DON'T TALK ABOUT MY EX WIFE'S DISCORD - OR ELSE!

Oh, do I have my cup?

Oh, I got cancelled again. Fuck's sake,

this is just It's not funny anymore. Why

are they all canceling?

Literally every single girl that I was

talking about meeting.

Guess who canceled now?

The bloody OnlyFans Japanese girl.

I can't get a single date, can I?

It's so weird, they all kind of cancel

around the same time.

Uh, so sick and tired of women.

Why don't they ever stick to what they

say? Why can't— if they're not sure about

something, can't they just not say it in

the first place?

I want to find a stand for my mic.

Okay, that's better. I still didn't get to

have my coffee yet.

Night. H H H H H H.

What? I don't know why the text-to-speech

only plays the last bit of the message.

Night. H H H H H H. See,

it only says the last 2 words.

Weird.

Ah, there's someone here, so I can't go

downstairs yet. Had my dinner, but I

want to make coffee. And then that coffee

I bought on Amazon tastes horrible.

Don't buy cappuccino instant in

a powder form.

Wow, my fringe got really long.

I feel like that girl didn't even have any

intentions to meet in the first place. It

just— it now it feels like she just wanted

me to shout out her OnlyFans,

and then she was using the, yeah, we could

meet, as like a bait. Yeah, just like that

other girl constantly trying to get me to

do drawings for her, and then when I kept

refusing to She ended up ghosting me.

These girls, they, they just want you to

do stuff for them, and then if you refuse

to do it, they just disappear.

Bloody using you.

Yeah, they just try and act all nice and

sweet and as if they're into you just so

they can get something out.

Can't trust women.

You can't believe a word they say, can

That's why I never want to do anything for

women, because I just feel like, oh, they

want something out of me, and if I don't

give it to them— or maybe even if I do

give it to them, they won't give me what I

want.

Go to America. I don't know.

I feel like it doesn't matter where I go.

Just gonna get ghosted again, aren't I?

I need to just learn how to go to a

nightclub and meet girls like that. Like

how everyone meets girls. I can't rely on

my social media platforms. They're just so

flaky. These bloody people.

Tinder sucks as well. I matched one person

on Tinder London. She's bloody post-op

trans. Looks like bloody Michael Jackson

wearing a blonde wig.

All I match on Tinder in London are fat

people and freaks.

I don't feel like Tinder's gonna be good

for me.

Jeez, these post-op things are just

terrible. Like, her lips were so swollen,

like they've been stung by bees,

and then she had like these really thick

square eyebrows.

Looks so bad. Every girl thinks

you are a clown, including your ex-wife.

Hahaha, they will never take you.

What are those eyebrows? They're like

really thick square blocks. That's not

attractive. Why are girls doing this?

Why did I match with her? I just swiped

right on everyone. I'm not actually

looking unless they look really bad. I

wasn't like inspecting every profile and

picture.

I think they go in.

Is that my mum?

Yeah, I can make my coffee now. Get some

chocolate too.

Oh, I don't know how to get girls anymore.

I don't know why it feels like right now

it's the hardest it's ever been to get

I guess I can still get Japanese ones,

but I can't go to Japan.

I never had to rely on my channel before

to get girls, and I wasn't complaining. I

think I got kind of spoiled from the

attention, and then all the

attention kind of dried up. Well, now I

just get ghosted and catfished now.

Uh, I wish I could just go to a bar and

chat to women like a normal person.

I watched one of Ice Poseidon's old

streams where he was in Amsterdam. I think

he just Randomly met, randomly met a bunch

of English girls and he ended up kissing

the blonde one. Oh, I wonder if they had

sex.

He makes it look so easy, like you just

walk around, chat to a stranger, and then

you end up drinking with them, and then he

ended up kissing her on the stream.

Ice's content used to be so wild. Like,

he'd just go bar hopping, end up kissing

some random girl, and then taking her back

to a hotel. Can't believe his content used

to be like that. You just can't imagine

him doing that stuff now.

For some reason, I keep getting matches

with these Thai women in London, and

they're not even there. They're like ten

thousand miles away.

Da da da da da da da.

They want a visa. Ha! Oh yeah,

I didn't think of that.

I can't even get a girl a visa because in

order to sponsor someone for a spouse

visa, you need to be making like $20,000 a

year, I think. I don't even make that.

So I can't even get someone into the

country using my citizenship.

I don't know, I feel kind of nervous about

Japan now because up until last night I

felt like Chihiro was on my side, but she

obviously isn't.

So now I feel a bit nervous. Like, what if

she does report me or something?

