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It sounds kind of fake. I can't even believe it myself, to be honest. It sounds so fake. It sounds like I've made it up, but I swear, I don't know how I can prove this to you.

I don't know how I can prove that this is not fake, but it totally seems fake.

And I'm thinking about not even making a video about it because it sounds so fake. I feel like I'm being messed with right now. I feel so paranoid.

Okay, so somehow I managed to fuck things up even more.

Oh, thank you, Strife Hawkins.

Oh, you— I didn't know you could do emojis on the Super Chats.

Okay, so I'm just gonna say it, and then if you have questions,

I'll try and answer the questions. I'll try and prove it. Okay, so I met this Swedish girl today. Fucking hell. I met this Swedish girl. She messaged me on Instagram. She just said, hey, I'm in Osaka. I just moved here. Do you want to meet up? So I said, sure, why not? I thought this would be all

secret. Didn't think anyone would find out about it. We met up, we had lunch, we walked around a bit and chatted, and that was it. And then we said goodbye, and I came back to this Airbnb. And then I started getting messages from some weirdo on Discord. He took— he took a photo of me from behind when

I was with her.

I'm gonna get the photo now.

Okay, I'm in zoom mode. Look at this photo.

Can you believe this? That's me. If you don't believe it's me, look at my bag. Look, I'll go and get my bag to show you.

This sounds so fake, but look, that's my bag. You see that bag? That's me. That's my bag.

You see the shoes?

Wait, let me get my shoes. You can see them over there, can't you? The little Nike tick.

You see the shoes?

My shoes, my bag. That's— I think that's pretty clear that that's me. Yeah, that's the Swedish girl that I met. So I can't believe this happened. Someone— now there's a few possibilities.

Either it could have been a complete coincidence, some guy who hates me was there at the same time, the same place, and he hates me. What are the chances of that?

Oh, let me show you the messages he sent me on Discord. He wanted me to pay him £1,000 or else he was going to leak the images.

Look, he said, did you meet her off Tinder? He said, what's it worth to you? And then he said, £1,000 and I'll never send it anywhere.

So I decided to tell my wife about it because I didn't want to pay £1,000. So I told my wife about it. Obviously she's not happy with it.

Um.

I just don't know what to think. I mean, this is way too coincidental to just be some random person who knows me and also hates me and then also tried to blackmail me. What are the chances of that? Of out of all of Japan, the same time, same place, me and the Swedish girl walking past, and then

he just happens to be there? Or it was a setup by the Swedish girl. Maybe it was the Swedish girl's plan the whole time. She and her friend decided to trick me and said, I'm gonna meet Daniel, you follow me behind and then take some photos of us together and we'll try and blackmail him. But that sounds

so far-fetched as well. I can't decide. I don't think she would do that. She seemed like a really nice person. Like a normal person who came to Japan to study. She didn't seem like that kind of person, but then how would I be able to tell?

T-pop Fever: Am I afraid someday someone will hurt you? I think the chances of someone physically hurting me is pretty low. I'm not too scared.

So I have no idea what to think. And people— I've talked about this, I've been talking about it on Discord— people think it's fake and I've made it up. I don't know if, if it was this Swedish girl who set me up. I don't know if it was just coincidence that some guy who hates me was just

standing there.

I'm so confused, and I don't even know if I want to make this into a video because it does sound really fake. It sounds like I've just walked next to some random girl and asked the Hong Kong guy to take a photo of me from behind. Now, that would have been easy to do. I could have just

met up with the Hong Kong guy, walked side by side with some random girl, and then the Hong Kong guy could have taken the photo, and then I could make it all up. It would be pretty easy to do that. I swear I'm not doing that.

Uh, Selena, thank you. Why do I continue to cheat on my wife? I don't really consider it to be cheating. We just met up. It's not like we did anything.

I'm pretty lonely now, so if a girl asks me if I want to meet up, I don't see why not. I didn't think I'd get photographed from behind and then blackmailed. If I knew that was going to happen, I wouldn't have met her.

So now I can't even go outside without someone taking a photo of me.

So I've been talking to my wife and she said the only way she could ever trust me— because she can no longer trust me at all now, which is completely understandable— she said the only way she could trust me now is if I let her see my phone every day so she can see all of my messages.

And I don't know what to think about that. What do you think?

The only way to get back with my wife is if I unlock all my phones, let her see my phones whenever she wants to, so I can't arrange meetings like this ever again without her finding out.

So that's basically my own only choice. It's either that or we say goodbye to my wife.

Because I can't, I can't make any promises anymore. I can't tell her to trust me because I've done so many things to break the trust. So I completely understand that she won't be able to trust me anymore. I'm just not sure, I'm not sure if I'm willing, if I'm okay with losing all of my privacy. I already

give up a lot of privacy on YouTube. So I can buy food, and now I have to give up 100% of it.

I don't give up all my privacy on YouTube. I do keep a lot of things secret that I don't talk about in videos or streams.

I've got like 4 phones, folks. Does she want to check all of my phones? I've got 4 phones and an iPad. And I can't log in. I can't unlock my, my oldest phone, the LG G5, because I forgot the PIN code.

Such a headache.

I just can't believe this person was following us. Let's say it was just some random person.

He said, did you get a nice picture of the cat? Because there was a stray cat and then she was trying to take a picture of it, but the photo was taken in a different place to where the cat was. So he must have been following us from the cat place to the place where the photo was

taken. The place where the photo was taken was around Tennoji Park, which is around when we said goodbye to each other.

And that's quite far away from the cat area, so he must have been following us for a bit.

Oh, thank you, Al. Oi, yummy. Buy another phone? Can't get another phone. Well, I could, but I don't really want to.

That's creepy. Now I'm gonna be really paranoid every time I go outside. I'm going to be looking behind me the whole time, trying to find out if someone's following me. And then even if I knew he was following me, what am I gonna do? I'm not going to confront him. He's not doing anything wrong. He's just walking

in the same direction as me. I can't force him to stop walking. It's a public area. I can't force him to stop following me or to not take photos of me. I can't go and grab his phone and then smash it.

All I can do is either run away or hide my face, but then even if I hide or run, it's still obvious it's me. Thank you, Tim. You do you. Well, it's hard to do me when people keep leaking stuff. Everything's getting leaked.

This whole thing started because messages between me and the London girl got leaked, and then my sex tapes on my iPad got leaked when I was with TKO Sam, and now the Swedish girl meeting got leaked. So annoying. Thank you, David. Maybe your wife set it up as a test. Holy shit. That could totally be possible. She

could easily say try and get someone she knows to meet up with me.

I can't trust anyone. Anyone who just messages me being all nice, I just feel like they're trying to troll me or to trick me.

Thank you, Emerick Gala. Am I using a wide-angle lens? Yes, I am. But I'm using my Samsung S10 because the iPhone 11 sucks. The audio sounds really bad when I stream.

Maybe you're a targeted individual. Governments follow people. I don't think the government's following me, but there's all these people who are trying to wreck my life, trying to trick me, catfish me, leak my screen, my DMs.

I'm not really too impressed with the iPhone 11 for video making because, look, this stupid Apple put the microphone here. So when I'm filming, like I'm filming now, my voice is going directly into the mic and all you can hear is this stupid wind sound. Because I say my Ps straight into the microphone. On the Samsung, the

mic is on the side, so my voice isn't hitting the mic directly. Directly. Stupid Apple. You think they would learn by now. If I go to Osaka, would you like to meet me and eat? I don't know if you're a girl. I don't know anymore.

I can't trust women.

It just seems like a setup. There's a good chance that Swedish girl did set me up, but I'm not sure.

I just can't imagine her doing something like that. I barely know her. I spoke to her for like one day before we met.

Yeah, the iPhone sucks compared to the Samsung for video making. It's so irritating. Apple, one of the richest companies in the world, don't even know how to place a microphone. They put one in the speaker and one here. Why don't you just put it on the top? That way, when I'm speaking, my voice doesn't sound muffled and

I don't keep blowing wind into the microphone. It's not

difficult. All Android phones have the mic at the top of the phone. I don't understand Apple. Why are they so stupid? Don't go back to her. Move on. This is toxic. I know, it's so toxic, and I don't know why I can't just leave her. I just feel so emotionally attached to her that it's difficult to leave

her. Screw hookers, no strings attached.

It's not really about sex though. I, I want to be with my wife not because of sex. I want to be with her because she gives me domestic comfort that you can't get with a prostitute unless you pay her to stay with you all day long, all night long.

Selena, thank you. Do you ever think it's you ruining your life? Well, yeah, I guess technically it's my fault, but it's also the fault of other people who

keep trying to ruin my life.

