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Day 2 on my VEGAN diet

2020-02-29 · 23 min

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  1. Hello and welcome back to day 2 of

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  2. my vegan diet. So some of you were

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  3. complaining, saying that things like the

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  4. garlic cream sauce and the cheese are

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  5. not vegan. I thought vegan just meant no

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  6. meat, but apparently there's a difference

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  7. between vegan and vegetarian.

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  8. Vegetarian is no meat, but a vegan

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  9. diet is not allowed to have any animal

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  10. products. Like dairy or cheese or eggs.

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  11. So I'm not going to use the garlic and

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  12. cream sauce, which I was looking forward

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  13. to trying because it sounded tasty, and

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  14. I'm not going to use the pizza cheese.

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  15. Today I'll be making bean sprouts,

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  16. mushrooms,

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  17. and the tofu. And I use this for

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  18. seasoning. It's tofu sauce. I'm pretty

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  19. sure this has no animal products. Where's

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  20. the ingredients? Yeah, it should be fine.

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  21. It says it's a soybean paste stew stock,

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  22. so I don't think it would have animals

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  23. inside of it. Okay, so first of all, we

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  24. open the tofu. Have to be very careful

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  25. because it's full of liquid like this.

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  26. You see that?

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  27. You can drink it. It'll be like tofu

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  28. juice, very nutritious.

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  29. Get the tofu out like so. Look at that

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  30. big slab of tofu.

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  31. Smells nice. I like tofu. And then

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  32. we put it straight into the pot.

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  33. Like that.

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  34. Cut it into pieces.

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  35. I don't know why people keep complaining.

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  36. Don't know why people keep complaining

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  37. about my scissors. It just makes things

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  38. easier to— makes

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  39. it easier to cut into tiny pieces, so why

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  40. not? Use them if you have them.

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  41. Next we have the mushrooms.

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  42. Oh no, I forgot to wash them.

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  43. Uh, I think it'll be fine.

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  44. This one looks weird.

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  45. Next we have the bean sprouts.

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  46. Everything's frozen. Why is everything

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  47. frozen? I put it in the fridge, not the

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  48. refrigerator. I mean, not the freezer.

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  49. Okay, so that can go here. I need a bigger

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  50. I've still got half the bean sprouts left.

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  51. Okay, that should be fine. Where's my

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  52. sauce? And then we put the sauce in.

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  53. Oh, smells Korean-y.

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  54. Looks like peanut

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  55. butter, peanut butter spread.

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  56. And then we put water.

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  57. And then we just turn on the heat. Easy

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  58. peasy.

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  59. Hmm, so here is the Finished product looks

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  60. very tasty.

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  61. There's quite a lot as well. Look at this!

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  62. I can't believe it only cost maybe three

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  63. dollars at most. What a bargain!

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  64. Delicious bean sprouts. Let me get a

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  65. close-up. Whoa,

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  66. that is a close-up of bean sprouts.

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  67. Ouch, it's hot. I never

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  68. used to like tofu, but I quite like it now

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  69. actually. I thought it tasted like

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  70. nothing, but it does have a very subtle

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  71. flavor. Beautiful.

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  72. Let me give it a taste.

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  73. It might be hot.

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  74. Mm-hmm.

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  75. I'm not really sure what to do now. With

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  76. my trip in Korea. I'm actually thinking

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  77. about leaving because George— you know

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  78. George I was talking about in the last

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  79. video— he's leaving today. And that kind

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  80. of shocked me because he loves Korea. And

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  81. I'm pretty sure he was saying that he

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  82. wasn't too worried about it a few days

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  83. ago, and now he, he went straight to the

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  84. airport today. It's made me feel a little

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  85. bit worried to be honest.

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  86. I'm actually thinking about leaving

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  87. tomorrow. I've been looking at flight

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  88. tickets, trying to decide if I want to go

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  89. back to England. George is going to Japan

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  90. and he asked me if I would come to Japan

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  91. as well. I don't know, how would

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  92. being in Japan be different to being in

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  93. Korea? I'm pretty sure the, the

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  94. you-know-what is spreading in Japan as

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  95. well? Won't it just be the same? I mean,

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  96. the main problem I'm having in Korea right

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  97. now is all my friends have left. The Top

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  98. List guy, the American guy, left. George

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  99. is leaving. I'm finding it difficult to

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  100. get dates because people don't want to

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  101. meet up now because of the you-know-what.