Oh, she's just acting nice to trap me.

Report for what? I don't know, she's got

this SD card and it's got like sex tape

on it,

and some people think she could get

me in trouble with it.

It's just some woman, some Japanese

woman.

Oh, I can't believe I lost all my leads.

I had like 5 girls who were interested in

meeting and now I've got none. So

frustrating.

Now I don't even feel like there's a

reason to go to London. What would I do?

Just sit in the hotel? It's not worth it.

Even if I got 40k views magically because

everyone's like, wow, Daniel's going to

London, which is not gonna happen, the 40k

views only gets like $100. Or $120.

That's not going to cover the cost unless

I had like a guy friend there who could

take me clubbing.

You should have been more careful with the

Bristol girl. I didn't do anything. She's

the one who doxxed her own Instagram in

the live chat and then got a bunch of

weirdos freaking her out. It's not my

fault. I said message me, not put

your Instagram name in the live chat where

hundreds of people were watching. Why

would you do that?

Tempted to pay for Tinder Gold because

I've got about 10 people matched with me,

says 10 people swiped right on me.

I'm curious to see.

£30 is a lot. I don't remember it being so

expensive. Did they increase it?

Bread Lady. Who's Bread Lady?

Well, good news is Bitcoin is doing well.

I made $100 now. I'm up

$100 because I bought it around $36K. Now

it's back up to about $41K. That's like a

7% gain.

What else is good? New video still doing

good, 30% more views than usual.

Bread from Discord, I wouldn't meet her,

she's crazy. No, it's not

her, it was It was this different girl.

Ah, today sucked. The weather's so bad,

it's just windy and rainy. Could only

spend 10 minutes outside. I wonder what

happens to the little baby ducks. There's

little baby ducks now in the garden.

Don't they get blown around?

And then don't they get wet when it rains?

Where do they go? Maybe I should build

like a little, little shelter they can

hide under. It's funny, animals,

when it rains they just sit there getting

wet.

He's gone.

I think I'm gonna make coffee. Be right

back. Their feathers waterproof. Oh yeah,

it says ducks have like an oil-based

waterproofing, but the baby ducks don't

have it yet, so that's why they're all

fluffy. Look at my dinner plate,

it's got hair.

Take us with you? I can't because you're

on the computer.

I got coffee.

And I

got a Bounty chocolate.

Do you like my hair?

I cut it how Mila likes it. Amira, like,

says she likes ears and she would always

cut this bit off. She said I look better

when you can see my ears for some reason.

Okay, where are we? Don't know.

Wow, yesterday was so stressful. I was up

until 5.

Streaming and I just fell asleep.

I feel so betrayed.

Do I talk to Mila? No, I don't.

She's gone. Maybe I can manifest her back

into my life like I did last year. How'd

you do that? I did it last year,

didn't I? Can do it again.

How to manifest girl back into your life.

Visualize as if you want to get your ex

Talking about the SD card, well, over and

over again. Been talking about the SD card

since 2019.

If she hasn't reported it by now, when she

was at peak anger, Then why would she

report it now?

She was obviously trying to infuriate

Daniel, but why? Why does she want to

annoy me so much? I kept trying. It was

like when I talked to her yesterday, we

were just going round and round in

circles. I kept saying, I'm upset because

you're doing this, and then she was saying

stuff like, you didn't care you upset me.

Back then when this happened. It's like

tit for tat. I can't say anything cuz then

I just get, well, you did it too, you did

this.

Just childish.

I think Cesium's behind it because every

time it's always been Cesium who makes

Discord, invites someone to it, and then

manages to stir up some kind of drama.

Every time he made

my Discord back in 2018 or 2017, he made

Casey's Discord and invited them to it.

Didn't he also invite Venus to a Discord?

I don't know.

Bounty, my favorite Bounty.

It's black on the outside, white on the

inside,

like your mum.

Sugar's kicking in.

I honestly don't know why Chihiro would be

angry at me recently.

I don't think I've done anything wrong

since I got back from Rotterdam.

I barely even said anything about her,

and the only stuff I did talk about was

just like reminiscing married life,

and it wasn't like specifically all about

her.

No, I didn't even make any new videos.

I made like 2 about divorce

No, I made one about divorce and one about

cheating, didn't I? But it wasn't about

her specifically.

They're trying to create conflict. Yeah,

I know what they try and do. I can see

through it, but I don't know if Chihiro

can. I don't trust her sense. She seems to

get trolled pretty easily.

Like yesterday, she was mad at me because

apparently I said this and that when I

never said any of it.

