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Oh God, I don't feel like I'm getting much better from my sickness. Last night I was coughing so much,

just couldn't stop coughing.

I had to just sit up in bed and drink some water. It was horrible.

It was like this last year, I think. Just like endless coughing, endless coughing just to squeeze out a little dribble of phlegm. Like the tiniest amount of phlegm triggers the coughing.

I feel like I'm not going to be better in time for the weekend. It's Wednesday already.

I mean, I've only been sick since last Tuesday, so it's only been a week. It usually takes at least 2 weeks.

Cough is so annoying.

I think this is worse than the thing I had a couple weeks ago.

It's just been so annoying with things like

with her deciding we only meet every other week and then other things like illnesses. And then money constraints.

I don't want to let me being sick,

um, make us not be able to meet.

Already so many fucking things getting in the way.

And usually I feel like it's her fault.

I refuse to let this time be my fault.

I am reliable and punctual and keep to my word.

Fucking sickness.

Uh, why not stop asking the same fucking questions month after month?

Why do you think I don't go to a place? The answer is very obvious.

Why did you do a video on premium buns? I don't know, gotta make a video about something.

Yeah, so you know the answer, so why'd you ask the question, you fucking idiot?

I really hope I get better in the next few days.

Okay, Triger one banned.

Congrats.

Gotta make a video about something, don't I? I thought, why not premium buns?

700 views.

Uh, so we got

London high, Asia high,

London low. London low's there.

I don't know.

Bit mine up.

So

I have these slippers. They're kind of like furry on the outside, and I guess they're supposed to be inside slippers, but I use them as outside slippers. So I wore my slippers outside to fit some stuff in my car, and then I went around the back of the garden with my mum because she was cutting down a

tree. She starts moaning because I'm wearing my slippers outside and they got mud on it. So then I go back inside the house and then she starts cleaning the mud off my slippers and she's still moaning about wearing the slippers outside.

She says, don't ever wear these slippers inside the house because she thinks, she thinks I go outside in my outside slippers covered in mud, and then I come inside and walk around inside the house with the slippers, which I don't do, by the way. I only wear— I only brought those slippers with me from my house to

wear outside.

So, so then I say in a raised voice, I don't wear those slippers inside. Those are my outside slippers. But she takes it as I'm shouting at her.

Now, if I don't raise my voice, number one, she can't hear me because she's deaf. Number two, she never stops talking. So you're waiting for a moment where you can say something. It will never come. You just got to talk over her. She like, she'll never stop talking. So you have to raise your voice and cut over

her to say anything. But then she'll then say, oh, you shouted at me. Yeah, because if I don't shout, you can't hear me. And you never shut up to let me say anything. So I have to raise my— this is when the dish thing happened back in January. She thinks I was rude because I shouted at her.

I shout because she can't hear me and she never stops talking, so I have to raise my voice to get a word in.

Keeps moaning that I'm bringing mud. It's not me. I didn't wear the slippers in the house.

She thinks I wear the slippers covered in mud in the— I don't. I keep them by the door. I put them on when I go out. I take them off when I come in. So she starts washing the slippers in the sink because they got mud on it. And she's like, don't come in my house with the

mud slippers. I never do that. So irritating. Being— again, being accused of doing something you don't do. And then when I have to raise my voice to tell her that I don't do that, she's like, oh, you're shouting at me. I'm not shouting.

Oh God, so irritating.

She misunderstands, and then you gotta raise your voice to explain anything, and then she thinks you're shouting.

I don't have the Peugeot anymore. I have a Citroën.

Oh,

this is why I can't live with

my mum.

She doesn't listen, and then she wonders why you shout. Because you don't listen. If I don't shout, I can't get my— I can't get a word in.

I hate being accused of something I'm not doing. I'm not walking around in the house with my muddy slippers. I'm not that fucking stupid. I think I'm walking around inside the house with muddy slippers. Jesus fucking Christ, I'm not that dumb.

I would never do that.

God, I feel sleepy already.

It's not even 2 PM.

Oh God, how am I going to drive back?

Buy Red Bull.

Fucking sickness is so fucking annoying. Why does it take so long to heal? Fucking heal already.

Stupid fucking body. I'm sleeping half the day, like 10 hours plus. The fuck are you doing? Just fucking kill the fucking virus already. Stupid fucking body.

Pathetic.

I just want to punch my stupid fucking body in the face sometimes.

I've been taking medicine, I've been taking vitamins, been eating fruit.

Hurry the fuck up,

stupid fucking body.

Why can't we just eradicate the fucking cold or flu yet?

You send a man to the moon, you can't eradicate a stupid fucking flu. Can cure cancer and cure smallpox and cure the bubonic plague, you can't cure fucking flu.

Why? So irritating. Stupid flute.

I can't enjoy anything because I'm sick.

I've got a long drive coming up,

seeing my girlfriend. The thing I'm worried about is I'm going to be coughing all night. It's fine now because I'm alone. I can be as annoying and noisy as I like, but I don't like disturbing people.

