late night stream for a bit + doing some coding

Testing, testing. Do you think the audio

sounds good? I don't have any microphone

plugged in. This is the built-in mic

for the laptop.

Just thought I'd test out, see if I can

stream like this.

Glad you stopped whoring around.

Well, guess you just got to give up

sometimes, don't you?

What can you do when you Ugly.

You just gotta give up sometimes. Wow,

the mic sounds so bad. Does this mic

sound a lot worse than the MacBook?

When you're ugly,

you just gotta give up sometimes. Wow,

the mic sounds so bad.

Hmm, should I be bothered to plug in my

actual mic?

Wait, why is it— why is it moving?

Why is it moving without me pressing it?

That was weird.

That was really weird.

Really?

Did you see that?

Hell's going on?

Okay,

where's my plug-in microphone then? Okay,

let me get it.

Where's that hole? Hopefully it doesn't

make that buzzing sound.

It's the hole that goes in.

Testing. Hello?

Hello? Hello?

Are you angry? No, I'm just bored. I'm so

bored I decided to do a livestream on

Twitch. For a change.

Are you angry? No, I'm just bored.

I'm so bored I decided to livestream on

Twitch. Oh wow, it sounds good, and it's

not making that buzzing sound. Last time I

tried to use this, it was buzzing.

Is your OnlyFans content gone forever?

No, why? Why would it be gone?

I need, I need another screen so I can see

the chat whilst I do my game.

How can I do it?

Can we see the Jupiter level? I don't

know if, if he still wants it because he

seems upset now, but I started building it

up here.

I used the buildings he sent me.

He asked for a refund. Ugh, after I spent

all that time building it, now he wants

his money back. I knew I shouldn't have

put that option where people could pay me

to add stuff to the game. So it just puts

pressure on me, and then I have to add

stuff to the game that I don't really want

I didn't think anyone would actually buy

it, to be honest. I didn't think people

would care to have their own character or

Okay, let me show you what I'm working on

in the game. On the game.

Trying to resize this, this window so I

can see the chat. That looks okay,

doesn't it?

Wow, my Razer Blade laptop is so much

better than the MacBook. Why did I even

get the MacBook? I don't know.

How long have you been making this game?

About a month now. Today I added

this turret that you can pick up

and place.

There's no sound now.

Can you hear sound from the game? Because

I can't. So I put this turret here.

Let me know if the game sound is too loud.

I'll turn it down. So this turret just

automatically shoots at you. You can place

it like that.

I've also got a tank that, that does the

same thing, but it moves left and right.

The fire is loud. Okay, hold on.

How about— is

that loud? Your tank, that does

the same thing but it moves left and

right.

Fire is loud. Okay, hold on,

I'm just checking out about Yeah,

that sounds okay, doesn't it? Did you see

I put Casey's face on the enemy? I just

took a couple screenshots from his video

and I just— I chose a few of his faces.

Look at him stuck on the car. Look at his

face.

I took 2 frames, one when his mouth is

open, one when it's closed, and then when

he dies he has— I don't know how I got

that screenshot of his face when it looks

like he's constipated. It's pretty

funny.

Okay, so there's gonna be a turret in the

game like that. You can pick it up and

place it. I've got to make it so you need

money to buy it, and I don't know about

the picking up thing. It seems kind of

overpowered if you can just pick it up and

take it around with you.

He will sue. Why do people keep saying

that? People don't just go around suing

each other all the time. It's not America.

People were saying, oh, Chihiro is gonna

sue you. Because I have a girl in the game

that doesn't look like her at all,

but she's got brown hair and a pink shirt

like Jihyo.

I need to get some bullets. I'll go and

show you where the girl is. I put in some

code so that when you bring her back to

the bedroom you can save it so

she stays in the bedroom, doesn't keep

resetting back to the start point.

We've got 700 bullets.

Wow, the game's looking really good. I

haven't been working much on it recently

because I've just been a bit depressed in

Scotland. Things didn't really

go to plan, as usual.

So there's the girl people saying

Chihiro's gonna sue me.

And then there's a secret dungeon down

here. Fuck.

It's a bit tricky,

that bit.

You think I should put it on Steam? You

know Steam charges like $100 to

put the game on there. Do you think people

would buy it if I made it look a bit

better? Why do enemies kill you on touch?

They don't. They take one health thing,

but if you don't move out of the way, all

the health bars will quickly go down to

zero.