I spoke about the abortion thing. I

didn't. Someone donated asking about it,

and I, I said like one sentence

on it. It's not like I went on a whole

monologue half an hour about it.

I think I just said, isn't it amazing that

a 16-year-old kid can make a baby?

And then I started talking about how some

10-year-old kid made someone pregnant.

I wasn't talking about that specific

story. It kind of just went off on a

tangent about how young kids impregnate

teenagers.

Every single argument always started like

this. Like, I would start talking

about something and then she would get mad

because she thought, I don't know, I was

dissing her or something, mocking her.

Every argument has been like this. Like,

I just say one thing and it leads to like

a massive fight.

But that's old news. I said that stuff

ages ago, didn't I? Like a year ago when I

was in Korea.

It's not like I just started the

conversation. I didn't say, hey guys, you

want to hear this funny thing? I didn't

even initiate it.

Anything attack her, they'll just run to

the water. She knows the path

so rightly.

Disturbing my livestream.

I lost all my girls again.

It's like the same thing happened last

year in Korea. I had all these girls and

then one by one they all just started

I hate it when they do laundry outside my

bedroom. You got the whole house, they

have to choose right outside my bedroom.

To bloody laundry.

I talked to the Taiwanese girl a lot

today.

I asked her if her sisters are single.

She said yes. Her sister was nice.

She said she's bored in England and she

doesn't have friends.

I said, welcome to the club.

Cartoon Scientist was in voice chat with

Chihiro today trying to defend You are

disgusting person and getting Chihiro to

take actions against you.

Yeah, well, Cartoon isn't exactly sane.

She's kind of crazy.

I hope Chihiro realizes all these people

are nuts. And none of them are normal at

all. There's not a single sane person in

that Discord group. They're all bloody

crazy.

Yeah, all the people following her on

Instagram and stuff, all the crazy ones,

and maybe there's a couple who are normal

from like the wholesome crowd,

but the majority of them are like that

bunch of stalker kind of weirdo people

that I was trying to disassociate myself

Okay, first ban of the day.

Tiffany, you can get lost. You're not

funny, you're not clever, you're just a

stupid annoying prick. Goodbye.

36 minutes in and a ban already.

Have fun creating your new Twitch account,

fuckface.

Is it possible to temporarily ban people?

Yeah, you can do a timeout, but I

don't want them coming back. They're just

stupid people.

Are you happy about the duckies? Yeah,

they're cute. There's 11 of them. If you

follow my Instagram, you'll see the video

I put. They swim around in the ponds.

You are a nobody to her now.

I wonder how long it will take for the

little ducks to grow up and become big

ducks, and then what happens? Do they all

just fly off? Go their separate ways, and

then the mum— mother duck would just get

old and die in the garden. That'd be sad.

What happened to the man duck? He just

flew off and never came back. He stuck

around for a bit when the female was

sitting on the eggs. He swam around in the

pond nearby, and then after the eggs

hatched, he never came back again.

Weird, aren't they? You'd think He'd want

to stick around to help out and to see his

kids. But I guess birds don't give

a fuck. They're just like little robots

that are on like a predetermined

programming to mate and have kids and then

disappear. Like, no emotions are

there. They're just like existing on

autopilot.

That's what animals are like, aren't they?

They're just like running on autopilot,

fulfilling their biological coding.

Find food, find shelter, find mate, have

sex, make kids.

I wonder if he's off finding a new woman.

We're doing the same thing. Yeah, I guess

so. You find

your interests, you try and get good at

it, you try and make money from it, you

try and find a girlfriend, you try and get

a house, you settle down, you have kids,

you grow old, you die.

What else do you do?

Play Rainbow Six, eat food.

Where's my Bitcoin?

Oh, I've got $80 gains on my Bitcoin.

Do you want to see my Bitcoin gains?

Wait, I'll pull it up. How do I do this?

Wait, let me set it up first so I don't

dox myself.

That was such a crazy crash Bitcoin had.

If you picked up at $31K,

you would be laughing. You would

be up so much. Dogecoin dropped down to 20

cents, jumped straight back up to 40. You

could have 2x'd your money if you bought

that.

Okay, there it is.

Bitcoin. There, you can see my Bitcoin

updating live,

live on stream. Watch my money go up and

down. Look, I'm up $81. I'm gonna

be rich. I invested $990.

I took out a couple hundred when it was up

to about $42K. I wish I left it in now.

I woke up this morning, it said $100

green. I got some Ethereum as well,

but that's red. I bought that at the top

and then it dropped straight away. That

was bad timing. Didn't get the dip

on Ethereum.

Nice.

