health update - it's bad [8Pw-Sa16Ows]

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testing.

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Hello, I'm sick again.

Hello, I'm sick. How's the

stream quality? We should have 1080p.

Oh my God, my voice.

It's only been 2 minutes and it's already

like this. Oh my God. Today's going to be

great. So it

turns out my internet's good enough to

stream at 1080p. Maybe we try a 4K stream

next. My internet was down this morning,

but it just came back on,

so I was a bit annoyed that the service is

not super reliable.

Mm-hmm.

But I gotta stream, so I couldn't go to

school like this. I skipped Friday

and Monday, and now today, Tuesday.

There's no way I could go to school. I'm

just coughing all the time and I could

barely speak.

I took some— do you know what codeine

is? C-O-D-E-I-N. I took one

of those. Apparently it's like an opioid.

Morphine. Says it suppresses coughs.

And I also took, um,

that's okay.

Bromhexane. I don't know what that is. If

it ends in -ine, I think it's like,

I don't know,

what are things that end in -ine for?

I also got dextromethorphan.

I don't know if anyone knows about

medicine here. Oh my god,

this sickness is the worst.

I cut my hair, do you like it?

I cut down the fringe bit because it was

like kind of big and heavy. Cut the top

as well and the sides.

I'm not really too happy with it. I kind

of messed up this bit. It'll grow back in

a couple weeks. It always looks crap when

I first cut it.

Okay, I think it's looking good.

Wow, 1080p stream.

I was always so scared to do a high

quality stream back home in the UK because

my internet was really slow. Remember, I

used to do 800 bitrate for like a 360p

stream and I used to get more viewers back

then, like a couple hundred.

Just kind of shows the quality doesn't

But I want higher quality streams so I can

download it and then make it into a video.

For a video, I want it to at least have

okay quality to be watchable.

I thought today we make fish and chips.

And then I'll cut it for a video.

Chinese man tries fish and chips first

time. Because there's no trending

video games, so I'm just gonna do like

food stuff, I guess, on my second channel.

Turn your filters off. There's no filter.

This is just a bit of saturation

pumped up a tiny bit. It's just this wide

angle is not good in low light.

It turns out no wide angle is good in low

light, but the standard lens is. But I

really don't want the standard lens zoomed

up on my face right now. It's just because

it's not good at low light,

so it kind of— it boosts the ISO,

which means it kind of smears the detail a

little bit. I'm using a Samsung Flip

4.

I don't know what kind of effects this

morphine is going to have. It might mellow

me out. I don't know.

Have you tested for COVID? Yeah, I did,

but I don't know if I did it properly.

It came back negative. I think

it's just some kind of flu.

My girlfriend's sister's husband gave it

to me. He works in the hospital.

I'm kind of scared now taking these pills

because you know what happened to Vexed.

He, uh, P-A-S-S-E-D'd away

from taking stuff. But this is just flu

medicine, it should be fine. Not taking

weird stuff or anything.

I thought I'd do a stream since I don't

really know what else to do, to be honest.

Can you do Cooking with Daniel again?

Yeah, we'll do it today in a few hours.

My fish is defrosting. I was trying to get

cod for the fish and chips, but they

didn't have any. The closest thing they

had was this fish called pangasius

or something, but I googled it and it says

it's like a mildly flavored white

fish similar to cod. So I guess that'll

be fine.

And when I go back to school, I'm gonna

have no idea what they're doing because I

missed so many days now. They'll be like,

Daniel, read the next bit, and I'll be

like, uh, I can't read any of this.

I'm suffering, guys. I hope

my voice is not making the stream

unwatchable. I'll try my best.

Imagine if I just lose my voice

completely. I'd be so screwed.

How am I gonna make YouTube videos? What

am I gonna do? All my content is all about

talking. It's like primarily talking and

then secondarily visual,

I would have to just change to like

a purely ASMR, non-talking content,

and then everyone will just not watch it.

I have to get like a voice thing like

Stephen Hawking's.

How's your sis? I don't know. Why do

people keep asking about my sister? She's

fine, I guess. I haven't really talked to

her much. Oh,

you remember last stream I made the

Cornish pasty? I let my girlfriend try it

and she didn't like it. She said she

doesn't like pastry, so she's not going to

like anything that— that's like a pie.

She said she likes apple pie, fruit pie,

because it's sweet. But apparently Thai

people don't like savory pies. So she's

not going to like 40% of UK food then.

How can you not like pie?

Yeah, it's crazy.

I weighed myself yesterday. I lost weight.

I'm like 50 kg now. I used to be about 52.

