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Testing. Testing. Tripod. Look, I got some stuff today. People, someone sent me some stuff. They sent me a radio microphone. Might test that. Could test it. And they sent LED lighting. It's funny because Sonny kept saying I should get LED strips. And they sent USBC to lightning cable. I don't know what that's for. And they also sent a power strip. It's got USBCs and three pin plugs. I don't know why they sent me that. And they sent me, I don't know what this is, car front seat back storage bag. Kind of random. I don't know what they expect me to use this for.

Like I'll wire myself up with LEDs. I guess maybe this could be good if it sounds good, but it looks like one of those cheap ones. It's not one of those cheap $10 ones, not a good one like DJI. So if the DJI one sound bad, I don't think that's gonna sound good. And then this one, hmm, what do I do with this? Yeah, I could put the lighting in the conservatory. And also, I think this thing, I think this is for making an IRL setup. You store the stuff in this. So it's like one coherent package.

Late start because actually yesterday I made more money yesterday than I did the day before where I was out all day and streaming 15 hours. So my new theory is I make more money if I stream less hours and don't go outside for some reason. It's like I did 15 hours when, on that complete fail stream where everything kept going wrong. Um, I made 167 and then yesterday I only did 11 hours and I made like 200. It's because people didn't keep leaving and I didn't keep talking about the stupid bell box. And I was talking about, it's at my Amazon. Oh, I can't get any peace.

The problem is when I go outside, it's, number one, it's early, so a lot of my viewers are not even awake. Number two, it's boring because no one cares about watching me walk around in the field. Number three, it's annoying because I keep disconnecting. And then people keep leaving. So I make less money per hour than if I just stay at home where I don't disconnect and we don't keep talking about boring stuff and more people are awake. So it just seems like doing a shorter stream, focusing on what's important. It's better than doing a long stream where no one cares about what I'm actually doing. So for that reason, I'm out and I'm doing shorter streams, no IRL, no boring talk about bell box. I made more money yesterday. I had way higher viewers yesterday too, like 170. I swear I saw 181 viewers it peaked at.

So yeah, probably gonna send the Nighthawk back, not do IRL, start scaling back operations. And maybe aim towards slightly shorter streams where I'm in a better mood, I feel energized and I'm not depressed because I'm not doing like 15 hour stream where I'm just plugging stuff in, plugging it out. Yeah, I feel like if I did stream with AJ, the viewers would like it more if we were just in a hotel room or something rather than walking around noisy streets effing all the time. Keep it short and sweet like the meter streams. I'm not afraid. It's just I keep disconnecting. Viewers don't care for it.

It's not worth spending all this money to do it when it makes me, actually it makes me less money if I go outside. Actually I did fix it and I found this new way of streaming, but I'm not gonna do it. Seems pretty good though. Don't need a laptop either. So I'm thinking I don't even bring my laptop to Thailand because I don't need the laptop anymore for the server. I do a server to kick. So I'm thinking I might not bring the laptop, I don't know. The new way being what? Um, I use, just use my phone. It streams to a server and the server goes straight to kick, so I don't need a laptop.

Did I fuck yet this year? Uh, I was with Sonny. How could you not know that I was with Sonny for half the year? I broke up with Sunny in April, so yeah, I've been fucking for four months, but not since then. Don't know if I'll fuck again. Who knows? No, since Sunny, I haven't met any girls. Don't need a laptop suit business stuff. Not really. I don't know why I need a laptop. I do like looking at myself on the laptop screen though. That is the main reason I bring it. Unless I get a tablet. No. Oh no. Laptop adds a lot of weight to the backpack, like 5KG.

It's also good for cutting my hair because I can see the back of my head. Well, maybe 4K, I don't know, with the power brick and the laptop. <laugh> Faster. <laugh> Is that a sign? Faster. Faster. Get a MacBook Air. It's not that much lighter. MacBook Air would be pretty cool though. Got myself some new cables because I never seem to have enough USB cables. I've got too many things to charge. Oh wow, they gave me a little cable tie thing with it. That's pretty cool. Why'd they make it so hard to open? Why do you have to wrap everything in fucking plastic? It's not food. It's not gonna go off. Why does it have to be in a plastic bag? It's so pointless. I hate all this plastic. It takes forever to open everything. Everything, look, even this, I can't even open this stupid rubber thing.

Everything's so hard to open with all this plastic. I just wanna open it. I hate having to unwrap stuff. Everything's like tied up, rubber things, metal things, plastic bags. Oh, now I got lots of chargers. Nice. Oh, my back feels kind of achy. It doesn't hurt, but it feels tired for some reason. Might take a break from lifting. I wonder how much I could get for that laptop if I sent it. Yeah, it's got Thai keyboard, so Thai people would like it. Maybe a couple hundred, probably like four, 500 pounds. It's been two years now. It's kind of old tech. I told you my noodles would taste better the next day. It definitely ta - it even smells better. Fresh food doesn't taste as good as when it's being refrigerated and reheated for some reason.

Mm, what else did I get? So I got this too. I mean, I didn't get it. Someone bought it for me. No, even this, I can't open it with one hand. No, I didn't leave it out overnight. I put it in the f - you saw me put it in the fridge, didn't you? I put it in the container, I put it in the fridge. I took it out for lunch, I reheated it, and then I left it on the stove. So this is like a Bella box thingy, isn't it? I don't even know if I'm gonna bring it to Thailand, right? I mean, what is this for actually?

Are you supposed to put it on the back of a car seat? Yeah, I don't know if I'm gonna bring the bell box to Thailand. I can't even get it to work. It is a very tiny box, so it's probably not really a big deal. I wrap it around your waist. I wrap it around my body and then I put battery chargers and stuff in it. Yeah, I don't even know what to do with that. Thanks. Where's the box? It just says it's a car front seat back storage bag. And then Lavalia radio microphone. Hmm.

That's like one of those cheap ones. It's got a windmuff at least. <laugh> Maybe I'll try it outside if I ever go outside. And a USBC to Lightning. Is it raining? USBC to Lightning. Might be useful. And then this thing, I don't know what this is supposed to be for. Lightning to Lightning. No. Oh, what? Oh, yeah. What's that for? I can plug it into itself. <laugh> I though it was lightning to USB-C. Mm, why would that be useful? To extend the other cable, maybe. Yeah, I don't know what to do with that. And then I've got this thing, power strip.

This thing's kind of cool. Oh, why is everything wrapped up? God. Has the stock money come in? No, probably Monday. Stupid free trade. I swear, on trading 212, if you withdraw the money, it comes straight away. So this, it's got two plugs and plug it into itself. I think this is why I made Smoke come out the LiveView Solo. I was just plugging in random stuff for no reason like that. It's got three USBs, one USB-C. Hmm. Whoa. I think my new setup might work. Basically it uses mobling. It can do bonding. Sends the stream to an online server and the server sends it straight to Kik. The problem is, it costs 40 cents an hour to use it, which I guess is not really anything, but it's like you gotta pay to do it. But I'm paying for Bellabox and I'm paying for the Norwegian server anyway, but I'm only paying $10 a month.

Yeah, I like doing IRL sometimes if the weather's nice. But with the recent problems, I just feel fed up with it, to be honest. And the weather's just rubbish recently. Norwegian server's fine, it's just you need it to connect it to a laptop. My new setup, you don't need a laptop, but it costs 40 cents an hour. Oh. And then this goes into USB. Maybe I'll sell a tape this to my car. It'll look pretty cool. Try the mic. But I don't, I'm not using my iPhone. I need a u - lightning to USB-C adapter. I'm using my Samsung.

I have one, but I don't know where to put it. This could be cool. LED lights. Hmm. I'm just trying to think if I want my laptop or not, if I go Thailand. I don't understand why this bit's like this. Yeah, I don't understand this. Why? So this bit doesn't have lights, it's just for power. So the power goes to each hook, and then each hook has like a line of LEDs like that. That's weird. I though it'd be like one long line and it lights up, not a bunch of lights on hooks. Mm, my back hurts. I'll take a break from exercise.

I don't understand. It's got a hook and then like a coil of wire that lights up. Might try it later. Where's my adapter? Yeah, I've got one here. Is that lightning? I think that's lightning. I'll try the mic. So I put this one into here and then listen to the phone. It's working. I think it works. Did you hear anything I was saying? It doesn't work. Too difficult. Maybe it only works on the iPhone. One of these. All in the bin. Can't be bothered. I hate trying to f- figure out how to set new stuff up and then it doesn't work.

If it's not broke, don't fix it. What I always say... I don't want to tidy it up. So I'm planning an extremely lightweight Thailand backpack set up where I only bring my power bank for three phones, not the smash one. So I bring S10+ iPhone and my new Flip seven. That's my new plan. No laptop. No bell box. I don't know. Bellbox is so tiny, you might as well bring it. I feel like it's so tiny, you might as well bring it, don't you think? I don't wanna bring the switch or the laptop. My whole body feels kind of exhausted.

I need a break from the exercise. Ditch Bellbox in Thailand along with the live view. Well, if I really need a computer when I'm in Thailand, I can get MacBook Air. Now I don't need a laptop for gaming because I don't even make gaming videos anymore. I just need a laptop that's lightweight and good. So I get a MacBook. What would I do in Thailand? Me, AJ? Meet AJ, go for food. Maybe I'll try dating, dating apps. Maybe I'll try going to bars or something, see if I can meet people. And then for streaming, probably just stay in the condo because it'll be too hot outside. So during the day, I'm not gonna go out during the day. I might be so hot. So I could stream in the condo during the day and then maybe go out in the evening to do IRL or just end the stream and go out.

Depends. Not really completely sure. Maybe some IRL streaming, condo streaming. I could get the new iPhone now because it'd be cheaper. Depends which setup I go with. Mobling or IRL Pro. You'll have less viewers. I don't know. What time... Now in Thailand, it's like 10: PM, isn't it? So I reckon in the morning Thailand, it's... I forgot the time zones. Now it's 1:00 PM. So eight hours ago it was 2:0 PM, which in America was eight hours ago in America, which was... Now it's 9:00 AM in America. So it would've been like 2:00 AM. Yeah. Yeah, I would have to start... Oh my God. Yeah, so now it's morning in America.

So I'd have to start streaming. Ideal time zone would be like 8:00 PM in Thailand. Your memory time zone is not very good. I don't know, wouldn't I? No, I'm not going to my mom's house. Depends what time I go live in Thailand. I'm thinking that I stick to my normal schedule, like after lunch. We'll have to see what it's like. I think I'd just chance it and leave my car here and then see if it's drivable when I come back. If I have to replace all the tires and whatever. Who cares? It's only 500 pounds. 400 pounds, change all the tires.

No, I'm not telling my landlord. Why do I have to tell my landlord? It's not my mum. Ooh, I am going to Thailand. I'm just wondering if I have your permission. My master owner of my house. The pipes aren't gonna burst. I don't know what kind of 16th century house you think this is. It's not got like clay pipes. Modern piping and everything, so I'm gonna burst. Besides, pipes don't freeze. It's, it's the UK, it's not Alaska. Not like I'm living in Alaska. What are the pipes? I never heard anything about pipes bursting because it's cold. The hell is that weird mumbo jumbo village thinking? Like weird village superstition. Pipes don't burst.

It's not like a balloon. It's gonna pop or something. I don't know. I'm just gonna go. I don't care. I'm not, I'm not gonna feel like I'm a prisoner in a house because I've got a house. Fuck the house. Go, go fucking go to Thailand, fucking go to Thailand. Fuck you. Fucking house. Telling me what to do. House can go fuck itself. Then I give a fuck about some stupid fucking house. I'll just say, "Oh, I don't know. I woke up one morning. It's not working." He won't even know that I went to Thailand. Why would, I mean, how would he know that I went to Thailand?

Flooded house. If you don't know anything about houses, if you think it's gonna flood. I don't care. I'm not letting a stupid house and stupid car stop me from having a good time. I'm doing what I wanna do. Oh no, my house. Oh no, my car. Who fucking cares? What will happen will happen. Let it happen. How would my neighbors know that my pipes burst? Why are they coming in my house? There's no pipes anyway. What pipes are you talking about? You, you're all getting paranoid and fussing over nothing like you always do, like, "Oh, the post op is not gonna take your package packed like that. Oh, they're not gonna accept it, don't you? Oh, they're not gonna give you the refund because they can see that it's broken in transit." I don't believe anything you guys say because all you do is be negative and whine about nothing.

And then I prove you time and time again to be talking rubbish and you're wrong.

You're a bunch of doomsayers. I am, I don't believe anything you say, so you're just wasting your time. 'Cause all you ever do is just... It's like you expect the worst case scenario is gonna happen every time. Yeah, I'll just turn off the mains and I'll turn off the electric from the breaker. Up here. I'll just switch all those off so there's no electricity coming in. And switch the water off. So there's another switch up here. Yeah, the electric car was a goodbye because what if I bought a cheap, crappy car and then it kept breaking down? There, there's a switch there for hot water.

As if the house is in condition because I've been maintaining it. I'm not doing anything. All I do is I sleep in my bed and then I have a shower and then I cook food. You think I'm doing anything to maintain the house? I'm literally doing nothing. The house is the way it is because it's just a house. It's not gonna fall apart and decay just because I'm doing nothing. I'm doing nothing anyway. Oh, the electric car made sense when I though I was gonna do delivery work, and I did a lot of delivery work. And if I did that in petrol, I wouldn't have made much money because I would've spent so much on petrol. And then repairs could've been more expensive.

So you know what you're talking about? I saved a lot with electricity instead of buying petrol. So you can't really say if the, if a petrol car would've saved you money if I then spent thousands on petrol and maybe more on repairs. You love your cleaning? Yeah, I just vacuum hairs off the ground. I don't do deep cleaning. Like I'm not disinfecting or scrubbing stuff. I just hoover the floor and I wash my dishes. That's it really. Actually me not being here would make the place cleaner because I wouldn't be dropping hairs everywhere and splashing cooking oil.

I feel very low energy. I just wanna sit on a beanbag and melt into it. Oh God. Yeah, I could put the LEDs along the edges. Could do. Am I still scared? Not really. Scared about what? I think I've been very respectful towards Crypt. It's not, it's not really my fault if she fell in love with me and then I chose another girl over her. Like just because she fell in love with me doesn't mean I have to reciprocate. Besides she obviously doesn't care about me anymore because she's disappeared. So I mean, it's kind of good, isn't it?

I would not wanna accidentally break her heart and then be on the receiving end of a baseball bat. Oh, the prediction. I forgot. <laugh> The prediction. <laugh> I completely forgot about the prediction. Yeah, probably not gonna go out. It's already three. Completely. 56,000 points. Uh-oh. 13 people about to lose their points. No, not going out. How many points did you win? Maybe I go out in the nighttime to test my new setup. Scammed. I do wanna test my new setup. Ma- maybe not now. Um, I'm burnt out trying to do IRO. You know, it was fun doing IRO in the beginning because it had been so long since I've done IROL. It's been over a year since I was in Japan. So it was fun, like a gimmicky thing, but then it got boring and then it got annoying and then I just lost it with a better box.

What did I do before turning on the stream? First, I was researching, setting up my new stream setup, and then had a look at some flights. I watched a bit of CDOG VA playing Mess with Giasoga two, which is quite funny. Yeah, I forgot how, um, I forgot how dramatic and cinematic and well written Metal Gear Solid two cut scenes were. It's very good cinema, isn't it? The story was pretty good as well. Hidio Kajima is very creative, isn't he? So I was watching C.V.A play Milgaso two for a bit. I remember playing that when I was like 10 years old. It was groundbreaking. The way you could do first person shooting in the game was amazing compared to the first game where you couldn't.

And then I had lunch. I was messing about with a stream run mostly. I set up, I set up two phones. I'll show you my setup and then, yeah, I place American. So I made this layout like this look. It's pretty cool. So basically you've got two inputs. One is iPhone mobling and one is IRL Pro like this. So you got, you got two inputs. One's Mobling, one's IRA Pro, and then you got a switch, so you can switch between the two on the dashboard like that. And then this purple line is the connection saying it's connected to it. And then you got audio noise cancellation which improves the audio and then you've got this overlay which shows and then you got the fail over. It shows an image if I disconnect and that all gets output to kick. So pretty cool software.

Oh, congrats on OG badge. I'll give it to you. How'd you do it? OGs. Add. Okay. Added. No IRL, no gaming. What now? Uh, talking about plans. Travel plans, Thailand. Uh, I guess the only girl left now is AJ. I don't really know if K-pop actually would come. Seems unlikely. Why don't I book a ticket? Yeah, I will when I get more money. It's just I don't wanna go into overdraft again. If I book it now, go into overdraft. I'll probably book it Monday or Tuesday to like lock it in to say, say that I'm definitely going. And then I got book a condo. I'm not sure how much I wanna spend. Maybe like 1,000 - ish. Get somewhere central. I don't know that staying somewhere that's like middle of nowhere on the outskirts, gotta get a train an hour. I want it to be right in the center.

Why in the center? So if I want to go out, I can easily go out without... Uh, you know, everything's about making it easy and convenient. If I put obstacles in my way, then I'll make excuses to not go out when I, won't I? Otherwise, if I'm like an hour away from the center, I'd be like, "Oh, I can't bother to go out to an hour by train or taxi." I think if I'm in the central bit, it would be more fun because everything's nearby and I could easily just pop out. It'd be nice to have a meet a girl who I can stream with, do stuff with. And then I'll probably use the StreamRun setup and not use the laptop.

Got Bencher Kitty Park and Limpini Park, Jack to Jack Park, who just end up going to parks. So I really only need like 2,000 pounds. 500 for ticket, 450 for taxi, and then probably like a thousand-ish for a condo. The initial payments for Thailand trip would be three things, 2,000 pounds. I just wanna get off overdraft and pay off the debts first before I start booking it, which would be August. That's the plan. So end of this month I should have 8,000 pounds and then minus paying for the credit card have like 4,000 pounds left over.

Which 2,000 would be for Thailand. How do I feel out of breath? It's like talking is making me tired for some reason. Yeah, you can fly from Exa to Heathrow, but then I still gotta get a taxi to Exaso, which is 170. And then the flight from Exa to Heathrow would be like 100-ish, won't it? So it's not really saving you much. And it's introducing another step of inconvenience and not saving you much money, so it's not worth it. It's just... Yeah, it's the most expensive thing to do, but then it cuts out a lot of hassle, and the alternatives introduce a lot of hassle but don't save you much. You can fly from Exeter, it will go, it will stop at Amsterdam and then go to Dubai and then go to Bangkok or stop at Amsterdam then go to Bangkok. But the ticket's like 750.

The ticket's more expensive if you go from Exeter compared to Heathrow. So it's like, okay, I pay 450 plus 500 for taxi to Heathrow, or I pay 170 plus 750 to get a taxi to Exeter. So it doesn't make any difference, does it?

And I've got a stop at Amsterdam, so it's an extra step and it's not even any cheaper. I don't even know why Marty was mad at me. Well, because I said he wasn't the Marty from Patreon. How's that something to get angry over? And then he tried... He said he claimed that he was the Marty from Patreon, but then didn't prove it, so why would I believe him? The Marty from Patreon would not be on some stupid boot exit hanging out with trolls. The Marty from Patreon sounded like, I don't know, a 40-year-old mature man who just wanted to see me succeed. It's not the same Marty. The Marty on Discord sounds like some troll person in their 20s.

Why can't he prove that he's the Marty from Patreon if he was? He should have the emails. The Marty from Patreon was a really nice guy, very normal. He found my channel before all the weirdos started flocking to it. He was one of the OGs from before the subreddit, the RHAPA subreddit found me. There's no way it's the same Marty, and there's no way that Patreon Marty would have reacted like a little crybaby bitch over this thing. He was a mature, nice, sensible guy. I don't believe they're the same person, and you can't even prove that it is the same person, so why would you expect me to believe that it's the same person when you know my channel's full of trolls that can't be trusted at all?

So don't blame me. Their names are not even spelled the same. Patreon Marty was spelled like M-A-R-T-E-Y. I have hundreds of emails from Patreon Marty. I know his speech pattern. I know his... What he's like, his demeanor. He is nothing like Vlogsfield/Discord Marty. The guy was more like a, you know, new wave type of viewer, younger. Last I heard from Patreon Marty was, um, when I got into Stocks, so 2020. When I was doing really well with Stocks, he emailed me saying since I'm doing so well with Stocks, he's gonna withdraw his $100 a month on Patreon.

And then I lost all my money on Stocks, so it would be nice if he kept giving me the $100. Someone on Patreon still paying me like $5 a month. Don't know who that was. Well, I don't need Whales anymore. I got KCIP. Don't even care about Donos now. He gave me 100 a month for, like, four years since 2017. Three years, maybe. He also requested I did art, and then he paid me money to do it. I show out breath. Yeah, so the Patreon Marty requested me to do some art, so if the other Marty is actually him, he should have the art.

No, I didn't physically send it. It was online. Yeah, Patreon Marty was a very nice guy, not like this weirdo or other Marty guy. Oh God, I feel so uncomfortable. Why? I'm out of breath for some reason. And my stomach feels very full, like struggling to breathe. It's like talking and breathing at the same time is exhausting me. I keep getting thirsty as well. I keep getting thirsty. Oh my God. I drank loads of water and I'm gonna pee endlessly in a minute. It's like the water's not hydrating me. I had coffee nine o'clock in the morning, six hours ago.

I had noodles. Maybe I need some fresh air. Maybe it's just stuffy in my house. Yeah, maybe that's nice. Yeah, that is nice. I think I just needed fresh air. I don't realize sometimes how stuffy the house gets with everything shut. Yeah, maybe I need to go for a walk. People were, people got scammed. I could do IRO anyway. Huh. I don't scam, it's just I change my mind a lot. You should know I changed my mind a lot. One minute I hate Japan, next minute I wanna go back to Japan, one minute I hate Thailand, next minute I wanna go back. And then I'll hate again, then I wanna go back again.

I keep getting dry mouth. I lost like two cups of water bottle. I hate the weekend. It's like nothing happens. Money doesn't move around. Banks don't do anything. I'm wondering if I go... Mm, I don't know. Well, if I go to Thailand October instead of November, I go October and November instead of... I mean, I could do December too, couldn't I? I though I could do 85 days in Thailand without a visa. Or is it 75? No, I hate the weekend because nothing happens on the weekend, like money moving. I need my money. I'm not gonna get my money until stupid Monday.

