Self Isolation in England - Day 6

Who likes my robe?

I'm very happy with my new robe. Let me

check, see if it's streaming.

Finally got home safe

and sound.

Oh nice,

let me check. Testing.

Safe and sound.

It looks so funny. Check.

Testing.

Uh, I crack myself up.

This robe has made me so happy. I didn't

realize I'd love having a robe so much.

How can a robe make someone so happy?

Hmm, it cost £30.

People are always like, I don't know what

to get Daniel for his Christmas present.

I don't know what Daniel likes. I like my

robe.

Okay, let me see the chat. Life update,

please. So I left the Netherlands,

um, about 6

days ago because Mila dumped me. I've been

back about 6 days now. I've been kind of

lazy, didn't really do any YouTube stuff,

just been relaxing. I guess it's time to

get back into it.

Wait, let me check something.

Your streams have Streamlabs again,

heart. It's been so long since I could

spam you with numbers. Oh, thank you.

Yes, I am back on Streamlabs. Got my

computer. I got a new curved monitor.

It's 32 inches, just like the one I had

back in Japan. It's really nice. And I've

got Streamlabs again. I've got my

microphone that I nearly left behind

in Germany last year. I can't believe that

was only last year. You know, all the

Germany stuff and Turkish girl stuff and

SD card stuff. It feels like it was ages

ago. Actually, it wasn't last year. It was

2 years ago now. We're 2021.

Yeah, coming back home was weird because

the first few days was really nice. I

really liked being back home. But then

after a while, I don't know, I felt a bit

down the last 2 days. Just didn't really

feel like doing anything.

I feel a bit better today. I don't know

why I feel weird. I don't know, I feel

kind of confused sometimes. I'm not sure

if I'm happy or sad about the whole You

know, getting dumped situation. I think I

was kind of relieved that it, it was over,

and then I felt kind of happy to be able

to come back home where it's nice,

not in horrible Rotterdam surrounded by

noisy neighbors, having to pay so much

money on rent.

Living in Rotterdam was just a complete

nightmare. I hated it so much. I was only

there because I wanted to be nearby to

Mila, but without Mila being

a reason to be there, then I didn't have

any reason to be there, and I just left

straight away. I couldn't wait to leave.

That apartment was nice, but It's just the

neighbors. And then that police raid was

like the final straw in the coffin. After

the police raid, I just didn't want to be

there anymore. It was horrible. I felt— I

never felt so scared in my entire life.

Would I go back to my old ways of content

making? Planning to return to Japan? I

don't know. I don't

really have any plans. I don't know. It

depends how I feel. Depends what my mood

is like. I felt like when I was with Mila,

there's a lot of things I couldn't do and

I had to stop doing. And then I had to

suppress my natural personality and the

things that I usually talked about because

I didn't want her to hate me and I wanted

her to like me. So I did all of that, you

know, spirituality, pretending fake

self-improvement stuff.

I don't know about Japan, uh, they still

don't let foreigners enter the country yet

until summer maybe. But I don't

really feel like traveling anywhere

anytime soon. I just want to relax at

home, take it easy, do some relaxing.

Did I get my deposit back?

Um, she said that they won't

go and check the apartment until Monday

because it's New Year's holiday. So they

haven't even been back to the apartment

yet. So they're going to check the

apartment, see if it's okay, and then,

uh, tell me, let me know if I get my

deposit back. Hopefully they do because

it's quite a lot of money. It was like

$2,800.

So hopefully they give me my deposit back

and then I can spend it on stocks.

Oh, I got this new light as well.

So I got rid of the, the ring lights and I

got rid of the mushroom lamp and I got

this new one. Cost about £40 on Amazon and

you can control it with your phone

wirelessly, and it's got all of the colors

that exist in the world. I like purple.

WTF was with the ghost rat in your Bleach

raid video? The ghost rat?

Did your act have rats in it? So many

people thought there was a ghost rat. It

wasn't a ghost, it was a little ball of

dust that was floating around. It did

look pretty weird though in the stream.

It did look like it was an animal and it

was jumping around, but I checked it

out after the stream and I found like a,

a ball of dust and hair that was just

blowing around. You see what I mean about

ghosts? People see something that looks

weird and they can't really explain it,

so they straight away just

think, oh, it's a ghost. When no,

it's just a ball of dust. That's why so

many people think that they've seen UFOs,

or they think they've seen a ghost,

because they see something strange that

they can't explain, and then their mind

starts, you know, their imagination starts

taking over, and they start thinking, is

it a ghost? Is it a UFO? Is it a dinosaur?

There's usually a logical explanation

behind things. Everyone was like, it was a

ghost rat. So many people were saying,

did you see the ghost rat?

