I Got VACCINATED - Ready To Go Back To Japan -)

Can't find my tripod. Where'd I put

my tripod?

Show us your vax card. Fine, since people

think I'm lying about it.

Wait, can I show my vax card?

I'll just show this part because the

other side has, has numbers and stuff on

it. Where's my tripod?

Oh, there it is.

So you know that vax card? Is that proof

of vaccination? Because it's just written

in pen. Can't I just write in pen for the

second one?

Show us the other side. But then you can

see the number. What number's on it

anyway? Let me see.

It just says the batch number.

Um, yeah, it should be fine there.

Happy now?

Oh wait, it's not written in pen. It's

like a stamp. It's like an ink stamp they

stamped onto it. Because I thought for the

second vaccine, what if I just wrote in

myself? Because I don't really want to get

the second one. The second one's scary. I

heard someone died from the second one,

and I had kind of strange side effects

from the first one.

It was almost a week ago. Yeah, I got it

last Friday. Today's Wednesday, isn't it?

The first 2 days I didn't really feel that

great.

Um, so it's mostly just like

a muscle ache in your arm, but then I got

the muscle ache around my chest as well,

which was weird, and kind of like in my

neck, and I also had like a headache for

about 2 days. And then I think

around Sunday I started to feel back to

normal again. But I heard the second,

the second jab is even worse.

I heard some people got a fever from the

I have, I have this weird thing in my

chest where sometimes it— there's like a

very sharp pain when I take a deep breath.

I don't know if that's my lungs or if it's

my heart or if it's like muscles around

that area. I don't know what that is.

I'm thinking maybe it's like a lung thing

because it hurts when I try and take a

deep breath, and it sometimes happens when

I lay on the left side of my body. But

then when I got the vaccine, I had that

aching almost all day long, which I don't

usually get. I usually just get it when

I'm in bed, when I'm lying down. It was

weird to have that pain just standing up

and sitting up. Oh, thank you,

Paul. Is it true I see men for money?

No, I don't.

I had some offers though, but I said no.

The spike proteins cause inflammation.

Yeah, maybe that's why. Maybe that

inflammation is from when I got chlamydia.

I don't remember when I started getting

the chest pains. I didn't get the joint

pains afterwards. Where did I go to

get the shot? I went to this pharmacy

nearby. Took about 40 minutes to walk

there. And then the guy who was like

checking the people in there, he was so

chatty. So you had

to queue up and then there was a guy

standing outside with an iPad. He asked

you some questions, some checks. And then

he's— he asked my age. I said 32, and he

was like, no way, man, you don't look 32.

What's your secret? And I said, I just

stay inside, stay out the sun. And then he

started asking me about video games. He

said stuff like, do you just play video

games inside? I said, yeah. And then he

asked me PlayStation, Xbox. I said PC.

It's just weird. That was like the longest

conversation I had with a person in the

last 2 months, probably.

People are very chatty here. They just

start asking questions. It's kind of

It's kind of, I don't know, a bit

annoying. People keep saying I look so

young. I was wearing a mask so you

couldn't even see my face anyway. I think

people think I look young probably because

my hairstyle and then probably because my

clothing. And I'm wearing a backpack, so I

kind of look like a school kid. When I

wear my backpack, I probably look like a

student.

Oh, thanks, Raul Chi. Did you ever wonder

if your father had COVID? Yeah, it's kind

of weird. My dad died in the same way that

almost everyone dying from COVID is dying.

Flu, intensive care,

Maybe sepsis.

Why am I popular with rainbow men in

Manchester? What do you mean? I don't

know. I haven't been recognized again,

again since the other guy

recognized me.

It's funny because I felt like I wanted to

vlog it. I felt like old Daniel would have

vlogged this, but it just seemed weird

whipping out my camera and filming inside

a pharmacy. I just know old Daniel would

have been like, hey guys, I'm getting my

vaccine, it's very scary.

I just feel kind of stupid doing that now.

Maybe if I was with someone, I would have

had the confidence to whip out the camera.

It just feels really weird filming stuff.

So my second vaccine is in November.

It's in a different place. It's in some

kind of sports gym. It's quite far as

well. For some reason, I couldn't get the

second shot at the same place. I'm gonna

have to look up how to get the train

there. It's probably over there somewhere.

Would I try a ladyboy or marry them?

I'd try a ladyboy. I wouldn't marry them.

Maybe I'll wait until my sister gets the

second one before I get it. She got the

first one. My mum had AstraZeneca and she

lost her voice for a few days, and she got

bit of a cough as well.

Why did I choose Pfizer? I didn't choose,

they chose for me. But isn't Pfizer the

My skin's finally starting to get better.

