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And then I thought, I'm never gonna stream cutting my hair again.

It's just too long without any talking. People click off.

And all the idiots were like making a big— having a big laugh about all the hair on the carpet. Saying that I ruined the carpet, as if it's not— as if it's so hard to just get a vacuum and hoover up the hair.

The dumbest viewers ever. They're all like, oh, he's ruining the carpet, send it to the landlord, because I got hair on the carpet. I don't know how it's the dumbest viewers in the whole world.

You just use your fingers and you rake the carpet and bunch up all the hairs, and then you get the sticky roller and stick up the rest.

It's not hard.

Yeah, people whine about everything, like, oh, they're not gonna accept the Amazon return because you didn't package it properly, and then they did.

People think they're so smart. And they think I'm so dumb when they're the dumb ones.

They always want to argue and disagree and fight about every fucking thing.

So annoying.

I remember I raged at that guy because he was like, oh, I work for a delivery company, they're never gonna take that box. And guess what? They took the box. So shows what he knows.

And I got my refund.

And also, the first time I went to the post office, they didn't refuse the box because it was badly packaged. They didn't take it because I didn't have a label and they didn't have a printer. And then all the idiots were saying he was just being polite.

Yeah, Indian man being polite. Indian people are the most blunt, direct people in the world. They're not British. They're not gonna like mess about with politeness.

Although it was kind of sus, the post office not having a printer.

God, I hate the way my hair looks the first day I cut it. It just always looks so bad. It needs another wash really to like reset it.

This takes a while to get used to.

Hmm, market going down.

Who was that? Guess who? Name starts with an R, ends in an N. Obsessed with eating poo.

It rhymed. Yeah, kind of. Guess who saw that and now says you're an impo— yeah, kind

of. So I made £30 today, lost £30, and then lost £18. So I'm down £18, but I got this one up £18. Could break even if I close it now.

Could do.

Come on, ripping.

Where are we going today?

Did I know what?

Rune and Vici do kind of look like me.

Uh,

I think they're both half Asian.

I think I've seen a picture of Ishida.

I don't know why, like, the half Asian people are obsessed with me just because I'm also half Asian. It's like being obsessed with a black guy because you're black as well. It's weird.

I guess it doesn't really take a lot to look like me if you've got dark hair, look slightly Asian, and have glasses. I mean, anyone's gonna kind of look like me then.

I reckon the people that hate me the most are also half Asian. They found me from the r/happas subreddit. Yeah, I attract the weirdest Asian people because they all came from that stupid subreddit. The r/Happa subreddit, where the whole thing is just full of mentally ill freaks who have like this weird obsession with race and where their

parents came from.

Yeah, I guess it's before your time, but the first time my channel got any views was because there was a subreddit called r/Happas and they started talking about me.

Hating on me, basically. This was back in 2017. This is where people like Gunnar Larsson came from.

It was a self-hating, self-racist, anti-race-mixing, retarded subreddit full of weirdos.

They're all like, oh, I'm a loser because my dad's white and my mum's Asian. Oh, white men and Asian women should never have kids because they end up having loser sons like us. I mean, look at us, we're loser sons.

It was like the stupidest, dumbest subreddit you've ever seen.

And then they would start like targeting other half-Asian people who are on the internet, like YouTubers. They would start obsessing over how much of a loser they are. So it confirms the narrative.

All the posts on the subreddit was just, boohoo, my life sucks because I'm half Asian. Boohoo, life's so tough because I'm half Asian. Boohoo, if I was white, life would be so much better. And then they all obsess over people like Elliot Rodger.

God, they're the biggest bunch of sad fucking losers I've ever seen. Unfortunately, they grew obsessed with me, hating on me.

That's where most of these weirdos and freaks come from, stupid r/Happa subreddit.

So then they realized I was just baiting them to get views, so they stopped talking about me. They,

they made a new rule to not make posts about me anymore, but the people who loved making posts about me decided to make their own subreddit to carry on talking about me, and that's where the birth of the stupid subreddit began.

It was mainly created by people who came from the r/Happa subreddit.

Fucking weirdos.

I swear to God, if I wasn't half Asian, Things would be so different in, in terms of like my hater community. Because if I was white or if I was black or if I was just fully Asian, these people wouldn't care at all about me. They only care that much because I'm half Asian. That's the only reason.

If I was some ginger guy with a beard, they wouldn't give a damn.

Like, I mean, a lot of people make fun of ginger people, you know, like make fun of how pale they are and the color of their hair. But you don't see like a self-hating ginger subreddit of ginger people complaining about how much they hate being ginger, do you?

Even like Black people get a lot of racial discrimination. You don't see like subreddits of Black people complaining about how much they hate being Black. But for some reason, the fucking half-Asian guys

seem to have all the mental illnesses rolled into one and decided to display it for all the world to see on a subreddit.

And then they think I'm the pathetic one. They're the pathetic ones.

And I think they find me relatable. I don't know, for some stupid reason.

Or something about me, like, deeply triggers them, deeply triggers their insecurities. The way I present myself just triggers them a lot, like my hairstyle or my fashion or the way I speak. The way I speak used to be a lot more feminine back then.

Because they're so ashamed of not being masculine.

And I kind of embody that because I'm not masculine at all. And I kind of— well, I used to embrace being feminine. You know, I had long hair. I kind of dressed up very soft looking.

So I kind of embody all the things they hate about themselves.

And it deeply triggers them,

which is why they're so obsessed with me.

It's really bizarre.

It's, it's 100% about looks. It doesn't matter what I've done. You know, cheating, stealing, blah, blah. It doesn't— none of that actually matters. The only thing that matters is the way I look. If I was a 6-foot-tall ripped Chad, they wouldn't care at all about me.

You think I'm the only one in the world who's ever cheated, lied, or stole?

Literally everyone does it.

Oh, hey, Mummy. Long time no see.

How's the family doing?

UK budget announcements? I don't know, I watched a bit of it, I got bored. Rachel Reeves is really annoying.

Up £20.

I got such a weird, like, group of viewers. You got the weirdo half-Asian people, all guys, by the way. You got the weirdo sexpat, like, creepy sex people obsessed with sex and going to Asia. You're the weirdo weebie kind of people.

No one's normal. All the normal people ran away, left, ran a mile.

There were normal people. Back when I had more viewers. But yeah, I guess I scared them off, didn't I?

More taxes for electric vehicles? Well, in addition to the pay-per-mile thing.

Oh, that is— well, that is the pay-per-mile thing then.

Yeah, that sucks. What is it, 3p per mile?

So if I drive home, do 250 miles, that's what,

extra £7? What, 7p or £7?

Surely not £7.

What? I gotta pay £7 pay-per-mile if I go to my mum's house and back here again.

Oh my God,

damn, market ripping. I'm up £24.

Account's at £1,425.

Yeah, well, still cheaper than petrol, isn't it? Plus the car's nicer than a petrol car.

