People are trying to ruin my happiness again

Testing.

Need to shave this bit.

Wow,

wow.

Do do do do do do.

Look what I got in my bedroom.

Hello.

Hello!

No, I won't shout.

I nearly did.

Look what I got!

It's a cape!

Who wants to see my cape?

I'm very excited.

Who wants to see my coat?

How'd you put it on?

Look.

What you think?

Ew, this smells funny.

I think that's just me, actually.

Look, do

you like it?

I bought it just for you.

It looks pretty cool, doesn't it?

I think it looks quite cool.

And what else?

Got these.

What do you think about these clips?

Pretty good?

Do you think the back of my head— do you

think the hair is too long?

I don't know now.

It doesn't— I thought it was long, but now

I look at it from the side like this, it

doesn't look too bad.

Um, what should I do?

Oh no, it's falling off.

It's not very secure.

Ah.

Why won't it stay on?

Stupid thing.

Where's my knife?

I'm sick, by the way.

I think the Turkish girl infected me with

her sickness because she was sick and now

I'm sick.

Do you see the connection?

Had a sore throat and now I'm coughing.

My next video title: The Turkish Girl

Infected Me with Her Illness.

Gross.

Where's my eye gone?

That's a nice picture.

I like that picture.

So apparently a lot of people are upset

about the Turkish girl situation, and I

don't really know why because I thought

you guys liked drama, so gave you some

drama.

Didn't I?

Oh, look.

Dear customer, thank you so much for your

business with us.

We focus on personal care products for

more than 20 years.

Have a nice day.

Oh, look, there's a little comb.

I used her?

No, she used me for free hotel, free sex,

and now she's getting new subscribers on

her channel.

So I think she's the one who used me,

actually.

Oh, vibrates.

Do do do do do do.

Bet she's pretty happy with all the new

subscribers on her channel, isn't she?

She doesn't seem to care too much about

privacy now,

does she?

Okay, so this is the charger, and we have

different length teeth.

This is the longest one.

Might try this one out first.

This is gonna make a mess, isn't it?

How'd you put it on?

I don't know if I want to shave it now.

I think it looks alright.

And this cape isn't going to work very

well because there's a big gap on the

back.

This is gonna make a mess, isn't it?

It's gonna make a mess

if I do it like this,

like that.

Ouch, it's pulling my hair.

I'm scared.

I've never done this before.

I don't want to ruin my hair before I meet

the Essex girl.

Oh, it's really tricky.

Didn't do anything.

I think it's too long.

Did anything come off?

Nothing happened.

Huh?

Oh, the battery died.

No, it didn't.

It says it's locked.

Why is it locked?

I'm confused.

There's a lock symbol.

It's not working now.

It can't shave up, we have to shave down.

Maybe I need to charge it.

Oh, I hate charging stuff.

Oh, okay, I'll charge it then.

Do

do do.

Huh?

USB.

That's weird.

You weirdo.

Get in there.

Oh, it's working now.

Okay, let's try again.

I can't do it.

It's weird.

Oh, now it's died again.

Oh,

but if I plug it in, then it comes back to

life.

Very strange.

Oh, oh,

look.

What

you think?

Looks quite good.

Oh, there's hair going everywhere.

Okay, let's try— I want to try this bit

here.

Here we go.

I can't see.

Hmm, well, I'm not sure if that looks

better now.

It doesn't look like it's making a

difference, but it's a lot shorter now.

Wow, I can feel my skull.

It's a lot shorter, can't you see?

Okay, it looks weird now, doesn't it?

It looks weird.

It's itchy as well.

No, I'm not shaving it all off.

Don't be silly.

Hmm,

very tricky.

Oh shit, feels strange.

I'll look the other way,

but then I can't see.

Hmm, I think it looks quite good actually.

Yeah, I like it.

Where's it gone?

Oh, oh.

Do do do do do do.

Oh ho!

I'm covered in hair.

Don't like it.

Does it look weird?

My neck's all itchy.

Isn't the Turkish girl stupid?

She's very stupid.

Do do do do.

Can't say.

This bit's

weird.

Oh, thank you.

Strawberry shave a wiener.

Into my head.

I don't even know how to do that.

I think it looks nice.

Looks very nice.

Guess who's not getting sued by his wife?

Me.

I'm not getting sued.

I knew she wouldn't.

She loves me too much.

Oh, measure twice.

