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Testing. Hmm. Uh, uh, raining again. I asked, uh, chat. G pt. I mean not chat. GP co-pilot. Maybe a borderlines for video. Thumbnail <laugh>. That looks pretty good. I know if we can do the aspect ratio. Probably not. Oh wow. That actually pretty good. I said make me a thumbnail about why it's bad. <laugh>. Is that even a character in Borderlands? I don't even have to make a thumbnail anymore. Bit slow. Oh wow. Is that 16 by nine? It's not 16 by nine still. But it's better than before. Before it used to make it a square. I'm making the thumbnails most annoying bit. Yeah. I might actually use that slave image. Okay. Uh, make another one. But use an enemy character for the man and put one outta five stars rating on it. Two. So it is using GPT five. Isn't that the new one? Yeah, that's the new one. It's supposed to be a lot better to be free <laugh>. Wow. What, how my That already what? <laugh>. I should have talked more. Oh wow. That's better. It's got like that main mouse character. Well even put the text behind his head a little bit. That's pretty good. Damn. I needed to make an AI of my voice so I don't have to say anything. How do I do the AI voice of myself? Look at that. I go, where's the star rating? It's making us watch him watch content. What? Not making you do anything. Oh look it did the one out of <laugh>. Only put four stars mate. One out of five stars. Why did they put a why? Its uh, they ruined it. The why? Its why'd they put why? It's one out of four stars and hits this one out. Five. <laugh>. I don't know. I kind of like this one. I download that too. Okay. Oh, what file is bigger than two mb? Why can't it be bigger than two mb? It's not 16 by nine. Okay. Make it 16 by nine. Yeah. Fuck off Mommy. If you're just gonna moan all the time. Ban you saying becoming really annoying like tvb. And why do you keep coming back if it's so boring? Fuck off. I don't care. Do you think I care fucking whining and moaning all the time or in my day already? Thanks. I am not going outside when it rains all day. I told you over and over it's raining every day with no end as far as the weather forecast goes. It's just nonstop rain until 10 days later. It's insane. I don't know why copilot can't make a 16 by nine aspects ratio image. It's still not 16 by nine. What's that look? Put two apostrophes <laugh>. Why does it do weird little mistakes like that? That's not 16 by nine. Why can't it do 16 by nine and it's not less than two megabytes? Uh uh. I still got to edit it and whatever. Okay, I'll do, make me a thumbnail about YouTuber hiding in my room. I think it's just going to draw a guy hiding in his room. I've still got beef and chips, so I don't actually need Tesco for today. Maybe tomorrow. I, what is this? Not even my hairstyle. <laugh> what? <laugh>. Hiding my room. <laugh>. What is that? Let me tell me. I mean, let me tell it to make it about no, make it about the YouTube. Who's that hiding? My room. My room. That shit. Now it's just bringing up real thumbnails of me. A thumbnail for YouTube. Why he, why does it not make a picture of me? It makes this picture of this white guy. Who's that? <laugh>. What does that say? Why he's bid? Uh, who even is that? <laugh>? What about someone more famous like Chris, make one about this. It is annoying. You can't do 16 by nine aspects ratio of some reason. Is Johnny smart? He's still stuck in South Korea. Must be so boring. Like your whole life's on pause. If I tally still stuck in the Philippines, not worth it. Is it? Do you think they're gonna change after all this, quit all this streaming stuff and get a job? 'cause I would, I'd be like, fuck this, I'm not doing this anymore. And if I actually got locked up and then I came out, I just n the whole thing, I wouldn't do it again. Look, doesn't get a picture of actual Chris. This makes like a weird random white guy. Well, what did he think was gonna happen? He was literally harassing people on the street, on camera. Incriminating himself. People are so dumb. You can't be that desperate for views can you? Views are nice and everything, but it's not worth it. These people are more addicted to views than I am. And I thought I was bad. Why is it only five minutes? Oh, I'm hungry. Hmm? I'm only making about a hundred dollars a day. Now. Yesterday I made 105, I think less than $10 an hour. So averaging about 60 viewers. I make about a hundred dollars a day. Still more than YouTube. My last YouTube stream made about, let me check. Last YouTube stream made $31. It was $21 ads, $5 memberships and $5 Super chat. Didn't get any PayPals, but it was only two hours 40 minutes long. So I made $15 an hour nearly. I made a third, but I only streamed for two, two hours and 40 minutes. Without donors, it made $21. I just wonder if I streamed for 12 hours on YouTube, how much would I make? I can't get my viewership up anymore on the kick. So I think we're stuck in this number range. Unless I do something crazy like, I don't know. Suddenly I'm in Japan, multistream. 'cause then I split my audience into two. I have even less viewers on both platforms. Wouldn't make any sense. So then I'd have like 30 on YouTube and 20 here instead of 50 here it is true. Sharp said. I did not have 200 viewers on YouTube. What you're talking about. Yeah, maybe I'll get a couple extra 10 or 15 viewers who stay on YouTube. It's not gonna make a big difference, is it? And then I lose 50% income on the kick if I multistream. So then I'd make like $3 an hour on the kick. 'cause I'd have love viewers. 'cause I think people would rather watch me on YouTube. Hmm. I don't know. Maybe I'd do a YouTube tonight and then stop streaming on kick around five or six and then go live on YouTube. Seven to 11. I really can't be bothered. I really have to though. Otherwise my watch time's gonna tank. None of my new videos took off. Yeah. So making 80 pounds a day. We got, we got today's what? Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday. Two got five days. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5. I might have 6,500 by next Thursday. Oh God. I really can't save up any money anymore without that. Massive 1000 a week. Making like 500 a week now. And then how many Thursdays left? Next Thursday is the 18th. And then there's one more. Thursday 25th, five 60. Might have 7,100 end of the month. Tough, isn't it? There's nothing I can do to get my viewers up unless I move. I bet. Moving back to my mom's house, might get some viewers back back. It's kind of like, it's like you're eating a burger and then your palate gets full of the burger flavor and then you wash it down with some coke and it resets the palette. I gotta do that and be streaming from my bedroom. Would make people go, oh, he's doing something. And people are so dumb. I'm literally not doing anything. It's just I'm in a different room. But they think, oh wow, something's happening. No it's not. I've always just done the exact same thing but in different rooms. But every time I go to a different room, everyone's like, oh wow, he's doing stuff fucking annoying. And then they get bored again. And then I've gotta move again. But every time I move, I'm doing the exact same thing. Whining, cooking. I think people are kind of brain dead. Look how many viewers came back when I started talking about moving to Thailand. I was around 80 viewers on YouTube and it went back up to 150 when I was talking about the T Lee Visa. Yeah, maybe I spend a week at my mom's house. Pretend I've moved back in something. Maybe I'll go do some Uber Eats and stream that. Just put the camera in the back. And what did I say? That was absurd. Okay. Getting very annoyed with chuff recently. You're blocked. Getting very annoyed with chaff blocked. Really don't like your tone recently. Just be glad it wasn't a band. But I will not be reading your messages anymore Anyway. So yeah, I think maybe if I went back to my mom's house and pretended I've moved back in. Might get some people back. But apart from that, I don't really see what else can do. I thought having girls phone on stream might increase readership. I didn't really, even Venus energetic pH me didn't really move the numbers. It's just gotta be the same as it's always been. I've got to do something that looks like there's a big life change happening. I already advertised my stream loads on my YouTube. I made loads of videos with the link. People know that I stream on kick. There's no point pushing it anymore. I will never bring a girl on camera ever again. Even if she wants to. I'm not gonna allow it. 'cause you guys are fucking freaks and not very nice. So you can all get fucked. No way am I ever left. <inaudible>. Obviously not everyone, but I have the most disgusting, sick minded freak audience on the entire internet. And I would never bring any goer alike onto it ever again. I hate basically at least 60% of my audience. I fake fucking hate them. Obviously not all you guys are bad. I'm just saying that a lot of them are. But I fucking hate my audience. I hate you too, Sid. You're really annoying. Any girl I bring on the channel ends up getting relentlessly harassed and bullied. And then I get the blame for it. So never again. Also, I'm never gonna talk about any job I get. Again, this is all you're going to get. I am gonna bore you all the away. My goal is to be boring on purpose until you all fuck off and leave me alone. But until that happens, I'm gonna milk every last penny. You will ruin my life. No. And when I'm 50, I have inherited a 1 million pound house. And I'll be a successful day trader. I only lost two pounds yesterday. That's progress. Also. I don't relate with any of you. I'm not right wing. I'm not an incel. I'm not black pill. I'm not based. I don't even know why I have a right wing, incel, black pill, whatever. Stupid fringe community audience. I have no idea why. 'cause I've never expressed opinions about being right wing, any of that stuff. All I said was Trump's funny. Never said I love Trump. I never said I hate the letter I I don't know why I've got this audience, but it doesn't portray my values at all. Not in cell. I don't hate women. And I dunno why I've got this stupid community with insane beliefs. Doesn't represent me at all. I know who you think I am. I don't even have a leaning. I'm apolitical like Kerry B's asexual. I'm apolitical. I don't give a shit. I just, I don't like people getting shot. That's all. I think that sucks. I've never even voted in my whole life. Oh God. Oh I took too much nicotine. Oh I feel sick. Also, I'm not talking about dating anymore. 'cause even if the girl that I'm talking about is not in the picture anymore, it makes me look bad for the next one. So I'm not, don't ask me about dating. I'm not talking about dating anymore. I'm done. You're not getting anything. What I'm talking about is stocks and why I hate my audience and being bored. I'm not saying a single word about any more date stuff or romance. It's over it. Don't complain. It's boring. And also you don't need to announce if you're bored and you're going, I don't care. Just go. I don't need to know. I don't want to know. I don't care. I'm done. Don't care Sid. Just go. You don't need to announce it. Don't care. Turning a new fresh leaf. Don't care if you care. Mommy. Don't care. I didn't ask. I'm gonna go back to your YouTube and then I'm gonna fake everything while I'm moving back to Japan. While I'm move, moving back in my mum's while I've left. De everything's gonna be fake and click bait. Just so you're wand. I went from oversharing to now not sharing nothing. I learned my lesson. I dunno why they keep putting. I've already P twice. Now you go again. Why can't it all come out at once? Really annoying. Uh, I got ated. Nothing comes out. It makes you think you need to go. And then nothing comes out. Oh, oh it's cold. Look, it will be sunny for a bit. And then rain again. Tiny bit of blue. I just thought how someone can do that. I mean the guy was someone's husband and someone's dad and someone's son. How can you just kill him? And then to make matters worse, the person who shot him is on the run thinking he can get away with it. Like just give yourself up. I mean, why even bother to make a run for it? But you accomplished your goal, didn't you? I've already gotta look into a way to stop this phone locking itself. There must be an app that stops it from locking. I dunno why. Every 10 minutes the phone locks itself. It's really annoying. And on the settings you can't turn that off. The maximum time you can set it is 10 minutes to not turn itself off. And then it turns itself off after 10 minutes. So irritating. Why does it do that? Why does it think I want that? I don't want it. So I have to use the fingerprint scanner to unlock it. And if I've got water on my finger, it doesn't work. Uh, yeah, we'll keep streaming, but I'm not talking about anything apart from stocks and being bored and my car. Maybe I'll try doing laundry. Oh, stupid oil stains again. How many clothing's getting destroyed by cooking? Women lunch raining again. Great. Daniel, quit my job and go on the same adventure you did in Japan. And always feel a bit jealous for all things that you did. Also, why did you delete your Oh thanks. I delete my videos because they're stupid. No, nothing happened. Fuck off. And if anything did happen, I'm not gonna fucking tell you. What did you actually give up from Japan? Going back? No, I'm not gonna Japan. Even if anything happened, I'm not gonna fucking tell you. If you want drama, go watch East Fender's. Fucking morons not giving you nothing. Fucking drama. Hungry Vultures. That's what you fucking people are. But sickos, I'm done feeding you drama. Go watch Holly Oaks. Mond knows Ronnie. Yeah, I don't like corner. Oh, what is that smell? Oh, it's these, I think it's these stupid food. Uh, yeah, I think it's like a starchy potato rotting smell. It's not a meaty rotting smell. That would be horrible if had to throw out so much food because it went off. Uh, it was so nice when all the people in the chats are whining. Hmm. 11 hours to go. Nice. I've probably made $16 so far. Two hours making about $8 an hour. Now that's how much 50 viewers yields you back to flower pancakes. Oh, what did Luffy do now? Looks weird. Why does my Samsung keep turning itself off even though it's got a hundred percent battery? Only way to get back viewers is if I pretend that I've got a big life change, like moving back in with my mom, probably get the viewers back up to a hundred. That's the thing. They say click bait, destroy the channel. But if I don't click bait, people don't come back. They just naturally get bored and leave. So then I've gotta fake something and it toilet, I think got diarrhea. What was it? Was it the beef? Oh god. But the beef says expires on the 14th. The beef 38 pounds for a jumper. 25. I dunno if I'm s or M size, I might be s This black one is seems too big. Like I'm wearing a bin bag. What size is it? Oh, why do they put the label on the back? I can't see it. I don't think there even is a label. Oh, xl. Why did my mom get me xl? Size the hell. I wonder. It's too big xl. The hell my mum got me this next kick paycheck Thursday. But I'm adding my earnings day by day. So maybe I'm M size then. 'cause if I'm wearing XL and it's not, I mean it is kind of big, but it's not like a massively big. And I get M size. I really need a jumper. That's not those gray knitted ones. I don't really like the way they look anymore. 5% spandex. What? From China? 39 pounds. Why is it so expensive from China? I don't like buying it online without touching it. They never look like the picture. Yeah, there's a mountain warehouse in Tavistock. Could look at it after Tesco. I am not addicted to anything. What you mean? Yeah. I might do an all day YouTube stream tomorrow. Get my watch. Time up kick's. Not making much money anymore. $8 an hour. It's rubbish. Kick ran outta money. Ah. Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday. That plug my keyboard into the phone. What happens? I can't see. The screen doesn't work. Or it does. Oh. Oh it works. <laugh> got love. Android Don't you plug in the keyboard and mouse and it works. Oh, I can't see anything. <affirmative>. Hmm. Oh, thank God it's so hard setting your phone up if you can't see half the screen. Oh my God. Oh fucking hell. How'd she get off the tip screen? Come on. Where's the button? Uh, I'm trying to find where the next button is. It just says tips, but I have to swipe. This is so annoying. <laugh>. Oh, thank God I did it. Yay. It's out. Nice. It's hm. I'm pretty sure when winter gets nearer, Tesco will start sending jumpers as well. Last time I went it was still summer, so they were still sending the summer stuff. Last time I went was to get date clothing. Remember I spent 70 pounds. Oh, those two button shirts I'm never gonna wear now. 