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Well, it's been a while since I did a

YouTube stream. When was my last one?

Last stream was, uh,

7 days ago. Ah, it's just a week.

Okay, so we're gonna do a YouTube stream

Maybe, hmm, 4 hours, 5 hours.

Talk about some stuff.

Why does it look kind of blurry?

Okay, I think it's good.

Yesterday was tiring. We did, I think,

like 7 hours streaming outside with my

I think I got some good, some good clips,

some good footage. Could make it into a

Clean the camera. Is it dirty?

I don't have a tissue.

So what's up with everyone?

Okay, that's great,

great stuff.

What time is it? It's 9 AM.

My thoughts on Johnny Somali?

Uh, I don't know. I only know him from a

few clips that went viral on Twitter. He

seems kind of annoying.

Oh, I saw a famous, uh, Thai YouTuber A

couple days ago. None of you guys probably

know her though. She's called Zom Marie.

She's this half French, half Thai YouTuber

singer, and she was actually at the

concert I went to last year in November.

She was on, she was on the stage as one of

the singers. She's got 3 million subs.

So weird. We went to Jodhpur to do a

stream on Kick, and then I saw 2 people

with this massive camera rig, like big

DSLR, big gimbal. And then as soon

as I saw her, I recognized her. That was

such a weird coincidence.

Should have went up and said hi. I think

she was doing fan signings after the

filming. I don't think I made a video

about the music festival. I think I just

filmed some clips and then shared on

Discord.

Do I stream on Kick now? Yeah, I'm doing

IRL streaming on Kick.

I'm just trying to like,

hmm, trying to make sure the streams work

well before I think about doing one on

YouTube. I've been having some problems

though, like the GoPro app is not very

reliable, my connection isn't

always the best. I got a new SIM card

yesterday, hopefully it's I got better

signal.

I do want to do an IRL on YouTube, but I

want to make sure that I have these

problems fixed before I do that.

I might actually buy my IRL server again

because that's pretty useful.

So I keep disconnecting and then it

creates a new VOD when I reconnect. That

would be so frustrating. So I really need

the server back if I'm gonna do IRL.

It's like $100 a month though,

and my viewership is has dropped so much.

It just— it basically— my viewership got

slashed in half again. Like, I was go—

I was getting like 6K views, 7 to 8K views

on average. Now it's like 3 to 4K views,

sometimes even 2K views. I don't know what

happened. It just seems to happen all

at once, like very suddenly my viewership

just got slashed in half.

Again. So I'm not really too hopeful about

the future of this whole YouTube thing.

See, look, I've got like 30 viewers now.

This is crazy.

Usually I'd have like 80 or 90 by now.

So crazy how— I don't get it.

People just got fed up with the channel

all at once, just like that. Not a slow

trickle, but like 50% slash.

It's very scary when

your entire life depends on it.

It's very scary.

I don't really know what caused it.

Maybe too many of these streams where I

just sit here and talk, but I don't

know, it's like the outside videos don't

really seem that popular either.

So yeah, it's kind of like nothing I can

do about it really.

No, it's not shadow banned because the

same thing's happening on all of my

platforms, like Instagram, Twitter,

Kick. The numbers are all roughly the

same, so I can't be shadow banned on every

platform. It's just my community has

basically fell off. Like, I can do a live

stream on Instagram, I get like 20

viewers. Do a live stream on Twitch, I get

like 20 viewers. Do a live stream on Kick,

get like 20 viewers.

So it's like the same across all my

You lost viewers once you started being

really private about your life.

But I've talked about everything that's

happened. I haven't been private about

anything. I just haven't shown my

girlfriend's face. How are you money-wise?

Last month I made like $1,000, which is

okay, I guess, but I'm scared for this

month.

Yeah, I showed her face and no one cared.

I put a link to my Kick on that video and

only 5 people— 6 people joined it.

6 people out of 1,500.

Hube Summer only gets 100 viewers.

Well, on, on YouTube. On Kick, he gets

like 1,000, sometimes 2,000.

I don't know what to do. I'm gonna do a

Baldur's Gate review after this stream.

Oh yeah, he also streams on YouTube.

Gotta keep trying, I guess. Don't give up.

Idea on how to revive the channel?

I think the only way is if me and my

girlfriend make some fake drama, like,

oh, had a big argument, oh, I got kicked

out. Like, that is the only thing I can

think of that would work.

Either cause real drama or make fake

drama. There's— my viewers are not

interested in anything else.

I actually think my viewers would prefer

fake drama, even if they know it's fake,

over anything else.

I mean, there's nothing else that works.

Name one thing that works that's not

about drama.