Because we still got three months until November. We got, um, all of August, all of September, and all of October of this. I wonder if it's gonna get really cold in October. Three months of this, what are we gonna do? In three months, I should be able to save up nearly 15,000 pounds. The problem is I'm not gonna get any money from YouTube anymore. The YouTube is dead. I'm gonna make, like, $400 a month on YouTube, as it is. I still get some money from old videos, like $150. I don't know. I just wonder if I should accelerate my travel plans.

We'll have 15K by November, I reckon. 10 to 15K. So I could pay my mum back 10K and still go to Thailand by November. There's not really anything else I wanna buy. The biggest expense would be Thailand, I guess. Move to Thailand full-time. Yeah, I mean, if I go Thailand, I really like it, and my numbers are good, or at least the same, maybe. I try to apply for that DTV. Yeah, I wanna apply for the DTV visa as well. So I wanna get the... I wanna save up, like, 15K so I can print the screen, I can print the statement and then apply for DTV. But if they're gonna say the same thing as the Thailt Visa people saying that I need In documents from the school I went to and I can't be bothered.

I'll just go to Thailand a few months and then hop over to Vietnam and then back to Thailand again like I did last time. Yeah, I wanna buy the Thai ticket next week when I get the stock money. Yeah, I got a refund for the monitor so it wiped out. It wiped out a thousand pounds of the Amazon payment plan. So that worked out pretty well didn't it? It worked out perfectly because I don't even want the monitor anymore. I'd rather have the money and I got what I wanted. It's basically like I sold it but I got all the money back instead of a devalued price, devalued version of what I would've gotten.

Yeah, I'm really glad I got rid of that. It breaking like that was actually a stroke of luck. So you think if you get a stroke of luck, you're now destined for a stroke of bad luck to make up for it? Or was the luck given to you because you suffered bad luck earlier? Is it all equal or is it random? Maybe all my unluckiness rewarded me. The universe rewarded me with some good luck. Isn't, isn't it so strange how it just randomly broke like that? I was literally just sitting there using it and it just glitched out.

Yeah, very lucky. I got all the money back too. Has your sister told your mom about your kick success? Maybe. They talk about everyone, don't they? My sister didn't really seem to care though. She was just like, "Oh, that's nice." No, so what are you gonna do with the money or are you happy now? You know, nothing. May, I don't know. First, I can't really pay my mom back anything until I've got 11K in savings so I can save the statement for the DTV visa. 'Cause I keep giving mom, if I keep giving my money to my mom to pay her off, I'll never have the 11K. So I need the 11K for my bank statement so I can apply for DTV visa. But I won't have that 11K until probably September. So I can't pay my mom back, unfortunately, until probably November-ish.

Unfortunately, I need the money. And also I need to save some of the money for taxes, as you know. And also, I need to put it into some kind of money generating holding. Like, uh, I think Revolut gives a 4% interest rate on a savings account. I put it all in Revolut. Or put it all in stocks. <laugh> No, I'm not paying Revolut. I used to have the metal plan, but I changed it down to the standard plan. Well, for risk-free investment, the best you can get is like 4%, 5% savings account. So if I had 10K, that's like one thou - fuck, 500 pounds in a year.

It's sort of rubbish. It's not even worth even caring about. The main thing is to keep it safe and not lose it on stocks. That'd be terrible. I need this money. I need it to apply for the DTV. I need it to pay my mom back. Ah, fresh air. I think that's why I was suffocating. There was just no airflow in my house. Oh God, so much nicer. I wonder why it's out of breath. No, I didn't block Crypt, um, but I probably won't meet her. Even if she came back, I wouldn't meet her. We can be friends and sh- she could, like, come on the chat and stuff, but I wouldn't meet her.

No way am I getting into that world. Newway. So now I'm just trying to think, what am I gonna do in the next three months? Maybe just do nothing. Buy tech and send it back. Yeah, it's only fun thing to do, isn't it? Buy stuff, fiddle, send it back. Get bored. I hope I get my GoPro refund soon. Soon I'll notice I forgot to put the USB cable back in. Can't wait for next week. Pay off that credit card. I'll start, start accumulating my money. They won't give it to me on the weekend. What? Blood bucket wasn't into meaningless at all, talking rubbish. Both of you just trolls.

She was just trying to be nice. Why didn't she meet up with him then? I don't think he would've met her anyway, because she's a granny, as he says. Yeah, well, he's jealous that I got to bang her and he didn't. How many girls did he bang in Japan last year? Probably zero. I bang like five. Meaning this has higher standards. Uh, yeah, so did Edio Roger and he died a virgin, so... Would you rather die virgin or die having sex with a thousand women? Standards are stupid. Do I think Sunny is mid? I'd probably have to give her, like, a five point...

Probably, like, 5.4 out of 10, so I guess so. If she lost some weight, maybe, like, six. I'd give Jahira, like, 6.2, and then I'd give Mila, like, 7.5. I don't think I've ever met anyone above eight out of 10. I don't think 10 out of 10 exists. Apart from me, of course. 10 out of 10 sitting right here. What celebrity would I consider nine or 10? Yeah, that resident evil girl's pretty cute. I give her, like, a nine out of 10. The Freya, Ella Frey or something. It's not a beauty filter, that's just what I look like.

<laugh> You can't put beauty filter on streams, idiots. It's all real. I give that, um, Ella Frey girl probably, like, high eight, 8.8 out of 10. GoPro pics are not real. Doesn't look anything like me. I'm 100% authentic and genuine. Um... Yeah, Ella Frey girl, probably high eights. Well, no, I don't really know many celebrities that I even find attractive. Sabrina Carpenter's quite good looking. Her teeth are very pointy, but she could tear right through a stake like it's nothing. She's got, like, vampire teeth. Would I do another interview? No, boring. People just ask me the same boring questions.

Bored of pe- people trying to psychoanalyze me. I've heard it a million times. I've heard all the same things a million times. Yeah, it's annoying to be asked why you cheated, because there's nothing you can say that will make them go, "Oh, okay, makes sense." Anything you say, they could just say, "Oh, that's just an excuse," or, "That doesn't make it okay." Yeah, but you asked me why I did it. I'm telling you why I did it. I'm not trying to say it was right or wrong. It's like they asked you a question about why you did something, expecting you're gonna have an answer to make it okay of what you did. I did it because it felt good. Why the fuck else would I have done it? Obviously.

And I just didn't value the marriage, so I didn't care if I got found out. If I was in a relationship where I cared about it, I wouldn't cheat, because I wouldn't wanna risk it. Like, when I was with Mila, she was a girl of my dreams. Do you think I would've risked losing her just to have sex with some four out of 10 weirdo viewer? No way. Like, if I was gonna risk cheating, the girl would have to be at least hotter than Mila, otherwise, what's the point? Can you imagine risking losing your seven out of 10 girlfriend to cheat with a less than a seven out of 10 girl, where there's very high chance you're gonna get exposed, because not many people get away with cheating. It's very hard to get away with it. Usually, the truth comes out at some point.

Like, look at that guy at the Coldplay concert cheating with that woman. She wasn't even good looking. Now he's, like, lost his marriage. Didn't he get fired? I don't understand, he's a CEO. How can he get fired from his own company? Well, the board, members of the board, vote him out or something because he cheated. That's stupid. I'm not talking about personality, we're talking about looks. All ratings are based on looks. Personality would be a different system, but I don't really care about personality. We're talking about looks here, aren't we? So, what, what has personality got to do with it?

Yeah, looks fade, which is why I never date someone for longer than two years. My rule, I'm like Leonardo DiCaprio, great minds and collect. I mean, I would not wanna date Sunny when she's, like, 30-something, because her looks would fade, yeah, and her personality shit, so... If her... I, I would stay around for her looks, but when the looks are gone and all's left is the shit personality, then why the fuck would I stare around? Her personality sucked. I give her personality, like, one out of 10. Whiny, entitled, brat, like, little princess attitude. Fuck off.

Phase one Sonny's personality was, like, eight out of 10, and then it just degraded down to one out of 10. Probably the worst personality I've ever come across. Very toxic and bratty. She seems to hate almost all vegetables, apart from broccoli. Remember my mom made a shepherd's pie, and my mom puts peas, carrots, and sweetcorn... No, my mom puts peas, carrots, and onions in the shepherd's pie. She picked all the vegetables out, and she only ate the potato and meat. And it was, like, only thing that was left was the slot of the peas and carrots left over, and she gave it to me. So I ate it, so my mom didn't complain.

She picked out all the vegetables from the shepherd's pie, and then next day, my mom made a vegetable chicken soup, and I was like, "Sunny, your favorite. My mom made a vegetable soup." Sonny's face did not look happy. "How can you not like vegetables? They're, they're good. They're juicy and crunchy sometimes fresh. You can't just have meat and potato. It's boring. It's like, yeah, like a kid who doesn't wanna eat their greens. I love vegetables. Yeah, she was way thinner when she was 19. She's gonna be, like, one of those big, chunky British women. I can just see it. Like, in her 40s, she's gonna be, like, one of those big, chunky ones, like my best friend's mom.

They're all, like, really blocky, like, massive arms. British women, they all look the same. They all look like jab of the heart. They all get massive. The weird thing is, when they were young, they were pretty slim and cute. I don't know why it all falls apart, but Japanese women and Asian women keep it together. Why? I don't get it. Jahiro looks great. She's, like, 45 now, but she's still slim. An English woman, she would look good in the 20 - early 20s, and then by the time they're 45, oh my God, they cut all their hair off, look like a lesbian, wear trousers all the time. I would not wanna be with a middle-aged or more British woman.

Is it food or genetics, exercise? I don't think Jahiro does much exercise, apart from, like, walking to the supermarket, walking from the train station to work. It's like, you go to the supermarket, like Tesco's, and you look at the women who work at the cash registers, they're all massive. You got the young girls who are probably, like, 18 to 20, just out of school, looking for part-time work. So you got the young girls packing food or working at the self-checkout, and then you got, like, the older women who are in their 50s, who sit at the conveyor belt cash register, and they're all massive.

Imagine that's your wife or girlfriend. Oh, my God. I'd ditch. I would, like, ditch in the middle of the night and fly Thailand. I'd be like, "Fuck Liz." I'd be one of those, like, 50-year-old white, big, fat belly, sex pack guys off to Thailand. I don't give a fuck if people think I'm a sleazebag. Can you imagine you wake up one day in the body of, like, Bob the builder, 50-year-old bloke, bald, big belly, and then you're in bed with, like, I don't know, 50-year-old Michelle. I'll just pack a bag, I'll be gone. Secretly sell the house, get all the money, start up a kick channel.

Oh, God, that was a nice one. <laugh> Okay. Did you hear that? Can you imagine some people think if you crack your joints, you get arthritis? Faster kept telling me off, saying I get arthritis. And then I went on a long rant lecturing her about how there's been no scientific proof, and cracking your joints doesn't actually damage anything. It's just gas bubbles in the joint fluid popping. It's like little bubbles and they pop. It's not the actual bone cracking or anything. My mom has really bad arthritis. Her knuckle is all swollen, and she finds it hard to move her fingers. I hope I don't get that. I'm scared.

My mom's fingers and hands look weird. How'd you avoid getting arthritis? Is it diet? Genetics? Old age. Please don't fail me, body. I'll look after you. Plenty of pot noodle and bacon. I'll look after you body. Just don't torture me later. Uh, have I had cereal recently? Nope. I haven't even touched a woman since Sunny left. Oh, my hands kind of brushed hands with this woman when I delivered a parcel to her. When I was doing everything. Ah, fresh air's nice. How long ago was Sunny? April, June, July. It was beginning of April. So April to June, June to... What? It's not even been three months. Are you joking?

I swear it was beginning of April, like 2nd of April or something we broke up. Now it's just over middle of July. So all of April, all of... Wait, where's May? January, February, March, April... Oh, I forgot May. <laugh> April, May, June, most of Ju - nearly four months. I though I'd never get rid of Sunny. She kept coming back. I kept trashing her on streams. She kept coming back over and over. She kept apologizing, asking if it was too late or if she had broken it, broken things too much. And I'd be like, "No, it's okay. You can come over." I don't know how many times I trashed her and then she tried coming back, probably like five times.

Five, probably five times where she goes, "Oh, we should break up." And then I trash her and then she comes back. It's finally the last time now. Do you remember the first rage stream when I was sitting in the corner of that room? I went ballistic and I doxxed everything. Where I was staying, my hotel, the job I was doing. I was like, "I don't give a fuck. I'm with dogs every fucking thing. I'm working at every and I'm in Devon, okay?" <laugh> It's so dramatic. No, it's Trudy over. Yeah, if the girlfriend's not that good looking, I'm not gonna be bending over backwards to put effort into it. I'd be like, "Why the fuck do I care? I'll just find someone new." But even with Mila, I didn't really put a lot of effort into it. I didn't plan dates. I never said, "Mila, let's go here next week." When I...

As soon as I moved into the Rosterdam apartment, I didn't have any motivation to, like, plan anything.

I was in some kind of weird state of mind rotten depression. I was obsessed with the stock market, miserable about my YouTube channel, and it's not like I felt excited about our relationship. It was just like, "Okay, when's Mia coming over so I'm not lonely and I can have sex?" I didn't plan anything. I wasn't saying stuff like, "Oh, let's go to Thailand next month with Mila." It just became stagnant and boring, which is why she dumped me. I'd just sit in the apartment all day just being miserable. I hated it though. The environment was draining me.

Me and Mila didn't fight though. We never had fights like me and Sunny did. Whilst we were together, you know, we never had any... Mida never got mad at me. Maybe inside she was, like, disappointed or felt unhappy, but she didn't nag me or she didn't start arguments with me. She didn't have the whole, "My resentment is building and I'm gonna snap." No, she wasn't like that. But then it, it finally built up too much and then she snapped and then dumped me. I remember she was looking... Yeah, I remember Christmas day. I remember the day after Christmas morning, I tried having sex with her, and she pushed me away. And I was like, "Whoa, she's never done that before." Like, she's never rejected me if I wanted sex.

And she looked miserable, like her face was really unhappy. And then we were just sitting on a sofa with coffee, with the cat, and then she, I, I felt like I knew it was coming. She goes, "Daniel, I don't wanna do this anymore." Like, it took courage, it probably took courage for her to say the words. Like, she was building up to the moment, rehearsing it in her mind. She goes, "I don't wanna do this anymore. I'm not happy." And I just go, "Oh, I can't fucking fuck you then." And I just grabbed my bag and I stormed out. And then she goes, "Daniel, at least say bye to my family." And I'm like, "Fuck you." I storm off. I walk home and the whole way home and I stupid fucking bitch, fucking idiot. I'm just, like, cussing at no one to myself. I storm home and I turn on the livestream and I start the stream with, like, a salvo of F words, instantly get demonetized and age restricted.

No one could send any Super Chats. And then I realized I got annoyed because I missed out on Super Chats and restarted the stream, blocked Mila. She was trying to message me, but I blocked her and I went on my rampage. Felt good, like taking a massive shit.

Booked a flight home next day. Couldn't wait to get out of there. I was unhappy too with Mina. I hated living there. She was boring because she didn't wanna do YouTube with me anymore, just like Sunny. And I couldn't express myself without her getting upset. So I constantly felt nervous because she didn't like how negative I was on the stream, and I didn't like having to censor myself. So I didn't... I felt really relieved to go home and not have to care about anyone dumping me or not. I was just... Oh, go home, stream and say whatever I want.

I felt relieved to be out of it, to be honest. It just got really boring and stale. I don't know what I would've done anyway, because the UK left, um, the EU the next year, so I don't know how I would've stayed in Rotterdam without a visa. So the relationship was just doomed anyway. You know, it would've been nice, maybe we traveled, go to Thailand together or something. I don't know if Mila was thinking we were gonna settle down in Rotterdam or something like that. Boring. Oh, I'd be free. Not have to waste my weekends going over to the grandmother's place. Oh God, I hated going to the grandmother's place to sit in a boring living room with a grandmother and dad. I couldn't communicate with them. The grandmother was so deaf.

You know how quiet my voice is? The grandmother couldn't hear a single thing I said. The dad had like a weird lisp and I couldn't understand anything he said. He had like this thick Dutch accent plus a lisp because he had no front teeth, and it sounded like his mouth was full of saliva all the time. So I couldn't communicate with him. One time I was at Mila's grandmother's place and Mira went to work because she got a job at this warehouse. So it was just me and the grandmother and I had to go down for food and I was like, "Oh my God, no, I gotta face the grandmother." It was so awkward hiding in Mila's room.

Kept thinking, "Why the hell am I in this random Dutch girl's childhood bedroom?" Felt really weird. And sometimes you meet someone and then your life changes and you're just sitting there wondering, "How the fuck did I get here? Why am I in this random Dutch girl's room on my own? I should've gone out and explored." Yeah, like I did when I first got there and got beaten up. No way. After I got beat up, I was scared to go outside by myself. Rotterdam's not a safe place. It's very dangerous, the southern part of it is, at least, which is where Mila lived. <laugh> What did Mila say about you getting beaten up? She said, "Are you okay? What happened?" I said to her, "I didn't realize this place is so dangerous." And she was like, "Yeah, I told you. Girl got raped in the park." I thought she was just joking or something.

I didn't take her seriously.

I don't even know what Dutch cuisine i - oh, Dutch cities. I though you meant cuisine. Uh, I don't know. I felt like Rosterdam felt a lot more dangerous. The police raided my neighbor, and there were like drug busts happening all the time. Apparently there was like a drug house full of cocaine down the street got raided earlier. And then did you see the riots when COVID happened? Did you see the riots in Rosterdam? It was insane. It was like the apocalypse. The people were just setting the streets on fire. The police were on horseback. It was nuts. I don't think it was that bad in the UK.

Yeah, Rosterdam's way more violent. There's a lot of drug stuff in Rosterdam too. Cuisine? Dutch... I don't even know what Dutch cuisine is. They've got that stinky, smelly fish, don't they, in the can? And then they've got just a load of boiled potatoes and meat. It's like British food, but even more boring. They don't have fish and chips. They don't have fry-ups. They don't have sundae roast. I don't know. What do they have? It's all just like really dry meat roasted with gravy on it to make it juicy. And boiled vegetables, like boiled cabbage and boiled broccoli with mashed potato, with gravy all over it. It's so boring.

It's like old people's food. There's nothing... The only thing that's famous is the stroop waffle. I don't know anything else that the Dutch have. German food sucks too. All they got is the curry worst, which is just... It's just like chips with like a powdered pre-made curry sauce on top of it with a sausage. European food just kind of sucks in general. It's all just like bread this and bread that. Big joints of meat chucked in the oven. I think Italy is the only country that has good food. They got good bacons, salamis, pizza, pasta.

Yeah, it's weird, like the romance languages, French and Spanish and Italian have the good food. And then the Germanic language countries like UK, Germany, and Netherlands have the shit food. I wonder why. What did your French girlfriend eat? My dick. <laugh> I don't remember. She made me French toast. She used to cook for me in the beginning, then she stopped. And then I asked, "Why did you stop cooking for me?" She said, "'Cause you never said it tastes good." I said, "If I'm eating it, it means it tastes good. If it tastes bad, I wouldn't have eaten it." I'm not Japanese. I'm not gonna go, "Oh, oh she," all the time, every time I take a bite. If it tastes good, I'd be like, "Mm, nice." My mom used to get mad because my dad would never compliment the food. She'd have to drag it out of him.

She'd go, "How's my food?" And he'd go, "Very nice. Lovely." And she'd be like, "Huh, is that it?

What do you want?" And him's going, "Wow, the food's so amazing. What do you want? Like, you're eating it and it tastes good. Who cares?" I don't understand what women want sometimes. They want these grand gestures of expression. "Wow, so tasty... "She's so retarded. "You've been making the same thing for, like, 30 years. Yeah, it tastes good. Why does you need to be told it tastes good over and over and over and over and over again? Like, Sunny, why do you got to be told a compliment over and over and over and over again? Are you that insecure about your looks that you constantly need to be told that you're so beautiful? Compliment me, guys. Am I beautiful?

I'm not feeling beautiful today. My beauty filter on. Didn't even get a single compliment from you guys today, and that's just sad. Yeah, I don't need your compliments, got my skin filter. I'm glowing. People are sad, aren't they? The house has been oxygenated. I can breathe. I can breathe. Ah. Oh, God, it does feel so much better now I've got the door open. I can actually... Dai, I'm looking good today. Maybe I will bring my laptop just so I can do this. I can see my face. Hair's looking good. Skin's looking good. I can't wink.

I'm getting a lot of pimples on my chin recently. Under my chin as well. And here, around the corner of my mouth. I don't know why I'm getting so many pimples. Maybe the constant streaming on kick is making me miserable. I'm getting used to it though. It's not that bad. I think I just need to not do so many hours. 15 hours is stupid. Might need to pee. Oh, I got a dono 26 minutes ago. Oops. I didn't notice. Let me play the dono. Oh, wow. Thanks so much. When do you have kids? I don't know. It depends if I meet a nice woman, she wants them.

Oh, God. I hate this floor. My wheelchairs, my chair wheels get stuck in the little grooves. Uh, testing, testing, mic. I haven't used the mic in a while. Do you miss the mic? You know, I have these floor tiles. I've got grooves, and the chair wheels get stuck in the landing. Very annoying. Testing. My chin area's just in constant pain because of all the pimples. The big one's healed. Test. Testing. Does it seem quiet? Is it actually working? Hold on. Oh, fuck off, fucking fine. Oh, it's not even plugged in. The mic's not even... I though it was plugged in.

Professional streamer, guys. Okay. Testing. Testing. Does it sound better now? Okay. Maybe I'll bring my laptop to Thailand. I'm not sure yet. It just would be really nice to not bring it and have a really light backpack. I used to like it when I met Japanese women, and then they saw my backpack, and they were very amused. They were very amused at how light my luggage was. Do you remember I went to the Cat Cafe and I had all my luggage, and then the Cat Cafe woman tried to lift it. She looked like she struggled with it. I had... I probably had nearly 20 kg in my backpack at that time. I had that big 16-inch gaming laptop with all these battery banks, LiveView Solo, a Switch, an iPad, buy a new laptop there, yeah, get a MacBook. I need MacBook Pro business expense.