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  102. And then even when I go on dates, they're

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  103. wearing the stupid face mask, so I can

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  104. barely hear what they're saying because it

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  105. sounds so muffled. And how am I supposed

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  106. to kiss them or try and kiss them when

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  107. they're wearing a face mask? How am I

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  108. supposed to make my moves with that mask

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  109. I'm just struggling to find good reasons

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  110. to stay in Korea right now. I'm getting

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  111. lots of matches on Tinder, but it's, it's

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  112. tricky to get people to meet up.

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  113. And I've been on about 4 dates now,

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  114. hasn't led anywhere.

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  115. And I've already made all of the videos,

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  116. all the content that I wanted to make.

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  117. I've done a few date videos, I've met up

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  118. with a few guys, done some sightseeing.

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  119. I've done the cheap Airbnb video tour,

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  120. which was something I wanted to do. I

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  121. think I've done everything I wanted to do

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  122. content-wise in Korea. I think if I just

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  123. stayed longer, it would just be, you know,

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  124. repeating what I've already done, going

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  125. more dates, maybe meeting up with more

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  126. guys. Apart from that, I can't see what

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  127. else I would do.

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  128. Ideally, it would be nice if I could get a

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  129. girlfriend, but it was already a challenge

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  130. to get a girlfriend in only a few months

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  131. before the whole you-know-what started

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  132. spreading. And now because of the

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  133. you-know-what, it's just made the

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  134. challenge even more challenging. So I

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  135. really don't, don't see myself being able

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  136. to get a new girlfriend in Korea so soon.

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  137. I mean, the Russian girl was supposed to

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  138. be coming in March And, you know,

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  139. something could have happened there. But I

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  140. really don't think she would come now. I

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  141. wouldn't advise her coming anyway,

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  142. especially now. There's so many cases now,

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  143. and some countries are even blocking

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  144. flights from Korea.

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  145. So yeah, I'm trying to decide if I should

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  146. just go back to England or go to Japan.

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  147. Which one would be better content-wise?

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  148. If I went back to England, What would I do

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  149. for content? I guess I could meet up with

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  150. Pia. Maybe the Essex Girl would meet up as

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  151. friends. Maybe I could get some dates in

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  152. London.

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  153. Maybe I could get a new fish tank and do

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  154. fish, fish tank content. If I went to

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  155. Japan, it would just be the same. I'd try

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  156. Tinder. I might go on a few dates.

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  157. Maybe I'd meet Sam. I don't know.

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  158. I think my content is pretty much the same

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  159. no matter where I go. I'll just go on

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  160. Tinder, try and do some dates, meet up

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  161. with fans,

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  162. complain about where I'm living. That's

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  163. pretty much what I do on my channel, so I

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  164. don't really think the location, location

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  165. matters too much. Maybe Europe would

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  166. be better. There's one girl

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  167. from Spain. You might remember her.

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  168. I was about to meet her after the Turkish

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  169. girl last year, but I decided not to go to

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  170. Spain because I thought it would just be

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  171. another German girl. You know, the German

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  172. girl who ditched me at the hotel. I

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  173. thought it'd be a waste of time and money,

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  174. so I went straight back to England to meet

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  175. the Essex girl. And me and the Spanish

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  176. girl just kind of stopped talking until

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  177. about a week ago. She just randomly

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  178. messaged me again, sending me a picture of

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  179. her. She said, hey, do you remember me?

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  180. Would you still be interested in meeting?

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  181. And I said, yeah, I would, because she was

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  182. cute.

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  183. So I could go to Spain. There's also

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  184. someone in Sweden who's interested in

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  185. meeting me. She looks nice.

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  186. You see, that's the, um, the trade-off.

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  187. There's, there's girls who watch my

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  188. channel who like me and would be

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  189. interested in meeting, but I don't really

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  190. do well on Tinder in Europe,

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  191. and I'm not attracted to most of the girls

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  192. on Tinder in Europe. But in Asia, there's

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  193. loads of cute girls on Tinder, but they're

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  194. not really interested in me. And I don't

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  195. have any viewers, female viewers in Asia

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  196. who want to meet up. So do I go back to

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  197. Europe where there's girls who want to

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  198. meet me who watch my channel, but I do

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  199. poorly on Tinder? Or do I stay in

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  200. Asia where I do well on Tinder, but

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  201. there's no, no girls who want to meet me

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  202. for my channel? Which one do I choose?

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  203. Also, living in Asia is way cheaper. I

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  204. could live in Korea quite comfortably for

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  205. only $500 a month in this Airbnb.

