel.

Remember Tomoko's channel? You're all

saying, we're going

to support you, Tomoko. Your video is

better than Daniel's. Daniel's a scumbag.

Hey, look at Tomoko's channel now.

Look at Turkish Girl's channel. Look at

Kaito's channel. Look at Casey's channel.

Last video got 100 views, didn't it?

Excuse my flatulence. Imagine if your

mom made a YT and got more subs than you.

I wish people stopped making— I wish

people stopped copying me, making bloody

channels. YouTube is my thing.

Why are people trying to steal my thing?

Get lost. Everyone else has got their own

thing, like they got their real jobs and

they got their friends and social circles

and they've got like life skills. All I

have is YouTube and

then all these people trying to take it

away from me. Sick and tired of it just

because they're jealous.

I don't want anyone I know making

channels. If they've already got a channel

and they're like already a YouTuber, then

that's fine, whatever. But I hate it when

people in my life that I know start making

channels. Ahem.

Well, get lost, James Smith.

Actually, I said to my mum she should make

a channel because she's pretty funny, but

I feel like she would get banned. Your

mama to make a white tea. Ha ha, tears of

joy. I don't know how long she would last.

Maybe she would be able to filter it, but

sometimes— maybe I shouldn't say that,

she'd get upset.

It's just kind of depressing because,

I don't know, it just feels like people

keep getting bored of me, and then it's

not— if it's not enough just being me,

you want all these other people on the

channel too. Why can't you just be happy

with me?

The channel started out with just me.

Didn't used to have people in it.

And you keep saying I'm so boring. Yeah,

well, how come Tomoko or Konaito or Casey

or whoever the F doesn't have 100K subs?

If I'm so boring and everyone else is so

interesting,

I really don't know what you want,

really. You know the whole world's locked

down because of this stupid virus.

You know barely anyone wants to meet, and

then the ones who do want to meet, they

don't want to be in videos anyway. So

what's the point?

I can't even go back to Japan. So what do

you want? What do you expect? Let's all

migrate to Chesh. Unsub from this Shut

up before I ban you for self-promotion.

There's not really much I can do, really,

so if you're not happy with that, then you

might as well just go.

If you can't accept me during my most

boring times, you don't deserve me at my

most interesting times.

Am I vaxxed? No, but they're doing

37-year-olds starting next week,

I think. So 32-year-olds

coming soon, maybe. Maybe that's the next

age group after 37s and above. They'll do

30s and above. You can do like a I got

the vaccine livestream.

The Unreal Man exposed you. The Unreal Man

is a stupid twat who keeps making stupid

videos about me. My response to hiding in

my room— no one gives a fuck about your

stupid response. Dickhead.

Get a life.

Here's my response to Unreal Man.

Suck my finger.

Can you make up with the Swedish girl? Do

you mean the Finnish girl? I think she

went back to Finland and she doesn't want

to meet me anymore because she got a

We are encouraging Chesh to make a video

on new tears of joy.

No, I don't approve of that. I don't give

her permission.

What's she gonna say anyway that hasn't

already been said? Oh my God,

James Smith, will you shut up? How many

bloody super chats are you gonna send?

Make a video to expose you.

How's she gonna expose the SD card? Okay,

yeah, sure, show the SD card on YouTube

and then get banned. You can't show

anything on the SD card anywhere because

it's like leaking nudes. Make a video to

expose you and your SD card and tax tears

of joy.

No, I already talked to her about it. She

said she wouldn't— she said she's not

going to do anything with the SD card.

She's just keeping it to keep me in check,

to keep me in line.

Draw what happens in your life. I've

already done like 100 illustrated videos.

Why don't you watch those? Because they

get low views. Because people don't watch

them. If people watch them, I'd make more,

but they don't watch them.

I poured my heart and soul into the recent

ones, and then no one cares.

Who ghosted you? Like 5 different girls.

The Algerian girl, the Manchester girl,

another London girl. Oh my god,

the, the list of girls who ghosted me is

just bloody endless.

And I kept my mouth shut

for 5 months since I got back, you know,

trying to keep it cool. Trying not to lose

my patience because then it just looks bad

and they're not going to want to meet

anyway. Match is going 4-3, 5K views now.

