Kick Livestreams/BIG DAY OUT - Restormol castle 2025-07-29 23_28 [64fce-big-day-out-restormol-castle] 480p

Jesus.

I made it.

Pounding headache from all the wind.

The wind is exhausting me because it blows against you, making it harder to walk.

Remember whining about the crypts nonstop last time I came here, and the bell bombs.

Got new things, new problems now.

Yeah, I've got a real oven. I just don't use it because I don't want to clean it. I've already cleaned my oven with my, uh, steam washer. I don't want to clean it again.

I've got a steam cleaner.

So how do I get— last time I forgot how to get back to the car. I went the wrong way. I mean, I went the right way, but it was not the right direction.

I think you come from over there.

Oh, is that the Phoenix Mill? Yeah, that's the Phoenix— how did I end up at the Phoenix Mill there and the car park's there? That's how I got so lost. I thought the car park was like down there, but it's more over there. Yeah, that's the Phoenix Mill, visited by Prince Charles in 1992 for some reason.

Yeah, in Rotterdam, one of the complaints, they said that I ruined the oven just because it had burnt cake on, burnt bits on it. I didn't ruin it, it was just dirty. They said I ruined the oven, I left a pile of stinky towels, and I broke the sofa bed. They said the sofa bed doesn't

I'm not in Mila, probably like 400 times on that sofa bed. Still no baby though. I don't think Mila was even on birth control. She did start looking into getting onto the pill, and she didn't want to— she didn't want to be on the pill. She said it will make her fat.

She even got me a sperm test kit. I took it and it was like really weak sperm, so I guess she thought, ah, whatever. Amira was wild. She let me nut inside her the first time I met her. Didn't even say, where's the condom?

Some girls just really don't care, do they?

Never once used condom with me.

Yeah, on the first date I met her in London, to a hotel. We got really drunk. Oh my God, windy.

My whole— by the fucking wind.

Jesus, I don't know if I sit down here.

This doesn't cut much.

Oh wait, yeah, if I meet a viewer, I usually try to bang them first. I don't think I've ever met a viewer. I mean, maybe Blood Bucket.

Took a while until I banged one. Okay, mainly because it, it

requires—

the wind is just coming in from all directions. It's blowing everywhere, mostly from this way.

Shut up, stupid idiots.

I want to go home. I can't even talk because of the fucking wind.

I'm gonna sit here.

There's like a weird quarry over there. Maybe next time I go there. Oh no, it's just a family.

They seem German. I don't know why Germans like coming here. Last time I came here, a lot of Germans.

Uh, I don't think the wind buff is going to help much.

I think I'm going to head back. It's horrible.

I can't stay out here like this. It's just horrid.

So I have to be 2 o'clock. I get back probably half 3 to the car. I reckon it should take an hour to get back to the car. I think it's half an hour drive, 20 minutes drive. Like 4-ish should be good. 4 o'clock pot noodle and breadsticks, coffee at 5 or 6, dinner at 8-ish, maybe 9,

and then last 3, 2 hours. Final 2 hours, another day done. $250, thank you very much. Another $250 banger day.

No, I don't think police will come at night. That's why I've been staying out all day. If they do come, it'll be during the day, wouldn't it? Unless they get the night shift cops to come to my house.

Oh, the wind stopped a little

bit. Oh God,

oh God, it stopped.

Oh, it's so nice when the wind stops.

Maybe that's a sign I should go to Amsterdam.

It sounds Dutch.

It sounds goofier than German.

Imagine it's Mila. Mila's family. I didn't learn a single word of Dutch when I was with Mila.

She didn't teach me anything.

I mean, I didn't ask Pasta to teach me any Thai, but she would want to teach me her language. She would talk to me in Thai.

All them, they all look like Mila.

And Dutch people, she's all tall and slim and sexy.

Oh, I've got a headache.

Oh, the wind just never stops.

Ah,

all right.

Imagine going to the pools for summer vacation.

Yeah, you come all the way to the UK and then they decide to come here.

Welcome

to my neighborhood.

Oh, stock market opened. Anything to trade?

Oh, I got margin called. One of my shorts got closed.

What?

Short again? It ripped. It ripped really hard.

I got short again.

