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The bad day.

I'm gonna get stopped out.

It's still ripping. Oh my God,

fuck, fucking hell.

£24 gone.

It's still ripping now.

I'm down £6.

There's no rollover. Okay, I'm going all in long again. Fucking hell, I fucking lost £26 plus another £6. Jesus fucking Christ,

worst shitting fucking day ever.

Now I can't do nothing.

Is it just gonna go for that high today?

Shitting fuck,

I would be at 1,500 if I didn't lose all these trades today.

Oh God, today is so bad.

Ah, 570.

I lost 180 today.

I'm really sick and tired of

this. Ah, I lost 180. I can't believe it.

I can't believe it. I would be at $1,500.

If only I was with my girlfriend today as well, I wouldn't have lost all this money.

I swear, not trading is like just the best way to make money.

Who knows what I would have done yesterday if I was trading.

I mean, at least my account's not like 600, 700 like it was last week.

A 1380 now.

Hmm,

where

am I gonna get 7? If I just take 700 out of the account.

I'll be down to 700 again.

Hmm.

I can't believe I just did nothing after those first 2 trades.

God damn it,

I think it can't be over 1,500.

Lost 180, but it's okay.

That's just what it's like.

Uh, hmm, well, I mean, there's not really anything stopping the market now from going back to this white line, apart from maybe that bit could tank it.

I feel like it's closing everything, to be honest.

Yeah, but then if it does go back up to here, I'll be fucked. I'll be so annoyed.

Yeah,

I'll do a YouTube stream tonight after dinner. It's actually almost dinner already, 5:42.

Really bad day.

And this Kick stream won't have made anything.

If I finish at 7, that's only 1 hour 20 away. That means I've only done 3 hours on Kick. That's like £15.

I don't have enough time to do a big 7 or 8 hour stream, and it's not worth doing instead of a YouTube stream.

So, I mean, £15 better than nothing.

Guess I made back some of what I lost.

Hmm,

I might do 1 hour and a half chivalry. I think the trade's done.

I had 2 good moves and I blew it. It's so annoying. I mean, I did this move really well and then I thought it was gonna go down again, so I kept going short, got destroyed here,

and then tried going all in short there and I got stopped out, £30 loss again.

It's at the top. Okay, all in short then, better be

all in short. Give me back £200.

Up £1.

Up £6.

Imagine if it tanks all the way back down there.

I'd make £400.

Jeebus. Up £10.

Up £16.

Put stop loss breakeven.

Up £22.

Holy shit, tanking. I told you.

Up £24.

Didn't I tell you? But you didn't listen.

Up £28. Up

£30.

What's bouncing here?

I like the 30-minute or 1-hour because it looks more dramatic. Up £30. 5 minutes

on that.

Um.

£23.

Maybe I take £22, but

I want more.

No.

No, no, I'm out. £20.

I should have taken £30.

Maybe I put a smaller short.

Damn it, I should have taken £30.

All in long.

Where's it going?

No, I'm out of the long. I don't want that.

Scary.

VIX is going down though.

Now what?

I could take 377 out, and then I need 400 from the other account, pay off my overdraft. And then my YouTube earnings should be a lot better for next, next month because I've been streaming more often.

Hull at B Livery, £30.

But it's pitch black outside now. Oh, cancelled.

Huh, why did it show it to me now then?

Weird.

Da da da da. Hmm. But oh no, I'm taking.

Head and

shoulders.

No SMT.

Lunchtime finishes in half an hour.

Trinken. Oh, dann so.

Oh shit, I shouldn't have done that.

Oh no.

Oh no. Oh no.

No.

No.

Come on, tanking.

Caballo, tanque.

And what does sweep the gains mean?

It means sweep the high.

Whoa, I'm up £2!

Oh, full pads. Maybe

I put my stop loss there.

Up £5.

Up £8.

Come on, thank you.

Online pause.

Outdoor pause.

Upside down.

Wow, up £15. Wow.

Up £20.

Accounts, £1,376.

Hmm, my P&L. 2558. God damn it.

Oh, bouncing again. Stop it. Bounce off of Asia high.

Maybe I get out.

Asia high is new support. Could be—

take £13.

No, it bounced exactly off Asia high.

I'm scared. I'm

out. Ah, 1372.

55 pounds.

Hmm.

Might just leave it until PM, play some

Chivalry.

Maybe that swept Asia high and now it's going to go down.

Oh yo.

Damn ripping

bounce off Asia high.

Maybe go long.

Wow, Asia high was also a fair value gap.

Wow, what a rip. I can't believe if I just did nothing,

if I just did nothing, I'd be up 1,500.

I'm still down £600 in total with everything.

Oh, one of my Facebook shares went green, 38p.

I've got 2 Facebook shares,

both down £3 in total.

It's going down.

I wonder if that's a liquidity sweep and then we're going down.

Put a tiny short, maybe.

You

know, even if I did this for my actual living, God, I would, I would never want to tell a girl I'm dating that this is what I do. She'd think, oh God, like his entire, entire livelihood goes up and down on the whims of a green and red line that he barely doesn't really seem to know which

way it's going half the time.

Yeah, really want to hitch my wagon to that.

Can you imagine being a woman

and then like your husband just loses millions of pounds every day

and then he loses his trade and he's in a bad mood the whole week? He's like, honey, we got to sell one of the cars.

I just lost 20% of our life savings.

And then worst case scenario, he like marries Jesse Livermore and then he shoots himself in the head because he lost everything.

Would not fill a woman with much comfort, would it?

Yeah, girls like artist types who don't make much money because the artist has, you know, passion and skill and makes beautiful music or art or whatever. What does a trader make? He doesn't make anything. He doesn't produce anything or like create anything physical.