Too bad I didn't buy this laptop on Amazon, because if it breaks... If this laptop breaks, I don't know if I get warranty from Asis. I might do. I bought this in the Bangkok Aces shop. If... I feel like you should buy stuff on Amazon just because you get such a generous repair warranty thingy. They even refund it. They refund you money even if they don't repair the item. Very generous. Oh, I feel out of breath again. Shortness of breath. What kind of disease is that? I got all these damn pimples under my mouth. We got one there. Got one there. Got one there.

Have you seen that anime called Cyberpunk? And there's that girl called Lucy in it. I don't know, some random clip about it popped up with the music, and it reminded me when I played, when I watched it. It gives you a weird feeling. It's this feeling of you feel like your life sucks, and then randomly a girl appears and changes your whole life, and then she disappears, and now you're miserable. It's got that feeling, like how your entire world changes when a new girl enters it. And the song as well, it triggers weird emotions. Don't know if you've seen it before.

Here we get water. But if I go outside tomorrow, I could do. I can't wait for Tuesday. Get my flip seven. Prediction for Sunday. Will I go out? Will my outside streams suck or not? Tuesday prediction, will I return the flip seven? Yes or no? I feel like if I do return it, I should at least try online dating because it'd be a waste of a phone, wouldn't it? Oh, I should have tried it on the nothing phone and the Doge. Was I? Still, I was still with Sunny when I got the Doge. But she never came around before I sent it back.

I had two new phones I didn't try date. Well, I was with Sonny for one of them. No way, I was with Sonny for both of them. I had the nothing phone when I was with Sunny. So that's why I didn't try out dating apps. I wanna see what kind of girls are in the area. Are there any young girls at all here? I don't see anyone below age 40. Maybe some grannies at DTF. Do Tinder on stream. Yeah, I might do. Wouldn't make me get banned on Tinder faster. Tinder's kind of rubbish though. I didn't get any dates on Tinder. It's just full of bots and scammers. But on Bumble and Hinge, I got all my dates. Bumble's pretty good.

Yeah, I'll probably bring my laptop. It makes certain things a lot easier. Yeah, Tinder's not very good anymore. It's full of these accounts where the picture of the girls is fake and it's obviously not that girl. Or they're trying to promote their OnlyFans. Or it's a bot. Yeah, I do like looking at myself. It's the best part of the stream. Ah, getting oxygen is such a pain. Why couldn't they have the things that absorb oxygen on the outside of your skin? So all you have to do is this and you're taking in oxygen. Why do I have to suck in here?

Oh, free energy. Your return for the HDMI cable has been issued 13 pounds. Nice. I saw the post lady this morning. She called me Sweetie. I think she likes me. She said, "Hello, sweetie." Yeah, I'd probably bring my laptop, but I need a new power brick or I get an adapter. My tire power brick is at home. No, she's definitely not 40. I reckon like 55. But she's got nice skin, looks very clear. She's definitely at least 50. Yeah, I'm in love. No, I didn't see a, a wedding ring finger. A redding wing. I didn't see a redding wing.

Might have a coffee. 4PM. Ah, I feel lazy. She gives me blood bucket vibes, but more athletic because she's a post lady. Definitely kind of same size and height, but more sporty looking without the alternative look. More normal looking. I don't know what her hair looks like because she always wears a cap. It looks blonde. Blood bucket, great BJ's because she has 19. Probably. She provides a tighter suck. I'd be scared given a blowjob. I was scared to actually bite the witty. I prefer, depends. I prefer coffee in the morning and I prefer my jasmine tea after dinner.

Do I dye my hair? No. I'm getting white hairs in the back. I think I need a coffee. I feel very, very sleepy. Do you feel sleepy? I could do with using more of the milk as well before it goes off. What should I make for dinner? I've got leftover noodles, but I don't think it's enough. So I thought I've got beyond burger. Chicken. I wanna make my mustard cream chicken thighs tomorrow, but I need to add a bit to my noodles. Oh, I got more for the steak. I'll just have more steak with it.

Yeah, if I use a fake picture of my new Tinder, I wouldn't get banned because they wouldn't know it's me. But then I can't actually meet anyone because they would know I'm a catfish when I show up. Imagine I show up and it's me instead of the picture I used. They'll be like, "What the fuck?" And I'll stream it all, get their reaction. <laugh> What was that? Did you hear that? <laugh> My stomach's talking. Uh. The weather's making me really sleepy. Maybe I move about. If I sit down, I get really tired. We need a dynamic flowing moving stream. Oh, I though better now.

Give me that oxygen. Oxygenated. What am I gonna do with these lights? Uh, got a stain on my shirt. I answered the door to the post lady wearing this. She must have though I'd see you end of myself. Nutted on myself. That's how powerful it is. It can go that high. Ugh, what is that? Something's spinning around in the spider web. Whoa, whoa, it just lunged at my hand. What the fuck? It just lunged at me. The hell is that? I swear it lunged at me. I don't see where it went. It was like going and then it just lunged at me.

Weird. Maybe I should clean up this catnip. It's such a mess. I think it's making the carpet go green as well. If it turns on. Oh. Oh, cool. And it works. <laugh> Wow. Hm. So where do I put it? There's already hooks here. The previous people put hooks up. Long enough here maybe. On there. I don't know. Looks kind of rubbish. The hooks aren't the right distance. It's only long enough for this bit. I need my own hook. Are these hooks? I don't know what these are. I though it came with hooks. I think those were hooks.

Mm, but I understand how it works. Oh no, I put it in the wrong place. Oh, God they are. This kind of ugly. Maybe it'll look better at nighttime. Where's the remote? Hm. I don't know why it came with these screws or the nails. But if I unwind the coils, I would just have loads of really long wires like that one dangling down, unless it's supposed to go across the ceiling. I think it's supposed to be stretched across the ceiling. Where's the remote? I saw it earlier. Mm-mm. Might make coffee. I feel like I have no energy.

Moroccan plum tomatoes. Coffee. If I do a night walk, I can wear this high this. I though maybe I'd do a night walk with my new torch that I found. That was funny. No one clipped it when I was going, "Excuse me. Excuse me. My torch now. That was the best bit of the dream and no one clipped it. Where's it gone? That torch I found. Lost it. Big news. I'm gay. I'm gay for your mom. All Sunny's sugar is gonna be daunting. A special half spoon. Half spoon so she can put two spoons instead of five, if you know what I mean.

I love my coffee. Damn, your mom's young. How's your mom only 52? Your mom's younger than a lot of my exes. Is she single? Uh, my milk bottle's leaking. How's my milk bottle leaking? I think it got squashed. I'll bang. Oh yo, mamas. I'll bang me this mum too. Maybe that's why Sunny never introduced me to her mum. She was scared I was gonna jerk off to her mum. I was wondering if I saw the mum, would that give me an idea of what Sunny's gonna look like in the future? Oh, wow. The coffee tastes different when you use the full fat milk compared to the craving day or fresher for longer.

Hmm. Oh, I actually taste creamy. I've been having the cravingdale one for so long. I forgot what creamy milk actually tastes like. Ah, I don't know how I survived without coffee. I felt like I was falling asleep. I think I'm probably addicted to caffeine. If I didn't drink coffee, I'd have a split... Yeah, I went without coffee for one day in Thailand because we ran out. I had splitting headache. And as soon as I finally got a cup of coffee, my headache magically disappeared. See how I'm speaking faster now? Holy shit. This stuff is insane.

I was slurring my words earlier and I'm like, whoa. Oh God, I love coffee. Modafinil. I'm not taking any of this weird stuff. Kratom, Adderall, no thanks. I'm not ending up like vexed in a coffin. Vex hung out with suspenders for like one week and died. I would never trust these people. I remember Ice kept saying he had a secret stash or something, secret sauce on his first. What was that? Medafinil. Hmm. It's kind of sad if you need to take substances to be able to stream and not be boring. When you start... It's like you gotta be on drugs to do a stream.

Do I have pink socks? Aw. You just reminded me. Crip sent me these socks. I just remembered these socks. Crip sent me that packet of socks, remember? That first care package. No, they're like orange color. Do you remember Crip sent me like a fake beer bottle and inside it was a fleshlight? I put it in the bin because we kind of fell out, didn't we? Yeah, we kind of fell out with the cake thing. So then I put it in the bin, but I kept all the other stuff <laugh> like the purple dildo and it's... Oh, you need to smell it.

She was a sweet girl. Now every time I look at my feet, it reminds me of her. What else she sent me? She sent me dildo, the socks, the minion drinks. Wait, no. Duma sent me the minion drinks. What did Crip send me? I felt like I've got to go back to that stream and see what she sent me. I had about five or six of those little Amazon notes. She sent me the purple dildo, the, the bottle fleshlight thing, the socks, lube. I think she sent me lube, didn't she? Yeah, she sent me lube.

I though she sent me some drinks. Yeah, it's been over a week now since she's gone. Oh God, I feel so much better with caffeine. I must be addicted to this. I feel like shit without it. She went out for kitty food, never came back. Ah. Nice. Would you like my LED lights? <laugh> It would have been nice if it was one thick strip that I just put along instead of all these coils dangling. Where should I go tomorrow? I wanna test out my stream run setup. I think it would work well because it's got bonded connections. It streams to a server. No bella box, no laptop to crash.

As long as the connections are strong, it should be fine. Maybe, maybe I write out my plans for the next few months. July... What's after July, August? September. Uh, October. November. So July, pay off credit cards. August, a mass money. Maybe 5K. September, a mass money. 10K. October, apply DTV visa. November, Thailand. That's the plan. That's the roadmap. Who says I'm making 10K in a month? It's 5K plus 5K equals 10K. It means in September I have 10K, not that I'm making 10K in September. It's not really about saving 5K a month. It means that in August I will have 5K. In September, I will have 10K. It doesn't mean I'm gonna make that money or save that money. It means I will have it. That's the prediction.

Yeah, debt info is up to date. Well, end of July, I predict to have 4K, so having 5K in August is not gonna be hard. I'm low balling it. I'm thinking I send back the Nighthawk. That would give me 450 back. And also make my suit, my backpack lighter. But I need to buy my flight ticket next week when I get my stock money. I get my stock money, buy my flight ticket, pay off the credit card. And then I've gotta book my condo and taxi. Oh, I need the 11,000 pounds though so I can get the DTV visa.

And then I could stay in Thailand for six months, ditch this house in my car. I'll just ditch my house and car here, come back. I'll be like, oh, I'll come back when I wanna come back. It'll probably still be here. I'll deal with it then. No, it's not 11K for six months. It's 11K to apply. You don't spend the 11K, you just need to prove that you have it. It doesn't cost 11K to get it. You need it in your savings so you can show them you have the money. And then the actual visa is like 200 pounds. The actual money you pay is 200, and if you get approved, it lasts five years and you can go into Thailand six months per entry. But I think each entry you can extend it up to a year.

Yeah, I still wanna go to Thailand because something new is a better place to meet people than Devon. And, uh, AJ will be nearby. She goes to Indonesia quite regularly, so maybe we could meet up and then meet up again if she enjoys being on stream the first time or if we click. I mean, if we click, we don't have to stream, we just hang out. We don't have to stream all the time. I don't know, what do I need to get the digital nomad visa? Maybe I go Indonesia with her. I've never been there and she seems to like it there. Maybe I unlock a new country.

Yeah, she can show me around in Indonesia. I'll show her around Thailand. But she likes surfing. Hmm, doesn't really sound like my kind of thing. I'd rather just bob up and down in the waves. The sea, are the beaches nice in Indonesia because then I'd go in the sea. The m - the beaches in Malaysia are really nice. I quite like going in the sea. But in Thailand, I never went in the sea because it was really rough. The beaches are per tire. The sea are not, the sea is not nice. I don't know how tall she is actually.

Well, if she's six foot, that'd be funny. Yeah, so I wanna save up 11,000 pounds so I get to apply for the DTV visa. Oh my god, it's that wasp. I hate wasps. Come on, go out. Go out. No. No, no. Is that correct? Fucking wasp. Fucking stupid thing. I think wasps are better flies than flies, so it might be able to fly back out. Look, there it goes. Just go out the fucking door. Oh my God. They seem to be able to hover. Flies don't seem to be able to hover. They just zigzag everywhere. It's hovering around.

Come on, go out. Yes. Yeah, wasps seem like they're much better flyers. They don't really seem to get stuck like flies do. Flies must be the worst flyers, even though they're called a fly. Maybe I'll go to Malaysia to see my uncle. My uncle and auntie are cool. My uncle has a... I think he's got like a penthouse or something, a rental property in Georgetown. He said I could stay there. No, not that uncle. I've got one I had. Him, him, him, him. No way. I think I've got five uncles in Malaysia and three of them died. So I've only got him.

Oh, I've only got two Malaysian uncles left. No way. They're dropping like flies now. I went to Redang with my family in in 2018. We were so bored. We booked too many nights on Redang Island and you end up feeling kind of trapped there. The only thing to do is the beach and go into the sea and then eat food and walk around the island. I think I've only got two uncles and three aunties left. No, four. I think four Malaysian aunties, I don't know. Slightly homeless saying he's been my longtime fan, really. Oh, Sid set me up with some Japanese girls.

Shouldn't you have the same amount of uncles and aunts? I don't know. I've got an uncle in Singapore, but I don't know if he's got a wife or if she died or not. Oh, I forgot the other uncle. Yeah, I got another one. The one, the rich one with businesses in Vietnam. Riskiest place I had a wank. Probably in the shipping container when I was working for De - Every at the depot. No one was around and I got my bully out. I was gonna nut on the parcels, but then I heard a car engine. I quickly zipped it up.

Imagine if I nutted and it was like, I dribbled it on my trousers. I was gonna nut all over the packages. Maybe we sneak into that every depot. I bet they haven't changed the passcodes. Do you think they changed the passcodes? I mean, they fired me for being a security risk and I know the passwords. So you think if I'm such a high security risk, you change all the passwords. Actually, I think I've forgotten the passwords. <laugh> I don't remember them anymore. They put a padlock on the shipping container. You know, all the parcels that people order from Timo and stuff just sitting in a shipping container from China.

There's one story I wanna tell you, but maybe it's too soon. It's kinda gross. Maybe like next year or something. I don't know, it might even be illegal, so maybe I shouldn't say. We've gotta save some juice for later. Oh, my shirt looks disgusting. Redditor's clicking the record button now. Daniel's about to spill the beans. Don't you find it kinda sick that the Trolls are now trying to message Crip's dad? Like, they want him to come and murder me or something. The Trolls are actually sick. Like, they want some guy who's got a record of murdering to come after me because then they're too scared to come murder me themselves. That's why they dox people, because they're too scared to do anything themselves, so they're hoping someone crazy enough will do it. Bunch of cowards.

No, these trolls are actually sick. Like, they're trying to get me in trouble with an actual murderer. So, they, they want me to actually die, is what they're saying. They hope I get killed. That's insane. Don't you think that's going a bit far? I get hating me, but wanting me to get murdered is pretty sick. They're actually mentally ill, these people. I don't think I've ever done anything that warrants getting murdered. All I do is talk shit online. I didn't hurt anyone, didn't go after anyone. And I think I've been pretty respectful towards Crypt. I don't think they act - I don't think they hate anyone else. They only seem to have this obsessive hate towards me. They honestly think I'm the worst person in the entire world.

They probably think I'm worse than actual criminals. Do a background check on AJ. Well, she said she's got friends in the Hell's Angels. Hmm. We need to find out about AJ's father. Maybe we question AJ tonight. She usually shows up in the stream later on. I'm also a bit scared of girls now, because they tell you they're single, but you don't know if they recently broke up with someone and they've got, like, an ex or some obsessive guy who's in love with them. Some guys, they get really obsessed over a girl, even though the girl rejects them. Uh, you know who the Canadian girl's talking to? She sent me a bunch of DMs, a screenshot of DMs with this guy she was talking to. Apparently, she just went on a few dates with him, and he's, like, completely in love with her and, and obsessed with her, spamming her messages, saying stuff like, "Please, why won't you meet me?

Why don't you like me? I think we'll be so good." Like all this obsessive begging.

"I don't want to get involved with a girl who's got a guy who's obsessed with her, and then he's gonna have some kind of weird hatred towards me because I'm her new guy. "That kinda scares me. "Do you think all girls have some kind of obsessive stalker kind of guy attached to them? Sunny said she had to block her ex because he was stalking her social media. I wonder if he knows about us. Oh, girls, getting involved with women and, you know, getting involved with sex and matters of the heart. You're messing with so many emotions, not just with the girl, but, like, the people around her and the guys, her exes or some other guy who might be interested. Sex is such a sticky affair, isn't it? It's not actually just something between two people. It starts involving a lot of people, like people who care about the girl, family, exes, close friends.

They both just become a monk. I'm not getting involved with women anymore. You don't know what psychos are in their lives, like ex-boyfriends. The ex - the crazy ex-boyfriend stereotype is actually very scary. People go insane over this thing called love. And Farsi never told me about her ex, and then he showed up on the doorstep threatening to kill me. He said, "Get in my car. Why kill you now? Uh, if I get in the car, I'm basically dead because you could drive me anywhere. You could literally drive me to your mate's warehouse where you tie me up and beat me up. Why would I get in the car?" The funny thing is, when I ran off, he didn't chase me. He got back in the car and drove off like he was scared. I don't understand. I started running. Like, I start... First, I picked up my bag and I walked away.

He kept saying, "Get in the car." I kept saying no. So I started walking away, and he kept following me, and he was, like, putting his hand out in front of me. He didn't touch me, but he was putting his hand out. And then I tried going up to this woman who was watering her bush, and I was saying, "Can you help me?" But she didn't understand English. So I kept walking, and he kept following me. So then I started running, and then he started running, but I didn't look back. So I'm guessing he ran back to his car, and I though, oh, shit, he's gonna get in the car and drive around to chase me. So I ran and hid behind another car around the block. The place was like a maze. It was like a Pac-Man maze of houses. It was like... It looked like this.

It was one of those recently built modern little villages in Thailand, so it was like a gated community. So you got the big highway. You have the big highway with all the lanes like that, and then a little ro- road coming off it like that, like that. And then you got the, the village.

And then it's like a walled gated village with a security gate, security guards, and the gate. And then inside the compound, you got, you got like streets. And this, and then it was like a rat's maze. I was running round in circles like a rat. And then you got houses. And then... Then you got the houses, and then I, I had no idea where it was. I was just... These roads were kind of looped together, and I was just running here and I'm running there, and I was running there, ran back up, run here. <laugh> I ended up, I think, in the corner, and I was hiding behind some cars, and then this man came home on his motorbike, and I was like, "Excuse me. Excuse me. Help." I also phoned the police. I phoned the Tor - I phoned the Thailand Taurus Police, and I was saying, "I need help.

My ex's... My girlfriend's crazy ex is trying to kill me." <laugh> And they were saying, "Okay, where are you?" And I was like, "I don't know." <laugh> I didn't even know where I was. All I knew, I was in.

And then this man came home on his moped, and I used Google Translate, and he said, "Okay, you can hide there." And then he phoned, he phoned the village owner. The owner of the village lived in the village, and he spoke English. So he gave me the phone, and I explained to the village owner, and he said, "Okay, we're sending security around. Where are you?" "I don't know. <laugh> I'm just standing outside someone's house. "So then I phone Faster, and then I hand the phone to the Thai man, and then he's explaining what happened in Thai, and Faster's in the car, doing, like, 150 miles down the highway or something to get to us. It was insane.

And then she shows up. She's like... She shows up at the house, and she's like," Where are you, Daniel? Where are you, baby? Where are you? "And I said," I'm not at the house. I ran away. "So then she drives around the block, and she finds me, and I get in the car, and I'm like," Take me back to Bangkok now. "And then she's just... I don't know. She's, like, freaking out in the car trying to explain to me who he was. And I'm saying," Who the fuck was that? "It was crazy. Damn, the whole Faster thing started off so cra... I though," What the hell is... What am I getting myself into? I'm out. Take me back to Bangkok. I'm done. I'm, I'm getting on the plane.

"But she brought her sister around who spoke good English, and her sister s... The sister explained everything to me and calmed me down. And then I spent a week in the hotel with Faster, and I though," Eh, maybe it's not that crazy. "They explained everything. But I was so scared. I though," Oh my God, I'm never doing this again. I'm never hooking up with a woman again. I'm gonna die. "That was the scariest thing that happened to me. It was just me, him, and the house with the door wide open, with no one around. The village was weird. It was like a deserted village. Everyone's at work, probably.

I don't even know where I was, so even if I phoned the police, I don't even know what to say. I had no idea what the address was or anything. I had no idea how the ex found out about me. I think Fasta told her mum and the mum told the ex. God, they gossip so much, don't they? How did he know I was at Faster's house? The mum must have told him. I'm telling you, Fasta's mom's a bitch. Faster's mom was upset because Faster didn't marry that guy and broke up with him to be with me.

Yeah, everyone thought I was faking it when I made the video. It was weird, because on one hand, I was fearing for my life. On the other hand, I was thinking, this is fucking good content. I gotta film this. <laugh> It was so stupid. The YouTuber part of me just kicked in. I though maybe I shouldn't be making a video and focusing on not dying. Yeah, I've been very reckless just jumping into bed with any woman moving into the house. Your hero could have had a crazy ex. Australian guy could have shown up at the apartment, beat me up whilst your hero's at work.

Korean women could have had a crazy ex, just moving into their homes and then they go out and you're alone. The whole time I think was the craziest thing I've ever done. It was at that moment I thought what I've been doing is so reckless with these women. I honestly though Faster and the guy was married and she lied to me about being single and she was like a married woman or something. Apparently he made it up and they were never married. Yeah, but, you know, I'm alive today, so it's all good. It's just so stupid how emotionally charged people get over this love thing and the silly things they do for it and the mistakes they make.

Clouds your judgment makes you do impulsive, dangerous things. It's kind of like alcohol, love, and sex. It's like a chemically driven thing that impairs your thinking, makes you do reckless and dangerous stuff. Short-term pleasure for long-term pain. My pain. I don't know what Pierre's dad was like. Well, he was dangerous too. Very curious about all these girls' dads now. I was gonna say something, but I forgot what I was gonna say. I don't know what to say. Oh yeah. That's not even interesting. I though what I was gonna say was interesting, but it's not. So forget about it. Yeah, didn't Crip send me the one can of millions and then Dooma sent me the big packet of minion drinks. I forgot now. Feels like such a long time ago.