It's, it's just tricky because I like my wife. I like being with her. I like living with her. I like how we have fish together and we go and feed the cats at the park. I don't really care that much about the sex. Yeah, the sex is nice, but it's like a bonus thing. It's not all about

the sex. I'm not with her because of sex.

But when, when girls message me, I don't know, I just feel like I feel really good and I feel this adrenaline rush. It feels like, wow, a girl is interested in me. It feels good. It's like, um, I don't know, taking drugs maybe.

Yeah, this place is pretty nice. It's got this Japanese divider. They gave me lots of coffee. It's a bit annoying because I couldn't get in

and I had to wait until some guy came along with the key. They hadn't finished cleaning it.

So I mean, I'm in this Airbnb just for a few nights. It's very expensive. It costs about £42 a night here. If I was going to stay here for a month, it would cost me probably $2,000. So I'm just going to stay here for a couple nights.

I was gonna do one of those staying in the most expensive Airbnb in Japan videos, but now all this Swedish girl stuff happened, I don't feel like it.

It's always— it's one thing after another, isn't it? Why can't I just meet one girl without all this drama happening? Everything I do ends up getting leaked. And then this shit show just follows behind it.

And now I have to find— I don't know, I was hoping to go back to my wife's place soon. That's why I didn't book another Airbnb long term, like the sex doll Airbnb.

But well, I was getting close to getting back with her, and then this stupid Swedish girl thing happened. Now I fucked it up again.

And I have to choose either all my privacy on my phone versus staying with my wife. Thank you, Mr. Black Spoon. Stay for a while in Vietnam.

Okay, if I do decide to leave my wife,

what am I gonna do? I could either try and get a cultural visa doing calligraphy. Or I could spend—

I could spend a third of my savings on a 2-year Japanese language student visa. A third of my savings is so much money. Or I can just travel around Southeast Asia, like Vietnam, Taiwan, South Korea, and maybe Thailand. I could alternate between all of those countries. And then I can get an Airbnb, get a condo for a

decent price.

So I have a few options. Or go back to England and face my mother. I don't really want to face my mother. She's just really angry with me.

But I don't really want to go to these other Asian countries. They have zero appeal to me. I've been watching this guy called Harold Boulder, and he goes to countries like that. He goes to countries like Vietnam and Thailand, and it just looks shit, to be honest.

There's zero appeal to me.

The girls aren't cute.

Everywhere looks dirty. The food looks weird. I just want a 7-Eleven and get myself a sandwich.

I don't want to eat all this weird stuff on a banana leaf or all this yellow gunk that'll give me diarrhea the next day. I don't want to get diarrhea.

Oh, thank you, Mitch. If you're gonna cheat on your wife, use a hooker. I did, and I got busted for that as well. I used the hooker twice, and then she found out because of my message history with them.

And what does Harold do every day? Does he just travel all the time? Doesn't he have like a home base where he goes home? He's always hopping from one country to the next. I don't want to do that. I don't like traveling. I hate traveling. I want to find myself a long-term place, set up a nice gaming

setup, play Rainbow Six, make videos. I don't want to be hopping from one country to another every few weeks.

Why can't I just have an island? That's mine, and I can just go there and not be disturbed. Just my own island with a building.

I just don't get the appeal of traveling. It's so tiring. Everyone looks the same. Most of the places are just shitholes. Most of the world is shit. Well, most of the places where humans are are shit.

Japan is one of the few countries where they haven't turned the place into a shithole. That's why I love Japan so much.

I don't like dirty, horrible places. Yeah, I'm very stuck up like that, but I have standards. I come from a middle-class family, from a nice house. I don't like living in a slum.

I wish there was more countries like Japan. Why couldn't Japan's empire be better? And why couldn't they have colonized a bunch of countries like England did and then made it into other Japanese-speaking countries?

It's so easy for people who want to live in English-speaking countries because there's so many of them. If you want to live in a Japanese country, all you have is Japan.

Stupid Japanese Empire couldn't even colonize some countries and then keep them. If Hitler won World War II, wouldn't have this problem. Japan would have its colonies.

It's all Hitler's fault. Stupid man. What idiot decides to invade Russia when he's got the bloody Allies coming for him? You've got the Allies coming for you, you defend against Allies. Don't go invading Russia like Napoleon did. So stupid. Obviously your tanks are going to get frozen. It's Russia. Didn't he learn anything from history? Stupid man. It's

like he's got no brain.

Thinks he can take on the whole world all at once. Stupid.

Have I considered going to the US? Not really. I don't like America. It's too big.

It's just so big. I don't understand how one country can be so big. It's just weird.

I like it when countries are small islands, compact.

Russia's too big as well. I don't understand how one country can have so much land and then still they keep messing with other countries on its borders. Your country's big enough. It's like China. China's massive, and then they're still interfering with Hong Kong. Just leave Hong Kong alone. It's a tiny little island. You've got your whole country.

It's like the 3rd biggest country in the world, masses of land, and then they're messing up all these people's lives in Hong Kong.

Why can't they just let the Hong Kong people have Hong Kong? It's so insignificant. It's like a tiny little city on a tiny island. They've got the whole of the continent.

People are so greedy. That's a problem.

Why are we talking about Russia? I don't know, I forgot.

Uh, yeah, the Swedish girl thing. I don't know if I'm gonna make a video about it because it does sound like I've made it up.

This is why, uh, drama sucks, because sometimes weird stuff happens, but then it can be too weird And it sounds like it's been made up. And apart from showing you my bag, my shoes, showing you that it's clearly me in the photo, I don't really know how else I can prove it.

I mean, look at this.

I don't see why it's such a big deal. It's not like we were having sex on the street. We were just walking, talking. Is that such a crime?

So this guy tried to get £1,000 out of me.

Which sounds kind of stupid. Did he really expect me to pay £1,000 just to keep that a secret?

Come on, I'm not gonna pay £1,000 just so he doesn't share a photo, and then he might share it anyway. There's no guarantee that he wouldn't share it. I could have paid the money, then he might have shared it anyway. How can I trust someone like that?

How come you don't want to go to America? Well, it's just so big and it looks scary. I see all those gun shooting stuff, gang people. It just looks really scary.

And it's just so big. The roads are so wide, everywhere is so far away from each other. All the states— there's so many states and they're so big.

Isn't the size of Japan— I think the, the entire map of Japan could fit inside of California or something crazy like that. Oh, thank you, Monique Smith.

I wish I liked other countries. I wish I didn't just like Japan. It made life so much easier, but I just hate everywhere else. I've been to a lot of countries. Been to Malaysia, Vietnam, Taiwan, Singapore,

Norway, France, Germany. They all sucked. Didn't like any of them.

They all just felt so run down.

I wish I was Japanese and I had a thingamajig. I wish I didn't have to keep getting visas. How come everyone else gets visas so easily? All these other foreigners I met recently because of Sam, they all have some kind of fancy visa. Work visa, technical visa,

special activities visa. Why can't they give me one?

I've been here longer than they have.

I have a bad memory of Taiwan because my heart was broken by this ugly Taiwanese girl. I don't even know why I was in love with her. I was so in love with her, but she was so ugly, and she had this big square block face,

very unattractive bone structure for her face. But for some reason, I was completely— what's the word— infatuated by her. I was just in love. I felt sick. And then she rejected me and I was so upset.

She was like a blockhead, like one of those Minecraft characters. Very weird skull shape. Her skull would look so weird after she dies and all the flesh and skin has rotted away. Her skull would be like one of those Neanderthal people. But for some reason, I felt insanely attracted to her.

But she's so the opposite of conventional attractiveness.

But I felt— I

don't know, I just felt very into her. Weird, isn't it?

The Swedish girl just kind of looked like, you know, typical white girl. Nothing really out of the ordinary.

I feel quite proud of myself because today I rode the taxi. I got a taxi for the first time in my entire life all by myself. I couldn't find how to get here,

so I got lazy and I just— I walked up to a taxi and I waved at him, and then he opened the door. That was my first time ever getting a taxi all by myself.

No, it was my first time getting my own taxi by myself. I've used taxis before.

It was pretty easy, actually. I just showed him Google Maps, said I want to go here. Then I paid him.

Oh my God, are you kidding me? Smile Per Mile, that's her name.

Ellen Calgary, that's her username on Instagram. Cornitos X from 2018. Are you kidding me? Don't tell me fucking Kanae is behind this.

You know who I've talked to recently? That, um, Asian girl Xiao Rishu. She sent me some interesting screenshots of our boy Kanae trying to dig up dirt on me.