I mean, looking back, nothing has worked

apart from stuff like, oh, I have to leave

Japan, why I left Thailand,

and then why I have to leave Japan, why

I'm back in Thailand. Like, kind of big

life events, when I'm moving countries,

kind of gets a bit more views.

Just dramatize what you're doing already.

But I don't know how. I don't know if you

saw my stream yesterday. Is there anything

I could use from that? To turn into drama.

We went to like a Thai cultural festival,

tried some food, did some handicraft

stuff. Uh,

that's it really. Had some food, tried

some drinks.

You didn't lose viewers overnight? It

feels like I did. It feels like I lost 50%

of my viewers overnight because

you scroll back and you can see, oh look,

the videos were getting 6K, 7K.

Now they're getting 3K,

4K. Next is going to be, oh, they're

getting 1K, 2K.

I'm screwed. The videos Earlier

this year we're getting like 10K, 9K,

10K.

I'm just like trying to focus on IRL to

try and get some kind of interesting

footage that isn't just my face talking.

But, you know, having social anxiety makes

it hard. But I do feel like I'm starting

to break out the shell a little bit,

trying to be a bit more adventurous.

That's the price of doing clickbait.

Well, it's either do clickbait and get the

clicks for a temporary amount of time, or

don't clickbait and basically never get

the clicks.

So it's either I just try and get the

clicks for a short amount of time or just

never get the clicks.

No, I didn't take a break making videos.

I've been posting videos every day for

last week. They've all done really badly.

It's been a lot of chat about Thai

language. Well, I'm kind of bored of Thai

language now. I was just talking about it

a lot because I was new to going to school

and it was like a new event experience for

me, so I was kind of excited about it.

But Thai school is kind of boring now.

The fun people left, the Americans left,

the teacher— I like the other teacher

more, she was funny. The new teacher's

okay, she's fine and everything, but I

don't know, the first teacher had a

different vibe that I kind of miss.

When I leave class, I look into— because

level 1 classroom is a different classroom

to level 2. I walk past level 1 classroom

when I exit level 2 classroom, and I look

in level 1, and I look at the teacher,

and I'm like, So much more fun in level

1. Level 2 is so boring.

We spend like 3 hours just to learn 2

things, and then the rest of the lesson

we're just reviewing stuff we already

learned. And then people

keep slowing down the class by asking

questions. It's like really silly

questions. This is why I wouldn't ask a

question in class, because I don't want to

slow down the class. With my dumb

questions. I'll just ask my girlfriend

later. And then they

try and ask the questions in Thai,

and it takes them ages to like create the

Maybe you need to become more of a

scumbag. Yeah, I think the reason why the

channel became so boring is because I—

number one, I'm not really a scumbag. I

was mostly just exaggerating it, like

playing into it. But honestly, I'm not

really that bad of a person usually,

apart from, you know, a bit of cheating

here and there. But I've been trying to

like ease off the scumbag stuff because I

was trying not to alienate my last

remaining viewers. But I

think I just ended up boring them all

away. Maybe I do need to become a scumbag

but I don't really know how. I need like

a target to start hating on. Oh,

why I hate my ex-wife part 55.

Maybe I'll start hating on Mila, and she's

an easy target because she's not gonna do

And Chihiro keeps trying to report my

Yeah, each level has a different teacher,

so for the next level, have a different

But level 2 is definitely more boring than

Right now I'm kind of excited about IRL

streaming. Bored of painting.

I'm bored of— what else? I'm not bored of

my fish tank. Fish tank's still pretty

fun. I like, I like

maintaining the fish tank. Gives me

something to do.

Uh, my fish, I think they're getting

better. One of them had a severe case of

white spot. It was covered in white spots,

but it looks like they're fading. Been

putting white spot treatment into the tank

every day. I lost one.

I don't know how, but its back fin, half

of it was just gone. I think maybe the

other fish were biting it, or the white

spot got so bad it fell off. But he

unfortunately passed away. He wasn't

eating. I put food in the tank and he

would try and go towards it, but he wasn't

eating any of it. Maybe he was blind.

So now I'm down to 9 fish, 4 shrimp, and

oh, I got snails in my tank. They just

appeared out of nowhere. These little

snails started appearing, and there must

have been eggs on the plants,

which is kind of interesting.

Where did the Americans go? They went back

to America. One of them— no, 2 of them

went moved to a new school that was

closer, and one of them went back to

America. But there's a new American,

but he's like an old man.

Class is boring. I was kind of expecting

maybe I'd meet interesting people, make

friends, but there's no one in the class

who I'd want to be friends with. They're

all kind of boring.