I wanna try these pork scratchings. I hate it when they got a big chunk of fat on it though. I like the crispy bit. I don't really like the fat at dinner. Mm, it smells like actual stir fry. I'm gonna buy that egg noodle again some more. I feel like I'm gonna add that to my dish, my list of dishes that I can make. I'm actually pretty good at doing stir fry noodles. Why isn't it in the fridge? 'Cause dinner's in probably four hours. Might as well just leave it there. It's not gonna rot in four hours. Come on.

Don't be silly. I wanna do my laundry, but it's never sunny. It's warm. Actually, it's cold today. Daniel should've gone to uni. No, thanks. So if I leave, should I turn this off? I don't know what that does. It looks like some kind of, uh, immersion heater. Maybe I should turn this off as well when I go, oh, it's all dead spiders. I should turn that off too. There's a red valve over there. Must be a hot water supply. There's a valve there as well. Oh, they've risen cold and hot. Why is a red valve on the cold pipe?

Yeah, it must be a hot water thing, this keeps it insulated. So I probably have to turn that off when I go to Thailand. I wonder how long I'm gonna keep sunny stuff. I was hoping a girl would come and then she could use it. I don't know where that little remote's gone for the flashy light. Oh, is that it? <laugh> I'll change the lights. How'd you change it? Twinkle flash. It doesn't work. Oh, it does. Okay. Yeah, it's on all the time. It's that bad. I'm not gonna keep turning it on and off. Wait, so the hot water from the sink comes from there.

I wonder. It must do. Uh, this bit keeps leaking and then it spills out the dirty water. I gotta wash this. Didn't even realize that. It spills out from here sometimes. Disgusting. Uh, oh, it must be all the dirty bits from the dirty water leaking and then it, the water dries out and leaves dirt behind. Oh, it stinks now. What is that? I think some kind of valve. Oh, it stinks. Oh, Jesus. It only leaks if a lot of water is gushing down there. Like this, I think it's this bit. This bit overflows. I don't know why they do this. The water comes down there and then goes up and then down again. Why? I don't know.

I don't, why does it just all go down? So as it goes like that, some of it spills out. Oh, look. Look. Oh, it's coming out of here. What? Maybe I'll tie it in it. Did you see that? All the bubbles. I swear it's coming out... There's no bubbles left now. Yeah. Maybe because this cap's not... Maybe the cap's gotta be on top of the pipe, but it doesn't fit. That's good enough. So I plug these in from the washing machine. Weird. No, it's not my fault. It was doing this when I moved in, because when I moved in, there was a bucket here. So obviously the previous people had the same problem.

Okay. Fixed. Nice and clean. Doesn't smell. Job done, see? I'm pretty handy myself. Don't need to tell the landlord about every single thing. Oh, no, Mr. Landlord, there's a, there's a scratch in the wall. Please help me. The leak's not that bad. It's just when a lot of water's gushing down it, a few drips come out. And if there's a lot of bubbles, the bubbles kind of foam out from the overflow. Mr. Landlord, please help me. I don't know how to fix it. Mr. Land. I haven't been eating my cod liver oils. Keep forgetting. Omega three.

Hmm. Hod liver oil. But you're wallying the hole. Maybe it'll get sucked. Awesome. Put a bucket. Could put my gray foot bucket, but I need that in case I wanna soak my feet. Do you like my lighting? Turn it on when it gets dark. You need male friends. Uh, no thanks. Don't need anyone. I do everything myself. I actually don't know what to do with this. It looks like a weird vest. <laugh> What is this for? Look at this. Oh, wear this bit around my back. Oh, damn, it looks pretty cool. It's my IRL setup. Where's my phone? Look.

Streaming phone in here. Uh, secondary streaming phone in there. And then PowerBank. Powerbank in there. IRL streaming setup. I put the bella box. Where'd I put the bell box? Bell box. Bell box goes in here. We're ready to stream. And then what else? Got my pen. Ultimate streaming setup. Looks pretty cool, actually. Why don't I just take this to Thailand instead of a backpack? My IRL setup. <laugh> It's pretty good, actually. I need some red wires coming out of it. We need some red and blue wires. The reason I show up at the airport like this.

How about Nighthawk? You got a Nighthawk. The, there's the IRL setup. <laugh> It's pretty good. I just go to Thailand like this, don't need a backpack. Ban who? What do they do? Yeah, I kind of like this. It could be useful. No one really know what to do with it. Popper down on the jump. I could put the camera in here for hands-free and it's transparent, so you could see through it. Look, like this. Put the camera there, look, see through. The IRL setup. Bit heavy on the neck. I wear the hive is too. Hmm.

Oh, I feel like I might get rid of this. Nighthawk. Uh, why would you care so much if I want male friends or not? I don't want people so obsessed with me having friends or not having friends. I don't want friends. Boring. I don't need a different perspective on life. What's wrong with mine? I get a different perspective on life with girlfriends, plus I get sex. I can get what you get from a friend with a girlfriend, so why don't I just get a girlfriend? No, my only motivation isn't sex. It's also money. Sex, money, companionship. The main core desires of every person.

Desires of every person. What's weird about wanting sex, money, and companionship? It's literally what every single person wants. It'd be cool if the bell box had a little screen on it like this. And then you attach the power slides, power supply to the bottom like this. It'd be like one massive brick. Might try this pork scratch and it's getting hungry. What brand is it? Midland Snack. Hmm. Come on, Mr. Woofy. Teddy, snack time. Uh. Uh, it's got hair on it. It's disgusting. Look. Uh. Oh, it looks like the pig's ball sack. Oh. Uh, it's got hairs.

Is it the pig's ball sack or something? Mm, I don't know if I eat that one. Oh, these look gross. This one's got no hair. Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh. Oh. Hm. It's so crunchy. It tastes good. It's just weird looking. Ah. Oh. It's so salty as well. I don't know if I like it. Uh. Oh, there's a lot of fat on that one. Oh. Ugh. Creamy. I don't want all the fat on it. I just want the skin. I like the taste, but it's kind of gross at the same time. The rest of it's all fat.

It's all just fat. I don't want it. Costs like a pound 50 just for a bit of skin. And the rest of it's all fat. I feel sick now. Oh. Oh, I feel kind of sick. Oh. Oh, the taste is weird. Tastes kind of musky, like an old man. Ah. I like the other pork scratchings where it's been air popped and it's light and crispy without the bits of fat on the back. The IRL set up. Uh, do I send this back? I might send that back. I don't even know if it makes much difference, because if the connection's good in the area, it's either good or it's not good. I don't even know if it makes much difference.

I'm gonna scale back on IRL anyway. Getting boring. Hmm, maybe I'll initiate the return on Monday so it comes on Tuesday. Maybe. Do a toilet. Just kidding. <laugh> Imagine I did that. So many pimples recently. I don't know why I got so many pimples now. I can't get the better to work. Kinda don't care anymore. No, I've always eaten highly processed food. My skin hasn't been this bad. There's not been one moment in my life where I didn't eat lots of highly processed food, but my skin is really bad now compared to previously. A month ago, I barely had any spots anywhere. Now I've got loads all around my chin.

My diet's always been not very good. Maybe it's the Co - I think it's the Coca-Cola, because someone sent me that big box of Coca-Cola. I've been drinking it every day. It must be the extra sugar. I also started drinking sunny sugar as well. The aspar to me, because Diet Coke's got aspartame in it, and so does Sunny Sugar. No, I've already, always had oil in my food, but I haven't had so much artificial sweetener in my life. It must be in the Coca-Cola. Maybe I'll chuck Sunny Sugar out. Glucose syrup? Is that in the sugar? 'Cause I've been drinking, I've been using Sunny's half spoon silver spoon.

It must be this. But Sunny's skin wasn't that bad and she drank this. Where are the ingredients? Aspartamy acisal flame contains phenenin. I might put this in the bin. Goodbye, sunny sugar. I've got this normal sugar. It's pure cane granulated. Ingredients. Where are the ingredients? Brown sugar. Yeah, maybe I get brown sugar. Isn't sugar naturally brown and they make it white to make it look more appealing? I reckon it was the Diet Coke and the Sunny Sugar. My skin got really bad since I started drinking all that Diet Coke. No, my, look at my chin.

I got one, two, three, four, five, six, seven. Oh, this one's leaking. Seven, eight, nine, 10. I've got 10 spots. Holy shit. It was never this bad a week ago, a month ago. Why is it all around my chin? Like someone's been flopping a big fat dick all over my mouth. It's from someone's dick cheese. Smake my on the face. No, that's what you love, not me. I'm straight. Tender. Juicy. It's like we're doing a IRL inside the house. See, you don't even need to go out. I need to go outside. Update on crypt, no update.

Nothing. Maybe for the best. She lives in a crazy world that I don't really wanna be part of. No, she didn't read the message. All this together is quite heavy. Probably, mm, too kg. My Thailand backpack's gonna weigh a ton. This as well. It might take it all apart. I don't really think I'm gonna do this setup anymore. UK IRL over before it even began. So much for the UK road trips and stuff. It's still kind of heavy, even with nothing in it. Yeah, not doing IRL ever again. It's over. Finished. I need to prepare my Thailand backpack.

I wonder if I can go to Thailand with no backpack and I just bring this. All the fucking cables. Jesus. Oh, God. The Ethernet cable is just too much. The Thailand backpack. Oh my God. I can't be bothered to bring anything. I hate packing. Should I bring anything? I though I'd bring my Switch too. Me and AJ can play it in the hotel. I'm gonna go in November. I'm gonna book my flights next week when I get my stock money. If I buy it, if I pay with it, if I pay it all with the Amazon card, I make 1% cash back. So if I book my whole trip there with the Amazon credit card, 2,000 pounds, wouldn't I get 20 pound cash back? No, you only get 10 pounds because it's not 1% off Amazon, it's half a percent. Is it worth it? No, no, it's only 10 pounds.

Well, should I go Thailand sooner? Why don't I just go next week then? What are we waiting for? We're this shit here anyway. What am I waiting for? Oh yeah, I'm waiting to get 11,000 pounds so I can get the DTV visa. And then I can go Thailand six months per entry for five years. I don't even know how long I wanna go. Maybe I get bored, sick and tired a bit and I get less viewers and I hate it there. And then it's come back here. I don't know, really. Um, it would be kinda stupid though having a condo there and also renting this place. Maybe I should just tell them I wanna move out.

Probably this place is it's creating stability, which is making my viewers bored. My viewers love chaos. But I kind of like my house. It's nice having a house. I though I'd just go to Thailand for a few months to try all it out. See how it fits in with my new life on Kik. I don't know if I want the Nighthawk. Maybe what I do is I do like speed test on Nighthawk versus the Flip seven. See if it actually makes any difference. I reckon this doesn't really make much difference compared to just having the Sim in the phone.

Would I meet Sam Pepper? Yeah, maybe if it's nice. We can talk about what it was like growing up in our fine county called Kent, but he misses Ashworth so much. One of my girls wants meaningless. I don't even know what Cannibal looks like, so I don't claim her as one of my girls. She's never sent me nudes. She's never expressed interest in me. Feel free to have her. I have no idea what she looks like. Don't really claim her as one of my girls. I don't think I've even ever DM'd her before, so not really my girl.

I've got spots all over my face, it's crazy. I've never had this many before. Something's stressing me out. Why am I going to Thailand? Uh, number one, meet AJ. Number two, escape cold UK winter. Number three, content, because people are gonna get bored if I'm just here forever. I need to move about. Number four, um, you know, just a change of scenery. Number five, try dating as well. Get on the dating apps, see if Bangkok gives me anything. And also trial out to see if I wanna live there again. That's why I wanna get the D... If I get the DTV visa, I don't know, maybe I'll just stay there for like six months and then plan to move out of here. Come back to the UK to sort out this place, get rid of everything, and then back to Thailand. I don't know. Sounds complicated.

No, I've always eaten fried food. I haven't had skin this bad in a while. I think it's the Diet Cokes, the espatomy, and the sugar. Sunny sugar. And also the stress. Recently I've been kinda stressed trying to get this IRL thing working. It just won't work. My skin's not usually this bad. I usually don't have 10 spots all at the same time. Maybe one or two, not 10 all at the same time. That's crazy. Yeah, hopefully no one sends me another crate of Diet Cokes because I'll be tempted to drink it. I don't wanna chuck it all out.

I don't like to waste things. Imagine at the airport, they've gotta take all this stuff out. It'd be so annoying. Stream run worked perfectly. Hmm. I don't know if I wanna use the bell box. I can't even make it work anyway. I might bring it to Thailand to see if switching all the Sims to Thai Sims would make it actually work properly. Am I done with the Switch too? No, I played it today. I played a few rounds of knockout. Came third, my best attempt. I was watching Seadog VA play Metal Gear Solid two. It was a nice little trip down memory lane.

The voice acting in it is so good. The game is way ahead of its time. I wish they made a remaster version with upgrade graphics. I love the beginning bit when you're in the ship with Metal Gear Ray and all the Marines are lined up listening to the commander talking. That bit was so cool. I've only got Marikart Weld on it. It's good enough for me. Maybe I bring the Switch, but I don't bring the laptop. Switch, laptop, power bank, Bellabox, everything's so heavy. What would I play on the plane? What would be a good game on Switch to play on the plane? Marikart, you need internet, really, unless you play offline, which would be boring.

Darkest Dungeon two. A Darkest Dungeon one might be fun. I don't know. I just don't really feel like doing anything on the plane. I feel too miserable. You can get, you can get flights to Bangkok for 320 pounds if you do a layover. Is O Man Airlines any good? Oman Airlines has 340, 330 pound ticket. One stop at O Man. Yeah, I can never, I can never game on a plane. I'm too stressed out and depressed. It's not a fun environment. I just wanna shut my eyes and pray for it to be over. 10 or 12 hours to Bangkok.

America might make you feel sick as well, emotional sickness. I don't even wanna watch movies. I just wanna go on the internet, really. 10 hours without internet is what kills me. Or maybe they've got infight, uh, wifi. Sunny had wifi. She was trolling me when she was on the plane saying, "Daniel, I have something to tell you. I've decided to stay in Japan." She's so evil to joke about that. She knew how much I was looking forward to seeing her again. And then she plays a horrible prank saying, "Oh, Daniel, by the way, I'm getting married in Japan. I'm staying here. I'm marrying my school's headmaster." She's got a wicked sense of humor.

I don't like it when girls do that. They like to troll. It's not funny. He's just gonna make me think you're a liar and I can't trust anything you say. And you're just pranking me, because I don't like being pranked. 'Cause by default, I trust everything you say, so if you start degrading the trust, then I'm not gonna believe anything, because I'll be, I'll be thinking, "Wait, are you trolling me again? I won't believe anything you say then." I was really upset. I thought she was being honest, saying she's not coming back home. And do you remember, I was like, "I hate Sonny's Sorry much. I hate her. I remember saying that.

If a hot girl sits next to you on the flight, maybe I rub her foot with my little toe. I can't believe I did that before. That was crazy. Well, it's her fault. I was sitting with my legs like this, and then her foot kept coming into my area, so I started rubbing her foot with my little toe to make her move it. But she was asleep, so I kept rubbing it, and then I got a rock hard erection. I kept thinking, God, I wish I could nut on her foot and like rub it into her toes. Her foot was barefoot as well, because she was wearing sandals. She wasn't wearing any socks.

She was next to her husband and I was next to Chahira, and we had the middle two seats. No, she was not hot. She was like a 50-year-old Chinese woman. <laugh> I saw her when we got off the plane at a luggage carousel, and I had a look to see what I was rubbing my foot against, and I was like, "Oh my God. She looks like a middle-aged Chinese woman." I was hoping she wasn't awake, like didn't realize, so she wouldn't know who I was. I was hoping she wouldn't know that I was the one sitting next to her. I don't think she would.

Or maybe she was awake and enjoying it. Hmm. Might send this back. Yeah, I might send it back, get my 450 pounds. Made in Indonesia. I just don't believe it's really that much better than just using a phone as a hotspot. Oh, what is the point of this? Yeah, well, if Amazon bans me, maybe it's for the best. I actually don't even know where backplate is with the battery. Well, then I've got to buy more things to even it out. I don't know where I put the back plate. Oh. Oh, net gear. Uh-huh. Give me back my Vodafone Sim.

This is the best one, Vodafone. Nighthawk down. <laugh> Had some good times. I don't have the inside bit. Should I just chuck it in there like this? <laugh> Where's the charging? I don't think it had a charging cable. Where's the books and stuff? I probably put it all in the bin. I just put it in like that. Surely there were books, manuals. Nighthawk down. One zero down. Over. Massive loss of network coverage, one zero down, guys. That was funny. Someone sent me a glue gun. I know what to do with it. What am I supposed to do with a glue gun? And then I've got glue sticks. You want some glue sticks, guns?

Where's my glue sticks? What's that? Oh. I can't find my glue sticks. I saw them just now. Oh my fucking... Where my glue s - uh, got some glue sticks. Might have a go at it. I remember Faster got this 3D pen shortly before he broke up. It was like a, like a three, a 3D printer pen. I don't want to plug it in. Oh, wait. Oh, no. How'd you do that? That was damn catnip. Catnips everywhere. It's just like plastic. So you put it in here. Interesting. Oh, it just pushes it in. What is this for?

Hmm, what should I blue? Get some cardboard. I've got my hat. What's happening? Oh, it's coming out. Whoa. Look. Oh, it smells weird. Uh. Is it hot? Okay, now what? I glue it. Doesn't do anything. Oh. Oh, it's stuck together. Oh, it's gone all hot. Wow. So it just melts the glue and then it dries hard sticking two things together. Interesting. Is it very strong? Mm, quite strong. Quite strong. It's quite cool, actually. Seems like it's better than super glue. Super glue would be tough gluing it together. Wow, it's actually pretty good. I remember using the super glue and it's really tough to get it to stick. But it goes all sticky as it dries.

Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Pretty cool. Don't know what to do with it though. Oh, it's really hot. Damn. That's pretty good. Wow. I've used that one stick already. That was quick. Oh, it's coming out. No. Don't really know what I'm doing. Oh, fucking, oh, oh, it's really hot. I didn't realize I touched it. Ow. No, it stuck. Oh, my finger. <laugh> I don't like it. Oh, it stuck to my finger now. What if I do this? Oh, look at this. It's like glue. Oh, it's like cheese string. What if I just drip it down like that?

It's like it's coming. Oh, yeah. Oh, it stinks. That's me when I'm thinking of Jihiro. Oh, yeah. Okay. Boring. Uh, it was like cheese. Oh. Disgusting. It's like a cheese string. Oh, oh, oh. I don't know why Faster got that 3D pen and then she used it once and then never used it again. You think Faster's doing that condo? That'd be kinda weird. You'd think she'd move out. Oh, my back hurts. The funny thing is, she can afford it, which kinda makes me mad because she kept saying she didn't have any money. I mean, she obviously does.

So she was just lying that she couldn't help it pay rent when she could actually pay it. But, you know, she's a Thai girl. They are princess. They shouldn't have to pay their fair share because that's the man's job. She said, "If I have to pay 50% rent, I'm leaving. I will leave you." She threatened to leave me, because she didn't wanna pay $100 a month for rent. My, my love is only worth $100 a month. I didn't fake buying her an iPhone. I didn't s... I wanted her to unbox it on the camera. I didn't say it's for her. I just said, "Look what I..." I said, "Look what I got." I said, "Look, I got you something, not really." Yeah, cheating was forgivable, but making her pay half the rent, that's where she draws the lion.

Uh, I do kinda miss her though. I remember sitting there at, at home in the condo alone, and then she comes home from work. And I'd, I'd start cooking before she arrives. So I'd be cooking in the kitchen. She comes home and she'd hug me. She always made this noise when we hugged, like like that. <laugh> I don't know what that meant. It was like, like that. And we'd, like, hug and, like, swing round like this, spin around in a circle hugging. And she would go, "I miss you," and then go all over my face. She was cute.

Definitely the sweetest girlfriend. Sunny would never do that. Yeah, it felt nice. Like, I could really tell she loved me and wanted to be with me. It's a shame I didn't feel the same way strongly back. I mean, I liked it. I liked her coming home and then I liked seeing how excited she was just to see me again. It was nice to have this cozy little domestic life living together. I miss that. But I just, I felt so horny, and then fucking Sunny came out nowhere, and then gave me sex. And I felt very sexually satisfied with Sunny. And I felt like being with Sunny would fix all the problems that I had with Fasa, you know, younger girlfriend, sex is good. She's British. We speak the same language. We live in the same country. Don't need a visa. It seemed like it fixed all the problems I had with...

Also, she was better on stream because she engaged with the chat. It seemed like she ticked all the boxes.

And then look what happened. I remember our first day in this house. We were staying at the Oakhampton place, and then we went to the Tesla Supercharger. I was waiting for a reply from the real estate agent to find out where the key was, so I was waiting to phone them, waiting for the office to open, and we were just waiting at the Tesla Supercharger place. And then I got a reply. They said the key's on the doormat. And I was like, "The key's on the doormat, let's go." So we arrived, let ourselves in. The place was completely empty.

So I said, unpacking furniture and unpacking the car. God, there's so much to do. I had to build the chair, build the desk, build the Ikea table, build the Ikea cabinets. Sonny was in the kitchen getting out cutlery and stuff. Built this desk. We had to screw these things in to make this thing holding in place, but I got lazy and I super glued it, and now it's, it's not really stable. Actually, this bit's come off, look. Can you see this bit? It's not attached to anything. Oh, I could have used the glue gun to fix that. The super glue didn't hold. Look.

It was really tiring screwing the screws directly into the plywood, so I got tired and I super glued it. Might tidy that Lego away. I don't really do it anymore. I need a little box. I need a little bag or a little box. I don't have a little box. Maybe I put it in a Tupperware. Tupperware container. I've got one bottle of beach left. Big spider. It's a skinny, long leg spider. Apparently they're stronger than the thick legged furry spiders. Damn it. I can't find my 02 SIM card. That's not very good. These are very important. Oh, look, my post office credit card.

The problem is, when I signed up for my post office credit card, I entered in my phone number wrongly, and now it says to activate your credit card, enter the verification number since your phone number, and it sent to the wrong number. <laugh> So I can't activate my post office credit card. Oh, I found it. 02. Nice. So I got a post office credit card with 1,500 pounds credit. I can't use it. It's fine, don't need it. I've got 7,000 pounds on my other credit card that I'm not gonna use, so I wanna get it to credit card debt ever again.

