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I Left My Wife [Ao-xui7eyB0]

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  1. This is it. This is

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  2. it. We're all packed. Fuck it.

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  3. Fuck it. I'm leaving this stuff because I

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  4. don't want it. I'm leaving all of this

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  5. crap. I'm leaving all of this crap because

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  6. I don't need it. And we just have one

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  7. thing left to do: walk out of the fucking

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  8. door. Just walk out the door, Daniel.

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  9. Just open the door and walk out.

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  10. Fuck.

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  11. I'm out. I'm out.

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  12. Walk out on me? She thinks she can walk

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  13. out on me? I'll walk out on her then.

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  14. You're not the only one who can walk out

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  15. on someone.

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  16. She's messaging me. She wants me to come

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  17. back.

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  18. I don't know what to do.

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  19. It's half past one in the morning.

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  20. Still don't know what to do.

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  21. We're still talking.

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  22. Um, fuck. I don't think I

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  23. have the guts to do this. Well, it's two

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  24. a.m. in the morning and. Even if I wanted

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  25. to go back, I couldn't go back. I can't go

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  26. back now because, you know, there's no

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  27. trains running at 2 AM in the morning.

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  28. Um, I guess I could book a hotel.

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  29. It feels like a waste of money.

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  30. It's quite nice up here. There's, there's

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  31. a bench and it's fairly well lighted.

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  32. Fairly well lit up, or I could find a

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  33. park.

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  34. Am I really doing this? Come on, Daniel,

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  35. just go back, say you're sorry, just make

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  36. things good again with her and

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  37. pretend this never, never happened. What

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  38. do you want, Daniel? What do you want? Do

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  39. you want to be alone again, or do you want

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  40. to be with her? You can't have both. You

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  41. can't be with her and alone at the same

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  42. time. You have to choose one.

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  43. I don't know. I don't know which one I

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  44. want. That's the problem. If I knew, I

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  45. wouldn't be having this problem, would I?

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  46. Do you really think you'd be happier if

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  47. you left her? Because if you think you'd

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  48. be happier if you left her, then maybe you

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  49. But what if I leave her and then I regret

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  50. leaving her? What if I miss her and I want

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  51. her back, but I wouldn't be able to have

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  52. Ichihashi.

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  53. Drunk people over there.

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  54. Oh, is that— is that a kitty cat?

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  55. Is that a little cat over there?

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  56. Let's go and say hello.

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  57. Don't run away. Oh no, it's running away.

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  58. Oh, don't run away. Be my friend.

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  59. Come back. Come back.

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  60. Come back.

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  61. It's— what time is it? It's 4 AM.

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  62. 4 AM in the morning.

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  63. Um, I think I'm gonna go back.

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  64. I think that's the best idea. I can't

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  65. believe I sat here all night. I sat on

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  66. that bench for about nearly 2 hours

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  67. talking to my parents on the phone.

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  68. If you don't believe me, there's a clock

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  69. right here. It says 4 AM.

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  70. Lights are coming on. Just waiting for the

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  71. train station to reopen. I don't know

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  72. where she is though. I'm not sure if she's

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  73. back home. I left my key at the apartment.

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  74. This is such a mess.

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  75. There's no one on the train.

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  76. I'm the only one on the train. Oh oh oh

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  77. oh.

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  78. So this is what happened last night. We

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  79. had this huge argument because I said,

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  80. for a video idea, why don't I pretend to

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  81. be a white guy on Tinder and I chat to

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  82. girls and make that into a video? And she

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  83. got really upset. So I said, okay, what if

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  84. I pretend to be a girl and I chatted to

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  85. guys and made that into a video? And she

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  86. got upset again. For some reason, she just

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  87. got upset at the idea of me using Tinder

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  88. and chatting to people. Even though I said

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  89. I'm gonna use someone else's face, I'll

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  90. use someone else's photo, it's not like I

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  91. was actually going to meet up with people

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  92. on Tinder. I also said, why don't we

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  93. pretend to get divorced for a video? I

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  94. said I could go to a hotel and then make a

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  95. bunch of videos there and pretend we split

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  96. up or something. It was just a joke. I

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  97. wasn't serious about it, and she got

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  98. really angry Because I mentioned divorce,

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  99. and I said it was just a joke, and she

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  100. said she doesn't care, that's not the

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  101. point. She said I shouldn't have mentioned

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  102. divorce like that, and she said, did you

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  103. get married to me just so you can get

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  104. views on YouTube? And I said no, and I

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  105. don't, I don't make stuff up for videos,

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  106. and even if I did, I wouldn't be admitting

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  107. to doing it on this video. I was just

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  108. joking about it. I wasn't seriously

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  109. thinking about pretending to get divorced.

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  110. Just so I could make a video about it.

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  111. I'm not that kind of person. And she got

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  112. really angry, and then she packed her

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  113. stuff and she stormed out, and I thought

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  114. she wasn't going to come back until the

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  115. next day. And it turns out she just went

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  116. to some kind of bath place, like an onsen.

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  117. I spent nearly 2 hours sitting outside of

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  118. the train station talking to my dad on the

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  119. phone, and he talked some sense into me,

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  120. and he convinced me to come back. So I, I

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  121. calmed down a bit and I decided to come

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  122. back, and here I am, back here again.

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  123. I don't want to be told what kind of

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  124. videos I can and can't make on my channel,

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  125. and I don't want to be scolded like a

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  126. child. I don't want to be shouted at just

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  127. for coming up with video ideas, just for

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  128. just suggesting or joking around and

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  129. saying, hey, why don't I do this? This

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  130. might be quite funny. It's called a joke.

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  131. I wasn't being serious. If you can't take

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  132. a joke, I don't think this is gonna work

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  133. out. I don't know.

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  134. I was actually thinking about leaving.

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  135. I'm not joking.

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  136. I was gonna leave,

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