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I Burst into Tears and Cried at a Girl's House... [VveA2iZ8_o0]
2022-05-03 · 9 min
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Last year when I was in Manchester, I met
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0:00–0:01 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_0this girl, this viewer from my channel.
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0:02–0:03 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_1She messaged me in the first few weeks
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0:04–0:05 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_2when I arrived, and she asked me if I
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0:05–0:07 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_3wanted to hang out and meet up since she
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0:07–0:09 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_4was nearby. And if you remember, at the
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0:09–0:10 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_5time I was feeling kind of sad and lonely
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0:11–0:12 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_6because I went all the way to Manchester
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0:13–0:15 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_7to meet this other girl who ended up not
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0:15–0:17 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_8meeting me and ghosted me. And I was very
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0:17–0:20 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_9happy that someone messaged me wanting to
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0:20–0:21 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_10meet up, so I said yes. So we met up at
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0:22–0:24 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_11this tea and cake shop, and we had some
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0:24–0:25 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_12tea and some cakes, and she was very nice,
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0:25–0:28 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_13very chatty and talkative. And then
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0:28–0:29 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_14afterwards, she showed me around
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0:29–0:31 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_15Manchester for a bit and we hung out and
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0:31–0:33 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_16we talked. Nothing really spicy happened.
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0:33–0:35 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_17And then she messaged me again the next
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0:36–0:37 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_18day asking if I wanted to hang out again.
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0:38–0:39 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_19And I said, okay, sure, why not, since I
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0:39–0:41 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_20don't have anything else to do. And at the
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0:42–0:43 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_21time it was that big England versus Italy
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0:44–0:46 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_22football match going on, and I thought
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0:46–0:48 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_23it'd be fun if I placed a £500 bet on
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0:49–0:51 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_24England winning. So I said to her, why
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0:51–0:53 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_25don't we watch the football game together?
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0:54–0:55 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_26It'll be fun. And then she said, okay,
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0:55–0:57 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_27you can come to my house and we can watch
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0:57–0:59 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_28it together and have some drinks and hang
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0:59–1:01 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_29out. And I thought, yeah, sounds great, I
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1:01–1:03 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_30would love that. I always get kind of
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1:03–1:04 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_31excited when a girl invites me to her
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1:05–1:06 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_32place because I feel like something is
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1:07–1:08 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_33gonna happen, something interesting.
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1:08–1:10 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_34Unfortunately, I found out later that she
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1:10–1:12 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_35has a boyfriend, but I thought it would
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1:13–1:14 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_36still be fun and I decided to go to her
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1:14–1:16 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_37place anyway. So I go to her place and she
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1:16–1:18 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_38gets out her laptop and we load up the
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1:19–1:21 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_39game, load up the football game, and we're
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1:21–1:23 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_40sitting there getting ready to watch it.
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1:23–1:25 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_41And then she makes me some drinks, some
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1:25–1:27 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_42alcoholic drinks. It was Coca-Cola and she
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1:27–1:30 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_43put in some vodka. And I don't know if
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1:31–1:33 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_44it's because I had an empty stomach at the
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1:33–1:35 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_45time or maybe maybe just because I'm very
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1:35–1:36 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_46weak when it comes to alcohol, I got
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1:36–1:39 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_47really, really drunk just from drinking,
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1:39–1:41 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_48I think, 2 cups, 2 glasses of this
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1:42–1:44 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_49Coca-Cola vodka. So I was sipping away at
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1:44–1:46 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_50this Coca-Cola, having quite a nice time,
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1:47–1:49 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_51enjoying her company, enjoying the game.
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1:49–1:51 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_52And England was winning at the time, so I
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1:51–1:53 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_53was even making some money. And I was
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1:53–1:55 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_54getting more and more drunk, and I was
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1:55–1:57 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_55really enjoying this feeling of being
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1:57–1:59 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_56drunk. I felt very lightheaded. I felt
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1:59–2:01 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_57like I was in a good mood and having a
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2:01–2:03 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_58good time, and I could just forget all of
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2:03–2:05 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_59my problems in life. And I was sipping on
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2:05–2:07 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_60this drink more and more, and before I
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2:08–2:09 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_61knew it, I was so drunk that I couldn't
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2:10–2:12 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_62even sit up straight anymore. It was like
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2:12–2:14 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_63my head was getting heavier and heavier to
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2:15–2:17 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_64the point that I couldn't even hold it up
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2:17–2:18 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_65anymore, and I just had to go backwards,
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2:19–2:21 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_66lie backwards, and put my head on the
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2:21–2:23 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_67floor and just lay there for a bit. And
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2:23–2:25 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_68then something really weird happened. I
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2:25–2:27 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_69started to feel very, very emotional, and
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2:27–2:30 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_70all of these emotional feelings started
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2:30–2:32 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_71to, started to build up inside of me that
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2:32–2:34 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_72I usually keep tightened down, bottled
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2:35–2:37 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_73down inside of me, and I never usually.
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2:37–2:40 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_74And then I started to get a runny nose and
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2:40–2:42 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_75I felt tears coming out of my eyes. And I
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2:43–2:45 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_76thought to myself, wait, am I crying? And
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2:46–2:47 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_77I started to sniff like this. And she
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2:47–2:51 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_78could hear me sniffing and she said,
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2:51–2:52 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_79Daniel, are you crying? And I said, yes.