I entered the phone number wrongly by accident, obviously, not on purpose. Uh, I don't know where the rest of the packaging for the net, net gear went. Send Nighthawk back. Nighthawk out. Finished. And just shove this inside. Hm? Whoops. Now I need a tiny box. Maybe I make a box with my glue gone. Oh, I've got a make a box. So here is how to make a box. That's not bubble wrap, it's my raincoat. I'm never going to accept that packaging, don't you? I'm never going to approve the refund. Oh, really? I think I don't know about Amazon. I've been dealing with Amazon since 2002.

I can get away with a lot. Edges and broken spots on the screen. Well, off the monitor. Yeah, but I still got my refund, so who cares? Imagine caring about anything. What 170 buck refund? I got a thousand, one, I got 1,200 pounds refund. Fucking rubbish. Yeah, they sent me 170 and they wiped out the 1,000 pounds on my payment plan, so... That's 1,200 pounds of debt wiped out thanks to the refund. How did it tear? What? Oh, why does it keep tearing off? Go ahead. I don't like this bit. Ah, done. That's pretty good.

Nighthawk down. Oh, I'm tired. I'm sending Nighthawk back. No more IRA. Finished. I don't need to print a label. UPS will bring it. Maybe I send the printer back too. Although, if I book my flight ticket, I wanna print them off. I could print them off and then return the printer. Send it all back. Stupid plastic. Okay. Oh, Jesus. Oh, God. Send everything back. Where's it gone? Oh. So, if I initiate return now, will they come on Monday? I'm not paying 450 pounds, just have a fancy modem that doesn't do anything differently than what a phone can do just by sharing its hotspot.

Oh. Gone to the library. I'm not walking all the way to the library when the category was turned to watch party, which means I didn't make any money. Could have taken me two hours of walking around without getting paid, because I wasn't on the right category. So it's better that I just go home if, because if I'm walking around for hours, missing out on KCIP, it's like $40 I've lost. So I might as well just go home and buy a printer. You just don't understand, do you? Yeah, I'd rather have my 450 pounds back. I don't think the Nighthawk really does anything substantially better than what a phone can do. I'm sure the Flip seven has better connectivity than a Nighthawk that was made nearly four years ago now.

And I need to reduce the amount of stuff I have. Oh God, look at my setup cables. I don't need that evernet cable anymore. Yep, sending Nighthawk back. Don't know what to do with this. Put it there for now. What else? I bought this in Japan. It's been very good. It can power a laptop. Uh, no, someone sent me the black thing. I didn't get it. Too bad I can't use the bell box. Maybe it has another purpose. Someone sent me this mic as well. But it's a lightly connector. I think it cost me 20,000 yen or 10,000 yen, I forgot.

I don't know what to bring with me to Thailand. Br- bring the laptop. Or do I bring the switch? No, I sent the projector back. Do I really need a laptop though? Mm-hmm. Good to have a computer. But if I need, nearly read, really need one, I could just buy a MacBook. I'd go to the Apple Store and Icon Carm. Business expense. It's cold now. 'Cause it's heavy. I don't wanna bring it, hurt my back. All I need are my phones, my power bank, and my wallet. What else do you need? You don't need a switch. You don't need a laptop. You don't need a mic. I need my saver.

Why would you need a laptop? What can you do on the laptop that you can't do on a phone? Hmm. I mean, it would be nice for YouTube and planning stuff where I need a keyboard. Uh, my spreadsheet. I need to do my spreadsheet. Just bring it. But it's heavy, look. With the Power Brick as well. Powerbrick. Look how tiny the PowerBrick is compared to the Razorblade 16 inch Pro Gaming laptop. The Razorblade 16 inch pro gaming laptop had a massive power brick. This one's got a tiny one. I do like my skin filter on IV cam, which you need to have a laptop for.

Yeah, and I can also do this. Look, I can check my face and I can check the back of my head in case I've got white hairs. Is that a white hair? Yeah, maybe I will bring it. It is pretty useful to be able to see the back of your head. Uh. Lost my ear. Is there anything in there? Why factory reset my laptop? Yeah, fine. I'll bring the stupid laptop. But I'm not bringing the switch. Should I bring the switch? I though me and AJ could play it together at the lake. I'll beat her. I'll be number one.

Mm, it's not about the size of the backpack, it's about the weight and putting all this stuff in there. I might bring the bella box. Might be able to get it to work over there. Like if I set, if I get all new SIM cards in Thailand, then maybe it would work. Yeah, we'll play Switch by Lake and then we'll go to Yakiniku and also go karaoke. Friendship challenge, part two. BJ and AJ. I'll sing and Titanic. What does AJ do in Indonesia? Uh, I don't know. She does a lot of things, I guess. Surfing, eating, swimming.

Switch to... Maybe I'll put it on the scales. Doesn't even register. There's rubbish scales, aren't they? Moving to Thailand, guys. Screw Evan. I don't know if I'd bring the smash Samsung. If I bring Bella Box, then maybe. Look, all this stuff is not heavy enough for it to turn on. 1.9 kg. No. It's not heavy enough for it. I need a more sensitive scale. The scales are always on. You just stand on it and it will register weight. But it needs to be heavy weight. These things... Oh, it does weigh it. No, it doesn't. I think it's too light for the scales.

I'm not holding all the items. Uh, I think Switch two is a couple hundred grams. Switch two might be nice though. I don't know. I'm like, I want my stuff, but I also don't want a heavy backpack. And I also don't wanna take it all out at the airport. Maybe I will bring the switch. You never know you might want to do some gaming. And the switch two is pretty lightweight. How long am I staying there? Probably three months. And then I might leave and then go back for another three months and then come back here in March.

I'm not staying here. Maybe I'll just not pay rent anymore and ditch the place too. How about they? What are they gonna do? They can just keep my deposit money and keep all my stuff. I don't care. I'll just sell a tape some paper to the door. I have moved out. Goodbye. You can keep all the stuff and the money. I left a 50 pound note on the table for your trouble. I'll give you a bad reference. Um, you don't even need a reference. I'll just, next time if I rent, I'll just lie and say I've never rented before. I literally told them I've never rented before and I don't have a reference and they said that's fine. As long as you can prove the income, check.

Yeah, I won't take any clothing. I'll just go and buy some t-shirts when I get there. I'll wear three t-shirts on the way there, because it'd be cold here, won't it? I'll just wear all my clothing. I'll wear two pairs... I'll wear three pairs of trousers. I'll wear four t-shirts to keep me warm in the UK. And then when I get there, I'll just take it all off. I'll wear a five pair of underwear and I'll wear all my socks. I'll just wear all my clothing like Joey did on that friend's episode. Yeah, well, it's cold in the UK, so on the way to the airport, I'm gonna be cold, so I might as well wear as much as I can. Otherwise, it'll be too heavy in my backpack.

All I need is three t-shirts and two pairs of trousers. Should be good, good to go. I'll book the ti - the tickets next week when I get my stock money. Oh, not my glue. See? I take the money out of stocks, and instead of investing in stocks, I buy a plane ticket, which is investing in my streaming. What will give the better return on interest? Most you're gonna get in stocks is 10% gains, if you're lucky. Can I make... Can I spend 500 pounds on a flight to Thailand and make more than 50 pounds? Probably.

The increased viewership for me just being in Thailand alone would probably return my investment plus triple. So yeah, it's like you put 500 pounds stocks, maybe you'll get a 10% gains, 50 pounds. I buy a 500 pound plane ticket and I invest in my streaming content. It's a better idea, isn't it? Well, I've got this money sitting in stocks barely making anything. Well, so I risk losing it. Uh, what else am I gonna bring? Laptopo, maybe Switch, don't know. I mean, I do like sitting at my laptop with my mouse and keyboard. It is nice. It's also nice in the morning. You have your coffee, you got your laptop, you're doing stuff, checking YouTube. Without a laptop, what do you do? Like sit on the sofa.

I don't watch porn on my laptop. Imagine watching it on your laptop. I watch it on my phone when I'm in bed. Who watches it on the laptop? It's weird. I might go to toilet again. Oh, look, believery. No thanks. Yeah, I once watched porn on my big curved monitor. It was okay, I guess. Get a 85 inch TV and put porn on that. Imagine vagina that big. Massive vagina. I'm back. Oh. Oh. Is there not a way to factory reset the bell box? I did really like it when it was working. My face hurts.

All the pimples. See, I told you, get ready for US market crash. Told you a crash coming, but you didn't listen. That's what you get. What happens if I plug a microphone into the belly box? What's that traveling trader? Where? The stock market crash thumbnail. No, it's just some random news article. What do they want? Doritos, Pringles, quavers, kettle chips. The Ritos, a lot of cribs. Two times Casolero del Diablo Chardonnay, 34 pounds. I'll let someone else grab it. They probably need the money more than I do. I'm generous. Shouldn't be taking jobs from people who need it.

That is how magnanimous I am. Oh, shut up, Onaco, as if I'd make you a mud. I wouldn't even make you a mud. I wouldn't even... Something, something. I don't know. <laugh> I forgot what I was gonna say. I wouldn't even make you a mud if you, if you paid me, I wouldn't make you a mud. You're a dick. I wanna do laundry, but it's not sunny. Sunny. I am wondering if I just go Thailand sooner than wait for November. November's quite far away. Earliest I could do is maybe October. I don't know how fast I can get this 11,000 pounds. I might have to max out my credit card, move the money into my bank account, print the statement, and then move the money back into my credit card and pay the 150 pound fee to do so. That could speed it up. I mean, it doesn't have to be the whole 7K.

Like, I could save up 5K and then take out 5K and I just need 1K.

Why is this guy hating on my mods in the chat? Just because you're jealous because you're not a mod. Not currently looking for new mods. We've got it all under control. Oh, weather's horrible. This has to be the worst July ever. July is supposed to be sunny and barbecues and nice times. Raining every day. Don't know about the laptop. Since I don't need to do gaming videos anymore, I don't really need a gaming laptop. Just trying to picture what my life in Thailand's gonna be like. My routine is always to sit at the laptop first thing in the morning with my coffee.

I think I will take the Bella box. What if it magically works in Thailand? Yeah, an iPad would be cool and a lot lighter. And easier to carry, but I'm trying to reduce the amount of stuff in my backpack. Do you think airport security will be suspicious about this little box? They'll be like, "What is this? Oh, that's just my porn stash on my hard drive. It is a bella box. What is a bella box? It is a bella box. What is this in your backpack? It is a bomb. It'd be sitting in your condo streaming.

Probably, but I don't need a laptop to do that. I mean, look, I'm on my phone streaming. I can do that without the laptop. Although sometimes it's cool because I can look at myself like this. So handsome. Handsome man. They're not gray hairs. Shut up. It's the light. Okay, that's a gray hair there. I can see it. Oh my God. No. No. No. Ah. I can see lots. I can see some. Where's he gone? Uh. Ah. Ah. Oh my God. Disgusting. Uh-huh. No. No. Oh, is that another one? It's hard to see because it's dark.

What's that? No. No. I see one down here. Oh, God. Oh. Oh. What's that? Is that one? Is that one? There's no way that's one. I can't get it. Oh, it disappeared. Oh, is that one? No. Oh. Right there. I see it. Where's it gone? Oh, I see it there. I see it. I see it there. Isolate it. Oh. No way. Switch hands. Where's it gone? Where's it gone? Oh. Oh. Oh. Uh. Um. Everything's inversed. Everything's mirrored. Uh. I can't get it. It's there. I can see it right there. Where the fuck is it? Oh, you fucking bitch.

Ooh.You fucking fuck. Trying to make me look old. Fucking rip you out. Oh, ah. I though I got it. Hm. Ah. I pulled, putting all the black ones out. Oh my God. Look how many black ones I pulled out. Okay. Concentrate. Concentrate. I need to pull it out like that. Come on, that must be it. No. Ew. Was that it? Oh, that's not it. Oh my fucking... Ooh, ooh. Oh, that felt good. I got that little bitch. There you are, you fuck. Making me look fucking old. How dare you? Uh-oh. Uh. No. No. I don't wanna get old. No.

No. No. No. No. No. Oh, God. What's that? Oh, what's that? I think it's the light. No. It's just the light. Oh, God. Yeah, I need my laptop. I definitely need my laptop. How else am I gonna see the white hairs? I can't believe I'm getting white hairs. There's no way. It needs to make a filter where it just automatically makes white hairs black. Oh, maybe I need to bring my laptop then. Oh, I just get a tiny mirror and use that in front of the big mirror. Could do that. Dye my hair. What? To hide not even 10 white hairs. No, you dye your hair when it's like half the head's going white. Maybe when I'm 50 plus.

What would I do in Thailand? Uh, no, really. Sit in my condo, masturbate. Wow. Car plows into crowd outside LA nightclub leaving 31 injured after shooting. Damn. Ban cars. No. I mean, I could just get a cheap mirror and then use that instead of using my camera. I found two white hairs, probably more lurking. I wasn't expecting to have one on the front part of my head. Usually it's the back of my head. If I don't bring laptop, then I save probably 1. 5kg of weight. Try to sell it. Probably only get a couple hundred for it.

Not really worth much. Seven o'clock. Might have dinner around half eight.m. No, I meant half eight when I said half eight. I'm not very hungry right now. So I think in an hour I'll be hungry. Half eight seems like a good time. And then tomorrow, I'll probably do IRL because I wanna test out my new setup. Where should I go? Maybe I'll go Kit Hill or... Hmm. I'll go on Sunday. Meldon Reservoir. I don't wanna pay parking. What if I just don't pay it? How are they gonna know? I don't know, I couldn't bother. Maybe I'll just stay at home.

I've already been everywhere. Litford Gorge again. Tim Tagell. I don't know. Not on a Sunday. And not until the weather gets better. Maybe just a walk down the road, no driving. But I wanna walk somewhere nice. The road is just not very nice outside where I live. It's very narrow. Cars drive very fast on it. It's for driving, really, not for walking. There's no footpath. There's a pub. I forgot what it's called. Could go to the beach. The beach would be quite nice. I haven't been there for a while. I just don't trust this weather. The weather's terrible.

Yeah, I don't know why it's raining so much. Two weeks of cloud and rain. Must be at the Atlantic ocean gets swept here and then dumps its water. I swear the weather's not this bad. I remember at my mom's house in July, I'd be playing football in the garden every day. I'd be relaxing in the garden. And then here, it just rains all the time. This is why no one lives here. Shit weather, no jobs. Middle of nowhere. The weather's hardly ever good. Mm. Yeah, that's why I sold the 16-inch Razorbuy gaming laptop. It was so big and so heavy. The power brick was massive. I traded it in. Well, I didn't trade it in. I sold it and then I bought the one I have now, which is a 13-inch kind of foldable laptop.

Give you a quick update. Um, I'm returning the Nighthawk. I don't think Nighthawk is really that useful. So I'm sending it back and debating whether I bring my laptop to Thailand. Might bring it. Don't know. Not bringing it would be pretty cool. Imagine only having your phones. What would be difficult to do? Spreadsheet stuff. Well, I can access spreadsheets on my phone, it's just not convenient to use my fingers. I just hate taking it out of my backpack to put in the security tray. Dropping viewers like flies. Not really many updates. Wonder if I make dinner.

That guy earlier whining about paying mods was such a prick. Why would I pay people to moderate? I mean, if you wanna moderate and I trust you, that's fine, but I'm not gonna pay you. I mean, why would I pay when people would do it for free? And you, you don't, don't even have to do anything like... It's not like, oh, it's such a hard job. Oh, so much to do being a moderator. They, you don't even have to do anything. I mean, I can do it myself. Why would I pay someone to do stuff I can do it myself? It's just if I'm... I don't know.

I actually don't even know why I made anyone moderator. Stupid idiot whiny. Yeah, as if it's such a hard job. Barely anyone in the chat anyway to ban anyway. It's not like I've got a thousand viewers where the chat is nonstop chaos and we need an army of moderators to keep them in line. That guy was such a fool. What a fucking moron. Oh, he should be paying his moderators for what? I mean, what exactly have you done? $5 an hour. Oh, a joke. Yeah, it's helpful if you catch stuff that I didn't notice or I was in the toilet or something.

It's kind of useful maybe. If I could go back in time to 2020, what would I do differently? Invest in Bitcoin. <laugh> All in on Bitcoin, 1000% gain. Where's my steak? Oh, it was already in the Tupperware. What should I have with my noodles? All in, take out a massive bank loan as well, all in on Bitcoin. Bitcoin has to be the best performing asset in the last five years. Oh, my milk is leaking all over my sausages. I found a picture on my hard drive with a dildo up my ass. Uh, why is it on your hard drive? Why did you save it? But you saved it for later, didn't you?

To jack off to. Milk everywhere. I don't know how the milk is getting out. I've tightened the lid. The lid is not airtight. Why would I care about wiping the floor and wiping the milk? I'm not licking the milk bottle. The milk is inside the container. Sometimes I wonder if your brain works properly, TV. I'm not licking the bottle, am I? So why does it matter if I wipe the floor then wipe the bottle? Why is it bad hygiene? The floor is clean. Doesn't matter at all. I'm not, I'm not licking the bottle, so why does it matter? I could wipe the toilet and then wipe the bottle. It wouldn't fucking matter, would it?

You're so clever all the fucking time. Fucking smart ass. There's bacteria everywhere. It doesn't matter. There's bacteria on this and this and that. You think there's anywhere where there's no bacteria? Yeah, you're a bunch of germophobes and I'm probably... I've probably gotten sick less times than you have this year. I haven't gotten sick even once this year. Mm, maybe I'll put the Beyond, what if I put the Beyond burger in the air fryer? I literally finger my bum and then I suck my finger and nothing bad happens. You way over un - overestimate how bad bacteria is. I literally put Bobby's fucking cock up my ass and then I suck it. I suck Bobby's dick after it's being up my ass, and I never have any problems. You're way overestimating bacteria. Like you think it's salmonella or something.

Uh, girls literally suck my dick and they're not going, "Oh, buck jewelry, I always sanitize it first. Fucking rubbish." Uh, you're whining because I wipe the floor and then wipe a milk bottle and then there's literal girls who lick my asshole and suck my dick. No one complains about that. Never had an air fryer to be on the burger. So you think the floor is dirtier than my asshole? Okay. And I'm the one with the floored logic. Real geniuses here we got. Only any guy would enjoy my dick being in the bum hole. You can't deny it.

My dad used to get angry if I put my bag, my, um, not my bag, well, maybe I had a shoulder bag, like a shoulder messenger bag. I used to put it on the kitchen counter and he would get mad. He'd be like, "Put, don't put the ground on the counter, Daniel." Why not? There's nothing on my bag that's so dirty. I didn't put my bag down on dog shit, but the bag has been on my back. Now I put whatever I want on the counter and I'm still fine. People have weird ideas of what's hygienic and what's not hygienic, and then they have stupid freakouts over nothing. Like, oh no, the bag's on the kitchen counter. He also didn't like cats on the kitchen counter.

No, I wouldn't put shoes on the counter. It's a bit gross. But shoes are on the floor all the time. Your backpack is usually on your back. Maybe sometimes you put it down on the floor, but your bag hasn't had your feet in them. Your shoes have had your feet in them. It was kind of weird. It's like, I wouldn't put my socks on the counter because they stink and had my feet in them. But I would sniff my socks and put it on my face. Heat up the noodles. Noodle's been festering since lunchtime. I might have the last tomato because they're going a bit off.

This one looks kind of weird. Uh, it's got mold on it. Okay, they're going in the bin. That's mold. Disgusting. There's white stuff inside of it seeping out. Metal gear. I'm having chow mein with a steak and a beyond burger. I made three meals out of these noodles. Oh, I should top up some bean sprouts. These won't last. These go off really quickly. Oh, it smells so good, like a Chinese restaurant. Smells real nice. Next week we're gonna be debt free. Say goodbye to those red numbers. As soon as I get my stock money. Beef noodle. Ugh.

Burger's looking kinda weird. Maximum heat. Never air fried a Beyond Burger before. No, I didn't do IRL today. I've given up. I might try tomorrow. The only reason I wanna try is because I've created a new setup and I think it's pretty good. But honestly, I don't really feel like going out. Maybe I'll just wait until I actually wanna go out. Be cow main. Maybe I'll buy a wok. Yeah, I wonder how many points TB's got. It's probably the richest one here. What about a 100,000 point reward? What should it be? I did not buy 30 bottles of beer. Someone bought it for me.

Might have a beer. I know. Mm, maybe just half a beer. Beer would be quite nice with the Beyond Burger. Sexless for four to five months. Yeah, whatever. Still have more sex than you've ever had with more women. Meet Daniel in real life. 100 billion points. Uh, the burger's bleeding. Uh. Oh, it's like a sponge. Look. Look at this. It's like a sponge. Look. <laugh> Look, it foams. What? Mm. It even sounds spongy, listen. Uh. Look, bubbles come out of it, like washing liquid. Weird. Emulsifiers and thickening agents. I though, I though vegan food's supposed to be healthy, but it's not. <laugh> They gotta pump it full of stuff to make it taste good. Otherwise, it tastes bland and dry.

So you're either doing it for health reasons or for moral reasons. They create like a synthetic blood to make it seem like it's bleeding like real meat. But it does taste freaking good. It's funny because to make it taste good, they gotta pump it full of more processed stuff than actual processed meat has. And then they try and sell it to you like it's healthy. Saving the environment. Might have a beer. Candle. I hate the way the bottle cap flies away. Don't need women. Mm. Ah. Look, I got real beef and I got Beyond Burger.

Spongy. Juicy. I never got real beef. Beefy. Spongy. Hmm. The Beyond Burger has more flavor. I actually like the Beyond Burger more. Don't tell AJ. One bit more short. Oh no. Mm. Oh, oh yeah. Oh yea. Mm. I really like the Beyond Burger. It's got this very distinctive, weird taste that I really like. I don't know what it is. It's almost like red wine. It's got like a weird musk that I quite like. It comes in the back of your nose. Real meat doesn't do that. Oh, the real beef though, very tender. Hmm. Uh, hmm. Oh, hmm.

Yeah, I got loads of sponsors before. Not now though. I was sponsored by High Native and some gold farm, like selling gold for Elden Ring, Roones, and also Pathfixer. I was sponsored by AS.com. No, AO.com. Also did a sponsorship for some, some game on mobile, like a zombie survival game. They paid me $1,400 to make an app. They told me, "Can you do it with more energy and look into the camera when you speak?" 'Cause you know I don't look into the camera when I speak. They told me to re-shoot it, but look into the camera. <laugh> I was like, "Have you heard of Life After Death? It is a brand new game on Android. You can play with your friends online and survive the zombie apocalypse." It was like that. <laugh> They paid me $1,400 for it, suckers.