Being a broke artist is kind of romantic. Being a broke trader, it's just like being a gambling addict.

Just because you enjoy it doesn't mean it's good. Like, if you enjoy playing the piano, that's good.

But enjoying this is like you saying, oh, I enjoy gambling,

or like you enjoy sex too much because you're addicted.

Ripping down for pounds.

Hmm, don't know about that.

Account total, 1,377.

The problem is I, I'm not trading any setups. Journaling's good, like you, you type in what setup you took and what entries. I'm just, I'm not doing any setups. That's problem. My setup is I think this is a liquidity sweep

above Asia high.

That's it, really.

Come on, tank.

I'm way too emotional today after losing $180.

I can't even be bothered to keep track of how much I've made and lost today. It's just a mess. Probably made like 80 and lost like 180.

Come on, the thing.

Well, I can just remember, I don't need to journal.

I have very good memory.

Tankin.

Well, I'm bored watching this. Might play Chivalry 2.

Who's ready for he did and I did?

He did. I did. He did.

He did.

No, I'm not playing a video game. The point of the video game is to distract me. So I don't overtrade. It's supposed to like get my mind off it, mental reset. Otherwise I'm just going to sit staring at this line going up and down.

Best distractions to

Get away from trading. Gaming, fapping, shagging.

Also taking a nap or going on a drive. Up £1. Unfortunately, I cannot do any of those on stream apart from one, which is gaming.

No fapping on stream.

I earned myself some chivalry.

He dead.

Well, I'll be back on YouTube tonight for talking stream.

Okay, game in.

Ah, this looks so much nicer than charts.

It had, it had Andrew free. You did.

See, Chivalry 2 is just like trading. It's all about timing, knowing when to attack, not randomly slashing,

anticipating the movements.

He dead. Say.

You dead.

It's nice, cough's nearly gone.

What? I dodged that.

He dead.

Oh, I dead.

What shall I have for dinner? Lost my bacon. I got chicken legs.

I might have chicken legs and chips.

Oh, he did.

Oh, I did.

The Duke,

he dead.

What?

Come on, respawn.

Well, if they sweep the yearly gains, I'll get out all my longs.

I don't really want to be all in long CFDs anymore either.

Getting scared. God, I was so miserable last week thinking, oh, my account's down to 690.

He dead.

What? Well, that was lame. Snuck up behind me.

Oh, I did.

Eat it.

What

the hell?

Maybe I get the axe.

Maybe that The Duke.

Wow.

Wow, he did.

I did.

Now my account's at 1360, but last week it was at 700.

Bounce back a

bit.

Ah, he did.

Y la, a ver.

Il est

là. Ah, arrête.

Easy.

45 minutes to go.

When will I become a profitable trader? Oh, I don't know.

I just can't stop trading.

Like, I'll have 2 good trades and then I'll just keep doing more and more until I lose everything.

I don't know why I can't just stop.

I keep thinking, oh, I know where it's going now, I'll make some extra money.

Could have been up £40 today instead of down over £100.

Well, yeah, I think I'll be ready by 1st of December.

I'm sure I can conquer all my personality defects in one week. It's just decades of wired in my brain personality defects I have to overcome in a week. Easy.

He dead.

He

dead.

Whoa, 100 damage.

Eat it.

Ah, should have seen that.

Eat it.

Oh, they ganged up on me.

God, that short's not doing good. Down £6.

I did.

Oh. Bread. Remember that crazy Asian girl called Bread? She was a psycho.

Add it.

What?

Ah, allez.

Tomorrow, Wednesday,

what to do?

Ah,

I guess

Trading stream,

7 hours kick.

Eat it.

Il

est là. Ah, il est là.

Eat

it,

eat it,

eat it.

He dead.

What?

You dead.

I did. Wow, I'm number 4. Doing pretty well. He dead.

I

did.

What?

He

dead.

Hüllen.

Our defenses are falling. Safeguard our siege weapons.

I did.

Ah,

I did.

He

dead.

He dead.

He dead.

I did.

The wall is lost. Fall back to the bazaar.

Open bazaar. Bar the enemy from the town.

He dead. Oh, I dead.

He dead.

Oh, dead.

Y

that,

I did.

They nearly have control of the bazaar.

Oh,

I did.

Allez.

Keep it clear of Penang and stop.

Allez.

He dead.

He dead.

I dead.

Eat

it.

Not it.

Well, I'm number 4.

Eat it.

Fois.

Eat

it,

eat it.

You dead. We win again. Oh, Marco's ripping.

Yeah, that's short.

Half

an hour. I only gotta make £12, I think.

The siege of

Rockhampton.

4 degrees outside.

But

he did.

What? I don't—

A

ver.

Oh,

nearly gone.

What? Damn, Spice is 674. You're

right. What?

Wow.

You louts, the Agathian towers are at the wall.

Soldiers, defend the fort walls.

I didn't

I did.

Ah, that

You fools! They have nearly taken control of our

walls! The Asgathians have taken the walls!

A ver.

Eat

it.

I did.

Wow, number 3, doing quite well.

He

dead.

Oh, I did.

Damn, Spike. Ripped.

Eat

it.

I

did.

Wow, it's market back to where it was last time before the big tanking.

A

ver.

I

did.

Fuck, what did I say?

Eat

it.

Add it.

Oh,

I did.

I did, I did.

I

did.

9 minutes.

All right.

7

minutes.

It—

wow.

Mm-hmm.

Be that.

A ver.

I

read.

I read.

I did.

Shibori.

I did

Tuesday.

I

did. Ah, 3 hours.

Nice timing.