my life is ruined and falling apart

Testing.

Um,

testing.

Stop asking how many parcels I delivered.

I got fired a week ago.

It's over.

Back to being a NEET who doesn't leave his

house.

I ran out of food.

I have to go shopping tomorrow.

I've only got, uh, one MRE pack and flour

and some fuel.

How am I feeling?

Feeling bored.

Very bored.

What do I do all day?

I stare at the stock market and lose

money.

I lost £5 today so far.

And then I make love with my love doll and

then have a shower.

And then if the weather's nice, sit in the

garden for a bit.

Trying to think what food to get tomorrow.

Someone already bought me some food, but I

have to go and collect it at the

supermarket.

But I don't know what they got,

so I don't know what I need to get.

I probably need to get a toothbrush

and cooking oil.

Where's Sunny?

Uh, she dumped me

because apparently she didn't want to date

a YouTuber after specifically going out

her way to meet a YouTuber to date.

Maybe don't try and meet up with YouTubers

then.

Just a thought.

And be like, dating a chef and then

getting upset because he cooks all the

time.

What do you expect?

He's a chef, let him cook.

What just happened?

Uh, nothing.

Stop day trading.

If you stop doing something that's hard,

you'll never get better at it.

How can you ever get good if you just give

up?

And everything's high risk.

Getting into a car, driving's high risk.

Getting on a plane is not very high risk,

I guess, but moving countries is pretty

high risk.

Going to Europe's pretty high risk.

Get beat up.

You would never tell anyone to just give

up if something's hard, if it's anything

else, would you?

Well, I would hope not, because then you

would be terrible to have around, because

you'd be like, oh, it's too hard, just

give up.

Wow, thanks,

thanks for the moral support.

My neighbor's very noisy today.

Yeah, market's pretty boring today.

It's not moving.

It simply does not work.

There's thousands of people who day trade

for a living.

What are you talking about?

That's like saying don't do YouTube

because it doesn't work, because 90% of

people who try it don't get more than

1,000 subscribers.

Really bad advice today.

Feel sorry for your children because

they'll have a dream and then you'll be

like, Just give up.

It's too hard.

Terrible advice.

How did I lose £5?

I went short and then the market just went

up and now it's not doing anything.

I want to do YouTube, maybe starting with

a travel vlog.

No, don't do it.

Just give up.

It's too hard.

Only 5% of people ever make YouTube into

their job.

So it's too hard.

Just give up.

That's what you guys are like.

Are you aware of statistics?

Most traders lose everything.

That's a bit of an exaggeration.

Well, they lose all their money and then

go homeless and broke and then die on the

street.

Yeah.

And, uh, 85% of people on OnlyFans make

less than $600 a month.

And 80% of statistics are made up on the

spot.

And only 10% of people who try making a

channel have over 100,000 subs.

What's your point?

Never tell me the odds.

It's a skill just like anything else.

It can be learned.

It's not like this magic, mysterious

force.

It's just a skill.

I don't know why you people have weird

ideas about it.

Next you say, oh, don't invest.

Most people lose money doing it.

You're only saying that because I lose

money doing it.

So it's like you're saying because I make—

I don't make money on it, no one else

does.

That's so stupid.

Just because I'm not good at it and I'm

not successful at it doesn't mean other

people aren't.

Loads of people do it and create a whole

life around it.

So yeah, I mean, you can say I don't make

money or I'm not good at it, but don't

discredit the entire industry just because

I suck at it.

So stupid.

Yeah, obviously I'm not one of them who

makes money from it.

I just started like 2 months ago.

What do you expect?

Jesus Christ, you people are so fucking

stupid.

Like, Daniel started day trading 2 months

ago and he still hasn't made any money.

He must give up.

Duh.

It takes years to get good at.

Why do you think I would just start and

then instantly start making money from it?

Are you actually that stupid?

Everyone who makes money doing it, they've

been doing it for at least 5 years.

In 5 years' time, I'll be making money.

Trust me.

Have I used my doll?