I'll put more money in it.

Okay, I'm short right at the top, definitely at the top this time. There's no way it rips higher than that.

Day trading countdown to 104.

I didn't add any money yet. I clo— actually, I closed my short that was down £180, and then I reopened it back at the top. That's how you cheat the system. 40 pence now.

See, it was down £180, now it's up 24 pence. I just closed it where it was down, and I reopened it right back at the top.

Genius. Oh no, I just took a £180 loss.

Not really, cuz I reopened it,

so I technically didn't lose anything.

Uh, when I get home, I've got to send off my Thai school documents to Thai people.

I just think it'd be interesting to see if they would actually let me buy it, see if I can get it or not.

Headlights of the car.

I lost so much money shorting the market since February.

I think I lost nearly £300 on the S&P short ETF, then probably hundreds on the CFD shorts. I've already lost the equal, equal amount of money I lost shorting it than what I've made longing for a gold test. So in the end, didn't make anything. Probably never go short

over summer.

Wreck during summer.

さあ、もう一回行こう。

Oops, I went the wrong way.

180-pound loss. Crazy.

Is it streaming? Why are you saying F?

Shorts up £1. Told you.

The problem is I don't close my shorts if I'm in a loss. I keep it open and I'm stubborn and I refuse to close it. If I just closed it out, I would have lost way less.

But I can't, I can't ever stick to my rule of closing it out because I'm stubborn. I'm scared if I do close it, it's gonna go my way and I won't be in it anymore.

I don't know why LeBaron is struggling here.

The muff doesn't even make any difference.

And then I can't see the chat and it looks stupid.

Oh my gosh,

there it's on. See, it doesn't even make a difference. It looks silly now. This guy's gonna laugh at me.

Yeah, I can't see half the screen because the stupid thing covers it up.

Remember what— makes no difference.

Not using my second phone. I don't need to. I can tell that the stream is streaming because it says my signal strength on iRail Pro. So as long as it doesn't say zero, I know it is streaming.

And to see the chat, I can't be bothered holding 2 phones. And the iPhone's just shit now, gets all hot.

But I'm in such— I've got such a habit of using the iPhone, it's hard to switch to the S10 Plus. I should stop using the iPhone, it's causing me a lot of problems. It's just rubbish.

No, I didn't take it off. See, that's what I told you.

If you think it's gotten better, it's just because the wind stopped blowing. It's not gone better, the wind just stopped blowing.

Also, there's mics all over the Flip 7. There's a mic in the middle bit, there's a mic on the left side. Look, now there's zero wind, it's not blowing.

There's absolutely no wind right now.

Yeah, there's a lot of mics on the Flip 7.

I think it uses all of them at the same time to create nice sound, but I don't have 3 wind muffs unless

I make it only use the bottom mic.

I'm going back anyway,

play my music.

I don't think today was a failure, it was just kind of boring. The castle thing was not that great, the woods was rubbish.

I give today a 6.1 out of 10.

I wish

I could walk around with the girl.

I didn't even do anything wrong.

Yeah, the wind's blowing a bit.

Why no go?

Yeah, I thought the car park was to the left, but it's to the right, isn't it?

That's why I got confused.

I'm going home now.

Gonna have some breadsticks and hummus with some kebab chicken, coffee.

Is that the army shooting? I'm not even close to the moors.

I think today started off okay. Castle was a bit bland,

kind of what I expected, to be honest, wasn't it?

They're all the same.

Woods, no connection, had to leave. Sitting on car parking.

See, not just stops are gambling, IRL is a gamble too. You spend money and then you waste it having to leave.

£10 for the castle as well. £10 castle, £7 parking, probably like £10 fuel because I've used up— I used a lot of the battery.

I don't know if I'm going out tomorrow.

I want to go to the firing range.

I don't know, everywhere just looks the same really. It's all just like that.

It's nice to distract me though,

get my mind off things. You know, it's nice when you just don't care anymore. I hate it when your mind goes into overdrive panicking about every stupid thing and you just sleep it off. Next day you're like, I don't even care anymore. It's probably what weed is good for. It just makes your mind shut off, stop thinking.

The good thing about coming out though is it is nice when you get home and you put some food on.

Check my stocks.