What if the person who took the photo was Kanaito? I definitely didn't notice anyone who looked like him. Wait, how do you know she's Kanaito's ex?

Where's the proof? Send me a message on Instagram

or somewhere.

That Kaito, he's completely obsessed with me.

It's like he actually took the videos I made about him personally.

I feel like something is very, very off with this Swedish girl. The picture seems more random, spur of the moment. What do you mean?

I don't know how many pictures he took. If he was following us for a bit, he could have taken a video as well. He could have taken many, many photos.

I got a message from the Swedish girl. She said, I hope you don't mind me replying to comments on Reddit. What should I say? I don't mind,

but can you honestly tell me you had nothing to do with the photo being taken?

I'm not mad, I'm just curious.

Oh, this is killing me. I want to know how the hell this happened.

I just feel like it's way too coincidental to just be some random person who recognized me on the street. I just have a feeling that it was some kind of setup.

If it's a setup, she might as well just come clean and tell me.

Swedish girls have blonde hair, not black. I think she dyed it because she had blue eyes.

I can't see the chat, it's going too quickly.

Someone set me up. There's no way this is coincidental. Come on, I'm not that famous. I've only got 98K subs. The chances of someone just randomly recognizing me on the street and then taking a photo of me and then trying to blackmail me. It just sounds so ridiculous.

Oh, thank you, Jerkles. Explain myself better on YouTube discussions.

Sorry, I forgot what you said.

You need to realize you're setting yourself up. I'm not. I went for a quick, quick chat and just have lunch.

Nothing happened.

I didn't expect someone to take a picture of us from behind.

Maybe there's a reflection. I don't think there is.

She had a friend follow. When I was with her, she was messaging someone a few times. I didn't look because I feel like it's rude to look at people's phones when they're messaging people, but I did notice she was messaging someone

a couple times.

Abroad in Japan is in the chat. I don't see him.

Oh, thank you, Million and Anthony, respond to Chris for the Pokémon card. I don't know. Oh, David wants his Pokémon card back.

Hi Chris. I don't have anyone's Pokémon card. I don't know what that means.

Are you going to chance overstaying your visa? No way, I'd get in so much trouble.

If I want to stay in Japan, I guess I could try and apply for the calligraphy school and they could get me a cultural visa.

But then I have to go, go and learn stupid calligraphy. I don't care about calligraphy.

When am I ever going to use calligraphy? I use Facebook Messenger and Instagram. Calligraphy is not going to help me in life.

Or I could just go to other countries and then eventually come back to Japan after a couple months.

I thought marriage gave you a visa. I had one, but it expired when my dad died, and I didn't make it back in time to renew it.

Uh, I wouldn't marry the Swedish girl. She was nice, but she's not my type.

Come to Canada? Well, it's funny you mentioned Canada, but I'm not going to tell you why because I get in so much trouble. I mean, no, nothing about— shut up. Next question.

She looks evil. Who?

Who is she? I don't understand.

It's like people know who she is, the Swedish girl. Why? Stop spamming her name in the chat. I don't know how you found out her name.

I got these weird candy things. Don't know what they are. They look like things you put in the bathtub to smell nice.

Oh, Paravel, thank you for the Baggins and the rose. Very generous of you.

Konaito DM'd me on Instagram saying he was going to get his ex to send up on you. He's in Osaka now as he wants to fight you. Oh, come on, you're just making that up.

I still don't have a reply. Oh, I do.

So according to the Swedish girl, she said, no, I didn't have anything to do with the photo. She said, my friend sent the Reddit thread to me.

And then there's a screenshot from her friend in Swedish. I'll try reading it out. It says, "Ni ser faktiskt fett korta ut på bilden dock." I don't know if that made sense. Are there any Swedish people here?

That's not him. He's taller than that. I wish.

Should we believe her? She said she had nothing to do with it.

Did anyone understand my Swedish?

At first I thought you were the wine causing drama, But at the same time, why would you?

Imagine if I was that shady that I got my friend to follow me to set myself up. That would be so conniving. I'm not that clever to set something up like that. That's just way too many levels of connivingness.

Do a Minecraft let's play with PewDiePie.

I don't think he would want to associate himself with me.

Big YouTubers usually want to distance themselves from me.

No, I didn't want any drama. I just wanted

a nice meetup.

It's, it's gotten me into a lot of trouble now

with my wife.

It's okay, it's not your fault.

I just can't believe someone just coincidentally saw us like that.

I guess it was a pretty touristy area. Stupid Tennoji. Never ever go to Tennoji ever again. Full of white people. Who possibly know me. This is why being famous sucks. You can't go anywhere now in secret.

I'm not even mega famous. If I was really, really famous and I was super rich, then I wouldn't mind this happening. But I'm not even super rich. I barely make more than minimum wage. So I get all of the negatives of being famous, but hardly any of the benefits. For example, being super rich. If I was super

rich, I wouldn't complain. I'm not even super rich,

and I have to suffer the downsides of being famous when I'm not even super, super famous. So stupid. There's always someone who knows me.

PewDiePie said he liked you and your content. When did he say that? Where? We need that clipped. What percentage of your viewers are female? About 40%. Used to be higher, but I lost a lot of women recently, probably because of my sex doll. I think my sex doll turned a lot of women off.

Last year I used to have so many hot girls messaging me, and then they all started to disappear after I started talking about sex dolls and stuff like that.

Oh, by the way, the sex doll was such a pain. I didn't show it in the video, but the next day I had to get the Hong Kong guy to come back to help me get the sex doll back out of the garbage area. And guess what? Someone took the dolly push thing. It was gone and the

box was open.

But they, they didn't take it, so I guess they weren't interested in a sex doll. How much is the Airbnb? It is £42 a night, which is one of the most expensive Airbnbs in this area. I thought I'd splash out for you guys.

It's quite nice. I won't be here for very long.

So we had to carry the sex doll back to the Airbnb. That wasn't fun. And then had to cut it up into tiny pieces, which took ages. It wasn't easy because all the rubber was kind of attached to the metal frame,

and it was so heavy. I had to split it up into about 7 different plastic bags, take them all down the stairs 2 by 2, And then put them into the garbage area.

But it was such a stupid idea leaving it there because my name was on the box. If I left it there, I could have gotten in trouble because it's illegal to just leave big items like that. I don't know why I thought it was a good idea. I just saw that garbage station, it's full of junk, and

I thought, hey, we just leave it here. Garbage is garbage. Then I realized, actually, this is illegal. And all of my personal information is on the box, on the delivery. The delivery paper is attached to the box still.

Didn't sleep very well that night. I was just panicking about it. I don't know why, but I didn't think about removing my name from the box. I left all the FedEx papers attached to it. Luckily, the building didn't have a security camera either. But you could have easily found the rubbish station by, you know, looking at Google

Maps. Someone could have just contacted the apartment and told them about me. I could have been fined about £10,000, maybe a third of my savings gone. That would have been the most disastrous videos ever. Actually ended up costing me £10,000.

No, I won't get in trouble because I disposed of it properly afterwards. I just couldn't film it because it was so graphic. That would have got me demonetized straight away. It would have been such a great video though, seeing me sitting there butchering a love doll, cutting the arms and flesh off.

Did it feel like you were cutting up a real body? A little bit, yeah. A real body would have been really gross.

Imagine all the blood and the cartilage and the muscles and the sinew.

Did I keep the head? Well, I did take it with me, but I ended up ditching it because I don't really want to be traveling around with a head.

It's quite funny though, having a head in your bag, but it was so heavy. Just the head alone was weighing me down.

So I don't really know what to do for tomorrow's video. Originally it was going to be staying at the most expensive Airbnb in Japan, but that's kind of boring. It would just be an Airbnb room tour. And then I was thinking, oh great, I can use this drama for a new video, but it sounds so far-fetched that

people are going to think it's fake

because it does sound kind of crazy.

I don't think the Swedish girl is lying. I believe her. She did seem genuinely like a nice person,

and if it was her behind it, I, I think she would have owned up to it by now because she doesn't have anything to lose by owning up to it now.

So I don't think it's her. So that means there's only one option. It was actually just a complete coincidence, which sounds crazy. What are the chances?

So now I have to decide. Am I willing to let my wife see my phone and all my private messages? What do you think I should do? So either lose my wife or lose privacy on

my phone. I got— holy fuck, who's that?

That scared the shit out of me.

I think it was just the door next— next door. I got an IT job offer in Osaka. Can we hang out? I don't know, hanging out with people seems to be causing me a lot of problems.