'cause they're stupidly long. What have they done? The main menu is weird. Now the hell's this. Just gimme a quick match. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. I hate this level. Five seconds. Oh, are these controls? Whoops. Wrong button. <laugh>. How'd you crouch? Oh. Oh, it's weird. With controller. This monitor does look shit. It's, it really washed out. Oh, those settings. What does office mode look brighter? Hmm. Uh uh. I don't like exports control. I dub six too high up. It's weird. 10 seconds. Go. Five seconds. What? I shot him twice with the shotgun. Oh, that was a good one. Uh, uh hmm. On board seconds. Five seconds. Hot when press. Oops. There one on four remaining. What easy. I dunno how I pain escape so much. It's kind of boring now. It's not fun with the controller. Uh, I, I can't game anymore. It's just so boring. I, I play like this. I'd rather play Mario. I can't. Oh, I can't play this. I know how I play this so much. Boring. I know how I played 6,000 hours of it. Oh, I don't know what to do. It's kill the time. It's weird. I'd rather clean my house than play video games. 40 minutes. There's something about doing things with your hands in the real world feels so much nicer than the digital fake world. Now I understand my dad. I gaming's just like a, a cheap rubbish version of the real world. Or is that my Amazon? What did I get? I can't be my Amazon. Oh okay. That's weird. I know why they didn't just knock the door. I mean I was on the other side of the door and they were putting it through the letter box. Oh what another van. How many freaking Amazon vans are there? Is that for me too? <silence> Interesting. Bored. Damn. I really can't game anymore. I don't know why it's so boring now. Sort out this rubbish. Ah, I need like a bag for cables. Oh this is pretty good. <laugh>. How is this more fun than playing a game? I just, what has happened to me tidying up my closet More fun than playing Rainbow six. I think I've, my brain's broken or something. I dunno what happened to me. Went from game addict to now tidying up my house. Addict. Oh God. Became old. It's crazy how you change as you get older. What even is this? Hmm. Nice cable management. I should do this. Don't even need this anymore. Well look the little leaf self righted itself. It was all flattened before. It's funny how they can move four leaf clover. Uh hmm. Nah. Hmm. Huh. Why does it take so long for stupid? Only found money to process. Says processing. I got it seven days ago. Why is it still fucking processing? Gimme the fucking money idiot. Is there anything good in the cinema recently? Demon Slay up the Long Walk. A group of teenage boys must maintain a certain walking speed. Wow. That sounds amazing. The Conjuring God movies suck these days. The Roses Spinal Tap two. That end ender continues <laugh>. I thought Spinal Tap was like a fake joke band from The Simpsons. Superman. Another Superman movies have really gone downhill. I remember when I was a kid, there's always cool movies like Jurassic Park, star Wars, Lord of the Rings. Now there's just the biggest movie now is The Stupid Superman. And you got some anime movie in the cinema. Demon Slater Downton Abbey. This movie suck. Uh, fantastic. Four Smurfs. The Naked Gun. Liam Neeson again. He always does the same movie where he's hunting someone down. Oh, Jurassic World Rebirth. That New Jaws. Well they got a movie from 2013 showing or even is the Point. Hi. Hi. Display ticket. Huh? I am just trying to find what things there are to do in Devon Beach. Waterfall Forest Castle. I done everything. I dunno what else today there raining again. How I'm gonna dry my laundry. Oh, that'd be livery. Oh, they want a pizza. And Ben and Jerry's cookie dough. We will pre-order the food. So it's ready for collection. No. Why can't they just do Teco food? I don't want to go to pizza Shop. 22 And it's in down dairy, which is where I delivered that. What was it? The whiskey so far away over 22. I prefer the alcoholics more than the fast food people. 'cause I don't know what place they're gonna order it from. I know. I'll find where to park. I'm not delivering in Plymouth. No. Just nightmare driving around in there. Come on, get in the fucking door. Oh my God. You fuck. Fuck. Laundry time. Ah, I have to drive an hour to go anywhere where there's Uber Eats. I think there's Uber Eats in the middle of nowhere. Full of old people. Yeah, old people really buying McDonald's. Are they old people don't like fast food for some reason. And it's always young people get McDonald's and pizza. Why do old people not like fast food? They like fish and chips. Ow. Oh, I didn't nuke the discord. I just left it. It's not my Discord. Oh. Oh. Domino's Pizza. They want a large margarita with extra cheese from Domino's. Which Domino's? They live at the beach. The hell are they at the beach and they want a pizza. What kind of address is that? No, I'm not doing that. 24 pounds to deliver a Domino's. I like doing Tesco's easy, but I don't wanna do fast food. I wonder which dominoes they order from. It's probably Saltash or is it list card? And I have to go all the way to list card. There's Domino's. Nah, I don't want to do it. And then where do you park market's ripping. Uh, why won't the market tank? Like it just forever goes up. Short's not working out. No buying opportunities. Fucking boring. Who's gonna buy up there as someone is some idiot? Yeah. Who the fuck's buying at the all time New highs? I can't short it because it's too strong. I can't buy it because it's too high. Uh, I wonder what traveling trade is doing. He did the pretty nice trade yesterday. Mm-hmm <affirmative>. Last day of the week. Got bearish diversions. Uh, they really want that pizza. Paying 26 pounds now. 14 minute drive to this card. But where the hell do I park? I hate it. They put the restaurants on the high street. Where the hell I do? I just park my car. Oh, there's a car park. I have to pay for parking. One pound 60 for an hour or two. Why do you look so sad and lonely? Can I come over? No. You just said no. What do you mean? Was that a yes? How do you hear? No. And then you asked, is that a yes? People were or something? Seems so dark. Okay, this guy's banned band trolling. They still want that pizza and 27 pounds. Now the address is weird. It's like they're on the cliff of where the beach is. Or is that a house? But it says they're on the beach Or is it just wrong and their house is at the beach? Or are they on the beach? I'm not delivering a pizza down to the fucking beach. Look it, it's on the beach. <laugh>, but it's raining. How are they on the beach? Maybe it's not raining there. Oh no. If it looks weird, I don't really want to do it. I'll try and do a day trade instead. I need traveling Trader. How? I think he would say this is the draw on liquidity, yesterday's, whatever that is. Oh, that was P-P-I-P-P-I Data. Or was it CPI? I think that was CPI. I've forgotten now. That was it. That was CPI data, wasn't it? I forget what happened the last day. After the next day starts. What did I do yesterday? I think I went long and I, I took profit here and it's just been flat all night. Asia market. That was Asia market. Nine o'clock. That must be Asia market. And from like there, that's why it's so flat. Six minutes. Hmm. What would travel and trader do if you say paper trade one more fucking time You're banned. Paper trade Backside. How about that? Why? 'cause it's fucking annoying. Why else? Okay. You're banned. Gave you plenty of warning. Oh my god. It's ripping. I think we rip and then tank. When I give a warning, don't double down, just bend the knee. But no, you had to keep pushing it, didn't you? Oh, once it's a paper trade. I'll fucking paper trade. Yeah. I made $105 yesterday. Shut up about it. Why do you care so much about how much I make? I enjoy own fucking business. Whoa. I was tanking. My thesis is we have bearish SMT divergent there and there and draw on liquidity is there and there the CPI data light, but I'm already short so I can't do anything. Maybe it rips a little then tanks like, uh, like and then down. Maybe it does that. Who's taking a trade? Maybe I go long. Could do that. It's Friday, isn't it? I'm already in short, but I'm downloads <laugh>, my short's all the way down there. <laugh>. I shorted all the way down there and it went up. I'm down 280 pounds. I think as long as the streaming doesn't stop me from doing anything that I was gonna do anyway, then why not do it? Free money, isn't it? This is what I'd be doing anyway. I've just gotta put the streaming on like the back foot instead of the front foot now. No, I still wanna do day trading. The streaming thing's just not reliable. Is it at the mercy of stupid viewers being bored or not? It really sucks being at the mercy of stupid viewers whining about things being boring. That's in a bunch of children. I'd much rather be a trader if I could do it. What do you mean whining off the ball? Why are you quoting it as if I said that when I didn't say that? The hell does whining off the ball mean I didn't say anything about ball. Are you deaf? What? Like a football ball. How does whining off the ball name doesn't even make any sense. I said whining that they're bored. I asked my mom if I can swap my car with her. She said no <laugh>. Why not? My mom's car could easily drive all the way here in one trip without having to fill up. I think my mom's car ranged like 360 miles. I dunno why my mom hates automatics and electric cars. Yeah, whatever. I just stop at Amesbury and do a 30 minute charge. It's not hard. Stop whining. I do a 30 minute charge. I'll stop, have a break, stretch my legs. Have a drink. Who's gonna do a four and a half hour drive in one go? I did two hours drive on. What was it Sunday? God, I felt dizzy. Like motion sickness. I was glad to stop for a charge. Why do you think I have to pay taxes? Do you think I've made like 50 K or something? Do you know how much I've made? I made like 17 k. What kind of fucking taxes are you talking about? I think I gotta pay taxes on 17 K. Oh mate. Do you even know what the tax free allowance is? And that is being increased to 20,000. I have to pay fuck all in taxes. It'll be like 800 pounds. Maybe they're increasing it to 20 K so I don't have to pay any taxes. 'cause I haven't made more than 20 K from kick alone. I've made about 12 k. I haven't made that much. Yeah, I will get a tax bill, but it's gonna be bad. Anything. They're still waiting for the pizza. <laugh>. No one wants to deliver a pizza to the beach. That's dumb. Yeah. If I paid off all the credit card debt and Amazon payments all at once, a savings pro go down to like 4.5 K. But why would I do that? A 0% interest payment plan over two years. Over two years. I make another 40 k. 50 k. No point at all. Paying off a 0% interest finance plan all at once. Why would you do that? Come on, do something. When's you gonna tank? I can still make about five, 600 a week. YouTube makes about 200 a month. Uh, I've kind of gone bored with OnlyFans. Maybe a couple hundred, maybe like 2006. 700? Yeah. Well things are gonna get busy at some point. Dunno how long I can keep it up. The problem is YouTube. I dunno what videos to make without streaming. The income just tanks. Yeah, it's definitely more than YouTube and OnlyFans. Oh, it's just not four, five times more like I was hoping it's more like 2.5 times more. Oh my God. Her pocket is so slow. 16 storms, what? Three hours? Oh God. Oh God. It's five. What is, why is it saying it? Because it's all jammed up. There's a lot of jams. It's now saying it takes five hours to get home. It used to be four hours, 20 minutes, 130 miles away. Do you think I can do 130 in one go? I should be able to. It says 185 mile range when it's fully charged. Come on. Hank stocks and shares. ICER is up hundred 36 pounds. Whatever link you go to to build your bet builder will give you a free bet. That's satisfaction from Lap Brooks to our sometimes. And all of his answers, particularly those that may be controversial, are immediately posted online. And to some extent that adds to the pressure that has been on the investigators in this case because when you're talking, they catch the shooter of Charlie Kirk. Then you're, my mom doesn't like electric cars. She keeps saying it's too confusing or something across the internet. Yeah. I don't think my mom would be able to cope with it. It does require foresight and planning. It has been, uh, delayed, uh, somewhat. We were expecting it almost an hour ago, but it does appear to be imminent. Yes, it does. Uh, David, we are expecting to hear more details in particular on Tyler Robinson, who is the 22-year-old. They caught him Usar, who's been taken in custody. Uh, as far as we understand this, and this is according to the President as as well. Uh, speaking earlier on Fox News in the us, uh, someone recognized the image of the individual that was being shared by the FBI, uh, and got in contact with the authorities. Uh, and, uh, subsequently, uh, an arrest was made. Of course, there seemed to be a couple of false starts, and I think anybody paying attention on Wednesday would've seen images, uh, of individuals being held by the authorities at the time. Uh, that then seemed to suggest the 22-year-old kid not long after the shooting, uh, correct. When two people were then, uh, released, uh, from custody. This is something that Cash Patel, uh, the, uh, boss of the FBI who were expecting to hear from, uh, this press conference in Orum, Utah suggested it happened. And then as we were hearing from James Matthews when he asked, uh, about that mistake, as studiously avoided answering any questions on it, I'm sure there may be some coming his way if he does take that lectern, uh, this afternoon, uh, in, uh, Orum, Utah. Uh, it's coming up to six minutes to eight there. Six minutes to three in the afternoon here in the uk. And if you're just joining us, we're expecting a press conference, uh, in the, uh, state of Utah in the shadow of the Rocky Mountains about the shooting of Charlie Kirk. Uh, that happened on, uh, Wednesday evening. Our time, uh, this was due to start about 55 minutes ago. Uh, things have been delayed there. James Matthews is in the room for us, our correspondence and, uh, will be, uh, bringing his analysis and hopefully asking some questions as well when things do get underway. But as things stand, we're just waiting to hear more from the US authorities after Donald Trump, uh, said earlier on during an interview, uh, with, uh, Fox News Fox and Friends, it was in fact the show in the US that he was on, that, uh, a person had been apprehended, a person previously that the FBI had said was somewhat of interest, having shared, uh, stills of, uh, said individual and also video today of, uh, that person clad in black, uh, leaving the roof of that building, uh, at that university in Utah, uh, running off into nearby woodland where, uh, later on a, uh, rifle was found. And also there were, uh, there were clues left behind as well in the form of, uh, a palm print, a forearm print. And as James was telling us, uh, the, uh, uh, the print from a shoe as well. So evidence has already been gathered to a degree. It remains a crime scene, of course, in Orum in Utah. And, uh, we're expecting to hear more in the coming moments. Uh, from there, just to remind you, we've heard, uh, in the past hour or so, uh, from our colleagues at NBC News, that five law enforcements, uh, officers have confirmed to them that the individual in custody is called Tyler Robinson. Uh, born in April, 2003, making 22 years old. And, uh, somebody who does come from the state of Utah. Uh, David, just, uh, while we, uh, wait on this, let's come back to you in, uh, in Washington DC and this has dominated the agenda here, of course, because of the shock of someone being, uh, murdered in cold blood in, uh, in public as it was. Uh, and I hate to remind people that a a a lot of the, uh, phone video that was captured there and inevitability of course, was very quickly shared on social media and people would've seen things that perhaps they wish they hadn't. Uh, but has it shocked the us Has it, has it upset the US given the context of, of gun violence there being, I hate to say it, such an everyday occurrence? Yes, I think there was a degree of shock. Charlie Kirk was on the first, uh, stop of what he called the American Comeback Tour at Utah Valley University, when that one fatal shot rang out, sparking absolute pandemonium on that campus. And as you say, there were two to 3000 people in the audience. So, uh, impossible to say just how many of them would've captured that moment, but certainly it was, i, it it was, uh, posted online very quickly and went viral. Uh, and, and