I lost a lot of muscle because I haven't

been exercising because I've been sick. I

did a few push-ups, but not nothing too

Oh, thanks, Kentent. You know when your

channel and channel completely dead when

even Chosen left the Discord? Why did he

leave? The Discord is so dead.

I feel like just deleting the Discord at

this point because the Discord

just gets me in trouble because I say

crazy stuff and then it gets clipped and

then no one even talks on it anyway apart

from like 2 people.

Even I'm bored of talking on it. I barely

use— I barely went on it yesterday because

I don't even have anything to talk about.

So I don't know, I feel like deleting it

sometimes. It's kind of annoying having

a dead Discord.

I bought a pie dish, like a proper pie

pan, so I could make pies.

I never see the Discord people in the

livestream. Yeah, I know, I don't— they're

like their own separate community at this

point. They don't even care about my

channel or anything. All they do is talk

about stupid dumb stuff that

I don't care about.

I might as well just delete it at this

So my current content is like

making pies, I guess. Don't know if that

interests you or not.

I'm a pie maker.

Very fascinated about dough.

Oh, thanks, Chosen. You really should give

the PPL what they want. Make animated

video on how Misaki works as a prostitute

behind her husband's back with 6 kids and

then giving him chlamydia. That's funny.

I don't know, looking at the view count on

the recent story videos doesn't really

seem like that's what the people want.

They didn't do very well, did they?

They didn't make— they made like $8

because the CPM's rubbish on those kind of

topics.

The Abba and Preach video is doing well.

It's got nearly 11K views now.

The only way to get views now is to do my

problem with insert YouTube channel.

Yeah, it's nearly 11,000 views. My best

video in months was just about A

2-year-old video from Aberrant Preach.

Oh, thanks, Chosen. Then tell us the

Masaki story here, it's funny. Uh, I

already told it and then it's going to get

me demonetized, probably.

It's not fun talking about things or

people from 5, 6 years ago.

No one cares anymore.

Alright, now we gotta talk about the

British girl. I think I'm just gonna say

it because I don't really care at this

point. The weird thing I found out about

the British girl. It's not even that big

of a thing, but I was scared if I

mentioned it and then she finds my

channel, she might get upset. But I don't

really care. As if she's gonna find the

channel. I really doubt it.

So, there's a very tall,

young, white British girl in my class,

and she talked to me a few times, which

leads me to believe she's interested. She

looks very young though, like 20.

But I was on the elevator standing behind

her the other day last week, and I noticed

because I was closer to her than usual,

her arms were covered in

scars. And I was like, whoa, that is the

most Scars I've ever seen on someone's

arm. Oh wow, thanks Neil Marshall.

Get well soon, Daniel. Yeah, trying.

It's been like 2 weeks suffering like

this. Red flag. Yeah, that's what I was

thinking when I saw those. I was like,

whoa, okay, I think

I understand this girl a bit more now

because a lot of the viewers I met who

were girls on my channel, a lot of them

had these scars, which leads me to believe

my content attracted people who, you know,

had struggles mentally.

She seems— she so seems like someone

who could have been my viewer back in like

2018. I get those vibes like I look

at her and I think, you look exactly what

I'd think one of my female viewers looks

like. If this is 2018,

you'd be in my DMs because you'd be like

one of my viewers. I've never

seen so many. I don't know what her story

is because she's in Thailand,

she's young, she's pretty good at Thai.

I wonder what her deal is.

Oh, thanks, Chosen. Has Chihiro been

contacting Cami and using her to control

you lately? She hasn't moved on if she's

still trying to post things on social

media for the old viewer to see. She is a

loser. I don't know, maybe they chat. My

mum chats to everyone.

She hasn't really posted much recently

though, just that Australia Instagram

post. It's your aura,

Daniel, they attract crazies. Yeah, it's

weird. Even Venus Andretic said, I like

you because you're like a psychopath or a

sociopath. All these girls think I'm like

a psychopath. So strange because when

I was making my videos, I never thought

that was the vibe I was giving out. I

thought I was like this quirky,

introverted, shy guy, not this person

who makes people think I'm a psychopath.

But that's the impression I give off for

some reason. I really

don't get it. I think I'm a pretty nice,

well-mannered guy,

which is why I get triggered when my mum

accuses me of being rude, because I think

I'm pretty polite and well-mannered and

I speak nicely. So when people say I speak

rudely, I get annoyed. You don't have to

say please to speak politely, you know.

And also, just because you say please

doesn't mean you're being polite,

depending on the tone.

Like, you could be insincerely rude.

I mean, you could be honestly rude and

then say please. It doesn't make you

polite just because you said please.