That was scary. This place is weird. The building just feels very abandoned. It feels really lifeless, and the area is just like loads and loads of really, really big apartments. It just feels kind of

lifeless, soulless.

Do I really care if my wife checks my messages? I have some pretty bad— well, she's already seen them when she had my iPad. I guess the point is she wouldn't— she'll be able to see any new messages of me fooling around. Oh wow, thank you, Michael. $99. You're my favorite, Michael. Michael, secure that spouse visa, but

be careful with your stuff. Well, my stuff's safe for now because I have all of it with me.

But I still have to pay her about $500 for the smashed door. I'm wasting so much money. It's so frustrating. I don't know how to stop. I didn't plan smashing the door. People were saying that was fake as well. So everything I do now, people just think it's fake.

Yeah, I did smash that door. I didn't film myself smashing it because it was a spur-of-the-moment thing and it would have been stupid to film myself vandalizing a building.

I have to pay $500 for the smashed door.

And I probably have to pay another month of Airbnbs now. I don't think I'll be getting back with her soon. $500? You said it was $800. Well, I don't know the exact cost yet because the stupid repairman hasn't come yet. My wife keeps changing the number. First she said it could cost $700, and then she asked me

to give her $1,000 because it might cost more, and now she's saying the repairman came and gave an estimate of 500. So I don't know, she doesn't know, no one knows how much it actually costs. Hopefully she'll take a picture of the receipt.

Okay, I'm gonna tell you something that was a secret and I lied about. Okay, so When I went back to my wife's place to get my stuff back, we actually had sex.

I wasn't supposed to say that because it's kind of messed up.

And then I went back to the Airbnb, and then all the— I can't even remember, so many things happening.

And we were kind of on the brink of getting back together, and now this happened, and it's kind of messed things up all over again.

And it was probably one of the hottest sexes that I've ever had.

And there's so many things that got leaked— the London girl DMs, the sex tapes, now this.

Why can't I not get leaked? Why does everything get leaked?

It's not my fault, okay? I trusted the London girl

because we met up before, before we got— before me and my wife had the first divorce argument. That was basically because the whole thing that triggered the first divorce was the London girl, because my wife found out about that as well, or somehow, I don't know. I'm starting to think the London girl is not trustworthy. Your wife

is active on Japan Cupid? Yeah, she's checking up on me.

She logs into Japan Cupid to check to see if I'm logging in.

Yeah, I'm talking about Pia.

I didn't really talk about her or make a video about her because I was trying to keep it secret.

Did I use protection? No. She had some kind of thingy that goes into her vagina that stops her from getting pregnant. I don't know how it works. It's like a plastic hook.

So it's not my fault, okay? The DMs got leaked somehow. Someone got a screen— got a picture of our DMs, sent it to my wife. I have no idea how that happened.

Pia said she doesn't know how it happened either, and I can't really do anything apart from take her word for it. It obviously wasn't me who leaked it. And then somehow my wife got access into my iPad. I'm guessing she saw me enter the passcode and then memorized it.

And then some random person on the street took a photo of me. None of these things were avoidable. It's not my fault. The universe is trying to destroy me.

All of those things, how could have I avoided it? I didn't know the DMs would get leaked. I didn't know my wife was secretly trying to figure out my passcode. I should have kept changing the passcode, I guess. I didn't know that some random person on the street would see me and then take a photo and and

then try and blackmail me.

I would say most— okay, I admit a lot of people hate me on my own channel. A lot of people hate me, but I still believe they are decent people and they wouldn't try and blackmail me. There's, you know, a big chunk of people who like me and then a pretty big chunk of people who hate me,

but they're still normal, nice people. Who are sane. And then there's like this tiny group of people who absolutely despise me and they're completely batshit crazy. And they do stuff like doxxing me, cyberstalking me, messaging my relatives, my family, my exes. And they do all this weird, messed up stuff. And it just seems so coincidental that one

of those people from that very, very tiny group of people who despise me just happened to be there on that day at that time when I was with that girl. How the hell? What are the chances?

And then he tries to get money out of me. That's not something a sane person does. But okay, if you don't like me, it's understandable. But if you are trying to get money, trying to exploit me, then you're just as messed up as I am. At least I don't try and blackmail people. When have I ever tried

to blackmail people?

How much did they ask for? They asked me for £1,000, which is weird. Why pounds?

Why not pounds? I don't think it's a Japanese person. It might not be an American person. I don't know.

When are you meeting the Korean guy? What Korean guy? There's no Korean guy.

For some reason, I seem to attract a lot of very, very hateful, spiteful weirdos.

Oh, thank you, Michael. This is what I meant by be careful with your stuff, use better passwords. Well, that's the problem with Apple. You only get 6 numbers. You can't enter a big, long, complex passcode.

On my Samsung, I do have a complex series of numbers, but on the iPhone you only get 6. And what's the point of Face ID when it forces you to enter the passcode when the phone restarts or something? I still have to enter the passcode now and then.

If it has Face ID, I think it should just get rid of the passcode completely.

Can't you hide your files? I can't. There's no passcode lock on individual apps for Instagram and Discord. I have so many apps on so many devices, it's hard to keep track of. I have Discord, Instagram, Twitter, Facebook.

What else?

The iPhone sucks. Yeah, I am starting to feel unhappy with it. It's just the mic— microphone placement. It's like wind is blowing when I speak.

I can't remember all my passwords. I have about—

I have several. And all pretty, um, sexual passwords. Stuff like, uh, my ex-girlfriend's name xxx sucks my cock 2277138, or ex-girlfriend's name licked my anus 12245. It's like that. I have like a sentence and then a string of numbers.

It's easy to remember.

But the problem with Apple products is you get— you only get 6 numbers to enter. It's not very good. It's not very secure.

I don't know any apps that let you lock individual apps. That would be great to have a couple weeks ago.

Why am I in a fight with my mum? Because my wife sent her that video of me with the prostitute. That's why.

I can show you the Airbnb for a bit. What time is it? Oh, it's 1 AM. I'll probably go to bed around 2. So the number one thing I hate about this Airbnb is these stupid lights are so low. I keep banging my head on it. I keep forgetting, you see. Keep doing this.

Look how low it is. Why do they make it so low? I've got a nice bedroom

all by myself, no one to share it with.

I've got a kitchen. It's a bit strange how it, it goes behind these doors. It's like a closet. It's like a closet. You open the closet and then there's a kitchen.

There's a stove, frying pan.

And there's a microwave, fridge,

phone— please don't touch.

Quite a nice spacious bathroom. Washing machine. Might have a bath, it's been a while. Since I had a bath, it's a bit grimy in here.

It's a pretty big bathtub for Japan standards.

Do do do do do.

Toilet. The internet's really good here as well. I'm getting about 25 upload, 25 download. My wife's apartment's Wi-Fi upload speed is really bad. It's about 5 or 6. Takes me forever to upload videos. I don't know what this is. It's like a weird frame— not a frame, I don't know what the word is— like a painting, but

instead of being in a frame, it's hanging down like a piece of toilet paper. Strange. I thought it was to keep the curtain open, and then you have a view outside.

Quite a nice view. I don't know if the Wi-Fi would cut off if I stepped outside.

I really like this, but I don't know what it's for. It just looks cool. It's like a traditional Japanese thingamajig. And there's Japanese tatami mats,

cushions. I like this area, it's very nice. Oh, thank you, Beck. Nice Airbnb, Daniel.

Though the wallpaper could be killed and no one miss— What's wrong with the wallpaper? It's a nice shade of red. Looks like a chessboard.

Ah, fucking hell, didn't see that. That's strange. How did I not see the table? It just blends in with the floor.

No, the whole thing about the Swedish girl being Kanae's ex, I think that was a lie. She didn't say she's his ex.

Why would Kanae have a Swedish ex? Doesn't make any sense.

And there's closets here. Bedding.

I can't close it.

You know, this whole bedroom is almost as big as the sex doll Airbnb.

I wanted to stay here a bit longer, but the whole place was fully booked for the next 2 months apart from these 2 nights.

Might as well make use of the unlimited Wi-Fi. You know how much money Um, it's costing me to stream on— holy fuck,

what the fuck is that?

Why does it keep banging? Do you think I'm really loud? Do you know how much is money? Do you know how much money it's costing me to stream on data?

Why does it keep banging?

My phone bill for last month was about £160 because I, I overused my data so much.

What can I do? I've only got 14 gigs and then 14 extra free packets of 500 megabytes. So what's 14 times? That's 7— 14 times 500,

um, 7 times 1,000, 7 gigabytes plus 4, so I have about 21 gigabytes a month and I use at least 100 a month.