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  206. If I went back to London, I'd have to pay

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  207. maybe $1,500 to $2,000 a month,

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  208. or I could, I could share a house and then

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  209. it would be about the same cost. But if I

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  210. shared a house How would I make videos if

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  211. people are there? How would I do cooking

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  212. stuff? It would be too awkward.

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  213. I would be constantly waiting for everyone

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  214. to leave the house to be able to do

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  215. YouTube stuff. And then what if someone at

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  216. the house knows my channel, finds out

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  217. about my channel, and then he hates me,

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  218. and then he tries to get me kicked out or

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  219. something like that? I guess it's drama.

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  220. That would be good content.

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  221. Oh, I went on a date yesterday actually,

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  222. and I've got a bit of an admission. I

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  223. failed the vegan challenge already because

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  224. we went to a restaurant, they had pork,

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  225. and I had to eat the pork. I couldn't just

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  226. sit there eating the kimchi. It was a

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  227. really boring date, by the way. She was

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  228. nice, she was cute.

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  229. A 36-year-old Korean lady,

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  230. but nothing happened. We just went to a

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  231. restaurant. It was really hard talking to

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  232. her because she had this face mask. Her

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  233. voice was all muffled. She spoke good

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  234. English, but she, she didn't really show

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  235. any interest in me. She didn't even ask me

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  236. what I do for a living. She didn't ask me

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  237. anything. All she asked me was, tell me

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  238. about yourself. And I didn't really know

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  239. what to say, so I just said, well, I'm I

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  240. used to live in Japan for a few years.

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  241. I had to keep asking her stuff, otherwise

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  242. it was just silent. If I stopped asking

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  243. her stuff, then it was just completely

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  244. silent. So we went to a restaurant.

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  245. I asked her if she wanted to go to karaoke

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  246. so I could try and do my karaoke move.

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  247. She said no.

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  248. Then we walked around a bit and I asked

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  249. her if I could hold her hand and I held my

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  250. hand out. She said no, so I thought, oh,

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  251. nothing's gonna happen. And I said, well,

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  252. it's, it's nearly 11, there's nothing to

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  253. do, we're just walking around. I said, so

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  254. do you want to say goodbye then? We can go

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  255. home. She said okay and

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  256. we just walked to the train station in

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  257. near silence. She was kind of weird. She

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  258. kept laughing randomly. She just randomly

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  259. laughed out loud over nothing. Kept asking

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  260. her, why are you laughing? And then she

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  261. explained, and it wasn't funny at all.

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  262. She was a nice cheerful person, I guess,

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  263. but it was so boring.

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  264. I've noticed all these dates, I just feel

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  265. so bored. I had 100 million times more fun

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  266. with George and the American guy. Me and

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  267. George riding around on electric scooters

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  268. in Gangnam, that was the most fun I ever

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  269. had, probably ever,

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  270. with another person that wasn't involving

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  271. cereal.

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  272. And then I go on these dates with women

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  273. and we just go to a restaurant, struggle

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  274. to find things to talk about, and it's

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  275. just— ugh, I hate it so much. I don't

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  276. think I can stand another boring date like

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  277. When I meet up with a guy, I feel like

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  278. there's so many things to talk about. I

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  279. meet up with a woman and I just, I feel

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  280. lost. It's like I don't know how to relate

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  281. So yeah, I don't really see any good

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  282. reasons to stay in Korea. Dating's not

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  283. really fun. I'm not really having much

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  284. luck. The you-know-what spreading is

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  285. making everything difficult, and if the

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  286. country goes into lockdown, I don't really

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  287. want to be stuck here, to be honest.

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  288. If I went back to Japan, I don't even know

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  289. what would happen. Am I allowed back in?

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  290. Technically, I'm still married because I

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  291. don't think the divorce has finalized.

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  292. But I cut my spouse visa in half, so would

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  293. I be able to get back in even though it's

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  294. cut in half?

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  295. How would I even explain that? Why did you

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  296. cut your spouse visa in half? Um, because

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  297. I was trying to prove a point on a YouTube

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  298. video. Uh, I really

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  299. didn't expect this to happen. I thought I

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  300. was going to stay in Korea for months. I

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  301. thought the you know what would be fine.

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  302. Yeah, I know I have to keep saying you

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  303. know what because if I say the actual

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  304. word, I heard YouTube is demonetizing any

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  305. video where they're talking about it. I'm

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  306. pretty sure you know what I mean. But what

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  307. would I do in Japan?