You can join your friends to build a base to survive the zombie onslaught. Oh, Rave Shadow Legends sponsored me too. Rave Shadow Legends paid me $700 to do a two-minute ad, I think. I don't remember what video I implemented on. Must be somewhere. I mean, Rave Shadow Legends, you can play as a powerful warrior and play with your friend to fight horrid of enemies. <laugh> I hated doing it. I hated doing it so much, but the money was so good I couldn't say no. I mean, it's like one hour of work to make $1,400. You'd be stupid to say no.

Oh God, full up. Last time I had a sponsor was Up until last January, AO.com for Path of XL2. They pay me $200 a month for about four months, I think. I had to make Path of XL two videos. Oh my God. I really wanna watch the new Dexter series, but I've got no girlfriend to watch it with. Dexter's the perfect show to watch with a girlfriend cuddling on sofa. I wish I was still with Sunny sometimes. Sunny would've loved Dexter because she sings a true crime stuff. So much better than Handmaid's Tale. People think I only want a girlfriend because I wanna have sex and I only miss the sex, but actually, I really miss watching Netflix or TV shows with a girlfriend and getting food. The sex is nice, but I did like cuddling on sofa and watching a movie or a show.

People think all I care about is sex, but I wanna, I wanna put ne - I wanna put Dexter on, on my big screen and sit on sofa and cuddle with her head on my shoulder. Yeah, I could watch it alone, I guess, but boring. I wanna watch the new Dexter and I wanna watch the new alien movie and I wanna watch 28 years later, but no one to watch it with. Makes me feel sad. Maybe AJ watch it with me. Oh, Beyond Burger, so good with beer. Beer belly coming. I really wanted to watch 28 years later with Sunny.

Well, I don't even care about sex. I wanna do stuff together. No, I wouldn't play games on stream. I'd lose my viewers. But I chose my life. I chose to sacrifice human company for money. I made my bed. How am I doing mentally? Uh, very lonely. I miss touching another human. I feel like I'm on a, an avian planet stranded here, all alone. And all I have is this camera sending a video feed to people online. Oh, and, and drunk. Okay. Dinner is done. I rate the dinner 7.7 out of 10. Where's my Kit Kat? Oh, I ate all of it yesterday.

These are mandarins. See if they taste any different to a clementine. I bet you anything, it tastes just like a clementine. That's why you just call them all oranges. They'll taste the same. Oh no, some have thicker skins. Ever since I've raged, the tripod just doesn't stand up properly anymore. Tripod is bent is my willing. Where's the tripod? Uh-huh. Ever since I raged against the bella box, it's been bent. Ah, why are you fussing now about a washing machine in the kitchen? Where the fuck else is it supposed to go? In the bedroom? Stupid Americans.

Yeah, the washing machine goes in the, the kitchen, that's where all the laundry and the kitchen stuff goes. I don't all live in a fucking huge house with 10 different rooms. Okay. Let's see if the Mandarin tastes different to clementine. It's got very spotty skin. There's no such thing as a laundry room. I don't have a laundry room. Can I speak Mandarin while eating the Mandarin? Dajaho. Washa, Daniel. Da-da-how. <foreign>. How's that? That's all I know how to say. <foreign>. <foreign>. <foreign>. Hm. Kind of the same there. It's exactly the same as a clementine. <laugh> Have you seen that clip of Xi Jinping where it sounds like he's saying, "What's up, Beijing?" <laugh> But he's actually saying, "Was I, Beijing? I'm in Beijing." It sounds like he' saying, "What's up, Beijing?" <laugh>.

What's up? <foreign>. <foreign>. Oh. I would say the Mandarin is not as juicy as the clementine, but the flavor is the same. It does look kind of longer, I guess. It's not as juicy. Yeah. I like clementine more. Mm. I know some Chinese words, because they're the same in Japanese. Like telephone in Chinese is <foreign>. In Japanese is <foreign>. I need a choke. <laugh> Yeah, because I remember listening to my mum speaking Cantonese on the phone to Victoria's mom, and I could hear her say the word <foreign>. And there's certain words in Cantonese that the same in Mandarin, like the noun words, like telephone. Also, I forgot the word for friend. It's like ping or something.

I remember hearing my mom on the phone saying dingwa and I asked mom, "What does dingwa mean?" She said, "Telephone." And I was like, "Well, in Japanese, it's dingwa." Also, I spent a month in Taiwan living with a Taiwanese family, and they would speak Chinese to me. The Chinese girl's mom would cook me food and ask me. She used to ask me if I was hungry in Chinese. I can't remember how she said it. But they didn't speak English, so I started to understand a little bit. Oh, God. I had a home experience, homestead experience in Taiwan with a Taiwanese family because I met a Taiwanese girl on a dating site, fancied her, thought we were gonna have sex. She invited me to stay at her house, and then she was never around because she was busy working. So I was just sitting in her house with her mom all the time.

And the dad was there sometimes. They must have been thinking, "Why is this random British guy just freeloading in a house? Does he, is he trying to fuck our daughter or something?" It must have been really weird. The dad ran a motorbike repair shop. So the first floor was like a motorbike garage. And then the kitchen and the living room was also in the motorbike garage. So dad would just sit in the motorbike garage watching TV the whole time, waiting for customers. And then the second floor was bedrooms, and the third floor also had a bathroom and a bedroom.

And then there was a roof. It's like a three-story building, but the staircase, the stairwells, it was just like bare concrete, like a construction site. So the inside of the house was nicely decorated, and then it has a door to a stairway, and it was like an outside outhouse. Oh, hey, Kerry B. Yeah, Crips disappeared. And we also learned that Krips' dad is a serial killer. I mean, he didn't, I mean, he killed, like, multiple people. And then I got freaked out because I scrolled back to March when Crips was on the discord talking a lot, and I learned about, like, her family and upbringing, and it freaked me the fuck out.

Like, she basically grew up in a family which was involved in drug gang warfare. It's insane. Like, she, her life story sounds like an episode from Breaking Bad. One of the things Crips said, she said, like, some guy was threatening her family, and then the dad came with his mates and beat him to death with a baseball bat. It's insane. I can't believe I was gonna meet her. I imagine I get involved in that kind of world and I piss her off somehow. I don't know what kind of violent men she knows in her life. Like, brothers, exes, friends coming after me. I would not wanna get involved. I'm kinda glad she disappeared, because I was growing fond of her, to be honest. I was growing quite fond of her.

I can't believe I need to met her. Now, imagine if she actually fell in love with me and then I broke her heart or something. And you know how angry she gets. Do you remember when I chose Cake and Moon over her? God, she raged quite hard, didn't she? I don't wanna be involved in anything like that. That kind of stuff is for the TV, Breaking Bad, Ozarks, it's TV drama. I don't want that in my real life. I can't actually believe people live that kind of life in real life. I feel like that's, like, TV stuff, and I think no one actually has a life like that, but they do.

If she comes back, um, I'll be friendly with her, but I'm not meeting her no way. No way getting involved with that mess. No way. The UK seems like such a nice, normal, sane country with normal people compared to America. America is, like, batshit crazy land. The story is something like her dad and his accomplice and her friend lured his, lured her friend to the woods and, like, shot him in the back of the head. I don't know why some falling out. Insane. I do not wanna get involved. I'm out. This is all public stuff. There's, like, a news article about it.

Dodged a massive bullet. I don't know why she disappeared. It's very strange, but feeling a little bit relieved. Oh, God. I can't believe it. I'm also very sad because I was growing kind of fond of her, too. I enjoyed her presence in the streams and the chat and stuff. I mean, I'm not saying she's a bad person or anything. I'm just saying I don't want to get involved with a person who has that kind of life or surrounded by that kind of world. And the fact she couldn't get a passport is really weird. I mean, what kind of crime has she done where she's not allowed a passport?

Oh, cra - congrats. Chuff. You got the OG and the VIP now. And what if she's killed someone too? It seems like you can kill people in Canada and they'll just give you 10 years. Mm, how do I add VIP? Why doesn't your name come up? Oh, do I have to get up and go to the laptop? I remote access my computer because I'm too lazy. I though Canada was a nice, safe country, full of nice people. Oh, how do I get the virtual... Oh, there it is. Uh, CUFF. Done. Oh, it's okay. Yeah, let me ask AI.

AI won't speak if Kick's playing in the background, it's annoying. Hey again, Daniel, what's on your mind today? Hello, my dear friend. Hello, Daniel. Lovely to hear from you. What's been happening? It was so lovely to hear from you to my friend. I appreciate that. So, what can I do for you today? So, if a Canadian person wants to get a passport to go overseas, is there any reason why they might not be allowed to get a passport? For example, maybe they are a criminal. Yeah, if someone's got certain criminal convictions, especially related to serious crimes, they might face issues getting a passport, but it's not just any criminal record that can cause a problem. It usually depends on the nature of the crime and any specific legal restrictions. What kind of crime would one have to commit to not be allowed a passport in Canada?

Yeah, in Canada, offenses like serious fraud, drug trafficking, or involvement in terrorism could lead to passport denial. Also, certain conditions like being under a court order prohibiting travel can affect passport eligibility. Tell me more about drug involvement and why you wouldn't be able to get a passport if you were involved in such activities. What kind of activities would lead to being ineligible for a passport if you're a Canadian?

Serious drug-related crimes like trafficking, production, or smuggling can lead to being ineligible for a passport. These activities are viewed as serious offenses, and authorities may restrict international travel to prevent further criminal activity or fleeing from legal consequences. Damn. What if Crypt was up to some crazy shit, like smuggling, dealing, and then she got busted? I could so totally picture that now. That's crazy. Why couldn't she just tell Dan she couldn't really get a passport? Yeah, I don't know. Like, why did she feel like she needed this lie of she's coming to meet me? Maybe it was like a fantasy in her head and she wanted it to be real, so to make it real, she would say that it's real to, to create like this fantasy.

Like she was laughing, like role playing a fantasy. It's not about telling the truth, it's about creating this narrative. It's like escapism, isn't it? You're like, "Oh yeah, we're gonna meet Daniel. We're in love." Who knows? It could have all just been just role playing. Very shocking. What if it was like a revenge kill? Revenge for the guy that her dad helped murder. It sounds like an episode of Breaking Bad. I can't believe anything got involved with this girl. All of a sudden, I'm feeling like, yeah, I agree with Kerry B, being alone. I think I choose my boring life over that any day.

Maybe I just need to accept being alone. I do not wanna get involved in someone's crazy life like that. And people think I'm the crazy one, that's the crazy thing. Everyone's like, "I'm the psychopath." Uh, I don't murder people. And I have nothing, no involvement with drugs at all. I keep my nose clean. The only thing I do is caffeine and hardcore porn with gay lady boy stuff with dick and ass close up shot. I think, um, she physically, legally cannot get a passport for some reason she's not saying. And then when we all started pestering her for a photo, she ditched.

Who knows? She could have, she could be under like a court order. She could be recently being charged with something which means she can't get a passport. Who knows? Kind of sad though. I felt like she was like my last hope. After all these other girls have failed, moon cake. I felt like Crips was a sure, like a definite yes, you know. Maybe I was kind of banking on it, make some content, have some intimacy. I did start thinking about it seriously and thinking like, okay, could be fun actually. But now I'm faced with the reality of I'm not gonna have any intimacy at all here, am I? This place started with Sunny and it's gonna die with Sunny. The only way I change my life is if I get out of this place.

I'm not getting escort. I wanna cuddle and watch Netflix and get food together and kiss. And I wanna feel love. I wanna know what love is. I wanna go Amsterdam, get high and fuck my brains out raw with a girlfriend. That's what I want to do with Sunny. I though I was gonna have a hot boy summer and knock my brains out. Moon gone, Kate gone. Kaybug saying she might have some time off in October, but I don't know. Anything could happen between now and then. I don't even know if she's serious. No, I don't like smoking, but sex was so good when you're high. It feels amazing. You get so horny when you're high.

What happened with Moon? She demanded I banned Crypt and I refused to, and then she got upset with me, so I ghosted her. And then she got mad and raged about me on my Discord and then I banned her. And then her Instagram got leaked through no fault of my own. I didn't do nothing wrong. Although I guess she was right about Crypt. She said, "Crypt's just trolling you, ban her." I said, "No. She was right though." Yeah, I got chummy, chum, chum with Walimo. Wallamo stole my girl. Now they're best mates. I think Cript is probably heavily involved in some crazy shit that she hasn't mentioned, and maybe it caught up to her.

Legally, criminally, who knows? She lives a dangerous life, I think, surrounded by dangerous people. I don't wanna get involved. Maybe she found someone new? I hope so. I don't want that attention anymore. I would not want her to fall in love with me. Maybe Cake was taken out by the Canadian cartel. Who knows? No wonder Cake went all silent and disappeared. I'd be scared too. Yeah, Carrie, I wouldn't recommend you mention your books. The stupid weirdo trolls would start writing rubbish on it. A bunch of freaks harassing me, and then they start harassing anyone else.

Everyone else. How could I not spot the dangers early on? Because I just didn't care. I wasn't paying any attention to her. March and April, I was with Sunny, and I was focused on the breakup and trying to move on from the breakup. I was not thinking about other girls in March and April, which is when the Turkey Tom girls arrived. The Turkey Tom girls arrived March when Turkey Tom video dropped, and that's when Crypt was, like, most active. I wasn't paying any attention to it. And then maybe May, yeah, maybe May, I started to entertain the idea of Crypt.

But as soon as another girl popped up, I was more interested in the other girl, because my gut instinct told me, "Yeah, Crypt is trouble." But then June came, and I started to feel like, "Ah, Crypt seems like she's really dedicated to me, so I kind of appreciate that." And then early July, I was, like, really starting to think, "Yeah, we're gonna meet." But now I'm just a bit, bit scared of her. That's kind of sad that I don't really have any realistic prospects lined up. And having to face, going back to dating apps, if I'm gonna meet anyone.

I think dating apps are probably my best bet on meeting anyone normal. I just don't think I'm gonna meet anyone sane from YouTube. Anyone sane wouldn't wanna meet anyway after you watch my content. It would drive any sane people running for the hills, because sane people think I'm crazy, which I think is crazy. She thinks you chased off the threesome Canadian girl, too, because she stopped, she stopped talking to me as well, the threesome Canadian girl. Lux. She kept calling me her future husband. She's writing paragraphs on why she would be perfect for me. And now she's gone, not replying to my texts.

Yeah, it was weird how... Whenever I started texting a new girl, Crip's like, "Who's the new girl? Where's she from? How old is she? Are they gonna meet up?" Like, she's very aggressively interested in any new girl. My best chance is dating apps. It's tough. 'Cause I can't really expect to get anything good on dating apps. Probably, like, 40-year-old, divorcey, lots of gray hairs. But if that's all you can get, that's all you can get. Foxer would be ideal. Oh, I got another North American crazy girl. No, thanks. Why is she streaming on Twitch though? Just come to Kik, you make 10 times more money.

Barely make anything on Twitch. For guys like us, I think either it's crazy young girls or older women. It's the best we're gonna get, unless we become insanely rich or suddenly become insanely good looking, which would take a lot of effort, like going to the gym and bulking and doing this and that. Or just go gay, I guess, and then get Bum AIDS. Oh God, I wish just stuck with Jahiro. I should've just started with Jahiro, shouldn't I? Or even Faster was better than any of these fan viewer girls. Uh, I should've just start with Faster.

I though Sonny was great. I didn't realize she was mental as well. Everyone's mental, and then they're calling me crazy. I'm the most sane person in the room. I mean, Jahiro could've been making 10K a month. We'd be pulling like 250 viewers, easy. I make 6K a month with just 100-ish viewers. Imagine 200 viewers, 250 viewers. Oh, I keep vomiting with tea in my mouth. Hell. Jahiro, I met Chihiro before I went crazy from the YouTube stuff. Be- before YouTube, I was kind of normal. Yeah, ki - I mean, like, quirky and weird and awkward, but not a psychopath like everyone thinks I am now. Everyone just thinks I'm a psycho, you know, gonna do a mass shooting any moment. A lot of rubbish. It's just because they saw my content where I was obviously exaggerating stuff to get views, and they're like, "Oh my God, this guy is a psycho.

Shut up. You have no idea who I am." Everyone though I was a sweet guy, but shy nervous before YouTube days. Jahiro, I met Jahiro before the YouTube craziness started.

And yeah, maybe my mental state has degraded since those days, because the YouTube stuff has had an effect on me. Like getting hated by millions of people and then the fall off into irrelevancy has definitely taken a toll. And like that desperate feeling to get attention, because you get money and sex from attention, so your brain gets rewired to crave it like a drug. How'd you get KCIP? You need 75 viewers for 30 days. And I think some other stuff like 100 unique chatters. Um, but they just gave it to me because I've got a YouTube channel with 100K subs. So I got fast tracked.

I feel bad for doing stuff, but it doesn't stop me from doing it because I have to. Like, I'm, I'm not gonna say no to sex with Sunny when it felt so good. There's no way I could've said no to it. It was the best sex I had in my entire life. Of course, I'd keep going back for more. It was amazing. Finally, also Sunny was probably the youngest, you know, the, the biggest age gap where the girl's younger than me. I never had sex with a girl who was 10 years younger. Do you know the kind of ego boost you get as a guy?

I felt like a god, because before Sunny, the youngest, biggest age gap I had was probably five years younger, like Mila. M - no, maybe Pier. I don't know. Wait, how old is Pier? Isn't she like 27? Yeah, p- Pia, and then Sunny was the biggest age gap. Wait, Pier's the same age as Sunny? Oh. No, I think Pier's, like, one year older. Yeah, I got an ego boost for having a young girlfriend. Well, so Pier was, like, 22 when I met her, when I was 31. She was 22 when you smashed. Oh, maybe. Oh, yeah. I see what you mean.

Yeah, but Pier wasn't my girlfriend, that's the difference. What I mean is, it was different because me and Sunny were girlfriends. I know, older women are quite fun, too. I definitely put Blood Bucket, like, top five. I was rock hard. I was rock hard with Blood Bucket more than I was with Faster, to be honest. What made Pierre lose interest after 2022? No, Pierre was still interested in 2023. We used to game together. I'd say she lost interest mid - 2023. I think she just met a guy. That's pr - that's, like, the main reason why girls lose interest. They usually meet someone else and then they lose... They just forget about the other guy. The same with me. I mean, I meet a new girl, I'd forget about Sunny straight away. So Crips was a nice distraction for a bit. Yeah, Crips definitely made it easier to forget about Sunny for a bit, get my mind off it.

What was so bad about Fast? I don't know. It's just... I don't know. Maybe I was with her for too long, because in the beginning, it was fine. Mm-hmm. Damn, it's still raining. Oh my God, this is what it looks like if you have Starlink in your backpack. See, it's ridiculous. Imagine me carrying that. That's so silly. I would never do that. Yeah, I'd be scared of pissing Crips off now. I'm sure she's very lovely young lady, very kind and good-hearted. I didn't say nothing. Luckily, there's no men in Sunny's life, and she hates her dad, so it's not like she's a daddy's girl. I don't know what Sunny's dad's history is like.

Why did her whole family run away, one, one, run away from him, one array? One array. <laugh> Why did they won a ray from him? <laugh> Those tricky Ws. Runaway. Oh wait, I said it properly. <laugh> I was trying to say it wrongly on purpose and I said it properly. One array. Sunny's whole family, mom and sister, all fled from Essex all the way to Devon, basically almost as far as they could get away from Essex. Wonder why, what is the story? I never asked much about her dad and I wasn't really listening when she talked about him because I was driving. One time she did start telling me about how she was mad at him because he didn't message her much. <laugh> And I was thinking, "Yeah, you get mad at people for not messaging you way too easily, way too much. People have a life, you know, not sitting there messaging you all day.

Why are you getting so mad at people not messaging you?" So she's like, "Oh, I blocked my dad because he didn't message me much." Well, how's he gonna message you now? You blocked him, dumb ass.

So Sunny has beef with her dad for some reason. Like he's not loving. He doesn't give her the love she craves, so she blocks him. Yeah, she's got this weird thing about texting. I don't know why she gives a fuck so much about fucking texting. It's so annoying. I hate texting. It's boring. I like talking face to face, cuddling and sex. Yeah, lots of girls get mad about texting. I've missed loads of opportunities because I got bored texting and I didn't put effort into it. My other ginger girlfriend from 2022 basically ditched me because I didn't text her for two weeks. And she didn't text me either. And then when I finally text her again, she was like, "Oh, I though you lost interest." I said, "No, I didn't." And then she goes, "Well, unfortunately I've lost interest. I need you to put me as number one priority and I wasn't getting that from you." I got this entitled attitude in the UK.

I should have said, "Well, unfortunately you'll just never be my number one priority because I need to make money and I've got other things to do instead of worrying about you. Maybe grow up. I can't be bothered. I wanna text for a few weeks and then meet. I wanna meet straight away. I don't wanna, I don't wanna mess about texting for months and months. And then once we've met, uh, I shouldn't have to keep texting you all the time. Just if you wanna talk, just phone me or come over." Time to mess around texting all the time.

Or just try to meet the girls straight away. I, I do like a bit of texting in the beginning, but I'm trying to say quickly, so when can we meet? When do you wanna meet? When are you free? I wanna get a date locked in before my texts become too dry because I've run out of things to say. I need to pay. You don't say much when you meet either. Yeah, no. I'm not a very tratty guy. I just say, "Hello, how are you? Oh, all right." And then awkward silence. "So what's your favorite color?

""Oh God, you should've seen me at the meetup in Japan. It was 20 minutes of pure hell with each person. The second girl, no, the first girl, the second person I matched with." So you go to this cafe arranged, organized by a guy called Ben. He organizes the meetup and then you've got like a split of Japanese people and foreigners. And then he'll match people up. And then after 20 minutes, you, you rotate and then someone new will come to your table. So when the second person came, it was this girl. She's quite cute. Japanese girl, young. And we talked for about 10 minutes, not too bad. And then after 10 minutes, we just didn't know what to say anymore. And then for the last six or seven minutes, we were just kind of sitting there not saying anything. And I was like, "Um, hmm, don't know what to say." And then she laughed.