Thank you.

I will shave a heart shape into my pubic

hair.

That'd be weird.

Who's not getting sued by his wife?

It is I.

Cut this bit off.

Don't like that.

I'm not gonna shave a wiener into my head

for $2.

I'm sorry, but I have a very important

date coming up with a lovely lady.

My future girlfriend,

and I need my hair looking spiffy and on

point.

Why don't I go to a hairdresser?

Because why go to a hairdresser when I can

do it myself?

Doesn't make sense.

Is it streaming?

Why are you saying F again?

Oh, Aldo, thank you very much.

Streaming.

It is streaming.

Stop yanking my chain.

F means you're gay.

So if you press F, it means you're gay.

We have a lot of gays here.

I guess that's why they like F so much.

Not that there's anything wrong with being

gay.

If you press F, it means you're stupid.

Oh, looks like there's a lot of stupid

people here then.

Can't say I'm surprised, really.

Not very surprised.

If you press F, it means I'm the best

YouTuber and you think I'm great and I'm

always right and the Turkish girl's

stupid.

Oh, look at all those Fs agreeing with me.

I knew it.

I knew the Turkish girl was stupid.

Thank you.

So nice having such a supportive community

who always understands my perspective,

doesn't jump to conclusions,

doesn't side the girl just because she's a

girl.

I love my community.

She's stupid because number one,

um, she says she was crying during sex and

I didn't notice, and then she doesn't

describe how she was crying.

When you say someone's crying, you think,

oh, they're going, that's crying.

She was not crying like that.

When I was sexing her.

If she was, I would have noticed and I

would have stopped and I would have said,

why are you crying?

So she, she claimed she was crying when

actually she was just having a little bit

of tears coming out of her eyeballs.

Number one, I can't see the tears because

I'm pretty much blind when I take my

glasses off.

Number two, I

What if they were tears of joy?

I don't know why there were tears coming.

Maybe she had hay fever.

Number 3, what if it was dark?

So I said it was dark, and then she calls

me a liar saying that it wasn't dark when

3 out of 4 times when we were doing it, it

was daylight.

Yes, admittedly, but the one time out of

4, it was dark.

And I didn't know which time she was

crying because I didn't even know she was

crying.

So how am I supposed to know when she was

crying when I didn't even know she was

crying in the first place?

And number 2, if she was crying and it was

so horrible,

why didn't she ask me to stop?

It's not— it's not hard to say, can we

stop, Daniel?

I don't want to do it.

Can we stop?

Then I would have said okay, and I would

have stopped.

No, she keeps quiet about it

and then later blames me for not noticing

when it was hardly noticeable.

I'm pretty sure I would notice if someone

was crying, but she wasn't.

Some tears rolling out is hardly crying,

is it?

I'm so sorry if the sex was that bad.

But don't blame me for not noticing when

it was hardly noticeable.

Okay, if you've got a problem, then speak

up and don't just lie there holding it in

expecting me to notice.

I don't know if she's in pain, do I?

She said she was in pain during the sex.

I didn't know because she didn't say

anything.

Until, um, she went on to Reddit and then

started telling everyone that she was in

pain and I didn't notice and the sex was

bad and I was selfish for not noticing.

Well, maybe you should have made it more

noticeable so I could notice.

Oh, thank you, Viper.

Please provide context.

Yeah, this is about the Turkish girl.

My only problem with the Turkish girl

right now is the bleeding and the crying

thing and how she's describing it to

everyone.

Making it sound like I assaulted her.

He made me bleed and he made me cry and he

didn't stop.

I would have stopped if you told me.

Pardon the late entrance.

Please provide context.

Is this about the Turkish girl?

And then the bleeding thing, I didn't know

she was bleeding until we finished because

I don't keep pulling it out to check if

it's bleeding or not.

And then after she told me that there was

blood and I saw the blood on the bed, I

said, oh, maybe we should stop then.

And we did stop.

We didn't do it again for the rest of that

day and for the rest of the next day until

midnight.

Um, it was midnight the last day and I

turned off my laptop, got into bed,

spooned her, touched her up, and I

thought— I was wondering if the bleeding

had stopped or not, but I initiated

anyway.

And I thought if the bleeding was still a

problem, she would tell me and stop me,

but she didn't stop me, so I just assumed

that everything was okay

and I proceeded to make my moves.