Haha, you're losing tears of joy.

So I wasted 5 months patiently for this

week for lockdown to lift and they all

ghosted me. So annoying.

Everyone hate watches you now. Yeah, fuck

you too, Blaze Technician. I hate

watch you back,

and I dislike all your comments, so how'd

you like that, idiot?

Keep doing it, it will eventually pick up.

I've been trying to do illustrated

storytime since like 2 years ago and none

of them have done well. Apart from maybe

one. None of them have gone viral.

I didn't manage to get the attention of

any like art community.

How much did you spend on her gift? So how

much did you spend on Chet's gift? You're

losing tears of joy. Not gonna say.

Oh, thank you, Angela.

It's so annoying when people think I don't

bring anything to the table, because if I

found a nice girlfriend and we made

content together, I'd be more than happy

to pay for everything like I paid for

Mila. I'd pay for travel, I'd pay for the

hotels if they helped me make content.

I'd be more than happy to, like,

finance our travels and stuff.

What do you mean you can't pay for

anything? I literally paid for everything

when I was with Mila. I paid for the bus,

I paid for all the hotels, I paid for the

restaurants.

Paid for the shopping. You don't know what

you're talking about.

Do I watch any self-improvement YouTubers?

I started watching that Dr. K guy

recently. He's quite interesting. I

watched the Asmongold interview.

Asmongold seems to have weird issues.

Yeah, and I paid Chihiro rent every month,

so shut up about the whole you didn't pay

Chihiro rent.

Try ASMR. Why do people keep saying that?

If you like my voice, then just treat this

as ASMR. Why do I have to do ASMR? Aren't

I already doing it?

Doesn't this count as ASMR?

But thanks, I guess. Try ASMR. People love

your voice called Sweat Smile.

Casey's trying to stop you from going to

Japan. Casey's got nothing. Alu bring 2,

the table is fingering, Erwurlin sniffing.

Casey's name is literally cuck. The 2

letters. Is that a coincidence or what?

The 2 letters in the whole alphabet he

chooses, and they literally phonetically

spell out the word cuck. K-C. It could be

C-K, but any vowel that goes in between

K-C Sounds like cuck or kick,

kek, kak, or cuck.

I don't think that's a coincidence.

You're the most hilarious dude ever.

Thanks for making my days better.

Thanks, TechLun. Glad you

likes it.

Casey deleted his video, the one where

he was talking about Getting me banned

from Japan. Where'd it go? I can't see it

anymore. Did he take it down? I wonder

I hope he just makes videos not about me.

It's so irritating, people non-stop making

videos about you. No one really makes

videos about me anymore, which is nice.

It was just stressful before because it

was always the same. It's always like,

this guy, he talks about his life, he's so

weird. It's like the same thing over and

At least he can hacky sack. Yeah, well, I

can do the same thing but with a man's

football, like a real football, not a

little beanbag for 5-year-olds.

Yeah, I don't know what Casey's going on

about saying he should— he can get me

blocked from entering Japan. I haven't

even done anything illegal. And the only

one who has evidence of anything slightly

illegal is Chihiro, and she said she's

not— she has no intentions of doing

anything. Now obviously

Kasey hasn't seen the SD card. Can you

imagine them sitting down together

watching my sex videos? That would be so

weird. I'm pretty sure she hasn't shown

anyone. That'd just be weird.

How's my job going so far? Yes, going

really well. I just came home.

Now I'm having a well-deserved beer.

Beeru. Yeah, I had to take

off my previous jumper because my mum

keeps moaning that it's smelly. Also,

it's really hot today. Had my

window open the whole day. I think I'll

close it.

My new job is a data analyst at

the NYSE doing

critical information analyzing.

It makes me so happy, this new job.

I'm just in such a great mood, that's why

Why are you

in such a great mood? I don't know, every

time I think about my job, it just Brings

so much happiness into my heart.

It's hard to stop now.

Stop laughing.

Oh, thank you, Angela. Very kind.

