Leave my girlfriend alone! Life update #2

Hey, and welcome back to another life updates video. So it's been quite a while since I last did a life update video. I think the last one was all the way back in March before I went to Japan and became a stepdad for a short period of time. That was an interesting experience. So in this video, I

just want to randomly talk about general things in my life that have been happening. My girlfriend's doing okay. She's having fun making videos on her new YouTube channel, and I was happy to see all the positive and supportive supportive feedback in her comment section. She was a bit upset and shocked about the recent hateful comments in my

latest video, and it's just kind of sad and pathetic that there's people who waste their time writing comments trying to get us to break up, trying to split us up, trying to convince her not to have sex with me, and you're just wasting your time. It's not gonna change anything. The more you try to persuade her not

to be my girlfriend, the stronger her feelings for me become. I think she was pretty surprised that there were so many hateful and spiteful people in my comment section, and I had to explain to her that there are a lot of hateful and messed up people who write comments on my videos. These people are just sad and

pathetic. They want to see me fail. I have no idea why. Maybe it's because they lead unfulfilling, miserable lives themselves, and they hate to see me happy. They hate to see me succeed, and they have nothing else to do with their lives and they're jealous of me. Who knows? I told her that she has to become stronger

and she has to learn how to ignore these people, because if you take everything they say seriously, it will drive you crazy. It doesn't matter who you are. You could be the greatest person in the world, and there's always going to be a small group of pathetic people who are going to hate on you, who are going

to hate what you're doing, or hate the kind of person you are, so it's just pointless paying any attention to them. She's a really sweet, kind person, and she's just not used to this kind of internet toxicity that goes on, especially in the YouTube comments. I feel a bit bad for bringing her into this and exposing her

to the people that hate me, but I really wanted to share my channel with her. I didn't want to keep it a secret like I did with the last relationship, so So if you hateful people want to continue writing comments, just write them towards me. I don't really care anymore. I'm used to it. But leave her out

of it. She hasn't done anything wrong. Okay, next topic: my parents. So my mum used to sit downstairs with me and my dad in the evening when she was on her laptop, but recently she goes up to her room to use her laptop, so I don't really see her that much, which is kind of nice because when

my mum and my dad are together, They either— they don't talk at all or they have silly arguments about really tiny things. For example, a few nights ago they argued about a candle. My mum lit a candle and then she walked off for about half an hour and then she came back and my dad put the candle

out and then she started shouting at him, why do you keep touching my things? Why did you put the candle out? I was coming back. And then my dad said something like, I don't like having candles lit around the house because he has this fear that it's going to burn the house down. He also makes this big

fuss about making sure the TV is switched off at the plug overnight because he's scared it will catch on fire, which is kind of silly because everything else is left switched on. For example, the fridge, the dishwasher, the washing machine, the computers— pretty much everything else is left switched on. But when it comes to the TV, he

has this OCD thing about making sure it's switched off at the plug. Also, thanks to the whole stalker thing, me and my dad have been talking more. For the past few weeks, we haven't really spoken much. We could be watching TV together and hours could go past and we won't say a word to each other. He'll just

sit there kind of zoned out staring at the TV, and if I don't say anything, he won't say anything either. But when the stalker thing happened, I explained to him the whole situation. We talked about cybersecurity, we talked about Facebook, we talked about fame and the risks that come with it, and We spoke a lot and it

was really nice, and now I don't feel so awkward around him. I feel like it's easier to talk to him, and we've been talking more. So thanks to the stalker, my relationship with my dad has improved a lot, I think. He wasn't really angry about it. He was just a bit confused why someone would waste so much

time and effort into finding our— finding out our personal information and then posting it onto some message board on the internet. My mum's pretty upset about it. She got a bit paranoid and she ended up deleting her Facebook as well. She said something like, look what you've done now. You're trying to become famous and now you've angered