So I don't really feel like I'm to blame

about the whole bleeding crying thing.

The only thing I'll admit to being at

fault at is yes, I wasn't very friendly to

her on the third and the middle of the

second day.

I was a bit of a grumpy grumps, and I

didn't cuddle her because I wasn't

attracted to her.

Didn't kiss her because I don't really

enjoy kissing people that I'm not

attracted to.

Oh, thank you.

Hiding in my apartment and.

Tyrone, I wouldn't recommend it.

You'll make her bleed and then she'll

start blaming you.

Yeah, I was— I wasn't very friendly to her

on,

uh,

the end of the second day and the third

day because I was feeling fed up.

I don't like being cooped up with someone

all day long for 3 days.

Stuck together.

One day is fine.

I can do one day easily.

2 days, you're pushing it a bit, but I

can, I can fake friendliness and niceness.

3 days stuck together with someone all day

long, I'm gonna get cranky, okay?

I need my alone time.

I don't like being stuck with someone all

day long for that many days, especially

when it's someone who Number one, I'm not

attracted to.

Number one— number two, we have nothing in

common, and I didn't feel any connection

physically or emotionally.

If it was someone who I'm attracted to,

then you can bet your backside I will bend

over backwards to please her and

to make sure she's happy.

And if we have things in common and we

talk, we have a good connection, then

yeah, I could talk to her.

All day long, or for most of the day.

But look at it from my point of view.

I'm stuck in a room with someone I'm not

attracted to, that we have nothing in

common, that I don't feel a connection

with, that I don't really enjoy talking

to.

Yeah, I'd rather play Rainbow Six.

Okay,

I hold my hands up, I'm guilty.

I'd rather play Rainbow Six in that

situation.

It was a very difficult situation.

I felt very uncomfortable.

I didn't feel brave enough to tell her to

leave because that would be rude.

And yeah, I would never do something like

that ever again.

Never.

I'm never gonna stay in a hotel with a

girl.

For more than one night.

One night max.

Unless, unless she's the one, then it's

not really a problem.

Uh, thank you, James.

How can you have cereal with people you

aren't attracted to?

Well, it's like when you're hungry and all

you have in the fridge is moldy bread.

Picture the scene: you're starving, the

supermarket's half an hour away, or it's

closed, All you have in the fridge is a

piece of bread.

You're gonna eat it, aren't you?

It still feels good even if you're not

really attracted to her.

As long as she's not disgusting and

covered in warts, then she's still an

attractive looking girl.

She's not ugly.

I never said she's ugly.

She's not disgusting.

She's a perfectly fine-looking young lady.

I just didn't feel attracted to her.

I'm not saying she's not attractive.

People keep thinking I'm calling her ugly.

I never called her ugly.

I don't think she's ugly.

I just don't feel attracted to her.

There's a big difference.

So I don't, I don't feel attracted to

Britney Spears or Kim Kardashian, but

They're not ugly, are they?

Well, Britney Spears is looking a bit—

There's a difference between calling

someone ugly and saying that you don't

feel attracted to them.

I don't feel attracted to, uh, Leonardo

DiCaprio, but that doesn't mean he's an

ugly man, does it?

Oh, thank you, Viper.

I can't get it up without an emotional

connection.

Really?

I could get it up if it's a piece of

rubber.

You're attracted to Tomoko?

No, I wasn't attracted to Tomoko.

Just because I sleep with a girl doesn't

mean I'm attracted to her.

Props to you.

I can't get it up without an emotional

connection.

That's what James said.

He said, I don't think I could get it up

if she's not attractive to me.

I don't really see why that's weird.

You don't have to be attracted to a person

to be able to bamboozle them.

It still physically feels good, you know,

just like bamboozling a dog probably would

feel good.

Still weird, and I wouldn't recommend it.

I don't think anything I'm saying is rude

to her.

It's not her.

The problem isn't her.

The problem's me.

I didn't feel attracted.

That's it.

That's where all the problems stemmed

from.

If I thought she was really attractive and

I felt— um, what's the word— if I fell

into her, then I would have treated her

better.

I would have made sure that she wasn't

upset, but I just didn't care.

I'm sorry.

And I thought I went into it thinking that

it was like a casual hookup with the

potential to turn into something more

serious.

I didn't think of it as, oh, we're gonna

meet and fall in love and become

girlfriend and boyfriend.

Oh, thank you, TSM.