Uh, use so much data to stream and to upload.

I don't know why they don't give me unlimited. I mean, I'm paying £160 a month just to use probably about 100.

Stupid Japan.

When I signed up for the contract, it was the biggest, largest amount of data I could get. I said, give me, give me the largest amount of data, and they said, okay, here you go, 14 gigabytes. That was it.

I asked my wife, is this the largest amount? She said yes.

Oh, thank you, Michael. Get better soon, Daniel. I'm out. Have a good night. Good night, Michael.

And I'm still paying for my UK SIM card because I don't know how to cancel it. Couldn't log in, so I have to phone them up. I'm too lazy. They keep charging me £20.

Three Mobile.

I don't know how to cancel it.

Can't you ask one of your UK friends? You think I have friends in the UK? I don't have any friends.

The only friends I had in the UK were Jay and Robert from secondary school. I haven't seen them since secondary school. It's funny because I'm friends with Jay on Facebook and he recently tagged me on some kind of meme Facebook page. He saw the meme screenshot of my video titles where it says, we got married, we're getting

divorced, I got a sex doll. It's kind of funny. I wonder what he thinks about, about me becoming YouTube famous.

He just tagged me and did the laughing out loud emoji.

They don't care about me. Rob never messaged me since 2008. It looks like he got married. I went on his Facebook and he's with a woman. Looks like they're in some kind of marriage ceremony.

Can't believe it. My best friends from school don't give a shit about me. After all the times they came over to my house and played Halo, all the times my mum made them food, all the times my dad took them home. And they don't even care about me. Not even a hi Daniel, what's up, what are you

doing now, remember the times you played Halo? No, they're too busy with their own lives. What are your plans for the future?

I can't make any plans now because I need to wait for my wife's final decision. Well, actually, I need to make the decision. If I'm gonna let her see my phone, and I just don't know.

It's tough. There's a lot of stuff on my phone that I don't want people seeing, and now she's demanding that I let her see everything on my phone. I've got all my sex videos on there. Messages with people, all my scheming and conniving messages.

What if some random girl just messages me saying, hey Daniel, I had a lot of fun a few months ago when you boned me, let's do it again. I could get into trouble in so many ways just from trolls. I'd have to, maybe I'd have to delete my Instagram, but I have 8,000 followers. I don't want to

delete my Instagram.

No, I'm not streaming on the 11. I'm streaming on my Samsung. Samsung is still the best phone for videos and streaming. The iPhone is almost as good, but the sound quality is just not good.

Can you explain why she wants to see my phone? Because she doesn't trust me.

And the only way I can get her to trust me is if I have no secrets and I don't hide anything.

Why is life so difficult?

Is it normal for a couple to let each other see each other's phones? I guess it is kind of normal, but I don't feel comfortable.

I don't know, I feel violated.

It just feels like a really big thing to have to sacrifice to be with someone.

Get an SD card, move the crap you don't want to see. No, it's not files, it's messages. People messaging me and flirting with me.

I think she still wants to be with you. Yeah, I know she,

she does want to be with me, but I'm, I'm making it hard. For her to be able to be with me.

People flirt with me all the time. I had this— what's the word? What's the polite way of saying it? Trans. I had a trans person send me a load of nudes, but he looks like an actual girl.

I said I'm not interested, but he kept sending me nudes.

So what should I do tomorrow?

I promised the Hong Kong guy that if the video we made together gets 40k views, I'd buy him dinner. It's on 20k views now. It might actually— I don't know, I don't think it'll get 40k, maybe 25k max.

I just wish I had a hot naked girl with me right now. I'm so bored.

It'd be nice to fuck. Well, I guess I'm humping the pillow tonight.

Jay-Z at Crusty commented on your status. Well, thanks for letting me know, Facebook. Why do I care about that?

Why did I get rid of the doll? Because it's so big and heavy, there's no way I could carry it around.

How am I supposed to move around from different Airbnbs if I've got this massive doll with me? I can't even lift it. It's weird, I can't lift the doll but I can lift my wife, and my wife weighs more.

How have you gotten by so long without a job? Because people give me money when I do live streams.

Where did I put the doll? I cut it up into tiny pieces, left it outside.

The doll's annoying. It kept making my dick itchy as well. I had to keep cleaning it. Do you know what I found when I cut it into pieces? I cut open the vagina a bit. And there was like a yellow liquid at the very end of the vaginal cavity, probably deep down where I wasn't cleaning it properly.

But there was like a yellowish liquid. It was disgusting. It was yellow. My cum is not yellow.

I wonder what kind of bacteria was growing if you put it under a microscope. I didn't dare smell it. It would have smelled awful.

How could it be yellow? It was like a greenish yellow, really weird.

It was just so much work cleaning it. Keeping it clean was such a pain. Every time you used it, I had to fist it with a handful of soap, and then because you get soap inside of it you don't clean all the soap out, it makes your dick dry out if you get soap on your dick. And

then my dick was starting to get dry. I had to put lotion on it. So much work.

And now, even now, it still kind of burns when I pee. It's getting better, but it still feels uncomfortable.

The problem with being single is, although it's nice to have the freedom to have sex with random girls, it's not like there's a constant supply of random girls. I'm not— unfortunately, I'm not that hot or attractive or popular to have this unlimited supply of random girls willing to have sex. So it's like once every few months, and

then when there's no random girls, then And it's just like loneliness. I'm all alone,

and it's just— it's so boring being alone. You don't have any structure in your life. There's no one depending on you or there for you emotionally.

So I like being with my wife because she's always there and I never feel alone.

And it gives my life structure and purpose.

But then I keep getting tempted by these random girls who message me.

I blame the random girls.

And even though I paid for sex quite a few times, none of it was any good. It was all shit sex. And then the hookers weren't even attractive. They sent me one hooker, She looked awful. She wasn't ugly, but she had this horrible makeup.

You know those girls in Japan where it's like a really outdated fashion style? What was it called? I can't remember what it's called. Where back in the '90s in Japan, there was like this subculture of fashion where the girls would tan their skin and get blonde or light brown hair, dye their hair blonde or light brown, and

then they'll have really thick makeup, like super thick eyeliner, and they look so stupid. Yeah, Gangro or something like that. She looked like that, and she opened— I opened the door and I saw her. Oh my God, what the hell did they send me?

Ganguro. It looks so stupid. Or they're also called gyaru.

I can't believe they still exist in 2019. She had like this thick mascara. She looked like, you know, that anime character from Naruto who has the puppets, the puppet guy. What's his name? Starts with a K. Who here's a Naruto fan?

You know, Gaara's friend, friend or brother or something with the puppets. Yeah, she had like that. Yeah, Kankuro. She's actually very similar to the word Kankuro. Maybe that's on purpose. He has like this thick black eyeliner and she had almost the exact same highlighter. And she had so much makeup on, she didn't even look— she looked like

a sex doll, to be honest. She wasn't ugly, she had a nice okay face, but oh my God, they couldn't have sent me a girl more opposite of my type.

It was like I phoned them and said, can you send me a girl that I would find completely unattractive? And they said, okay, here you go.

I like Asian girls, you know, with black hair, Asian features, pale skin, natural beauty look. I don't like all this makeup shit and dyeing hair and stuff. I like, you know, natural Asian beauty. And then they sent me the complete opposite of what I like.

Well, at least she wasn't fat. They're either fat or just slathered in makeup. Terrible. And then you pay so much money, you get a shit experience. Definitely don't recommend paying for sex. It's not good.

Did I still bang her? Well, yeah, I paid for it, so obviously I was gonna bang her.

I filmed it as well. Then the stupid GoPro, for some reason, after 26 minutes, it decided to turn itself off.

Stupid, isn't it? You buy a GoPro, all you want to do is record. It has one job. I press the button to record and I want it to record, and then it turns itself off after 20 minutes. Missed out all my best moves.

Worst experience ever.

Well, obviously she knew,

otherwise it's illegal.

Why do I delete streams after they're over? Because usually I say stuff that I don't really want people to listen to. I mean, there's only 1,000 people listening now, so I think Well, I can say some pretty sketchy stuff and only 1,000 people heard it, so it doesn't really matter. But if I leave the stream up, then

maybe 10,000 people end up listening to it. I don't really want more people listening to the sketchy stuff I say, and it doesn't benefit me if I leave the stream up. I'm not going to get any extra money, maybe an extra dollar from ad revenue, but it won't be much. I'd rather people not hear the weird sketchy

stuff I'm saying right now instead of making a couple extra bucks off ad revenue. So that's why I take them down. It doesn't benefit me, damages the channel.

