I think my Marriage is over [OuUF_1TQKI4]

So some of you might be wondering how come

I haven't said anything about my wife,

how come I haven't made any videos talking

about my wife recently, and that's mainly

because, well, I haven't really

spoken to her for about over 2 weeks now.

And the reason why we haven't spoken to

each other for about 2 weeks now is

basically because of a an SD card that I

left— I stupidly left lying around back in

the apartment in Japan. So it all started

like this. Um, it was a few weeks before

my dad passed away, and we found one of

his USB sticks, and I was frantically

looking around for my SD card reader so I

could read the USB— so I could read the

USB stick on my phone, which now that I

think about it doesn't make sense because

There's no— you can't, you can't read a

USB stick on your phone using one of

these. I had to buy a new one. This is the

exact same model. It's called an iFlash

device. It's really good, works on Android

and iOS. I frantically searched all over

the place looking for it. I thought I

brought it with me. Looked in my bag,

looked in my room, couldn't find it

anywhere. And then I kind of realized

that, well, if it's not here, then I must

have left it in Japan. And it was at that

point that I realized that I messed up. I

messed up big time because my wife was

going to go home by herself. She would

find the SD card and obviously she's gonna

take a sneaky peek, isn't she? So on

the second day that she got back to Japan,

she, um, she messaged me saying that

she looked at my SD card. She plugged it

into her laptop. She took some screenshots

of the things she found on the SD card and

she sent them to me. And as you can

imagine, she was pretty upset about it.

And I didn't, I didn't say anything back

to her. I haven't replied to her since

then, mainly because I don't really know

what to say. I don't really have anything

to say. She saw what she saw. There's no

trying to make excuses. There's no trying

to get out of what what happened or what

she saw. So I don't really know what to

say back to her. I guess I should

apologize. I don't really want to talk

about what's on the SD card because,

well, I'm already losing a lot of

subscribers as it is, and I don't really

want to make the situation worse. Um,

maybe I'll talk about what's on the SD

card a bit later, somewhere,

sometime later in the year. Let's just say

it's not really something you would want

your wife or your partner to be looking

at. And I don't think it's illegal. I'm

pretty sure that it's not illegal, so

don't start worrying about, you know,

stuff like that. I really feel stupid

because I have no idea why I just left

that SD card lying around like that when

it has that kind of content on it.

There's no password to it, there's no

lock. It was just lying around. She could

have taken it anytime, any day, and

plugged it into her computer at work or

something. But I thought it was safe

because I was always at home and there was

no way that she could have been alone by

herself with the SD card. I was always

there, so I thought it would be safe

enough to save that kind of stuff onto it.

I guess I didn't see— I didn't predict

that she would go back to Japan by

herself. I thought we would go back

together and then there wouldn't really be

anything to worry about. But things took a

turn for the worse with my dad, and I

ended up having to stay back, and she

ended up going back by herself. This was

all kind of unavoidable. Um,

honestly speaking, I don't know if the

relationship is fixable or savable,

salvageable at this point, because, you

know, after you lose a certain amount of

trust, it's kind of hard to get that back.

So I'm really not sure what's gonna

happen. I don't know if I'm gonna go back

to Japan. I don't know if she wants me

back. I don't know if I want to carry on

with the relationship after all of this.

I just feel very confused right now. I

don't really know what I want to do. I

don't know what I should do,

and it's just Just feels like everything's

just a big mess right now. Ever since the

beginning, this relationship has just been

a bit of a headache. We've had so many

arguments. There's been so many times

where I, I left her and I ran away to a

hotel. We've had all of these fights over

different things, usually revolving around

YouTube and livestreams. And to

be honest, I feel kind of tired. I feel

mentally exhausted from

this relationship, and I'm not sure if

it's worth fighting for anymore.

Sometimes when you're in a relationship

and, you know, things aren't going very

well, you kind of have to ask yourself,

is this relationship worth all of the

trouble and all of the hassle? Would it be

better if we just ended things and went

our separate ways. Everyone keeps saying,

go back to Japan, your life's boring in

England. You should go back to Japan

because then at least your life's

interesting. But I don't really understand

what they're saying because my life is

exactly the same. Doesn't matter if I'm in

Japan or England. I would just end up

being inside of a room doing what I always

do. The only difference is I'll be in

a different area, a different location.