I think I know what's causing all these

pimples. Guess what you think that I think

is causing it. The number one thing that

I've recently changed in my diet The

bloody Huell! It's the Huell, isn't it?

Giving me pimples. I started getting

really bad pimples when I first got the

laptop, which is like a month ago now.

That was also around the same time I got

the Huell, and I remember

I kept getting pimples when I was back

home when I got the Huell. That must be

why I got the worst pimples ever these

last few weeks. It's like a mustache of

pimples, like these really big lumps. And

then five or six erupt out of them, and

just one after another comes. And I

stopped drinking the Huel for about five

days now, and I have it starting to clear

up now. And then I don't have those really

big lumps coming anymore. And then I

googled it, and loads of people were

saying stuff like, "I'm getting loads of

acne and pimple after I started Huel." Oh,

thanks. Uh, I can't read that name.

Is that Greek? Would I stop seeing a

friends with benefits if I caught

feelings? No,

no. I mean,

I'd be upset if they were still seeing

other guys and I had feelings, but then,

you know, I still want to have sex with

them, so I wouldn't say Goodbye to them.

So I decided to get the vaccine because I

want to go to Greece in a few months'

time, and obviously I want to go back to

Japan when they eventually reopen. And the

only options are you have to get these

stupid PCR tests if you want to fly

overseas now, and the PCR test costs like

£100 and they're a bit of a hassle.

You've got to order it, it comes to your

place, you've got to test yourself, and

then you've got to send it back to them,

and then you get the results, and you've

got to have the results within 2 days

before you leave. And that just seems kind

of annoying if you want to keep going to

different countries. You're gonna have to

do that every time. I just think getting

the vaccine would be way simpler because

it's free, and then you only need to do it

twice, and then you're good to go.

And then you don't have to fuss around all

these delivery things. And then Japan's

probably going to need people vaccinated

So that's why I decided to get the

vaccine, to save money and because it's

easier than getting those tests.

I think I'm following this channel, he's

called Ninja Monkey. He only makes videos

about information on the reopening of

Japan. And his, his last video, he said

something like the Japanese government

might, might start reviewing the border

restrictions in November

or near the end of this year. So they're

thinking about reviewing the situation,

which is good. They've really ramped up

the vaccinations. I think about 60% have

had the first dose and maybe 40% have had

the second in Japan. So they are catching

up a bit now the stupid Olympics is out of

So hopefully they can start reviewing

things and start thinking about letting

tourists back in, maybe for next year's

I really want to get back to Japan. I

just, I can't get any dates here. It's so

boring. I keep getting unmatched.

The people I match with, they don't put

any effort into making conversation, and

then I lose interest, so I stop talking to

them, and then they don't say anything

back, and then they just unmatch me. It's

happened so many times now. And then

whenever you try and get to meet— get them

to meet up with you, they just come up

with a load of bollocks like, oh, I want

to get to know you first, blah blah blah.

So difficult here.

It's just kind of boring just trying to

make conversation weeks after weeks going,

hey, what did you do today? How was your

day? Oh, I had a nice day. How about you?

When can we just meet up and see if we

like each other? Then we could start

having sex. But no,

that's not how it works here.

So I barely get any matches, and then the

only ones I do match are just like—

they're not— they're not— they don't seem

interested in meeting up or doing

anything.

Don't know why it's so difficult in this

country. Maybe if I change my picture.

Wow, that's a really big limousine.

There's a really long white limousine.

Maybe if I change my picture to the beard

picture, I'd get way more matches.

Getting to know people first is normal.

Yeah, but not for weeks and weeks and

weeks just chatting. Can we meet up after

like a few days or after a week? You're

not going to get to know a person just

from text. You need to meet up

and see what the chemistry is like.

So I've kind of given up, to be honest,

with the whole dating thing here. I just,

I can't be bothered. Number one, the women

are not even that attractive here. The

ones that are attractive don't match me.

The ones that do match me aren't even

attractive enough for me to want to

bother. And then they make it so

difficult. You can't just go, hey, do you

want to hang out today? Like, go and get a

coffee. They think everyone on the

internet is a weirdo and they're all

paranoid and shit. So I

can't be bothered anymore, really. I can't

be bothered with the dating thing. I don't

even put any effort in anymore. If I get a

match I might say hi, but I just don't

care. It's just a waste of time.

Why would they want you when Ronaldo lives

in the same city? Apparently Cristiano

Ronaldo lives in— well, he owns an

apartment in this building. He doesn't

live here. It wouldn't be funny if I was

on the elevator and I bumped into him.

There's also a bunch of really rich

footballers who live here. I think Gary

Neville is one. He has like a net worth of

$18 million.