It's so funny, even the

community posts on YouTube, you have to

game the algorithm. So if I just put

streaming on Twitch now as a community

post, only like 20 people see it. But then

if I trick them and I put like, which

country is better, America or Japan? And

then I sneak the link in there too. Way

more people see the community post because

the algorithm thinks that's what they're

interested in. Stupid algorithm's so dumb.

It just tries and figures out what people

want to see.

What does my family think about my loss on

the stock market? My mum says I should

stop and my sister says don't worry,

it'll go back up.

Yeah, well, it has to go up like 100% for

me to get my money back now.

We want to see the SD card. One of the

girls on the SD card actually has a

Pornhub now. Should I tell you what the

Pornhub is? She's the LA girl.

What's the worst that could happen? I

mean, she gets like 100,000 views, so I

don't think she cares about being seen

naked.

She gets more views. She gets more views

than me. Yeah, well, it's easier to

get views on Pornhub when you're a cute

Japanese girl naked.

Uh, yeah, why not? I don't really care

about going to LA anyway.

Her P-Hub account name is Yuna

Tamago. Y-U-N-A T-A-M-A-G-O.

I mean, she messaged me anyway saying it'd

be nice if I gave her a shout out. So I

don't see what's wrong.

Gave her a shout out, didn't I?

Am I going to upload on Pornhub too? I

might do. I could just upload all my

OnlyFans stuff onto it. I don't know. I

don't really want 100,000 people seeing me

naked. OnlyFans isn't too bad because it's

just like 50, 70 people. If you put it on

Pornhub, there's a potential that millions

of people could see it.

I don't know if I want that.

Bitcoin,

Bitcoin, 8%.

Did you see who went and searched for her?

Isn't she cute? She's like my ideal type.

Asian, Japanese, not fat. Even the

hairstyle, I like it.

100K views on Pornhub would probably be— I

think she said it's about 60 cents for

every 1,000 views. So it's like

$60, isn't it?

Why don't I go to her? Because it's a

massive risk. It's so expensive to go to

LA. And then my recent experience with

women is you can't believe a bloody thing

they say. And one moment they want to meet

you, then they ghost you, and then like

half a year later they message you again,

and then they ghost you again, and then,

uh, She has self-harm cuts all up

her arm. Yeah, all these girls do.

Tattoos and self-harm scars,

it's what they always usually have.

It's content and cereal. Yeah, even if I

get ghosted, I guess it would be good

content. Daniel getting rejected again,

and then maybe even lead to something

else, like someone who lives there would

message me and say let's meet up, and I

could do like all this clickbait LA stuff,

like LA sucks or whatever. But America

really intimidates me. I just don't have

good feelings about America. It just looks

like a very unsafe place where you

have to be like a macho alpha male to

survive or else you get beaten up by

thugs.

Is it really that bad?

I just have a very, very bad image idea of

America.

You're going to be inside most of the time

anyway. Yeah, but I'd like to walk around

the nice bits at least. I don't want to

stay inside all day. I walked around a lot

in Rotterdam outside. I just didn't film

it because it's just me walking up and

down streets, not not talking. It's kind

of boring. People kept saying, why don't

you go outside? I went outside almost

every day. I just didn't film it. I

thought about filming it, but then it

would just be me walking around going, oh

look, it's a shop. Oh look, it's a pogo

I tried doing a stream outside in Where

was it? Berlin. And then I turned it off

straight away after 10 minutes. I don't

know if anyone remembers that. I tried

doing a GoPro stream. I wanted to walk

around and then I got really paranoid

someone would— someone might come and find

me. So I quickly turned it off. It was

just too hard. I felt so stupid.

In Germany, I went to Berlin, Düsseldorf,

Frankfurt,

and Heidelberg. Heidelberg was nice,

very scenic, nice mountains.

Mila kept saying she wants to go and live

in Heidelberg. She wants to live

everywhere. She said she wants to live in

Norway, and then she said Sweden, then she

said Spain. She's probably still at her

grandmother's house. How are you gonna

travel? You got a cat. What are you gonna

Did I buy Bitcoin? Yeah, I put $1,000.

Put $1,000.

I've also got a bit of Ethereum.

I should have bought Doge. Wow, it's

really windy outside. It sounds like a

hurricane. Why is Doge not on my list?

Yeah, I didn't buy the actual currency. I

bought this. I don't know what this is

because it says Bitcoin.

It's on eToro.

It just says BTC, Bitcoin, but it's not—

I don't think it's the actual Bitcoin.

Then what is it?