They're just like, I don't know,

middle-aged married people.

Old. Everyone's old, like 35,

40. Why are there no young people?

What happened in Union Square? Another

S-H-O-O-T-I-N-G.

If I went back to England and suddenly the

next video was like, why I'm back in

England, I reckon that would get some

views, probably like 6K,

and then people get bored again. It's

impossible to entertain my audience, they

just get bored straight away.

Senpai, I can't post in the chat. You just

posted, otherwise how would

I have seen that? You have been boring

lately.

But what can I do? Give me some

You just want like fighting, don't you?

And drama.

So give me someone to fight with. Who

should I fight with?

Everyone just ignores me. That's the

problem. I make a video about Connor,

Chris, Anime Man, calling them out,

but they just ignore you. Who would

actually respond to me? It would have to

be a kind of small channel. No one cares

because I think most people realize I'm

just trolling, or my channel is so small

they wouldn't really care.

The channel brings in about $500

a month now. The second channel makes like

$300 or $400.

Uh, my video about how Thailand changed me

Did actually get pushed out a little bit.

It has a lot of Thai people in the comment

section. Where is it? Yeah,

20% of the viewers are Thai.

It got boosted by something, but the CPM

is so bad. I think Thai CPM is really bad,

like Indian CPM.

I reckon a Thai YouTuber with a Thai

audience would make way less money than an

American audience.

So I don't really want— I mean,

I wouldn't say I don't want it, it's just

I'm not excited to get Thai viewers. I

want American and European viewers.

That's where the the money is.

It's basically a $5K channel now. Yeah,

it's like how it was before I

met Chihiro.

This is how much I was making before the

marriage, $400 a month.

But luckily I moved to a country where

$400 a month is perfectly fine.

It's like 14,000,

but when some games come out, hopefully

I'll get a boost in views.

I made some— I'll try and make a Baldur's

Gate video today. Baldur's Gate 3, why it

sucks.

Play Final Fantasy 16, cuz I don't need

a PlayStation 5 to play that. I really

hate Final Fantasy, it's so boring.

They all have terrible gameplay. It's

either really boring turn-based Or it's

like really rubbish hack and slash with

all this flashing and spinning and all

this rubbish. It's very bland gameplay,

very weeb-y storylines and characters.

Maybe I'll make a new channel about

Thailand and I'll use some of the stream

clips. I'll call

it Abroad in Thailand. I just copy Abroad

in Japan's branding.

This is basically the same number of

viewers I have on Kick. I had about 30

viewers on Kick. At some points it went up

to about 40, nearly 50. How are my

YouTube numbers the same as the Kick

numbers? That is wild. I lost

all my donators as well, like Blood

Bucket, those other people.

Did they just stop watching or what? I

haven't seen them in ages.

Is your emo phase gone? When was— when

was I sad and depressed?

Manchester.

Yeah, I haven't seen Blood Bucket since 4

or 5 streams ago.

Maybe I bashed Japanese people too much

and she got upset. I don't know.

Not as interested because you're not in

Japan. Yeah, maybe because

my life is very comfortable now,

whereas in Japan it was like, oh my God,

I'm here newly, I'm new here, I need to

carve out a new life.

And then I streamed every second every

day. But my life's

too comfortable to give that up just so I

get a tiny boost in viewership.

For me, the IRL streams in Japan were so

boring. I'd just wake up,

drink my coffee, get my bicycle, randomly

ride around for hours and then worry

about how much money I'm wasting on hotels

and then have to get a new hotel, sit in a

tiny shoebox room. Plan B if you can't

make enough money? I don't know,

really don't know.

What can I do? Go and

beg Ice Poseidon for some viewership.

This is so weird. 100K subs.

I saw some old white man on YouTube and

he makes videos of of

like hot Thai girls on the street and he

gets millions of views. Maybe I should do

I need a nicer camera though, like a nice

low-light, high-resolution camera.

The problem with YouTube, everything is

temporary. Like, you find a niche that

gets views, but it only gets views for a

couple years. Only a very

few amount of people are lucky enough to

have a very loyal audience that stick

around forever. Most YouTubers are not

likable or charismatic enough. And people

like Leafy, ultra charismatic, iconic,

and then the fan base just so loyal.

But they're such powerful

personalities, you know what I mean? I'm

just a very bland, not very likable

personality. You really need a very Strong

character.

Uh, who else I gonna look up? I forgot

Start fake drama with girlfriend. That's

what I suggested to her.

Like pretend we're having a baby or

It's either that or just like average 2K

views trying to make Thailand life in

Thailand content.

Very bleak outlook. I don't want

to lie and fake stuff though, because I

want to be genuine, but I feel like I have

no choice.