I haven't bumped into a famous footballer

yet, but I don't go out much. I don't

think I wouldn't even say anything anyway.

If a girl acts super into you, do you have

doubts? Yeah, a little bit. I feel like

someone's just trolling me.

I bumped into a couple who lives on the

42nd floor, so they must be pretty well

off because all the apartments on the 40—

above the 40th floor, they're like

penthouses which cost 10-20K a month.

Don't know, maybe I have walked past some

famous celebrity I didn't even realize.

Maybe I'm the most famous YouTuber in this

building.

I can't believe how bad my pimples have

been. I got some stuff to treat it.

Finally caved and started washing my face.

So I got these. They're like these little

sticky circles you place over the spot and

then it kind of extracts out The white

stuff. They're quite good. You just put it

over and after a few hours it kind of

pulls the stuff out. I don't know how.

Also, it stops you from touching the

spots. And then I got this acid.

I got this 2% BHA spot

treatment. It's got salicylic acid.

Zinc oxide. Pretty powerful.

And look, it's like a weird clear liquid

up here, and then at the bottom it's all

pink. And you put in a cotton swab and

then you just— you put like a paste over

the pimple overnight. I don't know how

effective it was. What if

they act really into you IRL? I don't

know. I think if they're really

into me in real life, then the chances

that they're trolling are pretty low.

That would be a pretty dedicated troll to

go all the way to meet me just to trick

me. I searched

in my comments salicylic acid, and a few

people recommended that I use it a few

years ago. Apparently it's like really

powerful stuff, like it could give you

cancer maybe. But if I had to choose

between having cancer and pimples, well,

at least when you've got cancer you can't

see it on your face.

Daniel, stop deleting videos. Yeah, I

don't know if you noticed, but I've kind

of nuked my channel. I'm probably gonna

delete almost everything, so yeah.

It's probably too late now because I've

deleted most— well, I haven't deleted, I

set it to private. I set most of the good

videos to private because the channel

is just, at this point, it's a massive

liability to my dating success and it's

not worth it. They make like 20 cents a

month, 50 cents a month per video,

and it's just a massive risk if someone

finds the channel. And then sees all this

weird stuff like meeting the Turkish girl,

my stupid wife, this and that. I've just

deleted all that. The only stuff I'm

leaving up is gonna be like the travel

stuff that still gets views and like the

harmless stuff where I'm talking about

jobs or mental health stuff.

Uh, it's just, it's been really difficult

making the decision to nuke the channel

because Like I said before, it's my

proudest thing that I've made in my life.

And having like 30 million views on the

whole channel was something I was very

proud of. Now I only say about 10 million

because I've wiped so many videos off now,

but they just don't make any money. And

then people that I'm talking to might find

the channel, scroll through the channel

and see all this weird stuff and then

think I'm a weirdo. It's not like any

of them are going viral, and I don't want

them to go viral either. I feel so lucky

now that I didn't go more viral because it

just fucks up your life having that kind

of exposure. People don't

forget. It's like the channel can die,

but they'll still remember what my face

looks like if they walk past me, or if

their friend said, hey, I'm gonna meet

this guy I met on Tinder, and then they're

like, oh, That's cool, show me what he

looks like. And then they show my picture

and then they, they warn them, so, oh,

that's Daniel, he cheated on his wife.

Well, at that point, I guess deleting the

channel, it's not going to help that much,

but it's better than nothing because then

they could check out the channel and at

least all the weird stuff where I'm like

acting like a stupid annoying idiot isn't

there to watch anymore. Did I ever

get stopped in the street? I got stopped

in the street a couple weeks ago, and then

I met up with him for coffee. We went to

the museum.

I also got stopped at Aldi by this guy.

We chatted a bit. I don't know how many

other people recognize me.

So many girls have left you already. Do

you think deleting videos will let you

have— I was going to make It's not gonna

worsen my chances, isn't it? If anything,

it's going to improve my chances a little

I'm just— I don't know what to do now

because the whole point of making videos

is to try and get viral or to try and get

lots of views. Now I'm scared of getting

views because then people would recognize

me more. I'm so stuck

with what to do now. To be honest, I would

just love to delete the whole channel,

get rid of everything.

I guess I am headed towards that

direction.

It's just causing more harm than it's

causing any good. I don't have any like

fangirls messaging me anymore. And then

any fangirls who are left, well, they're

still going to be there even if I delete

my videos or not. It's not like I'm

getting new fangirls from all that toxic

content, am I? So what is the point of

having the toxic content still up?

Oh, thanks, Mark. Your channel's less

weird than your OnlyFans. Yeah, I'm gonna

delete all the OnlyFans videos too. So I

think all the people who know, who are

interested in OnlyFans, they know about it

already. So having the videos up about the

OnlyFans is not really that big of a deal

anymore. So I might as well take those

down as well.

