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Narcissism

2018-11-01 · 5 min

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  1. rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28dMachine-generated and unreviewed; may be wrong; not a verified quotation.
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  1. 0:03

    You said you were going to do a video about things I love about my wife.

    Segment details0:03–0:06 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_0
  2. 0:09

    Yeah, I just don't have many good ideas for it. It sounds like I don't love anything about her. I can't even think of 5 things. What am I supposed to say though?

    Segment details0:09–0:19 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_1
  3. 0:24

    I'm not gonna say anything sexual because I don't want to get the video age-restricted.

    Segment details0:24–0:26 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_2
  4. 0:31

    She's hardly around because she's at work most of the time, which is nice.

    Segment details0:31–0:35 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_3
  5. 0:40

    Oh, I was gonna make a video titled

    Segment details0:40–0:41 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_4
  6. 0:43

    Lots of People Don't Like Me, and then I'll talk about things. I'll talk about reasons why people— why people don't like me, why I think people don't like me.

    Segment details0:43–0:52 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_5
  7. 1:01

    For example, people say I'm too negative,

    Segment details1:01–1:03 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_6
  8. 1:09

    and then I can say, well, that's— if you click on the video that's titled I Hate Something or Why I Hate XXX, and you click on it and you complain about me complaining, it's kind of your own fault for clicking on it. I mean, what did you expect from the title? It's like going into a Star Wars

    Segment details1:09–1:26 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_7
  9. 1:26

    movie and then complaining that there's, there's too much action or too much fighting.

    Segment details1:26–1:33 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_8
  10. 1:36

    If negativity and complaining irritates you, then don't click on videos that are titled things like Why I Hate XXX.

    Segment details1:36–1:44 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_9
  11. 1:48

    And I can talk about narcissism. A lot of people call me a narcissist, and I can say, well, you kind of have to be a narcissist on some level to do YouTube. All YouTubers are narcissists if you think about it. We're putting our lives on the internet because we think people should watch it. That in itself is

    Segment details1:48–2:10 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_10
  12. 2:10

    narcissistic. When you think your art or your creations or whatever you make is, is good enough for other people to see, then it's like you're saying, I think my art is good, I want people to look at it. Isn't that kind of narcissistic?

    Segment details2:10–2:26 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_11
  13. 2:31

    And when it comes to physical appearance, I'm not narcissistic. I don't think I look better than other people. I'm actually very insecure with my looks. I'm insecure about how skinny I am. I'm insecure about the size of my nose. I'm insecure about this— the skin I have. It's all freckly and acne scar ridden. I don't think I

    Segment details2:31–2:56 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_12
  14. 2:56

    look better than other people.

    Segment details2:56–2:57 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_13
  15. 3:03

    I'm not sure why people think I'm narcissistic. I don't think I'm better than people.

    Segment details3:03–3:06 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_14
  16. 3:12

    If anything,

    Segment details3:12–3:13 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_15
  17. 3:15

    I have low self-esteem.

    Segment details3:15–3:17 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_16
  18. 3:22

    What else do people say? They say I'm misogynistic and I just think of women as sex objects, which isn't true. I don't hate women.

    Segment details3:22–3:30 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_17
  19. 3:35

    Just because I like sex and I appreciate the female body doesn't mean I'm misogynistic or I just see them as sex objects.

    Segment details3:35–3:43 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_18
  20. 3:50

    People call me all these names and I just don't agree with it.

    Segment details3:50–3:54 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_19
  21. 3:59

    I can admit to lying, cheating, and stealing. Yeah, I've lied a few times. I've cheated in the past. I've stolen things in the past.

    Segment details3:59–4:06 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_20
  22. 4:12

    I don't make that much money from streaming, really. If you look at my ad revenue for the last month, only about 12% of my revenue was from streaming. The rest of it was from ads on my videos.

    Segment details4:12–4:25 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_21
  23. 4:29

    I mainly just stream because I'm bored and I just feel like chatting.

    Segment details4:29–4:33 · rev_41736197646d03167a1eabe7bcc1e28d_22