that really was a horrific thing for many people, uh, to see. Of course, the investigators responded very quickly within moments of that shot having been fired, they detained someone and then that person was subsequently released. They were charged with obstructing justice, but not in relation to the shooting at toll. Uh, and I think that was the first moment of pressure for the investigation and perhaps explains why the FBI director Cash Patel very quickly then posted online that a second suspect had been taken into custody. But that person too was subsequently released without having, uh, being charged. So now that there is a third suspect in custody, we have to presume that the local law enforcement and federal law enforcement agencies are dotting every I and crossing every t to be sure before they speak at this press conference about the suspect they have in custody. Now, uh, they were clearly under pressure yesterday when they released those images that, first of all, they said they weren't going to do that, and then they did. And then they went beyond that, the FBI posting, the CCTV from the University of a suspect, uh, running across the rooftop, dropping onto the ground. And then they revealed that a high powered, uh, boat action rifle had been found in the woodland nearby. So whenever you have an incident, uh, uh, like the, uh, assassination of Charlie Kirk that has, uh, caused shock and horror across the United States, when it's going viral online, then people are, uh, paying such attention to be kept up to date with every twist and turn of the investigation. Uh, it continues to, uh, I suppose, grasp the attention of the American audience. And it will for some time, not least because of who Charlie Kirk was, he had enormous influence. It would be impossible to overstate it. 20 million followers online on the various, uh, internet platforms, uh, uh, TikTok, Instagram, X former, uh, Twitter. And you can see that in the fact that, uh, he is considered a, a person who played, uh, an enormous role in terms of having Donald Trump returned to the White House in November of last year. A very close ally of the current administration, a close personal friend of, of, of JD Vance, who helped carry his coffin off Air Force Two after his body had been repatriated, uh, from Utah to his home state of Arizona, uh, last night. And President Trump, in addition to, uh, telling us this morning that a suspect was now in custody, has also confirmed that he intends attending the funeral of Charlie Kirk when it takes place in Arizona. We have no details on that yet, but of course, uh, Matt, we do know that President Trump is heading, uh, to the United Kingdom next week for that historic state visit. So, um, I think it's fair to speculate that perhaps the funeral will wait until the state visit has taken place in order that the President of the United States will be able to attend with that first safe stop if you citizen award available in, uh, the United States. Yeah. Very good. Uh, very good point. And that state visit coming up next week, of course, uh, David, and we'll be covering it extensively here on Sky News. If you just join us, it's just gone a a minute past through, you're watching Sky News and we're awaiting, uh, press conference to start here in Orum, Utah. Uh, the, uh, the part of Utah where Charlie Kirk, the right wing activist, was murdered, assassinated, uh, on Wednesday while engaging with a large crowd there. And as I said, just waiting for this to begin. Uh, we're expecting to be in maybe an hour ago, things obviously taking slightly longer than they would've hoped for. David Blevins. Our US correspondence is, uh, he is chatting to me from Washington DC uh, David, it was interesting that yesterday we saw Donald Trump, uh, asked if he was con concerned, uh, after this for his own security, and he said he wasn't. But there are parallels, not least with it being an assassination versus an assassination attempt on him. Last July, the shooter was on a roof, uh, in that case in Butler, Pennsylvania. Uh, the individual was, was shot very soon after. But we did then see when Donald Trump finally, uh, went out in public again, he was doing so behind, uh, Bulletproof Glass. Now, Charlie Kirk, of course, was not a, an elected representative. He didn't have that level of security, but it's gonna beg questions around security, uh, around these individuals more broadly, isn't it <affirmative>? Yeah. So remarkable parallels between, uh, the shooting dead of Charlie Kirk this week, and the attempted assassination of Donald Trump at Butler, Pennsylvania in July of last year when he was the Republican candidate on the election campaign trail. Worth noting also that there is someone currently on trial in Florida, accused of a second attempted assassination attempt on the president of the United States. He has, in his tribute to Charlie Kirk spoke about his death, uh, being the result of, uh, division in politics. And thus I speak, we see Cash Patel entering the room. So, and today's press conference, let's have a listen to, uh, what's being said then now they're getting underway. FBI, director Patel and Sheriff Mike Smith. We also have with US Utah, DPS Commissioner, phone Mason, Lieutenant Governor, diet Henderson, FBI, special agent in charge, Robert Bowles and local and federal law enforcement partners. Following the remarks today, Cox, director Patel and Commissioner Mason, take questions. Thank you. Follow, is it echo? Commissioner Mason will take questions. Thank you. Good morning, ladies and gentlemen. We got him on the evening of September 11th, a family member of Tyler Robinson reached out to a family friend who contacted the Washington County Sheriff's Office with information. You glossed them up that Robinson had confessed to them or implied that he had committed the incident. This information was relayed to the Utah County Sheriff's Office and seen investigators at Utah Valley University. This information was also conveyed to the FBI Investigators reviewed additional video footage from UV U'S surveillance and identified Robinson arriving on UVU campus in a grade Dodge Challenger at approximately 8:29 AM on September 10th, in which she's observed on video in a plain maroon T-shirt, light colored shorts, a black hat with a white logo and light colored shoes when encountered in person by investigators in Washington County on September 12th. In the early morning hours, Robinson was observed in consistent clothing with those surveillance images. Investigators interviewed a family member of Robinson who stated that Robinson had become more political in recent years. The family member referenced a recent incident in which Robinson came to dinner prior to September 10th. And in the conversation with another family member, Robinson mentioned Charlie Kirk was coming to UVU. They talked about why they didn't like him and the viewpoints that he had. The family member also stated, Kirk was full of hate and spreading hate. The family member also confirmed Robinson had a gray Dodge Challenger investigators identified an individual as the roommate of Robinson. Investigators interviewed that roommate who stated that his roommate referring to Robinson, made a joke on Discord. Investigators asked if he would show them the messages on discord. Of course, discord isn't. It showed several messages to investigators and allowed investigators disco to take photos of the screen as each message was shown mute. That's, do these photos consisted of various messages, including content of messages between the phone contact named Tyler with an emoji icon and Robinson's roommate device. Well, is Discord is a track such the content of these messages included messages affiliated with the contact Tyler stating a need to retrieve a rifle from a drop point, leaving the rifle in a bush. Messages related to a, to visually watching the area where a rifle was left, and a message referring to having left the rifle wrapped in a towel. The messages also refer to engraving bullets and a mention of a scope and the rifle being unique messages from the contact. Tyler also mentioned that he had changed outfits. I know there has been speculation as well as to, uh, the, the writing on those casings, those, those, uh, those bullet casings. And, uh, I believe we have that as well. And I, I'll share that with you now. So the area north of Campus Drive Road, where the suspect crossed over, you saw some of that in the video that we released last night, consists of a grassy area with trees on the edge of the UVU campus. Investigators discovered a bolt action rifle wrapped in a dark colored towel. The rifle was determined to be a mouser model. 98 36 caliber, uh, 36 caliber bolt action rifle. The rifle had a scope mounted on top of it. Investigators noted inscriptions that had been engraved on, casings found with the rifle inscriptions on a fired casing. Read notices bulges OW what's this question mark Inscriptions on the three unfired casings read hay fascist exclamation point, catch excl, point up arrow symbol right arrow, and, uh, symbol and three down arrow symbols a second Unfired casing red O Bella Chao, Bella Chow, Bella Chow Chow Chow. And a third unfired casing red. If you read this, UR gay, LMAO, we are indebted to law enforcement, uh, across the state who has worked seamlessly together, local law enforcement, state law enforcement, and our federal partners with the, uh, with the Federal Bureau of Investigation. We're grateful for everyone who worked together in, uh, in, in such a short amount of time to, uh, to find this person and to, uh, and to bring justice. I wanna thank the public who has been so engaged, reviewing, uh, reviewing videos, helping us with, uh, sending in tips and, uh, helping us get to this point. I want to thank, uh, the, uh, the family members of Tyler Robinson, who did the right thing in this case and were able to, uh, to bring him into, uh, to law enforcement as well. I especially want to thank the family of Charlie Kirk, uh, Erica, um, Charlie's parents, his children, I want us to be thinking of them as we bring justice in this case. Um, they will be involved in that justice. Uh, we will be working very closely with them as we move through this process as well. This is a, a very sad day for, again, for our country. Uh, a terrible day for the state of Utah. But I'm grateful that at this moment we have an opportunity to bring closure to this very dark chapter in our nation's history. With that, I'll now turn the, uh, turn the microphone over to the director of the FBIK. Thank you, governor. This is what happens when you let good cops be cops. The FBI and our partners, India, proud to stand here today together to bring director of the FBI to the family of Charlie Kirk. In honor his memory, I wanna express my deep gratitude to President Trump, the vice president, and the entire White House would've been so incredibly supportive with both resources and just personally to the FBI as a team. They had our backs the entire way. And I just wanna express my gratitude for giving us the resources we need to operate in this space, to bring this sort of justice at this sort of speed. In 33 hours, we have made historic progress for Charlie Governor Cox. Our partnership has been absolutely incredible these last few days. Our partnership will endure your state and local partners. Your sheriffs, your DPS community has been unbelievably impressive in the hardest of times. And a case like this cannot be solved, cannot be brought without partnering with your state and local authorities. The FBI has a certain role to play and we will play that role, um, and we will lead out for the federal government. But Governor Cox, we are so grateful for your state partnership that led out on this investigation. A little bit of the timeline, Charlie was shot at 12:23 PM on Wednesday. The first FBI agents aunt arrived on scene in 16 minutes with Chiefs of police at 1239 and secured the scene the FBI immediately launched fixed wing assets. We utilize these assets to transport personnel, specialty technicians, hostage rescue teams. We also utilize these assets to go back and forth from the East coast and here in Utah to transport forensic evidence and other evidence that will be analyzed and is being analyzed at our FBI laboratories in Quantico and other laboratories, including the A TF and my direction. The FBI released the first set of FBI photos of the suspect at 10:00 AM local time on nine 11. Then shortly thereafter, the FBI reward of a hundred thousand dollars was released at 10:45 AM a hundred k. Myself and Deputy Director Bonino arrived on the scene at approximately 5:30 PM on nine 11. The governor led a press conference last night at approximately 8:00 PM where at my direction the FBI released a never before seen video of the suspect. We also released new images to the public of the suspect. And just last night, the suspect was taken into custody at 10:00 PM local time in less than 36 hours. 33 to be precise, thanks to the full weight of the federal government and leading out with the partners here in the state of Utah. And Governor Cox, the suspect was ha apprehended in historic time period. And I wanna highlight what Governor Cox said. This would not have been possible without you, the media and you the public. That's why we went so public so fast and we're so transparent and we're committed to that transparency. The crime scene just a little bit there. It is a large crime scene. State local authorities, along with federal authorities process that crime scene quickly. And I even had the, um, ability to walk through that crime scene and walk through the steps the suspect took to learn more about what was needed and what resources we needed to bear to create a full picture for the FBI and leadership back in Washington. Furthermore, thankfully, to state local partners, forensic evidence has been seized and continues to be garnered. Forensic evidence has already been evaluated. FBI laboratories in Quantico and state local authorities here. We will continue to process evidence as we see it, as we collect it, and we will continue to deliver to Governor Cox and his team. Last night, we had a total of approximately 7,000 interviews, excuse me, 7,000 leads. As of this morning, we have over 11,000 leads that were called in to the FBI and we are running out every single lead that we can. Every one of those leads will be run out. The arrest is a testament to dedication of good law enforcement being great, and partnerships in law enforcement, which I've tried to highlight as my tenure as the director of the FBI. There is no better relationship for law enforcement than the FBI to partner with state and local authorities, and you've seen it here in these last few days. The FBI, salt Lake Field Office, along with our offices in la Phoenix, Denver, San Antonio, Las Vegas, Pittsburgh, Buffalo, our headquarters component in Quantico all participate in the FBI. I wanna express my deep gratitude to the employees of the FBI, the men and women, the evidence response team tacticians, the special operators, the agents, the support staff. You have done monumental work in historic time when the public who had a right to demand such an expeditious solving of an investigation, the FBI answered that call diligently, critically important to our nation. And we delivered. And I'm proud to be their leader and I'm proud to be the director of the FBI. This is a very much an ongoing investigation, as the governor said. And we will continue to work with state and local authorities, uh, to develop the investigation, to provide them the evidence they need for their ongoing prosecutions. And we will be here to answer every call they absolutely have, as long as it takes for as long as we need to find and apprehend whatever suspects we're involved in this crime. Lastly to my friend Charlie Kirk, rest, now, brother, we have the watch and I'll see you in Val Halla. A thank you and good morning. I would just like to take a few minutes as, as the sheriff to express my gratitude for everybody who has played a part in this investigation. As you know, it's been a vast, complicated and a very, very fast paced investigation. You're looking at people standing up here who are running on, if they got an hour's sleep in the last couple of days, they're probably lucky. Um, it has been very taxing. It has been so impressive of speaking on behalf of the local law enforcement to see the cooperation that we've seen in this type of case. Uh, across the state Sheriff's Chiefs, um, our, our state partners have stepped up. Texas three eight six, come to the call on anything that we needed. Uh, our county chiefs have been phenomenal. Our Utah County attorney, Jeff Gray, who's standing up here with us, has been phenomenal