I'm just going to be coughing all night.

No, the vape helps me cough more to get the mucus out.

Cough medicine barely does anything.

It's not really the coughing that I'm worried about. It's like the haziness.

I just feel like low energy.

It's just not good for driving.

I mean, motorway should be fine.

Stick in the slow lane.

So at least it's not town driving.

Come on, give me back 1900s. I was at 1900 this morning and then it did that.

Hot lemon water.

I had that a couple days ago. I don't know if it made any difference. What about jasmine tea?

To be up $1,900, you must have an insanely massive account size or you're taking massive risk. Which one is it?

Because if you have like an account size of a couple thousand and you're up $1,900, you must be taking massive risk. Or you must have an account size that's like $50K big.

I realized that with my account size of only $2K, To really make the money I want, I would have to take on massive risk. Otherwise, I just need a much larger account size to make what I want without risking so much per trade.

Wow, whoa, silver ripping! Holy shit,

I'm up 22% on my 3x leverage silver ETF.

Too bad about Bitmine really dragging me down.

I don't leave the trade to play games. I play games to not obsess over the trade and let it play out.

I tried a long this morning because I,

I tried playing this support line. And it initially worked out, and then it tanked. I got stopped out, lost £2,

and then it's back to that level anyway.

It's only up 4%. Calm down.

Uh.

嗯。

Rejecting off Asia high.

I don't know,

I don't see anything here.

But—

SPY is nearly back at all-time highs.

That was quick. 0.8% away from all-time highs.

Tesla's not doing anything.

Silver ripped.

I bought another share of Facebook. I have 2 shares now, and I bought 1 share of Nvidia. It's up £1.28.

Bitmine's still down.

Fucking fly, fucking kill you.

Oh, I feel like my face is feeling warm.

Why'd I buy Meta? Because it's at the most traded zone.

It looks like a pretty good place to buy.

A fib line as well, 0.618 fib line.

Good place to start a position.

I

swear, this cough. Solution does nothing. Lemon and honey flavor. Yeah, but does it actually have lemon and honey in it?

It says honey, citric acid, lemon flavor, lime flavor.

There's cat hair on it.

Stupid Pushkin.

My face feels weird today. All right, it's all bloated.

Maybe I'll take a nap. Maybe I'll take a nap around 3 o'clock.

4 o'clock.

People are so dumb in that new video comments. They're like, why would we take financial advice from you?

I wasn't giving financial advice. I was literally reading out facts from AI summary about premium bonds.

What did I say that was wrong? It's just like, if you got history of losing money, even if what you're saying is right, people would be like, oh, why would we listen to you?

Well then why did you click on the video, you fucking moron?

God, people are so fucking stupid.

If you want to hate people, then do YouTube. You'll never hate people more than you've ever hated them.

Never find a more annoying group of people than in the YouTube comment section.

Internet really is the worst place to be if you hate people.

I know jazz openings. Can't be bothered. Why else?

Is it gonna break out yet?

When's it going back to all-time highs? I get to take profit on all these longs. Would be nice.

I opened these 2 longs,

I think, when it was there, and then it tanked and ripped and then tanked. And then ripped, and then tanked, and then ripped.

I don't have any content. I'm just randomly chucking stuff out there because you gotta do something.

You gotta post something, don't you?

Post whatever. People like, oh, why don't you do drawing? I don't fucking want to draw anything. I don't like drawing.

I can't stand people telling me to keep drawing. Shut up.

If I wanted to draw, I'll draw. Obviously the fact I don't draw anymore is because I don't want to do it. I don't enjoy it. I don't even have an iPad.

Hell is waking up every day to loads of comments from people telling you to do stuff that you don't want to do, asking stupid questions like, oh, why did you change the channel name? Having to explain the same thing over and over fucking again drives me crazy.

I changed the channel name for my own personal reasons.

It wasn't like some genius plan to bring the channel back to life. No,

it's because I hate hiding in my room. I hate the channel. I hate the content I made. I hate the audience it attracted. I hate the publicity it got me.

I just hate it.

I don't want it anymore.

It was a dream that just turned sour.

Now I'm stuck with all these people I can't stand.

Oh, I don't like drawing? Because it's boring.

Why else?

I don't find it fun.

It doesn't interest me.

I think I picked up this sickness from that place I went to with my girlfriend.

Was it not last weekend? The weekend before last weekend. So it should have been 2 weekends ago by the time it's this weekend. Surely it must be clearing up by now.

Really annoying.

The annoying thing is with YouTube is that, yeah, I know the channel is dead. Yeah, I know these random videos about things like premium bonds are not gonna work and they're most likely gonna get poor views.

Yeah, you get people in the comments so eager to point it out

as if they think they're telling me something I don't know. Yeah, I know it's a punt, it's a shot in the dark.

They always gotta be there to rub it in, don't they?