I don't know

why people keep accusing me of not paying

rent when I was in Japan. I never once

said I don't pay rent.

Why don't you ask Chihiro then? She'll

tell you if I paid or not.

Because you don't care about the truth,

you just want to spread fake news,

don't you?

Oh, I ran out of battery.

Who else made a video about me recently?

Nobody's insulting you, people are stating

facts. They're not facts, they're lies.

Every single insult so far has been not

even close to facts.

It's just a load of rubbish.

None of it's true. I can disprove any of

these accusations.

They're just trying to be funny. They

think they're funny. It's just silly.

Drinking again. Yeah, I bought like 2

boxes of San Miguel. I've got

like 20 cans of it.

Oh, what's that?

Nothing. I'm not sure why the girls start

vanishing one by one. I think they lose

interest after a while,

and then by the time lockdown's over,

they're not interested in meeting anymore.

Or maybe they already met someone.

Oh, thank you, sweet Grace. That's a

nice sticker. Why am I filming in 360p?

Because my internet's rubbish.

I swear, if the lockdown ended in March,

then I could have met some of these girls

already.

One girl was definitely a catfish, so I

asked her to write my name on a piece of

paper and take a picture, and this is what

she said. Where is it?

She kept asking— first of all, she kept

asking me to send her a video with jerking

off with my face in it and saying her

name. So she kept trying to get something

out of me before she would give me the

proof of my name written down. And then I

said, if we're— if, if I'm going to

consider meeting you, then I need some

reassurance. And then she said, okay,

hasn't stopped you sending me you shooting

your load already, haha.

And then she hasn't even replied since,

like A few days ago, and she

hasn't sent me the proof, so I'm pretty

sure that's a fake.

They're all either really flaky or they're

catfishers or they're trolls. I can't

trust any of these people now.

My ability to trust people is just really

deteriorating day by day,

cuz it feels like everyone's just trying

to trick me all the time.

Fuck you for ghosting me, Dan. Why you—

American Ajumma, I thought you hated me.

I saw you insulting me on someone's

server, calling me a POS.

I didn't ghost you.

Thought you were my biggest fan, and then

I saw you calling me a POS on someone's

server. How could you? I never said

anything bad about you.

POS is piece of shit. How do

you know what— how do you not know what

POS means? All the fanyuls

are two-faced. Yeah, they will act nice in

front of me, and then I find out they're

all calling me names on other people's

servers, so I banned them all and then

No more Discord. You're all mean to me

behind my back.

Oh, thank you Underground Cat for

the $5.

Sounds rough, Danny. Hope things go better

for you, man. Pleading face. Here's a 5 on

me, bud. Very generous.

I'm your biggest fan, but you don't like

me because of my Chinese YouTube name.

What? I never said that. I don't dislike

people if they have a Chinese name.

It's so hard to get content now. No one

wants to meet up.

Maybe I should just go to London, see if I

can meet someone on Tinder.

None of these viewers Can be trusted,

can be relied on. But then I can't match

any cute girls on Tinder here. They're

always fat and ugly and

old.

But my Tinder profile pics look really

bad. I look like a little nerdy Japanese

boy with glasses.

I probably look so far from the standard,

standard of attractiveness, of

attractiveness to the girls here.

Stop using people for content. Well, stop

watching my content just because it's got

people in it. If, if my viewers didn't

only watch my videos where there's like a

girl in it, and maybe if you watch my

other stuff, then I wouldn't feel like I

have to have people and And then I end up

annoying the people, and then what happens

is you get a bunch of Casey's and Tomoko's

with their own channels cropping up trying

to get revenge at me. You know why I've

got like a trail of revenge channels?

People who I pissed off. It's because I

kept trying to get people in the videos so

I could provide you with interesting

content, and then I just said something

like they were annoying or boring and they

get all pissy about it, and then they

start Well,

I guess I can forgive you if you're gonna

give me money. We'll let

bygones be bygones.

Why don't I review all the revenge

channels? No,

there's not many active ones now. Turkish

Girl deleted all her videos. Have you

checked her channel recently? The only 2

videos she has now were from some kind of

concert.

Oh, thank you, Underground Cat.