Oh my.

Wait, I want to bring the girl back to the

bedroom first.

Oh no, when I hold E to touch the girl,

it Picks up the turret as well.

Okay, so bring the girl back to the bed,

and then if I save

the game and then I close the

game, she should still be on the bed

instead of being put back to where she

started. Did I

draw the characters? Yep, I did.

Please be there, please be there. Yes!

The code works. Haha. I had such a

headache trying to get that to work

because— oh my god, it was such a

So this is how I did it.

I— it's so much more complicated than you

might think it is.

Where is she? I've got so many different

things in the game now, it takes ages to

find anything. Okay, so I got Ogal.

Um,

oh wait, you can't see me, game's in the

I can't remember how I did it now. I only

made it yesterday or

today. Think, think. Oh, it's really hard.

You've got to really concentrate when

you're doing this stuff.

So I put this yellow square here.

Let me think,

There's so much damn code everywhere, I

can't remember where everything is.

Oh yeah, I remember now. So I put that

yellow square, it was called goal trigger

1. And when it touches the girl,

it makes that sound, gives you 8 hearts,

and then it destroys the girl, replaces it

with— no, it gives you girl home 1,

which then— where

is girl saved?

Where did I put it?

It gets confusing because you work on

something and then you kind of get it done

and then you move on to something new and

then you forget how you did it.

Jupyter says you didn't rework the

background assets. Why does he want them

to be reworked? I did, I put a black

outline around it.

Okay, let me see.

I don't

know what that big question mark is. I

haven't really worked on the game much

recently. The thing is, if you take

breaks, you start to forget what you've

done, and then you start to forget how

you've built stuff to work.

I guess it doesn't really matter. So

anyway, I got this turret. It's pretty

cool.

See, you can place it where you want to

place it like that.

I think it's a bit overpowered right now

because it can just mow them down easily.

Oh, why can't I shoot my gun now? Oh,

there it is. And then you can

go to the petrol station and take

the job, and then you can do a night

I like the way they queue up.

Then he'll say good job, and then you get

paid. Then you click it, and if you try to

click it again, you can't. You gotta go

back home and go to bed to start the next

Am I streaming?

Say good job, get paid,

click it. And if you try to click it

again, you can't. You gotta go back home.

Yeah, I'm sure.

I don't know if I like it when the screen

shakes like that every time someone dies.

Oh no, it crashed. What?

What does it say?

Yeah, this is too hard to do. I can't,

I can't concentrate and stream at the same

time. I thought it'd be fun to show the

And work on it at the same time.

I'm so bored, I don't know what to do.

Okay, I'll tell you about the Scottish

girl because that might be more

Uh, do you think I should talk about it?

Might as well, there's not many people

So we were supposed to meet— I

don't know when we were supposed to meet

now. I thought

we were gonna meet on the weekend, last

weekend,

and then she says she's— she'll come down

to see me on Thursday, but she was in

Edinburgh on that weekend, but she was

seeing someone else. So that was like red

flag number one, which annoyed me.

Because I feel like I've come all the way

here to see her, and then she came as

well, but she came to see someone else,

and then she went back up to Inverness,

which is like halfway up Scotland,

without even dropping by to say hi.

So I thought we're gonna meet on Thursday,

and then she says she can't make Thursday

because of something, she'll come on

Friday. And then she messaged me on Friday

saying, oh, she can't come on Friday

either because something happened.

We're gonna ban this stupid person.

Irritating.

How do I ban people? Is it block?

Block, prevent them from sending you

whispers. No, I want to ban them.

I hate Twitch.

Ban. There it is. Okay, he's banned.

Get the fuck off my stream if you're not

interested in what I'm saying. So anyway,

then she says some guy is coming,

some guy called Alan, her friend

apparently. And then she says on Saturday

we can meet up with Alan and do stuff

together. She said Alan's coming today.

As if I care about meeting this guy called

Alan. Do you think I want— do you think I

care about meeting some guy? I feel like

she's just trying to get me to meet this

guy called Alan because he's a fan or

So she said on Saturday she would have to—

she'll come on Saturday and Alan's gonna

be here. I ended up just deleting

Instagram and I ghosted her. So I can't

be bothered to deal with it. I just feel

like I'm being messed around at this

What do you think? Do you think it was

silly of me?

But I can understand people are busy and

things come up unexpectedly. And if it

happens once or twice, then sure, I'll

say, okay, I'll wait then. But 3 times?