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  308. Nobody in Japan wants to meet me. I'm not

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  309. sure which one to prioritize— going

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  310. straight to people who want to meet me or

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  311. trying to find people to meet in Japan.

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  312. I have to make a decision soon, I guess.

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  313. Now I really regret booking this place for

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  314. a whole month. I should have stuck to my

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  315. original plan where I was booking Airbnbs

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  316. for only a week or 2 weeks and then moving

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  317. around. So typical, isn't it?

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  318. I decide to book the whole place for a

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  319. month, and then I have to start thinking

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  320. about leaving already. That's a

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  321. few hundred dollars wasted.

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  322. I don't think it's a big loss if I leave

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  323. Korea now. I feel kind of bored here

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  324. anyway. I feel like nothing's gonna

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  325. happen. I've been here a month and nothing

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  326. amazing has happened anyway. And like I

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  327. said earlier, I've already made all the

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  328. content I wanted to make. The date stuff,

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  329. living in Korea stuff. What else is there

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  330. to make? Might as well just

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  331. go back to England and meet up with some

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  332. of these girls. That might provide

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  333. something interesting. Plus I

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  334. can get a few things sorted out. I really

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  335. want to go to the dentist because I feel

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  336. like my teeth are getting stained.

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  337. Must be all the coffee and the tea.

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  338. I would love to go to the, the teeth

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  339. cleaning place, people. And I want

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  340. to get my eyes tested again because my

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  341. eyesight is so bad even with my glasses

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  342. on. I crashed about 2 times on the scooter

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  343. because I couldn't see.

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  344. There were steps. There were

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  345. steps and I thought it was just a slope

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  346. that goes up, but there were steps and I

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  347. rode straight into them. I managed to

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  348. brake a little bit last minute.

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  349. And there are these little green sandbags

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  350. lying around. That kind of blend into the

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  351. ground. Nearly drove into a few of those.

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  352. So there's a few things I'd like to get

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  353. sorted in England. A few girls I could

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  354. meet in England as well. I could stay in

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  355. London actually, get a nice Airbnb in

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  356. London.

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  357. Or I might go back to my mum's place. I

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  358. can save some money if I stay there.

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  359. Pay respects to my father's grave.

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  360. Going back to England would be so strange

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  361. now.

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  362. Last time I was there, I was still

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  363. married. Me and my wife were together.

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  364. As soon as we got back from England,

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  365. things just went downhill.

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  366. I don't really know what, what caused it

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  367. all. We got back from England and I was

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  368. feeling depressed because it's sad to

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  369. leave your home after Christmas. I would

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  370. have liked to stay a bit longer.

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  371. And then my wife was constantly nagging me

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  372. about spending too much time streaming and

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  373. constantly talking on Discord.

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  374. And not talking to her much.

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  375. And I felt kind of stuck for content

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  376. because I couldn't make any videos about

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  377. girls, obviously.

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  378. Even if I made videos about girls from the

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  379. past, she got upset. I couldn't go

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  380. needed her permission to do everything. I

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  381. just felt so suffocated.

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  382. And leaving just seemed like the best idea

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  383. to be able to make content I want to make

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  384. and to not feel so bored. I just felt so

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  385. bored. We barely spoke to each other.

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  386. Didn't do anything together. I was just

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  387. stuck at her apartment all day long, not

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  388. doing anything. I felt so depressed.

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  389. Now that I think about it, I still feel

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  390. kind of sad that we split up because

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  391. it was, it was comfortable. It's nice

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  392. having a wife.

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  393. But it was just so hard. I imagined— I

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  394. imagined that kind of lifestyle. I

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  395. imagined that would be the rest of my

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  396. life, and it just scared me. What if I

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  397. lived the rest of my life just stuck in

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  398. this apartment with this woman that I

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  399. don't even like that much? We barely speak

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  400. and we're constantly fighting. How can

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  401. this be the rest of my life? That really

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  402. scared me. I wanted to travel and meet

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  403. people, have new experiences.

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  404. Then this stupid illness started spreading

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  405. everywhere. It's just ruined my plans

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  406. completely.

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  407. Typical. I finally break free from my

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  408. marriage, decide to become a travel

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  409. vlogger. Now it's the worst possible time

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  410. to ever travel.

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  411. Could not have picked a worse moment to

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  412. want to become a travel vlogger or to

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  413. become single because now girls are scared

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  414. of meeting people.

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  415. Unlucky, just unlucky.

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  416. Well, I'm gonna go now, finish my soup,

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  417. and think about my future.

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