It did look kind of funny though. I should

clip it, put it onto my second channel,

put ghost rat as the title.

How did I get home from the airport? Was

it hard? No, it wasn't. It was really It

was just the same as usual. I was really

worrying about, you know, Tier 4 lockdown

and would I be able to get home and would

I get quarantined? But no, I just landed,

I scanned my passport in the automatic

gate, and I just walked out and I got an

Uber, came home. So easy.

There was no checks, no temperature

checks, no testing, no interrogating, no

questioning me where I was going to go,

where I was going to isolate.

Um, you just have to fill out this little

form online and then enter where you're

going to be staying and then press submit,

and they don't even check it. They say you

have to fill it out because they're going

to check it when you land, but they didn't

So I don't know about all this. If you

watch the news, they make it seem really

serious, like it's the end of the world,

and then you get home and then in reality

it's just, it's not that bad. Everything

just seems the same. So I just got an

Uber. He was a nice fellow.

He said he's never been to Kent before. I

I asked him, have you ever been out this

far from London? He said no.

He said it was nice, very quiet. The roads

were completely empty. It was just

complete emptiness.

And then I came home. Yeah, that's it

really. No drama, nothing exciting.

It's funny, I was worrying so much about

will I be able to get home, will I get

quarantined, will they take me away, are

there going to be planes flying. It's just

so easy. I just booked a ticket, got an

Uber, went to the airport, came home.

Oh, it's getting a bit of déjà vu. From

the beginning of last year when I came

home from Korea and I was worrying about

the virus when it first appeared.

People were saying, Daniel, get out of

Korea, go home, it's not gonna be safe.

And then I came home and it was nice.

And then the whole Mila thing happened,

didn't it?

What mic am I using? I'm using the Blue

Yeti— Blue Yeti mic.

You seem happy now. Yeah, I am in a pretty

good mood these days. I feel like I'm in a

much better mood than I was when I was in

Rotterdam. I was just so stressed out in

Rotterdam. I was worried about my channel

dying. I was worried about Nothing

interesting happening to be able to make

videos about. I was worried about paying

all that rent. I was worried about getting

dumped at any moment. I was worried about

Mila getting unhappy. I was worried about

not being able to talk about anything I

want to on livestreams. I was worried

about the police raiding me. It's pretty

stressful living there. I was in a really

bad space. I was in a bad mental

space over there. Just, I didn't— did not

feel happy at all.

So I'm quite happy to be back.

Relationships can be so stressful when

they're not good relationships. It just

becomes like a nightmare.

I guess it was for the best.

That it ended. Did I get my deposit

back? No, I'm still waiting. I have to

wait until Monday until they go back to

work because it's New Year's

holidays, so they're not gonna check out

the apartment and do that kind of stuff

now. I was a bit scared. I thought she

blocked me because I checked WhatsApp and

the profile picture turned blank. I

thought maybe she blocked me. I guess she

could block me, and then what could I do?

I guess I have to— can I sue them from

England? I've got a contract.

How much money would it cost to sue them

if they tried blocking me and they tried

running away with the deposit? It's a

bit of a gamble, I guess. That's why I

don't like getting apartments. You have to

get these contracts. Mila's house

locationing the Xmas vid right before she

dumped you. LMFAO. I didn't really

dox her. That wasn't actually her house.

It was just a random house on the way

there. I thought it'd be funny if I

pretended to dox her.

Did I tell the landlord about the raid?

Yeah, I messaged her. I said, not sure if

you heard, but there was a police raid

Last night was pretty scary, so I left and

I'm back home in England. I don't need the

apartment anymore. She said she

understands and it's fine.

I did tidy up a little bit, but I left the

food in the fridge. I left towels and I

left some bags of rubbish and

cardboard boxes, but I had a Hoover

around. And I tried to tidy

things up and I wiped about, but I didn't

really do a really good job at cleaning it

spick and spanly.

What's that noise?

The hell's that?

Is that an ambulance? It looked like a

big van or a big lorry or something.

Don't know.

Weird. It's too dark out there.

That was a weird-looking vehicle.

Vehicle.

It sounded like it was reversing.

It was kind of weird spending

Christmas there. I got her

a Christmas present. I got her this

notebook, um, like a journal,

and it had these colorful feathers on it

because I know she likes feathers. She

likes that spiritual kind of stuff. So I

got her one of those and she was, she was

really happy with it. She was smiling.

She said she really liked it. She hugged

me. I thought everything was going great.

I was talking to her family, and then the

next day we're just sitting on the sofa,

and then out of nowhere she just goes,

I'm not happy, Daniel. I want to end this.