Been watching you for years. Got to be

careful online, but a lot of things go

wrong.

Yeah. It's very dangerous

for me to trust people now.

And then other girls just message me to

troll me. Like, they'll say, I want to be

your girlfriend, and then I go, really?

And then they say, no, just trolling.

But yeah, there's all these little

channels that people made after I upset

them. Casey has been the worst one so far.

Who would be the second worst? Konaito was

pretty bad,

but he, he didn't keep making video after

Why don't people like my hair clip? My mum

kept saying take it off.

Do you think I look better without it? I

Put it here.

No. Yeah, Kanaeito didn't make like

30 videos about me. He made a couple and

then he moved on. But Casey's

still doing it and it's like nearly 2

years now. A year and a half.

How much money did I lose in stocks? Um,

probably like $40,000.

Oh my God, I'm down even more today

because bloody Elon Musk crashed Bitcoin.

It'll go back up, don't worry.

So I panic sold most of my stocks back in

March and I put most of it back into

Bitcoin mining stocks. And then last week,

bloody Elon Musk was tweeting stuff like

Tesla no longer accepts Bitcoin as payment

because of the energy consumption, and now

Bitcoin's just crashing.

Let me check. Yeah,

I'm down like £11,000 now on my initial

invest— investment. So I'm

down £11,000 on my initial investment,

and then I'm down £12,000 from my gains.

So I lost all my gains of about £12,000.

So it's like £12,000 plus £11,000. It's

like 24,000 in dollars. I think that's

like over $30,000. It'll go back up,

don't worry. I'm not losing money.

Yeah, that'll be a nightmare. Imagine

Chihiro starts collabing with like Sharla

and all them lot.

Why is she— why is she invading my

territory? I don't get it. She makes it

Discord and then she got a channel.

We should encourage Chesh to collab with

Venus. 2 tears of joy. Chihiro hates

Venus. Do you know what Chihiro said about

Venus when Venus was talking about me 2

years ago? She was like, uh, who's that

Venus girl? She's so gross and weird. She

used the word kimoi, which is like gross.

It's not very nice. I like Venus,

but Venus doesn't like me. I was streaming

on Twitch a couple days ago and Venus was

streaming at the same time, so I started

watching Venus's stream on my stream, and

then a bunch of us went over to her stream

to chat in the comments, and her

moderators deleted any messages that had

the word Daniel in it, and they said,

please stop mentioning Daniel. And then I

super— and then she looked really pissed

She doesn't seem like she likes me. I

donated her £9.99 in Super Chat and

she said, £9.99 upside down is 666.

That's how much he annoys me. I don't know

why the 666 number resembles annoyance.

I thought it was like the devil's number.

I heard she's a lesbian now. I don't know

if that's true.

Ken Tent says you're boring and you're

sick in the head. Tears of joy.

I don't know if you're lying about that,

but if it's true, it's very disappointing

because I thought Ken Tent was a nice guy.

I gave him special member.

Daniel, can I DM you or Instagram, or will

you not respond? Uh, if you're cute

and you want to meet, then yeah, I'd

respond. But don't troll or ghost me.

I'm very desperate and lonely.

I'm very vulnerable.

Don't take advantage of my Loneliness and

vulnerability.

Oh, thank you, comment commenter.

Very kind.

I'm in Bristol. Where's Bristol? I've

heard of it. I don't know where it is. I

don't know where anywhere in England is

apart from London. Did I

watch TkyoSam's video on you from 2 months

ago? Did he upload it now or 2 months ago?

No, I didn't. I think I clicked it and I

skimmed through it because it's so long.

Chihiro hates him too.

She called him fat and gross.

Bristol's close to Bath. Isn't Bath where

Chihiro went when my dad was dying? She

got bored, so she went on like a trip on

her own.

Yeah, I heard good things about Bath.

Apparently there's like a completely

different atmosphere to the town. It's

like a Roman atmosphere.

Times like this, I kind of wish I could

drive. It would be cool if I had a car and

I could just drive instead of using

trains. Because getting to different parts

in England using train is a real pain.