Yeah, people used to think I'm a sexpat because I, I only traveled for sex, which I guess technically is true, but I don't look at it that way. I traveled for love. You know, the goal was to have a relationship and get girlfriend, not— I mean, obviously I wanted sex. That's what girlfriend's for, isn't it?

Now I don't want sex anymore. I don't travel. It's because I've got a girlfriend. I mean, I don't feel like I need to go all the way to Japan to get a girlfriend anymore. There's plenty of girls here.

Maybe I take profit here.

I only flew to Japan to meet women because I wanted a relationship with them.

So

like, the goal was to have a relationship and have sex.

Come on, ripping.

That's not ripping.

Even to this day, people like TB think all I want is sex. They keep saying, why don't you just get a prostitute?

How's life been? It's been pretty shit.

Money situation's

bad. I really gotta start looking for a job. I think in January I'll start looking for a job.

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, so there's no market. So I'm thinking about hitting all the towns, trying out Uber Eats. I'm going to try Oakhampton. I'll sit there for like 40 minutes maybe, and then I'll move on to Crediton, sit there 40 minutes, and I'll move on to Tiverton. And then I'll gauge what the activity is like. Market's closed

tomorrow anyway.

Savings got about 4K,

but it's going to get eaten up very quickly.

Marketing. So either I got to find a place where Uber Eats is viable,

or it's too early to start looking for a job cuz I'm planning to go home for a bit for Christmas.

Ah, fuck's sake.

And then I'll probably get sick over Christmas, which will put me out of action for a couple weeks again.

I only made about £1,000 this month.

£865. Probably got about £150 on OnlyFans.

Probably like £1,000.

Not looking good.

I've got £33 in my PayPal.

YouTube live streams are not doing well. Don't even get any donos. Probably because I keep ranting about how much I hate my audience. Probably doesn't help losing subs every time I stream.

Income tax. Yeah, January I got to pay £700. March I got to pay another £700. When I wait, March is car insurance. I got to pay I think I got a quote of like £500 for next year.

I noticed if you get the quote like a month before you want it to start, it's way cheaper than getting it the day before you want it to start.

Oh God, Margaret Dengen.

Bah.

I just can't be bothered making videos anymore. It's just so pointless.

Tanken.

Yeah, tomorrow I'll do some scouting around different towns.

Let's see if Uber Eats works anywhere.

Come on, a ripper.

Boof.

I think if I try and stream outside in Japan again, I will actually get physically assaulted. Came pretty close last year. I actually— I mean, I did get physically assaulted. I got screamed in the ear. That hurt. Have you ever been screamed in the ear before? It hurts. They didn't actually touch you, but the sound waves right

in your eardrum, it hurts.

That should be assault if I— I mean, there's no point going to the police because how am I gonna identify those kids? I don't know, I couldn't even see their face.

It was all dark as well.

Did they think you're Japanese? I mean, from behind I probably look Japanese. Got dark hair. I don't think they could see I was streaming because I hold my selfie stick in front of me. So from behind, I don't see how you would know I was streaming. So I don't think they targeted me because I was streaming. I

think they're just pricks

and I look like an easy target.

Yeah, that car crash was cool though. I was hoping those kids got hit or something. Fucking stupid bikers.

That would be instant karma.

I didn't only eat bentos from konbinis. I went into sushi places. I went to McDonald's. I went to a yakiniku. I ate at a ramen place at the train station.

I had Thai food. I don't know what you're talking about. Do you remember I went to a Thai restaurant and I streamed it?

I got the pad kapow and it was rubbish.

Got birra as well,

but mostly got the convenience food, like bento stuff for convenience.

I didn't really feel like going into a restaurant.

It's just a horrible life streaming outside.

Outside streaming is just not fun at all.

And I just have no interest in Japan at all.

Yeah, Korea was pretty depressing.

So I mean, the whole vibe of the city is just pretty miserable.

I didn't have a good time.

The only fun I had was meeting George and Eugene.

Come on, ripping!

I just really feel done with streaming.

What did I do to my hair? Do you like it?

Looking good.

Theory why girls change their mind on you.

Um,

I think I become boring.

So in the beginning when things are not established, I put in a lot of effort, you know, to pay— give them attention and be nice. As time passes, I get bored

and I stop putting in the effort. They feel it and they notice it.

And all I end up wanting to do are 3 things: sex, food, and Netflix. And they get bored.

I'm not very romantic.

I find, I find it difficult to connect on an emotional level. Like, I need sex to feel connected with someone. If there's no sex, I like, I start losing connection with them. I can connect easily physically, but emotionally, I really struggle.

I struggle to see them as a, like, a fellow human being with their own dreams and goals and fears and stuff like that.

I realize

that if I view them as a human being with their own story and, you know, from their perspective, they are the main character of their world and I'm, I'm a side character to their world. Maybe I can, like, view things in a different way.

I do struggle with the whole caring about people thing.

In the beginning, it's easy to,

to keep up the facade, but after a while it becomes harder. And then I get bogged down and stressed out with my own problems, like jobs and money.

It is a problem.

I do start to kind of get bored of people. And then I don't know, it's like in the beginning you're very tolerant of each other's quirks. You even might find it cute and stuff. But after a while, they— you start going from, I like all these quirky things they do, to now they're starting to get kind of

annoying.

And then you start like bickering at each other.

Or you have a bad day

and then you kind of snap. Someone snaps at someone.

So there's just a lot of things to juggle. You're juggling work and the constant financial pressure and stress of financial stuff. You're also trying to be a good partner by being attentive and, you know, buying them gifts or taking them out on a special date whilst not making them feel like all you want is sex. And girls

can be very sensitive to that because, you know, they want something more than just sex.

So when they start feeling that way, oh, it's a slippery slope.

You gotta find something that isn't sex, isn't food, and isn't just watching a movie. Like something you can bond over.

For most people, it's kids or a pet.

They do say the majority of relationships end in failure, but then why do people keep getting into relationships? The majority of people day trading lose money. Why do people keep trying to do it?

I don't know, why not?

Ma.

Come on, rip in.

Yeah, Sam Pepper got banned ages ago.

I'm surprised it was a permanent ban though.

I thought it'd just be a couple months.

No, I would not want to be with a girl who's like me. 'Cause then she'll get bored of me and then cheat on me.

Yeah, I wouldn't want to date a girl who's like me.

Who's Venus dating?

I thought I was dating her.

I want a nice normal girl who's— I don't know, it's just like someone normal, has a normal job.

I would not want to date an influencer.

No way.

And if I dated an influencer, I would not want their audience to know about me.

Because then they'll start digging up all my history and be like, you gotta dump this guy, he, he did this and that, he's crazy.

I'm so fed up of viewers meddling with my relationships.

And then any influencer who has a normal audience would have a normal audience because they are a normal person. So they wouldn't want anything to do with me unless they didn't know who I was. And then if they show their audience who I am, someone's going to recognize me.

