[2019-06-16] Why I forgive Daniel [0LjYEooEHLo]

Why I forg ave him?

Um, it 's a difficult question.

Um, Joy, I was

thinking, so I saw him,

um, about 4 months ago.

I was Very angry, so he

met a fan girl in England.

I watched in I watched

I was watching his

Discord for a long time, so he said

he may he will meet England girl.

Um, but we could—

couldn 't get divorced officially,

but he tried to meet,

um, another f ang irl,

so I was really upset

and I couldn 't forgive him.

日本 語 で いい かな。 It

's tough for me to speak English.

離 婚 し ない の か。 My

parents.Don

't, don 't like him.

Your friends don 't like me either? Yes,

my friends also don 't like him. Yeah,

I can 't say I

start live together. I actually,

I hide everything now. My parents don 't

know we are living together, and my

friends also don 't know. But my

friends know this channel, so sometimes my

cowork er said, oh, what happened about—

what happened here? So, but my friends can

't understand English, so they just watch

the Title. They say, "What happened ?"

I say, "Oh, no big deal, so you don 't

need to care about it ."

But suddenly he made made

a do I miss my wife? で しょ 作

った で しょ。 I,

I was sure he missed me,

um, and I

was dating a lot of guys, but I

felt nothing special there.

When did you date guys?

Chocolate, what do you mean you dated lots

of guys? I knew it, I saw

your phone and said D ating. com, and you

're still getting Tinder Tinder matches.

Not using Tinder. I made um ch

ok ut ets u using not using Tinder and

not using date date site. My friend uh,

まあ これは 私 の プ ライ バ シ ー だから 言 わ ない けど ね

これ。 How many dates did you go on? This is

the first time I 'm hearing this.

でも お か しく ない よね。 だ って もう 他 の 国 に 行 って

た んだ よ。 じゃない？ How many people?

Five. Five. Oh my

God.

Five. Five.

How many Japanese? Um, two Japanese guys,

three foreigner guys. You, G ai

jin Hunter?

ダ ニ エ ル も 使 ってる から。 使 って ない。 使 って

女 探 して る から。 探 して ない。 So

basically, basically the reason why

you forg ave me was because you also saw

other guys But you didn 't like any of

them, and you still prefer me. 男 が ほ っと

く わ け ない じゃ ん 私 の こと。 Because I 'm you

realize I 'm better,

and I realize you 're better.

So we came back. We got back together.

The end finished.

It 's like a conclusion. It 's true love.

True love is once

you 've tried out all the other flavors,

but you realize they 're not very good,

and the flavor you started off with was

actually the best flavor. It 's

like you have pot noodle, and then you try

beef and tomato, and you think it tastes

great. But then there 's all these other

flavors like Bomb ay Bad Boy, and Curry

and chicken and mushroom, and you try them

out and they taste like crap. And then you

realize beef and tomato is actually the

best. So you go back to the supermarket

and then you say to the cash ier, "Could I

have some more beef and tomato, please ?"

だ って さ。 Don 't you agree?

い ろ んな もの を 日本 人 が 聞 いて る から、 い ろ

んな もの を ね。 試 して こ っち の 味

が いい かな あっ ち の 味 が いい かな って 試 した けど 結

局 一 番 いつ も 食べ て る 食べ 物 が 美味 し かった って。

だ って 全部 食べ て み ない と わ から ない で しょ。 ど

っち が 一 番 好 き か どう か。 How can you know

which flavor you like the best until you

've tried them all?

He can 't. Maybe I should cut that out.

He can 't treat younger girls. Because

younger girls is not mature, and he also

not mature, mature, not mature, not

mature. How do, um, make a

relationship? But he want to get the young

girl. I, I really sure he

can 't get— he couldn 't get the young

girl because I know he 's a, uh, he 's a

personality. Yes, your mom.

I 'm your mom. I want to have a baby,

but, uh, not so

much because the

Japanese government sucks.

Um, and I 'm already 38 years old. If I

have a baby now Um, I need a lot of

money, and Daniel

is a father. Can you imagine?

Can you imagine? I 'll be a good dad.

Um, I was a mental illness,

so I went to Mental clinic, and I

couldn 't sleep every day. I couldn

't work because I watched the SD card.

Give me my SD card. No! Why are you

keeping it? Kaish ite ya.Yeah.

全部 でも 大丈夫。 バ ック ア ップ 取 ってる から。

は あ。 Where 's your backup

on your pink laptop? Uhhuh. 教 え ない.

Why are you saving it? Uhhuh. 念 の ため に。 念、

うん、 to 念 の ため。

SD カ ード の 内 容 教 えて

って さ、 you know. Um, I already told you.

Yeah, yeah, well, I have proof now that

you went on 5 dates when we were married.

Oh yeah,

and anyway, so I couldn 't sleep and I can

't work. I couldn 't work and,

uh, I didn

't feel do anything.

Um, I stayed my house all

day about 2 weeks,

um,

but my mother helped me and my

sister also helped me, support me,

my friends also like that. So I get—

I gradually get better,

and so I start

work, and I should try to change my mind.

Did you see a therapist? Yes, I went to

therapy, but therapist is,

uh, um, no meaning.

Therap ist just, um,

listen about, about my situation.

She said, uh, yes, I understand.

Um, and, and then what do you want to say?

Uh, it 's like a talk to my friends. So I

have a lot of friends. I thought, uh, I

don 't need to take a therapy, so I Took a

service about three times, so I quit.

Quit go to the hospital. I just take

medicine.

Sleeping pill. Sleeping pill.

Sleeping pill.

So you can confirm therapy is a

waste of time. I told you. I don 't know

his case. So people keep telling me he 's

going to get therapy, and I keep saying it

's a waste of time. Talking to some

stranger about my problems isn 't going to

help fix them. But my case is,

uh, I, I know, I, I, I just depressed. I

just depressed. Depression. So I

don 't know his case. He have a mentor.

He He might have a mental problem. I don

't. I 'm normal.

Oh, why I 'm forgiving him?

Because I

was. He did not like curry.

He 's

mad at me. He 's angry.

It 's secret. You didn 't tell

me until now.

But I didn 't have a No

problem.

He can 't sue me. He can 't

sue me, and he don 't have real

evidence. Anything? I don 't want to sue

you. Why did you marry Dan ia?

We I just. Want ed to be

with him when we get married.

I didn 't know he was cheating on me,

but I 'm sus— I be

suspect he cheating on me. But he said,

no cheating on you, no cheating on you.

But I have evidence now, and I— he said I

was cheating on my wife.