Boxing Day was weird. There was like this

weird awkwardness, and you could tell she

was not happy. Her face was just like

dead, like it was like this.

There was no smiling at all. I don't know

what was wrong with her. And she was

really cold and distant. I felt like

something was gonna happen.

Anyway, it's over, I guess.

Now it's time to rebuild

myself. I felt like

there was a lot of damage that she did to

me mentally. I never felt so upset before

in, in the beginning of last year when she

rejected me. I felt so depressed. I was

working out and getting protein powder to

try and improve myself because I

was so upset that she didn't want to be

with me. I kind of broke,

I think. Mentally broke.

So I got my Discord server back. I made a

new Discord straight away. That's going

well, I think.

I really wanted to bring back the Discord

server, but she kept saying she didn't

like it. She didn't think it was a good

idea. What's my plan

from here on? I don't know.

No idea. Even if I wanted to, I can't

really travel. Everywhere's just in

complete lockdown.

It's actually illegal to travel around

England now. You can get a fine if you're

caught traveling around.

A lot of countries have even blocked

flights coming from England. They won't

even let English people into the country.

So yeah, not really anything's gonna

happen travel-wise.

Japan's still not letting foreigners in,

so I'm kind of stuck here for a bit,

which I don't really mind. It'd be nice to

save up some money. It'd be nice to just

relax at home for a bit.

It's kind of funny, all this stuff going

on, I still managed to— it didn't really

affect me much, did it? I still managed to

travel to Germany, around Europe, then

come back home.

Sometimes it feels like it's not actually

real. It's a conspiracy.

No, I think it is real, but it doesn't

feel like it sometimes. I'm pretty sure I

didn't get the virus. I feel fine. But

there was barely any— well, there were

quite a lot of people on the aeroplane.

But I had no one sitting next to me. But

if you're on the aeroplane, isn't the air

circulating? So if one person has it on

the plane, how can you be safe from it?

Because the air is all getting cycled

But I think I'm fine. I don't

feel weird or anything.

What's the thing I miss most about

Rotterdam? Absolutely nothing.

There's nothing good about Rotterdam.

It's— I don't know, there's just nothing

special about it. I guess I might miss

Uber Eats. I don't have Uber Eats here

because I'm so far out in the countryside.

It was nice being able to use Uber Eats.

Get myself McDonald's from my home.

There was this really bitchy European girl

sitting next to me. I don't know if you

watched my last video, but I secretly

filmed her conversation.

She was having this really loud phone call

complaining about her boyfriend, I think.

It sounded like he ghosted her or

something. She was like, I'm really

worried. He won't pick up my phones. I

don't know what to do. I'm gonna go to

London. Why would you— I don't understand

these people. Why would you have such a

loud phone call about something so private

and personal on a plane? You're surrounded

by dozens of people and she just doesn't

care. It's like, oh, I just got dumped.

I'm in such a mess.

It's weird. These people are just strange.

I could never do that. She's on the phone

the whole time talking to a friend or

something. I think she was going from

Amsterdam flying to London because she

didn't want to be in Amsterdam anymore.

This is just some random— I think she's

French. She had leather pants, like really

tight leather pants. She had these really

flashy looking high-heeled boots with

golden ankles. She had 2 iPhones.

In her hand purse, and she was like

wearing this really slutty top as well.

She looked really bitchy.

I bet Mila would like her. I bet Mila

would think she's cool with her leather,

leather trousers.

I just thought, my God, people like this

actually exist. 2 iPhones!

Why does she have 2 iPhones?

Now I guess it's interesting listening to

people's conversations. Everyone's got

problems. I guess

it's kind of similar. She broadcasts her

conversation into the aeroplane surrounded

by strangers. I broadcast my situation

onto YouTube.

Oh, thank you, Elisha. Um,

I like the Black Parade one. That was a

good song. I can't remember the

names of the songs. It's been such a long

time since I listened to MCR.

Oh, thank you, American Ajumma. Very kind

of you. I haven't listened to music in

ages. I just listened to these random

coffee shop jazz ASMR,

10-hour-long videos on YouTube. I find

that really relaxing. Just search coffee

shop jazz ASMR, they've got good stuff.

It really makes me feel relaxed. I think

I'm kind of past my, my edgy emo

rock band phase. It took me long enough,

but I don't really like— I'm not really

that interested in listening to metal or

angsty rock anymore.

I just want to listen to some nice

relaxing jazz music with coffee shop ASMR

Did I get a new gaming laptop? No,

I don't really feel like gaming actually.

I got Red Dead Redemption 2, but it was

just kind of boring. I played Rainbow Six

a bit, but then I got bored of it. Now I

just don't really play anything.