I think it's like trading the value of it,

but not the actual coin, because you

need like a special app like Coinbase or

Binance to get the actual Bitcoin. And

those apps are such a pain to set up. You

got to do the face verification thing and

then you got to give them ID and you got

to give them proof of your address. You

got to send them a bank statement. Such a

pain. I can't be bothered. I don't have

proof of address. I don't get bills. I

don't get a bank statement. It's all done

online.

You can relax on the beaches here. I don't

think I'm on— I'm a beach person. I'd get

burned up really badly.

And then I'd have to wear t-shirt and

shorts, won't I? And then you'd see how

skinny I am. I won't be able to wear my

jumper.

I tried getting £2,000 of Bitcoin on

Coinbase, and then they wanted to charge

£80.

I'm not paying £80 just to get £2,000.

That's such a high fee.

Why does it matter if people know you're

skinny? Because I feel— I

feel— what's the word?

Self-conscious about it.

I don't feel confident when my skinniness

is revealed. I don't feel good about

myself. Yeah, insecure. I feel very

insecure about my knees. And my wrists.

My wrists and my knees. My wrists are so

thin, like you could snap them. A

full-grown man could probably snap it like

a twig. My wrists are so fragile

looking. Look at them. It's like that.

I can, I can literally put

it all in my mouth.

It's not even hard to fit in my mouth.

Why do you feel judged about being skinny

but not the weird stuff you talk about?

Also, I don't really care what I talk

about. I care more about what I look like.

People judge you more on your looks in

the beginning anyway.

I just, I always feel insecure that I

don't look very attractive to girls

because I'm more skinny and weak looking.

I don't feel like women take me seriously

as a man because I don't look like one.

I just wish my wrists weren't so thin.

From this angle they look okay, but then

from the side they look really thin, like

they could cut paper.

Did girls comment on your wrists ever?

No, I don't think they

notice it too much, but I do.

Do wrist curls, but there's no muscle

here. The muscle's up here.

Here is just skin and bones. And the

tendon. So I'd need to build all my

muscles here so they eventually move down,

and then I have like Popeye forearms.

But I don't think the wrists are why girls

don't like me. I think there's much bigger

problems.

I wonder why these girls ghost me. I don't

really want to know because I'd probably

be upset, but I wonder what the reason is.

Like, did they hear me say something weird

on a stream? Did they find some Strange

thing I said in the past. Did they find a

new guy? Did they just get busy? Are they

on their period? Do they have some kind of

personal life problem that came up?

They are real. I video chatted with them.

I've been chatting to some of them for

years.

Yeah, maybe a couple were not real. I

think the Cornish girl was definitely

fake. It's been a week now and she didn't

send me any picture that I asked for.

She seems so real though. She kept sending

me pictures and they all look like the

same person. Where could she have gotten

those pictures from if

it was a guy pretending to be a girl?

It was a female body, and the body was

very distinctive. She had like a belly

button piercing. You could easily tell it

was the same body.

I think it was a gay guy pretending to be

a girl just to get like personal pics and

videos from me. Because when I asked for

the picture with my name on it, they,

they said, it hasn't stopped you from

sending videos of you shooting your load.

And I said, yeah, but if we're gonna meet,

I need proof.

So that kind of confirmed it for me.

Yeah, well, I kind of had my suspicions

anyway. She was way too hot. She was like

slim, big boobs, blonde.

But she kept saying weird stuff like, I

want you to rape me, Daddy. I want you to

breed me. Like really weird stuff.

What kind of gay guy gets off to that.

So I don't know, it's a bit of a mystery.

Yeah, I don't know what to do about the

girl situation. I feel like I'm at a bit

of a dead end now. I think

I dodged a couple bullets though. I'm not

too sad about a few of them ghosting me.

One of them just seemed really crazy.

Oh, it's such— it's so difficult.

If I go on Tinder, then they're all weird

looking or fat, and then if I use my

Instagram, then they're all kind of weird

and crazy or flaky, or they're just trolls

and catfishers. What am I supposed to do?

I can't go to Japan, otherwise I just go

to Japan, use Tinder. That worked last

time. I don't see why it won't work this

time.

I'm just getting kind of frustrated with

it, to be honest.

If there's no girl to meet up, then what

do I do? Life would be so boring, I

wouldn't even bother traveling.

I feel kind of lost now, like I don't know

what to do with my life.

The only thing I do for fun now is

trading.

Friday is tomorrow, last day of trading.

Markets finally went up again. I made a

couple hundred from a few things.

I just don't really know what to do with

my life. Nothing's gonna happen if I just

sit here.

Is this a virtual portfolio? No, it's

real. You're not very good at trading.

Um, guess not.

