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It just makes me wonder, how do these— how does everyone else survive living in this world where they have to get a job?

Some people love their jobs.

Doing what though?

Oh look, Mr. Meow Meow. The way he walks is so funny. He looks like, like a skulking predator but tiny.

I mean, I can imagine it if you're like a big architect nerd and then you want to get a job in architecture, or you love mechanical bridges so you get a job as a mechanical bridge manager.

But what do you do when you don't care about anything?

Yeah, easy to get a job when you've got like an autistic passion for something.

Tarot and psychic operators. What's that?

Real estate agent, $50K a year. Why do they get paid so much?

It doesn't even look hard. You just show people around house and then do an inspection, and then what else you do?

Insurance sales specialist. Oh yeah, I love insurance so much. Let me spend 5 years of my life studying to get qualified to sell insurance. Imagine being an insurance nerd.

Who wakes up in the morning one day and goes, I want to sell insurance? Fucking boring.

And gay.

Uh, school cleaner, forklift driver.

Ah, I don't want to get a job.

What's a Class 1 driver?

All these jobs

suck. Solar electrician.

Blinds and curtains installer.

Interpreter.

Obesity nurse specialist.

I still think coolest job is stock market investor.

If only I didn't suck at it.

God, I wish I could be a stock trader.

Oh, I found out someone's having a baby recently. It kind of bummed me out.

Makes me feel like everyone's just making progress in life and happy, and I've made no progress at all. Over my whole life, basically. Apart from I learned to drive. That's my one progress. I learned to drive and got a car. That's like my biggest achievement.

Oh God, I can't do any of these jobs.

Like, can you imagine me being a site manager?

I just don't have the social skills.

People think I just came out of college. Imagine me being your site manager.

Forex trader. What?

Trade short-term and midterm forex and gold strategies. Work remotely. Receive ongoing mentorship. Develop trading skills through CPD training.

My dream job, Forex funded trader. I've been doing this 5 years, I can't even— I still can't get profitable. 5 fucking years and I can't even break even.

I am £12,000 away from breaking even after 5 fucking years of doing this.

I can't even say I'm a break-even trader, let alone a profitable trader.

I'm just a lose money every year trader.

Uh,

BYD commercial vehicle technician.

God, I don't know what I'd be doing without

Streaming.

Hurry and up some job line at petrol station.

Destined to stream and destined to be alone.

Uh, oh,

oh, oh

God. Mechanical technician. Oh, £400,000 a year. Oh no, 40,000. Misread it.

Forklift driver,

£20 an hour.

NPORS certification. I don't want to work in a stupid industrial site.

Uh, I promise no normal girl is gonna want to be part of my weird streaming life.

Parcel sorter. Oh God, it's so depressing looking at these job titles. They all so shit. Warehouse supervisor.

Delivery driver assistant.

I'm just not built for the working world.

I don't want to be 40 years old working in Tesco.

I'm looking for a job because I'm scared I'm gonna die alone.

And what am I gonna do when this streaming thing ends?

What do you mean I only put 200 into savings?

I put everything into savings.

Don't know what you mean.

I think you think I got paid today and I only added 200 of it into savings, which is not correct. I'm adding up

whatever I made in the previous day onto the total of the savings.

Every day I add up my stock account, my Kick balance, my OnlyFans balance, and my bank account balance. Which gives the number.

Yeah, hit 6K, which is pretty nice. Stocks are doing well.

Haven't actually got paid yet. I'll get paid in about 6 hours, I think. Usually the money comes in around 5 PM.

And then I'll just put it straight into the stocks account.

Oh God, I don't know how to survive in this world.

Jobs in Oakhampton.

School cleaner.

Wastewater engineer.

Food apprentice.

I need a girlfriend who's going to let me do streaming.

Why are they so hard to mind. It's not that they'd be against streaming, it's just the stuff I've said and my history, my past, and the OnlyFans thing. I'm not really going to attract a lot of women with that.

So annoying. It's like having to choose between having to get a job and having a normal, healthy relationship.

Actually, I don't think any relationship has ended because they found out. Like, Fasta found out and she was still happy to be with me.

Chihiro found out, she was happy to be with me. It's just, you know, when they're already with you for a bit and then they find out 100% of the time they're okay with being with me. But if they find out before we meet, or if it's in like early stage— I mean, I've never had a situation where

I've dated a girl for like a week or two and then she found out and dumped me. Actually, I've never been, hmm,

Like, the biggest danger zone is they find out before they meet me.

Never had a situation where they found out in like the first month.

I mean, I had 2 girlfriends 2022. They Neither of them found out.

Fasta found out.

I haven't really had a lot of girlfriends where I found them on the dating site. It's like 50/50, maybe like 50/50 dating sites and YouTube,

but obviously dating sites are a lot easier. Now that my channel's dead, I don't really get fangirls anymore.

It's always— could always be a first time getting dumped within a month because they found out.

Oh well,

that's the sacrifice I make, isn't it? To have an easy life, I've got to sacrifice something.

All these jobs suck. Fucking tax manager, project manager, engineer.

Insurance sales specialist.

Oh God, how do people do this stuff?

Property consultant,

tax manager, marketing manager.

A forex trader seems cool, but if I could do that, I'd just do it on my own, wouldn't I? I don't need to get a job. Obviously I can't do it. I've been trying for 5 years.

Trainee dental nurse.

Breakfast manager.

I think my best shot is, I don't know, like I buy a house. And then get my monthly payments down really low,

like $400 a month.

And then I just make content fixing the house or something, but then I end up doxxing it, don't I?

You won't get a mortgage. Um, if I put down like 50% deposit, I'm pretty sure they'd let me have one.