It's still worth trying. You never know, maybe it'll get some views.

I feel like just disabling the comment section completely, to be honest.

Just shut it all down.

I don't even care what people have to say as long as they don't say something that pisses me off. I feel I might just disable the comments completely.

But it's sad because like the main— one of the main reasons you do YouTube is for a sense of a community.

But when your community's shit,

then it's no fun.

There's only 2 things doing YouTube that makes it fun. It's the money and the community. I got no money and my community's shit.

Only doing this to squeeze out any last little penny,

cuz couple hundred bucks a month's better than nothing at the end of the day.

I really, really hate my audience. Like, I can't fucking stand them.

I just want to turn off the comments and turn off the chat and be fucking done with it, and then just be able to sit here making my shekels in peace. I don't even want any interaction.

I'm so fed up with these people.

Either it's just like laughing at my failure, or it's just people telling me to give up.

I don't want this negativity in my life.

Well, then go watch other streamers then. I don't care. Fuck off then.

You said you quit using Kik? Yeah, well, I mean, $5 an hour is still $5 an hour, I guess. Better than nothing.

Tanken.

Da da da da da.

I wonder if it's worth trying to short.

Nah.

I'm scared I'm gonna get a fever.

Fucking annoying.

It's supposed to be a special day for my girlfriend's birthday.

All

right.

The worst thing when you're sick is you can't smell anything.

So how are you gonna enjoy the smell of ass?

They're saying the government's supposed to reopen today.

Oh, fucking bullet.

18 minutes.

Stupid son.

Tankin' or rippin'?

But

Oh,

I didn't get my Doritos.

13 minutes to go.

11 minutes to go.

10 minutes to go.

嗯。

Kind of annoying. Let's go back.

Hey. Minutes to go.

7 minutes to go.

7 minutes to go.

God, the sun's so bright.

6 minutes to go.

Tanken å reppe. 嗯。

Oh, my Amazon came. My double-sided sticky tape.

Gotta fit my dash cam back in.

That's mine.

That's mine.

Gone up.

Now going down.

I wonder

how sticky they are. It's quite sticky.

3M.

2 minutes to go.

One minute to go.

Uh.

Down or up?

It's open.

Whoa, whoa, tanking!

Oh

no,

my 1900s come back,

maybe bounce there.

Take London low liquidity and then rip.

Oh God,

big gap.

Is it gonna fill the gap?

Oh God.

Oh Jesus, back into 1700s.

Should have gone short.

Got an order block here.

Is it gonna bounce there?

Order block here.

Oh Jesus.

Oh God.

Oh Jesus,

you got Asia low here

with order block.

Oh Jesus.

Oh God.

Bouncing here.

嗯。嗯。

Whoa,

maybe bouncing there,

bounce on Asia low.

这也是个问说。

Damn, silver ripping.

I want to go long here,

Asia low.

Uh, I lost my 1900s and 1700s

and 1800s.

Thank you.

Doesn't do

anything.

come down to Asia low.

Tankin'! Oh my God.

Oh Jesus.

Rage alone.

Uh, 13

units.

Push it,

push it.

Come on,

push it. Yeah, I mean,

put

my stop loss there.

See if Asia low holds.

Damn, that was a tanking.

What a tanking.

It says there's a strong low

there.

Is there a strong low here?

I went long

at Asia low.

Oh, one pound.

Trading to one

too, he says.

Strong low

here.

I mean, TradingView says a strong low.

I don't know what makes a strong low strong.

Yeah, TradingView has more indicators, so sometimes I go on to TradingView. Like, TradingView has market sessions and it's got Smart Money Concept indicators on it, like the fair value gaps and order blocks. Strong highs and strong lows are marked out automatically.

I wish Trading 212 had it.

I don't trade on it. I just look at the charts on it.

TradingView says strong low there. The white line

about

to tap the strong low. Whoa, what was that?

What?

Strong low penetrated.

Oh Jesus, I'm down to 1600s.

Holy shit.

It's not going to drop down to there, is it?

All in short,

£40.

Thank

you.

Tank it.

No, no,

take it,

take it.

Whoa, whoa,

up £8.

Thank you.

Oh God.

Oh, I'm out, I'm out. I'm scared.

I should have taken the £8.

Oh.

Come on, tank.

No.

No,

tank!

I'm at £2.

When's he gonna stop tanking?

I

don't understand, MacD.

Orange line is above blue line, it's tanking.

Okay, how do I get rid of this?

So when blue goes touch the orange and goes higher, it's gonna rip.

So then we're still tanking. Okay, go short.

Up £2.

啊。

Change of character.

Oh no.

Tanken.

I mean, SPY might tank to this fib line.

I was at 1900 this morning.

Hard. It's already crossed over. What does that mean?

Maybe I get out my short.

I'm up £3,

up £5.80.

Oh, £5.

Maybe I'll get out my

shoe.

Wow.

I'm out.