I feel like I'm a bit better now.

But I wasn't really trading before.

People keep accusing me of trying to do

day trading. I lost most of my money from

investing because I didn't trade it. I

just bought and I held, and I held it

until it all crashed.

I bought it and I watched it go up and I

held, and I watched it go up and I still

held, and then I watched it all come back

down and And then I still held,

and then I got fed up and I sold it. And

then I put it all in Bitcoin, and then

that crashed too. So now I'm just

not holding anything, and I'm waiting for

the market to crash, and then I'm buying,

and then I'm selling the next day when it

goes up again. And then I'm not holding.

I don't want to hold anymore.

So tomorrow when the market opens, I'll

get like $2,000 and I'll just put it

on, I don't know, Tesla or

something if the market's ripping.

It's quite predictable. I mean, it's been

doing the same thing almost every week

now. Beginning of the week, midweek, it

will crash and NASDAQ will drop and

plummet. 2%, and then all the stocks will

crash. And then by Thursday or Friday, it

starts rallying again. So I just buy at

the low when it's dipped and then ride

it back up. But then you don't know what

to do next because you don't know if it's

going to carry on going up or if it's

going to go down again.

It's like a 50/50% chance.

I just want to get my Trading212 account

back in the green. I only need to make

another £600 and then I'm back

breaking even. I need to make £10,000 on

my other one to break even. How am I going

to get back £10,000?

What happened with the short selling

account? That one started off at £160,

I got it up to £180, and then it dropped

down to £140, and today I got it back up

to £161. So I made £1.

After all that,

it's not

going anywhere. I can make £30 and then I

lose it because I try and do a short and

then it goes up instead of going down,

and then I have to try and make back my

money from the short. So annoying.

Wow, $1. And it's Cheiro's choice

to make a Discord, not yours. You were a

nobody I

wonder if I have a beer.

Chihiro off limits. You know, I put the

title Don't Talk About My Ex-Wife as like

a joke. I didn't think people would

actually listen. Well, thanks, I guess,

because usually on YouTube I say Don't do

this and don't do that, and then everyone

does it. Do Lovin's

donations hurt my feelings? No,

I'm grateful I get the money. He's donated

like $500 or something.

Well, it's still not the end of May.

There's still hope for my,

my, um, you know what. But then if

end of May comes and she still hasn't

messaged me back, Then we are effed.

There's no one left. That was it.

She's our last hope. After that,

then really, um,

yeah, I don't have anyone to meet up with.

Is anything interesting happening on

YouTube? I feel like YouTube is dead as

well.

Nobus's newest video is Being a Woman in

Japan. Sounds like he had a sex change.

There's like nothing interesting from

anyone recently.

Nothing interesting happening. Whole world

died.

Chihiro's video got 4,000 views.

Yes, I kind of expected it to.

The Discord probably has like 1,000

people, her Instagram had 500, and then

the subreddit probably linked it too. I

don't know how many are active on the

subreddit. And then she already had like

500 subs because she always had the

channel and people subbed to it. There was

just nothing on it.

But yeah, it's to be expected.

She was in my videos that had like 200,000

views on it.

Not much to react to.

Don't know how— what, what I would say

about it. Can we watch videos together?

I don't know. Then I don't know what to

say. And there's not

really anything interesting. Maybe if

Feena streamed again, we could go and say

hi. Am I going

to London? At this rate, probably not,

because girls keep disappearing on me left

and right.

No, I'm losing money. My Bitcoin gains

$74.

New video is doing well. It's got 11K

views now.

111! 111 is a special number sign. That's

how I got Mila back. Is the sign— what is

the definition?

Says, is seeing 111 meaning twin flame?

It is believed that when someone sees the

numbers 111 frequently, it means it is a

message from the angels. The number 111 is

considered quite lucky, means you will

soon be able to fulfill wishes and dreams.

Twin flames are lost souls that share the

same soul but have different bodies.

Many believe 111 meaning twin flames is

angels showing you a new direction in life

With opportunities to get what you have

wanted and lost.

Maybe Mila's coming back.

I don't think Mila was into this. Twin

flame stuff. I told her about it and she

didn't really have any reaction. She

didn't really say anything. She didn't

say, oh, I know about that too, or, oh, I

thought about that too. I don't even

remember what she said because I

started crying. She was dumping me and

then, oh yeah,

Before she dumped— tried to dump me the

second time, she asked to look at my phone

because she thought I was chatting to

girls. And I said, I am chatting to girls,

but I've been chatting to girls about you,

and they were like helping me. And then I

started explaining to her that I was

chatting to these girls about the twin

flame thing, and then I just started

crying. Like, I couldn't hold back the

tears. And then the

twin flame conversation kind of just went

nowhere.