For fuck's sake, you're just taking the

piss at this point. You told me we're

gonna meet on the weekend, and then

Thursday, and then Friday, and now

Saturday, but then some guy's gonna be

there too? Fuck's sake, I don't wanna meet

I'm so sick and tired of girls messaging

me and trying to meet up and then doing

all this stuff that they should know

annoys me if they claim to be

When have I ever shown interest in meeting

guys? When have I ever been interested

in only being friends with girls? Come on,

everyone knows what I'm like by now.

So annoying.

So I don't know if she messaged me I don't

wanna check Instagram because I don't

really care anymore.

Done.

I'm so fed up meeting these viewers. They

just waste your time and mess you about.

So I've got one more date here in

Edinburgh and then I'm leaving because the

whole trip's just been a massive waste of

time and money.

Was the Ukrainian girl a viewer? Yeah,

she, she, she was a viewer. Not really a

viewer, she just saw my channel a little

bit. Ages ago,

but I had to block her too because she

kept saying we can meet up on this day,

and then the day would come and then I'd

say, oh, we— okay, are we meeting then?

And then she wouldn't reply until fucking

weeks later. Did that like 3 times.

Really pissed me off.

I hate being messed around like that.

People don't respect my time and waste my

time, then I don't want to waste time on

them.

Is this your game? Yes, it is.

Who was the girl who stalked you outside

Beetham? That was that fat goth girl. I

mean, that goth girl who— she

was annoying as well because

she messaged me on Instagram and then her

profile picture was like a cute Asian

girl. And then we meet up and that

wasn't her, that was just like a picture

of some random Asian girl.

And then she kept like walking past my

place and then saying, hey, I'm outside,

do you want to hang out? And I just

ignored her.

All these people are so annoying.

I've even— I don't know if it's her. It

probably isn't her, but I swear I saw

someone who looked just like her sitting

outside my building once. I took a picture

I don't think it was her. It probably

wasn't.

Where are you moving after Scotland? I'm

going home. I'm gonna go home, save up

money for a few months, and then just wait

for Japan to reopen. Maybe go to— might

go to Greece if Japan still isn't open.

Go to

Germany, maybe, because there's, there's

another girl who lives in Germany I could

meet. I'm just fed up meeting these bloody

girls now. I haven't had any luck

meeting any of these girls. They either

just flake, ghost, or they just mess you

around, or they friendzone

you. Oh my god,

so sick and tired of it.

What happened to the girls in Scotland?

I met one Japanese girl. She doesn't want

to meet again. She didn't tell me when,

so I'm just guessing she's not interested.

I was supposed to meet a Polish girl. She

stopped replying to me. I was supposed to

meet a Hong Kong girl today, but then she

deleted her whole account and disappeared.

I was gonna meet another Polish girl on

Wednesday, but didn't really feel like it

anymore. And then I unmatched her.

Now I've just got one more date left,

which I'm pretty sure it's gonna happen

because she booked the place. I kind of

like how she books the place. It shows

that she has the eagerness. Sometimes the

most important thing I look for is, is the

eagerness. If the girl shows eagerness,

then I get a good feeling about

So if this girl doesn't work out, then—

well, I've already booked my train ticket

back home. Imagine this girl likes me

and then I have to cancel my train ticket

and stay.

But it hasn't really been great, and it's

raining every day now. I want to go to

Edinburgh Castle. I still haven't been

because I was going to save it for a date,

but since I can't find anyone who wants to

might as well just go on my own.

And I don't really have any more matches

anymore. Someone explained how Tinder

works. Apparently when you move to a new

area, you get bumped up to the top of the

rankings, but then after a while your

little boost wears out and then you sink

back down to the bottom. And then you've

got to pay for a boost to get back up on

top. It's just stupid

Tinder. I know they want to make money,

but Jesus Christ, I already paid £100 for

gold membership. Now I've got to pay more

to get more boosts. And then if you don't

pay for the boosts, then you just don't

get matched, you don't get found.

You just end up spending so much money,

they're just profiting off of loans.

So I don't really have any more matches or

prospects that I'm banking on.

So I think I'm just gonna give up for now,

head home, focus on

making the game better,

and focus on making some videos,

save up some money. So I've

got a lot of money saved up for when Japan

finally reopens.

