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my girlfriend kicked me out [6-8U6AwYpNA]

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    Told her not to look at my YouTube

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    channel.

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    Just had

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    this huge argument with my girlfriend. So

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    she was watching the livestream where I

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    was saying all this stuff,

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    and she was crying and upset. She told me

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    to get out. I don't

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    think I'm actually going to upload this

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    video or use it. I'm just taking it just

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    in case. It's freezing cold.

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    I have my most important things with me:

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    my passport, my wallet, my phone, my

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    Wi-Fi. Left the iPad

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    and the camera, my chargers back there.

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    I guess they're easily replaceable.

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    It's freezing. I don't

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    know what to do.

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    I'm just so fed up with this situation.

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    I feel like I want to leave. Maybe I

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    should just leave.

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    It's just so irritating being watched.

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    I told her not to look for my YouTube

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    channel. I told her not to look at my

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    videos. She doesn't listen.

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    She kept watching them, and then she kept

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    coming home really upset and then moaning

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    at me. And then I had to give her the same

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    explanation I did 2 times already, and

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    it's just getting more and more

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    I just feel like packing my bags and

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    leaving. I feel like leaving right now,

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    actually. I'll lose my

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    iPad, I'll lose my camera, I'll lose all

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    my luggage, my clothing. How much is it

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    worth? Well, the iPad was $1,000, £1,000—

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    no, $1,000, £700.

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    Camera, £400. Maybe about £500 in clothing

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    and stuff. Blue Yeti mic. So maybe there's

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    about £2,000 worth of stuff that I own I

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    would have to buy again. I don't even

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    think I'd buy some of the stuff that I

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    lost again anyway. Do I really need an

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    iPad? Do I really need a camera? No, it's

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    just a waste of money, isn't it?

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    Maybe I should just leave now. I can

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    sacrifice that stuff. I've got my

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    passport, got my phone, got my Wi-Fi.

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    Don't have my charger, I could just buy

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    one. I have the most important things.

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    Do I really want to go back there? It's so

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    awkward now. I don't know how to face her.

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    It's just So unbearably awkward, I had to

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    get out of there.

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    This is what

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    I hate about being in a relationship. You

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    have to sacrifice your freedom. Sometimes

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    I don't know what's more important,

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    having your freedom or being in a

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    relationship.

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    I think it's a difficult choice to make.

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    I don't know what to do. I guess I'm gonna

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    have to go back, aren't I? It's 9 PM.

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    It's 9 PM at

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    night. What am I supposed to do?

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    I can't spend the night outside, it's

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    I don't even know if I explained what

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    happened properly. Okay, I've calmed down

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    a bit. So this is what happened. Um, my

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    girlfriend came home, she was really

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    upset. She says she watched my livestream

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    where I talked a load of shit about her.

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    And she said she was really hurt by the

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    things I said. I didn't really know what

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    to say because I've already tried

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    explaining the whole deal with my YouTube

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    thing. And then we just sat

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    there in silence for about an hour. Over

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    an hour, we just sat there in silence. I

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    didn't know what to do. I didn't know what

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    to say. I guess what I should have said

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    was, I'm sorry.

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    And then we sat in silence for another

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    half an hour. Then I decided to get up. I

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    packed my tiny bag, I packed my Wi-Fi,

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    my phone, and then I just— I took my hat

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    and I said, I'm gonna go for a walk. And

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    I don't know what to do. I don't feel

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    like— I feel like it's going to be very

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    hard to go back to how things were before

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    Maybe it's better if I leave.

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    I don't want to sneak out during the day.

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    It's snowing again.

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    It's not a great night to be homeless, to

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    It's not a great night at all. Not one of

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    my best. So, um, what happens next?

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    Do we go back? Should I get on the train,

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    go somewhere else? I just had a fish

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    burger. It was pretty tasty.

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    It's been about an hour and a half since I

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    stormed out the apartment. I should have

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    taken the camera at least. I can sacrifice

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    the iPad, but I could have carried

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    the camera pretty easily. I have 2

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    options. I could go back, back to the

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    apartment of awkwardness,

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    and then sneak out tomorrow and get my

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    stuff, or I could just leave now. And

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    abandon my stuff. Nearly $2,000 worth of

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    equipment and clothing. I feel like I

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    don't know how we can go back to normal

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    now. I just feel like running away now.

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    I don't really see what would be a better

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    option. I can either run away now and

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    abandon all my stuff, or I could pretend

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    to make things up with her and then sneak

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    out tomorrow. And then at least I can get

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    my stuff and then leave. My nose is so

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    red. I just— I don't see how this

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    relationship can work out now. I'm not

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    happy, she's not happy. I can't continue

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    doing what I want to do without upsetting

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    her. It just feels like I don't have many

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    options right now. I'm tempted to just get

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    on the train, go to a different city.

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    It's just kind of crazy. Okay, think about

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    it. What have I lost? I've lost 2 pairs of

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    jeans, a few of my hoodies,

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    some of my long-sleeve shirts. I've lost

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    my iPad. I've lost my camera. I've lost

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    tiny things like toothbrush, tweezers,

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    dental floss, toothpaste, my entire

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    luggage. All of my underwear, my socks.

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    What else is there? My Blue Yeti

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    microphone. I don't really care about the

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    clothing because that stuff's pretty

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    cheap. Do I really care about the iPad?

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    Why do I need an iPad? It's not like I

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    have translation work to do anymore. I

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    don't even do drawing. I don't really need

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    an iPad. It's nearly 10 PM. Where are you

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    supposed to go? The best thing to do would

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    be to go into Osaka and then maybe

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    get a hotel and then think about where

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    to go the next day.

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    This is stupid. I should go back to my

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    girlfriend's place and then say sorry and

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    then make everything better.

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    It's you again.

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    I met you yesterday, didn't I?

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    How did you find me?

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