Maybe I'll check that tarot card I used to

check. He says— I

don't know what that means.

He says big changes coming.

It's so cringe, but I used to be really

into this last year.

But it's always the same. He just picks a

bunch of random cards and then he says

something like, your twin flame is

thinking about you and they're making big

life choices so they can re-enter your

life. So all you have to do is sit back

and carry on doing what you're doing and

not freak out, and she'll be there soon.

Pretty much all the videos are like that.

But it really helped me last year when I

was going crazy from it.

Bitcoin is dropping fast. I'm going to buy

more if it goes down to 30.

I don't know, I wish I bought it yesterday

before people were pissing me off about

the Chihiro thing. It dropped down to 34k

yesterday and I was distracted because

stupid Discord nonsense.

All those Discord trolls are gone now.

Look, no one's saying anything about the

Discord anymore. They all pissed off,

didn't they? Good riddance.

Lock in profits. Um,

but then if it shoots up to $45K, I'd be

so annoyed. What's it gonna do?

I can't tell.

Maybe it might drop before it goes up

Can you do astrology on Bitcoin? You're

supposed to look at the charts. And then

do technical analysis on the charts.

I don't know how to do that.

It's doing an upward staircase now.

Unless this is a dead cat bounce, it's a

fake bull trap. So it looks like it's

bouncing up and it's gonna shoot up again,

but actually it's just a trap

and it's gonna drop again, tricking you.

Yeah, my new video, um,

says it's getting 30% more regular

viewers choosing to watch this.

Which is helping boost it in the

recommendations. Why do my viewers find

that particular title so fascinating?

Because they're like, oh, we told you so,

Daniel. We told you you're gonna lose it.

No, I'm riding Bitcoin back up. I'm gonna

make my money back. What was the most

exciting thing happening in your life

since you came back? I guess the pier

thing was a bit exciting. It was

kind of interesting, I suppose, but

stressful as well. Imagine if I

livestreamed it and I went downstairs

like, she's outside, and then I

took her up to my room. We did like a

livestream at 4 AM.

But apart from the pier thing, nothing

else happened. I lost money on the stock

market, and then I got depressed, and then

I got angry because guests kept coming

over, and then I had a big fight with my

mum, and then I got ghosted by like 5

girls who said they wanted to meet and now

they don't. And then

I had an argument with Chihiro yesterday

about bloody Discord.

That's it really. 2021, what an amazing

year. All my years have been action-packed

apart from this one. 2016, I went to

Japan, Korea, and then I had the Taiwan

Taiwanese girl episode. 2017, I had the

petrol station, single mother, Tomoko,

met Chihiro, moved to Japan.

2018, got married, channel blew up,

Malaysia vlogs, family Christmas.

2019, dad died,

cheated on wife, um,

went to Germany, met Turkish girl, Essex

girl. 2019 was pretty great now I look

back. Met so many girls.

2020 was also really good. Met Mida,

traveled to Europe, Germany.

2021 has just been so boring. Nothing has

happened apart from the Pia thing.

What year did you go to Norway? That was

2015. Yeah, 2015.

Korean ex-girlfriend came. We met,

we met in Paris, Charles de Gaulle, and I

got nearly scammed by a bunch of beggars.

Kept asking me for money. And then we went

to Norway, went to Bergen and Stavanger,

and then I brought her back home here.

Introduced her to my parents. It's really

awkward. My dad tried making conversation

with her. And I had to translate it into

Korean. My Korean probably sounded really

stupid.

And then— what else?

2015 was a weird year. It was

the first year I didn't go to Japan. Then

2016, I got the itch to go again, and I

got heartbroken by a Taiwanese girl. 2014

was also great. I had like 3 girlfriends

in 2014.

Wow, I had 3 girls in 2014. I had the

married Japanese woman with the burn

scars, and then chlamydia girlfriend, and

then I went back to the Korean woman after

chlamydia girlfriend.

What happened afterwards? Beginning of

2014, I was in Japan with the married

woman,

and then I went to Korea, and then I came

back home to England for just 2 months,

and then I went back to Japan to meet

chlamydia girlfriend for 3 months, and

then I went back to Korea again to see the

Korean woman again. It was like I kept

rebounding off the Korean woman.

And then I stayed in Korea for 3 months,

and I came back to England in September

for Christmas, I think. Yeah, 2014 was

great, actually.

The old Korean woman from the guest house.

Yeah, but at the time she was 35,

so she wasn't that old.