How's the cereal with her?

There was nothing special about it.

It wasn't the worst, but it wasn't great.

Please explain in detail.

I can't explain.

I don't really know what to say in

detail.

It was pretty standard.

There was nothing weird about it, but not—

there was nothing that stood out about it

either.

Well, you, you asked me the question and

I'm just trying to answer honestly,

and if that sounds rude, then I'm sorry.

But what do you want?

Do you want me to tell you what I think,

or do you want me to lie?

Just refuse to answer.

That's the problem.

I wouldn't usually just say I don't feel

attracted to her, but people ask me, and

then I feel if they spent the time to ask

me, especially if they give me money for a

Super Chat and they ask me, then I feel

like the least I can do is answer them

truthfully.

And that is the truth.

I just didn't feel into her.

But I understand, I get it.

I get why people are upset that I slept

with her anyway.

And maybe I should make it more clear in

the future.

I don't really know how to handle it.

Me and the Essex girl, we've agreed not to

sleeping together on the first date.

Uh, I don't know.

She seems to be enjoying the attention and

all the kind words people are giving her,

but she keeps saying that she's not

interested in being, being a YouTuber.

I don't mind giving her a shout out if

that would make things better.

Oh, thank you, James Morgan.

You are my favorite NEET.

Hope you have enough inheritance to do

this forever.

Oh, thank you.

I got a very nice phone call this morning

from the inheritance company.

The reason why I haven't gotten my

inheritance money yet is because this

woman had to phone us up to ask us

questions, to ask, find out about our

financial situation.

She asked my sister, my mum, but she had

difficulties contacting me until today.

She asked me all these weird questions

like, do you think, do you think your dad

would have wanted you to receive the

amount that you're receiving?

It was a weird question because I didn't

really know how to answer it.

I just said, yeah, I think so.

If that's what he wrote down, then that's

what he would have wanted.

What else am I supposed to say?

I can't say, no, I think he would have

wanted me to get 100% of the money.

What else am I gonna say?

Well, actually, my dad and my sister had a

big fight, and he said very clearly that

Sabrina will get no inheritance money and

it all goes to Daniel.

What if I said that to her?

That'd be pretty funny.

No, I didn't say that.

And then she asked me if I'm financially

dependent on my parents, and I said

I don't know if I am because I've never

asked for money.

My parents never gave me money, but then

they also never asked me to pay for rent

or food.

So I guess I, I was dependent because I

didn't have to pay for food.

And rent, and I wouldn't have been able to

afford it before my YouTube days.

But right now I'm not dependent because I

give my mum some money.

I gave her £500.

I opened a post office debit card for her

and I gave it to her, and I can just top

it up on the internet if she runs low.

Oh, thank you, TSM.

Yeah, being famous has perks, but there's

also downsides, I guess.

Like this.

I'm getting smeared pretty badly because

of the Turkish girl.

People claiming that I assaulted her, it's

just ridiculous.

Even she herself admitted that she doesn't

think I

raped her.

I don't like that word.

It's a dirty word.

That gets you demonetized.

Go live by myself.

Well, I was thinking about moving to

London, but the Airbnb prices now are

insane.

For a single room share— I mean, for an

entire room, it's about £2,000 to £4,000 a

month.

I think it's because it's Easter and all

the prices go up, so that's out of the

question.

I'm not spending £4,000 just to live in

London for a month.

It's ridiculous now, the price for rent in

London.

It's just a waste of money.

Even if I got 200% more views from living

in London, it wouldn't even cover the cost

for living there, so there's no point.

What I'd have to do is go on one of those

Uh, websites like Rightmove or Gumtree and

get a proper place with a 1-year contract

or something, but then I'm tied down to it

for a year

and I have to buy furniture, furnish the

place, and I couldn't just pack my bags

and go somewhere else if I wanted to.

It would be like casting my anchor, and

that kind of scares me.

So I don't really know what the plan is

right now.

First, I have to meet the Essex girl and

see how that goes.

Until then, I can't really decide on

anything because,

um, I quite like her, but you know, you

can't really tell until you meet people.

Manchester.

Oh, thank you, Hamza.

I'm not sure about Manchester.

It's a bit far, isn't it?

Her fave was average, but she was thick.

Her face?

Yeah, she was thick.

She had a— she had a nice curvy body, but

I just wasn't that into her face.