It's kind of tough being home because of

my mum. Most of the time she's okay, but

then sometimes she's in a bad mood and

then she'll just start shouting and saying

horrible things to me. For example, we had

this massive argument because of this

toilet paper. I wanted to buy some

toilet paper because, you know, I'm still

a fairly young man. Who has an active

drive. I have an active man drive and I

have, you know, urges, so I use quite a

lot of toilet paper. And instead of asking

her to buy some more, I thought I would

try and help out a bit with expenses, and

I ordered this toilet paper off of Amazon,

45 rolls. I told my mum about it and then

she started shouting at me, started

calling me stupid Said that I didn't know

how to spend money. She said delivery is

expensive when actually it's free because

I'm an Amazon Prime member. She said,

tell me if you want stuff, then I'll buy

it. And then I said to her, I don't need

to ask for your permission if I want to

buy stuff. I'm 30 years old. Then we just

started screaming at each other. We were

saying horrible things to each other, and

it's just very stressful. It's just some

toilet paper. I bought it using my own

money, and I bought it to try and help

out. With expenses in the house.

And I don't really see why I should be

called all of these nasty names and

horrible things just because I bought some

toilet paper off of Amazon. Anyway,

that's the current situation. Please don't

ask me what's on the SD card because,

like I said earlier, I don't really want

to talk about it. I think I would like to

keep it a secret for now, and I don't

really know what I want to do with my life

Everything's a bit of a mess.

The last thing my wife said to me was that

she's been living with her mum and she's

been going to some kind of mental clinic

and she's been seeing a therapist, so I

feel a bit bad. I feel a bit guilty for

causing her so much trouble.

But unfortunately, what's done is done.

Can't go back in time, and this is, this

is the mess that we are currently left

Hello and welcome back to another exciting

episode of Cooking with Daniel. Today I'm

going to show you how I make my bacon and

eggs. This is bacon, as you can

see. It is British unsmoked rindless back

bacon, and this is my favourite bacon.

Smoky bacon is good as well, but the

problem with smoky bacon is it tends to be

a little bit too salty. And I like to have

1 egg. You can have 2 eggs if you prefer,

but I think 1 egg is, is enough for me.

We're also going to be making a piece of

toast using this Kingsmill 50 50

soft white bread, which is also hidden

with whole grain, and this cost 50p. Wow,

that's cheap! 50p for a whole loaf of

bread. So, so affordable to buy food these

days. Okay,

next we need our frying pan. Where is it?

Oh, and then set your magnetic induction

cooker to number

7, I think is a good number.

Okay, so I think the frying pan should be

adequately heated up now. Now what you

want to do is you want to get your bacon.

Sometimes the bacon gets a bit dry and it

sticks together and it

becomes a bit difficult to take out.

Okay, so when you've gotten your bacon

out, you want to lay it down like this,

away from you.

Lay it— whoops. Lay it down like this,

away from you. See?

So what I like to do is I like to move the

bacon a bit to the side so I have room for

the egg. Okay, I'll show you how to crack

an egg using only one hand. First you

smash it, then you just insert your thumb

into the shell and then gently pull apart

like this. See? That way you

can crack your eggs and vlog at the same

time. What you want to do next is you want

to make sure that the egg stays in a kind

of, kind of a circle shape. You don't want

it to run all over the place, so get your

spatula and then just keep Keep

it in a circle.

Another problem you might have when you're

cooking an egg is that the bottom of the

egg will cook faster than the top. So what

you want to do is you want to scrape the

top part of the egg, the top layer.

You want to scrape the top layer of the

egg onto the hot part of the pan. The pan

like this.

And now we flip the bacon when it goes

golden brown. Flip it like this.

Okay, I think that should be enough. Once

the bacon is nice and golden brown, you

can put it onto the toast.

And then finally, the egg goes

straight on top. And there you have

it, bacon and eggs. On a piece of toast.

It's quite simple. You don't need to put

anything else onto it. You don't need

ketchup or pepper or salt. You can if you

want, but I prefer not to because the

bacon is already salty and I think there's

already enough flavor just as it is. You

don't need extra stuff. So let me know if

you follow this recipe and, um,

let me know if you enjoyed your bacon and