Should I make it so you could drive the

car with the turret on top? That'd be

pretty funny. Press E to enter the car.

I could add like a little scooter or a

bicycle.

Can't afford to buy the plane ticket.

I'll show you how to get to Japan in my

Just gotta do some money cheating, right?

Spawning enemies. I need

$3,000 to buy it.

It was so hard to get a little green

dollar sign to pop up and then disappear.

That's the Job Center money. Dear Mr.

Daniel, here is your monthly unemployment

benefits.

I need 500.

Here we go,

ticket.

And then it says— it will say 1 out of 1

at the bottom, showing you bought the

ticket. And then we have to go to the bus

stop.

Why does Casey look like— why does

he look like the Titans in Attack on

Titan? You know, like the really dopey

childlike look?

Whenever I watch Attack on Titan, I see

those really dopey looking Titans, I just

think of Casey. Okay, that's really weird.

It shouldn't say Zed and it shouldn't say

I don't have the ticket. Okay, so this is

where the Japan level is going to be. You

buy the ticket and then you'll spawn here,

and this is going to be the guest house

bedroom.

Am I up to date with Attack on Titan? I

just started watching the latest season.

I started watching episode 75 of

season 4. I haven't even watched the

beginning of the show, so I have no idea

what's going on. I really don't care. I

just want to watch like the Titans

fighting and the weird gory bits.

I could watch the whole thing, but I

mainly just want to watch the action bits.

I don't care about the story.

So I put the Japan level all the way here,

nice and far away.

And then I'm gonna build the guest house.

The guest house is gonna take such a long

time to build.

So you're gonna have your bedroom here

like that.

That'd be the bedroom.

Oh no, you can't see it.

And then we need— I

need a wall behind it.

Oh my God, although I've got Casey's face.

His face cracks

me up.

That's too red. Get a nice orange,

maybe.

Okay, so to make it easy for testing,

where's my player?

Drag him

Ah, shrunk him by accident.

I could just delete him.

He should still have the ticket.

I don't have stupid ticket.

Okay, so I have to make it so you don't

need the ticket. Where's this stupid

bus stop?

You guys have such good memory to keep

track of everything.

No, it's not that one. It was the yes

button.

Okay, get rid of this.

Just make him spawn in Japan. Yeah, I

could do that.

So he'll be— he'll spawn in the bedroom.

So he's supposed to be in Japan now.

I can just use— reuse the bed, can't I?

Oh, I didn't close.

I need to close the game.

I can't remember which layer I put the

walls on now. Was it this one? No, this

one. I put it here for some reason. So

I'll get rid of these. I'll put a door

and then I don't know, maybe I'll put

stairs here that go down.

So this would be the guest house, and then

we'll have the living room. I'm gonna put

a kitchen as well, so it'd be like this,

I think.

Maybe a second floor for some extra rooms.

Maybe a girl's room that you could sneak

into at night and play with her pussy.

Not that I had any dreams of doing that.

Do you ever have dreams where You're

sneaking into a girl's bedroom at night

and she's naked.

It's going to be tricky making the

staircase because he has to be able to

walk through the staircase at this bit so

he can go down the next bit of the

staircase.

So he'll go down this staircase and then—

I don't know. So this would be where the

living room is, and I'm gonna put a bunch

of NPCs that kind of just hang

around, and then you can talk to them.

And then there'll be girls, and then you

can have sex with them if you complete—

if you do certain tasks.

So that'd be the guest house, and then—

Jesus, this is gonna take ages.

And then this will be outside, and then

there'll be other buildings. I could put a

convenience store here.

Like that.

Yeah, looks pretty good.

I can have a street and then I can have

like a big building and

I'm gonna make all these Japanese people,

I guess.

But I don't think I'm gonna do much this

stream. I think when you're working on a

game, you really just got to be quiet and

concentrate. That'd be kind of boring if

I'm streaming. What program is it? It's

Game Maker Studio.

Game Maker Studio 2.

I don't really know what it's doing,

Twitch.

Ah, I guess I've got to get ready to

leave. I've got to start packing to

go to my new place.

Are these hotels expensive? Yeah,

it's costing me about £500,

£600 for one week.

I probably wasted a couple thousand pounds

being here. The first place was £1,100 and

I was there for 11 nights.

And then the second place that I'm in now

was 500— no, 600 for one

week. So that's 1,700

so far. And I probably

spent 100 on food, so that's 1,800. And

then I just booked my last place, which

was 400.