Yeah, I use it every day actually.

Especially nice before having a shower,

cuz you have— you do it and then you just

hop into the shower cuz you're naked

anyway.

You made money on your first trade?

Well, yeah, it's called beginner's luck.

I made loads of money when I started

trading and then I lost half of it.

I probably made money on my first trade as

well.

It's about, can you do that consistently

without wiping out your account?

Yeah, I really like the doll.

It's really good.

The hole is really tight and nice.

Yeah, I'm kind of hooked on it, to be

honest.

When I clean it, I have to like scoop— I

have to put my hand in and like scoop it

out.

And if I don't clean it for a few days, it

comes back out yellow and it smells really

bad.

I should probably put some soap up there.

Kill that bacteria.

I haven't even filmed it yet.

I've used it for like a week.

I haven't even filmed anything for

OnlyFans.

I haven't filmed anything yet because I'm

waiting for my bum to heal.

I think it's nearly healed.

I think maybe in 2 days when I have my

next shower, because I want to put on the

hair removal cream as well.

But I don't want to put on the hair

removal cream unless I'm gonna have a

shower, and I already had a shower today,

and I won't have one tomorrow probably.

So yeah, I'm gonna do hair removal cream

because I've gotten very hairy down there,

and then I'll make sure my bum's okay, and

then I've got to think how am I gonna set

up the camera

and where am I gonna do it.

I might use the beanbag.

I'm thinking—

so what I like to do recently is I connect

my phone to the laptop and then use my

laptop screen as a viewfinder.

So then I put the phone behind me for like

a sexy behind the shot, and then I'm

looking at the computer in front of me.

So I'm like monitoring how it looks whilst

I'm doing it.

I also get turned on by seeing myself

doing it, so it also helps.

And, um, yeah, so I think I get the

beanbag and I kind of

frog spread on the beanbag with the camera

behind elevated about maybe that high, and

then I'll just be like stomach flat,

like laying on my stomach on the beanbag.

I think that could be pretty hot.

So that could be one video.

And then I want to do another video where

I'm on the bed doing it.

Maybe I'm doing the doll whilst grabbing

its you-know-what.

That sounds pretty hot.

I called it the frog spread, not the eagle

spread.

Stop asking when I'm going back to my mum.

I'm not going back.

If I have to get a job, I'll get a job.

Oh my God, it's tanking.

I just made £2.

Anyway,

yeah, very boring day today.

Really annoying.

It's just not doing anything.

It's like going up and down in this very

tight range.

I trade US 100 and 500, but when I compare

those to futures, it looks exactly the

same, so I don't see how they're

different.

If it was a boring day, why talk about it?

Well, then what am I going to talk about?

I'm sure we can find other things to talk

about.

Now I've got this pimple here.

Look, I hate that pimple there.

When am I paying back Mum for taxes?

When I get the money, duh.

Should get my YouTube money tomorrow and

that should pay off most of the overdraft.

And then I should get some money from

OnlyFans in a few days.

And I'm hoping the market's going to

crash.

Maybe next week,

but we still have all of June for the

market to crash and then I can get out of

gold

and then just pay off the Amazon card and

then focus on rebuilding a safety net, an

emergency fund.

Yeah, I think the tax debt started in

2023.

It's been 2 years now.

It happened when I was in Thailand, 2023.

When I asked, when I borrowed the first.

Yeah, I remember me and Faso in this new

beef noodle soup restaurant at the time.

I was asking my mum if I could borrow the

money, and then first she says no, and

then later she says okay.

She sent me about seven thousand to pay

off the taxes,

and then I was supposed to go home and

then focus on paying her back.

But instead, I got a car.

And then did Amazon Flex, and then all the

money I made off Amazon Flex basically

went straight back into paying for the

car.

And then I paid off the deposit for the

car, and I paid off like half the car.

Then I was supposed to start paying my mum

back, but then I moved to Devon, and then

I paid loads of money to get this place,

setting myself thousands of pounds back

into credit card debt.