in leading us through this investigation. I would like to thank the federal government for, for their resource sources, their assets. Our local team here. Our FBI team has been extraordinary in helping us work through this and bring this person to justice. Most of all, I would like to thank the public. And specifically, I would like to thank the public who turned to prayers and who turned to positiveness for us. I would like to thank them on behalf of the law enforcement community because we needed those prayers. That's what we needed to get through this. We needed your support and you gave it to us. We needed your patience and you gave it to us. And I would like to thank you for the Kirk family because that's what they need, is your support and your prayers, and that will get us through all of this. So thank you everybody. For everybody that has stepped up, we've had such a phenomenal response to this. Thank you. I also want to give a special thanks to the Attorney General and the Department of Justice. Their unwavering support and their commitment to justice is shown true here. And without AG Bondy and Deputy Attorney Chairman Todd Blanc and the resources they brought to bear, we would not have been able to complete our mission. And I just wanna say a special thanks. It's an honor to be a part of the Department of Justice. Thank you again, uh, to our incredible law enforcement team who has worked so hard. Um, sheriff, I got a solid 90 minutes last night, so I'm probably the most well rested person up here. Uh, ladies and gentlemen, I, uh, I get the microphone, so, uh, I hope you'll permit me, uh, a, a moment just to share a few more thoughts about where we are and, and how we got here. And, and, uh, and, and maybe a little bit of where we go from here. Um, I, I don't want to get too preachy. But I think it's important that we, with eyes wide open, understand what was happening in our, our country today. I've, I've heard, I've heard people say, well, why are we, why are we so invested in this? There's violence happening all across our country, and violence is tragic everywhere and every life taken is, is a, a child of God, um, who deserves our love and respect and dignity. This is, uh, this is certainly about the, uh, the tragic death, uh, assassination, political assassination of, of Charlie Kirk. Um, but it is also much bigger than an attack on an individual. It is an attack on all of us. It is an attack on the American experiment. It is, it is an attack on our ideals. This cuts to the very foundation of who we are, of who we have been and, uh, and, and who we could be in better times. Political violence is different than any other type of violence for, for lots of different reasons, reasons one, because in the very act that Charlie championed of expression, that freedom of expression that is enshrined in our founding documents, in, in having his life taken in that very act, makes it more difficult for people to feel like they can share their ideas, that they can speak freely. We will never be able to solve all the other problems, including the violence problems that people are, are worried about. If we can't have a clash of ideas safely and securely, even, especially, especially those ideas with which you disagree. That's why this matters so much. Over the last 48 hours, I have been as angry as I have ever been, as sad as I have ever been. And, um, it was, uh, as, as, as anger pushed me to the brink. Uh, it was actually Charlie's words that pulled me back. I'd like to share some of those. And specifically right now, if I could, I, I need to talk to the young people in our state, in my state and, and all across the country. As President Trump reminded me, he said, you know who, who really loved Charlie, the youths. He's right. The young, um, young people loved Charlie, and young people hated Charlie. And Charlie went into those places anyway, and these are the words that have helped me. Charlie said, when people stop talking, that's when you get violence. He said, the weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong. The only way out of the labyrinth of suffering is to forgive. Welcome without judgment, love without condition. Forgive without limit. He said, always forgive your enemies. Nothing annoys them so much. A few months ago, I referenced this last night, Charlie posted to social media when things are moving very fast and people are losing their minds, it's important to stay grounded. Turn off your phone, read scripture, spend time with friends, and remember, internet fury is not real life. It's going to be okay. He again said, when you stop having a human connection with someone you disagree with, it becomes a lot easier to commit violence. He said, what we as a culture have to get back to is being able to have a reasonable agreement. Being able to have reasonable agreement where violence is not an option. Now, again, to my young friends out there, you are inheriting a country where politics feels like rage. It feels like rage is the only option. But through those words, we have a reminder that we can choose a different path. Your generation has an opportunity to build a culture that is very different than what we are suffering through right now. Not by pretending differences don't matter, but by embracing our differences and having those hard conversations, I, I think we need more moral clarity right now. I hear all the time that words are violence. Words are not violence. Violence is violence. And there is one person responsible for what happened here. And that person is now in custody and will be charged soon and will be held accountable. And, and yet all of us have an opportunity right now to do something different. I, I want to thank my fellow Utahans. Uh, you know, thi this bad stuff happens. Um, and, uh, for, for 33 hours, I was, I was praying that, uh, that, um, if this had to happen here, that it wouldn't be one of us that somebody drove from another state, somebody came from another country, sadly, that, that, uh, that prayer was not answered the way, uh, I hoped for, just because I thought it would make it easier on us if we could just say, Hey, we don't do that here. Um, and indeed, Utah is a special place. We leave the nation in charitable giving. We leave the nation in service every year. Um, but it did happen here, and it, it was one of us. But I, I want you to look at how Utahans reacted. The last two nights. There was no rioting. There was no looting. There were no cars set on fire. There was no violence. There were, there were vigils and prayers and people coming together to share the humanity. And, and that ladies and gentlemen, I believe is the answer to this. We can return violence with violent violence. We can return hate with hate. And, and that's the problem with meta, with political violence. Is it metastasizes? Because we can always point the finger at the other side, and at some point we have to find an off ramp, or it's going to get much, much worse. But see, these are choices that we can make. History will dictate if this is a turning point for our country. But every single one of us gets to choose right now. If this is a turning point for us, we get to make decisions. We have our agency, and I desperately call on every American Republican, democrat, liberal, progressive, conservative, maga, all of us to please, please, please follow what Charlie taught me. I I'll just, I'll just conclude with, uh, with words I share often from a friend, an author you've all been, who was asked if he was optimistic about our country. And, uh, he said, I'm not optimistic. He said, I hate optimism, God, that sounds bad. Uh, but he said, he said, optimism is a vice. It's this idea that good things are just going to happen. He said, in the history of the world, good things have never just happened. He says, I'm not optimistic, but I am hopeful. And hope is the virtue that sits between the vices of optimism and pessimism. Hope is the idea that good things are going to happen because we can make them. So I still believe in our country, and I know Charlie Kirk believed in our country, I still believe that there is more good among us than evil. And I still believe that we can change the course of history. I'm hopeful because Americans can make it. So these gentlemen, we're happy to answer any questions. You may, o'clock all day. Um, we, I cannot speak to that coming up. How do you interpret the gr on case? Well, I will leave that up to you to interpret what those engravings mean. Um, I, I think the, uh, the clearest one that says catch fascist, I, it, there's not, and by the way, that's like catch like a ball, catch this. Um, that's, uh, I think that that speaks for itself. You talked about this level of features that this person expressed. In the beyond that, is there anything you, you discover that may such a, there there's nothing more that we can share at this time, your Honor. Mr. Indicated that you've been communicating with a friend on Discord about the gun. Do you anticipate any more arrests? Uh, we do not at this time have any information that would lead to any additional arrests, yes, go. The investigation is ongoing. Can you talk more about the family with SA about the suspect, how he came into custody of, of police and, and where he is right now, Mr. Robinson? Uh, yes. So right now, Mr. Robinson has been booked into the Utah County Jail. Uh, you, you heard the president this morning, uh, report that, uh, that he was taken into custody that, uh, that his family and, uh, and a friend, um, helped to, uh, to deliver him in to the, the, into custody of law enforcement in Washington County. Those of you that don't know where Washington County is, it is the southern most southwestern, most part of the state of Utah. It's about a three and a half to four hour drive from here, um, where we are right now. And, uh, that's, uh, that's where, where he lived and where he, uh, they, they turned him in. Can can you talk more about the family is saying about Tyler Robinson? I, I, I can't share any more than what I've already shared on how they got back to Washington County and how the gun was obtained. So, so, um, we, we, we, how we obtained the gun, the gun was found, was found seen the gun, and how the two of them would be able to get back to, uh, so, so I, I don't have much more details, um, on that. Um, we, we do know that, uh, that, that he drove, uh, we had his car here, um, on, on campus, and then, uh, and then we had his car going, going south back to back to, uh, the St. George. Uh, it's actually the city of Washington in, uh, in Washington County talking to the court with bed fair, safe stuff. If your play comes off, your bet's not open. Uh, I I absolutely believe that this is a watershed in American history. Yes. Um, the question is what kind of watershed and that, that chapter remains to be written? Is this the end of a dark chapter in our history or the beginning of a darker chapter in our history? Uh, we, we've, uh, look, I, I mean, if, if you look at true political assassinations in this country of, of someone, hello. Okay, last one of this stature. Um, this feels a lot like the late sixties. Um, and, and having won super gruesomely display, uh, on camera in all of her hands and in all of our pockets, we're not wired biologically, uh, historically we have not evolved, uh, in a, that, um, we are of, oh, the violent imagery. And by the way, we've seen another one with a gruesome stabbing very recently that went viral. Um, this is not good for us. It's not good to society right now. And I would encourage, again, I would encourage people to log off, turn off, touch grass, hug a family member, go out and do good in your community. Uh, there are pe that is happening, and it's happening organically right now. I had a friend in a, in a small city in Utah who said, we're, we're, we're, we're getting together. The Republicans and Democrats in my little town are getting together to have a discussion tonight, uh, last night, um, just to find a way to, to, to find their better angels. So, so yes, this, this could be, I I, you know, again, you have to go back to JFK to, to have seen a video live of something like this happening. Um, I How much did they spend in the late sixties? Sorry, to some of you. I know some of you were there. Uh, but, but thi this is the, this is our moment. Um, do we escalate or <inaudible>? And, uh, again, it's a choice. It's a choice. And every one of us needs that choice. Two more questions. Two more questions, right. Could we, um, clarify that the release of those enhanced images at 8:00 PM timeline, the Director Patel gave us, led to the arrest at 10:00 PM Is there a direct connection between those two events? I, I cannot comment if there is a direct connection or not, but all I can say is that, uh, that, that through some process, the family came to know that this had happened. One more thing over, could you just clarify the clothing issue you mentioned earlier, was he changing outfits, correct? Yes. Yes. So, um, so when he is first spotted on campus, he has different clothing on, and then he changes clothing on the roof and then changed back into that clothing at some point. So that when, when he was, uh, when he was apprehended, when he, when he was arrested, um, the clothing matched the clothing he had on before the shooting here at Uuv. Last question here. The suspect was from talking, kind of told us a little bit more about where, and was his student here at this university, and is there any history of mental illness? So, um, I I, I, I don't have any information on the mental illness part. He was not a student here at UVU. Um, he was living and, uh, and had lived for a, a long time with his family in, uh, in Washington Park. Thank you. Process in Utah. I, I think it's important that you understand that, um, basically, um, we have three days for, uh, charging documents to be filed. Uh, uh, uh, CI will be filed. We'll have more information, then more detailed information as those charging documents are filed in, in preparation for a preliminary hearing. So three days. So, you know, we would anticipate then that, that early next week, those charging documents will be filed. We will obviously be working the, uh, the county attorney will be working very closely with, uh, with Mr. Kirk's family as, uh, as those documents and decisions are prepared. And me. Thanks everyone. So that's the end of that. Uh, it has to be said rather emotional press conference there in, uh, Orum, Utah, which is, uh, the town in that state where Charlie Kirk was shot and killed, uh, two days ago. This is the suspect who has been apprehended by the authorities, and we heard an awful lot about him. Tyler Robinson is 22 years old. He comes from a town called Washington, which is in southern Utah, not far from the Arizona border. Something like three and a half to four hours drive away from, uh, Orum and Governor Spencer Cox there, the Republican governor of Utah, who we heard speaking for a lot of press conference. I said, we, uh, describe how it's a roommate of Robinson who shared with the authorities, uh, about discord, that to show some of his, uh, motivations and intentions when Charlie Kirk can become, uh, more political in recent as the 22-year-old, uh, was described as doing. Uh, and they communicated, uh, where he had, uh, discussed a weapon and wrapping it in towel and leaving it in a certain, uh, point, uh, and also rather alarmingly. We heard from the, the authorities we heard from Spencer Cox, the staff at the press conference, describing how some of the bullet casings that had been found, uh, had inscriptions on them. And the, the one that really stood out, and some of them were quite juvenile, it has to be said. But the one that stood out was inscribed with head fascist catch, uh, on it, 11,000 leads shared from the, and then it has to be said towards the end there questions, uh, adopt really emotional sharing his point of view, uh, on this, uh, and sharing quotes from Charlie Kirk himself, saying, when people stop talking, that's when you get violence. Internet fury isn't real life. And there's certainly been a lot of internet fury, uh, in recent days and tour. It does become real life people who own social media outlets. I think, you know, I'm talking about, uh, social media is a cancer on our society, say Governor Cox and speculated that at this point in time, do we escalate or do we have an off ramp? And let's bring in David Blevins, our correspondence, who's in Washington DC who was across that. James Matthews was in the room for us, uh, asked a question of Governor Cox. And we'll hear from James, uh, shortly. But, uh, David, to you first, uh, we were waiting a little while for that press conference to get underway. Uh, certainly a lot more detail about the man