But it seems like Like a lot of people in

the comments on the last stream disagreed

with me, you know, like usual, people

always disagreeing with me on everything.

They were saying, oh, I use please all the

time when I ask for a favour. Oh, my whole

family says please. Oh, I'm from England,

we all say please. Yeah, yeah, whatever,

sure you do. I don't

know what kind of family you come from.

But my family, we were never told to say

please. My dad never said,

Daru, when you ask for something, you say

please. My dad or my mum never said that

when we were growing up. It was always,

Dad, can I? Mum, can I have something?

Dad, can I have some Ribena? Okay,

Daniel. He never said, Daniel, where's the

please? So no one ever raised me to say

please. So why

would I just suddenly think that I should

say please now I'm an adult?

So I don't know what people are going on

about. I imagine you're just asking your

parents for a packet of crisps. Like,

Mum, can I have some crisps please? It

sounds really weird. Why she has to be so

formal over something so casual?

What's the illness? I got ligma.

Ligma in my bones.

No one ever complains about my language

apart from my mum. She's the only person

who ever has a problem.

I don't know why she's making such a big

fuss over the way I talk. I think it

started about a few years ago,

around the time my dad passed.

I've always spoken to her in like a cheeky

way. And I always thought it was like a

funny thing between me and my mum. And

then suddenly she started getting really

pissed off at it.

I thought it was like a nice bonding thing

me and my mum had, the way we would like

rip into each other. But apparently she

doesn't like it when I rip back at her.

She likes to do it to me, but she doesn't

like it when I talk back to her in the

I stopped doing it when she got so pissed,

but she still gets pissed over everything.

Like when I talk to her but I don't say

mum in the sentence, she gets upset.

She says, where's the mum? So now I

address her with mum every time. No

thanks.

Now I'm looking for— now, now my ears are

very alert to listen to

anyone asking the parents for them to do

something. Are they going to say please?

And then I'm going to clip it, and then

I'm going to compile it into a montage,

and then I'll be like, see, I told you

people ask their parents to do things for

them all the time without saying please.

Then I'll be like, haha, see, I'm right.

Just like how I proved I was right about

the AM in the morning. You know, I used to

say 6 AM in the morning all the time.

People would get all weird about it.

Yeah, she never used to make a big fuss

about it. 6, 7, 10 years ago, I don't

remember her ever complaining. Unless

maybe my speech pattern

got ruder. I don't know. Maybe I didn't

used to sound so rude back then. I don't

I've heard loads of British people say 6

AM in the morning.

Do you think streaming for all these hours

talking nonstop is bad for my sickness?

The more I talk, I do feel kind of

lightheaded. I think the vibrations in my

head make me dizzy.

Do you have an online persona on camera,

or can you talk like this IRL?

In the videos, I definitely kind of put on

an act to trigger people. Because it

works, doesn't it? Don't you notice a

correlation between the more I piss people

off, the more views it gets? Like with the

PewDiePie video and my recent Abba and

Preach video. I'm like, oh, how dare they

blame me for making this video? They're

also part of the problem because they put

more eyes onto the video with their big

channel, and now it's getting more

engagement because now Abba and Preach

viewers are like, Oh, it's not their

fault, you have to take responsibility.

Like, the more dumb stuff I say, the more

engagement I get. So I just try and say as

much dumb stuff as possible.

Like, I just try and blame everyone. I do

mental gymnastics. I do, um, gaslighting.

Try to piss off the people more. But on

stream, I don't really do it. There's no

point. Doesn't make any difference. I'm

just being me on stream. In real life,

I'm not so argumentative unless

it's like something I feel really strongly

Tim K is in Thailand. No,

I wouldn't meet him. He's weird.

I saw David Bond was in Thailand a couple

of weeks ago. He didn't even— well, we

don't even talk anymore anyway. But it's

crazy to think back in 2017 he flew all

the way to Japan just to meet me. And now

he was in Thailand, doesn't even send me a

WhatsApp.

He probably thinks my videos are boring

I don't get it though. I watched his video

in when he was in Thailand. He was saying,

"Oh, this brings back all the memories.

Reminds me how crazy and full of adventure

Bangkok is." And I'm thinking, "Is it

really? Like it just seems normal to me

now." People always say Thailand's so

crazy and wild. Look at all the

motorbikes, all the traffic is wild. I

don't know, it's just kind of normal to me

I went shopping yesterday. We went to this

massive shopping center called Mega

Bangna. It's huge, had so many gaming

shops.

And I walked around all the gaming places.

They had the ROG Ally, all these massive

gaming rigs. I really want to buy one,

but I can't justify

spending that much money on something I

don't really need. I tried out one of

those massive widescreen curved monitors.