Because you have to go to London and then

get a transfer and then get another train

to the new part— next part. There's no

direct trains from like the southeast to

the southwest.

Why can't I drive? Because I spent all my

time trying to learn Japanese and trying

to move to Japan and live in Japan. So I

thought learning to drive would be a waste

of time and money. So instead I learned

She said she is 2 hours away from you.

Sounds very far. They're leaking OnlyFans

on GG's Discord. Not again.

I knew that was going to happen. How are

these— I don't— where are these people

getting the OnlyFan leaks from? Someone

must be paying for it to

be able to leak it. Who is paying for my

OnlyFans just to leak it?

Maybe it's the same people paying me Super

Chats to insult me.

Ah, did I see the new Evangelion?

No, I didn't even know they were still

making movies. I thought the whole thing

was finished now. They are leaking Garov

on Chechya's Discord right now. Tears of

joy.

Are they at least deleting it or

moderating? Damn, did you see the new

Evangelion? I sure did,

NT. I was really into Evangelion when I

was 18, but then I lost interest.

All these newer movies don't really Um,

interest me.

Are they deleting my OnlyFans leaked pics

or they just letting them stay there?

That's kind of weird.

I still don't quite understand the, the

ending of Evangelion. They all turn into

orange juice and explode.

I don't get it.

DM me on Instagram. You just doxxed your

Instagram on the chat. Why would you do

that? Why don't you message me?

Now everyone's gonna message you, Sasha.

Did we not learn what happened to Mila

when she— her Instagram got doxxed?

Oh, thanks, Aqua.

Thank you very much.

I will put it towards treating my new

lady.

I'm on private. Why don't you message me

Every time I go on Instagram now,

Chihiro's Instagram page pops up.

What video editing program do you use? I

use Fire Video

Leap on iOS.

It's good.

I find it funny so many people think you

need like a high-end computer and

professional software to do video editing.

You can get so many apps on the phone that

do really good video editing, does

everything. My favorite one is Videoleap.

It can do almost anything a computer

program can do. Let me know your

Instagram. My Instagram is

@rabbitsatefamily. I need new members.

I used to have over 9,000 followers. Now

I've got only 8,884. People keep

unfollowing me.

Wait, let me put it in the chat.

Why wouldn't it let me copy in Facebook

How do you share your Instagram?

I don't want to type it out.

Uh, uh, copy.

Okay, join my Instagram please. I've got

amazing pictures.

Type your name in chat, but I want the

link so you can click on the link.

But don't message me if you're a guy. I

don't reply to guys. And don't send me

pictures of bloody Chihiro or people I

hate like Casey, or tell me what they're

doing. Because I'm probably

not interested and I don't want drama.

Thailand will lock down. Is Thailand still

in lockdown? What if I'm a girl? Girls can

message me. That's why I've got Instagram.

Otherwise, I'd probably just delete

Instagram. If you were

to buy a car, would it be a Tesla? Yeah,

I'd probably get a Tesla. Electric cars

seem cool and

they seem way easier to maintain. If you

get like a normal car, I remember watching

my dad, he was constantly trying to fix

the engine, fix the oil, make sure the

battery's running. Fix the water,

and then you gotta fill it up with petrol.

They just seem complicated.

Saving up for a Rayyan army figure.

That's almost $300. Also, your streams

are always fun and entertaining. Oh,

thumbs up, medium skin tone. Thank you.

Why do you say medium thumb? Medium skin

tone. Yeah, I used to be a huge Evangelion

fan too when I was 18. That's what got me

into Japanese. I was in school, I was

about 17, just doing A-levels,

and then I was just Googling robots, and

then the Evangelion robots popped up, and

I was like, wow, they look really cool,

never seen them before. I clicked on it

and I looked it up.

D chord link is there.

Go on his IG, then follow.

No, not allowed.

And her name's not Shesh, it's Chihiro to

you, peasant. I don't give you permission

to use nicknames with my ex-wife.

Yeah, and then I got home and I ordered

the DVD box set on eBay, and I just

binge-watched the whole— first I

binge-watched the whole thing in English,

and then I found a magic button on my

remote controller and realized you can

change it into Japanese. And I was like,

wow, this is the first time I've ever

heard the Japanese language, and it

sounded really cool. And then I watched

the whole thing in Japanese about 5

times, and then I decided to learn it.