I just want to make like investment videos

and just— so it looks like the channel is

really boring because I always talk about

investing all the time. Instead of talking

about his bitch ex-wife or girlfriend or

whatever. How am I supposed to find a

girlfriend? I can find a girlfriend

without the YouTube channel. I found

plenty of girlfriends before I had the

YouTube channel. I just went on dating

websites. But now, because this stupid

YouTube channel, it's really affecting my,

my success at trying to meet people.

It's really irritating.

I really did shoot myself in the foot

making this stupid YouTube channel.

I just felt like it didn't matter because

I had so many girls messaging me who loved

my channel. I just thought that would

continue, but now things change so

quickly. People lose interest straight

away, almost.

And then half— over half the girls who

interested me are in America, and I'm

never going to go to America, so it's

pointless. So many of the girls that

message me are in bloody America. I don't

want to go to America ever. Just— it's too

far, it's too big, too expensive.

Nothing really interesting about America

People warned you about this. Yeah, I

guess I didn't really— because this is the

thing with me, I never think long term.

I'm always thinking short term.

I don't think how my actions have

consequences in the future.

Japan's also far, but Japan has, you know,

it's cheaper and it's interesting and it's

got Japanese women.

I just don't really know what to do. I'm

trying to do damage control, I guess,

trying to think about the future more.

And I just think having all those stupid

toxic videos and stuff like the marriage

videos and all the videos with girls and

Turkish girl and Mina and all that. It

just makes me look really bad.

Why are you filming out your window? I

don't know, because it's a nice view.

It's just, it's kind of annoying because

I've realized that my best videos are not

the drama ones and not Like the girl

relationship stuff. It's just stupid

boring stuff like going to a Japanese net

cafe, staying in a Japanese capsule hotel.

They, they have like 100K views now. My

Exploring the Slums of Osaka video has

120K views now, whereas all the drama

nonsense peaked around 50K and then never

got any more views. All of the Japan stuff

like net cafe, capsule hotel They, they

continue racking up views over months,

over the years. That's what I should have

focused on. Plus, it doesn't make me look

like a stupid idiot.

Why did you take so long to get the

vaccine? I don't know, I just woke up on

Thursday last week and I felt kind of

motivated to get the ball rolling.

So I'm gonna have to get the vaccine

eventually.

And they say the percentage

of getting really sick from the second

vaccine is really, really low. And then

think about it this way, if you're gonna

get that ill from the second vaccine,

imagine how ill you would get from the

actual virus.

So thinking about it that way, it makes

sense to risk it and get the second one,

unless you feel like you can avoid

catching the virus for the rest of your

I don't get why the second vaccine makes

you so ill though. Isn't it just the same

thing as the first one? They don't up the

dosage, do they? It's the same, same shot,

isn't it?

See, some people say they had the second

one and they were fine, and some people

say they got really sick and they got

fever and this and that. Should have

listened to the facts. Huel are scam. I

don't think it's a scam. This is my

theory. Because I've been trying to work

out, I've been trying to have more

protein, you know, I got those yogurt

things as well. I think increasing your

protein gives you more spots. Look,

I've been having this as well. How much is

the daily recommended amount of protein

for one person? This is 25 grams of

protein. Plus I was having this every

day, this Protein Huel. This is Huel

Black, which is 30% extra protein.

Let me see, protein Per 100 grams.

How, how many grams is one flask?

44 grams of protein per 100, and there's,

um, I don't know,

uh, 2 scoops of Huel, 90 grams. So it's

like 40 grams of protein in one flask of

Huel, plus the protein yogurt which I was

having every day. That's like 65 extra

grams of protein I was adding to my diet.

I think certain types of protein make—

aggravate pimples and acne. They use like

a special kind of like a synthetic

vitamin thing in it as well, vitamin B12

or something. I don't know if there's like

estrogen stuff in it. It's got

kombucha powder, pea protein, ground

flaxseed. Brown rice.

Do you think there's estrogen in the Huel?

Maybe that's why I've been feeling so

depressed recently as well. Maybe it's

like full of soy protein, estrogen,

plant, plant hormonal stuff.

That's why I've been feeling so down

recently, plus getting pimples. I'm just

gonna stop eating that Huel. I'm gonna put

it in the bin, I think.

I'm also going to try and reduce the

amount of protein I have because I don't

want to get pimples. I don't even feel

like it's making much of a difference with

my muscles anyway. Well, I still look

skinny,

so I might try to cut down my meat

consumption. I really hate having pimples.

Pimples just make you feel so bad.