How the hell is she not pregnant? I don't

know, my sperm doesn't work. It just

doesn't work.

Yeah, my girlfriend knows my channel and

she wants to help me make content, so

she's happy to help me do streams and

stuff. Which is nice, but it's just

not really working.

How did you tell her about it? She found

it because I was in Japan. I moved in with

this Korean woman and then I was bragging

about having 2 girlfriends on YouTube and

I was being very suspicious, like avoiding

her phone calls. So she just searched me

up on YouTube because she was curious

about what I was up to. She just searched

Daniel in Japan.

And then I had to ditch the Korean girl,

rush back to Thailand. I nearly got

deported because I came back without a

return ticket, and they told me off at the

airport, gave me a warning.

I have to go to immigration next month.

Yeah, the fake surname didn't work. The

problem is my first name, Daniel. I am the

only Daniel in Japan who has a YouTube

channel. There's literally no other

Daniels who have a YouTube channel.

Can you think of any other Daniel in Japan

who has a big channel?

What happened to my brightness? Oh,

I think I was fiddling around with the

camera filters. And I

boosted the brightness or something.

Because I was fiddling around with trying

to do a green screen, but I don't have a

green screen. I have a white wall,

which is very difficult to remove.

Yeah, I fiddled with the color key,

so you could change stuff like this.

Oh, that looks a bit more natural.

So what do you think about my

IRL streams compared to these streams

where I'm just talking? I think the

IRL streams are more fun, but they're also

more frustrating because of connection

problems,

disconnecting, and the noise, like the

traffic's very loud. I have to shout all

the time. But I felt super confident

yesterday. You should have seen me. I was

just talking loudly. I was holding my

selfie stick in front of me, filming

myself. Wasn't nervous at all. It felt

great. I was like, wow, this is what it

feels like to not be nervous. I didn't

feel nervous because there were so many

people there filming with much bigger

cameras and gimbals and stuff,

so I didn't really feel nervous doing a

stream, but it

was really nice to experience feeling

confident and not feeling scared.

Yeah, and the connection was good, having

a good time. I think it was a really good

stream. And then we went to Jodds Fair and

I disconnected again. Every time I go to

Jodds Fair, it disconnects. Yesterday we

went to Jodds— no, 2 days ago we went to

Jodds Fair and it was terrible.

And then we went to a different Jodds Fair

today and it just disconnects. I don't get

it. It's in the middle of a massive city,

and when I go into the market, it

disconnects. When I leave the market,

then the signal comes back. 5G, 4G,

it's so weird. I don't get it. So we went

to the shopping center, I bought a new SIM

card, AIS. It seems to have better upload

speeds than DTAC. And then the GoPro

app just glitches. I don't know what

happens when you lose connection and the

stream ends. The GoPro app keeps saying

you disconnected from server, please try

again, and you press got it and it kicks

you back out to the menu where you select

to go live. The only way to fix it is by

pulling the battery out of the GoPro and

resetting it, and even then it

wouldn't let me choose my phone as the

hotspot. I kept pressing search networks

and And then the spinning thing would just

spin forever. I was so stressed out.

I reset everything. I reset my phone, the

GoPro. I don't know how to fix it. And

then I get home and I check it and it's

just like magically fixed by itself, even

though I didn't do anything. So I have no

idea what to do.

I like the GoPro for streaming because you

can record a video, you can save the

entire stream to the SD card whilst you're

streaming. So I got really high-quality

footage at the same time as streaming,

plus it's a lot more stable and it looks

So I really want to use the GoPro.

I might, I might email Richard and ask him

to reboot my IRL server.

It's like

$100 a month.

Any more oil paintings? No, I got bored of

oil painting. I'm just going through

hobbies so quick. Oil painting,

fish tank, what else?

Yeah, I'm back into IRL streaming now,

having fun with the IRL streaming again.

Probably gonna get bored of it in a few

weeks.

There's no updates about the tax

situation. I don't know why they're taking

so long. I haven't had any replies.

I'm pretty sure I haven't had a reply.

My new addiction, IRL streaming. I'm

really interested in IRL streaming now.

I'm bored of Diablo. I haven't played

Diablo in weeks. It doesn't get views

anymore too. Diablo trend is completely

dead.

Yeah, I'm trying not to stress out about

the tax stuff. It's really frustrating,

but I should have expected it, really.

I was dumb for not properly

declaring everything.

Now I'm gonna get a massive fine penalty.

I owe so much tax for 2020, like £6,000,

plus I'm gonna get a penalty probably like

60%. I don't

think I need to pay for 2018 or '19

because I was in Japan.