After watching more anime.

What's the youngest I would date? As long

as it's legal, maybe above 18 is

fine, but people would think it's weird,

wouldn't they? Maybe I'd keep it a

secret. If you're like really young, like

18 or 19, I'd probably not tell people

how old you are. I'd probably just say

you're 22. Because then people think I'm

like a pedo or something.

I wouldn't date younger than 18 because

that's illegal.

I'm 20. 20 is good,

but for me, age doesn't matter.

It's the personality and what's inside

that counts. That's how I decide who I

I respect women.

DM me after I finish streaming, because

then I can give you my attention fully.

You really like that San Miguel? Yeah,

it's okay. I bought a bit too much of it.

You have a lot of disorder in the back.

Do you mean my bedroom?

Does it

Looks better now.

I like doing my lifting in front of the

mirror with my shirt off now. See, it

just— it feels more motivating when you

can see the muscles getting worked on.

I think I got some muscle now. Look,

my bicep.

Is he seriously lifting? Yeah, I've been

lifting since January. People keep telling

me to work out. I can do like 10 reps on

my 25-pound dumbbell. Watch. You don't

See?

10.

School man, do some push-ups too, bro. It

helps. Yeah, I do push-ups as well

sometimes if I've got the energy.

I think it's pretty good. I had to chuck

my protein powder out. Turns out protein

powder does expire.

Hold on, I need oxygen.

I got this massive, um,

keg of protein powder last year when Mila

dumped me. And I thought it would last

forever, but it's gone weird. It doesn't

mix into the milk, it just stays like a

big lump and it tastes funny.

I need to get some protein bars. I think

that would be better. Why don't they just

sell like a protein shake formula? I mean,

like a protein drink that's already mixed.

I don't want to mix it. You have

bad form? Yeah, I guess you

could say I'm cheating because I'm using

my back to lift. But if you think about

it, I'm also using my back. I'm also

working out my back. So I'm working out

my arms and my back at the same time.

The protein bars always taste gross.

I remember I had like a protein flapjack

and it was horrible. No flavor. It was

like chewing on cardboard.

Stretch after lifting.

Oh, you said before.

I've got a line here now.

Muscle.

You'll break your back. I've been doing it

like that for 5 months and I

haven't broken my back yet.

Always remember, stretch before curling

dumbbells.

Don't worry about protein bars. Three good

meals a day. I only have two meals.

I have lunch. I have sandwich and crisps

and a chocolate bar, and then I have

dinner, and then sometimes I have a pot

noodle at night.

No,

my back's fine. I don't have any problems

with my back lifting like that.

I don't see the problem. Yeah, it doesn't

look great cuz I'm like twisting

everywhere. Eat noodles before it swells

you up.

Eat noodles before it swells you Swells

what up? My muscles.

I've kind of got a bad habit now of eating

pot noodle at like 2 AM in the morning and

having a beer. I think that's why I'm

getting fat. I'm actually getting fat.

It's really weird because I look so

skinny, but then my stomach seems a bit

chubby now. I forgot

you said pot noodle is your favorite food.

Yeah, it is. I'd say pot noodle

and bacon.

Bacon and eggs. I also really like kebab,

but I don't eat it much because I don't

know where to get it. You know, they have

those big sticks of meat and it rotates

and they shave off. I really love that,

but I, I very rarely eat it because no one

buys it for me.

That lamb's really good.

Do I

have Instagram? Yes, it's rabbits ate my

family. At the kebab shop. Yeah,

but I don't know where the kebab shop is.

Maybe they sell kebab on Tesco.

They don't do deliveries here, otherwise

I'd just order it. You have to go into

town to get kebab. Town is like 20—

first you gotta walk 20 minutes to the

train station. And then you've got to wait

for the train, and then the train takes 15

minutes to get to town, and then

it's 15 minutes back, and then you've got

to walk 20 minutes back home. It's such—

takes such a long time to get there and

back.