And if there's anything interesting happened during the stream, I usually make, you know, a 10-minute video to summarize the main topics.

You never post to Patreon anymore? Because I feel like people don't care. It didn't really make a difference when I was trying to put Patreon content up. People didn't unfollow me on Patreon because I stopped doing Patreon stuff, and I didn't really get any more followers on Patreon because I was doing Patreon stuff, so it just felt

kind of pointless.

What was my favorite anime series? Welcome to the NHK is my favorite, best anime ever. It's about a 29-ish year old guy who lives all by himself in an apartment, and his parents pay his rent, and he has no job. And at the beginning, he has no friends, and he's kind of suicidal. He doesn't want to get

a job. He just stays at home all day masturbating, watching TV.

And then he makes friends and there's a girl that's interested in him, and then he starts trying to make an effort to get a job and to do things.

It's very good, very relatable.

It's also very funny. And it can also make you cry. It just makes you feel all of the emotions, makes you feel inspired, makes you laugh, makes you cry.

It has great music. The music's so good. I'm not really a music enthusiast, but the music on the anime just hits you in the heart. The timing and tone, the atmosphere, the music is so good, makes me cry.

It's called Welcome to the NHK.

I've watched it about 5 times in total,

and it's a pretty short anime. It's not, it's not long, so you can start it and finish it fairly quickly. It's not like one of those really drawn-out 500,000-episode animes. I think it has about 24 episodes, I can't remember.

I like it when anime's not too long but not too short.

Have I read the book? No, but I heard the book is a lot darker and more depressing than the anime. Apparently in the book the main character does drugs and stuff like that, and Misaki, the girl, she— I don't know, she does sex work or something.

This apartment's so nice. I would love to live here. I wonder how much all the other people in this building are paying. I bet they're only paying about $800 a month, and then I have to— I would have to pay nearly $2,000 if I wanted to live here. Permanently. Airbnb is such a rip-off. They charge you at

least double the price that you'd have to pay if you're renting in the building like the Japanese people rent when they're just living here. It's just a normal building. Everyone else here are Japanese people just living here normally, and they probably pay a third of the price you would pay for Airbnb. Airbnb is such a ripoff,

but you don't really have a choice as a foreigner. It's difficult to get an apartment unless you have a proper visa. Then you need a guarantor, and you just give them all this blah blah stuff like key money, whatever.

I wouldn't be able to get a proper apartment as a tourist, so my only choice is either an overpriced Airbnb or A shithole guest house. Do I like Death Note? Yes, that was also one of my favorite animes. I watched that many times. I got my sister to watch it as well. She liked it. I had a

crush on—

what's her name? That weird girl with the blonde hair. I thought L was really cool. I wanted to be like him. I wanted to have hair that was all crazy and messy. I liked how weird and quirky he was.

I was so sad when he died. After L died, the series kind of went downhill. There was that other guy, Near. He sucked. The little kid with the white hair. I used to like Light as well. I thought he was cool. I kind of agreed with him. It made sense, you know, kill off the bad guys. Why

not?

Who would I kill? I don't know. I don't really care about bad people.

As long as it doesn't affect me, they can do what they want. I'm not really bothered about killing them.

There's no people I'd really want to kill.

Who would I kill?

I don't hate anyone.

I don't hate anyone enough to want to kill them.

I liked the whole story. It was like a cat and mouse game. L trying to find out who Light was, Light trying to evade

detection. They've come up with all these schemes and plans to outsmart each other. It was such a great story in the beginning and the middle. I feel like it should have ended when L died, but they dragged it out a bit more.

I didn't like that Near guy or the chocolate guy. They, they were just terrible characters.

I think it's very clever writing. I liked it.

Will I make friends? I don't know.

I guess the Hong Kong guy is nice. He's not irritating like some of the people I've met recently.

He's a good combination of being talkative and confident, but he doesn't talk too much and he's not loud. I don't like it when people are loud and their voices are really loud, and then when they speak, everyone's looking at us.

What did I think of Kimi no Na wa? I thought it was boring. It looks very pretty, animation and drawing is very good. The story was just dull. Boy and girl switch places and then they meet up. Big whoop.

It just felt very anticlimactic. I felt like I kept thinking, when is the story gonna start? Is this it?

I didn't feel like the story was clever or interesting enough.

I don't like Spirited Away. I think the story doesn't make any sense. I have no idea what's happening on Spirited Away. One minute she's scrubbing stuff and then there's a big black thing eating everyone, then there's a dragon guy who just flies all over the place and then gets chased by a bunch of paper clips. Doesn't make

any sense. It's like the story has no cohesion. It's just all really—

what's the word— discombobulated. It doesn't flow smoothly. I don't know what the hell is going on when I was watching it. Maybe I just didn't get it.

It just seemed like a bunch of crazy random stuff was happening randomly without any flow. And the characters look so stupid, like the old woman Baba. What the hell is that? She's like this tiny woman who has a massive head and has this gigantic disgusting mole in between her eyebrows. Who the hell designed that? She looks so

stupid and disgusting and ugly. And then that baby, the big baby. Hated that stupid big baby. Oh, thank you, Cindy. Hello again, Daniel. Hope you feel better. I feel a bit better. Still don't know what to do about the whole blackmail thing. I don't know if I'll make it into a video.

It was a pretty big shock to me, but it does sound like a fake made-up story. It's not that interesting, is it? Basically, I just went and met a Swedish girl. Someone took a photo of us and then threatened that they would leak it unless I paid the money. And then I refused to pay the money, and

I ended up leaking the picture myself to my wife. And I explained to her the picture. So this guy who was blackmailing me couldn't do anything. I took away his power over me.

It just— it sounds like a bullshit story, doesn't

it? It actually happened, but it does sound made up. I'm not sure what to do for the next video. Maybe I'll just skip the the next one.

I don't really have anything.

I guess I could do an Airbnb video. That would be fun. Not moving into my new Airbnb again. It'll just be a room tour. This is the living room. This is the kitchen.

He demanded £1,000. I'm not paying £1,000.

I'm getting hungry and thirsty. It is— oh, it's nearly 2 AM in the morning.

Do I watch anime anymore? No, I don't. Completely lost interest in anime.

Oh, that's my crotch.

I need to think about tomorrow. I think tomorrow I'm just going to spend all day looking for a new Airbnb.

I thought I was going to go back to my wife's place, but I don't think that's going to happen. Oh, I can't decide. I don't want to give her my phones, but I don't want to leave her.

Shit, I don't know. It's like my dick is screaming leave her,

but my heart is saying don't leave her.

Oh, thank you, Cindy. Don't have much time, just came to say that. Bye. Goodbye to you too.

What are your interests if anime isn't one of them anymore? Well, one of my recent new hobbies were my fish.

I really enjoyed buying little plants and arranging the fish tank and then getting little fish and prawns and then making like a little ecosystem and then just watching them swim about and eat, do stuff. It was strangely satisfying. It was like, I made it, I made a home for these little creatures. And they're swimming around and I

look after them. It was nice, I liked it. It was kind of like a game, but it's real, not digital.

I got 15 shrimp and then Half of them died.

I got 12 Japanese rice fish and 2 of them died. I was gonna get a snail, or I was gonna get different colored fish like those neon— I think they're called neon tetra. They're very small and they're kind of like bright blue and bright red.

Oh, I got disconnected.

I wonder how much the Airbnb people make. If they're making

$60 a night from this place and it's fully booked, so they're making $60 times 30 is

nearly $2,000 a month just from this one room.

But then they have to pay commission fee to Airbnb, they have to pay for cleaning,

and they had to pay to buy the place in the first place, which could have cost— how much do you think it would cost to buy a place like this? Maybe $100,000. So if they're only making $2,000 a month, how long would it take until they start actually making profit? Could be years. They probably have loads of

properties. They probably have a bunch of different properties

on Airbnb, and they're all generating income. They don't even do anything because they probably hire a cleaner. Who comes and sorts it out, and then it's all automated, self-check-in.

You just come here, enter the PIN code, get the key out.

Seems like a pretty good way of making money, very hands-off. No— well, very minimal interaction with customers. But if they have problems, like what if they broke the TV, then You'd have to replace it. It depends on your guests. If you have, you know, a nice guest like me who doesn't damage things and leaves things how they

were, that's great. You get these stupid fat people and they make a mess, shit in the bathroom and break stuff just by sitting on it.

I guess there could be a lot of complications.