It's so nice, but it's like $800

or something stupid.

Place is massive.

I really want to get a nice gaming rig,

but what am I gonna do on it? All I do on

my computer is I sit here spamming the

refresh button on my YouTube analytics.

It's got nothing else to do. I just sit

here on my web browser flipping

between YouTube and then stocks and

then maybe Twitch,

trying to find something to do. I've got

nothing to do. I don't know what to do.

Refresh my analytics, reply to some

comments. I don't even play any games

apart from Rainbow Six for a few hours.

So what's the point buying all this stuff?

It's not going to make me happier. It's

not going to help me make money.

Thought about getting the ROG Ally because

then I could make videos testing games on

it, like, I don't know, Cyberpunk on

the ROG Ally. But I think it'll be better

if I get a Steam Deck for that.

But I'm just not getting views doing

anything like this now.

My laptop now can barely play anything

new. I have to put everything on low,

and then even then it's not great.

I just need something to be able to play

the games and then refund it, make a quick

video. I don't really feel like

gaming properly. There's nothing

to play. Everything new

is rubbish. Starfield was rubbish.

I bought a bin. That was exciting because

we've been using this disgusting, ugly

bucket to put our rubbish in. There's no

lid and all these flies keep flying around

it. I keep having to spray it, so we got

this.

This is my proudest

purchase from yesterday at the mega

shopping centre. It's got a foot thing to

open it.

Why doesn't it open?

Oh, there you see. Oh, it stinks.

I just got trash wafted in my face.

Yeah, so I got a nice bin.

Oh, it stinks.

And I got, got this pie

pan. Gonna make some blueberry pie or

apple pie. You see, you don't have to

spend a lot of money to buy things to

improve your life. That bin's gonna make

my quality of life so much better. Than a

stupid ultra-wide curved monitor is gonna

do. Oh wow, I can have multiple browsers

and windows open at the same time, it's

gonna change my life. I don't really want

it though, it's so nice to sit there,

this massive screen wrapped around you.

Spider-Man 2. Yeah, I did think about

getting a PS5, they're pretty cheap. But

then you can't refund the games, can you?

PS5 is only like £500,

£400. It's cheaper than the ROG Ally.

It would have better performance and

PS5 exclusive games, and I could do stuff

like screen— I guess I can use a capture

card and record gameplay. But I can't

download games and then refund it, can I?

So I'd be risking a lot buying the games

just to review it, and then I don't even

like the game. And then I have to like sit

on the sofa and the TV's over there. The

TV's really small. I could buy a massive

TV. Nah, I don't wanna buy anything. I'm

broke.

I can't justify buying— I wanted to buy a

new mic. But then when I do cooking, I

can't bring it over. So the wireless mic

is actually good so I can move it around.

So I said no to buying the new mic. I said

no to buying the camera. I was gonna buy a

camera for cooking, but they don't even

get views, so what's the point? I'll just

use my phone,

keep it on the standard lens.

So no to the camera, no to the computer

upgrade. Why don't I just not buy

anything? Maybe it's

just a waste of money, and then I'll get

bored anyway, and it's not gonna help me

get views. That's what's gonna happen,

isn't it?

Uh, but if I had that attitude with the

Steam Deck, I would have never gotten 600K

views with it. But the ROG Ally is not

exactly as popular as the Steam Deck.

I bought baking supplies. I bought

a rolling pin as well. I'm like an old

woman now. I'm into baking. Can you

believe it? If you go back 4 years ago,

you said, Daniel, I'm from the future,

just to let you know, you're gonna get

into baking pies. I'll be like,

Yeah, whatever. I'm gonna be drowning in

Japanese gevinna,

as if I'm gonna be like a pie guy.

Oh, thanks, Blood Bucket. I don't know if

I can let that TTS play. I'm scared it's

gonna get me demonetized.

Play it safe.

So many nice things in that shopping

center. There was a little airport luggage

bag with a motorized scooter, so you could

sit on the luggage and then it moves you

around like a little electric scooter.

And they let us ride it. It went really

fast. It was like 30,000 baht,

3 times our rent. Can you imagine getting

those and just sitting on it in the

airport and zooming around like that?

That would be so funny. It looks so dumb

though. My girlfriend wanted to buy it.

Daniel Party Pooper. Okay, I'll play it

just for you. Mike Hunt is Pie Pen.

It sounded okay. Didn't sound

like the thing.

I don't know why I really like making pies

now. I think I'm just craving British

food. So sick and tired of rice every

night. Rice and stir-fry. I want some like

carrots, potatoes, gravy pie

stuff.