No. Yeah, about £400-£500 for 4 nights.

So in total, £2,200.

And then I also booked the train, which

cost £340 for first-class cabin.

So in total, wasted £2,600 in Scotland

and didn't get anything out of it.

So I think I should just go home.

It's funny, I'm checking my

Twitch DMs from years

ago.

Who's my oldest Twitch DM?

Jesus, can you imagine the really popular

streamers on Twitch, how many DMs they

must get? It's kind of weird you can just

directly DM the streamer.

Oh, there's this Japanese girl I used to

chat to on here.

Oh, I got 100 bits.

Very generous.

I don't have the alert box on.

Is it working?

Oh, this is the test one.

What do bits do? Gives me money.

Bits— 100 bits is $1, isn't it?

What can

we do?

Maybe I'll

plug in my webcam, get naked.

See how fast I can get banned on Twitch.

Haven't heard from you in a while. What's

going on? When was the last time you

checked in? Can't believe I've got like

5,000 followers on Twitch. I wonder how

many are inactive. I only get 40 viewers

when I stream on Twitch.

You were with Mira in the Netherlands.

She broke up with you. Unboxing day.

Wow, that was a year ago.

Well, I came back home to England after

she dumped me. Then I was miserable and

depressed at home. I was getting very

annoyed with my mom.

Had a big fight, and then I I left

and I went to Manchester.

And then I was living in Manchester for

about 7 months. Got myself an

apartment, tried to find a girlfriend,

completely failed. The closest I got to

getting a girlfriend was this weird

viewer.

There was this blonde-haired girl And I

thought she liked me, and she came over to

my place, stayed a few nights.

But she, she just got out some kind of

relationship with some weird

guy, and she was obviously still really

into him. And then she was Muslim or

She told me not to say anything, but I

don't really care anymore. Why does it

matter? I don't know why people care so

much about what I talk about. Oh no, the

40 people on the internet will know about

my secrets. It's not like I'm talking to

the Daily Sun or whatever.

It's just so weird people keep telling me,

don't talk about this, don't talk about

that, don't say this, don't say that, as

if I'm PewDiePie and I've got an audience

of 5 million people.

Got barely even more than a couple

thousand. They all live halfway across the

world, and then you'll never have any

interaction with them, and I Why? Who

cares? Keep telling

me what I can and cannot talk about pisses

me off.

So that just lasted a few weeks, and then

I realized it just wasn't good for me.

She wanted to be friends and she wanted to

come over and stay the night and stuff. I

but I was really excited in the beginning.

I thought she was nice, but then things

just got weirder and weirder.

Had to block her as well. I ended up

blocking everyone, didn't I? All these

girls just end up annoying me and then I

block them. Weird how? Well, number one,

she's a Muslim when she's, she's white and

she's British. Why is she a Muslim?

Doesn't make any sense.

It just seems so random.

And wouldn't you think it's weird if you

met like a Japanese person and then was

like I

just think out of all the religions, the

Muslim one is, is like the weirdest one.

I, I don't want to have anything to do

with it because it's just too

weird for me.

It's too alien. I don't really want to

have anything to do with religion.

Now, I didn't know she was a Muslim in the

beginning, and then I thought it was kind

of weird. The second time we met, she was

holding a Quran, teachings of Muhammad

or something. I thought, oh, maybe she's

just interested in learning about it.

And then the next time we meet, she was

wearing this like Muslim headscarf thing,

which I find really unattractive. You

know, one of the most attractive things

about women is their hair.

Outside of like the body shape and the

face, the hair is the most attractive bit

of the woman. When a woman covers up all

her hair, it's so unattractive.

It's like you might as well be bald.

I really hated it when She covered all her

hair up because she had nice hair.

She seems crazy, like those, those girls

who go to the Middle East and then come

back all radicalized and weird. It's just

weird.

But apart from that, nothing else happened

in bloody Manchester. I went on a date

with this really tall girl from

Manchester. She was like a single mother.

She wanted to meet me again, but I didn't

really find her attractive, so I didn't

arrange another meetup.

Then I came to Scotland because I was

chatting to this Scottish girl for a few

months, and we would phone and talk for

hours, so I thought she was interested in

me. But then I kept getting like red

flags from her as well.

Like, she would tell me about dates she's

going on, which I find really weird.

Don't you think it's weird?