It'd be great if I had an Airbnb, a coin laundry, and a couple of vending machines all generating passive income. Sounds like such a lot of work to set that up. How'd you get a vending machine or coin laundry? I heard it's like hundreds of thousands of pounds to get that started. You'd have to buy a building—

I mean, buy a room

in a building and then clear it all out and then set up coin laundry machines and then get it all approved officially. You need a good location.

It costs so much money.

I prefer being a YouTuber because,

um,

not relying on physical objects or a building.

I feel sick. I feel dizzy. I want to go to bed.

Oh, I hate being in Airbnbs or hotels by myself. It's so lonely.

I'm just imagining a girl here with me cuddling.

What should I do tomorrow?

I need to think of content ideas.

I don't know if I can make the whole blackmail thing into content. I guess I could.

It's pretty obvious it's me in the photo. I can prove that with the bag and the shoes.

I can prove it's me in the photo,

but the whole blackmailing thing sounds a bit far-fetched.

But I feel like he's messing with me. Like he's saying £1,000 knowing that I'll make it, make content out of it, and then he knows everyone would think it's a bullshit story because why £1,000?

I don't know, I feel like I'm being manipulated.

If he said £200, I would have considered it. £1,000 is way too much.

Did he seriously think I was going to give him £1,000?

There's no way he would have thought I would actually give him that money.

I feel like he's trying to bait me into making content. About a ridiculous situation

so that it damages my credibility?

What do you think?

Should I make a video about it?

I don't think I should. Hey, I know, I know, I know. I could make the video about my wife wanting me to give her access to my phones, and I can say the reason for that is because I

met a Swedish girl and coincidentally they took my photo and then threatened to leak the pictures.

Yeah, instead of making the video about the blackmail story. I can make it about my wife's ultimatum

and what triggered that ultimatum.

What could I call it? My wife— my wife's demands. My wife has made her demands, or something like that.

Trying to think of a way to package it nicely.

Um.

My wife,

my wife, my wife, my wife. I hate putting the word my wife in every single bloody title. Drives me crazy.

If you want to stay, you can sleep in the closet. It's pretty cozy.

She isn't your wife anymore. She is. We're still married.

I don't like having my wife in every single title. It just looks lame. I searched my wife on my channel and about 60 videos came up. I've used the words my wife in so many titles. Might as well change the channel name to Hiding in My Wife.

Well, I've got all of today— I mean, I've got all of tomorrow to scheme.

And then I have to leave. I have to book another bloody Airbnb. Why can't some sexy lady just let me live with her for free?

I could move to the red light district. That'd be funny.

I don't really feel like having sex, to be honest.

Well, I think I'm gonna go.

Look, you can go behind it. Get naked. Maybe I'll get naked and just pace around.

I'll sit on every surface naked with my cheeks spread.

Just have a wanking spree.

Wank away the pain.

No, I'm not calling call girls. So expensive, and it's just not satisfying.

Just feels like a big waste of money, and then the girls are never attractive.

When I'm in the moment and I'm all horny, then the idea of a call girl is very appealing. But then as soon as it's over, I feel like, oh God, I just wasted another $300 and it wasn't even good sex and she was

Not attractive.

Wasn't even good. I mean, the idea of it is hot, but then reality slaps you in the face and reminds you that it's not hot and it's kind of gross. It's always reality versus expectations. Expectations are always way higher.

Why does reality always suck compared to what you have inside of your head? So every single time— never has there been a time where reality was actually better than my expectations.

I don't even feel like playing Rainbow Six. What am I supposed to do? I feel so lost.

My nose is itchy.

It's still itchy.

I still need to do Ah, I'm gonna waste my life constantly thinking about, worrying about what am I supposed to do. I've got all this time, what do I do with it?

What do I do

with my life?

What do I do? I keep thinking, what if my dad could see me now? What would he say? What do you think he would be saying? Oh, Daniel,

what are you doing?

My dad, I keep thinking about him, makes me feel depressed. I don't know, I keep imagining him back at home sitting at the table eating his Weetabix looking out into the garden, probably thinking, oh, I wonder what kind of gardening I'll do today.

There was just something very wholesome about my dad, just seeing him sitting there at the table eating his Weetabix with the cat next to him,

seeing him chopping firewood, bringing it in, putting the fire on, sitting down, turning the TV on, having a cup of tea. It was just simple, cozy.

I wish he lived a few years longer.

I just feel like he died way too early,

way too soon.

Why did everyone that I like die? Total Biscuit died.

I still watch TotalBiscuit's videos now and then.

I watched his 40-minute-long 2016 top 10 games video he made.

He loved video games so much.

Who else likes TotalBiscuit?

Best British YouTuber ever.

He was just so passionate about video games. You could tell he loved talking about games and the gaming industry.

I wish I had that passion

for something.

I'm gonna go. So, um,

maybe stream tomorrow.

Might as well since I've got free Wi-Fi and it's really good.

And then new Airbnb.

What will I do in my Airbnb? What do I want to do? I don't know. All I can think of doing is sex and Rainbow Six and looking after my fish. That's all I wanted to do really, and it was good with my wife.

If you're so passionate about video games— I'm not really that passionate. I like Rainbow Six and that's it. I like one game and I'm not even that good at it.

I think most games are boring apart from Rainbow Six and 8-ball pool. I play 8-ball pool on my iPad quite a lot.

I have very simple needs. I just want

I want

sex and companionship and some fish to take care of, a nice gaming setup.

I have over— I think I have nearly 2,000 hours of playtime. Am I going to play WoW Classic? I did go— I did give it another try, but I got to level 24, then I couldn't play anymore. It's just too boring. I was too lazy to find out where to get new quests or to actually do the

quests. I ended up just killing giraffes and hyenas over and over and over again.

Problem is, if I keep moving, then I can't really set up anything. I can't get fish.

I can never get a nice gaming setup.

Maybe I just have to learn to live,

um, minimalistic so I can pack up and go easily.

I don't have a rank on Rainbow Six. I play casual.

I, I don't play competitively. I play stupidly. I just run into rooms randomly and just hope to get lucky kills.

Why do I keep moving so much? Because

I don't know,

I didn't want to spend another month on an Airbnb if my wife would let me come back.

The first Airbnb I got when I first came back in June, I spent $900 for a month and I ended up going back to my wife's place On the first day— the first night I got back to Japan, I ended up moving back into my wife's place. Didn't even stay at the Airbnb for a week, but I

still paid for a month. Such a waste.

But I hated the Airbnb so much. It just felt so depressing.

Have I played Pokémon before? I played Pokémon Blue on the original Game Boy. I don't want to have to give my phone to her. She'll be checking all my messages if I say anything to any girls and I'll get into trouble.

Sometimes I get messages from female YouTubers and I want to talk to them.

I won't be able to.

It's not really an issue of money.

I could be living here and it'd be great, but my life would be empty.

I just feel empty inside, and it's not really something money can fix. Yeah, money helps because I can buy food and live in decent places, but in the end, it still doesn't really fix my problem. Well, I got this grilled cheese sandwich for my breakfast tomorrow and this cheeseburger for my lunch. Some orange juice. I would like

some orange juice, but I brushed my teeth, so maybe I shouldn't. If I use a straw, I can

drink the juice without it touching my teeth. Genius.

So my main problem is I want to have sex with random women, but I feel lonely. And I would like to have one woman.

How do I fix this?

I can drink my orange juice without brushing my teeth again.

That's good. I love orange juice.

Oh, that's good orange juice.

My favorite juice is orange juice and pineapple juice. Oh, thank you, Strife. Become a swinger. But that's the problem. Having, having the random sex is good, but then I still feel lonely and empty inside. It just makes my dick feel good.

It doesn't make my heart feel good. I'm trying to make my heart and my dick feel good, but it's kind of difficult because I can't satisfy both of them completely.

Open relationship? No, because I feel too insecure for open relationships. I'll be constantly,

um, thinking about the other men.

It's like how I got all Obsessive over the Australian guy.

Basically, I want, um, a rotation of at least 10 women who all love me and only want to be with me.

And we all sleep together in one huge bed. And maybe they're all sisters. No, I would like some genetic variation.

Yeah, sex won't satisfy me long term, but it is a lot of fun when you get naked and sweaty.

I need to plan.

Maybe I'll go to a bar again, get some shisha, talk to strangers. That was quite interesting actually, the whole shisha thing. Quite like nicotine, made me feel all woo.

I could feel my voice getting deeper because I felt relaxed and comfortable. When I feel relaxed and comfortable, my voice gets deeper. When I feel nervous, it gets really high. I sound like a woman. When I got in the taxi, I felt so anxious.