Her face in real life looks very different

to the pictures she sent me.

Very, very different.

I was kind of surprised when I met her.

She just kind of looked like a completely

different person.

And then in her photos, her photos were

very confusing.

Each photo kind of looked like a different

person in each photo.

It's very—

I don't know, it's just so hard to tell

these days with filters

and all these camera angles.

I can make my face look very different.

Look, I look—

now my nose looks massive, and now it

looks not so massive.

And you know, now my chin looks kind of

small, now my, my chin looks massive.

It all depends on the camera angle, and

girls are very, very clever at finding the

right camera angle and finding a filter.

It's just very deceptive.

And then you meet them in real life and

they don't really look how you expected

them to.

I video chatted the Essex girl, and I

think she looks nice even in video chats.

It's a bit dark though, so I'm not sure

how realistic it is.

I think she looks fine.

And then there's apps like Facetune where

you can just warp things and change the

shape of your face.

Cameras are very deceptive compared to the

human eye.

The human eye is very good at telling what

things actually look like.

But yeah, after this experience,

um,

I don't think I'm gonna do that again.

I'll make it very clear if— I don't know,

it's just tricky.

I feel very awkward telling a girl to her

face that I don't feel attracted to her.

I told Tomoko, didn't I?

I get points for that, don't I?

I said to Tomoko, I don't want to be in a

relationship with you, but I still want to

sleep with you, and she said yes.

But then people were saying I still

shouldn't have slept with her because

she liked you and she would have said yes

anyway, and it would have hurt her

feelings.

I didn't know women have their feelings

hurt so easily.

I just didn't know what else to do because

we were stuck in a hotel room together all

day long.

Might as well smash.

Why not?

There's nothing else to do.

But some girls are cool, you know, they

message me and they say, do you want to

fuck?

And I say sure, then we go and fuck, and

then that, that's it really.

No, no trouble.

I think I have to become better at

deciding whether they're just DTF Or if

they want something more.

And if they want something more, then

we shouldn't do it on the first date.

Oh, it's so complicated, isn't it?

Why can't girls just be like guys?

And then about the foreplay thing, I just

don't like doing foreplay if I don't feel

attracted.

To the girl.

If I feel attracted to her, then yeah,

I'll do foreplay.

Also, also, she was sick, so I didn't

really want to kiss her.

Now I'm sick as well.

If you're stuck, why didn't you go out of

the hotel room?

We did.

We spent about 6 to 7 hours every

afternoon walking around, but it was so

hot and I got so tired from just walking.

And there's not really much to see anyway

in Düsseldorf.

Can't spend all day long walking around

outside.

It's tiring.

I want to sit there, relax, play play

Rainbow Six, go on the internet, watch a

movie.

And to be fair, I did put on the movie

hoping that she would watch it with me and

we would talk about the movie together,

but she wasn't interested.

She'd watch about 2 minutes and then she'd

go back to her phone and sit on the bed.

Okay, maybe she wasn't interested in the

movie.

I'm so sorry, my tastes in movie— movies

aren't good— isn't good.

Me and the London girl, we didn't have

this problem because we went back to the

hotel room, switched on TV, watched the

news together, and we talked about what

was happening on the news.

And she didn't just sit there sulking

because I wasn't paying attention to her.

And there was no problems, so I didn't

make a big fuss about it because there's

nothing to make a big fuss about.

People should know by now that I'm not

good at talking to people.

I'm very good at talking by myself like

this,

but if you put me in a room with another

person, I become very quiet, and I don't

think people realize that until they meet

me, and then they realize that I'm very

quiet unless you ask me questions.

Unless you ask me questions, I won't

really talk because I don't know what to

say.

What can I say?

I can't— I don't feel comfortable just

rambling on like I do now because I worry

that they might be bored.

I'm not worried now because if you're

bored, then there's nothing stopping you

from clicking off the stream.

If you're with someone, they can't just

click off you, can't, can't, can they?

That's why I like the Essex Girl, because

she asked me questions and then

I feel more comfortable talking if someone

asks me something.

I'm a bit like my dad.

My dad was the same.

He would only speak most of the time if

you ask him a question.

Otherwise, he would just sit there in

silence most of the time.

So me and my dad are quite similar.

Yeah, I lost quite a lot of subs, which

sucks, but I, I kind of knew this was

gonna happen.

I don't really care, I've lost subs

before.