I was married and living in Japan.

I'm wondering if me and my girlfriend

could do something on stream that's

interesting, like maybe we go and smoke

weed. But I don't think I can post that on

YouTube. I'm pretty sure YouTube doesn't—

it's gonna age-restrict the video. I think

other people who smoked weed on videos got

age-restricted. I don't want to do it if I

can't post it on YouTube.

Or I could post it on YouTube but blur it

out and say if you want to see the

unblurred version then follow my Kick.

Or maybe I can like put it on Patreon.

Yeah, I, I mean, that's a pretty good

Uh, OnlyFans froze my account because I

deleted all my content. They said,

hello, we noticed you have deleted all

your content, so we have placed a freeze

on your funds. You won't be able to

withdraw any money until you post stuff

again. It's like forcing me into posting

my nudes. So messed up, isn't it?

So you post your nudes now or else you

won't get your money. I don't really care,

I've only got like $50 on my OnlyFans

account. I'm not gonna risk

going to jail for $50.

Kiwi Farms— Kiwi Farms is a dead website.

It doesn't even come up on Google search.

You have to like use some weird software

to access it.

Oh, it does come up.

Kiwifarms.net. Maybe it only comes

up because I've visited it before.

There's a lot of weird links to

websites with my name in it.

Daniel Lord HMR. Daniel Lord is a vlogger

from Kent. A fake cell? What's a fake

cell? But the link

is really weird looking, like

bmavoxyn.hobaby.es,

and there's loads of them.

ancfuzjbh.vibmedia.nl.

Exposed live on Twitch for sexting. The

hell is this stuff? I'm not clicking these

links. Notorious YouTuber and sex tourist

got exposed on Twitch. The hell's that?

Very strange. Fake incel.

Well, I never labeled myself as an incel,

so all these other weird losers kept

calling me an incel when I'm obviously not

an incel. I've had girlfriends every year

since 2010. The only year I didn't have

girlfriends was because of the pandemic.

Just because I look and I speak like an

incel doesn't mean I am one. I think

people got— people got butthurt because

they thought I was an incel, and then they

realized I'm not because I've always got a

girlfriend. And then they were like, oh,

he only gets girlfriends because of the

way he looks and because he's got money,

when I don't have money.

They're just butthurt because they're

losers and they were like hoping that I'm

also a fellow loser that they could relate

to. I'm not a loser. I get girlfriends

all the time.

Stop labeling me as an incel. It's

annoying. Sure, I don't look like a Chad,

but I

know how to get a girlfriend.

Maybe that's why my channel died,

because, because I'm not an incel

and they realized it.

You can't land a normal Western girl? I

had a British girlfriend last year for

like 5 months. I had 2 British girlfriends

last year.

Any chance traveling around Asia outside

of Thailand again?

Um, let me think.

So I should be able to stay in Thailand on

the educational visa until next July.

So I'm gonna be in Thailand until next

July. After that, I don't know.

Either I just get the Thai Elite visa or I

get married or I

try and do visa runs again, which is very

expensive and stressful.

Stressful on my finances and on the

relationship. You know, my girlfriend's in

debt because she borrowed money to come

and see me in Japan. Now she owes

her friend a load of money.

Because she wanted to see me so much.

She was only able to come to Japan because

she borrowed the money from a friend.

I think she borrowed like $1,000, which in

Western terms is like the equivalent of

probably $6,000-$7,000.

$1,000 in Thailand is like The equivalent

of probably $10,000 in Thai money.

It's like I say $500 and you Americans

probably think that's nothing, but in Thai

standards, $500 is probably

the equivalent in America of like, I don't

know, $4,000.

And now she's saying her mum is gonna

buy her a pharmacy for $100,000,

but my girlfriend has to pay her mum back.

So now she's gonna be in debt to her mum

and then also to her friend and then also

to the bank for the house payments. She's

basically just— I don't know if this is

like a good idea, getting into debt to own

property and buildings and stuff. I

personally wouldn't do it and

would rather just have my savings because,

I mean, it could, could fail. The business

plan could fail. And even if it doesn't

fail, it could take 5, 10 years before you

even break even and finish the repayments.

Uh, after 5, 10 years, after you finish

paying back the money, then I mean, yeah,

you'd be doing pretty well. You have

rental income, you make money from the

But what if it fails? I don't know,

sounds very risky.

I want to make an arcade. People put

loads of money into stuff like the UFO

catcher arcade machines, trying to win

something, they just lose. Imagine you

just buy an empty room in a shopping

center and then fill it with arcade games

and just watch the idiots pumping their

coins into it. Or get like a vending

machine. I wonder how much money those

make. Vending machine with some UFO

catchers and I

wonder how much it costs to rent out just

a space in a shopping center.