Now I'm— I can finally be out of credit

card debt if the stocks go up a bit more.

But then I just have to focus on staying

out of overdraft and making more money

than I'm spending so I can have a couple

hundred pounds savings at the end of each

month.

Yeah.

Getting— to be honest, getting the car was

kind of a mistake because if I just stayed

at home and did only YouTube and didn't

even bother doing Amazon Flex, I would

have ended up with more money because the

money I made from Amazon Flex was not

anywhere near the amount that I spent to

buy the car.

The car costs about £15,000.

I made about probably £6,000, £7,000 from

Amazon Flex, Uber Eats, and Every.

And then if you minus, I don't know,

£1,000 or so for electricity, new tires

and stuff like that, I probably netted

about £5,000.

So it's like £10,000 deficit.

So I would be up £10,000 if I just didn't

get the car or got a cheaper car.

I don't know why I went out and I bought

Freaking £15,000 car.

I mean, it would have been £19,000 if I

had carried on with the payment plans.

It only went down from £18,000 down to

£15,000 because my mum let me borrow money

to buy it outright without paying all that

interest.

If I just bought it in cash in the first

place, it would have only been £13,000.

But because I paid a couple months with

the payment plan and a deposit,

In total it was about 15K, I think.

Ripped off.

Everyone told you to get a cheap car.

Yeah, but I want an electric car because I

want to impress Sunny.

I don't want to get a banger, then it

breaks down, I've got to figure out how to

fix it or pay a mechanic and take it to

the garage all the time.

It just looks like a nightmare.

And also I wanted to be fuel efficient so

that driving would barely cost anything.

I didn't want to pay all this money for

petrol.

And now I don't even drive anywhere.

I haven't driven for a week now since I

got fired.

Tomorrow I've got to go out and drive to

the supermarket to go pick up the food

that someone bought for me.

Um, but they had it delivered to the wrong

Tesco, so now I've got to go to the town

that I don't usually go to.

I've been there twice.

Last time I went there was with Sunny.

I don't remember why we went there though.

I really don't.

It was like the time before we broke up

for good.

We went to that Tesco and bought

some food.

I can't remember why we went there.

Oh, we went to Strawberry Farm, Strawberry

Field Farmhouse, and we bought the beef.

I remember now

because on the way there's this Strawberry

Fields Farm Shop and they got a butcher.

So we went there and we tried getting the

yakiniku beef and he gave us the worst cut

ever.

And then we went to Tesco

And bought some stuff for the yakiniku

dinner.

Yeah, I got a ribeye as well.

Yeah, I remember now.

Worst beef ever.

Stupid butcher doesn't even know what

yakiniku meat is.

You don't make great financial decisions.

Well, it's easy to say that in hindsight,

isn't it?

I didn't know I was going to get banned

from Amazon Flex.

I didn't know I was going to get banned

from Every.

I didn't know I'd move here and Uber Eats

is dead.

Uber Eats was working very well, uh, at

Christmas before I got sick.

I was making like £90 a day just running

up and down, driving up and down

delivering McDonald's.

I would have just done that, but no, I had

to come to Devon.

And then I got the Every job, which I

thought was great.

And then I got freaking banned again

because of the Amazon videos.

Now I'm wondering if I apply for the Every

job again, but this time in a different

location, will they know that I've been

banned before?

Because theoretically they would make a

new ID for me because I've done it before.

So I signed up to join Evry at another

depot in Bideford and then, yeah, I didn't

realize I was going to move here.

So here's too far away from Bideford.

So I ended up just making a new account.

I signed up to a new advert for the job in

this area.

And they had no idea that I already

applied for the one in Bideford.

So I had 2 accounts.

So maybe if I find out where the depot is

for my area, I get a job there every day

delivering this area, and then they won't

even know.

But yeah, I guess if my name comes up in

the system, what if I give them a fake

name?

Because they never asked for any ID.

I swear to God that Every app is not like

Amazon.

On Amazon, you've got to provide photo

check and all this blah blah blah.