Remember when I made the Why I Don't Date

Black Women video?

I lost nearly 1,000 subs.

That was fun.

I lose, I lose subs every time I upload.

At the end of the day, subs doesn't really

matter because you see channels that have

2 million subs and they barely get 20K

views.

And I did some maths.

So let's say I lost 200 subs and those

people never come back.

That means I've lost 200 views on every

video from now on.

But I made about 70,000 or 80,000 views

from the whole

Turkish girl fiasco.

So how many views would it take until I

get 70,000 from those lost people?

70,000 divided by 200 is like

300-something, so I'd have to make 300

more videos before I start feeling the

loss.

And if people get upset that easily, then

maybe it's best if they do unsubscribe.

I'm just telling you what happened.

I didn't feel into her, so

Um, I played Rainbow Six.

I did try my best on the first day, but

the second day I started to get fatigued.

Third day I started to get fed up and I

couldn't fake it anymore.

One day is my limit for faking niceness.

I can't fake niceness if I'm not

interested.

I find it extremely difficult to fake

being interested in someone.

I'm just not that good at faking emotions.

If I feel bored and uninterested, you'll

probably notice.

I'll be like this.

I think people were being too harsh on me,

to be honest.

At the end of the day, it was just 2

people meeting.

And it didn't work out,

and I called her annoying because she was,

and I said I didn't feel attracted to her.

What is the big deal?

Really, I think people are overreacting

about the whole thing.

You're not taking the blame for what you

did.

I've actually said that I admit I was at

fault for ignoring her, not treating her

nicely, several, several, several, several

times.

People don't seem to listen.

Even in the video I said, okay, it was my

fault for ignoring her, but that was

because I didn't feel interested in her.

But for some reason people love telling me

that I never take responsibility and I'm

always blaming other people when I've

admitted to being the one at fault several

times.

Why don't people listen?

I don't get it.

I admit I was a dick to her.

I didn't treat her very nicely on the 2nd

and 3rd day.

I ignored her and I played Rainbow Six

because I felt bored.

When you feel bored, you do things that

you like doing.

What more do you want?

I'm not really sure what else you want me

to do, really.

I'm not denying that what I did was

wrong,

but I refuse to take the blame for not

noticing her crying or not noticing she

was in pain because Because she didn't

tell me and it just wasn't very

noticeable.

If I did notice, I would have stopped.

If you think that I would seriously not

stop after noticing that she was crying,

then you're wrong.

I'm not that kind of person.

I don't like hurting people, and I

definitely do not like blood.

Blood grosses me out.

People are giving me a lot of criticism

for this and don't really know what else

you want.

So

yeah, either just accept my explanation or

unsubscribe, I guess.

Oh, thank you.

You're Have I ever tried anal?

No.

Anal grosses me out a bit.

I think it's just weird.

I've never had any interest in anal

because from what I hear, it's painful for

the woman, and I don't enjoy causing

people pain.

I just don't.

If I unintentionally cause pain, then

that's because I didn't notice, and I'm

very sorry for that.

But I stand by my, my statement that she

should have said something and she should

have told me that she didn't want to do it

if she didn't want to do it.

I didn't pressure her.

I didn't force myself onto her.

And that's kind of why I'm a bit annoyed,

because the way she's explaining things

sounds like I did, and it sounds like— she

makes it sound like

I made her do something that she didn't

want to do, which is not true.

Have I ever tried weed?

No.

I have not.

Admitting while giving a thousand excuses

isn't enough.

They're not excuses.

It's me explaining why I did what I did.

Don't you want to know why I did what I

did?

You admit but you don't change.

Excuse me, I just said that when I meet

the Essex girl, we're gonna do things

differently, and I'm not gonna do this

staying with hotels, staying with girls in

hotels anymore.

People don't listen.

This is the first time this has ever

happened.

I've never made a girl cry or bleed ever

before.

Ask Tomoko.

Did I make her cry or bleed?

I think Tomoko had a very nice time with

me.

You asked me to explain myself, and then I

explained myself, and then you say I'm

making excuses, and then you say I don't

admit to faults, and then I do admit to

faults.

Faults, and then you say I'm only

admitting to faults and then giving

excuses.

I don't know what you want, really.

I'm trying to explain from my, my

perspective,

trying to tell you why I did what I did,

but you still want to tie me to the stake

and burn me, don't you?