£2.80.

Destroyed Asia lower.

Now does it get down to there?

Might do.

SMT.

Ripping.

How much did I make today? Let's see,

£2.86, £2, £1.40, so about £6.

Not bad.

Ripping now.

Hmm,

come on, ripping.

Hmm, now it's rejecting off the white line.

Ripping.

Uh, one day I really got to take all my profits

and close everything out.

Could have been at 1900,

or at least close some out so it doesn't go up and down so much.

Ripping.

I'm back over 17.

Damn, silver ripping! Holy shit,

I'm up 28% on my silver longs.

Tanken again.

Come on, rip in.

Yeah, ripping.

No.

Come on and rip it. What's Weeble saying?

Come on, ripping.

Is it going to reject off Asia low?

Go short.

Rejecting off Asia low.

Up 75p.

No,

no,

no.

Down £2.80.

I'm out.

It's not rejecting.

Lost £2.50.

Ripping.

Blue lines above orange line.

Blue line catching up.

V-shaped recovery ripping.

Come on, ripping.

You're doing worse. What did you do?

I lost 2 out of 4 trades today.

I went long, got stopped out,

went short twice, took profit. Couple pounds. Went short again, closed at a loss. So that's 2 out of 4. This is my 5th one, this long here.

Can I get a 3 out of 5?

Tanken.

It did reject off Asia low.

Go short. All right, why is it not doing it? What's that?

嗯。

Up 30 feet.

Spy is still tanking.

Can't you get a job or something? A second job?

I can't afford my place now.

Don't know what I'm gonna do.

First I gotta get over this sickness.

Take it.

Come on, thank you. No, no.

Ah,

come on.

No,

no!

Oh my God,

come down,

down!

No,

down.

Down. No,

I'm out. Fuck that. £4 loss.

Bouncing too strong.

Come on, V-shape.

The best thing to do is probably do nothing.

Balance 1652. It was at 1920 this morning. Fucking thing tanked.

Rip tank, rip tank, rip tank. Give it a break.

Where's the ripping?

Now it's tanking.

Go short.

Every time I go short, it bounces.

It's insane.

Every time. And then when I close it, it tanks.

Look, now it's going green. Fucking typical.

Oh my God,

now I'm down £8.

Yeah, I'm Fucking hell, another fucking £8 loss. Stop fucking shorting it.

Stop fucking going short, you fucking idiot.

Just let it bounce.

Jesus Christ, I lost £10 now.

Okay, I'm not doing anything now.

Damn, silver ripped.

Tesla tanked.

No, I've never withdrawn money out of it.

So if you add up my total losses plus my balance account, that would give you how much I've added to the account in total, wouldn't it? So my losses are $2,500, the account balance is $1,600, so I've added about $4,000 in total. I haven't taken a single penny out.

I haven't taken any profits

after 4 years doing this.

It's just impossible. I mean, you make good money and then you just lose it all. The next day. Like, you make good money and then you lose it all, and then you make good money and then you lose it all. What's the fucking point?

Fucking annoying. You make good money, lose it all. Make good money, lose it all. Fuck off, fucking prick.

It would have been better you just put the money into SPY 5 years ago and not touched it.

Day trading things— the only reason my account's up so much is because I went long there and didn't touch it.

The only way to make money is if you put it in and then don't touch it.

But trying to like do tiny trades, God, it's like fucking impossible.

Unless I closed it out. The only reason I went up to 1910 in the first place is because I left them open overnight, but then the only reason it tanked from 1910 back to 1600s is because I left it in overnight.

I am doing that now. I have SPY ETFs. I only gotta wait 5 years. I put it in only a couple months ago. It's not really gonna make a difference, is it? But will I have the discipline to keep it in there for 5 years? I don't know, probably not. We're gonna need it to pay rent or

something. At some point.

That's the problem, isn't it? You always end up short on money in real life, and then you end up taking it out of your investments because you don't make enough money doing something else.

It's either you take out your investments or you go into credit card debt.

So hard trying to hold something for 5 years.

I've got £1,700 overdraft. I was hoping I'd get this to £2K and I take out half and I pay off The overdraft.

Yeah, I held Barrick Gold for 3 years and I sold it just before it broke out. I held that massive short for months and I sold it before the market had a massive tank. This— I think it was this tank. Yeah, this tank happened when I was in Ramsgate with my mum and Dave Gibson. 嗯嗯嗯。

Well, I'm not gonna do any trades now.

I'm just gonna leave my longs in,

wait for the recovery.

Every time I try going short, I get wrecked.

I go short and it bounces and I'm down £10 straight away.

And then when it bounces, you think, oh, it's going to rip now, I'm not going to go short. Like, maybe you should go short now.

Oh, too late, it's already tanking.

Too eager to go short at the bottom, too scared to go short when it starts going up. That's the problem.

You gotta flip that.