Come on, ripping.

I think Venus is way worse than me. I don't go around the streets calling people the N-word.

She says way worse stuff than I say.

Didn't she attack some with a knife as well? I don't know how you can even compare me to her.

She's actually insane.

Come on, rip in any toilet.

Market open snacks. Damn, it's cold.

My aloe vera nearly died because I put it outside for 2 months. I brought it back in. Hopefully it comes back to life.

See if it can survive.

Account at 14:20.

That— at least the tongue person quit YouTube, didn't she?

Her channel died pretty quick.

Wow, ripping!

I want £40.

Come on, £40.

Ripping.

Why do they open a market at 9:30 and not 9 o'clock?

Most businesses open at 9.

Oh,

it only sounds loud because I'm eating into the mic. I don't eat in her ear.

Come on, ripping,

ripping!

Yeah, well, I don't care if I lose viewers. I'm not gonna stop eating and drinking just because you don't like the sound of it. I don't fucking care. I'm gonna enjoy my crisps and enjoy my drink how I want to enjoy it. If you don't like it, then you press the mute button. You know, you got your

own mute button. Why don't you press it? Reppin'!

Ripping!

I'm up £33. Come on, £40!

No,

no, no!

Ah, oh!

Come on,

ripping, ripping,

ripping, ripping.

Ah.

Uh, I should have taken £35.

Come on,

ripping! Account's at 14441444. It's not gambling, I took a trading setup.

Look, we swept,

uh, London low and also fair value gap. We swept liquidity and then we went up. Now we are taking Asia high. We should probably get out here, to be honest.

Whoa, I should probably get out.

A pro put, but stop loss at Asia high just in case. Whoa, whoa, whoa! £40! I made £40!

Just made £40, guys! Don't need streaming anymore. Haha.

That was a great trade setup. Look at that. So I'll walk you through the setup.

So I identified a— I mean, London low here.

Was it London low?

Yeah, it was London low.

So I identified London low there. That's Asia low. We swept London low. Now what's at London low? Fair value gap. 15-minute fair value gap. Now not all fair value gaps have significance unless it's a fair value gap at a key level. So there's fair value gaps at key level London low. So we swept liquidity and then basically

price went up to Asia high. No wait, that's London high.

No, yeah, that's London high.

And we went up and that's my thesis. I had 2 confluences

and then I took profit. £40. Account's at 1458.

Pretty good. Oh, what's Traveling Trade? It's 3-hour introduction to futures trading.

He said you only need 2 things. You need to know where the liquidity sweep is and key levels. Don't need VWAP, you don't need moving averages, don't need MACD, RSI, all that rubbish.

We just need the kill zones, fair value gap,

know where the draw of liquidity is.

Count's at 1466,

so I Lost 18 but made 40. That means a profit of £22 there.

Pretty good.

Now, next draw of liquidity would be this area, the previous high.

Could get that.

SPY is ripping,

but you got fair value gap here.

Account's at $1,464. You know, my account would be at nearly $1,700 if it wasn't for yesterday.

Yesterday was awful trading. I don't know what I was doing.

So I need £800. I'm thinking I take £450 out of this account and then take out £350 from the other account.

So now we're back at that high before the massive crash.

It only took a week.

I still got 5 longs open.

I kind of don't really want anything open if it crashes again.

But what if it just keeps ripping after I've closed it? I don't know.

Really, you need it to break above this line.

All right, you want it to break this line, then come down, retest it

to confirm upwards.

Damn, tanking.

Damn, I took profit at the right time, didn't I?

And that looks kind of bearish. Swept liquidity, Asia high.

Look, it swept down there, went up, swept up there. Maybe it's coming back down.

You know, the worst thing that could happen is it does a big crash because

I kind of need to take some money out to pay my overdraft.

Like, if this crashes all the way back down, if it goes all the way back down there, God, I'd be screwed and really miserable.

I'm thinking I just close everything.

I'll take the money and run.

Andy Olson said it could crash on Friday.

Is that a liquidity sweep?

I don't know, I

don't have a fair value gap.

Oh yeah, you do. A spy has one 4 hours.

I mean, it has one here too, and it nearly touched it.

I'd want to go short at there, at that line. The line plus the fair value gap plus sweep of Asia high— I mean London high.

Da na na na na na. Do do do do do.

December 1st, Monday, isn't it? That's when I want to begin my day trading journey.

Proper day trading,

not whatever this is.

Wow, I took profit exactly where it topped out.

Beh.

That, I mean, it does kind of look like a liquidity sweep.

I don't know, I'm gonna give it all back by going short here.

Maybe if it retraces there, I'll go short.

Hmm, whoa, whoa, did you see that? Whoa, ripping!

I don't know, maybe it's going up here.

I don't know, I feel like

not a good idea to go short.

SPY is ripping.

I might tank there.

Either I put in a short or I take off my longs.

Damn, the SPY is nearly back at all-time highs again.

I don't think stocks made me lazier. I think stocks gave me a glimpse of a lifestyle that I would rather have than a lifestyle of being a streamer.

Think about it, what would you rather do? Walking around outside in the freezing cold all day long streaming to 100 people,

getting harassed by everyone, or sitting in your comfy home sipping on some tea being stock market genius.

Maybe in your early 20s you think you'd take the YouTuber lifestyle because that's cooler. But as you get older, you don't really want that

anymore.

You

know, I want to get to a skill level where I open up the chart and I'm like Yep, that's a liquidity sweep. Yep, that's fair value gap at a key level. I'm taking this trade and then I make hundreds.

That's what I think is cool now. I don't think being a streamer is cool. I think they're losers. Look at Johnny Sramani, look at Mizkif, look at Vitalyz, look at Sam Pepper. They're fucking lame.

It's not my dream job anymore. I think these people are sad. I don't want to be like them.

I'm not making any videos.

Done with that.

No, I'm not the lolcow. You're the lolcow. You just don't have a camera.

Because at the end of the day, who's the lolcow? The lolcow or the lolcows who follow the lolcow?

Any insult you put upon me can be applied to you in just the same way. You're probably just as much of a loser as I am. That's why you watch me,

cuz I got a lot of viewers who have YouTube channels and I've checked them out and they're fucking losers. I bet you're a fucking loser too.

Not once have I ever seen one of my viewers with a YouTube channel and I clicked on it, I thought, wow, this guy looks really cool. They're fucking losers.

You guys are the lolcows. You just don't have a channel.

You guys ain't cool either. You're fucking lame too.

Look at fucking meaningless rubbish. Jesus fucking Christ. What rock did he crawl out from? Go back under it, please. No one needs to see that.

That guy I banned on my YouTube stream the other night, Francis, he's got a channel too and he's got a bunch of videos. He's a fucking loser

and he's like really incel, thinks women are lame and stuff.

You guys calling me the lolcow? Look at yourself.

Tankin'. Oh damn, it reached the point where I said it was gonna tank, but I was too busy ranting. I missed it. It's all your fault.