Every time I went out, I wore a mask. I'm

like the only person wearing a mask

nowadays because I had such bad pimples.

It just makes you feel gross and dirty.

I hate it. Having pimples is the worst

thing in the world. I don't even want to

meet anyone because of the pimples. I

don't even want to go out when you have

them. It's looking better

now. I had this massive one here.

It's finally flattened. Now it's just

like a scab, but for nearly 2 weeks it

was a massive big lump. Where's my

beard? Oh, I just shaved it in the

beginning of the stream. You must have

missed the part when I was shaving.

What else did I get? Uh, oh yeah, I got

this face wash.

I got this activated charcoal detoxifying

exfoliating face

wash. It's got allantoin in.

Oh, thank you. Having feelings is the

worst. Why bother? What?

Yeah, it is pretty depressing

sometimes, which is why, you know, I'm

trying to suppress my emotions by not

listening to music or watching emotional

films or drama. Just trying to feel dead

inside is better than getting all

emotional and sad.

Go back to Japan and make life in Japan

videos. That's what I want to do.

I want to do stuff like travel-oriented

when I go to Japan. I want to do that

stuff Chris Broad does, like get on a

train, sleeper train thing. I might go to

Scotland because they have a sleeper train

as well from Edinburgh or Glasgow. There

you go, a sleeper train goes to London. I

don't know if it would work if it's like

an English sleeper train. But the most

boring dumb stuff gets views on YouTube,

like going into a net cafe capsule

hotel.

And yeah, there's a lot of weird

interesting things I could have gone to in

Japan, just made a video, but I was too

lazy to because I just want to sit at home

wanking off to my fangirls and playing

Rainbow Six. Oh,

thank you, Rio. I don't really feel like

I'm winning now though. I feel like I've

just lost.

Even had to like delete loads of videos

now. Can't make the content that was

getting views anymore. Number one, I don't

want to. Number two, I can't even make it

anyway even if I wanted to because I've

got no one in my life anymore. It's just

bad all around. I completely lost the

war against the haters.

Lost all my girls, lost my views, lost the

will to make the content that got the

views in the first place. I can't even get

back to Japan. I can't get any girls here.

Yeah, it's not good, but maybe

things will get better. Just got to

try and do some damage control, make new

plans,

try and do some travel stuff, try and see

if I can get into Greece next year.

Ideally, I'd like to leave this place in

January, take a train up to Scotland,

maybe spend a week there, and then take

the sleeper train from Scotland to London

and then fly from London to Greece and

then Greece back to England.

I don't know if by then hopefully Japan's

going to be reopened, then I can go

straight from Greece to Japan maybe.

This is stupid Japan. Why don't they

reopen?

Did anyone else see that that Bashover guy

died recently? Don't know if you remember

back in the day when Keemstar and Leafy

and all them lot were beefing all the

time. There was that fat guy, fat white

guy, they all accused him of being a pedo.

It turns out he was, and he had like a

mental breakdown. He had a really big

channel, like 1 million subs,

and then he kind of— he got arrested,

then he kind of disappeared for a few

years. And he tried making a comeback

making vlogs. He looked really bad, like

he was really depressed. Turns out he

died. And it's like actually real. He's

only 36. It's kind of scary.

Not even very old and people dying from

it. People don't know who Bashurverse

is? Jesus.

He was one of the big YouTubers who

Keemstar ruined the life of.

Apparently he was, he was grooming his

viewers like that LionMaker guy. One of

those— he was one of those big Minecraft

let's play channels.

Oh, no one knows about him, I guess.

Whatever. It's kind of— it's just kind

of weird when you hear about these

YouTubers dying.

Do I have a fever or headache? No, I feel

fine. My voice is really croaky for some

reason. I don't know why. On Saturday or

Sunday, I felt really tired and I had

muscle aches in my arm. It was like

someone punched me really hard in the

shoulder. I couldn't lie asleep on my left

side because it was so painful.

I probably won't extend my contract here

because it'll be another £5,000

and it's so boring being here. I don't

feel excited or anything. There's nothing

to do. I don't know what— what is there to

do in Manchester? At first

it was kind of exciting when I first moved

in here, but moving out and getting

my own place, I think I've kind of proved

my point that it doesn't make any

difference. Girls don't care if I live

alone or not.

So there's no, there's no benefits of

living here apart from I'm not getting

annoyed by my mum.

I don't know, it was pretty stressful

living at home, but then it's also pretty

stressful just being alone all the time

and having to pay rent. Wow, look at the

cloud. Looks like a massive spaceship.

I found out there's a desert in Japan. I

could go there and make a video. I don't

think Chris has done it. There's an actual

little desert in Japan. I could make a

video called Exploring Japan's Only

Desert. That sounds like Chris's title.