Put down like 50k for a 100k property.

Yeah, I'll just fix it up myself. It's not hard. I'll just clean it all, and then I put down foam, and then I put carpet on top, and then I paint the wall. Easy.

Seems like all I can do is a driving job or

maybe like a warehouse job.

It seems like driving is the best shot

to make anything above minimum wage. Otherwise, it's like jobs that

young people do, like waiter, kitchen, McDonald's. Even applying for McDonald's is a pain in the backside because you go on the website, you gotta fill out a stupid quiz thing.

You know, go on the websites, they got like a little, like a test, multiple choice, multiple answer.

I tried applying for co-op and had this stupid, I don't know, 50-page multiple question thing. I did it for the post office as well. You get all these questions like, you enjoy working outside, strongly agree, disagree, strongly disagree. You enjoy helping people, With a smile. Stupid fucking dumbass questions.

You enjoy being active and outside?

So stupid. Just give me the fucking job.

Oh God, my life's over.

Paramedic.

Either I've got to suffer and get a shit job that I hate and then get a relationship, but then I don't know, maybe I'll start hating the girl, or I just carry on doing this.

Struggling to find a girl, only able to get one if I lie.

And then inevitably she finds out and, don't know, like she wants me to stop doing it or dumps me straight away.

No, it's not very compatible, is it?

Unless she's absolutely nuts,

like Venus or some— someone like Crypt. Batshit crazy. Does drugs. No thanks, I'd rather be single.

I wish I could do something cool, and then I tell them, they're like, oh nice.

I never thought doing YouTube would be something I would have to eventually hide and be ashamed of in the future.

For most YouTubers, it's something cool and people find it cool, but the way I do it,

I shot myself in the foot.

The funny— the tragic thing is I probably didn't even need to do it like that.

I could have just been a normal streamer and would got— I mean, it's not like I've got loads of viewers. Got fucking 67 viewers. The fuck is even the point?

Shot myself in the foot for nothing.

I could have just been that boring person who doesn't talk about this stuff and got more than 60 views. The tragic thing is If I was less weird and more normal, I'd probably have retained more viewers. Being weird probably chased off more viewers than it actually helped me gain.

That's the tragic thing about it,

was that I didn't even need to do this,

and actually doing this actually made it worse off for me. In terms of the size of my audience. I could have retained a bigger part of the 2018 audience if I just didn't become so unhinged.

Oh,

if I was getting thousands of viewers and I'm so rich thanks to being unhinged, then maybe it would feel like it's worth it.

You wouldn't know or care if I wasn't weird? Yeah, yeah, maybe you people who like me because I'm weird wouldn't be here anymore, but then I'd have like 20 viewers who are normal to replace you, who like me because I'm not fucking unhinged.

For every one of you who likes me because I'm weird, I probably lost 20 people Because I am weird.

That's what sucks about it.

I could have had a bigger audience if I just stayed normal,

and it wouldn't have chased off women. Or attracted fucking weirdo trolls.

But I thought, oh, I had to be weird to get viewers.

Oh wow, 65 viewers. Oh, I'm drowning in viewers, aren't I, for being weird?

I should have just played it cool back in

2018.

Yeah, you know,

saddest part is Like, you think, oh, I gotta be weird to get viewers, and then it doesn't even work. I don't even get viewers.

I did this stuff and said this stuff that ruined my life, and then it didn't even work anyway.

That's what's sad about it.

Yeah, I'm having some kind of crisis.

There's many things I wish I never said and done during my YouTube streaming career that I can't take back.

I can't survive in this world with a normal job,

but I'm miserable being alone.

And the fear is even if I do find a girlfriend, at some point she's gonna find out and either dump me or want me to quit doing this and get a normal job, or else. And then I'll lose her and then I'll be alone again. Just getting older and older.

Can't keep anyone who wants to stay with me.

No, they're not new slippers. I got those from AliExpress when someone said that I'm stupid because I buy everything on Amazon when you can get cheaper stuff. So I bought that to prove that it's rubbish. It only cost 50 pence. Actually, it's pretty good. It's just like the £10 ones I bought on Amazon.

Yeah, well, I'm not saying they're right or anything. Didn't prove anything, really.

The only thing that I can bank on is when they do find out is that they'll be okay with it,

because I can't quit. I mean, quit streaming and do what the fuck am I gonna do?

I can't do anything apart from endlessly whinge about my life being shit. That's like my only talent, endlessly whining.

I managed to make nearly $5,000 this month. The fuck am I gonna do to make $5,000 a month that isn't this? Even like policemen or ambulance drivers don't make this much money.

The hell am I gonna do that makes this much money?

And then when this comes to an end and I'm back on YouTube making only 1K a month, then maybe it will be different.

Ah, I should have used the pressure washer, steam washer to clean this, get this resell. Could do that today.

No one understands my struggle.

I don't even enjoy doing it.

It's better than having a job.

I don't even know what I want to do.

Not many women are okay with it because women are long-term thinkers. Thinking, and they think ahead, like about making kids and having a family.

But my job kind of compromises our privacy and security, doesn't it?

Because of trolls and haters.

Women want safety and security, and I compromise that.

I don't provide it.

I think women aren't that bothered about what you do, but if it makes them feel unsafe, then they will be bothered.

I don't know,

I feel kind of depressed today because stupidly went on Facebook. I hate fucking Facebook.

Other people's success and growth makes me depressed.

Well, I saw someone announcing they're having a baby. I had a quick look through their photos, hadn't seen them in a while. I don't know, he looks so happy, like wearing a suit, well-rounded, friends, career going well. Oh God, it makes you feel so shit, doesn't it?