I get milked for laughs. I'm milking you for money. Who's the winner? I get money, you get laughs. Uh, I think I'll take the money, thanks.

Who's milking who?

Goddamn.

Is it going to go to that line, or is it just going to go there and reject? It was pretty hard rejection on the fair value gap. Look at that, touched it. As soon as it touched it, it rejected.

Hard as well.

Might try a short here, tiny one.

Oh, fuck,

I was gonna put my stop loss there. I would get stopped out already.

Might get out of that.

Let me out. Yes.

Hmm,

1446.

Is it just gonna tank from there?

Unless it wants to penetrate this fair value gap more, like 50%.

The biggest irony is constantly being called a loser by a bunch of people who are probably either equally or even more losery than I am.

Like, can you imagine some like meaningless rubbish calling you a loser? He'd be like, look who's talking, tanking.

Abba and Preach aren't my viewers. They just made a video about me.

I'm not playing moral high ground. I don't know what you're talking about.

No market tanking.

Okay, so we got liquidity sweep, fair value gap. What else?

What would traveling trader do?

I never said I'm waiting for my mother to die. That's what you said. I have never said those words.

I have said in response to people saying that I will be doing Uber Eats for the rest of my life, I was saying no,

because at some point I'm going to get fat inheritance. So that statement is factually wrong.

Not waiting for anyone to die apart from, I don't know, a few haters. That'd be nice.

See, you people are just sick freaks putting words in my mouth, saying things that I've never said.

You're just mentally ill.

Mag jetzt sein, Kind.

Hmm, hmm,

bah,

damn it, should have gone short.

Damn.

Oh God.

Oh no.

Uh.

Why tanking?

I should have taken out all my lungs. Uh,

well, ripping now.

You people are weird. You're so interested in how much I'll get from the house and stuff like that, and then when I answer it you just suddenly say that I'm waiting for my mum to die so I get the inheritance when I'm just answering the question.

Like, you want that to be true so badly.

It's like for some reason in your minds you need me be this evil villain guy.

I don't know why, but it's like you need it to be real, to make yourselves feel better, or because you find it funny. I don't know.

Well, good thing I didn't go short.

Okay, I'm banning everyone badmouthing me right now. Prison, you're banned.

Simply, 1-week timeout.

Permanent ban if you ever say that I'm waiting for my mum to die. I'll give you one chance.

Wow, ripping now.

Good thing I didn't go short.

Hmm, I wonder if it's done thinking.

I don't know, this doesn't look very good.

Rejected off that really hard.

Unless it goes back in there for round 2,

then we're toast.

It's kind of stuck in a range.

嗯嗯嗯嗯，吧。

Is there SMT?

No. See, it's just bouncing up and down in this

Strange. You need a breakout.

I mean, I definitely think that

life is better with my mum alive. Because think about it, if she died, I'd be very sad. Also,

Her being alive means I don't have to pay the inheritance tax, which means I can go back to the house whenever I want.

So people saying that I'm waiting for my mum to die

would— that makes no sense because my life would get worse if she died.

Number one, Obviously the sadness. Number 2, can't go back to my childhood home anymore because it would have to be sold.

Number 3, um, I don't know,

would suck, wouldn't it? I mean, I don't know many— I only really know 2 people in my life, my sister and my mum.

Yeah, sure, I know the Davids, but

I mean, they're not like blood related, aren't they?

Well, that's good because

And property value increases over time, doesn't it?

So it's best for all parties that my mum lives long because,

I mean, when would you rather have to sell a house? Now or in 50 years' time? Obviously, the house is going to be worth a lot more in 50 years' time.

As long as I have free access and full access to the house whenever I want, which I do, and go back home whenever I want. My mum's telling me to come back home now. She said, stop living in Devon, you're wasting your money.

I always miss all this hair behind my ear when I cut my hair.

There's no point going back just to save money, because what's the point? Save the money and then blow it all again. I need to find a way to make money,

not just save money.

Because my end goal is to live with a girlfriend, not live with my mum.

So I could go home, save up $20K, then move out again to live with a girlfriend. But the $20K is not gonna last long, is it? It won't even last a year. So I gotta focus on making money, not saving money.

Saving money is like second priority. I mean, I'm not trying to blow money on purpose, but I'm not making life decisions based around saving money. I've got to make them around making money.

It's like I saved a lot of money with the Kick money, but then the Kick thing dried up and now all the savings are disappearing very quickly because I haven't replaced it with a new money stream.

Damn, this is whipping up and down like crazy.

I think I've done pretty well with money, uh, this month

apart from buying that new car. But actually I made money from buying the new car because I got £900 back plus £500 charging card.

£900 I got from the car trading, it's actually keeping me afloat. Otherwise my overdraft would be £1,800 if it wasn't for trading in my car.

I got a quick injection of cash thanks to that.

Now what? Tanking.

The problem is if I get a job, I can't day trade.

And if I can get the hang of day trading, I think that's where the real money is.

So I gotta keep myself afloat until I get this big day trading money,

consistent profits.

I mean, maybe I should take my longs off now because that was a pretty big retracement.

Look, SPY is going back into the fair value gap.

NASDAQ should follow. NASDAQ's a lot weaker.

Market struggling.

SPY stuck below this fair value gap.

Trading is not about luck, IQ.

Well, maybe about experience. Trading's not about IQ at all.

There's people who are really smart and have a really high IQ, and they still failed at trading because they couldn't control their emotions.

If you need luck to do good at it, then you're just gambling. So I disagree. 2 out of 3 points.

Yeah, but you don't need IQ, so you don't need to keep bringing in low or high IQ, do you? Because it's irrelevant. Trading's not about IQ.

And, um, I'm controlling my emotions pretty well right now.

Emotional control can be learned.

Day trading is all about

emotional control and risk management. It's not about IQ or maths.

How can I tell you what it is about? Because I spend every day learning about it. I have absorbed thousands of hours of trading content, so I know more about it than you do easily.

I spend every morning watching hours, probably 4 to 5 hours of trading content. Jesse Livermore, Traveling Trader. I watch a bunch of other trading channels.

I read about the psychology.

I learn about famous people like Jesse Livermore.

I didn't read the book. I listened to the audio. Um, audio readings of parts of it.

I don't remember the name of the stupid book. Reminiscence of a Stock Trader or something.

My favorite trading channels: FX Evolution, Traveling Trader. I quite like that Trade Brigade guy as well. I used to not like him, but he's not bad.

The only person who knows more about trading than me here is probably Andy Olsen.

Why haven't you found success in it? Because it takes years. Traveling Trader said it took him nearly 5 years to become a break-even trader and then another few years to become a profitable trader. You think it just takes a couple months of watching YouTube videos? It takes nearly a decade.

I've only been doing this since March.

So by the time I'm

mid-40s, I'm gonna be a pro at this.

You just watch.

It's just kind of flat now.