Obviously she's not interested in me as a

guy if she's just like saying, oh, I went

on a date today. If I was interested in a

girl, there's no way I would start talking

to her about dates I went on. Unless I had

no interest in her as a woman. So when

a girl starts treating me like I'm one of

their girlfriends, number one, it really

pisses me off because it's like instant

friend zone alert.

I find it really disrespectful as well.

I don't want to hear about all these dates

you're going on.

So apparently she came— she was in

Edinburgh last week on a date. So instead

of coming to see me, she came here to see

some other guy, even though I've been

sitting around in Edinburgh for weeks now

wasting my money on stupid hotels waiting

to meet her, and then she can't even

prioritize me a little bit?

Just feel really disrespected,

so I blocked her.

How many times do I have to say that I'm

not interested in friendship?

I'm not interested in meeting up just to

be friends. If all you think it's gonna

happen, just friends, and don't bother

messaging me. Wasting my time.

Stop planning your life around females.

Then how am I gonna meet girls? If I don't

go to meet them,

no one's coming to me.

If I just stayed at home in Harrietsham,

nothing would have happened. I thought if

I moved to a city, at least there might be

a few viewers there, or I might be able to

get some matches, and then maybe there's a

chance something would happen. I thought

it was worth a shot.

If I never went to meet a girl, I'd still

be a virgin even to this day. Because I'd

just be sitting in my bedroom playing

World of Warcraft. So I disagree with

the whole, you shouldn't go and meet them.

Otherwise, nothing would happen.

It's just always disappointing when

nothing happens.

So the only ones left now on my list,

I've got one more Hong Kong girl. In

Edinburgh to meet.

Hopefully that's okay. I don't really care

anymore now because I've already booked my

ticket to go home. So knowing my luck,

she's probably gonna be the one, and then

I just wasted my money booking the train

ticket, and now I've got to stay in

Edinburgh because I'm in love.

So I'll just get this date over and done

with. It's probably going to be a fail.

And then there's a girl in Greece who

seems to want to meet up.

And then maybe Germany. There might

be a girl there in case Greece fails.

And then Germany fails. And then there's a

girl in Japan, but I can't go to Japan.

You know what it feels like? It's like

that whack-a-mole game. They keep popping

up, you try and hit them, and then they

disappear. You try to chase one and

another one pops up, and in the end you

don't get any.

Do you think— what do you think of this

stream compared to the MacBook?

Because if I can just stream on my Windows

laptop, then I don't need the MacBook.

It's the same as the Mac. My main worry

was the fan noise on the Windows laptop

would be too much. It would be too loud.

I think I did waste my money on the

MacBook. I'm just trying to think, when I

travel again, what am I going to bring?

What would I leave behind?

Should I bring the MacBook or the gaming

laptop? The gaming laptop's just so heavy,

it takes up so much space.

Let's plug in

the camera. Might need it for gaming

reviews. But the thing is, I've now

realized I don't even have to play the

game to review it. And people— there's no

way people can prove that I didn't play

the game. You can't prove I didn't play

the game. If I said I played it, then you

gotta believe me.

Where is it? Video capture.

Gonna buy the Stream Deck.

Um, probably not. I'd rather get the

Switch OLED.

Do you like it better when I show the

camera instead of just some screen

capture? It is more

realistic, I guess, with the camera.

Wait, I've lost the controls.

Oh,

it's weird.

It's like flipped around.

Don't like it.

Oh no, it's weird now. It's like looking

into a mirror. Why is it

not moving? Hey, there is—

why does it seem it's not very— oh, I know

What? I swear it was more wide angle when

I did it on the MacBook.

I'm gonna have to do 1920

by 1080.

I swear it was wider angle.

The other annoying thing is I've got this

mic attached to me now.

Maybe I can attach it to something else.

Maybe I can get like a Put

it on here so it's like a microphone.

Oh, I think it's because last stream I was

sitting further away.

Does it still sound okay? Yeah, I was

sitting here last time, wasn't I? Like

this.

Don't need

this MacBook anymore.

Waste my money, waste my time.

I mean,

it sounds terrible.

Where's my Microsoft Paint? My favorite

application.

Who wants my MacBook Air? It's got all my

OnlyFans stuff on it.

Window capture. MS Paint.

Where is it? Ah,

I always have problems trying to get MS

Paint open.

Oh, there it is. I've got it.

How much money I wasted.