With Every, you don't even have to do a

background check.

You don't have to show them any

documentation.

Maybe just use a fake name.

Stupid Every, think they can beat me.

I'll show them.

No, I don't have a degree or— I've got

Japanese N2 proficiency test.

Maybe there's some Japanese jobs in Devon

at the Japanese restaurant.

Yeah, maybe I'll legally change my name,

then they won't know.

I changed my name to Daniel Ford.

Daniel Lloyd.

Yeah, Daniel Lloyd was one of my fake

names as well, because then if the girl

finds out my real name, I would just say,

oh, I misspelled it when I told you.

Because Lloyd and Lord, when pronounced in

Japanese, is almost the same.

Or road and load and Lord is all spelt the

same in Japanese katakana.

It would just be Rōdō.

So I can literally say my name is Daniel

Rode.

And then if it says— if they ever see my

real name as Lord, they won't question it.

I remember getting so scared if Asuka

would find out my last name.

I remember going to Vietnam and checking

into the hotel and they printed out the

checking-in info with my name at the top

in big letters and she was standing next

to me.

And I was worried.

She was like looking at my name because I

told her my name was Daniel Reed.

So for the first 6 months we knew each

other, she kept thinking I was called

Daniel Reed.

And then after she found out who I really

was, if she got sad, she'd be like,

where's Daniel Reed?

I don't like Daniel Lord.

Give me back Daniel Reed.

Because in her mind, Daniel Reed was like

the perfect version of me.

And then obviously he was fake.

Daniel Lord puts stuff up his bum and

talks shit on livestreams.

Every girl would love Daniel Reed, but not

Daniel Lord.

Daniel Reed, the financial analyst who

doesn't have any weird stuff on the

internet

and doesn't do YouTube.

Yeah, I think I told her I was a stock

trader or something, or I was a digital—

no, I told her I was a digital artist.

So she was thinking I was a digital artist

and she kept asking to see me create with

my iPad and I kept saying, I don't really

feel like it now.

I mean, I did actually draw some stuff,

but for YouTube.

Make the company delete data which they

have saved about you.

Sounds troublesome.

Yeah, if I change my name, I could

probably get back onto Amazon Flex as

well.

And Every is definitely pretty breaking a

bunch of laws because they didn't ask for

any checks or anything.

They're just like, when you're going to

start?

Great.

I didn't show any ID or anything.

These other apps like Deliveroo, Uber

Eats, they're really strict.

You got to pass all these checks— DBS,

criminal, right to work— got to show them

insurance and all this.

Every didn't ask for any of this stuff.

And then they ban you because of a YouTube

video.

It's ridiculous, isn't it?

Of all the things to get banned for

because of a stupid YouTube video.

I don't think just because I say stuff, it

means I've actually done it.

And they can't prove that I've done it

just because I said I did it.

It's like I could say, oh, I've— I drove

to the moon yesterday.

Doesn't mean I actually did it.

Or I buried 10 people in the forest last

night.

I don't know why you say stuff and then

it's—

they can use it against you

as though it actually happened and it's

proof.

It's not proof.

Anyone can say anything.

I still don't see how I'm a parcel risk.

Maybe they looked up parcels that went

missing and then they traced it back to me

or something.

I don't know.

Would I consider getting paid for my art?

Well, yeah.

If someone wants to give me some money,

I'll do some art.

Don't really want to though, because I

can't be bothered.

I'm not really feeling very artistic.

Whoa, market's crashing!

Holy crap, I'm only down £3 now.

Yeah, I did think today about getting like

a little sketchpad and, um, maybe a pen

and then just sketching the landscape.

Like a

gel pen thingy, or maybe, I don't know,

water paints.

Maybe.

I just don't want to spend money

if I can

avoid it.

Oh, we're in the New York PM macro, that's

why it's moving.

I changed my computer time zone to EST,

New York time, because it was annoying

having to keep converting it to GMT.

1:35

EST.

We've got the New York PM macro from 1:10

to 1:40.