It's like stuck in between here.

Hmm.

Come on, nothing's happening.

Tanking.

No, I'm not going to do cooking streams anymore.

I don't really cook anything, I just chuck it all in the air fryer.

Doing trading and gaming and talking.

I need to pee again.

Tanken.

Hmm.

Hey.

I don't care about fixing my channel. I want it to die.

I want the toxic community that I've accidentally birthed into the world to drown and die.

The best thing I can do for the world is removing the evil that I've created.

Toxic bucket of shit that I created

needs to be purged from the world.

That's the best thing I can do.

The horrible toxic group of people that have gathered around me need to all fuck off and get lives.

It needs to be cast into the fires of Mordor like the One Ring.

Come on, ripping! Oh,

good thing I didn't go short.

See, that's discipline.

Never short into support.

The festering abomination of toxicity I have created must be put to rest. Put out of its misery.

Harmona Rippon.

Come on, ripping.

SPY ripping,

going back into the FVG, the fair value gap.

No, I haven't heard of some random guy called Ian on YouTube. Why the fuck would I know who that is?

Come on, ripping! I want to get my money out.

I think people's unhealthy obsession with me needs to be— needs to come to an end.

Time for a new chapter.

See, this is untradeable. As an experienced trader, my advice, don't trade this.

It's just chopping. Countless hours of

Research and study have taught me these, my golden rules.

All in short, not really. Haha, just kidding. Tricks. Yeah.

Is it just me or does it seem kind of like Oriental Pearl's channel died a little after that whole Chris Broad thing?

Seems like the views aren't as high as they once were.

She didn't even get that many views on her Chris Broad video, a couple hundred K. Chris got nearly 4 million. Damn, I don't know how his video got 4 million views.

Am I doing better than yesterday? Yeah, I lost— well,

I, I lost 18, made 30, lost 30, then made 40. So I've made 22.

Better than yesterday, I lost like 200. Jesus God, yesterday was so bad. I did everything wrong.

I feel ashamed of myself. Even Traveling Trader said in his early days he had days where he was down tens of thousands of dollars. A trade and he would, he would like move the stop loss or get rid of it. And then he'd just sit up all night staring at Asia market.

He said, if you move your stop loss to avoid pain, you're just gonna delay it, the pain, and receive an even bigger pain.

And I thought, yeah, You might be delaying pain now by moving the stop loss, but you're just setting yourself up for even greater pain later. Your future self is going to feel that pain 10 times. And I thought, yeah, I mean, that's what I've been doing— moving my stop loss, not having a stop loss, being down hundreds.

Just cutting your losses quickly saves you It seems counterintuitive because it's like, oh, I'm losing money if I let my stop loss get eaten. But actually, it's saving you further losses.

Ripping. Ripping.

Wow, good thing I didn't go short. I need toilet.

Alors.

So what are the main points of the budget thing? Damn, ripping.

Whoa, it's cold, but it's only 8 degrees. How is it this cold?

I just have to have my heating on all day now. £2 a day.

They should make an electric bathrobe.

Well, I'm not bothered about the cash ISA thing. I don't even have £12K anyway. I'll worry about it when I'm rich.

Oh no, where would I put my imaginary 20K now?

Put it on my bum.

Yeah, I know English people say that all the time. Oh, we should catch up next weekend. Oh, we should get dinner next time I'm in town. They just say that, they don't mean it. But I

don't know, I got excited at the idea of me and Chris being friends, and then I become a big famous YouTuber, so I thought it was going somewhere, but it wasn't. And then I realized I just got Britished,

and then I got mad.

Can never make big money with these small trades.

If I make £50 a day, I make £2,000 a month.

I'm not trying to make moonshot money. I'm trying to make consistent daily gains with a reasonable target, modest target of £50.

You broke £7K, then it all went wrong. Well, I gave my mum £1,400 to pay her back some money, and then

I funneled like £1,000 into my trading account and then it got wrecked and then I

forgot. Yeah, I moved like £1,000 from my stocks and shares ISA into my CFD account and then it got wrecked. So really this account, the true value before I added money is like £400. Because I added nearly $1,000 since it's been crashing.

Really, this account should be over $2,000 with the amount of money I've put in and lost because of the big crash. You see, I was going long up here. I was going long up there at the all-time highs, and then that happened. And now we're finally making it back.

I just— I lost track how much money I've added now. I added £300, lost it all straight away because the market kept tanking. I added another £500, and then I sold some Bitmine and other things for my stock shares, moved into here. That was like £1,000 worth.

It's this damn CFD account's been draining my money,

and now I can never get my savings back up. I lost my big money from Kick. The only reason I've got so much savings is because of Kick, but now they're paying me like $5 an hour. I'm never getting that money back again.

I'd have to get a full-time job.

Why Kick lowered it so much, because I lost so many viewers.

I used to have over 100 authentic viewers.

Now I've probably got like 20 or 30 viewers. It makes sense, doesn't it? You lose 2/3 of your viewership, you lose 2/3 of your pay. I went from $15, $16 an hour down to $5 an hour.

Yeah, they didn't used to be able to tell, but they've recently upgraded their systems and now they can tell.

But yeah, I mean, it's my fault because I didn't go traveling. I didn't do anything. I didn't do what I promised. I said I was gonna go Thailand.

I got fed up doing IRL. What are we gonna do, go to Kit Hill again, walk around in the freezing cold? No thanks.

Yeah, I could have just flown to Japan and done the walking around Japan again and maintained my 100 viewers, and I could have made thousands of dollars. But I don't want to go to Japan. I've got a car, I've got a house.

Japan's expensive to not live a horrible lifestyle in a guesthouse. You'd pay nearly ¥2,000 hotels

and then I'd constantly eat out. Yeah, I'd make more money, but I would spend so much money that it would become net zero.

Yeah, well, I can't let the viewers in on my personal life anymore. There's too much at risk.

I don't want to, and I can't.

And I don't want to be a streamer. I want to be a day trader. I don't want to be wasting every day walking around on the streets of Japan waiting until 11 PM to wait for market open.

I'm not traveling anywhere. I don't want to go anywhere.

I've done all the traveling that I want.

It doesn't do anything for me anymore. I used to get excited at the idea of adventure, getting on a plane in a new land. I used— that used to excite me. Now it doesn't.

I just think, oh, what a hassle. I get on a plane, I gotta get a taxi, I'll spend all this money, I'll keep moving around. I don't have a home, I gotta live in a hotel.

I get bored and I blow my money on hookers.

I blew thousands in Korea. I've got like 7 hookers all coming to my goshiwon.

Bang them all on that little mattress on the floor.

You end up lonely in a foreign country, all alone, horny.

What a waste of money.

I don't know how many years I spent. Maybe 5.

2 years married.

Probably 5 or 6.

Add up all the 6 months here, 3 months there, 5 months here.

I hate traveling.

Getting on a plane is stressful. Nearly missed my plane last year.