I want to make some blueberry pie, apple

pie. What did I think of Cyberpunk

DLC? I thought it was boring. It took me 2

days to finish. The whole story is just

boring as well, that you end up following

some Korean girl who has some disease

because of the cyber world,

and then you either help her or you hand

her over to that black man.

She's basically just like Asian Cortana

who's malfunctioning, and then you go like

help her. So boring. And then the

storyline only took about 2 days to

I finished it and I deleted the game

again. Although I did

get some views with my Cyberpunk videos,

they did okay.

We're gonna go camping soon, next week.

Hopefully I'm still not sick because that

would really suck. I'll do a vlog,

camping vlog.

I had a nightmare. My sister— for

some reason my fish tank had a plug on

hole on it like a bathtub. And then my

sister unplugged my fish tank and all

drained out, and then all the shrimp were

like gasping for air and I was desperately

trying to save them.

Are you still green? What, the stream or

my phlegm? Spider-Man 2 is

trending. Yeah, but I can't play it, I

don't have a PS5. And the game is like

$70, and you can't refund games,

can you, if you buy it on PS5? The stream—

I'm scared to check. I don't want to check

it and then it'll ruin my mood. Last

stream was good, it stayed green the whole

It looks Like any other Spider-Man game,

but the city looks a bit more vibrant this

time, I guess. Oh, you got a wingsuit.

That's kind of a good idea. But then if

you got the wingsuit, it kind of defeats

the point of swinging because it seems

easier. Just fly everywhere like Superman.

Why don't they let you steal cars and

drive the cars? Then it'll be just like

I don't know why Spider-Man games always

seem kind of boring to me. The combat's

always so very— it's very arcadey and like

button mashy. I don't

really know what I want from Spider-Man.

It's always just like flipping around

doing all these punches and kicks and the

enemy barely takes any damage. You're

juggling enemies in the sky.

It just doesn't really feel very brutal,

but I guess it's like a comic book game.

That's why I don't like superhero games,

because it just feels very arcadey. I

don't like it.

I want the sound of bones breaking and

gore and stuff. In Spider-Man.

That'd be funny. Imagine you like hook

them with the web sling, slam them in the

ground, and it's like Mortal Kombat and

all their bones break and puddle of blood

splashes out. That'd be so good.

Or you like shoot out spiked webs. Why

doesn't Spider-Man do that? He could like

spike the tip of the web and shoot it out

and it just penetrates their bodies Mortal

Kombat style. That'd be so good.

It's so annoying they keep making these

games to appeal to kids, but all of us

kids are now grown up and adults now. We

want something more adult-themed.

I would love a Spider-Man character in

Mortal Kombat and he just like rips them

apart with webs. I nearly said rebs.

That would be so good. A decent mini PC

would be good for you. Yeah, I think even

a mid-end gaming setup like RTX

3000 series would be better than my

laptop. But if I'm gonna build one, I want

to splash out and future-proof it because

I want to play GTA 6 when that comes out.

So I want the 4000 series,

and I want at least a Core i7,

not i5, like 3000 series.

My laptop is RTX 3060,

but it's like laptop model,

rubbish thermal throttling all the time.

I had to put this cardboard on because it

was burning my hand to put my hand here.

It gets really hot around here.

You know those mobile phone cooling fans?

Maybe I get one of those and I put one

here to blow the air off or something.

Just get a load of fans and point it at

the laptop. It's so hot.

Um.

I need water. Hold on.

Chew, chew, chew. We went

over to my girlfriend's sister's house

yesterday. Guess what? My girlfriend's

sister has a UK visa that she

applied for, and I was like, what? How did

you get it so easily? Me and my girlfriend

are trying to get it and it's such a pain

in the backside. I said, you don't

even have a UK boyfriend, how did you get

a UK visa? And she said, oh, it's easy

because I've got money and your girlfriend

spent all her money on the house, that's

why she's broke. And I said,

yeah, tell me about it.

So if my girlfriend had money, she could

just sponsor herself and get the UK visa.

Because she has all these debts to pay

now, I gotta sponsor her.

Why don't you guys live in the house?

Yeah, that would be amazing. Why can't we

live in the freaking house? Because her

psycho ex-boyfriend lives in that area.

Also, it's the middle of nowhere, so if I

want to go to like a big shop or

something, we'd have to drive for hours to

like some mega mall. The house was really

nice. I was really excited to live there.

Do you remember my house tour? It was so

nice. Massive living room. I could put

like a massive L-shaped sofa. Big upstairs

room. I could make videos while she's in

the house and not feel weird about it.