It's 1:35 now.

And then we got the last hour macro at

3:15.

Now I know why the market suddenly moves

at random points in the day.

It's not random.

It happens at 8:50 to 9:10, then 9:50 to

10:10, 10:50 to 11:10, 11:50 to 12.

So basically every hour, I guess.

And then 1 PM to 1:40, and then finally

3:15 to 3:45.

And then you've got London macro, which is

at 2 AM to 3 AM New York time.

It's not a fake identity.

If I legally change my name, it will be a

new identity.

You would never hire me in the first

place?

Well, I think you would if I offered you

special benefits.

Yeah, but then I have to change

everything, won't I?

Be annoying.

Sunny said she was going to change her

name because she hates her dad and doesn't

want his name.

It's kind of stupid, isn't it?

It sounds like someone else whose name

begins with an H, ends with a Y.

She also ditched her dad's name and then

took on her mum's new boyfriend's name.

Women are funny about names.

It's like they feel like

they belong to the dad because they've

taken on the same name.

And then when they hate the dad, they

don't want the same name.

Women are weird.

As if that even matters.

You're still your dad's daughter.

You can't change that just because you

change your name.

It makes no difference.

It's another one of women's weird little

things, like break up and then they cut

all their hair off, or break up and then

they burn all the boyfriend's stuff.

Women are weird.

Nothing they do makes any sense.

Oh, I hate my dad.

I'm going to change my name and get

plastic surgery so I don't look like him.

That will show him.

He doesn't even care anymore.

Trust me, he doesn't give a shit.

About you.

That's why he ditched you in the first

place.

The damaged woman thing.

Yeah, she did say she was damaged goods.

Oh God, how nice it would be to just date

a normal woman without any mental trauma

or weird stuff.

One can only dream.

No tattoos, no piercings, no mental

breakdowns, no broken family.

God, that must be like dreaming of dating

the best woman ever.

But then you gotta be a normal man, don't

you, who's not a weirdo who does OnlyFans.

You gotta be a bloke who gets a job.

And he's outgoing, and he has friends, and

he's like, oh, I'm a bad boy, and then he

goes to school and gets a real job, and he

doesn't put stuff up his bumhole.

And he definitely doesn't do this stupid

YouTube thing.

Guess I'll never be that.

I'm sorry to say, but you have aged a lot

since I've last watched you.

You have lost a lot weight as well.

Your neck and face look really skinny.

I'm sorry to hear that you can't buy food

on your own and had to ask people on

Discord to send you groceries.

Real bad.

Uh, I don't think looking skinnier is a

bad thing.

When I was in Thailand, you were saying I

look fat, so I'd rather look skinnier than

look fatter.

And ask for food on Discord because I

don't have to pay tax on food, do I?

If people give me money, I got to pay tax

on the money.

So I realized it's a great tax loophole if

you guys just send me food, cuz I got to

buy food anyway.

And I still get ID'd at the supermarket

for buying a lighter, so I don't think

I've aged that badly.

I think the lighting is just probably not

very good here.

It's the lighting.

Because I don't have like a,

like a good light source.

Whereas in my room in my mum's house, the

lighting was always really good.

That's why I look way better in my mum's

house because I've got that window.

And there's this— I mean, this room

doesn't get any sunlight.

You gotta go into the conservatory,

but then you can— people can hear you in

the conservatory because I can hear them.

So I wouldn't like to talk in there

because people could probably hear me.

No, I'm not graying.

It's the light.

When the sunlight shines on my hair, it

makes it look

kind of grayish.

But my pubes are kind of going gray, to be

honest.

The whole day the market's just been in

Consolidation goes down and goes up, then

goes down and goes up.

You could have just traded this ping pong

going up and down, up and down.

Well, if I move my little lamp here.

Does that look better?

Wow, I look so much younger now.

Actually, it looks better when I don't

have the light on, just like most my exes.

There.

Do I look better now

or now?

Now or now or now?

I think I look better now actually with it

turned off.