Scotland. Okay, so first we got the

apartment number 1, that was £1,167.

111, apartment 2 was—

let me check.

632! Apartment number 3, which I'm moving

to not tomorrow.

Oh, how come it's only 366?

Well, it's more expensive.

Well,

I guess

it must be correct.

366— it's

36669.

Why was apartment 1 that much? Because it

was really big and luxurious, and I stayed

there for nearly 2 weeks.

So I stayed in this one for 7 days,

6 nights, and then the first one I stayed

11 nights. So that's 7

nights. That's 18 nights. And I got the

next one is 4 nights,

but I'm not staying on the last night

because, because the train back to London

departs at midnight

because it's a night train. So I

had to book a hotel. So I don't want— I

don't want to check out of the hotel at 11

AM in the morning and then wait until

midnight in the midnight waiting for the

bloody sleeper train. Well, what am I

gonna do? Sit in McDonald's for 12 hours?

So instead I decided to book an extra

night at Apartment 3, and instead of

checking out in the morning On the last

day, I'm gonna just check out on the day

before my checkout day. I'm just gonna

leave at like 10 PM and go and get my

train. So I wasted money because I don't

want to sit outside for 12 hours, but

whatever. And then food—

food 1, my first shop was about £48

because I got beer. And then my second

shop, I think it was about pretty

around the same, £42 maybe.

And I also spent— I

also got one night at the

capsule hotel, and that was £19.

I'm gonna be broke. And then out,

out of all this content that I made in

Scotland, I pretty barely made $200 from

going up the mountain, my moving to

Scotland video, and my luxury Scottish

apartment video only got not even 10K

views. So I think I made— let me check.

Was it a good financial investment?

No. Didn't even get any sex.

Look, why I'm moving to Scotland.

Made— oh my God, are you kidding me?

$31?

So shit. And then my luxury apartment tour

video.

37. And then The mountain video

probably made like $10.

$12! Wow,

wow, I'm really raking in the money from

my Scotland videos. What else

I make in Scotland? I guess you could

count the livestreams, but it's not really

Scottish, is it?

No, I made $136 on my Why I Have No

Friends in Scotland. No Friends in

Scotland Live made, um,

$100 and— wow, that's a lot! What?

How come I made so much?

No, $107 was from donations, and then $30

was from ad revenue. And then the second

livestream I did, Very Important Message,

that made $80. Wow, the livestreams make

so much more money. Important Message

Live. Made 80.

And then Alone in My Hotel Room hasn't

calculated yet.

Why I Have No Friends was my pop— most

popular video. Still haven't managed

to get another video to get a million

views. Just got one video in my whole life

to a million.

Wait, why, why is the top of the text cut

Oh, oh, there it is. That's weird.

Why am I doing it in MS Paint? Why didn't

I do it in a notebook— Notepad?

So, total expenses of

Scotland. Well,

what else did I spend?

That's it, really.

1167-632-366.

48, 42,

19,

2274,

which is $3,000.

Takes me 2 months to make that money and

blow it.

In 3 weeks.

And then total earnings— so

pathetic— 31 plus 37 plus 12

plus 136 plus 80— 296.

Wow, my expenses are 10 times more than my

earnings from the content I made here.

Once again, Wasted my money, didn't get

any sex, and no girlfriends.

Well done. Well done.

I couldn't even get a call girl. I tried

messaging about 6 of them. 4 of them

didn't reply, one of them tried to scam

me, and then the other one just didn't

reply anymore. Even the bloody hookers

ghost me here.

Why is it so difficult? In Korea, so easy.

You just message them, say, hi, I want to

have sex tonight, and they just come and

knock on the door. Here, they want you to

send them a bloody bank transfer.

I'm not gonna fall for that again.

And they're really expensive here. The

other ones are like £200 for 1 hour.

£200? I'm not paying

£200.

$270. Well, I was paying that much in

Korea, wasn't I? I was paying like $250

for 1 hour.

In Korea.

I just don't really feel like it. I feel

like it'd be a waste of money, and then

the sex might not be good, and she might

be mean. She might try to rush me.

It's not really just sex that I'm looking

for. I'm looking for some company,

really. I don't want to have to pay for

company. That's just sad.

So yeah, I just lost all this money.

Hopefully this sleeper train video goes

viral. And I make it all back.

Come on, sleeper train video, get me 4

million views like Chris Broad.