Just can't really get into games. There's

no games that are really hooking me right

now, so I don't feel like I need to get a

laptop. Might get a MacBook

just for the Lols. I don't really need

it though. Shouldn't really buy

anything, I guess. Should save my money.

Show us your new monitor.

But then I have to take down the webcam.

I guess I could.

That's my new monitor.

Oh, now look what you made me do.

Drop my light.

It looks like a radioactive jar.

It is the holy The holy vial

of— oh, there's a fly on it.

Go away.

Oh no, it doesn't shine through.

Put it here.

It is a— it's a Dell monitor, not MSI.

It's just as good. It's the same, really.

Oh, he made me broke my lamp. Made me

break my lamp.

Move this out of the way.

I can't get this thing out of the way.

It's been ages since I streamed on my

computer. Do you like it better when I

stream on my phone or my computer? I kind

of like my phone. It just felt more

simple. With my computer, I've got all

this stuff like my mic, my webcam, then

I've got to set Streamlabs up, and then

there's all this stuff on the screen.

What Christmas present did I get my mum

and sister? I got my sister a wooden box.

From the spiritual shop. I also gave her

my Magic Mouse, and I didn't really

get my mum anything because Mila got her

so much, so much stuff, so we had like a

joint present. My sister actually

got me a present as well, but she sent it

to Mila's house, so Mila has it now. It

was like a little drone. It was a tiny

drone that you can control using hand

gestures apparently, but I'm not there

anymore, so I didn't get it. Mila has it.

Stole my Christmas present. She asked

if she should send it back, but we just

said keep it.

So I didn't get any Christmas presents

from my family because they sent them to

Computer's so much better. Yeah, I guess

the connection should be more stable

because I'm using a wired connection, not

Wi-Fi.

Stupid webcam.

Whole house has been freezing because we

can't figure out how to operate my dad's

central heating system. I pressed some

buttons on it randomly and it seems to

have worked. My heating is on now, but the

whole house has just been freezing. We've

just been burning wood all day in the

fireplace. He has this weird custom

self-designed box And

he designed the whole thing, he programmed

the whole thing, and he made all the

buttons and the menus. And it's just— it

doesn't make any sense. I have no idea how

it works. I just press some switches

randomly, hoping for the best. But some of

them are on. They're on in my room now,

but then some of them are off. We've got

these radiators, and there's an oil tank

outside that heats everything up. That's

the problem. The house is— the house was

just completely designed by my dad. All of

the heating system, the plumbing, the

wiring, everything. So if anything goes

wrong, he's not really around anymore to

fix it, and none of us have any idea about

stuff like that. Oh,

thank you, Dracula. Is it true you're

going back to Japan to win back Chihiro?

No, it's not true. Although I could get

an apartment nearby where she works.

That would be so creepy if I just got an

apartment nearby where she works and I

didn't tell her, and then I accidentally

leaked my address.

7-2-8-2-6-2-6-2,

9-3-7-2-6-2-7-2-7,

8-2-6-2-6-2,

2-7-2-8-2-6-8,

6-2-2-8-2-6-2,

8-3-2-6-7-9-7-0.

01 or 101.

This water's all cloudy.

Wait, I need to get more water. Why is

this water all cloudy? Look at that,

it's like a magic potion.

I mean, it's really nice having

a bath. I had a bath every day. I haven't

had a bath in 4 months now, 5 months.

The last time I had a bath was in

Rotterdam when I was in that really

expensive apartment. That I didn't really

show much of because when I was there, I

was still pretending that I was in Germany

because Mila wouldn't let me tell anyone

that we were together again. So I was

actually in Rotterdam in October,

but she didn't want people to know we were

back together, so I had to carry on

pretending I was still in Germany. People

found out anyway that I was in a Dutch

apartment. But there was no bathtub

in my last apartment. It's so

nice having a bath, just soaking in the

hot water. It just feels really good.

I'm trying to think, what do I want to buy

next?

I thought I wanted to upgrade my computer,

but I think it's still pretty good. I've

been using it for 5 years now and it's

still holding up really well.

That's the great thing about computers.

If you spend a lot of money building it,

it will last you ages, and then you don't

have to worry about upgrading it every

year. So I'm

quite pleased with it.

I think it's fine. It's a waste of money

if I just spend thousands on a new

computer. You should

definitely get an apartment where she

works and follow her onto the train and

touch her up. Yeah, I was saying it would

be funny. I'm not actually gonna do it,

but it would be funny if I got an

apartment where she works. And I

accidentally leak my address, and then the

subredditors dox me, and then she finds

out and she's like, Daniel's living near

my workplace.