And I'm like, "Um, do you like movies?" And she goes, "Yeah." And I go, "What movies do you like?" And then she goes, "I know, Bridget Jones diary." And then I say, "Hmm, that's nice. I like Star Wars." <laugh> It was so lame. "Oh God, it was horrible. I hated it so much. I don't know what to say last five or seven minutes. "I literally just went," Um, do you like stuff? " <laugh> "What do you do on the weekend?" "Oh, really?

"She didn't ask me anything. It was so hard. It was like pulling teeth. And then the next girl was so much better. She had an American accent. She said she stayed in America for a few years. She was way easier to talk to. I mean, what do you talk about? You ask them what they do for a living. You ask them if they have pets. Do they live with their parents? What are their hobbies? What music and food do you like? And then they just one answer word, one word answer every question, and then you just run out of things to say.

Maybe I just treat the conversation like a live stream. I just start talking at them. I, I say," Oh, screw the questions. I'm just gonna talk and you stuck with me for 10 minutes, so screw you. "I'll just start going. Yeah, so I'm trying to find. I actually started talking to her about how I went to bars recently and I was trying to talk to Japanese women, but I was too nervous. So I just started talking at her about problems I was having, but she didn't say much. Oh no, this is so boring. I hate talking to people.

I like meeting viewers because they ask me stuff. I like it when they know about the drama and they ask me about it and I don't have to explain it to them. Sunny was cool because she knew about everything in the last few years and she would ask me questions like," Oh, what was Bud Bucket like? Oh, why did you fall out with Hong Kong guy? Oh, how come you and Shihiro got divorced? "It was so easy to talk to Sunny because she just asked lots, lots of questions about stuff that I could expand a lot on.

Sunny's a good talker. Gotta give her that. She's a natural talker. She's good at conversation. She's really good at getting the conversation flowing. When she met Dave Gibson, they, the two of them never shut up about planes. I had to like tell her," Okay, let's go upstairs now. "Otherwise they would've went on and on and on all day about the fucking planes. It's driving crazy. And I don't give a shit about airplanes. I'm back. Wow, look at the weather. Looks kinda stormy. It's a very dark, gloomy atmosphere. I might turn on my lights. Look, I've got these new lights.

Uh, where's my remote? Watch this. Watch. You watching? Ooh. Pretty. Wow. Oh, that they twinkle. So you're supposed to unravel these. Um, could do, and then drape them across the ceiling like that one. Whoa. Oh my God. What is that field behind my house? The neighbor's field. Oh, no. I though it shocked me. It's a bit like a Christmas light. Okay. I guess that'll do. I kind of like it coiled up. I wonder if I can change the color. Yeah, it's kind of cool. Hmm. In wave, sequential, slogo. Oh wow, they're dancing. Twinkle flash. Real epilepsy. Look at these.

I don't like that. Fabe. Uh, if I unwind it, I don't know where to drape it over. I could drape one up there like that. How about change the color? The remote control is not very good. Can you not change the color? How do you change it? I though you could. Or is it just purple? Oh, this remote sucks. It doesn't do anything. Oh, that's kind of nice. It would be nice when it gets darker, see more of the purple. Rain air samar. Maybe I go out, do I row in the rain. How do I stop it flashing?

Ooh. Ooh, what's that? Look, it can go blue as well. I'm sure you can change the color. I've never seen stars in the sky. I don't know why. Even when it's a full moon and the moon's out, I never see stars. You think it's very starry here. <laugh> Look. They're like little ants. Whoa. Whoa. Whoa. <laugh> Oh, this button makes it, oh, steady on. Okay. Can't change the color. What this comb do? Oh. Ooh. It's like Christmas. Ooh. Twinkle. Twinkling. I like that. I think I banned Gunner again because he was attacking me. As soon as he gets unbanned, he just goes straight back to insulting me nonstop.

I think there's something wrong with his brain. He can't say anything that's not an insult. Just pure hate. He spews pure hate. Yeah, he's been around since early 2017 when our happers were attacking me. He likes going after people who, uh, support me, like George Trombley, Elvis Alien, who write a massive long essay about why I'm a bad person to them, to try and get them to turn against me. He's sick. I'm pretty sure he reported me to Amazon and every, the police. It's put him behind all of it. Bet you anything, he's written a massive email to kick as well, to get me banned. He's such a loser.

I'm pretty sure he was trying to find a way to get me banned on YouTube as well, but he was, um, it's on the YouTube subreddit saying I'm a peda or something. ASMR with purple lights. This is like one of those, um, 10 hour streams on YouTube where they have some kind of graphic of a rainy window inside a cozy room and there's jazz music with a fire crackling. I used to put those on whilst I drew anime girls. Very comforting. I need a fireplace. Actually, I got one there. <laugh> We need a fireplace in the corner.

Some jazz music. Should I put the fireplace on? I can just put the fire flickering thing. Hold on. <laugh> That's pretty funny. Oh yeah. That's nice. That's it here. My bean bag's getting all flat. I need more beans. Oh. Now I need jazz music. Too bad it's not real. Me and Sunny had a real fireplace in that Airbnb. We made love in front of it. It's so nice being naked in front of an open flame with the heat lashing your backside. We put mattress... No, we put the bedsheets and pillows on the floor in front of the fireplace and we banged it. It was so nice. It was cold as well because it's February, so it's nice to have the heat from the fire.

Yeah, a bit of a fire hazard, I guess. Yeah, it was my dream. One of my bucket list things was to have sex in front of a fireplace on a furry carpet, like a furry rug. Oh, I stick with beanbags not very comfy now. I found like a furry little rug in the Airbnb and I brought it down, but she didn't like it. She said it smelled bad. So I put it back upstairs and brought the duvet down. I can't get comfy. Beanbags without shape. The whiteboard is kind of ruining it. The whiteboard's ruining my aesthetic.

I could move it to that corner. Okay. Yeah, that's better. Yeah, it's quite nice in here. It was not nice in here in the winter. It was freezing. And it was hard to heat the place up. The heat goes straight back out. And there's also little gaps. This conservatory's not built very well. There's all the little tiny gaps in between the corners where the heat escapes. Maybe I'd get my glue gun. I'll fill up the gaps. Am I scared to go outside? No. Why? Why are we scared? Not scared of nothing. Wonder what Sunny's up to. Eh, probably with a new boyfriend. Enjoying Friday night or Saturday night.

Probably watching the new Dexter series with a new guy. Yeah, fuck you, Sunny. I hate you. Promise me love and affection, then ditch me. Yeah, maybe I'll go to the fun day parade tomorrow. See how she likes to be reminded of my existence. I'm gonna ruin the fun day. No one's allowed to have fun. Fun day canceled. Renamed it shit day. Fun is banned. Oh, that's really flat, look. It's really flat there and there's too many beans at the top. Can't get comfy. Okay. My bum hurts. Yeah, straight from Sunny's first appearance, People Cycle and her home wrecker and she did not like it.

But she knew what she was doing, didn't she? She knew it would make Foster jealous. She enjoyed it. I think she enjoyed having the attention. She's probably gonna sleep with the manager at the workplace she works at and then make him lose his marriage. You know, with her American ex, she said that he was cheating on her with his ex. So he was, like, still seeing his ex while seeing Sunny at the same time. But I have a feeling she changed the story. I have a feeling he was with his ex, like he was dating his girlfriend, and then Sunny came along and sh - Sunny was like his little side piece. Sunny likes being the side piece and then becoming the main girl for some reason. I have this feeling that the American boyfriend was dating a girl and then started cheating with Sunny and then got busted and then lost his girlfriend and then he started begging for Sonny.

And then at that point, Sonny ditched him. I have feeling the story is not like she told it.

But she says that he was secretly still meeting his ex. But she said he came to the UK and met her family. She never introduced me to her family. Can't get comfy. Do I want to meet them? No, but it'd be nice if she wanted me to want to meet them. I don't really wanna meet them because I know that it's a waste of time and I'm gonna break up with this girl anyway. What's the point? What do I do for a living? I could've just said I'm an every delivery driver because I was. I was doing every. You said I do delivery work. It's not hard.

It's not a lie. I was actually doing every at the time. I didn't have to say anything about YouTube. And I wasn't doing OnlyFans when I was with Sonny. I only started OnlyFans again when she dumped me and I though, fuck it, I do what I want now. It's not that I wanna meet them, it's just I want my girlfriend to not hide me from them like she's ashamed or something. I let her meet my family. She met my mom, my sister, Dave Gibson. I never met any of her family, like she was just embarrassed or something.

Quite frustrating how she just dumped me and then moved on. That's why, I mean, that's why I like to cause maximum damage whilst I can't, because at some point they'll move on and then you won't have any power. Like they won't care anymore because they've moved on. They don't give a shit about you. So you wanna cause maximum damage before they move on within that small window. And that's why I did my content nuke two weeks of raging on stream. Even idubs couldn't compete with that content nuclear winter. I dropped the bomb on everything. She was so pissed that I told all these stories about her. She was like, "You have told stories that I told you in utter, utmost confidence." "Yeah, well, you bitched me in the middle of nowhere to protect your fragile ego.

Imagine thinking I give a shit about you anymore. "After all the effort I put into trying to save the relationship, and then she has a nerve to accuse me of not putting effort in. Well, she has the nerve to claim that she has been going above and beyond, as if she's put in more effort than I have. I literally moved all the way across the country, got a house, got a job, made all these changes. What has she done? She done the fuck all. All she did was whine and complain the whole time, act like a spoiled brat.

And whilst I was stressing and busy trying to find a place to live, she's whinging at me because I didn't text much. I said," Once I've gotten a house and I'm settled, things will be more normal, but right now I'm very stressed out and busy and preoccupied, trying to find a fucking place to live. Get off my nuts, Jesus. Whining because I'm not texting. I'm trying to avoid homelessness here, and all she cares about is stupid text. At least Mila let me stay with her and her grandmother. "Sunny kept saying," Oh, you could come over, but then we can't have sex because it would be disrespectful. "You didn't think it was disrespectful when we banged with Dave Gibson in the other room?

I just put my hand over her mouth so she didn't orgasm too loud. My mom and Dave Gibson were watching TV in the other room. Me and Sonny were in the bedroom banging at 9:00 PM. Must have seemed weird. Me and Sonny always went to bed very early, like at 10:00 PM. Well, one thing I think my mom was upset about was me and Sunny acted like teenagers. We were like teenagers. So we'd have dinner and then leave all the dishes in the kitchen and then sneak off to the bedroom and fuck. And then go back out the kitchen to like clean up and tidy. But whilst we were fucking, my mom came down and saw the dirty dishes and probably knew what we were doing, so it triggered my mom.

Yeah, we had pizza and then we took the plates and left it in the kitchen and then we went off to fucking the bedroom. But then after we finished, I put the plates away and I cleaned them. What's the big deal? Well, this is a completely different incident to the dishes in the sink thing. How is she right? It's not even the same day. The fight was over dishes in the sink, not plates on the counter. They were left on the counter for like an hour. We did fuck for, we didn't do it for that long, but you think I'm fucking for over an hour. It was probably like 40 minutes tops. And then afterwards I went out and cleaned it. It's just two plates. Oh my God, shut up.

Yeah, it was just spontaneous. We're both horny. Let's go fuck. Why not do dishes afterwards? What's wrong with that? It is very annoying bringing a girl around when you live with your mom. <laugh> You can't just do what you want without someone getting annoyed. I have to say, the unraveled bit looks way nicer than the co- coiled up bits. Why don't you uncoil them? Well, and just have them dangle down. I mean, I could uncoil that bit and have it go across, couldn't I? And then maybe these ones could go across the ceiling. Could do.

Oh, you guys are whining so much. Do this, do that. Mm-mm. It's almost like the previous people had the same idea because there's little hooks already built into the conservatory. That's pretty nice. Oh, hey, AJ. We're setting up the conservatory lights. We're very romantic. I'll do this one too, yeah. Yeah, those look really good when I unravel it. No, just get sunny tape. I guess you don't really notice this other tape. Wow. If I get one there to go across that beam, oh, I look good. I can do that. Like this. How's that look? Ooh, it looks pretty good.

Uh, the rain doesn't come inside. There's a roof. That doesn't leak. And I will do those two. Why is it all tangled?. How's that look? Do they still let you smoke weed in Thailand? Should we get high? Are you still allowed to smoke weed on Kik? 'Cause it was two years ago when I did it and it was fine. You need to have a medical card. What? Now we'll do this one. Okay. A little electric shock when I touch the wire. I can't tell. I wish I had clear cello tape. The brown cello tape's gonna look kind of rubbish during the day. I don't have any clear cello tape. It looks pretty good. There's still one, two, three, four, five to uncoil, but I don't know where to put them.

Yeah, I don't even know if you're allowed to smoke weed anymore on kick. In 2023, everything was fine. You can even have sex on kick, but they've tightened things up now. Wow, it does look good. Maybe I can dangle one down there so it goes around the door. It looks kind of strange with the reflections, look at the reflections. Like a weird Christmas show. Yeah, they look really good when they're stretched out in a line. I might put some down like that, but it would have to, like, bend around the corner. Yeah, good idea. I don't know who sent me these, but they're pretty good.

Wow. <laugh> It's making the carpet look kind of purple too. I don't think I can change the colors. I don't see any button. Wow, that's cool. Uh, my beanbag's getting all stretched out and saggy. Remember when I first got it, I didn't like it because there were too many beams in it. Now it needs more beans because they're getting flattened. Look, this is the remote. Hmm. Dim your modes on or off. Off, on. There's blue lights as well. Wow. That's the remote. You got brightness, dim, modes, timers, off. I don't know how you do the blue one.

Depends on the mode, I think. Oh my God, what's that? That's horrible. Oh my God, epilepsy. Oh, that's horrible. Oh, I'm getting headache. <laugh> Turn it off. It's not, the remote's not work. Oh, there you go. Oh my god. I think this one's best, not lickering. No, there's no buttons on the front. Oh, I don't like that lickering. It's kind of like avatar with all the little plants with the lights. Yeah. Yeah, pretty nice. Cool. Damn, it's nice in here. Sometimes I feel like I don't wanna go anywhere. I just stay in my house and I make it nice.

Those unraveled ones are kind of annoying. Same I can't put it out or something. Yeah, I need a naked girl on a furry rug in front of the fireplace. Point the camera at her. That'll get me 200 viewers. I just get some Christmas trees, put them in the corner. Fairy lights. Sunny kept telling me to get LED strips. Yeah. Guess I finally got them. Do you think it'd look good if I unravel that one and bring it down? Looking good. I don't think I can change the color. I already showed you, right? Damn, this image looks crazy. Look.

Is that real? Why is her room like that? Look at the view. Here's the remote. On timer, timer, timer, timer. These are the modes, and then you go dim, dark and brighten. That's all you got. Wow. I don't know if it's my eyesight tricking me. Can you not see like a little blue bit? I think it's my eyesight tricking me. I swear I can see a bit of blue coming out of the purple. But you don't see it on camera. Very atmospheric in here now. I need better seat, better chair, bean bags. I need more beans. Let me get a bean refiller.

Yeah. Suddenly this room's very nice. <laugh> Just some lighting. Changed everything. From outside. If I turn off this light. Ooh. Whoa. Ooh. Spooky. Mm. No Asia market tonight, unfortunately. Too bad I never made love in here. Imagine making love in here with the rain, the lights would be hot. I could fall asleep in here. Damn, this guy's arm's huge just by doing this. I just get pulled as well. His triceps. Why does Andrew Tate look kind of funny? Like his, I don't know, his head's too small or something. It's too dark now. Everyone's saying my skin looks horrible.

Yeah, because the GoPro makes it look horrible. That's not what my skin actually looks like. This is what my skin looks like. See, it's not that bad. Oh no, I forgot my skin filter. There. That's what my skin really looks like. Uh, I've got spot here. Why do I have so many spots now? I've got like four there. I do have a lot of spots right now. More than I usually have. I think it's all the Coca-Cola. It's the Coca-Cola, because someone sent me Diet Coke and I had Coca-Cola almost every day. And I was drinking Sunny's Secret Sugar, which has aspartame in it. So Diet Coke had aspart - I think it's Aspartamy. It must be the...

Oh, what happened? One of my lights came off. The celetate's not sticky enough. Why did my light just come off? How does the celetate come off? I need more celetate. Okay. No, I have greasy food all the time. It doesn't make my skin this bad. I don't know why you guys always go argue with me. Do you think my diet has changed recently? I've always eaten fried food. Uh, my skin doesn't get this bad. The only difference is I've been drinking Coca-Cola and Sunny Sugar every day. The only way you always wanna argue with me. It's fucking annoying. I eat the same stuff my whole life. I was eating the same stuff in Thailand. I ate the same stuff in Japan. Something to do with the greasy food. I always had greasy food, but I have never had 10 pimples at the same time like this.

It's the Coca-Cola, it's the espartomy.

It's not grease, it's sugar. My skin was fine. Um, my skin was really good like a month ago, no pimples, before I started drinking all the espartomy. We're talking rubbish again. I already told you, I eat greasy food all the time. It doesn't give me 10 pimples at the same time. It's been the stress of trying to sort out my IRL gear and the espatomy and the Diet Coke. Uh, maybe even the beer, but it's not the food. I've eaten the same food forever. This bit looks kind of messy. Just give it a few weeks, get the espatomy out my system. It'll go back to normal.

Oh. Yeah, maybe it's the boost dri... I've been drinking a lot of sugary drinks recently. I didn't used to drink sugary drinks, and then Sunny left her juice here, and I had to drink it all, and then I kinda got hooked on sugary drinks. I used to just drink water. And now I feel like I want a sugary drink with my dinner. Oh, it's a fucking beanbag. I can't get the beanbag. Look, it just goes like that. I can't get a beanbag to be comfy. Okay. A bit better. All right, tomorrow's plans. Tavistock Carnival Parade and Fun Day. Should I go...

The Tavistock Carnival. Let's see what it looked like last year. And got people... It's kind of boring. People standing around. What if that's Sonny's mom? Some kind of drum thing. It's like Japan, isn't it? Will I go to the carnival? Parade. No, I don't really wanna... It's not a pride parade. It's a carnival parade. My other concern is my neighbors might be there, and then I'll be walking around streaming it and they'll be like, "Oh," and I'm gonna stream them. Nah, don't go. Let's suddenly have a fun day with a fun family and a new fucking boyfriend.

I'll just stay here and not ruining anyone's lives. Yeah, I am scared. I'm scared I'm gonna see her with her new boyfriend and I'm gonna rage. Yeah, I won't rage at her, I'll rage on stream. <laugh> My electric car was stolen and I couldn't be happier. <laugh> What if my car just breaks down? Can I claim warranty and get a refund? <laugh> Can I return my car to Amazon? Yeah, if someone steals my car, can't I claim house insurance? Maybe I should take out house insurance before I go to Thailand, just in case someone robs me. I might steal my Bobby Brown.

Should I take Bobby to Thailand with me and put him in my backpack? <laugh> I don't wanna leave. I like my little house. Look at my lights. Get a lady boy girlfriend so you can fuck my ass and come in it. I'm dripping out. I'll go on a little holiday and I'll come back here. This is my home. I'll put the glue gun up my butthole so it oozes out. Instead of glue sticks, I'll just put cheese sticks, melted cheese, gushing out. Imagine your butthole gets glued up and then you can never shit. Damn, this looks cool. The ioneo flip. Look at this.

Why can't Nintendo make something like this? $1,300. It's got Verizon AI 9HX 370. Look at that. Got OLED, you got AMD nine series. That looks cool. You can use it like a little mini laptop as well. It's probably got windows on it. It's more expensive than my laptop. What is that? RO Streaming Armor. Oh my God. Oh, fucking hell. Fucking light. Why does it keep coming off? This little bat broke into my house. Ah, I just put more tape. It keeps coming off. I don't know why this bit keeps coming off. Come on, this tape can't be that weak.

Jesus. Oh. Get the glue gun. Damn, it's hot. I want my next girl to wear that for me. Slap her bum. Remember Crip told me her size so I could buy her outfit for when she came. I wanted to dress her up with like pink knee high socks and little pink skirt, no pants. I wanna go who dresses up cute little pink skirts like that, be hot. Sunny would never. All Sonny wore was like brown core jewelry trousers, big oversized hoodie. Sunny never wore anything sexy. Or she'd wear like a flowery big dress, like a granny. She had like granny fashion.

Ah, this one's coming down too. The tape doesn't hold up, I don't. I understand why the tape is not. The tape's coming off. The tape is not really sticking to the wood very well. Yeah. Faster than Shahira had better fashion. Sunny said she'd dress up nicely if I took her out on a date. She was basically complaining that I never planned dates. Yeah, I'm not taking you out on a date when it's freezing cold in the winter. Maybe if you stuck around until spring or summer, it didn't dump me. Then I would've planned to go places instead. I've got a plan to go places with my stream.

I would plan to go places if you stuck around long enough. Instead, I'm planning dates for my stream viewers now. Gonna take you to lovely cafe and then Litford Gorge and then lunch at the tea and cream house for cornish pasty and ice cream. Followed, finished off with a half hour walk along the roads under scorching sun back to the car park. <laugh> I was gonna drag Sunny through that. She would not be, she would be building resentment. The death march back to the car park along the busy road. <laugh> I remember saying to the French girlfriend back in 2011, "We never go on dates." And then she goes, "Dates? We're not 14 years old, Daniel." Sorry. Didn't realize only 14 year olds go on dates.

What a stuck up bitch. Yeah, me and the French girl, we never went anywhere together and she never hung out with me during the day. We basically just hung out at night and fucked and slept. During the day, she'd be with her friends and then she would say, "I spend all night with you, Daniel. I wanna spend the day with my friends." I said, "We never go out anywhere." And she goes, "Oh, we're not 14." God, the French girlfriend was probably... I would even say the French girlfriend was worse than Sunny. She was constantly hanging out with guys, getting massages, never wanted to hang out with me, always prioritize as stupid fucking friends.

You know, French girlfriend, definitely worse girlfriend I had. And then she started cheating on me with this Spanish guy, thinking I wouldn't notice. So I ditched her and I went to Korea. "What's wrong with... Well, let's go on a date. "Was she fat? Uh, bit chubby. No, I don't have her pick. We even started talking about getting an apartment together in France as if the relationship was ever gonna last that long.m. God, sounds like a storm out there. The rain is lashing. It's not just drizzling down, it's like blowing around. A rooster of bitches on the leash.