If we ever go back there, I'm gonna

confront that stupid neighbor who didn't

help me. When that ex

was like trying to get me into his car, I

was walking away. I go to the neighbor

because she's outside watering her plants

and I'm like, excuse me, this man's

harassing me. And then she was just like,

oh, no English. I'm gonna confront her

What if that was Hamas? I wouldn't even be

here anymore.

No, she rents out the house, but I

think she used the money from the rental

income to pay for the house. So it's like

it doesn't make anything until

the house is paid off, which could take 10

years.

What is the average number of years you

have to wait when you buy a property until

you start making money from the rental

income? Because you gotta pay off the

initial upfront cost of the house, don't

you? That'll take years. If a house

is at $100K and you're making like, I

don't know, $1K a month, you make $10K a

year, so take 10 years. This is why I've

never been interested in property

Massive upfront cost, a lot of work,

very long time until it even makes money.

Big commitment.

But she says in 10 years she'll be rich.

So I gotta try and get my bank statement

with the money in it so I could show that

I can support my girlfriend. I still don't

know if I really want to go, actually.

I can't decide, especially after the

thing that happened with my mum recently

kind of reminded me why I left. Also,

winter is a rubbish time to visit the UK.

It's really dark and cold. 4 PM it gets

dark, the garden's gonna be ugly and dead.

It's nicer to go in spring.

I don't know if my mum is looking forward

to seeing me. I don't know, she always

seems like she's fed up with me,

but maybe she'll be disappointed if I

suddenly say, oh, I'm not going anymore.

So, pros of going would be,

I can eat pot noodle and British food

again, can see my family, which is nice,

but I'm gonna see them anyway next year

when I go back for the wedding. Would be

nice to go for Christmas, but I don't

really care that much about Christmas

traditions.

I can show my girlfriend the UK, go to

London.

Cons: really expensive. It's gonna cost

maybe $1,500 or more.

Horrible plane flight. I don't really want

to go to China for a layover.

Uh, the content, it's not going to get

views. It's going to get like 2K views

probably.

And, um, If I go

home, I feel like I'm not gonna want to

leave, and then I'll feel sad to have to

leave. So I don't know, I feel like we

cancel the UK trip. What do you think?

And then we just go next year in spring

when I have to leave Thailand.

I'm not seeing a lot of pros of going back

to the UK for Christmas.

You seem really stressed out. Yeah,

things are not great. The tax thing

is a big problem. I checked, I checked my

tax account. It says you owe £7,000.

You are late, and now they're adding

interest onto it. The stupid tax people

haven't replied to me in nearly 2 months

now. We haven't finished finalizing how

much tax I owe, and they just already gave

me an amount I have to pay. So now I feel

like they're not replying because they

think, oh, we've told him how much he

owes, he's not really high priority

anymore. No, we're not finished. I told

you I don't have to pay tax for 2019.

But they put it on my total amount anyway.

I don't want to pay £7K. And then I

finished working out my income for 2022.

It's about £21,000 and

it says I owe £1,600 tax, which is fine,

I guess. But then it also says I owe

£1,000 £400 for next year,

but I didn't even— I'm not even going to

make enough money to have to pay tax for

next year, and I've been living in

Thailand, so they want me to pay upfront

for next year even though I'm not in the

UK for this year.

So now I guess I got to sort out a payment

plan to pay this tax that I shouldn't have

to pay and then

hope that they refund me the money that I

rightfully shouldn't have paid. I don't

know, why aren't they replying to me?

Ghosted by the tax people.

And they still didn't tell me how much I

owe for 2021.

Now I can't get views doing anything on

YouTube, so I don't know how I'm gonna

Sell all your stocks. No, my stocks are

doing well now because of the

you-know-what.

I sold the, the inverse SPY stuff.

Yeah, I guess I have to call the stupid

number. It said to create a plan or

discuss a payment plan, call this number.

So now I'm probably gonna have to use my

Skype credit. To make this phone call.

Stonks doing well because of Israel.

Yeah, I built my portfolio last year to do

well in times of catastrophic

world events. And now finally one's

happening and I'm like, yes.

But I heard America is like trying to get

Israel to tone it down a bit because the

media and the public,

the public opinion on this thing has

completely flipped 180 from sympathizing

with Israel. Now they're like sympathizing

with Gaza because they're getting bombed

the crap out of.

So it's not looking good. It's so funny

because I don't know if I can talk about

I mean, it's not funny. I mean, it's

ironic because America was like, oh,

Russia is bad for doing this, what they

did. But now they're saying we support

Israel even though Israel is doing exactly

what Russia is doing. How is it any

different? Israel is doing exactly what

Russia is doing. It's literally

exactly the same.