Passive income.

But then if the foot traffic is low and

you're paying more for the upkeep than

you're making, then you're kind of

screwed. You've got to sell the stuff and

get rid of it or move it, because then

you'll just be paying for the rent and

then you're not making enough money to

cover the rent.

This is why people just get a job. Trying

to be a business owner is so hard.

This is why the majority of people just

get a job, because most of us are stupid.

And if we were given the chance to own or

manage a business, we would just run it

into the ground because we're idiots.

I don't think any of us here are like

business geniuses.

It's just I watch Dragon's Den and I

fantasize about being like this business

owner But I think I'm just too dumb.

Like, I had this YouTube channel, was

perfect opportunity, but I just

ran it into the ground. I literally ran my

YouTube channel into the ground by doing

every worst mistake you can do— alienating

the viewers, making the viewers hate me.

Boring them away, being negative,

whining all the time, sleeping with them.

I can work at the pharmacy. Doing what?

Cleaning the toilet.

Imagine Ice walks into the pharmacy that

my girlfriend works at. That'd be so

Revenge Star did a video about you. Yeah,

I, I reacted to it a couple weeks ago.

She's so dumb though. She said the reason

why your channel died It's because you

never listen to the viewers.

I literally did everything the viewers

recommended me doing, like go to the gym,

move to Thailand, do some outdoor streams,

do outdoor videos, do react videos.

I did everything the viewers suggested

apart from get a job. I mean, people keep

saying get a job and get therapy. Those

are the 2 things I won't do because

therapy is a waste of time. I know

what my problems are. I don't need a

therapist to tell me what my problems are.

I can tell you exactly what my problems

are without having to go to a therapist.

It's like a fat person knows they're fat.

They know they need to eat less and go to

the gym. They don't need a therapist to

tell them that,

but they're lazy. And changing is

hard. Making changes is hard. You need

a lot of motivation and willpower. The

reason why fat people are fat is because

they are lacking the willpower.

And I don't see how a therapist can

help you if you don't have the willpower

to make changes. Then no one's going to be

able to inject you with willpower. You

need to find it by yourself.

A therapist is to like ask you why

you feel a certain way, and then you tell

them why, and then they will try and

explain to you why you feel these things.

I'm not stupid. I know why.

What, what do you think my biggest problem

is? That I give up really easily? I try

new things, but I just give up straight

That's just my personality trait.

Why do I give up easily? I don't know,

because I'm— I want instant gratification.

I don't want to waste my time trying hard

on stuff when I don't enjoy it.

I'm trying really hard with the IRL

streams, but I just can't figure

out how to get a good stream to not

disconnect all the time. I keep having

problems.

The 2 main problems are the, the setup and

then the content. Like, I have to make

good content that, that's interesting,

but before I focus on that, I need to get

the setup to work. I can't get the damn

setup to work.

Keeps disconnecting, and then the app

Glitches out.

No one's helping me.

You don't even like making content. Well,

I really had a good time yesterday doing

the stream. I like doing IRL

content and trying to push myself to,

to do scary stuff, or what I think is

scary stuff. Yeah, I don't like

making videos where I'm just sitting there

talking. It's boring. I want to do stuff

and get out there and do something. I

don't just sit in my bedroom and be like,

oh guys, I'm sad.

Boring. I was so fed up, sick and tired of

talking about my past. Oh, why I did

this and why I did that.

Big streamers use multi-SIM with bonding.

Yeah, I know, and I have the LiveU, but I

don't have the camera for it.

The GoPro works with it, but there's

a 3-second audio delay when stabilization

is turned on. So if I turn

off the stabilization, it's fine, but then

it's really shaky. So either I have a

3-second audio delay or I have really

shaky footage. I need

the little Sony camera, but Sony doesn't

make them anymore. The only way

to get it is on— I don't know where you

can get it, and they cost a couple hundred

dollars, like $300, $400, because they're

rare.

Sony doesn't make them anymore.

I think it's the Sony cam and the GoPro,

they're the only action cameras that have

an HDMI output. Or you get like a,

like a normal camera, but then it's really

zoomed in. It's, I don't know.

I want an action camera. The DJI Osmo

is what Sam Pepper uses,

but that just streams the same way GoPro

does. It connects to an app, uses your

phone as a hotspot. I don't know what Sam

Pepper's setup is because he's got

multi-SIMs, but he streams using a DJI

Osmo and he uses the app.

Oh, oh my God, I know what he's doing.

