My wife left me.

3rd floor. Very fancy.

Very fancy.

Why are these elevators so weird?

Going up.

Hmm, where's my room?

Oh, here it is. He said just open it.

It's open. He just left it open.

Anyone could have come in here. I can't

see anything now. I can't see. Where's the

light? There we

go. Oh, this is a nice place,

very fancy.

You see, this is what I love about

Airbnbs. You don't have to see anyone,

you just come up to the room and you do

self-check-in. They leave you the key,

don't have to interact with anyone.

It's so nice when you don't have to

interact with people. So this is the

kitchen, and the bedroom is

in here.

Let's get some light into this room.

Oh, the balcony is pretty big.

Oh look, you can see the river. The

river's out there. How do I get out?

It's not opening.

Whoa, there's a river!

Very scenic. Well,

this is my new room for a

few Few days I'll be here.

Why is this flashing?

Oh, is that a policeman?

What time was it? September 27th. I was a

bit scared that he was here now looking

for me. Um, it's a bit complicated.

Very high-tech though. Look at this, a

little screen for the door, for the

Bathroom. I feel like I'm getting déjà

vu from some other girl's Airbnb.

Bathtub. That's me. So I've been

talking to my wife for the last few days

trying to see if we can get back together,

but she's made her final decision and

she's decided that she can't trust me

anymore and there's nothing I can say or

do to get her to trust me again. So she's

decided that she doesn't want to be with

me anymore and basically we're going to

get divorced. Now, I think a lot of people

were confused with our whole divorce

situation. She sent me divorce papers when

I was back in England earlier this year,

and I signed them and I sent them back to

her, but she never handed them in. So

we've been married this whole time, in

case you were confused about that. But I'm

pretty sure it's over now. I don't see how

she would forgive me after all of the

things I've done. I was kind of hoping

that after a few days she would forgive me

like she usually does, but there were just

so many things that I messed up on.

First, there were the leaked DMs between

me and this girl that I met in London.

And okay, I admit I have been talking

to her recently. And for those of you who

watch my Minecraft livestreams, you may

have noticed someone else helping me build

my, my father's house. And that person

playing with me in Minecraft was the girl

from London that I met up when I

was back in England by myself. And we were

talking to each other. We were keeping in

contact. And somehow I still don't

understand how this happened, but my wife

found out about it and pictures of our DMs

got leaked to my wife. And then the second

thing that happened was when I was meeting

Sam, somehow my wife got access into my

iPad and found some videos, and she

basically saw all of my DMs. So if you're

a girl and you've DM'd me in the past,

my wife has seen those DMs. So, um, I'm

sorry about your privacy being leaked

like that. Now, even though those 2 things

were pretty bad, I was still feeling

fairly confident that my wife would

forgive me. But then there was a 3rd thing

the Swedish girl. And I think the

Swedish girl incident was kind of like the

final nail in the coffin. I don't really

want to explain it again. I already

explained it in the last video, and I

don't want to repeat myself. So for those

reasons, my wife said to me that there's

no way she could ever trust me again. And

to be honest, I don't blame her. It's

completely understandable. I wouldn't even

trust myself. And you might be thinking,

Daniel, you don't really seem too bothered

about it. And I guess that's kind of true.

I feel relieved, to be honest. The first

few days when we were separated, yeah, it

was really— it was really rough and I felt

very lonely. But it's been— how long has

it been? It's been a week, more than a

week that we've been separated, living

apart, and I kind of just got used to it

and it's not so bad. And I think this is

for the best because I don't know if you

could tell, but I wasn't really 100% happy

being in the marriage. I felt very

restricted. There were lots of things I

couldn't do. I didn't like being told that

I couldn't do certain things or meet

certain people. For me personally, being

in the marriage was kind of like being in

a frozen wasteland, but I was inside of

this cozy, warm, comfortable hot spring.

And because the hot spring was so

comfortable and nice, I didn't want to

leave it, and I was scared to venture out

into the frozen wasteland. But I think I'm

ready now. I'm ready to leave the hot

spring and venture out into the frozen

wastelands to try and find a better hot

spring that's bigger, one that would

satisfy me in ways that the previous hot

spring never really could. Yeah, it really

sucks because I enjoyed living with my

wife. I enjoyed her company. I really miss

my fish. I was, I was really getting into

the whole having fish and having a fish

tank and looking after them and having

little plants and adding things to the

fish tank and getting shrimp. I was really

getting into that, enjoying it, but I

won't be able to do it anymore. And I, I

liked having my own little desk with my

gaming setup. It was really nice, but I

just wasn't satisfied with that kind of

lifestyle. It was just not a very

fulfilling kind of lifestyle. I was in her

apartment all day long every day just

playing Rainbow Six for hours and hours

and hours, and the only excitement The

only excitement I ever had was when some

attractive girl messaged me on Instagram,

and I just, I couldn't say, no, stop,

sorry, I'm married. I couldn't do that

because I love women. I love girls, adult

girls above the age of 18. They're just

so great. And when, when a pretty girl

messages me and shows interest in me, It

just makes me feel so excited. It's like

an adrenaline rush. I love how that makes

me feel. When I was younger, a teenager in

my early 20s, I never really got that kind

of attention from women. I always felt

like women didn't care about me. They just

ignored me. I was just like this invisible

guy who they didn't care about. But then I

started getting messages on Instagram from

these pretty attractive women, and, and I

just didn't have the willpower to say,

no, sorry, I'm a loyal, devoted husband.

Please don't message me again. I didn't

have the strength to do that, and my wife

found out about it, and well, this is

the result. So the plan is she's going to

hand in the divorce papers. I've already

paid her for the repair— for the repairs

on the glass door, and I still have a few

months left in Japan, so I'm going to

maybe go to a few places, try staying in

different places places and eventually go

back to living in a guest house to try and

make friends. I'm going to take a break

from getting back into a serious

relationship. I just don't feel like I'm

ready to, to do that again just yet,

and I want to focus on myself and creating

male relationships like the Hong Kong guy

and meeting people like Sam. I really had

a good time They took me bar hopping,

went to all these different bars, and I

tried things that I've never experienced

before, and I enjoyed it. And I want to

try more things that I've never tried

before because I feel like I've missed

out a lot of experiences in life, and

there might be loads of things out there

in the world that I haven't tried that I

might actually enjoy. So yeah, I feel kind

of optimistic. You know what they say,

when one door closes another door opens,

and I feel like there's lots of doors that

could be opened in front of me right now.

I'm not sure what I'm going to do after a

few months. I have several options. I

could go back home to England for

Christmas, or I could go to a different

country and then come back to Japan, or go

to different countries in Asia. I'm not

sure yet. I guess anything's possible.

So now that I've finished explaining

things, I guess I could finish off the

apartment tour. Airbnb tour.

Let's see what's in here.

Nothing.

Microwave. Everything's so new. Look at

the appliances, they're so shiny. Look at

this stove.

The bathroom is very nice. Look at this

place. Usually Japanese bathtubs are half

the size of this. This is huge for Japan.

And you've got this nice full-body mirror

so you can admire yourself after you've

gotten clean. I like that.

And It's a nice sink. Usually in Japan,

the bathrooms are these ugly plastic

units. They're like aeroplane toilets.

You just get this plastic, horrible

design. They all look the same, but this

one's different. Actually looks,

uh, looks high quality, not cheap.

Yeah, I like it here. I would like to live

here if I was rich.