we're seeing on our screen right now. Uh, Tyler Robinson, the 22-year-old, but it was very emotive, not leased, uh, from Governor Cox there. And that's been the case since, uh, Wednesday night when he first spoke. Clearly, the man is in shock. He's never said, he said he's never felt more angry or more sad in his life. And he's <inaudible>. Yes, Spencer Cox, the governor of, uh, Utah, is considered a more moderate and pragmatic Republican has policies have together of on this. And right from after the dead of, uh, could be one Charlie Kirk on Wednesday evening. He said, I don't care what his politics, uh, were, I care that he was an American. And that's the sort of tone he has adopted, is that again, today, talking about this as an attack on the America experience and as a potential turning point. He would've chosen those words carefully. Turning point, of course, the name of the, uh, conservative youth activist movement led by Charlie Kirk. He also spoke about the point that this could be in American history, the potential for it to be a watershed movement, when we will see the end of one. It says 30 pounds on the city, darker chapter. He said he also that's true, said it felt a little perhaps as he understood the late sixties to be. Of course, it's worth reflecting. I think that John F. Kennedy, the former president, was assassinated in the sixties. Martin Luther King, the civil rights activist, was assassinated in the late sixties, certainly was a dark period of American history. And he said that we were not wired as humans to see the graphic images that have been going viral online, uh, related to the shooting of Charlie Kirk, and really made an impassioned plea to the young people of his own state and to the young people of America to choose to change the course of history. As he put it. He talked about Charlie Kirk's passion for the First Amendment, which is of course, the right to speak freely and said, if we don't hold onto, uh, the right to speak freely, we'll never be able to address the other issues in relation to gun control and gun violence in, in the United States. Yes, and it is course the Second Amendment, it gives Americans the right to bear arms. And something else that, uh, uh, Charlie Kirk was, uh, was a defender of, um, David, things seem to have been moving fairly quickly in relation to this investigation. Uh, and I'm gonna bring in James, uh, to discuss this and what we heard in the room as well. Uh, James, I dunno if you can hear me, but, uh, I know you've got a, a question in there to, uh, Spencer Cox, certainly from us being from the outside, uh, there was a real atmosphere in there, and certainly, uh, governor Cox was, uh, was emotional. Well, I think the main thing matters. We have details. We have the story at the heart of this, and the details are that, uh, Tyler Robinson confessed to a member of his family. That family member reached out in the words of Spencer Co to a family friend, and contact was made with law enforcement. And he was essentially taken, and that will come as a relief to investigators, because clearly there was a prospect of something far messier in the event he confessed. Uh, he owned up to the crime and he's now in custody without further bloodshed. He spoke about discord chats that he'd had with a roommate. And, uh, Tyler Robinson speaking about the weapon. We know that the weapon, a bolt actual rifle was found in Woodland. He spoke with this threat in messages about a need to retrieve the weapon. He referred to ammunition casings that were found, uh, by investigators in the vicinity of the shooting. That's interesting, Matt. 'cause it speaks to motivation and, you know, a number of messages, uh, like hay fascist catch. Uh, there was, there were, there were the lyrics to the song Bella Chow, which of course is associated with partisans in the Italian resistance who fought against the Nazis. There were reports of a conversation that, uh, Tyler Robertson had with a family member in the days prior to Charlie Kirk's murder, speaking about how, uh, he didn't like Charlie Kirk and his view, Charlie or the family member related. This was a view in that conversation was full of. So in terms of motivation, that's where attention turns. Now, I asked the governor, you know, how do you turn, interpret the motivation, you know, given those and given the, and he said that was catch as in catch this. So in terms of <inaudible>, that's what, now, in terms of the practicalities, the man is in custody. We got a three words and started that use conference, clearly satisfaction with, uh, a very wide range investigation. Captain Shelby, FBI director, all interviews, contacts, tip offs, and so on. But ultimately, the investigation and the result comes down to Robinson's own family. It was they who heard his confession. It was they who made contact with a family friend. Donald Trump spoke about a minister on television this morning. They didn't expand on that, but, uh, that family friend engineered the confession, which of course, onto place in good order. James, thanks very much indeed for the time being. Uh, joining me now is former FBI agent Dennis J. Franks. Uh, good afternoon indeed. Thanks, uh, very much indeed for joining us. We heard from, uh, one of the local sheriffs there at the press conference saying they had hardly any sleep the past couple of days. If someone had got an hour, uh, they were doing well. It seems like every resource possible has been thrown at this situation. Yes. Having been part of, um, similar investigations in which their command post, um, as an investigator in, as a crisis management coordinator, I can tell you that it is around the clock effort. Um, you do try to get some rest and you try to schedule so that that is taken into account. But this has been an all out effort. Um, the, I I think that credit, a lot of credit should be given to a lot of people, you know, state and local law enforcement, uh, federal law enforcement. And the fact that these, these images were released, uh, I think was crucial to, um, identification and, you know, with the family. Uh, and, and probably at that point, recognizing him and probably a friend or or two, uh, was, was very instrumental in him at least being confronted. And, you know, fortunately he, he agreed to, um, cooperate, uh, in so far, uh, so I think it's, um, you know, a lot of credit has to be given to, uh, the all out effort. And, and, you know, in these situations they're, when you're in law enforcement, it's, it's, you, you want to do as much as you can to, to help the public to solve matters. And, and I have no doubt that everybody, uh, every personnel man, woman, and whether they're, uh, the investigator, a special agent, a police officer, a sheriff's deputy analyst, uh, support personnel, uh, they gave it everything they could. I mean, their are evidence technicians involved. Um, there are, um, you know, analysts who, who just look at all, all, all the things collected, all the video, uh, it's, it is really is an all that effort. Yes. We didn't hear an awful lot from, uh, FBI Director Cash Patel in that press conference. Of course, he paid testament to, uh, at all the people who work for the FBI. But ultimately, as you say, it wasn't necessarily them following leads and carrying out an investigation that led to, uh, the capture of this individual with other people recognizing him and bringing that information to them. That's a lot of age. Yes. I mean, and, and that, you know, obviously became part of the, the tactic at the latest, um, press conference last evening was to release more information and release video and, and provide, you know, more images. And, you know, it was clear to me that, uh, this was gonna be, uh, part crucial in, in finding him because the images released did, did provide I think an hmm. Representation as a B livery face. And um, you know, people will recognize that. Not only that, but they'll recognize the body. Uh, the gate. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. Well on 28 pounds to deliver two Cronin bugs and lager. Four x what? Lagger. But it's like an hour and a half drive away. Four, five. I'd get home at like six 30 to seven. I know it's pretty far. It's nearly three and a half hours. Hmm. I dunno if I wanna drive three hours plus for 28 pounds, nine pounds an hour, kind of late as well. It feels earlier. Maybe I market's ripping. I'd get there at like half past five. Why is it so far away? It's only 37 miles, but it says it'll take an hour and a half. Oh no. It's 45 miles away. Jesus. Oh god. Three hour drive to make 28 pounds minus five pounds charging. It's like 23 pounds, seven pounds, 60 an hour. Why would I have done anything interesting? And even if I did something interesting, I wouldn't have told you. I told you I'm not doing anything anymore. And even if I do, I'm not telling you when you're going to get it. I'm not doing nothing. I am not trying to be interesting. Why would I stop streaming when I'm making money? Idiot. Why'd you think I'm streaming in the first place? Fucking stupid question. What dumb question. Fuck do you think I'm string for? Think you're asking stupid things. Why would I stop streaming when I'm making a hundred dollars a day doing this? No one's taking that delivery. One hour, 20 minutes drive. Oh my god. Four. I get there at five 30 and then I get home at seven o'clock. Oh my god. 28 pounds. I can't be bothered. Seven. No I can't. 'cause I've got a delivery coming. I forgot about that. I think I need to sign for it. I think the stain did come out, huh? Seems like pouring boiling water onto the stain before you put it in actually works. Uh, six to eight. No, I wouldn't get back before six. Adult must be at home. Hmm. A bit annoying. I thought maybe I'd take the delivery, but I gotta be here between six and eight. Cheese, onion, bacon, beef. Hmm. Not much food. Left. Oh, exercise. And had you forgot. Oh. Huh? Hi. My mum moved the beds around in my bedroom. Push Kim sleeping in there. Push. Uh, every time I leave my house, my mom always messes up my room. She put two single beds in my room now like it's a hotel room. And then my computer desk, which was in the corner, she's taken it out of my room. Okay. MSX band talking about stupid technique. One week band biceps still got bigger, didn't they? Who gives a shit about your stupid technique? Fuck your technique. My biceps still getting bigger. It better makes any difference. Perfect technique or not? Muscle's still gonna grow. Oh no, it's growing. 3% slower than it could be. Who fucking cares better than zero reps? Isn't it? Everyone's banned. Imagine thinking that a bicep curl only trains your bicep so stupid. It trains the whole shoulder and pecs. I can feel it when I'm doing the curl. I could feel my chest muscles tensing. I can feel my shoulder muscles tensing. You think it only flexes? You think it only does the bicep. When you do a bicep goal, then you must be done Does the whole shoulder and chest area. Imagine thinking it only takes one muscle group to lift a dumbbell. I swear you people must be autistic or something. Lift something up and fill your muscles. You could fill which parts are tensing. So I'm not just doing the bicep. When I do a bicep curl, I'm doing the whole upper area, fucking idiot. And I do pushups and I do the knitting on the floor, lifting them up thing as well. I just did it in front of you on camera. I hmm. People keep whining about my form, but still my biceps gotten way bigger. I notice it when I'm blow drying my hair in the mirror because I lift my arms up to do my hair. I see the difference in the size compared to a year ago. And then you still get idiots in the chat saying something about my form as if it fucking matters. It doesn't matter at all. I'm not trying to be like Arnold Schwarzenegger here. I'm not trying to be a professional bodybuilder with perfect. I don't give a fuck. I just want the muscle to grow, which it will. You think farmers are doing perfect form and they dec holes with a spade and sledgehammer things down? No, but they still get ripped, don't they? 'cause they're using the muscle. It doesn't matter how you use it. As long as you use it, it's gonna stimulate growth. No one, the stupid muscle doesn't give a fuck if you're lifting it with your elbow or not. You're still lifting it, aren't you? Shut the fuck up. Fucking irritating people. Oh no. The form of his elbow is moving. Yeah, moving in your face if you don't shut up. Yeah, the landlord is ripped actually. Do you think he does perfect form when he does his farming? Imagine thinking the muscle cares about your form. You use it, it will grow. Point of gaining muscle for me is 'cause I like the way it looks and uh, it's nice to do some physical activity. It makes me feel good. It's more of a vanity thing I guess. I don't really need the strength. I mean, look at chimpanzees. They're ripped and all they do is swing around on trees. You think they do it with perfect form? No. They just swing in the way. That's easiest. I hate this stupid perfect form thing. I do work more than one muscle group. I work my pecs shoulders back. That's what's used when you do a bicep car. And I do pushups. Pushups don't use the bicep. They use chest muscle in the shoulders. I can do 40 pushups. Watch. Huh? 40. Okay, voided your band. Get the fuck up. My, I did go to the ground. I didn't touch the ground arms went out 90 degrees and then straight again. You're gonna have to go all the way to the ground. Touch it with your nose. Stupid idiot. I got a new vape. Fresh mint cherry, lemon mint. Fresh mint. Well why is there two fresh mints? Strawberry mint. It's not working. What? Oh, it works now. Always got people criticizing something. Either my cooking, my exercising. Surprising The one criticizes my driving. 'cause you can't see anything <laugh>. Just see my back of my head. Guess I got Esco tomorrow. Need milk as well. And oranges in that conference. The whole FBI team seemed like they were gonna cry. Yeah, I saw the FBI thing. They got really emotional. How am I not surprised? A bunch of discord kids behind all this. A 22-year-old edge Lord on discord and discord and Reddit. Worse things that happens to the internet. It would needs to all be muted. Shut it all down. I don't know how they can organize it on discord without discord finding out. Are these things not monitored? I, I am never joining Discord again. Deleted my account. I deleted the whole account and I'm installed the app. I'm not getting shot in the neck. Also, I'm neither pro or anti anything. Don't shoot me in the neck. Don't you think a knife does more damage though? A knife in the neck seems worse than a bullet in the neck. That's why I thought in Star Wars, why do they put laser guns on the starships when they could just put a massive knife and then ram each other. Or just get a really big knife and launch that at your enemy. 'cause you know in games I always wondered how a sword or a knife does more damage than a a gun. But then it kind of makes sense. That's the game I'm thinking of Star Wars galaxies. The melee weapons always did more damage than the guns. And I thought, how does that make sense? But that was when I was a teenager, obviously. Now I'm a wise adult. I dunno why my mom put two single beds in my bedroom. How many guests does she have in over? She turned my bedroom into a guest room. It upset me a little bit. IL my room to be how it was. I like my desk in the corner where it was and I thought the lodges were in the downstairs guest room then who was in my room? But then my sister's room never gets moved about does it? It's always when I come back to my room after being in Thailand, lamb Japan, the room's a mess. And I've got tidy it all up or put it back as how it was. Hmm. I need to Did you hear it? Testing. Oh, no testing. Is she accepted in her heart? She's never gonna see the money again. Um, well it's not my fault is it that it's, it's basically you guys' fault 'cause you didn't watch my stream. All you got. It's not hard is it? All you gotta do is click my stream. You don't even have to watch it. But no, can't even do that can you? And because of that, my mom's gonna suffer selfish, selfish viewers. This is my only way and best way to make big money and you can't even click on my shrink. Such selfishness. I guess I'll just have to hold all the money for myself in my stocks and shares. I that people have to work. Just click on the stream and leave it open then. I don't know. Well you can't leave your computer on whilst you're at work. Selfish. Selfish. When my mom asked for the money, I'll blame you guys. Damn. Fresh min's pretty nice. It's like toothpaste going up my nose. You banned half your viewers. Yeah, well they started it. I told you don't critique my form. Uh, don't say anything bad about stock market or trading. Don't tell me to paper trade and don't what else I forgot. But you couldn't help yourself, could you? I didn't permanently ban anyone apart from a few people, but I forgot who they were. TV's banned permanently. It's been very rude to me. Yeah, permanently banned. Gunner is a freak. Obsessed with bestiality. Yeah. Well I left the discord so all the people welcome to come back 'cause I don't care anymore. I'm not in there. Feel free to UNB band them all. I'm not touching it. Also my biceps looking massive. Even without perfect form. I don't need perfect form. I don't drive with perfect efficiency. But I still get from A to B, don't I? That's the whole point. I don't hit every apex perfectly or accelerate or break perfectly. I still get to where I want to go, don't I? That's the whole point. The problem is, the thing is, if I don't do it the way I do it, I won't be able to do it. So that's better than not doing it, isn't it? I'll gift my mom two boxes of cat food and a scratching post to pay off some of the debt and take off 30 pounds off the debt. I've only got 6,000 savings but my earnings going down and credit cards picking up again. Rent's due in three weeks, but three weeks to make back some money. I don't want to go Thailand Boring. You end up just stuck in Bangkok. 