Chris did it. Ah, fuck's sake, Chris done

Well, there's bound to be loads of other

places in Japan I can Just walk about to

make a video in. I can't believe my Slums

of Osaka got 120K views. When I went

out to make that video, I had no idea. I

thought, yeah, maybe it'll get 20, 30K

views. I can't believe it, 120K.

What's so interesting? Why so many people

searching for slums? They're searching for

poverty in Japan and then my video comes

up.

Yeah, I probably won't extend this place

because then I'll just be stuck here until

July next year. Hopefully next year I'll

have my second jab, I can travel,

probably go to Greece. Greece looks

Travel to Korea. Can I go to

Korea? It's just I didn't really have an

amazing time in Korea, to be honest.

I just feel like Japan's where I want to

be.

Greece is boring. Is it? But there's

a possible girl to meet. That's not

boring.

I'm not sure what videos I'd make in

Korea.

Why don't you go to China? Because I don't

want to get locked up. I've been watching

a lot of Sir Pentzer and Laowhye66.

Damn, those channels make you really hate

China. Their entire channels are just

bashing the Chinese government nonstop.

It's like nonstop propaganda anti-China.

China does sound really shit though after

you watch the videos. Especially that Lao

Wai guy, he really hammers it hard

in every video about how the CCP is evil

and they're trying to spread their ways

using soft power and this and that.

It's pretty interesting.

Like that Xi Jinping, he seems really

evil, like a dictator.

And I was watching more videos about how

they won't attack Taiwan and how Taiwan

can defend itself and all that stuff.

Uh, Twitch and Streamlabs are IP now.

I think I'm gonna give up on Twitch. It

just doesn't make any money. I stream

non-stop for months and I only make about

$80 a month on, on Twitch and no

one donates. I get like 2 people who

donate and one of them's that stupid

annoying troll McLovin guy who keeps

spamming the n-word. Apart from him,

there's only one other person who ever

donates. No one gives me bits, no one

subs. I only ever get about 30 or 40 subs

and then Twitch takes 50%, so it's only

like $2. So even if 40 people sub to me

I make about $80 a month.

A whole month, just $80. I make

$80 from doing 1 or 2 YouTube streams,

just from the ad revenue alone.

Twitch, just rubbish. I make like $10 a

month on AdSense on Twitch. $10 in a whole

month. I can make $10 in I already

made $10 today's stream in, in 40 minutes

just from the ad revenue, so I don't

really feel motivated to do Twitch

anymore.

Yeah, kind of giving up on Twitch, I

And it's really difficult to get you guys

to come over to Twitch. So many people

just keep saying, oh, I don't want to

install Twitch, I don't want to make a

Twitch. To do well on Twitch, you need

like a Twitch-based audience, and

unfortunately I don't have a Twitch-based

audience. I've got a YouTube audience that

come over to Twitch who are not invested

in like the ecosystem of Twitch. They

don't buy bits and all that stuff. So I

think it's just better to stay on YouTube.

You interact with us more on Twitch. I, I

will interact just after I finish ranting

Uh, Twitch is annoying cuz they kept

banning me. I got banned for one day about

3 times now just cuz someone in the chat

Yeah, that anti-China stuff's pretty

interesting. It's just funny how

they can make a whole channel all about

bashing China. They've got guts. They must

have like Chinese assassins trying to hunt

them down or something. Trying to shut

them, trying to shut them down. That Sir

Pensa guy's got guts.

It's kind of funny he met up with TQ-san.

It's like TQ-san meets everyone somehow.

He gets around.

They've got some crazy stories. From in

China. Getting detained,

getting SWAT teams sent to their houses,

all these problems. Damn, their lives are

just full of drama. You think my life's

full of drama just with relationships,

and they've got all these crazy stories in

China.

What was the other thing I wanted to talk

Was it about China?

No, I don't think it's about— I forgot

now. Oh, thanks, Just Entourage.

F Twitch. Yeah, they banned my favorite

streamer Ice Poseidon. Now he's got

depression. Ice hasn't streamed in a

month, and then he tweeted today saying

he's really depressed. He's got no He

doesn't feel like he has any purpose in

life and he finds everything boring.

Sounds like me, doesn't it? Everyone just

says the same thing. Oh, you need to find

purpose. You need to find a passion.

Yeah, it's easy. It's easy to say that.

It's not so easy actually finding it.

I know I was way happier when I had

purpose in life, like trying to learn

Japanese and trying to become a famous

YouTuber. I had goals. I felt way happier

back then, but now I don't know what goals

to have apart from trying to make money

investing. It's not

so easy. It's just like Google search

hobbies and I'm going to find my new

passion today.