Do you think I could get 4 million views

and then it will pay for everything? Even

if it got 4 million views, it probably

wouldn't make $3,000. I'm gonna

copy and paste Chris's title, but then

just change Japan to England and then

change first class room to first class

cabin. I've got to make the thumbnail,

so I'm sitting on the bed,

but there's no scenic view because it's

going to be nighttime.

I'm going to try and recreate the

thumbnail, so I'm sitting on the bed and

then you get to see the room and you can

see me on the bed and see how small the

My capsule hotel video didn't really do

well, did it? Not even 1,000 views.

Well, you never know. In 2 years' time,

maybe it'll blow up.

Make an I wasted all my money in Scotland

video. I might just clip this part of the

stream and upload it.

Jesus, I wasted so much money.

And then I lost £2,000 trying to do day

trading, and then my stock portfolio is

now down £13,000. $100,000.

Can you believe it?

Oh fuck, no, it's my

private information.

Wait, this doesn't have my username on it.

I get so worried showing my screen like

this. I don't know how streamers do this

without freaking out. I'm just— I don't

know what I'm scared of.

Really? Look, look at my stocks.

So my biggest holding is

Corsair Gaming. Look at Corsair

Gaming.

The more you zoom out, the more you can

see. So I bought Corsair Gaming around— I

bought it around I think I bought it

around here and now it is down there.

And then my second biggest holding is

PayPal. So I thought PayPal is a good

company that makes a lot of money.

Uh, yeah, PayPal. Not doing great either.

Look at that sharp drop. I can't believe

PayPal's at 124 now. I bought PayPal

around 180, around here,

because I thought that was a good place to

buy. But nope,

all my stocks are down apart from Amazon,

which recently just spiked up.

Facebook. I, I did a good trade on

Facebook. I bought it at $320, sold at

$350. Thank God I sold it.

From my experience, just always sell when

a stock goes up loads. Every single

time it comes down again.

Some guy made a My Problem with Hate

Jaimar. Is it that Trevor guy?

How come he's suddenly back making videos?

Does anyone remember Trevor from 2017?

Are you Trevor? You just trying to get a

reaction out of me so you can clip it for

If you want to get views, don't use my

name because you're not going to get any

views. My name is dead. People don't care

anymore. I still don't know why people

make videos about me. Maybe in 2018, 2019

you'd get some views using Hide in My

Room, but I've lost most of my fan base

and my viewers.

And I was never really big, so it just

seems kind of pointless. If you want to

get views, just hate on Pokémon.

You're really awful with money. Yeah,

yeah, well, I still managed to survive,

haven't I, for like 5 years without a job,

so I can't be that bad.

It really annoys me still that people

refuse to accept that I'm self-employed

and that I'm supporting myself financially

since 2017.

They'll just say, oh, you're living off

your dad's inheritance. No, I lost half my

dad's inheritance without even touching

But BNGO was another one of my

investments. I lost about

£6,000 in this stupid stock. Look at that.

Why don't I pull out? Because if I just

sell everything now and give up on

investing, then I really have lost the

money. For good. If I stay in and

be a long-term investor, then at least

maybe I'll get the money back after bloody

500 years.

There's not really much I can do now

because I, I re-bought

all my stocks, um, back in—

the current stocks I hold now I mostly

bought around August or September last

year. And since then,

the market has just kind of gone down.

Pretty much everything I have has gone

down apart from the only 2 stocks I have

that haven't gone down are— by

the way, these are not my stocks. I just

track these stocks on Webull because the

website's good.

Where is it?

Walgreens Boots is one of my best stocks,

but not really by much. I bought Walgreens

at around 45, I think, when it was around

here. It went up a bit. Still though,

it's like a 12% gain, which is pretty

good. It's better than 30% loss.

And then my other good stock is MO.

This one.

See, the only 2 stocks I picked that were

good was the tobacco company and Walgreens

Boots.

I bought MO when it was around, around

here, I think, and now it's gone up a bit.

Plus I've been getting dividends from it.

Uh, so stupid. Why didn't I just put all

my money into stuff like Coca-Cola,

McDonald's? Instead I, I thought, oh, I

have to get risky stuff like Palantir,

Amazon.

What do I do for a living now? I do

OnlyFans now and still do YouTube,

and I do streams,

and now I'm developing a video game which

I'm hoping people will be interested in

and then sign up to my Patreon.

I want to keep adding to it and building

to it so you