God, I wish I could nap on stream. Imagine I just nap and then you guys watch my trades whilst I nap. I'll wake up,

see what happened.

Come on, ripping!

Don't know why they lowered my KCIP. Because they're fucking pricks, that's why.

Fucking pricks trying to put a good man down.

Fuck you, $5 an hour.

Suck my dick for $5 an hour. Fucking Casey Ivey.

Come on, rip in.

Ripping,

ripping.

Uh, keeps tanking from this white line.

Oh, I'm not having that.

Fuck's sake, it's just chopping now.

Can't do much here.

Only thing ripping is silver. Look at that. Damn.

And gold, but I sold all my gold. I sold it around $4,200

to buy Tesla. And Bitmain. And look what Tez is doing.

I had a horrible night last night. I kept coughing.

These horrible heavy coughs, like,

gets worse at night when you're supposed to be resting.

I remember it happened in Thailand. When I lay down, the coughing got bad. When I sat up, it got better.

I drank the cough medicine. I got some water. It finally stopped and I was able to go to sleep.

I already got her a present. I got her like

spa products and I put in one of those arcade toys attached to it.

I'm gonna give her a nice chest infection as well. Although I think she already got it. I think she has the same one.

We might both just be sick coughing all night. Dave Gibson caught it from me. Dave Gibson's sick now too. I can't believe my mum is not sick.

She hardly ever gets sick. I got sick like 3 times from October to December last year. She didn't get sick once.

Engage with me? What, get married?

Oh God, now it's tanking.

Maybe there.

I'm gonna drop back into the 1500s soon. I can't believe I was at 1900 this morning.

It might reverse soon if the SPY can bounce off this fib.

SPY's about to hit the fib.

How'd you get 0.8% financing? Is it because you got a good job?

Oh God,

I'm back in the 1500s. I can't fucking believe it. I was at 1900s, I'm back in the fucking 1500s again. Fucking hell.

Better bounce here on this

fib. Ah, shitting.

Fuck, fucking shit.

I only added 300 plus 600,

about 2 weeks ago.

Come on, bounce off the fib.

Yeah, and I added these 3 longs which have been doing very well.

Just need it to get back to all-time highs.

Tom Lee says SPY can get 7,000 easy end of year. That's like all the way up here.

Let's see what Weeble's saying.

Damn, Abvi ripping.

They're saying we're at support going back to

685. Put's about to get cooked.

Yeah, well, what do you think? You think a video about premium bonds is going to get 10K views?

It's not advice about finance. It's explaining what a premium bond is. Why do people think I'm giving advice? I'm not giving advice. I'm telling you what a premium bond is. What did I say that was wrong in the video? You didn't even watch it.

Why do I need to own premium bonds to be able to give a summary of what a premium bond is?

I just asked AI what is a premium bond, and then I just regurgitated what it said. It's not my opinion. It's not my advice. It says, should you buy premium bonds?

And then I give you the facts. You decide for your fucking self. Not fucking giving advice. Fucking idiots.

What did I say that was wrong? I didn't say anything that was wrong,

but people were fucking stupid. People have this stupid way of thinking where if you don't have a track record of doing the thing that you're talking about, then they don't want to listen to what you're talking about. Even if what you're saying— there's nothing wrong with what you're saying. Like, if Clear Tax Value Guy said what I'm

saying, everyone would be like, oh, thanks, Brian,

because he's known for being good at finance. That's what's so stupid about the human mind. The fucking idiots.

Even if you're saying nothing wrong, like if a person who has a history of cheating then makes a video about why cheating is bad, even though he's not saying anything that's wrong, because he has a history of cheating, everyone's like, oh, why should I listen to you when you cheated? That's so fucking stupid.

Everything that's being said, there's nothing wrong with it. It's just who's saying it is wrong in your opinion.

People are so fucking dumb.

It's like if a fat person makes a video about how to be healthy and then he says, oh, eat this and eat that. Everyone would be like, oh, why would we listen to you, fatty? Even though he's not saying anything that's wrong. It's all about optics, isn't it? People are so stupid.

The point of the video was because I didn't know what else to make a video about,

so I thought, I don't know, why not?

Maybe people searching up premium bonds will find the video. Obviously I didn't make it for my audience. I know my audience don't care about that stuff.

But if I only made videos for my audience,

I'm not gonna make any money.

The only chance of making any money is if I stop making videos for my audience. Because my audience is too small. My audience is too small to be able to live off of. My audience is like 4,000 people max. I can't live off 4,000 people.

It's not true, Faniel4Life. I got 8,000 views on my iPhone Air video. I got 40,000 views on my Silksong video. I got 6,000 views on my Silent Hill video. You're talking rubbish.

I get more views for making videos that are not catered for my audience. The fucking audience that's 95% dead.

The audience where 95% of them are gone.

I already talked about all my exes 100 billion times. Yeah, maybe that will still get more views than the video about premium bonds.

I can't be bothered

talking about all my freaking exes over and over and over again.