I don't know what kind of passion or goal

to aim towards that would make me feel

really happy and, and fulfilled inside.

It seems like a lot of people have the

same problem. They don't know what to do.

They're directionless. They're bored.

They just play video games at home all day

long. Seems like a very common problem

these days.

Oh yeah, I was gonna make dinner. What

goals did I have? I was really into

learning Japanese. I'm trying to get back

into it because I've been chatting to

Japanese women again, back to my old

tricks.

It's been fun, I guess, talking in

Japanese again. I forgot so

many words. I also turn on like

the Japanese news. The weather forecast

has cute girls. It just reminds me when I

was in Japan, having that kind of Japanese

noise in the background.

Trying to get back into it a little bit.

I just, I became so bitter about Japanese

for some reason. I don't know why.

And then I used to be really into drawing

and arts, and I just gave up on that. I

lost interest. I feel like the creative

side of me kind of died, and then the the

boring side of me grew, you know, like

stocks and money and finance and boring

numbers and analytical stuff,

which is what I'm more interested in now.

And now I'm not really interested in like

the artistic creative side. I think it

happens a lot with people. So kids, when

they're very young, you know, they draw,

they have crayons, they do art. They grow—

they kind of grow out of it, don't they,

as they get old? Get older. I think a

lot of people, as they get older, they

kind of lose that artistic side of them

and become boring adults and more into

serious things like politics and finance

and the economy.

Unfortunately, most people don't care

about stocks. Well, most people who sub to

me don't care.

What's your ethnicity? I'm 40% Han

Chinese, 7.7% Vietnamese,

and 50 or 49% European.

I think 15% French and German and 20%

British and then 20— 10% Northern European

Have I been to Taiwan? Yeah, I went in

2016, but I didn't know the history of

Taiwan when I was there. I recently

learned about Taiwan Basically,

China had a massive civil war around

before World War II started, and then the

loser of the civil war fled to Taiwan with

his government and his remaining forces,

and they just kind of bunkered down on

Taiwan. I didn't know

about all that stuff until recently. I

knew about Mao Zedong, but I didn't know

about Chiang Kai-shek and the civil war

So America backed Chiang Kai-shek and

tried to help them beat Mao Zedong, but

Mao Zedong won.

So they, they backed the wrong side again,

the losing side.

And then they just, they rebuilt on Taiwan

as like a democrat— democratic government.

They say Taiwan, Taiwan is like the true

China that protect their culture and they,

they support human rights and stuff like

that. And then mainland China is just

trying to destroy stuff and keep people

under control, and it's like a prison

Would be sad if Taiwan gets, you know,

becomes like the next Hong Kong. But they

say Taiwan's safe because America has a

contract saying they will defend Taiwan if

they get attacked,

so China probably won't bother.

Have I read about Hong Kong? Just a little

bit. I think Hong Kong Um,

Britain wanted to force China to buy their

opium, so they had a war and they beat

China, and then they just took a bunch of

coastal cities and then forced China to

give them Hong Kong for 100 years.

Yeah, I don't think I'd go to Hong Kong

now.

They say that the, the cost of invading

Taiwan would be so great that it wouldn't

be worth it for China.

Well,

as long as they don't invade Japan.

Imagine if Japan gets invaded and like

bombed. I'd be so depressed because I'd

never find a girlfriend again. Plus, what

am I gonna do for content?

Really need Japan. To not get bombed and

taken over.

Japan's like the most special magical

country in the world, it's gotta be

Milk the current anti-China narrative.

I'd be scared to. I don't want like agents

of the CCP coming to track me down and

poison me. Plus, I don't think YouTube

would let you monetize a lot of that

Oh yeah, I was going to talk about, you

know, Harold Boulder, his recent videos.

He's— he goes hunting for hogs in Texas

and he's flying a helicopter. I was really

shocked he showed himself shooting at the

pig. I can't believe it. I got a 3-month

strike because I filmed a cockroach on its

back, and Harold is literally shooting,

gunning down these huge big pigs and then

dragging their bodies, the corpses, out of

the bush by their legs, showing

everything, you know, showing the blood

and showing the shooting, even showing the

pig getting shot, and YouTube

just allows that.

And then they give me a 3-month strike

just because I filmed a cockroach. It's so

stupid. I would never have the

guts to show myself killing an animal on

the video.

If I did it on my channel, I would get so

much hate because I've got like really

snowflake kind of viewership. They'd just

be whining all the time. But Harold's

viewers are like, yeah, shoot those stupid

pigs, they're pests and they're delicious,

pork o'clock, blah blah blah.

He's got a way more— I don't know,

like less whiny audience, I guess. I just

showed a cockroach dying and I got loads

of people upset with me.