these crazy people. Now we're gonna get murdered and it's all your fault. I think she's overreacting a little bit. Yeah, it's a bit upsetting that my parents can't be in the same room without arguing most of the time. They're just completely different people. They— their personalities are polar opposites. Next topic, drawing. So I haven't actually drawn anything

for ages. I think the last time I drew anything was almost 4 weeks ago. My Apple Pencil is dead. I haven't even charged it at all recently, and I just don't really feel like drawing anything. I feel kind of fed up with it. I just don't have any motivation. I don't feel inspired to draw anything. I feel

like my creativity has just dried up. This happens a lot to me. Sometimes I really feel like drawing. I have lots of ideas. I feel creative. I feel optimistic about drawing something really cool, and I'll draw and draw and I'll draw loads of things all at once, and then I kind of get burnt out and I get

fed up with it. I get sick of it, and I just stop drawing for a period of time. One time I got fed up with drawing and I didn't start drawing again until several years later. This is why I don't want to have a job where I have to draw for people. I hate having to draw things

for other people. Make them happy. I don't mind it if they say, can you draw this for me in your own style? Then that's fine. I like that. But if I have to draw something that I'm not used to drawing or comfortable with drawing, then it can be really difficult and stressful. I don't take negative feedback too

well. If someone starts criticizing my work, saying things like, his hands are too big, his hands are too small, his legs are too short, his arms are too long, I don't take it too well. I get a bit I get kind of irritated. I don't really think my drawings are that good. I'd say they are slightly above

average at best. There's this style of painting and drawing that I really wish I could do, but it doesn't matter how many tutorials I watch or how much I practice, it feels like there's this invisible wall that's preventing me from getting to that level, and it's really frustrating. I don't really feel like I'm a talented artist. It's

taken me a long time to get to the level that I'm at now. Maybe my mood will change in a few weeks' time and I'll start enjoying drawing again, but right now I'm just not feeling it. I think there's something wrong with my cat. He started pissing himself and shitting all over the place, like he can't control

himself. He doesn't even try to go into the litter box because I don't know why. It's like he doesn't have the energy to hop into it. He only has 3 legs because he had a tumor some time ago and the vets had to amputate his back leg, so I think he finds it difficult to get into the

litter tray, so he just does his business all over the floor, which isn't great. My dad said it's because he's really old now. He's at least 18 years old. We got him when we first moved into this house, and he's always been with us. He's always been in this house ever since I was a kid, and it's

kind of sad to see him age. He used to be really fat. Now he's really skinny and bony. You can feel all his ribs, all his bones, and you can kind of tell that his life is coming to an end. He always makes me feel better. He sits on my lap. He sits next to me when I'm

doing things on my iPad. It's like he's always here. If he just suddenly died one day, it would be really upsetting. I'm a bit scared that I'll go to Japan, and then when I come back, he won't be here anymore. So in today's episode, we're going to be making fried rice. So here's what you need. You need

some rice, you need some bacon which expired on the 29th of June. It should be fine. And we have some frozen peas, we have some chicken stock, we have garlic, um, tiny onions. I don't know what these are called. An egg and some blended sesame oil. Now it's all chopped up, the next thing we do is put

it into the frying pan,

and then you just let it fry for a few minutes. At this stage, all of the really nice smells start coming out— the garlic, the onion, the bacon. Smells so good! Okay, the next step is we need to put the rice in, so just put the rice in like that. We can also put the chicken stock in.

I think this is about the right amount. If it's not salty enough, you can always add more later. And then next, you just, you just stir it all around so it's all evenly mixed up. And then we put the egg in. I like to make a little space to cook the egg, and you just need to let

the egg cook a little bit before you start mixing it into the rice. After you've finished mixing the egg into it, it should look like this. Nice and yellow, and now we can add in the green peas.

We can also add in the sesame oil at this stage.

And it's done! That's how I make fried rice. It's pretty easy. You just fry a load of stuff, add in the rice, add in the egg, mix it all together, and it's finished.