I'm just throwing stuff at the wall, hoping anything sticks.

Even if I make consistent videos targeting my audience, I'd only get 3K views. I already tried it. I already tried it when I was making videos whilst live streaming on Kick. They all got like 3.5K views.

Bouncing.

Spy bouncing hard off the fib.

Told you.

No, I want to do series like £1,000 funded CFD account day 1, day 2, day 3, where I don't have any positions open like I have on this, where the account either booms or gets wrecked. Because I have all these positions open where I'm like in and out, strict rules,

close overnight.

Because having all these positions open all the time is what's holding this account back.

But I don't want to close them all until I get to $2,000. Which would happen if it would go back up here, which it should do in the next few months.

Just, I don't know, I think this week's kind of fucked. Probably won't be until next week market goes up again.

Bounce off trend line.

Blue line on MACD still below orange line.

On the

5-minute, it's starting to cross over.

So my YouTube videos are just gonna be random topics, throwing anything at the wall, because anything's gotta be better than getting 3K max views.

I cannot be making videos only targeting 3K max views for my stupid dead audience.

My audience doesn't exist anymore. It's a couple thousand leftovers.

Yeah, well, I had no more 10-minute videos to make, so all I had left over was to stream. Because I don't know what else I'd do. If I knew what else I'd do, I'd be doing it already. I had no, no resort. I hadn't— I mean, I had no other option. It was my last resort. To stream.

Otherwise I just wouldn't have any videos to post because I don't know what to talk about.

You guys think it's so easy to just keep pumping out videos when there's nothing to talk about.

And then I keep getting people saying, oh, why don't you do ASMR?

Because if I title it as ASMR, my audience is not gonna watch it. So I'm basically banking on it blowing up in an ASMR community.

Which is extremely difficult.

I need it to go viral in an ASMR community to build an ASMR audience.

I've tried ASMR before. I did this weird skit where I was doing ASMR whispering pretending I'm on a plane back in 2018. Didn't get any views.

You got to do like that weird mic tapping and tingling thing.

I tried everything.

Tried mukbang.

I need to pee again.

Ugh, that really sucked.

Really frustrating.

I came back home to escape the misery of Devon, and it started off good. Went to a car dealership with my mum, got cars, and then it's just been shit every day because I'm sick and I haven't been able to enjoy it.

Fucking tanking

again.

I

wanted to do stuff in the garden. Be in a better mood. It's been miserable last week.

Maybe I wouldn't be bothered if I wasn't having to see my girlfriend this weekend, because I feel like I rarely get to see her.

Feels like there's extra pressure when I do get to see her for it to be a good time.

The premium bond video is not going to get any views in the beginning. I'm banking on long-term views. You don't understand YouTube.

You don't judge the success of the video based on how it does in the first hour. I mean, the first day.

A video like that has the potential to pick up views over the months, over a year. I mean, look at my Peugeot video. It flopped in the beginning, but over a year it picked up nearly 10K views. You don't understand YouTube. You think, oh, it's all good, you've got to get massive views in the first day. No,

it fucking doesn't, you fucking idiot. Yeah, if you got a big audience and you got momentum like I used to, and you post a video and it's a bummer video, then it gets 20k views in the first day, then yeah, that's a big success.

But the channel doesn't work like that anymore. I don't have momentum. I don't have a big audience anymore. I don't judge a video's success based on the first fucking day that I posted it, you fucking moron!

Why are you so dumb?

Why are you so stupid?

You think the entire success of a video revolves around the first day of posting it. Oh my God,

I'm not banking on it getting tens of thousands of views in the first day.

It's not the point of it.

Point of it is hopefully it gets in search results and over a year it builds up some views, gets like 5-10K maybe.

Jesus fucking Christ, you people are so fucking stupid. Why are you so dumb?

Obviously based on the first day it's flopped. You don't judge it on one day. It's like, oh, one day it flops, I delete it.

'Cause you people are so dumb, so irritating.

You think I'm surprised it flopped? Of course I knew it'd flop. Of course I know my audience aren't interested in that. That wasn't the point of the video.

Fucking dumb fucking audience.

It did exactly as I expected it to do.

Let's give it some time and then see if it works or not. It probably won't, but it's worth a shot, isn't it? Didn't cost me anything to make.

Fuck, it's just dead now. It's like after you come and then you're just lifeless on the bed, flopping about.

Probably nothing until PM session.

Might as well play some chivalry.

What's Weeble saying?

I'm saying if we don't bounce here, it's over.

No one knows who anyone is,

right? Does your mum know that you are on my chat being annoying? Doubt it.

Like, do the girlfriends of the haters know what their boyfriends do online harassing me? Doubt it.

Like, what about Dante? Do you think his wife knows what he gets up to being annoying in my comment section? Doubt it. So who really knows anyone?

As if you guys are such honest people.

Yeah, wow, so your girlfriend knows you're a prick. Congrats.