What do you think she would do? What if

she turns up with a bunch of her friends

and beats me up or something?

Oh, do you know what I'd like? I might get

a vape again. I quite liked vaping when

I was doing the stream in Japan. That was

fun. Why is the stream

in 360p? Because my internet sucks.

If I turn up the quality, it'll probably

crash— probably

crash and lag if I keep turning the

quality up.

Oh, there's some things I wanted to tell

you about, but I'm not allowed to. My mum

said don't tell anyone, and then my sister

said don't tell anyone either, so I can't

tell anyone. You see,

people keep saying I'm a bad person

because I fake stuff. I'm not faking stuff

by choice. People make me fake stuff and

they make me not talk about stuff. Like,

Mida wouldn't let me tell everyone I was

back with her, so I had to fake stuff.

Chihiro didn't let me tell everyone we got

back together 2 years ago, so I had to

fake the homeless stuff. Your mood seems

way better. Does this mean we won't get

triggered streams anymore? Will there be

CGF? Oh, thank you. Yeah, my mood

is good today. I don't know about

tomorrow. I was getting really triggered.

I had some really embarrassing angry

moments in Rotterdam during the streams.

I don't know why I was so angry. I just— I

felt really stressed out and

I couldn't rant about the real reason why

I was so stressed out. So I had to find

different ways to vent and release my

anger, and the way I did it was

by just having a massive rant about

something I wasn't really that angry

about.

The problem is,

um, I kind of have to fake stuff if I'm

not allowed to talk about it. I don't— if

I could go back in time, I don't know how

I could have done a better job with the

whole fake stuff when I was in the

Netherlands the first time. Because if I

told everyone I was in the Netherlands,

they would instantly think, oh, he's back

with Mila. So I couldn't

announce that I was in the Netherlands,

so I had to carry on pretending I was in

Germany.

And I couldn't go outside to film because

then you would know where I was. It was

just a really tricky situation,

and the best I could come up with was I

got a job at a sandwich factory and I'm

getting therapy and life in Germany when I

wasn't even in Germany.

So I felt like I didn't have any other

Oh, thank you, Rage. Do a backflip.

I don't think I'm capable. I used to have

this phase when I was really obsessed with

backflips. I kept dreaming about doing

backflips, and I thought it was really

cool. And then I woke up, and I realized I

can't actually do a backflip, and I felt

so sad. I have these weird dreams where

I'm doing front flips, and I'm jumping

around like Spider-Man.

Do a backflip.

Kacey made another video about me. Is it

the my friend is crying

or something? I didn't watch it. Don't

know why he's still making videos about

me. Kind of weird, isn't it?

You'd think people move on by now.

It's surprising who still watches my

livestreams sometimes. I can't talk about

I got in a little bit of— well, not— I

didn't really get in trouble, but Maybe

I shouldn't say it. I really want to say

Well, someone I know who went out with her

is— was still watching my channel and

found out about something that she didn't

want him to find out about.

Didn't know he was watching my streams.

No, I won't say it. That's as much as I'll

say. Do you like my robe?

Oh, it's so boring knowing secrets when

you can't tell people.

Tell me your secrets.

Oh, thank you, Ed. Very kind of your

Super Chat. Casey is a punk. He'll do a

livestream with Mila next. Yeah, Casey's

next video series, 20 episodes

with Mila at dinner trash-talking

me. Daniel was

smelly and Daniel's Dutch was really bad.

And he didn't kiss my bum.

Imagine if he goes around interviewing all

my exes who hate me now.

Guess I could start planning what to do

later on in the year.

Depends what happens, I guess.

If I did go back to Japan, I probably

would go to Osaka because I'm familiar

with it. I don't really like Tokyo that

much. I guess I could go to the 3rd

biggest city. I think that's Fukuoka,

isn't it?

Go to Thailand? I don't know, I've never

really been a massive fan of Thailand.

Not really sure what to do really. Very

difficult. Maybe later I'll feel more

motivated. To do something.

Find out where Chris Broad lives.

Stalk him.

My mortal enemy, Chris and Joey,

conspired against me. They kicked me out

of the J-vlogger community. They wouldn't

even let me in. Didn't even give me a

helping hand. They could have been like,

hey, Daniel's an up-and-coming J-vlogger,

why don't we give him a hand? No, they

just ostracized me, didn't they?

Those conniving bastards.

I'll show them.

See who's laughing last.

We should make our own J-vlogging crew.

A cooler— we'll

make a cooler version of Joey and

Chris and who's

the third one? Oh,

thank you, Crypto. Wait, my mum's watching

my livestream. I can hear the volume from

her phone.

She has the volume up so high I can hear

it.