He's got a— he's got a server probably

running on a Raspberry Pi,

and he, he uses the Osmo app to stream to

an RTMP server, which is his server that

is connected to multiple Sims. That's

probably what he's doing. He doesn't use

LiveU because you can't with Osmo.

I reckon he's using like a BellaBox or

Raspberry Pi. I don't

know what software he's using to bond the

sims. I use Speedify.

I did ask Ice when TKO Sam met Ice

in Japan. I asked TKO Sam to ask Ice what

gear you're using, and he just said, I'm

using LiveU. I know,

I already know what he's using. I want to

know what Sam Pepper's using.

Maybe I snipe him and I just ask him.

I'm shy to snipe them because I'm I'm

boring, and I'm kind of insecure about

people thinking I'm boring. Because if you

want to be a content creator and people

think you're boring, then you're

a rubbish content creator. And I guess I

am, because my whole channel abandoned me.

Back in 2019, I was pretty confident. I

had a good viewership, 30,000-40,000 view—

views. People found my content funny and

interesting, so I sniped him with

confidence in my ability

of being a content creator. Now I'm just

miserable because you can't really deny

the fact that I suck as a content creator.

My entire channel ditched me.

I can't even get 100 viewers on my main

channel. So I lost

all my confidence. How can I go and snipe

them when I get 60 viewers on

my main channel?

It's just— I can't. It's too embarrassing.

I feel like such a failure.

I never felt like more of a failure in my

whole life.

Yeah, if I snipe them, it would be so

weird and awkward. I just stand there and

I'd be like, hey, I watch you, I like your

And then I just stand there and they'll be

like, okay, thanks. You want to take a

selfie? It would

be so boring if I snipe them. I mean,

what am I going to do?

My whole brand was Like this creepy weird

guy who cheats on his wife and has a

love doll. That was basically my entire

brand, that I was like a creepy guy who,

who's obsessed with cereal.

That's basically the only thing I had

going for me, and that I'm super honest

and genuine and open.

I don't really have a gimmick anymore.

That was my gimmick. Now my gimmick is

just like whining.

I can't really collab with anyone because

I can't get my damn setup to work. I would

just be effing all the time, be like, F,

F, F, F. And then I get stressed out and

annoyed because I can't get my setup to

work. Then it'd just be me and whoever I'm

collabing with just sitting there trying

to get my setup to work. So until I can

get the setup to be reliable,

that's the first step. I can't

even get the first step solved.

I don't know why I'm so dumb. Even people

like D-Pac and Suspenders have a nice

setup that works,

but I reckon ice is helping D-Pac.

But I need to make interesting content. I

mean, look at that homeless guy. He sniped

Ice and he was in loads of Ice's streams,

and now he streams and gets like 100

viewers. Because it's just him walking

around and

it's not that interesting.

So even if I get the setup up and running,

if I don't come up with some interesting

content, people are still not gonna watch.

What you got to lose, Sniping Ice? Well,

it would just be awkward and

uncomfortable. Oh my god, first Super

Chat of the day! Thank you, K Sound,

for the sticker.

You won't engage with randos socially.

Yeah, I'm scared. I don't know what to

say. I did

in Japan. Remember I went into that hotel

and there was that weird umbrella rack and

I said something to that Asian couple?

The sound is gone. No, my mic is

picking up audio. Oh, thanks,

K Sound Kaiju.

The sound's not gone, is it?

Testing. What's up?

Testing. It's fine.

Do you still make money from OF? No, they

froze my account because

I removed everything. They froze my

account. So dumb.

They're like, you must post your nudes now

or else we won't give you your money.

Screw you. Trying to force

me back into you know what.

I need to pee.

Okay, I'm thinking we do do

the— we— the WED stream,

but I censor it and put the uncensored

version behind a paywall. What do you

But where would I put it? Maybe Patreon.

Put a link to my Patreon.

Maybe— is

it lagging? It's not lagging, is it?

Put a link to that page.

Maybe YouTube membership.

Hmm. Yeah, I could do a YouTube

membership video.

Because I think more people are likely to

sign up for the membership than Patreon.

Going to school is the equivalent of

getting a job? No, I think it's different

because when you're a student, you are the

customer. And the teacher is working for

you. But when you get a job, you're

working for the customer.

At school, I'm paying for a service and

I'm treated nicely because I'm— I am the

customer, so they gotta treat me nicely.

Whereas when you work customers treat you

like crap because they're paying you.

Stream at school? Because people would

find out what school it is and then get me

kicked out, probably. Also, there's strict

no filming and taking videos signs

all over the place. You're only allowed to

take a picture of the whiteboard. And you

know what really annoys me recently at

school? The teacher writes down what we're

gonna learn, like the new words and stuff,

on the whiteboard, and then everyone in

class is like frantically copying it

down into their textbook. When it's

already in the textbook.