I wonder if he'll get in trouble with that

video. I just know I'd get banned or

something if I showed myself shooting and

killing a pig and dragging its corpse out

by its leg. How do people get away with

this stuff?

Why do you have 50% dislikes? I don't know

why I'm getting so much more dislikes. I

think I'm just getting less likes than I

used to, so now it, it makes the dislikes

look more. But I've always had like a

couple hundred very dedicated people who

always dislike everything,

and they, they don't even say anything.

Maybe because I've banned them all. The 3

people I've banned They just subbed to me,

probably have notifications turned on just

so they can click it straight away and

press dislike.

I don't know how long they're gonna do

this for. Maybe 5 years later they're

still gonna be doing it.

Kind of annoying. But what can you do?

I need more people to like it so it makes

the percentage ratio look less skewed

in the dislikes' favor. But I guess I've

lost a lot of my fan base now.

Before, I used to get maybe 700 or 800

likes to maybe 200 dislikes. Now I only

get a couple hundred likes, but the

dislikers are still there. The haters are

going to be here longer than the fans ever

are going to be here. Sad thing about

haters, they're way more dedicated than

lovers, or whatever the opposite of haters

are.

Unless I directly ask for likes, people

don't like the videos.

Did I miss the cooking? No, I was going

about to do that in a minute. I got

Japanese food.

Oh no, meat's going brown.

I got teriyaki beef stir-fry. It looks

like Chinese food though. I don't remember

Japanese food having these bean snap

things and baby corn. If this was

actually Japanese teriyaki, what would it

have? It would probably have like those

bean sprout things and mushrooms,

those enoki mushrooms.

I don't have any rice. I've got garlic

Japanese food. I don't have a frying pan

either. I don't have any cooking oil, so

hopefully It goes well.

What else I get? Go get rid of this

fuel now.

It's also got teriyaki sauce in it, so

maybe it'll taste like the real thing.

Why do you want to go to Greece? Well,

I've been chatting to a Greek girl. She

seems nice, so I thought why not go

and see if she likes me.

I have to pee.

You can't see me in the toilet, can you?

No, you can't. It has to be like this,

then you could see me.

I don't think she's a hater.

She said we could do a voice chat

sometime. I guess we could.

How do I get back to Japan? On an

aeroplane. Just need to wait until they

announce that they're reopening.

So I want to get my vaccine passport thing

ready. So I'm ready to go.

Hope it works better than with the

Manchester girl. What are the chances of

the same thing happening again 2 times in

a row? Statistically, I don't think it's

that probable. Plus, I could make some

vlogs in Athens, maybe getting mugged or

something. I don't know. Could go to that

famous building in Athens.

Not sure. First I want to go to Scotland

to get that train, then I'll

go to London. Because then from London,

where do I go? Maybe Greece,

maybe back home to my dear mother.

Didn't you pay rent for 6 months? Yeah,

but I'll leave in 6 months.

It's already halfway through September,

then we've got October, November,

December, January, so it's 4, 4 and a half

months left.

I'm not sure if I'm just gonna leave

secretly and not tell them. I won't get

the deposit back, but then— ah, I hate

having to leave because then I've got to

tidy everything and clean it all and make

sure everything's good. Or I could just

And then I gotta cancel all my bills. So I

cancel the council tax, I'll cancel my

internet, I'll cancel water bill,

electric bill.

Yeah, I didn't wash my hands because I

didn't touch anything. I just pulled my

pants down and sat down and peed. And then

stood up again. Wow, this smells really

good. It's got beef,

sweet corn, red pepper, pea things.

Why did they put the sauce at the bottom?

My hands are covered in stuff now.

Okay, hopefully the pot is non-stick.

Fuck. No,

the meat didn't go

in how I expected it to.

It's fine,

it's not dirty.

Cooking with Daniel.

I don't have a spatula.

See, I don't want to buy all this cooking

stuff cuz I don't really want to stay here

a long time.

Would be better if I had a pan. Yes, and

oil and a spatula.

Many things. It would be better if her

girlfriend cooked You

will be able to live in Thailand for three

months for what it costs to live one

month. Yeah, but can I stay in Thailand

for three months? I heard tourists can

only stay up, stay for up to thirty days

without a visa. Thailand seems pretty

strict about staying long term, whereas

Japan you can stay for six months, no

visa. Well, before COVID

Why is it not cooking?

I just can't believe I get hundreds of

matches in Thailand, then in Manchester I

get maybe 2 matches a month.

People always wonder why.

Kind of makes sense to me. Girls here

just don't think I'm attractive. They

think I look like a kid. Everyone thinks

I'm like a 16-year-old school kid, not an

actual man. When people say I look