Apart from losing subs, I think losing

subs is a pretty fitting punishment, don't

you?

What do you want me to do, whip myself?

What if I buy a little taser and I zap

myself until you're satisfied with my

punishment?

Father, I have sinned, please forgive me.

I will electrically shock myself for

donations.

How's that?

A lot of people want to beat me up and

punch me.

Here's your chance.

I'll zap myself for the right amount of

money.

I don't know if YouTube would allow that

though.

It sounds a bit

fishy.

Not a proper taser, you know those little

toys that give you an electric shock.

Oh, my knees are killing me.

Oh, thank you, Viper.

There's nothing to apologize aside from

leading her on beyond the first date.

It was consensual and you both lacked

communication.

Yeah,

um,

I guess I should have told her that I

wasn't attracted to her.

Aside from leading her on beyond the first

date, it was consensual and you both

lacked communication.

But what's done is done.

Ow, ow.

How's my mum?

She's exactly the same as she was a couple

months ago.

She keeps repeating the same thing over

and over again.

She keeps repeating everything that

happened to my dad in vivid detail, and

it's kind of depressing.

I try not to think about it too much

because if you just keep thinking about it

in detail, it just makes you feel

depressed.

I think about him sometimes, but I don't

sit here all day, um,

imagining the entire process and every

single thing that happened over and over

again in my head.

I told her just try not to think about it

so much, but she doesn't.

It's just a bit depressing to listen to.

But if that makes her feel better, then I

guess the least I can do is listen.

I don't know what to say, so I don't

really say anything back to her because

there's not really anything I can say to

make her feel better.

I think she just wants someone to listen,

probably.

Look at all this hair.

Do you think I'm okay like this?

I think it looks a lot better.

Daniel's sad because everyone hates him.

Yeah, I am a bit sad actually.

I feel like everyone's against me.

Not everyone, I know some people are

understanding,

but then I know a lot of people hate me

and they

feel disappointed or disgusted with me.

It's a bit depressing when you get 1,600

dislikes when I felt like I explained

things pretty well and I was quite fair to

her.

I didn't insult her.

I said she was a nice person, she had a

bubbly personality.

We just didn't click.

I didn't lie or make up excuses.

I don't really know what else I could have

done

apart from not having sex with her.

That would have been a better idea.

I just didn't think that it was very

serious.

I thought it was just like a casual hookup

with the potential of becoming serious if

we liked each other enough, but I didn't

like her enough.

So it was nothing more than a casual

hookup.

I didn't know

that she would— I don't know.

I don't think she's that upset that I

slept with her even though I wasn't

attracted to her.

That's what you guys are upset about.

She's upset because I shit-talked her on

Discord and then I made money.

By talking about her, and she doesn't like

feeling used,

which is understandable.

And this is the same reason why me and my

wife kept fighting.

Because something would happen and I'd go

into Discord and I'd vent about it,

but she was never supposed to find out.

She was never supposed to see it.

I just wanted to vent.

Who's making sound?

Oh, my Discord server gets me in so much

trouble, doesn't it?

If I never said she was annoying in the

Discord server, none of this would have

happened.

We would have said bye and everything

would have been fine, and she wouldn't—

she would have been— she was okay with me

making the video and uploading it until

she found out that I said bad things about

her, and then she got angry.

And then she started telling everyone what

happened.

But she keeps saying that I'm lying about

it.

I don't know what she thinks I'm lying

about, because if you check both our sides

of the story, they match up pretty much

100%.

What did I lie about?

I don't think I lied about anything.

Maybe I got a detail wrong by mistake.

You said it was dark and you didn't see

her crying.

It was dark and I didn't see her crying.

It was dark one time out of 4 times.

The other 3 times it was daytime, and I

thought the crying took place when it was

dark.

I don't know when the crying took place

because I didn't even notice it happening.

When she said she was crying, I thought

she meant that she was crying when I was

playing Rainbow Six.

I had no idea it was, it was during the

sex.

So I don't know when it happened because I

didn't even know it happened in the first

place.

And if I noticed her crying, I would have

stopped.

I wouldn't just carry on.

It's not me lying, it's just me not

knowing

the whole story from her point of view.

I'm telling it from my point of view.

I don't know her point of view because I'm

not her, and she didn't tell me until she

started telling everyone on Reddit and

comments.

So she told everyone on the comments and,

and Reddit before she told me.