Good thing I didn't have a YouTube channel

back then. My YouTube channel is just

fucking me over.

I don't know, actually,

there's 2 ways of thinking about it. You

think before YouTube I had more luck with

the girls because they couldn't check up

to see what I was talking about because I

wasn't talking about anything anywhere.

So you could say YouTube is ruining my

chances with girls, but then if I didn't

have the YouTube in the first place,

there wouldn't be any girls because where

would they be coming from?

Actually, the, the Korean girlfriend

finally found out that I was like bouncing

backwards and forwards between different

girls and then going to see her. She only

found that out because that's when I made

a YouTube channel and I was talking about

it on a video when I was in Taiwan. And

then she got really angry. She said she

didn't want to see me ever again.

That was in 2016 I started vlogging,

talking about personal things.

Busted. That was the first time I got

busted.

That was the beginning of it. 2016 when I

was really depressed and I was just

moaning about girls the whole time on my

videos.

Do I still talk to the Korean ex? Yeah, I

talked to her in March. She messaged me

when it was my birthday.

We had a bit of a chat. She said she got a

house and she's got loads of cats now.

She's like a crazy cat woman now.

Bitcoin's dropping.

No! How much have I lost on stocks and

crypto? I don't even know. Probably

hundreds, probably thousands now.

Oh no, I'm dropping. 69.77.

Yeah, I had some good times with the

Korean ex. We traveled a lot together.

We met in Japan in a guest house,

and it was like my first ever proper

girlfriend experience. I had a Japanese

girlfriend, but it wasn't good.

We couldn't have sex. I couldn't get my

dick in for some reason. It just wouldn't

go in. We tried about 5 times and we

couldn't do it, and then we gave up, and

then she blocked me and stopped

replying to me.

That was the worst girlfriend I ever had.

She took me back to her parents' house

actually when her family was out, and we

tried doing it in her bedroom, and I still

couldn't get it in. I have no idea why it

was so difficult.

And then she was so busy the whole time,

it's like every day she had some kind of

interview, school thing, university thing,

job application thing. She could only meet

me once a week. And when she said,

sorry, I can only see you once a week, I

just felt crushed because in my mind I, I

kind of imagined we'd be together every

day and would be living this amazing

loving life, love life.

And then I got there and she said, I can

see you next week. And I was like, what?

What am I gonna do every day? I just sat

in the guest house staring at my phone.

I didn't even have a phone back then. No,

I had a laptop. I had like one of those

crappy phones back then.

I felt so lost. I wet myself

in the bed because I felt so anxious.

It's my first time in Japan. I was all

alone. I didn't know anyone. I was in this

guesthouse full of strangers, and I

thought I was going to be with her. I was

walking around 4 AM at night just

wondering what to do. It was

scary, your first time in Japan all alone.

I'm kind of surprised I even managed to do

it. My dad must have been so worried.

Just watching me fly off all on my own.

You used to put yourself out of your

comfort zone but stopped. Yeah,

I guess so. I just can't imagine doing the

guesthouse thing again. Because now I can

afford to get my own place.

I don't see the point of making myself

suffer in a guest house. There's horrible

guest houses. You gotta share the shower

room with like 100 people. You've gotta

share the kitchen. It's always really

noisy. Kitchen's always filthy and dirty,

and then it's always full of people.

You're going down to the kitchen and you,

you're hungry, you want to make food, and

then there's like 20 people in the kitchen

and there's no room. And then you're just

like trying to squeeze in between people.

You end up sitting there waiting with your

ingredients, waiting to cook, and they're

so noisy as well. And you really have to

put effort into talking to people and

making friends, or else you end up All

alone, like a weird guy all sitting on his

own.

2017 was the last time I went and it was

just horrible. I felt so lonely.

There wasn't really like a social

community feeling in 2017. Everyone was

just like busy with their own lives.

I don't know why. Maybe society changed.

2017 and 2010 were just completely

different experiences. 2010,

everyone was just so warm and social,

not staring at their phones. Smartphones

weren't really a thing then. They were

just becoming a thing. I mean, you had

stuff like the iPhone 4 just came out,

but people weren't really addicted to

their phones and social media. As much

back then. You didn't have all these apps,

or they were just starting off, but they

weren't really popular.

And then 2017, everyone was just like

keeping themselves themselves, didn't

really talk much.

Evenings, the living room was empty a lot

of the time.

It's kind of sad comparing it. I took a

picture comparing 2010 to

2017. 2010, the picture was just packed

full of people having a good time.

And then 2017, I was just sitting there in

the corner on my own. It's so depressing.