I sounded like a tranny. I mean, I sounded like A woman. Ah, 大 丈夫 です。

大丈夫 です。

What should I buy next?

I don't think there's anything else I want to buy.

Oh, I was kind of interested in a Switch Lite, but I don't like Switch games. I just want the, the console, but I don't actually want to play games on it.

I'm not skinny, I'm just thin-boned.

Look, I've got muscle. See that?

This leg is powerful enough to shatter the glass in the door.

So just because it's skinny, don't scoff at my muscle. I have power.

I could break your leg with my foot.

People were saying, how could you not lift your sex doll but you were able to smash a door? As if it was the same thing. It's completely different. It was like a thin pane of glass compared to a big 30 kg lump of rubber with a metal steel skeleton. And obviously my legs are more powerful than my

arms.

Any text from Kanaito? No, I don't think he has anything to do with it. I think that person from before was just talking rubbish.

I toe-punted the door. I'm lucky I didn't break my toe. My toe was a bit painful afterwards, but I didn't damage it severely or anything. It was just a little bit of pain. I was so angry, I didn't care. I could have put my fist through it.

Where did I go the 4 days after I kicked the dog? I was just at the Airbnb plotting my next move.

Oh, it's half past 2. Yeah, I should go now. I just feel scared ending the stream because when I end the stream, I'm back to being completely alone. I am alone, but at least when I'm streaming, you know, there's a bunch of people I can talk to and you're watching. When I end the stream, it's like going

back to Complete isolation.

I should go though because I'm so tired. I just want to lie down. Hopefully I fall asleep straight away.

Sometimes I wake up

And it just feels weird.

Like, it kind of feels like what I would imagine my dad was feeling when he was in ICU. It must have been so scary. So for us looking at him, we don't really understand what it was actually like for him, but holy shit, that must have been so scary. You're lying in the bed, you can't move, you

can't speak. You've got all these tubes going into you, all these doctors around you saying scary stuff.

I just can't imagine how scary that must have been for him.

You take it for granted. Look, I'm moving around, I'm talking, I have complete control over my body. And then

you black out, and then you wake up, and then all of a sudden you don't have any control. You can't even move your finger.

That must have been terrifying. I just feel so bad for him.

That feeling of feeling bad for him is the worst,

knowing that there was nothing you could have done to help him.

Oh, it just sucks so much. I hate it. I hate it.

I hate when people die,

but people have to die.

Ah, I'm just scared how I'm gonna die.

I don't want to die like that. Can't I just die in a nice way?

I see those 90-year-old Japanese men, they look fine, you know, walking up and down,

doing stuff.

It's just weird. I, I thought my dad would live until 90. I thought I would be 50-something when my dad died,

not 29. I was only 29. My dad didn't even see me get to age 30.

It doesn't matter how much I think about it. I can think and think and think and think about it all day long, but nothing will change. It's just completely pointless.

It's just hard to accept.

I'm not 31. I'm not 40. I'm 30.

Stop saying I'm 40, so annoying.

My dad was 64 when he died.

I just never imagined my parents dying. I knew they were going to die. But I just couldn't imagine it actually happening.

It's like, I know I'm gonna die, but I can't imagine it happening because I've always been alive. I can't imagine not being alive.

I can't get a cat or a dog.

Don't even have a visa.

The reason why I keep buying things I don't actually need is because it brings me

a tiny bit of happiness.

The only way I get happiness is from sex and buying stuff and playing Rainbow Six.

And I get this excitement of,

of getting a new item,

but it's kind of like paying for sex because after you get it,

you realize that you didn't really need it and it was kind of a waste of money. You could have done without it easily.

I wish it was easier to get that feeling of happiness without having to spend so much.

I kind of felt that happiness with the fish. It was nice having a fish tank, something you could cultivate and grow, look after. Even the fish is kind of expensive though. Spend all this money getting plants, fish tanks, stuff like that.

How do I feel about 100K subs? I don't really care, to be honest. It's not going to make me happier.

It'll be nice seeing it, um, seeing the channel get 100K finally, but after a few days I can imagine it wearing off.

Oh, thank you, Strife. Don't prude. Join a community and sleep. I could join a fish tank community.

I want to join a community where there's hot young girls.

If I wore round glasses, I would look even more like Harry Potter. For some reason, Asian people think I look like Harry Potter.

Would I be happy if I had a million subs?

Yeah, I guess so, but I'd still feel lonely and empty inside. I don't think having more subs is going to make me feel less empty inside. It's not nice being alone in the world. The world is a lonely place. It's nice to have someone to share it with, and being able to share my life on YouTube is

nice and all, but it's not really the same as sharing it with an actual person. Who cares about me

and loves me.

What if my mum gets ill? Would I have to go back and look after her?

I feel sad for my mum as well.

I'm pretty sure losing your husband is a lot more painful than losing your dad. If you compare my sadness of losing my dad to her sadness of losing her husband since she was in her 30s, that's like half her life she was with that man.

I'm pretty sure her bond with my dad was stronger than my bond as a son,

so

I think my mom

is definitely hurting way more than I am.

I feel a bit sad that I don't make her proud

and she hates the things I say on YouTube, things I do.

I wish, I wish I was a respect— respectful YouTuber that people liked and I made respectable content.

You know, I'd love to make videos where I just eat a pizza and get 100K views, but unfortunately I don't have that kind of audience.

I don't like— well, personally, I like my channel. I like the content I make, but I don't like how people are ashamed of me, or they don't want to have anything to do with me, or they're scared that I'll expose them or use their privacy as content.

Oh, thank you, A Nun. What are you going to do with your life now? I don't know.

If I stay with my wife, I have to try and be loyal. If I leave my wife, basically I want to try and have sex with as many women as I can until I find the one.

That's tricky. The idea of sex with different people sounds tempting,

but it's not going to fix my problem of being lonely and empty.

Problem is, either option I choose, I won't be happy. If I'm single, I won't be happy. If I'm with my wife, I won't be completely happy.

That's why it's so frustrating. There's no option where I'll get everything I want.

You can't get everything you want. Yeah, I know. That's what sucks about life. Can't get anything.

All I want is everything that I want. Is that too much to ask for?

It's like the biggest problem in my life.

I can't stay loyal because I keep getting tempted with sex with other people, but then when I do that, I feel lonely because I want one person to bond with.

Oh, thank you, Brown Dynamite. You're perfectly Dan, just be open to new people. I'm trying to.

In the past, for example last year, there's no way I would have met up with Tico-san and hung out with a bunch of guys. I tried it, it was okay. I still prefer women.

Stupid sex. Why does it feel so good? It just feels so good

when I put my dick in a hole.

What do you think will make you happy in 10 years?

I don't know, maybe,

maybe my sex drive will start to slow down and I won't be so obsessed with You're having sex all the time. Oh, I dropped my money.

Oh, thank you, some person. Maybe she'd go to a therapist. Why? Will she have sex with me?

Why didn't I post pictures of the cut-up sex doll? Because that would get me demonetized straight away. YouTube's so sensitive and strict now.

There's no way I'd get away with cutting out a realistic-looking body.

On the plus side, I guess it makes

making videos a lot easier when There's drama and there's different girls and stuff is happening.

It's really difficult to make videos when nothing is happening and all we do is play Rainbow Six, mess around with fish tank. What am I supposed to make videos on then?

I suppose the plus side is

easy to keep the channel going. Otherwise I have to actually put thought into making videos.

I don't know what, what to make anymore.

I've kind of given up on the whole, you know, pick a topic and then try and make funny points, sit in front of the camera. That's what my content used to be like last year. My content changed a lot. It went from, you know, sitting down talking about things, having heart-to-hearts

Trying to pick a topic and then make funny points. And it went from that to doing dumb stuff like getting a sex doll or,

um, flying to Germany to meet some random girl.

I just don't feel like I can make content like I was making last year, you know, stuff like why I hate anime or 5 weird things Japanese people do. I just don't care about anything to be able to make a video about.

And then people don't even find me funny anyway, so made me give up on

trying to be funny. People just got offended when I tried to be funny.

I want to do edgy content

criticizing people, but then that just gets demonetized. You get copyright strikes and stuff all the time. Oh, thank you, Dimitri. Show us your boy pussy. I don't have a boy pussy.

Moan about stupid shit like before.

I just don't even know what to moan about anymore.

I think I heard my phone vibrate.

Who messaged me?

Amazon.

Thank you for reviewing something.

Okay, I'm gonna go now.

I want to get naked and roll around on the bed.

Who wants to join me?

Might do a stream tomorrow, see how things go. Goodbye, everyone.