Testing.

No, it sounds like music. I don't know. I

was worried she might do this. She watches

my livestreams because she says I don't

talk much and she doesn't know what I'm

thinking, and the only way to find out

what I'm thinking is to watch my

livestreams.

I can hear music, so I don't think she's

watching it.

Any vlogs gonna come up soon? Miss MV.

Any vlogs coming soon? I don't really have

any plans. Oh, my sister got a

car. Hope you're doing well and had a nice

Christmas. My sister got a car so I could

do a video trying to drive. Maybe. I don't

really think it'd be a long video.

Thank you, Cesium.

She had a nice Christmas. Oh, someone sent

me a Christmas card. I got it from

America, Florida. It says it was sent on

the 18th and it just arrived. Yes, I mean

today. So it took over 2 weeks to get

here. He was nice.

That was nice of him.

I think if I went to Japan, uh, the

longest I could stay there would be maybe

6 months. Cami, please join the livestream

and come in Daniel's room if you are

watching. No. It was so

awkward livestreaming when Mila was here,

remember? I kept trying to do a livestream

with her and then we just sat here not

really saying anything, just reading the

chat. I find it very uncomfortable

streaming with people. Prefer to be alone.

Yeah, I can stay 3 months in Japan without

a visa. And then I can extend it by

another 3 months if I go to immigration

and then fill out that form and then tell

them why I want to extend it. They

extended it without any questions before

twice, so it's quite easy.

Why is Chris more handsome and successful

than me? I don't know.

Why is the sky blue?

Because he's white and I'm not.

I found his dad on YouTube. Why is Chris

more handsome and successful than you?

Did you know Chris Broad's dad is on

YouTube as well? He was on TV.

I know his name, but you're jealous.

I'll tell you later how to find him.

How old is Chris? Chris is 1 year younger

than me, so he's 30. Can you believe Chris

is younger than me? That's weird.

His production quality is higher. Yeah,

well, he just bought an expensive camera.

If I had an expensive camera, then my

quality would look good as well.

Wait,

do you

know what this looks like? This looks like

a very short, fat lightsaber. Doesn't it?

Look at this.

It's the shortest, fattest lightsaber

you've ever seen.

Get your mom to do 10 things I hate about

Daniel. No, my mum doesn't want to get

involved. No one wants to

get involved.

I'd probably go back to Osaka if I went

back to Japan. It's just a nice city and

it's cheap and it's not too big and it's

not too small, just like Chihiro's

Something— what was I saying?

I forgot now.

Something about lightsabers.

Yeah, you can change the color as well.

You can change it to yellow or blue.

It's really nice.

Maybe I should have gotten an Amazon link

and then promote it, and then I get money

since I'm an affiliate.

Said he was going to anyway, so do it now.

What are you talking about?

Yeah, I forgot what I was talking about.

Oh well.

Can I do a vlog at the petrol station?

No, it looks completely different now.

It got bought out by a different company

and they completely changed everything

inside. I don't even recognize it.

I went there last year with Mila to buy

bread or something and they didn't even

recognize me.

Do I think Chihiro still checks my

channel? Yeah, she— according to my mum,

she watched the whole stream when Mila

dumped me. I don't know if she watched

the whole thing. It was pretty long. I

don't know if she was laughing at me,

thinking, haha, serves him right. Now he

knows how I feel. It's kind of weird these

people still watch my streams. They're so

long.

Will you try to sleep with Chesh in Osaka

again? No.

I don't think that would be a good idea.

It's not fair she let the Australian guy

sleep with her as like a sex friend,

but then if I message her saying, do you

want to have sex, she'd probably say no.

Not that I would want to, but she was

completely okay with the Australian guy

sleeping around and then also sleeping

with her. But when I do it, she divorces

me. So unfair.

What's so special about him?

I wonder if they met up again. I don't

think the Australian guy would. Because

he, he seems to be a very private guy,

and he was begging Sam not to get

him involved with Daniel because he's very

private and he wants to live in Japan

long-term and doesn't want people knowing

about his private life. Oh, so your mum's

friends with Hiro after all this time?

Yeah, my mum's friends with all my exes

and chats with all of them. It's weird.

And she Chatted to Mila as well. Mila was

telling my mum all about what happened.

I don't know how I end up with all my exes

talking to my mum all the time. It's just

Very weird.

But my mum also— I

don't know, actually. No, no, I don't

think she does. I was gonna say she talks

to my sister's exes. I think she talks to

my sister's ex's mum, but not the actual

exes.

I think it was actually my mum who talked

Chihiro into taking me back the last time

because she wanted the marriage to work,

I guess.

She wants to get rid of me.