Yeah, you criticize me, but then you do exactly the same as what I'm doing. You got an online persona as well that is probably very different to what you're like in real life.

Unless you're this annoying in real life as well, then I feel sorry for all the people around you.

Come on, Rip.

Come on, ripping.

Your boyfriend thinks it's funny.

You're a girl. You could be posting on fucking Nazi forums and he wouldn't care because he's still getting laid.

You can get away with anything. As if that makes a difference.

That's if you're actually a girl, which I doubt.

Yo, what's this?

Oh.

Like, I wouldn't even care if my girlfriend does porn.

I still get laid.

So I operate on a need-to-know basis, meaning I don't need to know anything about what you get up to in your private time.

Be nice if I could expect the same back, but I understand that's not what people are like. I don't, I don't want to know what she posts or like who she chats to or like what she gets up to on the internet. I feel like it's none of my business,

but I don't really want my opinion of her sullied or stained, whatever the word is.

I'd just rather not know and be oblivious. Knowing too much is never good.

Oh God, it's still tanking.

Today started off so great. Now look at it, complete shambles.

Only thing that's up is silver.

Oh shit, I'm down £20 on my Facebook. Oh my God, I'm down £35 on my Facebook shares. Oh God.

I didn't realize buying one share would be that volatile.

Gold's ripping.

Come on, rip! Well, I'm gonna play Chivalry. I'm not sitting here watching this for hours. Wait until the PM session.

Tank in the AM, ripping the PM, and then rip overnight. Now if it rips in the PM, it will tank overnight.

Otherwise it would tank overnight if it ripped in the PM. Wait, isn't that what I just said?

Chivalry will kill some time. They'll come back to the charts.

All right, uh.

The market's not doing anything. It's done its big move. Now it's probably just going to be flat.

We've got to kill some time.

Oh, my favorite game.

At least I'm good at this.

I got the greatsword.

Get it!

He

dead.

Oh, I got him!

I got no weapon. I got no weapon. Where's my weapon?

Ah, they're coming.

I got no weapon.

Where's all the weapons?

Oh, there's one.

Whoa!

Oh, you fuck.

There are only a few prisoners left.

He dead.

Did

that.

Oh, that's smart.

Oops, they have freed all of our prisoners. Fall back to the bridge, infantry! Defend the bridge! We must halt the enemy's advance. He dead.

Oh,

you're not— I did.

Do that.

I bet

as

long as they're still playing, who cares?

He

dead.

I did. I think I got stopped out.

Oh no, I didn't.

I'm nearly gonna get stopped out.

Quick check.

Oh my God, it's tanking.

Jesus, keep

the enemy at bay. They must not gain control of the bridge.

He dead.

I did.

I did.

Fall

back to the gate!

Keep the gate shut! Defend the gate and the gatehouse!

I did.

I

bet.

He

dead. Fall back into the keep! Do not let the attackers free! Defend the prison!

What?

He

dead.

He dead.

Hold

that.

That hurts like the devil.

Get it. I did.

I did.

Hit

that.

Added

6 seconds.

He dead. He dead.

Ah,

I did.

It

is.

I did.

Come on, respawn!

Yeah, we win

easy.

Bouncing yet?

Ouch, maybe not.

Oh, not the brown level.

I just quit this one. I hate the brown level. I don't want to be in the Middle East. I want to be in Europe. Fucking hell.

So why they put those stupid fucking brown levels?

Ugly, stupid, ugly sand. I want green luscious meadows and castles and Beaches. I don't want fucking desert. I don't want to be in a fucking desert.

This is more like it. Lush forest. Why they put those shit levels in it? No one likes Ternosia or whatever. Get them the fuck out the game.

Now this is what I'm talking about. Lush trees, beautiful architecture, fucking shit sound level.

Wait, I'm blue. I thought I'm red. I thought I was red.

He dead.

I dead.

I

did.

Ah, come on, respawn.

He dead.

I dead.

Behold, the caravan has reached our barricades,

brothers. My strategy is the jumping Flash.

Watch.

Oh, oh, ah, I'm dead.

It says 5 seconds left to respawn, but then it respawned me straight away. I don't get it.

Oh,

dead. No, no.

I just spawned.

Fucking fire. I

hate the fire.

What?

Oh my God.

What weapons

are that? Hatchet. He dead.

He dead.

What?

So what's this hatchet about? What's he holding in his hand? What's that?

They're throwing though.

Oh, I got a bandage kit as well.

I

got

no weapon.

Miss me? All

right.

Oh, he

dead.

I dead.

I don't like kicking, it's too slow, and I removed the keybind for the jab. Was that jab?

Okay,

did I hit them?

Get it.

Whoa, he dead! This axe pretty good.

He walked right in the fire.

Whoa!

Oh!

The bridge is being destroyed.

Do that.

I did.

Bugger off!

Oh, got

him!

Uh, no, no, no,

I know they got one. Our duty is to defend the Duke with our very lives.