'cause everywhere outside of Bangkok's not great. And then you end up just going around in a small little triangle between shopping mall, the condo and the market. I've been getting some more acne recently on my lip. I've been getting little bit of bits of clusters around my mouth. I, I think me being back at my mom's house would definitely freshen things up for the stream and mentally for me, I think it'd be nice. Kind of like a reconnection to the old world. Cleanse the palette. No, I don't think we'd fight in the first week. Maybe if I was there for months. Imagine I'd just end up there for months and I just ditched my house here while I was paying rent. No, I think the pattern is every three months it seems to happen. Besides, I think she'll be too distracted with the baby and baby will be there. And my sister, it's usually when it's just me and my mom alone at the house. If there's other people there, it's usually fine. I no mom. My sister's visiting home in a few weeks. Hmm. Stupid marker is ripping. Oh, dry it dry. Like a crisp. You have so many chatting but you say nothing. It was just, I don't know, chat amongst yourselves. I'm busy. I'm like a babysitter. <laugh>. It's like being a babysitter. I gotta keep an eye on you all. I'll tell you one thing. When I was in that German guy's Airbnb, <laugh>, um, I wore his girlfriend's clothing and made it only fans in it. <laugh> I. But I don't think he found out 'cause I think I got banned because of the spatula thing in the other one. But he had ladies panties in his wardrobe. Of course I'm gonna touch them. Look, I was alone and very horny and at the time me, I wasn't talking to me again yet. And no girlfriend, wife, whatever. There were lady clothes in his wardrobe. I get kind of turned on when I'm in someone else's house. In Germany, Airbnb is very different to what it's like in Japan. In Japan it's like a hotel. Everything there is there 'cause it's a hotel. But in Germany it's literally the house and you're like babysitting their house whilst they're on holiday. So all their stuff's there. And I kind of like messing with people's stuff. That's why I would never do Airbnb like that. If you're gonna do it, do it like a hotel, like a business. But a lot of people just use it 'cause they're going out on holiday on a trip. So then they wanna make some money whilst they're not home. <affirmative>. At least it wasn't the two of us. Imagine, I don't know, people having sex in your bed. Of course that's gonna happen. If it's a guy and a girl checking in. Kind of weird isn't it? Like, oh hey, nice to meet you. Here's my house and then no one says it but you are. Everyone knows we're gonna be fucking in your bed whilst you gone. Me and Jiro did it in my sister's friend's bed in London. Someone probably did it in my bed. I don't know. I don't know who my mom has had staying over whilst I've been away. I look at these jobs where they will sound fake park ranger, crime scene assistant gaming surveillance officer. What is that? Well, spam. You know, instead of people having to look for a job, the job should have to look for you. How about we put our CVS up and then people who want staff message us? How about that? They need us, don't they? That's how it should be. They should be lining up coming to me telling me why I should take their job. It shouldn't be the other way around. It should be saying, oh you should wanna work for us because we have good pay and you get free snacks. Why should I be begging for them to gimme the job? They should be begging me. I got the value and the skills I masturbated at every single job I've had. I just think I stayed awake during night shifts in the beginning. Oh my last day at the petrol station when there was still the new extension bit was still under construction. During my break I had a little look around. I went into the under construction toilet and I nutted on it, let it dry overnight. It was brand new toilet seat. I just took my Willie out whilst Nepal and Bangladesh guy were at the counter. They put a subway in there And then when Texaco sold it, the owner of the pet station was a guy called Chris. He owned about for them. He sold it to BP for like 4 million pounds and then he fucked off to Spain. And when BP took over, they got rid of the subway. Replace it with the marks and Spencer pre people always love riding off to Spain. Oh the sun under so cheap. The fuck 50 viewers had 80 where they all go. Can't believe they used have 140 viewers doing this now. Just 50. It's all your fault. You didn't keep the chat going. Mm-hmm <affirmative> Mm-hmm Yeah. Well I'm busy. Sorry I can't give all my attention every single minute of the day. I'm cold. Yeah, two people. So needy sun is gone no more. 28 degrees. We're down to 14 degrees. It costs me 50 p an hour to put my heating on. Oh, why is the market ripping? Come on, crash B. Borderline videos. Didn't get any views. What the fuck? And you got a tiny bump to 500, 700 views. Rubbish. Why you finally goodbye. Can I see your id? Please. Gimme one second. After what happened to, why don't we just try Okay. And not worry about what plants crave. That's my brother. That is my brother. I emphasize again, it is you die my friend Charlie, get down on the fucking ground. Just police officer down. Come be a cop. Train to be a police officer. I'm sorry. Get down in the fucking Hello. Hello? Water. Like some water? No blanketing water. Like some water. Do you guys something sir? Uh, I don't have any brothers so I don't know but uh did you guys, oh yeah, all the time Officer. I'm just the at gunpoint there was less than a, he'd still be picking. Hey guys. Hmm. Oh my God. 57 viewers. It's over. Didn't even make 10 k savings. If we don't get back to a hundred viewers, I'm gonna start banning all your little friends one by one. <laugh> the villain arc has begun. <laugh>. Hmm. Well my battery percentage is the same number as the number of viewers. 58. Mm-hmm <affirmative> <silence> I blame society. I didn't deserve to get bound on Amazon Flex. I didn't deserve to get fired from Evry. I didn't even do anything wrong at Evry. It was just 'cause of the videos. I didn't even do anything wrong at Amazon. It's just 'cause I brought my mom, which I didn't even know. It was a stupid rule that you weren't allowed to break. My mom wasn't delivering on my behalf. She was just helping me carry bags. It's not like I gave her my phone and I was at home snoozing while she delivered. For me. This is the stupidest reason ever. How are you not allowed to bring someone to help you carry heavy objects? It was a good way to make money. I'm pissed. I lost it. I got fired from every 'cause of my Amazon videos. There's probably some rule saying if you're banned from Amazon, you're banned from every two. Because every delivers Amazon parcels as well. You know? Yeah. My viewers got me banned 'cause they reported me the whole thing is the, the issue. Like the whole video making stuff. And probably if I didn't make the video showing myself doing it, I would've been fine. But because I was holding the camera and going up to doors and maybe if the camera was just in the car all the time, it would've been fine. I don't know. Yeah. I did hate doing it. Maybe I wanted to sabotage it, but it's kind of annoying because it would've been quite useful actually. I could have grabbed a Morrison's block and done it on kick and just not filmed. Well my mom's not here. So that wouldn't have been a problem. It would would've been nice. Pick up some Amazon blocks and do that while streaming. Now I dunno what to do if I was gonna get a job, another delivery company or a shop job. I can't really do reach here. Everything's too far away. I could do somewhere. I'm back at my mom's house. Go to Maidstone. Not well the lesson I learned is I got to um, stop ranting about stuff. Even if I'm upset about it. Every time I get upset and rant about it, I get in trouble. It's been something I've not been able to control since 2016 probably. But I feel like I really need to stop it. It feels good. And yeah, it gets the viewers up but then it gets me in trouble. Oh, shut up. Simply, you know, people are gonna clip it fucking rubbish. This is one. Just wanna ruin everything they possibly can. I've got a bunch of psycho freaks obsessed with me. I dunno why they're obsessed with me. Out of all the people in the world you can be obsessed with. I don't know if they only over me or if they obsess over a bunch of other people as well. What makes me so special that they chose me? I don't have strong opinions or political beliefs. Just a guy sits in his room doing nothing and sometimes has sex. What do you mean? How do I convert my USD to pounds? What? Stupid question. But obviously the fucking bank does it. Jesus the killer looks like some weirdo discord freak as well. This what you guys pretty look like. Everyone on discords a weirdo. Let's just round up everyone on discord. Put them in a cell. Bunch of freaks. It looks weird. Like it's got weird chin, big thick brow ridge. Like he looked stupid and neanderthal like yeah, I was expecting like, I don't know, some 30, 40-year-old grizzled gun experience. It's like some weedy looking loser. Fucking 22-year-old discord edge. Lord, why am I surprised? This is what all these internet losers look like. Fucking loser Dweebs probably never had a girlfriend wasted his whole life. Even if they let him walk and everyone knows his face now, who would get lynched on the street in the end it won't change anything. I, I hate all this discord, Reddit, internet stuff now I also think it was so great. No, I just wish I wasn't part of it. I don't know. At least if I got a job I wouldn't be surrounded by toxic weirdos. Doesn't sound so bad. One toxic Nepalese guy or hundreds of toxic online weirdos. I don't know which is worse. At least Nepalese guy didn't try to meddle with my life. <silence> Not even worth announcing that he's banned just the silent band. Obvious trial. Oh his post history is all about eating shit property ruined it. Girl was obsessed when I talked about the shit thing. He was like obsessed with it. Started making alts called stop eating shit in the, the mental age of a 10-year-old. Wasn't that funny? Um, damn. If gold goes to 4K, I'd be rich. 10% gain. Wow. I'd make 300 pounds. An only traveling trader doesn't have kids. He must be in his forties. He must be pretty well off unless he has kids but doesn't say anything about it. Which would be wise. He has a girlfriend but not a wife and he travels a lot. So maybe it doesn't suit his lifestyle. Dunno if I'd want kids if I was a millionaire. Didn't have to worry about finances. Seems like a lot of work, a lot of risk as well. But then the reward is pretty nice isn't it? If it turns out well a woman's literally risking her life to bring in her life extremely high risk with a lot that can go wrong. I then soon I got leftover beef, onions, beans, maybe I make a stuff right? I haven't tried my new rice yet. I got matic, which means I need double the water since it's longer than short grain. I'm not sure if this is gonna turn out well. They don't have uh, big bags of short grain atca. They have expensive sushi rice a cup. I should need two cups of plans to make it back to a hundred. How people just got bored of the same thing every day. I can't do anything differently, can I? This is what my life is like. Or can I possibly do differently moving house just so I can get back to a hundred viewers is stupid. Book some lodge for a week and pretend I've moved house. My new house. This is what I do. I stay inside. I eat food sometimes play video games. I, yeah, it would be nice to have a girlfriend who is on the channel but nope, not doing that again. Shaira was the best one where nothing could have gone wrong. And I stupidly thought I could get another Jhi. Foster was terrible on camera. She was really boring. She didn't talk, didn't wanna be part of it, didn't wanna show her face. Mila was good in the beginning but then she turned against it. Jira really was the best one. And if I wanted to do YouTube I should have stuck with it really? But it's just not worth it. Even Jahira got fed up of it actually. That's why she wanted to divorce. She didn't want this drama anymore. And I was hooked on drama because I was obsessed with being a famous YouTuber. And that was the only way I could get any attention. No, the cheating wasn't the problem. The cheating happened way before the divorce and the cheat. The last cheating thing was probably the iPad scandal. But that was like five months before the divorce and we were good after that. It was mainly 'cause I got depressed and I stopped putting effort. Not that I put much in anyway, but I got depressed and moody 'cause my views were dropping. Kind of sabotaged it myself. I thought being famous on YouTube was the most important thing. Now I don't think that. Not if I have to do what I had to do, I don't want it anymore. I finally realized I was just too young and stupid back then and people would've gone bored anyway if I was with Jro. If there was no more drama they would've gone bored anyway unless there was some big news like we had a kid and then they would've gone bored again. I couldn't get views any other way. As you can see, I thought I could find a way to get views like gaming or tech or I'd find some new thing to make videos about but I couldn't Sometimes I get lucky with the gaming stuff. It's like one time out of 10 times it works. And how many times does a a game come out every year that's really hyped up. Not very often. Not enough to live off. I named one game that came out this year that was super hyped up. I can't even think of one. My biggest view was Silk Song. Random indie 2D game. What was there last year? Hell, hell was pretty good for a bit, but it doesn't get enough views. It's a nice little extra pocket change. Yeah, I just, I don't know how to get views. It was easy about when I had a lot of stories and I wasn't scared to tell them. Yeah, I never really had any luck getting views on YouTube. Apart from that one way drama and being cringed and hating stuff. Yeah, a few hits over 10 years. Only two videos with over over a million views. And then the rest below 500 KI had a couple, a couple hundred Ks. Um, steam deck one got 800 k. You know I got lucky a few times with gaming stuff but didn't make an audience out of it 'cause I just pissed them off. And the only way I can get views is by pissing people off, which is annoying. Imagine if I got 800 k views and they love the video. Like they love that I have no friends video. That's how you build an audience. You get some cheap short term views if you trigger them, but it's not gonna turn into an audience. <silence> What's that? What happens at internet? Uh, j That is gimmick. Stop working. Everyone's gimmick stops working at some point. Either you just get fed up doing it or people get fed up watching it. Remember that other guy gamer from Mars who was also really boring and bland but he could get views. 