Yeah, probably better with it turned off.

If I lift up my hair and look under it

Sometimes I find a few white hairs,

but I have to really search for it.

What if I put the light here?

How about that?

Then it looks— it makes the middle of my

face look much darker.

How about that?

No, I think I should turn it off.

Daniel's biggest fear is getting old.

Well, yeah, because you look ugly when

you're old,

and also you get uglier women because you

have to get old women now.

And then younger women don't want to be

with you because you're old, unless

they've got like an old guy fetish.

I'm more concerned about getting cancer or

getting some kind of illness,

and then next to that I'd be worried about

you know, getting old looking.

They're really going to do this bot thing

every single day, aren't they?

How long has it been now?

Like a week?

I wonder when they're gonna give up.

It doesn't do anything.

You think I'm gonna get banned or

something because you buy bots?

Oh God.

They really think I'm gonna get in trouble

for it.

That must be the most autistic thing I've

ever heard.

They're just wasting their money.

Oh, let them have their little fun, I

guess.

Can I see myself being in a relationship

again?

Uh, yeah,

but I'm not gonna try hard.

To get into one.

I do miss my relationship in Thailand, to

be honest.

It was quite a nice relationship now I

think about it.

Just stuff, simple stuff like going to the

shopping center and going to a restaurant

was nice.

I remember getting Revolut for the first

time and I was so excited.

To get cash back and pay zero FX fees.

I remember getting the metal Revolut card.

I thought I was so cool having a metal

card.

All Sunny's fault.

I kept saying, oh, my relationship's safe

now because now my channel's dead, I don't

get any fangirls.

Kind of jinxed it, didn't I?

Fango's always ruining my life.

And then, you know, the irony is that when

I'm in a relationship, these fangirls come

out of nowhere and then wreck my

relationship.

And then when I'm single, there's like no

fangirls

who want to do it.

Like, I was in Manchester the whole time

alone.

Why didn't Sunny hit me up then?

She said she was watching me back then.

We were both in England.

And then nearly all of 2022 I was single.

No fangirls.

Yeah.

In hindsight, I probably should have just

gone home to England after Thailand, not

gone to Japan.

I mainly— I wanted to go to Japan to meet

that Mizuki woman because I thought she

was going to be cute.

But she wasn't.

And then I also wanted to do like a

subathon like Ice was doing,

but in hindsight, probably would have been

better if I just went home

and waited for Faster to finish with her

America thing.

I knew this America thing was stupid.

My Thai visa was supposed to last until

May.

And then she was adamant on going to

America in March.

And I was like, why do you want to go in

March when I've still got 2 months on my

visa?

And she was like, oh, you're wasting money

in Thailand staying an extra 2 months.

What, wasting a couple hundred pounds?

Oh no.

She was like really insistent that she

goes in March for some reason.

I don't remember why.

I wanted to stay until— I was actually

really pissed because I went through a lot

of trouble to get that student visa and it

was a year long and I didn't want to have

to leave when I still had a couple months

left on it because I didn't get the

maximum usage from it.

Cost me like £1,000 and I had to go to

school every day.

And go to immigration every 90 days.

I hate— it's, you know, it's hard.

It's not easy getting a visa.

And then to have to ditch the visa before

you've used it all up is kind of annoying.

New Tinder arc would be fun.

Yeah, I've got a new phone so I could

download dating apps on it and I've got

like 4 new SIM cards.

But I don't— I wouldn't want to do it

here, to be honest.

I would save it if I went to Asia.

I would probably save it and use it then

like I did in 2023 because I got that

Korean woman pretty easily, didn't I?

You basically get a week or two before you

get banned again.

It's just the photos are annoying.

My photos are kind of too old now.

And I don't really want to catfish, and I

probably look older than I do in those

older photos.

So then I've got to take new photos and

make myself look good,

which is not easy.

I hate having to take selfies.

I do not like taking selfies.

Yeah, getting banned from dating apps

really made my life boring.

I could have been banging so many women.

Could have had like endless relationship

arcs.