I guess it's the British fault, isn't it,

for making the State of Israel? But I

think— don't you think the British did

that on purpose? They can't have been that

dumb. They definitely chose that area

for the Jewish people because they knew it

was going to result in never-ending

conflicts. Huh, I wonder why the West

wants never-ending conflicts in the

regions of their enemies.

I wonder why.

I think it serves the West's best

interests to have that area constantly

destabilized.

Divide and conquer. Classic.

That's the Jews' original land. Yeah,

well, that is the That's the story,

isn't it?

That's what makes it look like a good,

good thing for us to be doing, because

we're like helping them reclaim their

homelands. But that's not the real reason

they did it.

Yeah, I heard Vex passed away. It's

utterly tragic.

How old was he? Wasn't he like

20-something?

Weird how everyone's sick now. Yeah, I

heard people also sick from around the

I guess the country being cold doesn't

really have much— doesn't really make much

difference because people always used to

say, oh, don't get caught in the rain,

keep yourself warm because you'll get

sick. It's freaking 30 degrees in Thailand

all the time and I'm sick. Actually,

it is really cold in the classroom and

the trains. Maybe that has something to do

with it. I'm freezing in the classroom.

I wear triple layers.

I'm like this in the classroom,

shivering. It's like a walk-in freezer.

So it's freezing in the class and the

trains. And you step out and it's boiling

hot. I think all this temperature changing

is messing up my system.

I got vitamin B. Someone told me to take

vitamin B, and I got vitamin C strepsils.

Oh, there's none left. What?

I thought there was one.

I got these ones, but I don't think they

have vitamin C. It's just honey. I nearly

said lunny and lemon. You go to

class every day? Well, I'm supposed to,

but I haven't been going much because I'm

so sick.

Mmm, strepsils.

Strepsils remind me of my dad. I remember

he used to get sick a lot. He always had

Strepsils.

Would you ever meet with Suspenders?

No, not after what I said about his

girlfriend. People have definitely clipped

that and they've saved it ready to send to

him. I can't believe they clipped the bit

when I said about Deepak. They literally

clip everything so they can use it against

me. Stupid haters. I can't believe after

my channel completely died they're still

around. I guess I'll never

get rid of them. No, I got nothing in

common with spenders. What would we even

talk about?

Yeah, we both stream, we both live in

Thailand, both have Thai girlfriends,

but personality-wise we're so different.

I really don't want to go to school

anymore, it is so boring. I hate it

when it's my turn, I gotta read and I'm so

slow. I'm like,

he is

a man. I'm so slow.

It's so hard to read Thai.

So many of the letters look exactly the

same. With a slight variation.

Some of them— well, there's this one

letter, it's like a W, it's pronounced

puh. It's got like a little circle on the

inside of the left stick of the W. But

then you've got fuh, which is exactly the

same, but the circle is on the outside of

the stick.

And then you've got ch and s. They look

exactly the same apart from s has like a

double neck, a squiggly neck.

And then there's a and wa.

Looks exactly the same apart from wa has a

little circle. It's so hard to read

because they all look so similar to each

other.

It's like you're doing an IQ test. Where

you're trying to find the tiny subtle

differences in the different images.

How long you got left? I think it ends on

the 26th, but I think I have level 2 as

well.

If I don't have to go, then I'd rather

just stop going. Waste of time. Don't care

about time.

I'm not interested anymore. I was really

interested in level 1. I was like, wow,

I'm finally understanding how the grammar

works. Doesn't seem so hard. And then I

just lost interest halfway through level

2. I don't remember anything from

level 2.

Level 3 was awful. The teacher was so bad.

Stupid flies. Trying to get rid of these

flies, but they keep coming back. The

teacher was so bad in level 3. She didn't

get us to talk to each other, just kept

reading out the book, writing loads

on the board. Level 1 teacher was really

good, but then level 2 was not as good.

Would be good if someone new appeared on

your, on your videos. Yeah,

maybe, but I don't know

what we would do.

I was hoping George would come and then we

would have made a video.

I don't really like hanging out with

creepy guys,

which probably sounds ironic coming from

me. I don't like hanging out with degen

weirdos. I like wholesome people

with feel-good energy because that,

that's what I want to be. I feel like I

could learn something from those people.

I don't like being a weirdo degen,

believe it or not. I don't want to be that

kind of person.

Sorry to all the weirdo degens.

I want to be like, I don't know,

Someone not weird. Weird in a

bad way, not weird in a good way.

But I guess I don't really give off good

I don't know, I wish I was just more

genki, you know?

That's why I like George. He's like the

living embodiment of Genki. If Genki was a

human being, it would be him.