I'm the only one sitting there not

writing, and then I end up having to sit

there for like 5 minutes waiting for

everyone to finish writing. The teacher

sits down and then she's waiting for

everyone to finish writing, and I don't

know what they're writing. The, the things

they are writing is already in the book.

It's so annoying.

What are you writing? What is the point?

I haven't written anything, and I'm better

at Thai than anyone in the class.

I just sit there doodling pictures of

anime girls. My textbook is full of anime

girls because I'm so bored.

The hell are you writing?

They're like, go write it down! Oh my god,

oh, she's gonna erase it quickly, write it

down! It's already in the book. Now I

can't show the book because it has the

school branding on it. I'll show it to you

later when I finish.

Got some pretty cute anime girls in my

textbook.

I don't get it.

It's like,

for example, time, the part of the day,

like times of the day, morning,

afternoon. We already did this 3

weeks ago in level 1. And then we reviewed

it again in level 2 and everyone's writing

it down in their books. Like, oh, morning

is this and afternoon's that and midday's

that. Why are you writing down again? We

already learned this and I already saw you

write it down and it's already in the

book, like printed in the book.

Morning, late morning, midday. Why are you

writing it down again when it's already in

the book? For God's sake,

just remember it. I can remember it. I

didn't write down anything. And morning

is, is dawn

chow. Late morning is dawn sai. Midday is

tiang. Afternoon is dong Bye.

There's so many ways of— it's like each

hour has a different word for the day.

Maybe that's why Thai people are always

late, because they've got such an overly

complicated system for telling the time

that they always lose track of time,

which is so damn complicated. In English,

we have PM and AM. 1 PM, 1 AM.

2 PM, 2 PM. That's it. In Thai,

it's like 5

different ways of telling the time

depending on the time of the day.

6 to 11 is mong chao,

midday is tiang, 1 PM to 2 PM is bai mong,

bai song mong, bai sam mong,

and then 4 PM to 6 PM is mong yen.

Like xi mōng yán, hà mōng yán,

hòk mōng yán. And then 7 PM to 11 PM is

tùm, but you minus 6 from the number. So 7

minus 6 is 1, so it'd be wan tùm. 8 PM

minus 6 would be 2, so like song tùm.

And then midnight is tiáng kūn

or something. And then 1 AM to 5 AM is D,

D1, D2, D3. So complicated.

Oh, thanks, K Sound. What's your

What's your stance on religion? I'm not

really a fan of religion. I feel

like it's just making your life more

complicated and annoying than it even has

to be. What's your

stance on religion? Life is already

annoying and complicated with many things

we have to do each day. Why would you want

to make it— why would you want to add more

rules on top of that to

make life even more complicated? Can't do

this, can't do that, got to do this, got

to do that, got to pray, got to do this

when you don't have to. No one's making

you do it. I got so much stuff

to do today. Imagine I had to like pray on

top of After

the stream, I gotta clean, I gotta sweep

the kitchen, I've got to clean

up all the mess, and then I'm gonna make

lunch, and then I gotta make some videos,

and then I got to exercise,

and then it will be like 4 PM,

and then maybe I can rest.

I'm gonna have to prepare dinner,

and then we gotta go shopping later

because there's no more food.

And then I got to look after my fish tank.

I already got stuff to do. I don't need

extra stuff to do.

Then I got, I got so much livestream

footage I need to edit.

I want to do, I want to get all the clips

of me speaking Thai to Thai people and do

like an Asian guy impresses locals with

his Thai skills, shocks locals,

cuz I got some footage of me speaking

tight,

which I could use.

My fish— I lost one fish to white spot

disease, and the remaining 2 infected,

they look like they're getting much

better. The spots are fading. I think the

treatment's working. I put ammonia

neutralizing treatment in there too. I

need to do some poop cleanup.

Johnny Somali's in Japan. I kind of feel

relieved he's not in Thailand anymore.

It's kind of nervous. I don't think he

knows who I am.

When your channel dies, no one cares about

you anymore.

My betta fish died as well. It got stuck

in the fake log. Did I tell you about

this? I'll show you the fake log. I took

You know this? You see this?

These support legs, they are hollow.

It swam into that And got stuck in there.

I couldn't find it anywhere. I thought it

jumped out. I was searching everywhere. I

took this out, I looked inside, I couldn't

see it. And then my girlfriend came back

and she shone her phone light into it and

she saw it was stuffed. It was literally

stuffed in there headfirst.