I don't know what else Mira told her.

I decided to block Mira because I didn't

really want to hear what she had to say.

It would just be the same thing, like,

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you. But

this is for the best. We're too different.

I like my alone time. I'm not ready for a

relationship. That's probably what she

would say. Heard it all before. Don't

really want to hear it again.

If you're not interested in a

relationship, shouldn't have met me in the

first place. Just messing me around,

wasting my time.

Will you be mad if Mila starts dating

another man? I wouldn't be

mad, but wouldn't make me feel good.

Brand name of the lamp? Uh, the lamp is—

let me check the app.

The app is called Lepro Lamp UX.

L-E-P-R-O. It's a pretty good lamp,

I'd recommend it. Let me

check Amazon.

L-E-Wi-Fi Smart bedside

table lamp. Maybe I'll do a whole review

video and then I'll link my Amazon link.

I wonder if that'll work to get money.

The Amazon link actually makes some nice

money if people use it, but you have

to click on it and then buy stuff on

Amazon, and then I get about 5% of the of

how much you spent. So if you spend $100

buying stuff, then I'll get about $5

or $10, I think. It depends. I'm not

exactly sure.

What am I gonna do now? Well, my basic

general life plan is— I'm still

into investing, so I'm waiting for the

markets to open next week.

So I want to get some good investments,

make some money on the market.

Bit worried actually about, about next

week. It's the first week of the new year,

market might be up and down. Just need to

not panic sell. Can you read my donation?

Let me check.

I don't see a donation.

From Elad 5.

Did I miss it?

Pretty sure I didn't miss it.

Can I see a list of what people have

bought using the Amazon link? Yeah, I can.

People buy all kinds of stuff:

electronics, toilet paper, cat litter.

Am I enjoying having a Discord server

again? Yeah, I am. I really missed having

the Discord server because I don't

really have a lot of friends to chat to,

and it's nice just having the Discord

servers just go on to and then just chat

to random people, and then people can

join in the conversation if they want to

or not. It feels a bit like having

friends. I felt kind of lonely without it.

It was— but the Discord was causing a lot

of problems when I was with Chihiro, and

then it caused problems a bit when— in the

beginning when I was with Miura. It seems

to cause problems when I'm in a

relationship. I don't know why, because I

spend a lot of time on it and then I get

carried away, you know, joking about— some

people don't like how I joke about— they

get upset with the things I say,

especially Chihiro. She got upset every

time. She got upset. I was just joking

about— I wasn't really being serious, but

she took it seriously. Because that's

what the whole atmosphere is like on the

Discord. It's not serious, it's just like,

I don't know, like 4chan or something.

Just being silly, it's being immature.

It's nothing, nothing to take seriously.

It's Caesium behind all the leaks and

problems. I have my suspicions.

I don't have any solid proof, but I

don't know. He's a sneaky fellow. Is

cesium behind all the leaks and problems?

I like it when it looks like this. It

looks like that guy on Mortal Kombat, the

one that shoots lightning.

I look like a jobber.

Have I talked to Chihiro? No, but I think

she talks to my mum.

I'm sure she's fine.

You look like Red Riding Hood. No, I look

like a Sith Lord.

Sith Lord. Dan Lord the Sith Lord.

With my little short and fat lightsaber.

Am I still doing OnlyFans? I uploaded a

new video, but it's not really new. It was

something I made a couple years ago. I

don't really feel like making OnlyFans

stuff anymore. Number one, I don't have

any ideas, so it's just the same, just

jerking off. Number two, I feel kind of

uncomfortable when my family's here doing—

it feels weird doing that stuff when your

family's in the same house.

And then it's just the same thing over and

over again, isn't it? And I'm too lazy

to buy toys or outfits or do weird stuff.

I'm just not really into it that much.

Although it was pretty good money.

Will you get a JK MILF or escort girl in

Osaka? Maybe if I get really desperate for

money, I might do it again. But right

now I feel I feel quite happy with my

money situation. Don't really feel like I

need— I guess I would like more, but don't

really feel like I'm under pressure

to do OnlyFans, especially now I don't

have to pay rent. That's one nice thing.

I can put all of my earnings straight back

into the market instead of wasting it On

a crappy apartment in Rotterdam.

Oh, thank you, Tupac. Love from Israel.

Your channel is good form of

entertainment. Well, I'm glad some people

like it. Will I get a JK MILF

or escort in Osaka? I think I'm kind of

done with escorts. I didn't even get

one single prostitute in Rotterdam.