The thing is, I probably would have gone

out of control and had like 10 girlfriends

at the same time.

Why not?

I'd end up like that Japanese guy who had

35 girlfriends and he was like scamming

them with different birthday dates.

I think maybe it was a good thing I got

banned from them all.

I can't control myself.

I would just go on a rampage.

Like I did in 2017 and bang everything I

match with.

So it was probably for the best.

Oh well, I guess I'll just bang my love

doll now.

You look way older now.

Well, yeah, stop saying that.

It's annoying.

Obviously I look older now compared to 8

years ago.

Why'd you have to point that out?

I bet you look older now than 8 years ago.

Who's gonna look the same after 8 years?

Obviously I look older now.

Stop saying stupid stuff to annoy me.

No, my skin hasn't changed over the years.

I used a skin filter in my videos and I

get good lighting in my bedroom.

It hasn't changed.

It's always been bad.

I just used a skin filter.

It was whiter and glowing.

Yeah, it's called good lighting and a

filter.

When I actually really start aging, you

guys are going to be so annoying.

Like when my hair goes gray.

Oh my God.

Because you remember that, give me a

break, man.

That guy, within 5 years, went from black

hair, glasses, looking kind of youthful to

completely grey.

It's scary to age in front of the camera.

Can I turn the filter back on?

Not on a livestream.

In my videos I have the filter on, but I

don't really make many videos now.

And also the lighting here isn't as good

as in my bedroom.

Have I ever gambled?

Of course I've gambled.

What do you mean?

I'm 36.

I've done everything in life.

I did sports betting, I played roulette, I

went to betting shops.

I have done the lottery, done scratch

cards.

How would I not have gambled in my whole

life?

Yeah, maybe this Sunny thing did age me

and stress me because it was really

stressful, to be honest.

Do you know how annoying it is being in a

relationship with someone who keeps

blocking you?

It's so irritating.

It's probably the most irritating thing

I've ever experienced because you can't

say— it's like you can't express yourself

because they've blocked you.

It's so annoying,

especially when you have an argument and

you need to talk to resolve it, and then

she just blocks you and refuses to let you

speak.

The most annoying thing I've ever

experienced in a relationship.

How am I supposed to explain myself or

defend myself when you can't even speak?

Every time I had a fight, she'd block me

for weeks.

I think 2 weeks was the longest.

I swear to God, if I ever get a girlfriend

again, if she blocks me, I'm done.

Like, the first time she blocks me, I'd be

out.

I'm not going through that again.

So childish.

I never had a girlfriend who blocked me

whilst we were still together.

So irritating.

It was driving me crazy, to be honest.

Okay, Pondered Nonsense, you're banned.

Literally asking for it, going on and on

about my age stuff.

It's like people come on the stream and

they, they want to see how far they can

push it before they get banned, like it's

some kind of game.

They'll be like, I wonder how much I can

say before Daniel bans me.

Oh, I'll be subtle, very subtle, and then

keep increasing it.

It's like they got some kind of bet going

on.

I don't know.

It's obviously like a new account or a

troll account.

Go to channel.

Oh fuck, I subscribed to it.

Unsubscribe.

Oh wait, he joined in 2020.

Pondered Nonsense 4916.

Report user.

Uh, harassment and cyberbullying.

Harassment.

Submit.

He's reported and banned.

Yeah, you don't need to keep pointing out

my age and my aging.

I'm well aware of how I look.

You think I don't know what I look like?

I don't need you to tell me about it.

It's fucking annoying.

I'd love to see how you will look in 8

years' time.

I bet it won't be pretty.

What's my plan to be cash flow positive by

the end of the summer now?

Okay, peace, like, banned.

My plan's the same as the other plan.

I'm gonna get my stock money, pay off the

credit card, and then we do OnlyFans and

YouTube and hopefully have a couple

hundred, $500 at the end of each month.

No, I'm not going to get a job.

Waste of time.

Too unreliable.

It wrecks my car.