'cause he made these documentaries about famous people Last saw my jokes. He was doing quite well. I can't do those documentary videos. Imagine me spending an hour to make a video where weeks of research went into it or I don't know, hundreds of hours of research and editing. I can't bothered, I just don't care about anyone that much. Yeah, the money would be nice but I, I can't force myself to do it because I just don't care. I don't know how they do it. They make like hour long video about some random person the right opinion. He makes these insanely long videos as well. I don't know how they do it. I can barely think of anything to say for five minutes, let alone an hour. I didn't. Um, I forgot his name. He made a Far Cry video and it was like four hours long. Oh, for a normal man, how many women would you think is normal for them to have slept with? Like 20. But then people like Pew have only slept with one their whole life. That's not normal. Is it four less than 10? Well, so if they said 20, you'd think like he's a massive whore. It says four to 10 is the average. 30% of men report having had 10 or more in the US average climbs to eight to 11. What if the girl asks and then the guy says like 200 <laugh>. You think it's a red flag? Uh, I wouldn't ask to be honest. 'cause if it's a lot they're gonna lie and downplay it and then if they're honest and it is a lot, then you're gonna be freaked out. So you never really know. Do you? So what's the point? Asking Unless they're actually honest and it's a low number and they'll be Oh, but how do you know that that wasn't a lie? I mean I'd rather not. I mean what if she's like really honest and then it says, oh a thousand and uh oh, spasm make dinner. Oh, broken the fuck. Oh my god, I gotta buy more of these. I guess you don't need that one. All the one the lips don't fit on. Yeah, the teamy ones suck. These testco ones are better apart from this thing that is snap, the teamy ones that the lids don't fit on properly. Yep. I think I cooked it properly. Let's just using life it is called. Hmm. Oh wow. <silence> Uh uh, my mom's telling me about Charlie Kirk <laugh> Even she knows that's actually what she said. She said so sad. He's 31. How did you know? It is funny how the killer was wearing sunglasses and a baseball hat. Like he thought that was gonna hide his identity. Why not wear a face mask as well and wear Blac? Claude? Imagine if that Tyler Guy was someone who debated Charlie before and got humiliated and maybe he was one of the kids at a previous campus or I don't know because having debt is not bad. I have 0% interest debt. I have 900 pounds flip seven finance plans and then a couple hundred in my Amazon credit card. But I should probably get paid off soon 'cause that's 26% interest. Uh, I'll do it next Thursday when I get my next kick pay. How's I supposed to know my stupid kick money would drop by 50% and someone turned off the bots or something. They turned off the taps. No, I don't enjoy live streaming. It's fucking boring. But what else am I gonna do to make money tomorrow? I've gotta go to Tesco. I'm not going, I'm not not going to Japan 'cause I'm in debt. I'm not going 'cause I don't want to go boring. I like it here. Japan's just as boring as it is here. What? What would I do in Japan that's so fun that I can't do here? See, you can't even say a single thing. I lose my car. Can't drive. Stuck in a stupid city for the idiots. I'm not 21 anymore. I don't care about things like karaoke and game centers and arcades. I'm a 36 fucking year old grown man. Don't give a shit about retro gaming arcades, fucking ping pong or Pac Man or whether the fuck don't care about Gacho games or stupid game center places. This is stuff kids like, or adults who never grew up like Manchild. Oh, the Pokemon shop. Oh, look at the Pokemon. I don't give a fuck. I'm not a nerd. I'm not a weeb. I don't care about games. I don't care about retro gaming. I don't care about gacho games or anime. It's all just lame. Imagine being 36 years old and still being into that stuff and Japan's appealing when you're young and into gaming and all that nerdy stuff. And then you grow up and then you lose interest in it as you should. Otherwise it's just a bit sad. And the food, I don't really care that much about the food. I can get Japanese food here if I really wanted it or I just make it myself. I, what interests me now is not really quite like driving my car. That's fun. I'm listening to music whilst I drive my car. Oh shit, I was gonna, you know that screw in my shower, the one sticking up with the really sharp pointy point, sticking upwards. That's so dumb. I thought if it screwed in I could screw it out instead of getting a file and filing it down. Why the hell did they do that? So dumb. Imagine you step on that. I don't know why they put an upside down screw sticking up. It's like razor sharp point. What is that? It can't have been like that originally. Something must have broken. I don't know. I thought I could screw it out if it screwed in or I just break it out. No, I don't know. I don't wanna get iPhone 17 if I was gonna get one of them. I think the air looks pretty cool. That big chunky orange promax just looks really ugly. Why do they, their design is so ugly. The plateau is so ugly. But they've gotten rid of the wide angle lens on that single fusion camera model. I love the wide angle. I use it most of the time. If even if I'm just taking some video, not for YouTube or anything, I'd use wide angle 'cause it captures more but they think people don't use it as much I guess because it always looks kind of soft around the edges, doesn't it? It doesn't look as sharp and stunning as the main lens. Well the problem is if they put too many megapixels into the wide angle, end up looking like the GoPro. Make me look ugly. Do you remember how ugly I looked on the GoPro? Oh God, I've never seen myself look so ugly before and that's not what I look like. It made me look so hideous. Gave me depression. They put 26 megapixels on that GoPro lens with some kind of weird filter that seems to make every little detail pop. Like my arms. Did you see the veins on my arms? I looked like I was shredded. Like I was on steroids. Every vein on my arm was popped out. It looked insane. I dunno what kind of processing they do with GoPro. Okay, it looks nice with the landscape and the clouds popping, but you point it at a person. Makes anyone looked disgusting. So the opposite of soft filter, I don't know. I mean I could just get it and then return it. Can I? But then what's the point? Best case scenario is that maybe I can get 10 K views. I didn't. I made a video about flip seven. I didn't even get 500 views. I just don't really care about the cameras anymore. Apart from the cameras. What else does it have? Promotion screen and a 19 chip. But I don't do anything on my phone that needs such a powerful chip. I don't game. I'm not exporting 4K video. Ugh. I had the iPhone 15. I thought it doesn't really do anything that my iPhone 12 doesn't. So I sent it back, went back to my iPhone 12 <laugh>. I actually forgot I was live earlier when I was sitting there in my dinner. I started picking my nose <laugh> but no one noticed sucking. It's weird. It's a weird feeling 'cause I used to be so locked in when I was live before now it's so different now. Like I'm breaking all my codes that I lived by. I remember I'd like hype myself up before going live on YouTube back in the day. Be like showtime and you press a live button and then you know, I like get into character. I start ranting. Oh my god guys, you won't beli my fucking wife, blah blah blah blah. And I'd like go on and on. I didn't even know who I was. Like I was in like this weird trance state of self-consciousness streaming. I mean, what's it called? State of self. I forgot what the word was. Where you just ramble on and on. State of self-consciousness. <laugh>, I don't remember what it's called. Yeah, like I was put on a performance for a couple hours. The Daniel character Persona. Yeah. Stream of consciousness. That's the one I get all hyped up. I'd be like okay here we go again. Press the go live button And then as soon as I go live the chat, oh everyone comes flooding in. Hey Daniel. Yo, Daniel Daniel. What's up? Daniel? Daniel, Daniel, Daniel. The chat was insane. As soon as I got live it was just all the people came flooding in felt so good. I didn't eat anything. I didn't play games. I was fully locked in. All my attention was on the chat and the stream. And then now look, I even forget I'm on stream these days. Old Daniel would would've slapped me. I, oh god, it's hot now. A little heat. It really pumps out the heat. You put it on for like half an hour. The whole room like a S sauna. Do you think it's a bad idea if I put my dumbbell in the car, it's an extra 12 kg. I dunno why. It's like you have passengers in the car and they're 50, 60, 70, 80 kg and you don't think anything of it. But then the idea of putting a dumbbell in my car makes me think, oh God is he gonna put so much weight in the car and the back bumper's gonna be scraping the ground. It's only 12 kg Jesus. Me plus 12 kg is probably still less than the average weight of a man. I don't know if my mom chucked my dumbbell out. I hope not. 'cause that was actually my dad's dumbbell. My dad had a lot of weights. My dad was quite into weightlifting when he was younger too. He had the bench press thing, like the bench and then he had these red, I think they were metal, these red metal discs. Smaller ones like 2.5 kg each. And then he had these big concrete ones and then I started using them. Gasper teas weird if you put milk in it. Wow. New resident evil and switch to resin evil Requiem. But how'd you say it then? Re requiem <laugh>. I can't say that now. Living the same way. I mean I looked at some, I was that Trump's voice. Oh that happened. I clicked on Resident Evil. All I could hear was Trump's voice. What the hell is this ad? It's like a minute long. It's not an English word. It is a French word obviously. Look at the way it's spelled. Oh my God. Scared the crap at me. <laugh> telephone jump. Hello? Yes. Who was it? I dunno. They asked for Miss Ashcroft and then they hung up on me. Rude be about zombies. She's not about zombies. I don't care. I hate all these stupid new resident evil games. Not about zombies. Resident evil is about zombies. Why do they keep making the games? Not about zombies? Huh? The stupid family and resident Evil seven was so dumb. And then Resident Evil eight. The fuck was that? Werewolves want zombies. I hated number eight. I defeated the big giant woman and then I got bored. Tell me what's going on. Oh it's not zombie. It's that weird monsters. Why have they ditched zombies? There's no escaping Your destiny. And why don't they do the cool resident evil in the Deep Voice thing anymore? Uh, resident Evil shit now. Alright. It's just not really scary without zombies. Where's the resident evil voice? Yeah. Yeah that one. Resident Evil Two <laugh>. That always scared me. Yeah. Anyway, like I was saying, I remember back in the day before I went live getting to character, rehearse a little bit about the ran I was gonna do. It really felt like getting on stage. The whole audience there waiting as soon as I posted anything thousands of views instantly. It was insane. Do you know what it's like to just always know that there's thousands of people waiting for anything you post as soon as you post it? Ah, you just won't understand. I post a video and within 30 minutes it's already got a couple thousand views after a day. 20 K views first 24 hours used to clear like 1520 K views. I used to be so meticulous about little things like the way I pronounce certain words, tongue clicks, making sure it was clean so it was smooth without stuttering or bloopers. Sometimes I'd rehearse and repeat the same line like 10 times to get it just right. Try out different tones. Each video was like carefully crafted package, funny little intro with music and then the intro of the dialogue and then the main meat and then wrap it up with the conclusion and then finish with cooking with Daniel makes some abomination milk people loved it. And then going live was so exciting. I loved seeing the flood of people coming into the chat as soon as I went live. It felt so good. Especially if you get some super chats in the first five, 10 minutes, you'd know it's gonna be a good stream. It felt so good. It's sad that you can never find someone that you can share this with either it's another creator who hasn't fallen off yet, so then they kind of pity you. Or it's someone who's also fallen off and then they're also depressed. Like I don't know, Venus or it's someone who's just never done it before and they'll just never understand it or even get turned off by it. It is a lonely existence and no one can understand it. No one knew what it felt like for me as the creator. It was so special for me. Now it's this thing that I have to hide. Like it's this disgusting, ugly part of my past that I can't be proud of or share with people. No one's impressed by either. It's just like some weird shameful thing I did. But to me it was best feeling I've ever had. It got such an adrenaline rush from posting going live. So all I cared about, I sacrificed everything else for it. It made you feel like a God. Yeah, I felt like I had nothing to lose at that point. Nothing to lose and everything to gain. I was fresh. Didn't have all these stupid channels making videos about me. Millions of people calling me a psycho. I mean I'm just trying to entertain At the end of the day, my job is to entertain and I did it the best way I could, but people just think I'm this not job psychopath. The problem is the persona was too good. It was too believable and maybe it be actually became me. The persona became real. It's like the mask, the movie that you put the mask on and then you can't take it off anymore and then it becomes you and then by that point you can't really say, oh it was just an ax 'cause you actually didn't said stuff. Uh I I do miss those days though. Going live and then getting like a thousand viewers. Super chats pouring in. People did love me at some point. Yeah, I've seen August the Ducks video about me. Nothing special about it. Just another one of those videos calling me a psycho. Wasn't it about my video saying that I was looking for a girlfriend. Imagine taking that seriously. He must be autistic. I thought it was so obvious the video was tongue in cheek humor. When I say stuff like I'm looking for a girlfriend, I'm a great guy because I actually don't remember what I said but I just came up a bunch of stupid reasons about why I'm a great guy or something. You're not supposed to take the videos. Literally. Yeah. I remember joining. I remember him blowing up overtaking me. Then I got mad. It used to be way smaller than me. I haven't checked joy in the ages. I think he still gets like 50 K views. These people were so dumb falling for my trolling videos and taking it seriously and then reacting to it. Seriously dumb as fuckers ever. Especially that Madam Melle woman. What a dumb idiot. I can't believe how dumb these people are. Like you can't tell that the video was made as a joke and you're not supposed to take it seriously. They're supposed to be tongue in cheek humor. They used to say, oh 'cause you say it seriously and you don't smile. Oh God I give up. I don't mind if you didn't find it funny but you know everyone's not supposed to start attacking me over it. That's when I got annoyed. I, I didn't understand why they were took it so seriously. What kind of killed it for me. I was thinking this is good stuff, this is funny. And then I post it and I just get all this outrage and disgust from all these stupid idiots. I couldn't believe it. So I instead just started saying stuff on purpose to annoy them more like it wasn't my fault. Through no fault of my own, she didn't make me use a condom. So it's her fault. I just said stuff on purpose to piss them off. I thought if I can't make them laugh then I'm just gonna piss them off then because then at least it'll make me laugh. It is funny how all these documentary channels who've made videos about me, they never talk about any of this. They never say stuff like, oh, he started off innocently telling stories and then he tried to make humorous videos but it backfired and no one knows the real story. No one cared. All they say is, oh psychopath YouTuber ruined his life. They never cared about what actually happened. I think it was a tale of innocent beginnings and then misunderstandings, jealousy and anger. Complex and dynamic relationship between the creator and the audience. People don't seem to understand that the content was shaped by the audience. 