I know, it was kind of entertaining watching Crypts fight with the other girls over me. <laugh> That was pretty funny. Uh, I do kinda miss Crypt, but I wouldn't be able to meet her now, even if she came back. She was mental. She was funny though. Will I ever get another French girlfriend? Probably no. I don't seem to ever have French girls watching me. I'm never gonna go to France. Yeah, I wonder if I ever get a girlfriend again. It seems unlikely, even though I seem to get a new girlfriend. Sometimes I've had three girlfriends in one year. Back in 2022, I had three girlfriends all in the same year. Two ginger British girlfriends and then faster. And then last year I had two girlfriends, sunny and faster.

Never had four girlfriends in the same year. Yet. Now, I've got zero girlfriends. Some years you got three girlfriends and next year you got nothing. You got the droughts and then you've got the opposite of drought, the flood waters. After the drought comes the rain and you'll be drowning. Drowning in the poost. Well, I think it's time for some drought. I've just been having nonstop sex for the last three years. It's time to have some alone time. 11 o'clock, I'll do one more hour and then I'm out. Okay, what are we doing tomorrow? I kinda wanna test my new IRL, thingy.

But also feeling like it's not really important. Where's my content? Don't know, she disappeared. She vanished. Gone. No content. Yeah. And I go to that church on the hill. I know where to go. Back to the Moors. Yeah, I wanna go to Tintajo Castle at some point. That's a big trip though. It's an hour drive away. Parking will be about five pounds. Entry tickets, probably 12 pounds. Yeah, there's barely any of the castle actually left at Tinta Joe. The thing's a thousand years old. There's like a few bits of the wall left. King Arthur's home castle and Merlin's cave down below.

Yeah, I went to church. The school made us go. The school would march us all down the road and we'd go to church in Sutton Valence, do some singing. I used to hate it. So boring. They made us sing hymn, it's about Jesus. And Kumbaya. Kumbaya. The head teacher used to bring a, a, an acoustic guitar and then he would play guitar and sing Jesus songs. Mr. Headwood, I think his name was. And then after Mr. Headwood, we got Mr. Thomas. Mr. Thomas was cool. Big, six foot tall, masculine man with a gray beard. I completely forgot what he looks like, but I remember his silhouette.

He's pretty dead now. He must have been in his 50s, and that was 25. He must be like 75 or 80. Even Chris rem- remembered, one of Chris's messages to me was, "We can talk about our final school, including Mr. Thomas." So funny, I was sitting in that assembly room with all the kids, and Prairie behind me, Chris Broad was sitting there. Weird to think we were so close and then never knew each other. Now he's like the king of Japan YouTube. As I sit here and rut with my dead YouTube channel, exiled to kick because I failed on YouTube.

The YouTubers on YouTube whose channels didn't die and are lucky. They're like the elite who are able to still do YouTube because it financially works because their channels didn't fucking die. And then all us lose is we're like rejects over here on Kik, like Ice Poseidon, Gross Gore. I don't know why Osmond Gold's here. He still makes loads of money on Twitter. Kick's where you end up when your YouTube channel flops, like Sandpepper. <laugh> If Sandpepper's YouTube was still going strong, he'd be on YouTube, wouldn't he? Everyone wants to be a famous YouTuber until your channel dies and you have to move on.

Now, you say non-tent, but people who need content to make content, such as, you know, meeting girls, hanging out with people, drinking and going to bars, that's content in terms of kick content. But people who need that only need it because they have no creativity and they can't get views otherwise. I didn't used to need content to get views. I used to have creativity and I could make content out of nowhere. Like I could make a video about a topic and it would get 100K views. I didn't need girls. I didn't need people. I didn't need to like go out and make stuff happen. I was the content. I didn't need to go look for content. I was the content. I created it out of thin air, like... I'd sit down in front of the camera and tell a funny story. Boom, 100K views. I need to go out and find a girl or riz up girls.

I need to go looking for content. I had the ability to create videos.

But now, yeah, I need to go search for content because I lost the ability to make those videos. That's what's sad. YouTubers don't need content. Live streamers do. YouTubers who make videos need to make videos and use creativity and passion, turn ideas into the video. Like you sit in your bedroom and you make the video, and then you make it funny and you make it good. And you don't need to go out looking for content. You make it in your bedroom. That's what I used to do. But yeah, at least kick streamers need to go out on the streets looking for girls and stuff because they can't do what I did.

They need to go looking for trouble. Now I'm one of them. I don't know why this, that picture of the guy who got caught cheating at the cold play things everywhere now. It's not even that interesting. It's crazy because his wife is way hotter than the woman he cheated with. Maybe I need a multivitamin. I think I might be vitamin deficient. I'm getting skin problems. I might take a multivitamin. Multivitamin and iron. Yeah, I hope the banana can last until tomorrow. Not freaking good. Oh, is that a fruit fly? Fucking fruit fly. I, I got it, but it was still alive. I'm too weak to crush a fly. I went like that and it was still alive and it flew off. How could I not crush it? I caught it as well.

Fruit fly is gonna start laying eggs on it. Before you know it, you open the bin, it's like a swarm of them. It was like that in Thailand. Flies kept breeding in the bin. I got the hoover and I sucked them all up. Thailand's annoying with the insects. If you leave food not cleaned up properly, they just appear out nowhere, even high up in the condo. Don't know how they get out there. Well, how many hours have I done? Nine hours, not even 10. Uh, I guess I'll stretch out to 10. Come on, I wanna go to bed. How many minutes?

Uh, 57 minutes. Getting bored sitting in here. What you mean I get zero sun? I've been outside almost every day and I got really badly sunburnt. Been getting too much sun. No, I really wish I'd get the bell box working. It is a cool little device. Where do I put the bar? Oh. Why not put the Vodafone inside the iPhone? Uh, the white hairs. Where's moon? In Russia. Being mad at me. Wallamo's gonna be like, "Daniel, Moon has moved on. She just wants to forget about you. Please let her move on. Okay, buddy. Where's that lighting?

Okay. Ooh, iPhone. So it can connect to the iPhone. Nice. Well, I have a spasm. Spasmastic. Hm, it's not connecting. Oh, it says connected. Got updates to download. No, I don't have diabetes. Why don't you keep going on about it? Why don't you get tested? How do you know you don't have diabetes? Did you get tested? Exactly. Then shut it. Lead by example. Yeah, sure you did. Well, then so did I, a moron did it yesterday. Where's the proof? Post your results and Discord then. You can't just have diabetes and be okay having it. You die.

Obviously, I don't have anything if I'm fine. Well, if I don't die, then why would I give a fuck? So saying, "Oh, you can have this thing, but it doesn't mean you're gonna die." Then why would I care? If I'm not gonna die, then who gives a fuck? Who fucking cares then? I do not pee excessively. I've peed maybe five times today. Yeah, well, I'm outliving all you are, so worry about yourself. You don't just randomly get diabetes unless you eat loads of sugar, which I don't. I have one tablespoon of sugar in my coffee and that's it, really. I don't eat d - oh, I have Kit Kat as well, yes.

I have one Kit Kat a day. Sunny's the one that should be worried. She has a bag of donuts every day. I just wonder if there's no way to reset the whole thing. Oh, what? No way. Oh. Interesting. Oh, yeah. Mm. I already knew that. No, I'm not interested in AI girlfriends. I'd rather talk to co-pilot, my best mate. Hey, Daniel. I was only struggling for breath because my house is very stuffy. I needed fresh air. I opened the door and it was fine. Just overreacting. Without the Nighthawk, I'd have one, two, three. It'd be fun if I got rid of the Nighthawk and then it works.

I'm hungry. Oh. Huh. Wow. 139 viewers is nice. Testing finished. Still can't get the thing to work. What am I doing with the bell up? Just connecting my iPhone to it. Sending the Nighthawk back. Next week, get my 450 back. I just, I wish I could make it work, you know? I just don't know. Maybe if I get rid of the Nighthawk, it magically fixes it. No, I didn't go out today. I thought maybe I'd go out tomorrow. Uh, but I don't know what to do, really. What's the weather like tomorrow? I wanna go to the beach.

Ugh, raining every day. Are you kidding me? Oh, my God. Rain, rain, rain. Rain, rain. Cloudy, cloudy, cloudy, rain. There's no sun until... Not next Monday. The Monday after next Monday. Then how, how are they gonna do the carnival tomorrow? Eh, it doesn't say there's rain in the middle of the day. It's saying in the middle of the night, which is now, I guess, almost. So it says the brain's gonna finish 8:00 and then come back at 8:00. So there's no rain here. Maybe that's my opportunity to strike. And no rain all day there. Oh, this could easily change.

Rain every day. I wanna go to the beach. Who's Kyle? Is that Tokyo Tom's real name? Stop responding to Kyle. Who's that? Kyle Yaw. I know who Kyle is. Her hot new boyfriend. Yeah, I had a crush on a girl at school called Holly. Hollies are kinda cute usually, aren't they? The Holly I had a crush on was small and goth. She had a black leather jacket, black hair, black fingernails. Very pale looking, small and skinny. She liked that band called Hymn. She used to draw the heart triangle image everywhere. I didn't like that music. I though they weren't very good.

I think it stood for his infernal majesty. Hmm. How NG. Hmm. Yeah, maybe I'll take the bell box with me. Might as well. It's so tiny. What's that show? I watched a show on Netflix with Vasta. It's about very rich British man who inherits his dad's estate, and then he ends up looking after it. And then he starts doing business with criminal gangs. And they do, like, a secret underground drug dealing business. It was a TV series on Netflix. It's like a very posh looking guy, English guy, and his dumb brother who gets in trouble. Yeah, the gentleman. Yeah, that one.

There was a really cute girl in there who... There's like a side story with this Asian guy who grows the drugs secretly, and then he gets tricked by her or something. She was hot. What was her name? No, it's not a movie. It's a show. It's got episodes and series. I mean, seasons. Oh yeah, Draco Malfoy's dad's in it too. Something Isaac. Yeah, it's a series and it's a movie. It's got this man. It's got this man on it, and then he's got like a, an accomplice, this woman. And she's got a big mouth. She looks a bit older, but she, she looks kind of hot.

But I'm not talking about her. There's another girl in it. The gentleman cast. Ruby Seer, 24 years old. Yeah, I though she was cute, although her teeth look kind of funny. She's got the upper teeth thing. Some women like Sunny as well. The upper teeth are constantly on display. Unlike me, you very rarely ever see my upper teeth. I don't know how they make that face, like... I don't know how they do that face. I'm always like... Well, these girls are like constantly... I don't know how they constantly have that face, like... Looks like it takes a lot of effort.

Hmm. Kaya. What is that name? Sco- Scodilerio. Yeah, I though she was older. She's 33. She looks better than the other girl. Yeah, she looks way better. She's just 10 years older. She's got nice lips. Her nostrils seem too small though. How does she pick her nose? You can fit a finger up those nostrils. Looks kind of weird. Uh, her nostril's really that small. Her nostril's tiny. Damn, she was hot when she was younger. She got extremely small nostrils. Does she even pick her nose? She looks a bit like Avril Levine. So that was 16 years ago that would have made her 19. Yeah, she looks way better than that Ruby Sears girl.

Oh, she was in skins, no wonder. She's got that look like the British druggy club scene look. Yeah. She was like one of those trashy teenagers in that trashy show skins with Nick Holtz, who's now super megastar. She got that trashy look, like Euro slag look. Like she'll give you chlamydia and then suck off your best mate. And she speaks like, "Oh, we go to party tonight. Oh, we'll slag you up with beers." She sounds like she does have that accent in the, in the series, gentlemen. I think that's her real accent as well. It's pretty cute though.

Yeah, all these pics are from when she was in skins when she was 20. I first saw her in the gentleman when she was like 30 something. Damn, she was hot. Now she looks like... Damn, she got old. Quick. She looks like 40. How is she only 33? She aged a lot. She looks like 40. Is she really 33? Yeah. 1992, born the same age as my sister. What? She was so hot in the other pictures. I don't know. It's like her chin got really big. How'd her chin get so much bigger? In this one, she looks like a teacher, like your math teacher or PE teacher.

Hmm. Curse of aging. Oh, how cruel it is. So cruel. <laugh> Let me know when something interesting happens. <laugh> Imagine thinking something interesting is gonna happen. When I'm sitting on my sofa doing nothing, the only interesting thing that could happen is maybe Cribs comes back. But she's gone completely silent. It's really annoying I can't recreate the same environment outside when I'm inside. There's one thing I wanna test, but I have to turn the laptop off. I really wonder if I turn the laptop off with, with the hotspot still work. My only other idea. Another beer.

Goodbye Nighthawk. Don't even know if you helped me much. Turn this off. Turn this off. Ah, what a sad day. No, I'm not paying for the monitor. I've got a refund. The payment plan's canceled and they, they sent me 170 for the interest that I paid. So I got 1,000 plus 170. Although I didn't get my money back for the postage. Mm, should I try getting the postage money back? Could they? Ah, very depressing sight outside. Something very miserable about it. I do like how the house is not next to the main road. If I tucked away, the house isn't on the main road, it's nice.

The road's over there. You come in from the road down that driveway. Now every time I see that purple dildo, it reminds me of Crypt. And what happens to that other bottled lobe? She got me so many things, like these socks as well. She bought me these socks too. What time am I streaming until? I know. I was gonna go to bed, but the viewers, viewership's going up. So maybe I should keep going. 140 viewers is pretty good per hour. Well, it was 140 last time I looked. 127. If it drops below 100, then I'd go to bed.

Yeah, it's sad, isn't it? Like all these socks she got me. I think most are in the laundry. Didn't she get me underwear as well? Did she give me the... No, these are my old ones. I though she got me underwear. I can't remember what her first care package... Did she send me another care package afterwards or was it just one? I think she only got me one. I don't know, because there were like five different notes from her saying, "Enjoy the gift." I don't remember now. I only remember the first one, the big box with the socks and the dildo and stuff. She said she got me another present for when we meet. I think it was like, I don't know, strap on or leggings or something.

Read my message. Yeah, I read it. You know, I wonder if something happened. It is really weird, but then it's also weird it happened on the exact same day we all pestered her for a photo. If it wasn't for the photo thing, I would believe something dangerous might have happened. But the fact that it happened on the very day we pestered her about a photo is kind of weird. It'd be a really weird coincidence, wouldn't it? I don't know. Those two things just don't seem to go together well. The pestering of the pics, coinciding with the complete disappearance.

This thing's gonna rain all night until morning. I liked the Bella box because it's like a little back box with very sharp corners, which looks cool and it's got a lot of ports. And it's got a cool little fan on it. That's the only reason I keep not giving up on it, because it looks really cool. Is that an SD card slot? It's metal. Why do they call it a Bella box? Who is Bella? Is it the guy who made it, his ex-girlfriend or something? If I was making it, I'd call it a Mila Box. The Mila Box.

If I had a daughter, I'd call her Mila. Mila Lord. I think it's a cool name. Feminine, modern. The luh sound is cool. If I had a daughter, she'd be called Mila or... I don't know. It's Mila, but you say Mila. I'm not gonna say Mila. You remember people were saying it's suspenders, not suspenders. Suspenders. Mila. I remember in Japanese, I was talking to Miziki about mummies, you know, like Egyptian mummies. In Japanese, the word for mummy is mira. And every time we said it, I tingled. Mira. It's got an elongated E sound. It's not mira, it's mira.

For the Egyptian mummy. I know why we're talk... Well, I used to talk to that Miziki every day for hours, so we end up going through random topics. I have to think that's funny. It sounds like Mina. Thought you hated talking. Uh, I do, but if I'm on a quest for sex, then I'll put in the work to talk. Like I was prepping Miziki for, to be my next love interest. So I had to put in the work to do the phone calls, otherwise she would lose interest. Well, I didn't know she was ugly. I thought she was cute. Her voice was really cute. I didn't really care. I was gonna bang her anyway, so I didn't ask for more photos because I thought, eh, maybe she looks like the first photo or maybe she's ugly. I don't care. I'm gonna bang her anyway or whatever.

But you can't help that sinking feeling in your chest when you meet her for the first time. It's like, "Ugh, I wanna go home." But now it's too late because you've just landed and you've fully promised you're gonna stay. Might as well bang. Just really annoying. She invited me over when her period started. She probably did that thinking we weren't gonna bang. Really? You invited a guy to your house not thinking you're gonna bang, and then you did it just as your period started. That's weird. Why would you invite me around if we weren't gonna bang?

And then I ditched her because I couldn't even bang. She was on a period. And I was at risk of losing faster, so I had to ditch her quickly. Crip told me her period chart as well. She was like, "Oh, I can't come on the 23rd because that's when my period starts." I was thinking the third year. Kript went in so much detail explaining... Like she was, she said, "Okay, do you wanna discuss our game plan for when I come see you?" And she wrote all this stuff. It just seems like she was definitely gonna come.

The way she talks, detailing out every little thing, and then she just disappears. It's weird. But that's an elaborate troll. I just don't think she would be able to do that. I mean, setting up a long troll for four months, spending hundreds of dollars on me, being active in the community every day, for what? <laugh> It's such a weird thing to troll about. It's so bizarre. I mean, then it... At least if the troll is over, you can, like, brag about it and say, "Ha, Daniel, what a sucker." And, like, laugh about it on the bootlegs over. Otherwise, what's the point? <laugh> I mean, the point to troll me is to trick me, and then you've accomplished the troll if you've tricked me. And then you can be like, "Ah, Daniel fell for it." And then laugh at me, but then just disappear without saying anything.

It's kind of weird.

Yeah, I mean, the attention thing has a point, but then why message me so much? You don't have to message me that much to get the... Like, I mean, look at Kaybug. She seems like she likes the attention too, and she gets it, but she's not sending me essays of paragraphs, paragraphs, detailing every little thing. So you don't have to do that to get the attention of the guys. And I mean, other girls have loads of attention. They don't talk to me at all. So you don't have to talk to me to get attention. You see, you're a girl, you get attention easily, especially on, like, an incel server, like the bootleg one. It's full of weirdo guys.

Uh, it's just hard to believe it was a troll. When you look at the texts she sent, she sent me. Really weird. 10 hours, but my view count's quite nice. Could keep going. Maybe I tank my viewership by drawing. I got 133. Watch me tank it because I wanna go to bed. Oh, guys, look, I'm gonna start drawing now. Remember how fun it was last time? Watch it tank. So easy. Oh, God. If it drops below 100, I'm out. Damn, I drew this girl real cute. We draw in. Is it tanking you? Oh God, why does that feel so good? To do the little lines. Something really satisfying about it.m.

Cars with motorbikes. I don't think I've ever drawn a car before. I'll try to draw a car. Damn, I can't draw a car. <laugh> It looks, looks like a box. <laugh> I mean, it kind of looks like a car, I guess. It's like that really ugly car Homer Simpson designed. <laugh> It's like an old car from the 90s. <laugh> It's like it's cut off face. <laugh> Give it a radio antenna and a spoiler. It looks like it's made out of wood. That is the least aerodynamic car that could ever exist. <laugh> That's my concept. Who wants to invest in my car design? Honda should give me a job.

What about two antennas? That look pretty cool. I like the cars in Cyberpunk with all the little cameras and modules on it. I'll give it like a little radar sensor, camera module. The cars in Cyberpunk are really cool. I like how they don't have windows, but they've got like a screen inside of the car with cameras to show you what's on the outside. Damn, drawing really tanks my viewership. I'm down to 108 now. It's crazy. I don't think anything else tanks my viewership more than when I start drawing. I was at 135 viewers, 108 now.

You guys really hate drawing. I think it's the scratching. I think the pen scratching on the paper pisses people off. Makes them click off. The funny thing is no one even says anything. They like just start leaving, like the bunch of hive mind AI or something. Like they s - as soon as they hear the pen scratching, they click off. But no one says anything like, "Oh, he's drawing. I'm out." The viewer should just start tanking. It's bizarre. I reckon the pen scratching is what does it. Disrupts the sleep. Did the light fall down again? Oh, the light fell down. The stupid cello tape isn't strong enough. I don't want a cellotate doesn't stick.

The cellotate won't stick to the wood properly. I bet when I wake up tomorrow it's all fallen down. Draw a handgun. I've never drawn a gun in my life, I think. It's gonna look like the car, like a square box. I forgot what the rest of a gun looks like. Ah, my feet hurt. The gun. Boobs. How much of the boobs down by? No, it's not going down. I don't get it. Last time I started drawing, we tanked from 130 down to 75 viewers. We're not tanking tonight. Am I not allowed to go to sleep?

Yeah, I get bored with these inanimate objects like cars and guns. I'm gonna see boobs and hips and flesh. The inanimate objects boring. There's only one objects of true beauty in this world. It's a naked woman. Only thing worth drawing. God, I wanna draw her vagina and nipples so badly. Don't know if you're allowed to do that on Kik. On YouTube we get age restricted or something. I wanna draw her with like massive tits, with oozing nipples and a massive cock. In Cyberpunk, when you design the character, you make a female, you can give her a penis and you can make the dick really big. It looks hot. And then you rotate the character. The physics makes the willy swing left and right. <laugh> It looks sexy.

Nothing hotter than a smoking sexy lady with a massive dick. No, that's hot. Finally give her underwear. Boring. There's your underwear. Massive thick thighs that could crush a man's skull. I like the bulge in women's underwear. I mean, just because they don't have a dick doesn't mean it's like completely flat. It's actually like a shape of the vagina bone. The vagina bulge. I think it's one of my favorite. I like her hips and small stomach with massive boobas. My dream woman. Can never get one like that, so all I can do is draw it. Maybe she'll come to life when I'm asleep.

If you can't get the dream woman, draw her. Show it again. Okay. The shadow's blocking it. I still like my pirate ship. I think my pirate ship was cool. Do you like my pirate ship or my hot girl? Pirate ship or island? Ship looks like it's on land. Yeah. I think <laugh> I should have done the water line higher up. I failed. The water line should be there, not down there. It looks like it's being whaled or whatever. Beached. Beached. Well, I can't fix it now. I need an eraser. Yeah, well, uh, I did that on purpose so I could draw the detail on the bottom part of the boat. You're supposed to imagine the water line being higher. Did it on purpose?. Oh, I better not forget. Test the bella box again with the laptop off. I wonder if the laptop being on is the reason why it works.

Maybe I'll turn it on. No, maybe I should turn it on after I turn the laptop off. I really doubt it's gonna make a difference. Worth trying, man. Well, I'm in bed now. See you all tomorrow. Bubba.