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2:53–2:56 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_80And she said, why? And I was like, I don't
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2:56–2:58 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_81know why. And I realized I was crying
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2:58–3:00 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_82about Mila, my ex-girlfriend. I think I
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3:00–3:02 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_83said, I just really miss Mila and I'm
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3:03–3:05 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_84really upset with how things ended between
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3:05–3:07 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_85us and how it didn't work out. And she was
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3:08–3:08 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_86really nice. She tried to comfort me She
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3:09–3:11 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_87said, can't you send her a message or a
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3:12–3:14 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_88letter telling her about your feelings?
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3:14–3:16 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_89And then I just started to cry more and
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3:16–3:18 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_90more. It became more and more
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3:19–3:19 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_91uncontrollable. I just couldn't stop. And
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3:19–3:22 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_92then I started to shake, like my shoulders
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3:22–3:24 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_93were shaking, twitching kind of. And I was
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3:24–3:27 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_94just laying on the floor, lying on the
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3:27–3:28 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_95floor for almost an hour crying like this,
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3:29–3:31 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_96like a baby. She left me alone for a bit
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3:31–3:33 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_97because I think I just needed some time to
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3:33–3:36 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_98release emotions, and there wasn't really
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3:36–3:38 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_99anything she could say to help. And then
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3:38–3:40 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_100after a while, her boyfriend came back
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3:40–3:42 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_101home from work. Which was kind of awkward.
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3:42–3:44 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_102I was hoping that I would have left by the
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3:44–3:46 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_103time before he came back, but he knew who
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3:47–3:49 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_104I was because he knows about my channel as
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3:50–3:51 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_105well, so he wasn't really that surprised,
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3:51–3:54 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_106I think. But he was really nice. He
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3:54–3:55 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_107offered to make me rice or toast to try
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3:55–3:58 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_108and help me get out of my state of
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3:59–4:01 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_109drunkenness. I thought it'd be a bad idea
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4:01–4:03 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_110to have anything to eat because I was
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4:03–4:05 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_111feeling so sick. I felt like I was going
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4:05–4:07 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_112to vomit, and I was trying to put all of
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4:07–4:09 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_113my energy and effort into keeping
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4:09–4:11 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_114everything inside my stomach and not
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4:11–4:13 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_115spitting out onto her floor, which would
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4:13–4:15 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_116have been very embarrassing and
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4:15–4:17 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_117disgusting. If I tried to move or if I
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4:17–4:19 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_118tried to stand up, I felt like I was
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4:19–4:21 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_119really going to vomit. So for the next few
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4:21–4:23 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_120hours, I tried my best to just stay very,
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4:24–4:26 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_121very still as if I had been paralyzed.
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4:26–4:29 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_122And then it wasn't until around 2:00 a.m.
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4:29–4:31 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_123in the morning that I was finally able to
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4:31–4:34 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_124stand up and sit upright. And I was just
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4:34–4:36 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_125so tired, I just really wanted to get back
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4:37–4:38 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_126to my hotel apartment and just get into
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4:39–4:41 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_127bed and just sleep. So I decided to leave.
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4:41–4:44 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_128She did offer that I could sleep on the
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4:44–4:45 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_129sofa, but I I just really wanted to go
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4:46–4:48 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_130home. So I managed to get up and say
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4:48–4:51 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_131goodbye, and I left, and I walked home in
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4:51–4:53 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_132the middle of the night, 2 AM. It's pretty
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4:53–4:55 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_133dark and there was no one around, so it
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4:55–4:56 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_134was pretty dangerous. And looking back,
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4:57–4:58 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_135I'd say it was kind of a dumb idea. I
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4:58–5:00 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_136could have easily have been robbed.
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5:00–5:02 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_137Luckily, I managed to get home without
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5:02–5:04 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_138getting robbed, but I did walk past a few
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5:04–5:06 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_139guys and they did actually joke about
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5:06–5:08 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_140robbing me. They said, empty your pockets,
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5:09–5:10 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_141and then they started laughing as if that
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5:10–5:12 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_142was so funny. And that has to be one of
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5:12–5:14 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_143the weirdest experiences I've ever had
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5:15–5:16 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_144involving alcohol. I've been drunk before,
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5:16–5:19 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_145but I've never started crying after
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5:19–5:22 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_146getting drunk. It was really strange. I
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5:22–5:23 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_147don't know if it's normal to start crying
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5:24–5:25 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_148after you had too much to drink, or maybe
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5:25–5:28 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_149that was just my body's reaction to vodka.
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5:28–5:30 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_150I thought getting drunk was supposed to
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5:31–5:32 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_151make you feel good, but for some reason it
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5:32–5:34 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_152just made me feel sad. You have to put the
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5:34–5:36 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_153egg on first.
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5:36–5:37 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_154Right back. Ugh,
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5:40–5:43 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_155so weird.
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5:43–5:45 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_156Egg yolk.
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5:46–5:52 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_157Coat the onion rings in a layer
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5:57–6:01 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_158of egg.
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6:01–6:02 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_159What's the good news? I'm having onion
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6:06–6:08 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_160rings! It's gonna be amazing.
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6:08–6:11 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_161Then mix it around.
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6:21–6:25 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_162Oh my God.
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7:03–7:03 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_163Oh,
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7:08–7:08 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_164there's no flavor.
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7:10–7:14 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_165It's like a baked egg coated over onions.
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7:19–7:22 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_166I don't understand why it goes like that.
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7:27–7:31 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_167It's crispy, but it's not
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7:34–7:38 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_168crispy in like a fried way.
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7:38–7:41 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_169Maybe some chili sauce would make it
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7:46–7:48 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_170better.
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7:48–7:48 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_171Well, maybe the burger will be fine. I
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7:56–7:58 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_172never air fried a Beyond Burger.
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8:16–8:26 · rev_3168ece5aabc1e841283f18eaebc24d5_174not bad.
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