The Duke!

Stand between the Duke and the Empire!

You're

tough.

Oh, I killed him.

Ah,

I did.

Come away.

What? I was behind the wall. Keyboard's so hard to

use.

Hit

it,

hit it. You're dead.

You're dead. Apply light to that.

Get

it!

Hell, babe!

Why

aren't they helping me?

Ah, we lost

the Duke.

Oh, not

the yellow level.

Hate it.

The breach of Bodwig.

Uh, market's not ripping.

Canosa, no hay desmesa sana para hablar.

Haha, can't kill me.

They run away.

I can't believe I survived that.

Where's the cavalry?

Ah, we

are nearing the walls. Keep pushing!

Haha,

he dead.

He dead. He dead.

I

did. Market still tight.

Thank you. Oh, I killed him.

I

did.

Glorious Kanosa! Our siege rocks are in full control! These Mason siege weapons are a terrible nuisance. Take them out!

I

did.

Oh, da mache ich tanken still.

Ah,

Marcus, tank.

Oh, I killed him.

He dead.

He dead.

I did.

See if it counts dead.

Damn, Market's tanking.

Still going down.

What?

Oh my God,

I don't know if the market is going to hold this level.

It's gonna be real ugly if it doesn't.

At it.

Go. What ugly day.

A ver.

He dead.

You're dead. I'm dead.

The bazaar is nearly ours. Occupy it.

At it.

We have taken the bazaar. Bodwin is almost ours. The Masons still hold the town hall. Take it back. Come on, market ripping!

He dead.

What?

He

dead.

He dead.

No,

I did.

Come on, Mark, get ripped!

You dead.

You dead.

He

dead.

Wow, too many.

There's too many of them.

Market ripping, come on!

What?

Ah, market ripping! Come on, rip it!

Ah,

come on, market!

Come

on, market ripping. The siege of Runhelm.

We are besieged. Go forth and quash this pathetic rebellion. Masons, we must stop those thieves.

Uh,

I like this level. It's cool.

Come on, rip it.

Oh, killed him! God, pain, pain! Reminds me of Fast. What?

Pain, baby, pain!

What about it?

He

dead.

What?

Oh, I killed 2 of them.

What was that?

What did I get? Oh, I got the glaive.

What?

Oh my God.

He dead. He dead. He dead.

What? I was blocking. Holy

cow!

Oh,

I got him.

I got him.

I

did.

Wow, I'm pretty good. Number 5.

You're dead.

I did.

I'm dead.

Fuck it, rippen!

A

grand tragedy.

What?

I did.

They

even touch the fire.

What?

Keep those enemies— of course I can do this. You are to witness my

All

right.

God.

All

right.

You fools, they have nearly taken control of our

walls. It's not gonna work. Oh, that's sparse.

He dead.

He dead.

There's no way out of that. You fools, they have nearly taken control of our walls.

Hit it! Join them! All right.

Machete is not doing anything.

Oh, there you go.

You fools! They are destroying the camp! Stop them!

He

dead. He dead. What?

What? I hate kick,

too slow.

See, look, so slow.

I think I have jab and kick on the same button.

Did

it.

What? What?

I hate when they come at you and they spin around your backside like that.

Oh,

I killed him.

Wow.

Come on, Marco, rip in!

Still same speed.

Oh, I killed him!

Oh my God.

Whoa, oh, they all came out of nowhere.

What?

Healing. Eat

it.

The siege ramps have almost reached the walls.

Which way?

Tanken again.

Hit it.

He dead.

I dead. Uh, not tanking again. Fucking hell,

why no ripping?

No ripping at all today.

What?

Eat

it.

What? I'm blocking.

Stupid team keeps getting in my way.

He dead.

God pay!

You jokesters! Sea traps have reached the walls! He dead. Masons, defend the courtyard!

What does it mean I'm deserting?

I'm not deserting. What do you mean?

Stupid fire. You're nuts. Nuts.

What? Market ripping.

You

dead.

You know

what,

another

night of coughing.

Run

out

of stamina.

He dead.

He dead.

What?

Got a box in my house again.

How do they lunge like that? They like, they swing and they like lunge and get around you. It's fucking annoying.

Are they like doing that duck thing?

Eat

it!

Come away! Fucking idiot. Fucking team, get the fuck out my way.

Wow.

Oh.

Oh, I don't get how they two-shot me.

I can't even see him, it's on fucking fire. Oh my God.

Stupid fucking game.

When's the market ripping?

Keep the enemy away from

the air. Right beside Atrean Citadel.

Oh, what a rubbish day.

Down nearly 400 today.

No, 300. Our people suffer and die, yet the Lion's Wealth dares to strike now. You have no claim, boy. Charge now, my mates! Clear the rocks from their nests. For the red and black!

Agathians,

we must hold the front line until we can reinforce our position.

Get

it.

I did.

Mira, van a ir, van a ir también.