Just drive there. I don't have a car.

Maybe my mum would buy me some. I heard

Maidstone is dangerous.

Is it? I never had any problems, but I've

never been there after dark. Maybe people

get drunk and they get violent on the

A lot of meat is good for muscles also,

bro.

Hmm. Yeah, I eat meat every day.

What about tofu? I like tofu.

What about miso soup? I'm kind of craving

miso soup now. He wants someone

to meet and do videos with. Yeah,

sex is also good. I mean, either sex or

just meet and make a video, or ideally

both at the same time.

But maybe one, at least one or the other

would be fine.

Why did you make a video saying your

girlfriend wasn't attractive? No, people

missed the point of the video. I wasn't

trying to make a video saying she's ugly.

The point of the video was that

conventionally she wasn't attractive, but

I still liked her. That was what I was

trying to say. I was trying to say I don't

really find her physically attractive,

but I still like her.

I wasn't just saying she's ugly.

People completely missed the point of the

video. And then people kept thinking that

girlfriend was my wife, and they kept

accusing me of calling Chihiro ugly,

thinking that video was about her. Well,

it was a completely different woman,

and that was like 4 years ago,

and she's probably still ugly. I mean,

I'm sure she looks lovely now.

Would you date the daughter of the single

mother Japanese girl when the daughter is

old enough? I don't know, depends what she

looks like. I think she was 11

when I met them. That was 4 years ago, so

she's 15 now. Just a few

more years to go. No, I'm just kidding.

She's still on my YouTube channel.

Imagine she grows up and then later she

finds my channel and she's like, Why am I—

why am I on this guy's channel?

I wonder if she remembers me. I only met

her for like a few days when I was there

for 2 weeks. Do you remember people

when you were 11 years old? I don't really

remember random strangers that only came

into my life for a couple of days.

I don't think she would remember me.

It was so awkward. She would get really

moody. One time, me, the single mother,

and the daughter went to a restaurant,

and then she fell asleep in the back of

the car. We arrived at the restaurant and

the mum was trying to wake her up, and

then she just started screaming and crying

for like half an hour. It was so

embarrassing. I didn't know what to do. I

just stood there. Pretending not to be

involved.

And then we got into the restaurant and

then she was completely fine.

Kids look tough. Do they always do that?

They start screaming and crying and then

next minute they're fine.

I think that's why a lot of parents make

the mistake of spoiling the kid, because

they don't want to upset the kid. I don't

want the kid to start screaming and

crying. It's easier to just spoil the kid,

give them what they want to shut them up,

than trying to discipline them.

Am I contacting Japanese girls? I was

trying to like a month ago, then I got

bored. I just don't know what to say to

them. It always ends up the same

kind of conversation.

And then I feel like it's kind of

pointless trying to

get something going because I can't even

go and meet them anyway. By the time I can

go and meet them, they probably found

someone else by then.

You got ghosted because you're plain

weird. But these girls have been talking

to me for years, so they know I'm weird.

They've seen my content. That didn't stop

them in the beginning. I feel like they're

just getting cold feet. Like, now the

lockdown is over and I would go

and meet them if they agreed

to it. And now they're feeling nervous,

probably.

What happened to the London Japanese girl?

Uh, nothing really. She's messaging

me now about video editing apps.

She asked me to shout out her OnlyFans,

and then I asked her if we could make

OnlyFans content together, and she said

yes, and that she's free next

weekend. So I'm thinking of booking a

hotel in London end of this week, but I

don't know. I've gotten ghosted and flaked

on so many times, I don't know if I can

trust that she's serious about it.

Yeah, KineMaster was one of them. I used

to use PowerDirector, KineMaster. Now I

use Videoleap. Videoleap's really good.

Do I want kids? Not really, but I'd

like to meet a girl who would like to have

kids, who likes me enough to want kids.

Look for a nice girl from Maidstone.

I don't know how.

I set my Tinder location to London now. I

matched a few girls, but Hmm,

I don't know, maybe I could say hi.

I matched this Thai girl.