It means I can't focus on doing other

stuff like trading, learning how to trade,

doing OnlyFans.

I can't do— like, can you imagine trying

to do OnlyFans after finishing delivering

100 parcels?

I'd be too tired

doing that every, every day.

It's kind of funny.

Every day, bro.

Doing— having to do that every single day,

Monday to Sunday.

I just didn't have any energy to do

anything else afterwards.

So it was like, yeah, the money's nice,

but I can't progress in life and focus on

the things I want to do because of the

stupid job.

So I don't really want to get another job.

Yeah, I want to become a full-time trader.

I've been learning videos, watching

videos, learning today.

I learned about Turtle Soup, breaker

blocks,

macros.

What else?

OTE,

uh, consolidation, expansion, reversal,

retracement models.

So I've been trying to learn more terms

like the macro thing.

Like, I never knew why Travelling Trader

kept saying, oh, we're in the 950 macro.

I had no idea what that meant.

Now I do.

So you want to be in the trades during the

macro for the move, and then if it hasn't

made the move, you kind of want to get out

of it.

After the

macro.

Professional day traders don't beat the

S&P 500 over the long term.

Uh, you don't have to beat the S&P 500.

Why do you have to beat the S&P 500?

And the S&P 500, it will only make you

about 8% gains annually on average.

That's rubbish unless you got loads.

If you got loads of money, then yeah, put

it in the S&P 500 and 8 or 10% is a pretty

good return.

But the thing with day trading is you

don't need loads of money.

You can use leverage.

And you can have a small funded account

and then you could, if you know what

you're doing, you could make trades that

could make you £25, £50 a day.

Who says you need to beat the S&P 500?

It's not even the same thing.

May as well just do S&P 500 or you could

just do both.

Why do you have to do one or the other?

You put your savings or your money into

S&P 500 and then you use a small amount of

money to do day trading with.

Hi, Danny.

Your face looks really great.

Yeah, yeah, whatever, chat.

So you don't need to put all your money

into day trading.

Let's say you got £10,000.

Yeah, put the £10,000 in S&P 500 and then

use £100 or a couple hundred pounds for

day trading.

With 20x leverage with a £200 account, you

could be taking trades that move just a

tiny bit, but then make you like, I don't

know, £20.

You can do both.

Why are you like, oh, you have to do one

or the other?

Or why don't you put it in S&P 500?

Why don't you put it in S&P 500 and do day

trading?

You don't have to do— you can do

everything.

You can invest long-term and you could do

swing trades and you can do day trading

and you can do scalping.

Why do you think you have to do one or the

other or just do one thing?

You can literally do everything.

Or is it like, oh, you should just do S&P

500?

Why don't I do Whatever the fuck I want.

How about that?

You don't need a large amount of money to

do day trading.

I mean, I've only put £100 in my day

trading thing, and if I get a trade right,

I can easily make £5 to £10.

If I get it wrong, I could also lose like

£2 to £5.

But if I put more money, like just a

couple— I mean, a couple hundred pounds is

not a huge amount of money, but a couple

hundred pounds in the S&P 500, it's not

going to do anything.

You're going to make £20 at the end of the

year.

You can make £20 in a day day trading with

£200, and then you could make that every

day potentially.

Obviously you're not going to make that

every day.

Some days you're going to lose it.

I mean, there's no way I'm going to put

£4,000 in my day trading account.

That'd be like trading with £80,000.

A single movement of 0.00% would fluctuate

your gains and losses by hundreds.

It would be scary.

No, I didn't ban Poppy.

Do people not fucking listen?

I didn't ban Poppy.

I gave her or him a timeout for one day.

God, how many times I have to say the same

thing over and over again?

It's like talking to dementia patients.

No, I'm not going back to my mum's house.

No, I lost my job.

No, I'm

not gonna get a new job.

No, I didn't ban Poppy.

Oh my god, I should write it all on the

screen.

Not everyone watches you daily.

Well, that's your problem.

Maybe you should stop slacking.

Use your language skills to make money.