I want a nice little house in the countryside and have a cat maybe, and a little garden, and I do my day trading.

I have a fireplace, my, my car parked outside.

That's my dream, not sitting in some stupid little Apple Hotel

messing about on Tinder when I'm 40 years old.

It's just kind of sad.

Damn, market's really stuck in this box the whole day.

Then we go up, then we go down, then we go up, then we go down, then we go up.

Down.

Yeah, people probably traveling.

Wall Street people probably sitting on planes and trains going to their parents' house so they're home for the big day. Thanksgiving's so weird. It's basically just like Christmas, isn't it?

IWM chart. I stopped looking at that.

Yeah, Tom Lee kept saying it's gonna break out if they cut rates. It'd be good for small caps.

Tom Lee says SPY will be at 7,000 end of the month.

We are 2% away from that.

That's why I don't want to close out my longs.

But I kind of need the money to pay off my overdraft.

And also, end of the month is Friday because 29th and 30th is the weekend.

So is it going to go up 2% on Friday?

I show my face to YouTube all the time. I showed it yesterday on the stream.

Collab with who?

Why would anyone want to collab with me? I don't get any views. I got bad history.

People only collab with people if it benefits them somehow.

No one would want my viewers. I don't even want my viewers.

Ripping.

Hmm,

yeah, I cut my hair. Do you like it?

It's not finished yet. It will take several weeks

to refine,

but the main shape has been sculpted. Now we just refine the details.

A shorter hairstyle. This is already really short. To get it any shorter, I need to get like a shaver, a razor.

Last time I cut my hair, I think it was August.

I mean, it was looking pretty good that it got back to this level and didn't instantly tank hard.

For me, it's pretty short.

You know, it took me a long time to be comfortable having it this short. I don't think it was until 2019 that I was comfortable having it this short. Before 2019, I always had that long hair.

I remember when I started cutting it this short.

It was around the time my dad was in the hospital, when I was wearing that beanie on stream,

mainly because I cut it too short and I thought it looked weird.

I've always been very against having short hair. I always thought it just looked really boring.

Ripping.

I don't really have a lack of confidence,

and I quite like my hairstyle.

This is my favorite hairstyle. This is why I keep doing it like this.

So I mean, yeah, I could get a hairstyle that you think looks cool, but I won't think it looks cool, so then I'd have less confidence.

I like this hairstyle, that's why I keep doing it. Otherwise I wouldn't do it.

Wow, ripping! Good thing I didn't go short. Never short into support.

Never long into the schlong.

I like my hair.

Yeah, I always cut my own hair. Ever since 2006.

Last time I got my hair cut was at Tony and Guy in Maidstone, and they destroyed my hairstyle. They cut my fringe really short, eyebrows fully visible.

They cut my sideburns all off. I looked stupid. I was depressed for weeks,

months, and then I vowed to never get my hair cut ever again. I'd cut it myself.

No, I don't have a pic. Damn, we're ripping!

Wow, SPY back into the fair value gap.

Account nearly at 1,500.

Is Tom Lee gonna be right? 7,000 on Spy by Friday.

It's not fun if I don't do it really loud. Where's the fun in that? It's like asking someone to come without making any sound.

Wow, look at the fat green candles.

Rejecting again. Not again. I already done that double top.

Uh,

we already done that an hour ago.

Oh,

down we go again.

I got SMT.

SMT divergence.

Oh wait, it's gone. Never mind, no SMT.

This is my passion. I want to be a chart reader and a stocks guy.

There's an art to reading a chart. Wow, that rhymes.

It's not just lines, you know, there's patterns.

Ripping. Come on,

1500. Maybe I get out my lungs if it gets to that line. Well, I closed— maybe I closed one of my lungs, maybe 2.

Ripping!

Come on, ripping!

Damn.

Oh.

So I need £700 to pay off my overdraft.

I could take out £500 with £1,000 left to trade with and then get the other £300 from the stocks and shares ISA.

Maybe I'll sell some Bitmine, start cutting my losses on that one.

Now Bitmain has to go up like 100% for me to break even again.

Damn, look at those!

Look at that! Wow,

come on, 1,500!

£6 away from 15 big ones.

Gotta be careful, we're in a fair value gap.

Wow, I can't believe it went back in that much.

It's got to break above this line, retest it, and close above it to be actually bullish.

Maybe it really does go back to all-time highs. I'd be kicking myself if it did and I closed all these.

I mean, it's right at the line. Of doom.

This line has caused 2 massive tanks,

and it's the previous high from October.

Oh, I'm so close to 1,500.

Push it.

Come on, 1500. You know, I should be at 1700 if it wasn't for yesterday.

Yeah, as soon as the market starts tanking, everyone's like, oh, the AI bubble popped.

Oh, Nvidia is overvalued.

And then it rips like this and everyone goes real quiet.

1,500. Wow.

I might close one of my longs. I know it'll be closed at last, but I might close this one here.

My goal is account preservation, not P&L.

Yeah, I might close this one

just to be on the safe side. I still got these—

I got these longs. I mean, this one's a bit smaller. I could close that one maybe. That one's pretty big.

Look at these 3 longs trapped up there at the all-time highs. That was really stupid.

Really dumb.

There's only one more trading day in the month, Friday, although this will all be open tomorrow, just might not have any volatility if the US markets close,

but UK market and Asian market will be open.

Maybe I'll close the long out.

Just getting a bit

scared.

Might close that.

Done.

Mm-hmm, might close that too.

Just

I feel like it's going to tank.

I've only got 3 lungs open now.

Hopefully that was the right decision.

I don't really count that as losing £64.

I count it as de-risking on my way too overleveraged long position

at a pretty good level, which makes sense.

When it was down there, I was freaking out. My account was like £690, so to have it back £1,500, I'm pretty happy.

So it was nice that I managed to regain those losses.

I'd rather take it off the table than risk losing what I've regained,

because it could easily like reject there and then go, whoa, and then it's like, oh, back below £1,000. And then you think, damn, I wish I took off some longs when we were up here.

So for that peace of mind, losing £64 isn't a big deal.

Yeah, and if it does keep going up, I still got these longs. That would benefit from it going up.

It's not gambler's mentality, it's risk management mentality. I wouldn't expect you to understand it since you don't know what you're talking about.

Trying to educate you, but you won't listen, will you?

It's about taking some risk off the table.

It could easily tank from here.

See, look, starting to tank already. Told you, 50% retracement at this resistance bit.

4 PM, still got 3 hours and a half to go.

I can't make my £26.

I can't really say that I've gotten better at trading, seeing as my P&L has not improved.

I got my P&L down to like $1,700, and I'm back up to $2,600.

So I've added another £900 of loss to my P&L.

And that's because I closed out that big short I had at £400 loss. I lost a couple hundred yesterday,

but I had to do that.

For the overall health of the account balance,

because I couldn't really be— I couldn't afford to be mega short anymore

after waiting since June.