That's so weird because I had like 6

prostitutes in Korea. I was in Rotterdam

where number one, prostitutes are really

cheap. Number two, I could have easily

gotten one because I lived by myself. I

would have just messaged them, given my

address, and they knock on the door. But I

didn't even get one, honestly. I just felt

like it was a waste of money and I wasn't

really that desperate to have Cheesecake.

I mean cereal. It just,

it does feel like a waste of money just

paying for it, paying for sex. I'd rather

put the money into stocks.

Maybe I changed a bit. I just wasted so

much money in Korea because in Korea it's

pretty expensive to get a call girl.

Costs about $250 for

1 hour. And then some of them

were kind of ugly. 2 of them were really

cute, like Korean actress model level

of cuteness. One of them I tried Well, I

got her contact details and I tried

bypassing her company and trying to get

her to come directly to me, but she

wouldn't do it. She kept saying, contact

the number from the website and then I'll

come. I said, can't you just come now?

Why do I have to contact your manager?

She was like, that's how it works, sorry.

Doesn't she realize she'll get more money

if she just comes directly to me and I

give her all the money because she only

gets half the money, or maybe less than

half. But she wasn't

interested. Do you have craving

for JK girls in Osaka? Uh,

I don't really feel that obsessed with

Japanese girls anymore. I think I'm kind

of over my Japanese girl phase.

Non-Japanese girls are also cute.

If you cut out the pimp, the pimp cuts

you. Yeah, I didn't realize it, it might

be dangerous if you try and

game the system or something. I don't

know, maybe they're not really dangerous

like that in Asia. What's your

fave stock? My favorite stock? I like

Palantír. That's pretty cool.

Palantír is the name of the

magic orb in Lord of the Rings that Sauron

uses to spy on people, that one of the

hobbits— what's his name? Pippin or Merry

or something takes from Saruman.

I'm forgetting the names.

Uh, but yeah, this guy Alex Karp made a

company called Palantir like 17 years ago,

but they only just recently IPO'd last

year. I put quite a lot of money into it,

but it's, it's not going well.

It crashed really hard. After Christmas

and I'm down 11%, but I like

it still. It's funny. And what

else did I do? Quite like Tesla,

but I sold it. Shouldn't have because it's

gone up even more now. Everything I sold

ended up going up even more after I sold

it, so I shouldn't have sold it.

Stocks really do just go up. Everything I

panic sold ended up going back up, so I

shouldn't have panic sold. Everything I

sold for profit went up even more.

I don't know how you lose— well, you lose

money on the market by panic selling and

then selling too soon.

Do I live far from London? I live about

an hour and a half away from London.

I spent so much money on Uber. I got an

Uber from my apartment to Amsterdam

Airport, cost €90. Then I got a plane

which cost £250, and then I got an Uber

from Heathrow to my house which cost £120.

Expensive. But I didn't really fancy

getting on the train, and I didn't really

want to get one of those flights that are

at 5 AM in the morning.

Where did I get the robe? I got it on

Amazon. It's actually a ladies' robe.

It's for women, but I like it.

Why can't it be for men? Why does it have

to be for women? So sexist. I'm gonna

wear what I want to wear. My glasses are

women's glasses as well.

My underwear is women's underwear. Not

really. Someone was still sending

me thongs and G-strings. I got home and my

mum opened this drawer and there were like

5 packets that had men—

male G-strings in them.

I don't know why or who keeps sending

them.

Don't really feel like wearing them.

They're a bit uncomfortable. They go right

up your bum crack. Just feels

like something's in your bum crack all the

time. And then there's not much space at

the front for your package.

How's the situation with Brexit?

Um, well, I guess I could go back

to Europe, but I can only stay for 90

days every 180 days. I can stay for

90 days as a tourist, so same as Japan.

But that includes all of Europe. It's not

just France and then Paris, 90 days.

It's 90 days in the entire EU zone.

So I can't do 90 days Germany, 90 days

Paris, 90 days Spain,

which is fine because I didn't really plan

to anyway.

I don't really see myself staying in any

European country for longer than 90 days

either. Did anyone tell me to

self-isolate? The rules say you're

supposed to— you're supposed to fill out

a form and enter your address where you're

going to be self-isolating, and then

you've got to stay there for 10 days. But

I'm going to stay here anyway, it's my

home. Obviously I'm gonna stay here for

longer than 10 days. It's where I live.

Where, where am I gonna go? It's what I

was planning to do in the first place, so

it doesn't really affect me.

Don't know why people are moaning about

it. I come home and then I stay at home.

I'm not going all over the place.

No, it's 10 days, not 14 days. They, they

reduced it down a little bit. I think

it's a load of rubbish. If I actually had

the virus, number one, I would have spread

it to everyone on the plane already, and

then I would have spread it to the Uber

driver, and then he would have spread it