'cause I just went with what got views. I didn't shape the content. I mean I wasn't making content I wanted to make. I made it 'cause it got views I wanted to make. I don't know actually dunno if I even wanted to make content anymore at that point. I just wanted to make weird stuff 'cause it got views. I actually like doing tech stuff, phone unboxing. But I focused on what worked and I started off the channel making tech stuff. My oldest video is about cameras. The Sony WX 100 Super Zoom compact. I gave the audience what they wanted and then they attacked me for it. Now I make nothing. I 'cause the audience don't want it anymore. I made that video about blood bucket. It got six K views. All my content was toxic. That was the problem. It was always like why my life sucks. How I got bullied, why I hate everyone, why my life was ruined. Why I hate Japan. I don't, didn't know how to make non-toxic stuff. There was a couple videos in the early days that were quite innocent. Like I hung out with a Japanese guy. It just felt good. Like trauma dumping. I, well I had a lot of negative emotions and pain built up for my whole life. I just really enjoyed lifeing out. I felt therapeutic to just let it out 'cause I never talked to anyone about my problems and stuff before. Yeah, one of my best early videos was about my obsession with Japan being over. That all did well. It was like 40 minutes long without edits. I just can't do that anymore. But that was from the heart. Nowadays my videos were just fake. That's why I need 20 cuts for a five minute video because it's all fake. I have to rehearse and think of every line. It's not coming from the heart. This is the reason why that guy has probably a hundred thousand views on his woke up as a 30 5-year-old. Blue is 'cause he did a 40 minute long ramble video from the heart. People can see that it was genuine. Whereas my one was just like a shitty five minute. I wasn't even talking about anything real. Yeah but that ex-girlfriend tear list is gonna make so many women hate me. 'cause they're gonna think, oh God, I'm gonna end up on his tear list if I become one of his ex-girlfriends. And it was lately, I didn't really think about how these videos could affect me in the future. No, no updates. So I'm gonna go home next week, see my nephew and my mom and my sister can, maybe having a break from this place would be nice but I think it's really gonna make me feel like why do I have to come back here? Oh yeah because me and my mom fight. I think now I'm scared because I don't wanna be all alone. I don't want, I don't know what I want. These past few months been tough being completely alone. But my YouTube content has made me look so bad. I am hungry hoop. Oh I've got cupcakes. Didn't have a cupcake. Oh yeah. Have you seen that Australian thing? The Tim Tam slam? It's so lame how excited they get over it. The outdoor boys guy did a video where he did it and then these Australians were reacting to it. Oh wow. He used it as a straw. Who fucking cares? That's how you get people to like you though. It shows you appreciate their culture and they appreciate that. Everyone loves that guy, that outdoor boys guy. People love it when you know some little obscure fact about the culture. There's some good H hoops. One hour to go. Tomorrow's planned. Go to Tesco. That's it really Saturday isn't it? Yeah, AJ disappeared since I said I'm not going to Thailand, I'm not gonna buy. I feel like being lazy and just getting microwaved in is, I don't know. I feel very lazy about cooking now. When did things peak? I feel like the Venus angelic bit was the last attempt to make things interesting before all went downhill. I don't know was I like actually hoping she was gonna come. I actually believed that she wasn't completely nuts where everything she says is completely meaningless. Maybe a little part of me. I don't know like because she looked like Mila and she sounded like Mila too. I kind of liked her a little bit just 'cause of that. But she's just nuts. Like not even a real human being anymore. It's like a shadow, a shell of a human that just says edgy stupid stuff online all the time. Like it's there even any human behind those eyes anymore. It's just like this VA NPC saying anything to get any kind of attention. Just kind of sad. There's nothing behind those eyes. It's just dead inside. It's kind of scary. Ah, I felt kind of excited she was watching my streams maybe 'cause I still saw her as famous Venus from YouTube before the fall off and after the Venus thing. I just felt kind of deflated. I don't know why I got so excited about it and me because pretty famous person was interested in me. Yeah I kind of got bummed out after that. And then what happened? Uh oh no, things just aren't the same anymore. Yeah, I had all these girls saying they were gonna come and visit all a waste of time. Things are just being all over the place. I thought I was really excited about Kick and I thought I was gonna go back to Asia, do crazy stuff again and I thought no I don't wanna do it. And then I got excited about crypts coming 'cause I had the kick thing going and I thought Crypts would definitely help with the viewership getting over 200. I got kind of kind of desperate for a girl to be on stream and then I gave up on it. It's been a rollercoaster. I'm not interested in anyone from North America anymore. I wouldn't even bother talking to them now I don't even think I want to date anyone who's not in this country or at least English 'cause I don't wanna do the whole long distance stuff. Longest distance I wanna do now is a couple hours drive. That's why I deleted my Instagram. Not that any of you even noticed I deleted the Instagram 'cause I'm not interested in talking to anyone anymore. These people are just a waste of time. Instagram was where I got most of the girls. That's where they'd DM me on. I don't want anyone ding me anymore. They think ignore my socials, just leave me alone. I had so many girls message me from that Turkey tom thing. I didn't like any of them though. <laugh>. Half of them were like, I don't know, 20-year-old American girls I had no interest in. I think nearly all of them were Americans. Not a single British. A lot were Mexican a lot. Quite a few of them would say Mexico or Texas. When I asked where they're from and I was like okay next. I'm not dating a Mexican girl ever. Um, not really into Latino girls to be honest. I don't really like Latinos. I always got that look that I don't really like. Plus I'm never gonna go to Mexico. No way. I don't wanna go any, any of these countries ever. No I'm done being Mr International. I don't want it. You know what kind of changed my mind that game Kingdom calm deliverance where they had all the hot peasant wench girls, the European ones. I thought damn that's she kind of hot. I want like a peasant village girl with hay in her hair. Where's those dresses? The bar made girl? The baker's daughter. The tavern Wench. <laugh>. That's my favorite thing about that game. Just looking at the women in it. That kind of changed my perspective. I don't know why. Yeah, I really, really like kingdom come countryside and the nature and the hills and the trees. It reminded me of Germany when I was backpacking through the foothills of the Southern German forests. It looked so scenic. Yeah I think kingdom come. Did everyone kind of influenced me to appreciate Europe more? I actually thought the game was set in the UK 'cause everyone had a British accent and then I found out, oh wait it's in Hungary. Why are they speaking in a British accent? And why does Henry sound like he's from Devon as well? <laugh>, he's got that west country accent. The manager from every actually looked just like Henry <laugh>, a tall white guy and he had the same haircut and the same kind of face. It was kind of funny. Remember when he was ignoring my texts, I texted him, he ignored me and it was red or something and then I saw him at the depot and I thought okay this is awkward 'cause you know about my YouTube channel or what. I forgot what I was asking him. So I saw him there and I asked him in person and he just said, oh I was off. And I thought, yeah well you're not off now. Can you fucking reply? I kept worrying thinking, oh did he find my YouTube channel? Why? Why is he being weird now I forgot what I asked him. Ah, something about the Onsi app. I couldn't log in. I can't remember. Remember he was saying, oh yeah you could make 120 a day easy mate. And then I get my first paycheck and I made like 40 a day <laugh>. And even when I did a double shift, I only made like 75 and I was adding up all the numbers thinking I was gonna make like 30 KA year. He kept saying, oh I'm going to give you drop number 16 and then he never did. Or you and Kaylee couldn't share, share around and then you can do Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday never happened. The most I delivered in one day was I think it was like 160 parcels. I went back for another round about 170 and all I made was like 75 pounds. I was so tired. Motion sick from driving up and down, it took six hours of nonstop driving, getting in and outta the car. I thought there's no way I could do this full time. Part-time is fine. I do a couple hours, come back home for lunch. Ah, doing it full time. It was so tiring. Good driving experience though. You become so confident on the roads, like zero anxiety when you're that tired you don't have any anxiety. I just thought ah, I dunno. And I can't do this every single day full-time but I don't make enough money doing it part-time and so I've gotta do something else. I was fired because they found my Amazon videos. They said because of your videos related to parcel delivery, loss prevention has determined you to be a risk, a theft and security risk. I get the security risk but why theft? I never stole anything. I never said I sold any parcels did I? I said I'm a theft risk stupid. I bet it's 'cause of the clips where I said something like oh I chucked a parcel in a bush. I didn't really, hmm, when did I get fired from every, was it May? I gave it a good whole month, continued doing it. I think it was around May. I lost it. I remember I got banned and then Unbound and I went back for a few more days and then got banned again. Yeah, he got me unbound and then they banned me again. He said he doesn't know why they banned me. Well he's not in charge of accounts. That would be the loss prevention team. And they suspend people. There was another driver got suspended 'cause he asked me to cover her shift. He says she's under investigation but they were saying that like like a, a van was trading her and picking up the parcels after she delivered them. They said it was the Irish travelers when it rained it was horrible and the whole ground got all wet and all the parcels get soaked or cardboard falling apart and was soggy. It was really annoying because usually you take all the parcels out, put them, lay them out around your car, scan them, put them into the car. But when it's raining, if you do that they'll get wet because when you scan it inside the shipping container, which is really annoying, couldn't even put up some kind of roof 'cause just a load of shipping containers in a yard and then you show up, you put in the code for the padlock and open up the shipping container. First time I ever opened up a shipping container I thought I wouldn't be able to do it or I wouldn't know how to close it. You just lift up the metal bars and twist it and then you go in there, you find your parcels, take them all out in sacks, empty it out, scan it all, put it in the car, try and shove as much as you could into the car. Remember they kept saying, oh we changed to a 48 hour system. What does that even mean? I showed up and there was no one there and before it changed into a 48 hour system. Every time I showed up there was like five, six drivers loading up every morning. And then after that there was just no one felt kind of sad. There was this other guy called Tom, he was really friendly, really chatty guy. I remember when I got unbound and went back he was like, oh you're back. He said don't worry about it, they won't fire you for that. And then they did. I heard they don't let you go to the toilet. If you work in the warehouse and you're standing up all the time, sorting parcels does sound pretty rubbish. Eight hours of sorting parcels. No toilet break. What am I gonna do if I can't make enough money streaming? I don't know. That's the eternal conflict isn't it? Miserable streaming 'cause I'm alone. I'm many girlfriend's. Nice. But then the idea of having to get a job is also miserable. The sweet spot is if they let you do YouTube and streaming like faster would've been fine with it. Faster was completely okay with me. Streaming wonder way Foster didn't care. Is it 'cause she didn't understand English or 'cause she was in love with me? It must be the language barrier also. I didn't really show her a lot so I don't know. I always thought I'd do something cool for a job like trading stocks, YouTuber, getting a normal job. Just, I don't know, it feels like I lost in life. But then you would actually make more money for doing less work and have a nice life that's not toxic. Like I could make the same money if I just worked eight hours a day and make more money than streaming 13 hours a day and being alone or all my life I'm getting, I'm getting like seven pounds an hour less maybe doing this kick thing Now I only make minimum wage if I do double the full-time shift. Like if I have normal life and I only streamed morning to afternoon, I would only make like $60, $50. If I did six or seven hour stream on kick, it wouldn't be enough. I would have to get a job. This only works 'cause I do it all day and I can only do it all day 'cause I've got no life. But I don't want to have no life 'cause this is just depressing. Maybe there's a job out there that I could do. I selling tickets at a castle. Did you wanna see my new vape? Mango? Triple mango. This one comes out hot. It's weird. It's weird. It comes out hot And I got this one too. This one's not very good. Pink lemonade. Ooh like that. Oh I don't like this one. I'm not hooked. It's just fun. It's like saying, oh someone got me hooked on 24 bottles of beer. Uh, no look I ran out of beers. I'm not buying more beer am I? And then this one has strawberry flavor. I don't like that mangar. It's quite nice. Uh, fresh mince pretty nice. Well it's like menthol. It's like toothpaste. It's like sniffing a toothpaste. I ugh. I feel sick. Mm Well yay my sweet coin's back in the green point 19%. I'm up 71% on my Bitcoin and you guys think I can't trade. What do you know? Raking it And look at the killer's face. Look at that chin. Look at that hair. Jesus. 22 as well already bolding. Better looking than me. What better looking than this? You wish And in inheritance tax threshold increased to 1 million pounds. Really? What from 300,000 to 1 million. Never gonna happen. Where are they gonna get all the money from if they can't rinse people with inheritance tax? Hmm hmm Look. Still getting hate. Forgot you existed. Someone reminded me so I logged onto YouTube to dislike your last 10 videos. People still hate my guts. The amount of hate I get is just stupid. I think it's just 'cause I'm rude. I don't even think it's 'cause of anything I did in particular up. People ask me why people hate me and I say I dunno but it's probably just 'cause I tell them to shut the fuck up. Get the fuck outta my chat band. Imagine that being the reason for hating someone. Yeah, but the problem is that's what the majority of people think. Most people think like that. If all they know me from is my content, then they're gonna hate me. They don't know what I'm, who I really am in real life. They don't understand my struggles. They don't understand the things I've had to do to put food on the table. I'm just a punching bag for them. Aren't I someone to hate Amazon payments for my flip seventh two year plan that I'll be paying when kicks long gone. Long gone. Silver. Oh look, Omo playing Counterstrike probably with his be, I mean her best mate. Moon, do you think they even chat still anymore? The best mates Now I've forgot. I'm friends with Omo on steam selfie's. Not to your liking <laugh>. That still cracks me up. <affirmative> <laugh>. Remember while I said your apology to moon? It didn't seem sincere. Really? What part of, I'm so sorry, wasn't sincere. I actually have hundreds of friends on steam. I remember back in 2018 I shared my steam and loads of people added me and then I nuked it all. I only added pier so we could place sea of thieves and suns of the forest. And me and Pierre played sons of the forest so much. We finished the whole game. We made little house in the woods. We got naked in the log cabin. Sea of thieves was fun. Our little boat kept sinking. I had to get the bucket and chuck the water out, repair the holes. And then these losers chased us down and then immobilized us. And then they kept kidding me and they like cornered pier in the corner of the captain's cabin and they were like, oh, you a girl <laugh>. I kept coming back trying to kill them, but it was two against one. I saw a rage queen and I said, just leave sober. Well think I'm gonna go to bed again late. See ya tomorrow.