Update on my cürrent situation

There's a public toilet here. It's just a

tiny thing, but it's okay, I guess.

There's a lock and, um,

Yeah, it's a bit dirty, but it does the

Hey, so it's, uh, it's the next day. I

didn't go back to my girlfriend's place

because she sent me a message saying that

she didn't want to see me and that I

should go and look for a hotel or

something, but I didn't feel like going to

a hotel. I didn't want to spend the money,

I didn't feel like seeing anyone, so I

just walked around for a few hours and

then I sat around in this park for a bit

more. I think I walked around until about

2 AM, and then I just sat in the park for

a few hours. It was— it was pretty cold,

but I'm wearing a lot of clothing right

now, so it wasn't too bad. I was so close

to getting on the train and leaving. I

felt— I just felt so depressed and kind of

irritated. When your girlfriend tells you

to get out, it just— it really hurts. It

feels like you've been punched in the

stomach. Now that I've had some time to

think about it and I've calmed down a bit,

I am glad that I didn't leave all my stuff

behind because that's a lot of stuff. The

iPad isn't cheap. If I left my stuff

behind, I would have to buy so many new

things like clothing, battery chargers,

cables, stuff like that. I would have lost

my camera. All of the photos and the

videos I took on it, all of the work that

I had saved on my iPad. So I decided that

it would, it would be a better idea to try

and make things work with my girlfriend

instead of just running away and then

abandoning all of my things. Look at

this. In Japan, some people think that if

you leave bottles of water lying on the

floor like this, it keeps cats away

because the reflection scares them away.

What a load of rubbish. Look, this person

put water bottles all around his house.

More water bottles. I thought this country

was supposed to be full of intelligent

people.

Do you think that guy got kicked out as

well? My girlfriend just sent me a message

saying that she's gonna go to work now,

and if I agree to stop talking about her

in videos, then I can come back and let

myself in since, since I have my own key.

So I said, okay, I'll try and stop making

videos where I talk shit about you.

Water bottles.

Lots of water bottles. You can tell that

most of the people that live in this

neighborhood are probably elderly people

because the water bottle trick is, is

usually something that old people do.

Pretty sure young people don't actually

believe that water bottles Keep cats away.

You might find this hard to believe, but

this isn't actually the first time I've

been kicked out of an apartment. It

happened 4 years ago as well with an

ex-Japanese girlfriend. She kicked me out

and it was too late to get a train to the

airport, so I decided to wait outside the

train station all night until the first

train came. So I'm gonna go back to my

girlfriend's apartment now and Hopefully

my iPad and my camera are still in one

piece. If I go in there and it's smashed

to pieces or all of my stuff has just been

dumped outside, then I'm leaving. I'm not

even gonna stay. I'm just gonna go. Why

would I want to stay with someone who

breaks my stuff and then kicks me out of

her apartment when I'm paying for half of

Everything looks pretty normal. Um.

Looks like my iPad is still in one piece.

That's good. My camera's still there,

just like I left it yesterday.

Phew, everything's working.

Um, yeah, everything looks fine.

Doesn't look like she's broken anything,

which is a very good sign. She left a load

of washing up for me to do. How nice of

her. Home sweet home, I would say.

It's a great— say, um, it's a great

homecoming. Yeah, let's make some coffee.

I'm so glad to see you again,

iPad, Canon G5X. I'm so sorry

I left you behind. I'll never do it again.

I missed you so much. Oh yes, listen to

those clicks. What's that? You miss

me as well? Oh, you're so So sweet. I love

you, Canon.

I'm so tired. I haven't slept since

yesterday. I didn't sleep in the park.

Maybe I slept for about an hour. I tried

lying down on one of those park benches,

but they're so uncomfortable. I didn't

really get much sleep at all.

So I'm not sure if things are going to be

able to go back to normal when my

girlfriend comes home from work. I'm not

sure if she's going to be pissed off or

angry or upset with me still. Hopefully

she'll, she'll be fine and we can get back

to how it used to be. The problem wasn't

really the videos because I could edit the

videos and make sure that I didn't say

anything inappropriate in the video before

I uploaded it. The problem was the, um,

the livestreams, because when I

livestream, I kind of have a bad case of

verbal diarrhea, and I just talk and talk

about stuff, and I find it difficult to

control myself, and I just let it all out.

And with a livestream, you can't really

edit it out because it's live. She was

okay with me making videos about her if I

said nice things about her. She was She

was happy when she saw the videos where I

said nice things. But the thing is, no

one's perfect, and if I have a complaint

about something or someone, then I will

talk about it in a livestream or in a

video. And there's no such thing as a

perfect girlfriend. There's no such thing

as a perfect relationship. And if I have

complaints or something I dislike about my

current relationship, then I do have this

strong urge to whinge about it behind

my girlfriend's back during a livestream

or in a video. And honestly speaking, I

don't quite understand why she's so upset

about this. I thought she wanted to know

what I was thinking or how I was feeling

about her, so isn't it a good thing to be

able to listen to what I was really

thinking? If, if she made videos where she

talked shit about me, I honestly wouldn't

care less. I would think it would be

funny. It would be pretty nice if people

stopped asking me questions about my

girlfriend or the sex that I have with my

girlfriend during livestreams because—

because I'll get into trouble again.

Meow meow

meow meow.

Oh look, it's so cute! It's following us.

Should we take it home and make it our

pet? We can feed it biscuits.