If I had cut the losses on that short way earlier, it wouldn't have ballooned into a £400 loss.

Back above 1500.

Still a long way from these longs.

Breaking above the line. Nice.

Wow,

is it gonna go all the way to the top of the gap?

Wow, look at that.

Wow.

I'm at 15:06.

Market ripped. Look at that. Jesus.

The God Candle. I like how they give these candles names. You got the Death Candle, the God Candle.

Now if Bitmine can go up, that'd be nice.

I'll watch lots of Simpsons on the TV.

Simpsons.

The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air. Spider-Man.

Yeah, I watch BBC, CITV.

Damn, look at the ripping.

What a day.

Felt like it could have gone either way.

Time for

KitKat.

Tanken.

I have jasmine tea after dinner.

You know, I might just close out everything, to be honest. It could take until December to get back up here.

And I need to pay my overdraft.

Hmm,

really wish yesterday didn't— I'd be at 1700 if I wasn't stupid from yesterday.

Because I really don't have any other money coming in to pay off this overdraft.

I can't really afford another big crash.

Like, if it— if that happened, I'd be fucked.

And 1st of December is basically next Monday, which is when the true day trading master plan begins. No long holding anything, in and out only.

None of this holding on to hundreds of pounds losses over months. I'll do that in my stocks and shares ISA.

It's just annoying because if it does go back up here, the account would go back to 2K,

but that could take a while. It could take a month.

Why is nothing coming out?

A load of vape liquid went in my mouth.

What's that?

Nothing's coming out.

Oh, battery. I'm just glad I recovered my account from £600. Jesus Christ, that was bad.

I was not happy.

Can't believe that.

This one's out. Oh, it tastes like smoke.

How do I get it out?

This one's done.

Oh, there's liquid inside of it.

This vape sucks. It doesn't slide on properly.

How about this strawberry one? Is this one any good?

Hmm, not really.

1514, can I get to 1600? That would be nice.

Damn, look at Spy.

Hair's looking

good.

Account's looking good. 1513.

Never holding overnight again.

No, a month ago was it like 800?

A week ago I was at 600.

So quite pleased with that. Got my money back.

Oh, this— what's this one?

15, 15. Let's see where the stocks and shares ice is at.

2888. Stocks and shares ice hasn't gone up much because stupid Bitmine is not really moving.

Da da da dum dum dum. Da da.

Traveling Traders saying

he thinks it could go down to there.

Uh, I don't know. And last time he was bearish, he was completely wrong.

But if it did do that, I'd be destroyed.

I can't get destroyed.

Imagine if you bought that. Jesus, that would be 6% gain, which would be 120x, 120% gain.

With CFDs,

I had more longs. Now I'm taking longs off

because

I want to do day trading, not swing swing trading, which is what I've been doing.

I don't want to do swing trading with CFDs, it's too dangerous.

Yeah, you can double your account if you're right, but if you're wrong, you lose half the account.

Wow, look at the spike! Is it gonna go up there? I'm at 1522.

3 units.

Oh God, I've got 4 hours left of streaming.

3 hours, I made £15.

No, I made £12. Jesus Christ.

I'm

destroyed.

I can't survive off streaming anymore. Don't know what I'm gonna do.

But if I make 4 times 7,

that's £28, which means if I make £40 day trading,

I make £70 a day,

which is like £1,500

500, 1,600.

Question is, can I make £40 a day?

Yeah, I know I didn't make any money.

Because I mean, like, you buy here tanks, you lose half, it goes back up, you got back half. So yeah, obviously didn't work out very well, did it?

But that was not my fault. I mean, it was kind of my fault. That was because I bought at the top and then it tanked, and then I had to wait for it to recover.

Otherwise, not my fault.

Also, that wasn't day trading. That was swing trading.

Why am I waiting for December 1st? So I have a whole month of data

so that when I go to my expenses, I'll add it in as December numbers.

So I want to start December on the first day of December.

And then end of December, hoping to take profits out of the account.

Let's start 1st of December, 1st of the month, at £1,000. Exactly £1,000. And then end of December, see where we at.

No swing trading.

Can't I do what now?

I don't want to take profits out after a week because I might lose it. I want to see— I give myself a month. To see where I am.

Well, that's what I want to do. I want to close everything, take out everything that's above £1,000, start fresh, close everything out, like close all this,

pay off the overdraft with the excess.

How am I earning money now without YouTube videos?

Kick,

delivery work.

Why not close it out now? Because I'm

scared it's going to rip back up here.

I mean, maybe I should be responsible and just close it all out now. Andy Olson did say Friday he thinks it's all going to crash. Market's closed tomorrow for Thanksgiving.

I don't know if I want to risk £500 To get back a couple hundred pounds in gains.

I'm not doing any more trades today. I'm done.

Friday is the last trading day of the month.

But what if it tanks on Friday before I've closed everything? Then I won't have the £500.

Yeah, maybe I will just close everything.

That could be a pretty big resistance.

Guess I'm just being greedy.

Yeah, maybe I will close everything. That's what I wanted to do.

I put that 515 towards the overdraft and then I'll just find another 275 somewhere else.

Uh, Arc Raiders doesn't look very good to me.

I still like chivalry too.

700 minus 516 is what?

I still need 184.

5:15.

Hmm, I gotta close out £300 of losses.

Maybe I got some money about OnlyFans.

I haven't checked it in a while.

15, 17.

15, 18, it's going up.

15, 19.

Spy's ripping.

That's pretty strong though, going above this line.

I could do that and then rip all-time highs,

retest this level, previous resistance. This resistance caused that massive tank, that massive tank. Now it becomes new support.

But if it goes down there first, I think I'll be back at like 1400s.

Mm, yeah, maybe I'll close them out. Just, it kind of hurts.

It's like being on this journey since end

of October and now we're end of November.

Whole month just to lose £300.

You just know when I close out it's gonna rip,

just like when I finally closed that mega short, it tanked.

I think it's going to there.

150.

It's like the difference of £20 from there to there. It's difference of £20 from there to there. Difference of £10

from there to there. 6 is £12. It's like difference of £40.

Account would go up £40 if it went up there.

Now it's US lunchtime.

Probably won't do much now.

I'll put the rubbish out.

Hmm, maybe I'll sell everything.

800, 700.

I still need another £1,000 for rent and electricity.

Where am I gonna get £1,000?

I'll be back in overdraft first week of December. £1,000.

Well, no, I lost £10. I'm out. Fuck it.

I still got my Facebook shares. It's up £6.

All gone. I'm out. I'm out everything.

Sorry, but

Now take the money.

Now it begins.

I've never actually taken money out of this I've only put money into it and lost it. How do I take the money out? Withdrawal.

What? Withdrawal request processed within 3 days.

Withdraw.

Fine, I want exactly 1,000 remaining. 511.

71. We will process your request within 3 business days. Account is at 1,000. We begin a new chapter

December 1st.