Weird you haven't gained any subs in over

a year. The thing is, I do gain subs, but

then I just lose them. They sub

because maybe they like a video, and then

I post another video and they don't like

it and they unsub.

I can't retain subs.

The streams definitely don't help me

because I say weird stuff and they hear it

and they leave, or they're too boring and

The channel stopped growing after

the Elvis Alien interview. I think

that's just when my public image became

irreversibly tainted. It was just

too bad. People still kind of liked me

back then, but then,

I don't know, it's one thing after another

just made my reputation, my image look too

bad. People didn't want to stick around.

I think I became unhinged, which was

something I was very scared of becoming.

I didn't want to become unhinged,

but it's very hard not to.

It's just so many negative things in the

world that can influence your attitude.

Are you in England now? Nope,

been in Thailand for a year.

My dream is to one day have a curved

monitor with a nice gaming rig that

I built myself. I can see it now, just

sitting here with the fans and the RGB

spinning away. But I don't feel like

I deserve it right now. I wanna, I wanna

feel like I earned it.

You know,

my girlfriend said she would buy it for me

on finance with her credit card.

They can do an installment plan over 36

months. Imagine, imagine she pays for that

and then somehow we split up and I just

don't give her the money. No, I'd never do

that. I'm a good guy.

People really like the vibes in Japan,

like the atmosphere. The little quaint

apartment, the Japan life,

the bento boxes, the temples had

that kind of anime feel, didn't it?

Thailand doesn't have that feeling,

unfortunately. I don't know why, but it

just doesn't have it. It's got temples,

it's got big mega malls, it's got Japanese

food, it's got apartments, but everything

just doesn't feel the same.

Oh, we checked out the BYD cars because

she is thinking of getting a BYD,

but we didn't like it. We sat in the BYD

Dolphin and the BYD Seal. The BYD

Seal is built like a Honda Civic. It's

like really low down, and the roof

is so low, like you're gonna bump your

head on the roof. Where the windshield

meets the roof. It's designed so

you kind of like drive like this, not like

this. I like, I like high-up cars like an

SUV where you're like this,

but you can't sit like that because you

hit your head if you try and raise the

seat. I actually like her Toyota Yaris

more because it's got more headroom. I

really hate sitting in those low-down cars

and then you've got got no headroom over

here. It's got a really nice all-glass

sunroof. I coughed

the hell out of my cough inside of the

cars, so RIP

to whoever sat in it next. But they were

nice cars, nice interiors, nice big-screen

touch panel. But I don't like the

headroom. It's got no headroom.

The BYD Dolphin was my favorite,

better than the Seal.

Maybe I should try driving sometime.

It's funny, when we were visiting her

sister yesterday, when we were trying to

get out of the car park, the security

guard operating the gates wasn't there.

He just vanished. So we had to go into the

security booth ourselves and press the

button to open the gate. That's so

Thailand, isn't it? So everything's so

scuffed here. The security guy just

vanishes. He probably went for a piss.

Also, the power went out 2 days in a row.

If it goes out today, I'm screwed because

I want to stream. We'll have about 1 hour

on the laptop battery. You know, the good

thing about laptop versus a desktop is if

the power goes out, you got some time for

the battery to last you. It went out for

30 minutes 2 days ago, and then it went

out for about an hour yesterday.

Don't know what they're doing. Maybe a

squirrel chewed through the cables.

I'm not really feeling anything from this

morphine. It's not doing anything. Maybe I

should take another one. I'm still

coughing.

I think I'm just bored and I'm trying to

find something fun to buy,

but I feel like anything I buy I'll just

regret it. It's like a lot of money and

then it's not really changing my life

dramatically. I want to buy something that

will change my life.

I think this pie pan will change my life

more than a gaming laptop. What are we

making this? I want to learn how to make a

quiche as well. I really miss like a nice

bacon leek quiche. I miss UK food so much.

Thai food doesn't even come close.

Don't know,

I want a gaming setup, but there's

no games I want to play. What am I gonna

play on it? Play Minefield?

There's literally no games out.

Sonic Superstars. Oh, another Sonic game

that's going to be crap.

Popular upcoming games.

It's just weird stuff.

Any good UK restaurants? I think there's

some UK pubs, but I think

I can do better. We're gonna make fish and

chips today in a couple hours,

just waiting for the fish to defrost.

I'm gonna use baking powder for the

batter. I heard that makes it really

Maybe a vacuum cleaner would be nice,

although I'm not really having any

problems with my, my wet tissue mop thing.

That cleans the floor just fine. Don't

really need to splash out on a vacuum

cleaner.

English man dating Thai girl, could you be

more cliché? Well, when you got a dead

channel and you're only making, what,