I'm up £1.50 on my short. See, I took a £180 loss and I—

the win. That is positive mindset in action.

You take that frown and turn it up to the Lie down. That's Mama.

Clips low. Hope I can get back to

Market hasn't done a big tank in ages. Not since— I think not since some missiles went off. I can't remember where. Wasn't it Israel, or was it Oh, some country, was it Pakistan? Like, so they shot some missile.

It's just been no negative news at all. And then before that, it was Elon Musk fighting with Trump on Twitter.

Did you see Trump and Starmer meeting? Trump was saying, I don't like Sadiq Khan, he's done a terrible job. And then Keir Starmer's like, actually, he's a very good friend of mine. No one gives a shit if he's a good friend. Why do— why is— why, why do we care if he's a good friend of yours?

What's that got to do with doing a good job or bad job being Mayor of London? Oh, he's a good friend of mine means he can do a shit job and it's okay. Shark here.

He's my friend. Stop bullying my friend.

I forgot which— there were these 2 countries. One shot a missile into the other one, and then they bombed some airbase. Was it Iran? Maybe. No, the US bombed some nuclear facilities, I think, in Iran, wasn't it? That was the last time we had a big tank.

Yeah, there's Phoenix Mill.

I don't know how I got lost last time.

Last time I went down the road down there thinking the car park was that way, but actually, yeah, it's this way.

What if instead of buying stocks, like investing in shares and ETFs, what if I just go all in long CFDs, I get 20x leverage. Markets never tank, right? Always goes up. Am I right? Why don't I just dollar cost average my money into CFD longs? Yeah, there'll be overnight interest, but

making more than the interest.

Like if the market did crash and it presented a buying opportunity, I'd probably just buy a load of CFD longs and hold it all year.

What's the point getting an ETF?

Get 10% gains, I get 200% gain CFD long.

I don't know what the interest— we got

Depends how much money you're in, you've put in.

The walk back always feels so long.

Oh, I can't wait to get back to the car

when I see that beautiful red. I can see it already, my car.

Car park. Look at all the other people's banger shitty cars. Mine's so much better looking.

Very rarely do I think, yeah, my car's not the best in the car park. Even from here it looks good.

Did I go to that building before? I don't think I have. What battery am I at? 20%. Yeah, I've never been to this one.

I don't think I've been to that one.

Might as well since it's just over there.

It's got a sign on it.

What's it say?

Uh, Houseman's Engine House.

Since 1881. I can't read the rest of it.

Development Commission or something.

Minions Heritage Centre, Houseman's Engine House. Building is owned by Cornwall Council. It looks modern. They put modern doors on it.

There's windows as well.

Look, they put modern doors on it.

Oh, look,

there's a fire extinguisher in there too.

Look,

why is it shut?

It's like a

museum.

I

wonder why it's shut.

Unless it's open and you just open the door.

Look, they've put modern windows.

Caradon Hill.

Caradon Hill TV transmitter station.

Pumping, pumping engine house.

Back to Makar, where it all began.

So I was revisiting all those places in Japan where I made my OG videos, between seeing like the park and the bridge, and I was streaming there recreating it. Yeah, Chihiro did not like that. I felt so weird, like weird melancholy nostalgia feeling, almost like I could taste 2017 And then that feeling of just being living with

some random Japanese woman, making my YouTube videos, documenting my life on my parents' company. So I'm not in jail now. Felt very strange.

Nothing really changed there. Got some cool new tech like fancy smartphones.

Muff off.

Yeah, it was like walking around in a dream. You walk around all the same supermarkets and places you went to before when I was married, but you're alone this time.

Really lonely. It's kind of like you died and you became a ghost and you're still in the world, but you're not really. Existing in it physically.

Another black Tesla.

No, we didn't go to Life, we went to this small supermarket.

Can't remember what it's called.

We did go in there, had a look around. Tesla. I actually think my car looks better than the Tesla.

I'm starving.

Have some water.

Oh, I'm exhausted.

Oh God.

Ah,

the wind destroyed me. The wind has just been nonstop.

Splitting headache.

Huh.

Uh,

37 minutes home.

37 minutes, guys.

嗯。

嗯。

No, I don't want to link a blog. What?