Although I can still trade on Friday.

I wonder how quickly I get the money.

I have trained since March for day trading. Now it is time for the real show. No holding overnight, limiting losses, emotional control.

End of December, I want profits to be withdrawable over £1,000. If not, I'm going to have to top it back up to £1,000.

We're at the crossroads of my new future.

Otherwise, start looking for a job in January.

Oh wow, I've got the money already. Nice,

that was quick.

Now, do I have the ability to control myself? All in short, it's going down, guys. All in short,

one unit.

Yeah, no more trading today, not until December 1st.

Topping back up is not lying.

Traveling Trader does it. He says if he drops below $10,000, he tops it back up to $10,000 because it's like a mental thing as well. If you see the accounts at like $400, you start freaking out, you make bad decisions. Decisions. Also, the amount of money you make with only a £400 account is not going to be

enough to make anything meaningful.

See, look, told you tanking. Got out just in time.

See, look, didn't I tell you? I told you tanking.

Well, at the end of the month, I'll just Either I'll add profits I made or losses. So if the account at the end of the month is like $750 and I've got to put in another $250, then I'll just have to put topped up $250.

Zero profits.

Well, there's no opportunity here.

There's no setup, it's just going straight up.

Well, Trading 212 pays out the money really quickly. It was almost instant.

So yeah, new trading plan tomorrow. No trading. I'm gonna do Uber Eats scouting

for my

data collection, see where it's good, where it's popping.

And then Friday I'll see if there's any trades, but really I want to hold off until 1st of December for my data.

I think this vape's busted. It's like out of battery already. Nothing's coming out.

The door repair.

Probably after next week,

go back to my mom's house,

and then I'll stay there until January. Probably won't come back here until January,

spend Christmas there.

I've probably spent like 2 or 3 weeks.

Ah, what a journey.

From 600 back to 1,500. We're at 1,000 now, ready for the new month. Uh,

now I shall put all I have learned together to become the most famous day trader.

A month of rent for nothing. Uh, no.

I save money because I'll be at my mum's place eating for free and using up the heating for free, so I'm making money.

What do you mean the dream of profitable day trader? It's just begun. We just took out every single position. I'm now holding nothing. At £1,000, which is my threshold,

end of December I will take out profits or replenish losses

with my strict trading strategy.

There's no reason I can't move out. I don't want to move out.

Well,

I kind of want to move somewhere closer to, um, Maybe a

bit closer eastwards.

Yeah, they got a lot of conspiracy theories now because I don't tell them everything. They're losing their minds.

Let them guess.

They'll never know the actual reasons.

And even if they're right, they'll never know because I'll never confirm it. So have fun with that.

Maybe they will have more fun trying to guess instead of me just hand-feeding them all the information.

This kind of shows how freakishly obsessed with me they are. They need to get therapy or something.

They need to go ring up a therapist and be like, hello, I have a weird obsession with the downfall of this guy that I don't even know in real life, who has done nothing that affects me personally, but for some reason Whose downfall is all I can dream of.

They need deep mental analysis.

Tax

on dividends, property, and savings income all rise by 2%.

Savings and property income are now 22%, 42%, and 47%. I don't know what that means. Dividends will be taxed at 10.75%, 35%, and 39%. Tax rise will raise an extra £26 billion in 2029 and '30. Personal tax thresholds are frozen to 2030. Fuck's sake.

Income tax bands remain frozen at £12,570, £52,700, and £125,140. They really need to increase the threshold.

People making less than £20K shouldn't be taxed.

People making less than £12K don't get taxed. But no one can survive on less than 12k. Someone making 15 or 16k is gonna be broke.

I've got to pay £700 taxes next month. I mean, January.

Ah, I still got 3 hours 15 minutes to go. I can't play Chivalry that long. I'm playing Chivalry maybe 2 hours max.

How am I

gonna do now?

Oh, I have a nap,

but then I leave £12 on the table. Gotta make my £12.

Yeah, well, the less I stream, the more I have to make from day trading.

Which increases my risk. The less I have to make from trading, the less risk I'm taking on.

I need to make £70 a day, so I make £25 from streaming. I make £10-12 YouTube stream, that's like £40 already. So I just need to make £35 day trading

to hit my £70 a day target.

Oh yeah, if I could make— I'd still stream it. Why not? Well, I probably wouldn't bother doing a 7-hour stream. Just do a 4-hour, 5-hour stream.

Do another YouTube stream tonight, I guess.

Not been getting any donos recently.

What time is it? 5 o'clock.

5:20. It's only 1 hour 40 until dinner at 7. That'll just be a 40— be a 5 hour and a half stream.

Could do 1 hour and a half chivalry.

I just get so mad because people keep saying like they don't understand why I'm doing what I'm doing.

They don't understand why I don't want to do drama anymore, why I don't want to go to Japan anymore. Why I can't talk about anything.

It's very frustrating. They, they still think it's, I don't know, 2018 where I can just say anything I want.

Times have changed.

And I'm frustrated because,

yeah, I mean, part of me, I feel a bit guilty because I can't entertain my audience anymore,

so I feel like a failure.

Why no new OnlyFans content? I just can't really be bothered.

It's very cold. I don't like taking my clothing off.

I don't understand how Eskimos have sex.

Why would you ever want to take your clothing off?

Why would you ever want to take your clothing off in freezing temperatures. When they have sex, does the man just like whip his willy out of the zip? Surely they don't get completely naked in an igloo. It'd be freezing.

I don't know how they have sex when it's so cold.

Da da da da da.

What they got heating in the igloo? Well, how come the igloo doesn't melt then?

Wouldn't the igloo melt

if there was heating inside the igloo?

Chivalry.

I really doubt a house made out of ice and snow is gonna be warm. I don't care what you say about physics.

I live in a house made of brick and stone and it's fucking cold.

Wait, there's no sound there.

Got some sound for you,

but when it's hot and it's summer Yeah, it was easy to get naked, get my willy out, get in the mood. Now I just don't really feel like it.

It's a lot of prep work as well.

What? Oh, what?

There's no such thing as a high school degree. The fuck is a high school degree?

You take exams called GCSEs and then you get A, B, C, D, or E, or F. You don't get a degree or a certificate.

Anyway, some of the cleverest people didn't even finish high school, didn't they? Like Casey Neistat. Mark Zuckerberg,

Bill Gates,

all dropouts.

Oh, I'm nearly dead. I did

College is the same as high school. What are you talking about?

Yeah, I dropped out Harvard too. Didn't even go.

Harvard's for losers.

Make your own future.

I did. Yeah, I'm focusing on my company, my day trading business.

I dropped out because I was focusing on my World of Warcraft career.

Yeah, well, Bill Gates didn't make any profit in his first month of Microsoft. It's not how businesses work. But I guess you wouldn't know since you probably never started your own business in your whole life. You think you start a business and instantly makes money. It's not how it works.

Oh.