Oh, she's not even in London. Oh, you get

all these people now using Tinder passport

feature and they probably set the location

to London. It says distance

9,000 miles away. For some reason,

a lot of Thai girls are matching me,

and Brazilian girls. Maybe Brazilian and

Thai girls find me attractive, but English

girls don't really find me attractive.

On Japan Cupid, I keep getting messages

from Brazilian women. They're like 40

years old.

Maybe Brazilian women like me. Isn't

Mila's mum Brazilian? Maybe she likes me.

I met Mila's mum. Me,

Mila, and her mum had dinner together.

And her mum was like, Mira, you're so

lucky. He's so cute. Like she was jealous

of Mira that Mira got to have me. That was

funny. Mira's mum's probably younger than

my ex-Korean girlfriend. She's like 48,

47. I asked Mira, how old's your mum?

And then Mira said, why do you want to

know? Do you fancy my mum?

I said no. I said, why are you asking me

that? She said, because— what was the

story? There was a Korean guy Mila

liked and they were in Korea.

And then apparently her friend and her

friend's mum was also there. And

apparently the friend's mum gave the

Korean guy a BJ. And then Mila was all

upset and jealous. I bet

Mila's got loads of weird stories. That I

don't even want to know.

I was scared to ask Mila questions because

I just know she's probably got loads of

weird sexual stories that she had in

Korea. She said she had like a phase when

she went to America and she went clubbing

all the time and did drugs. You just know

something degenerate— loads of degenerate

stuff probably happened in those clubs. I

don't want to know. Don't taint my

romantic, loving view of Mina with those

dirty thoughts and images. That's why

I don't ask girls a lot of questions.

I don't want them to be like, oh yeah,

there was this one time I had a massive

gangbang In a club. I really

don't want to know that. If you're a girl

and you like a guy, don't tell him stuff

like this. It's so depressing hearing that

stuff from a girl you like because you

want to see the girl as like this pure,

innocent— not like someone who had a

gangbang orgy in a club, like a drunken,

drug-fueled Orgy

in an underground club. That's not what

you want to hear.

It just makes me depressed hearing that

stuff from girls.

It just— it lowers my opinion.

It also makes me feel insecure about

myself for some reason.

Why are people warning Sasha?

I understand the concern, but it's

seriously not as deep as you think. I

value myself enough to leave if he's

acting funny. Is Sasha American?

How come you're in Bristol?

Was Mira's mom hot? I wouldn't say hot,

but she was pretty, like not ugly.

But she looks nothing like Mira. It's

weird. She's like very dark. She's got

curly black hair. Meilya has like

straight, super straight brown hair, and

Meilya looks really white. Meilya's skin

doesn't have a hint of brownness.

Maybe it's like me, like I'm half white,

but I've barely got any hint of whiteness.

But I thought white was like the weak gene

and black was like the most powerful one.

So how come Mina's whiteness overpowers

her mum's blackness? Very strange.

Stop thinking, talking about Mina. It's

not good for you. Do you think it's

unattractive if the guy keeps talking

about his ex-girlfriend over and over? I

don't know what else to talk about.

Maybe that's why all these girls have

ghosted me, because they clicked on my

stream and it's like, oh, Daniel's talking

about his ex again. Oh, Daniel's been

talking about his ex for like 5 hours now.

Why is everyone saying yes?

I don't know, sometimes it, it just comes

up in the conversation and then there's a

story that I want to tell about her, or

like an experience that happened. It's not

like I'm thinking, oh, I miss her so much,

I wish I could see her again. It's not

like that kind of talk.

Where do I see myself in 5 years? Well,

hopefully I made my money back on my

bloody stocks. Really, I want to get

$100,000 Renos and then put that into like

a safe dividend stock portfolio.

That was my goal.

Remember the German girl? Which one? The

first one or second one?

To be honest, I barely remember what the

first one looks like, and I don't even

remember her name. I just kept calling her

the German girl.

Dude, remember the German girl? Haha.

Yeah, I went on one date with that German

girl. We went for Mexican food and it was

disgusting. It was just like— what was it?

Fajitas. I think they were fajitas, but

they were just like meatballs in pasta

thingies, all soggy and gross.

And then we walked around the Frankfurt