Meeting a fat, ugly girl on Tinder

Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba. So you might be

wondering, what am I doing outside my

room? Well, actually, a few days ago I was

on Tinder randomly swiping right on

everyone, and someone actually swiped

right back on me, and she was really

interested in meeting me. So I thought,

why don't I just get on the train and go

and meet her? She doesn't live that far

away. She lives about 2 hours away from

where I live. It's closer than Japan,

isn't it? So A lot of people have been

telling me why don't I meet up with local

girls, and I don't know, why don't I give

it a try? So see what happens.

There's no one here.

Hey, so it's been a few hours later and

I'm at Margate. I haven't actually met her

yet. She said that if I wanted to go and

see the sea, I have to go by myself

because she doesn't want to come. So I'm

walking around the beach for a bit by

myself and then I'm going to see her. I

think we're going to go to the arcades and

then we're going to go to see Ghost in the

Shell in the cinema. Which should be

interesting, I guess. I'm really nervous.

I've never done this before. I've never

met someone using Tinder before. I've

never met a British girl before, to be

honest. All my past relationships have

been with mostly Japanese girls and Asian

girls, so this is a first-time experience

for me. And I've never actually been to

Margate before, so it's interesting.

Anyway, I guess I should go and see her

now. I'll tell you what happens later, so

see you later. So it's 8 PM in the

evening. We just finished, um, and she

dropped me off at the station.

I'm so disappointed. The, the second I saw

her, the instant I saw her, I was

instantly turned off. She was just

completely unattractive, so different to

how she looks like in the picture. It was

just like this terrible combination of

looking really ugly and being really

overweight. I never felt more turned off

in my life. And now I've got to wait a

whole hour until the next train comes,

and then it's going to take me about 2

hours to get home. So definitely not worth

the trip. I really regret coming, and it's

kind of made me scared about going to

Japan even more. I mean, what if I go to

Japan, I meet this Japanese woman, and I

don't feel attracted to her either? It's

not like I can just go home. I'm stuck in

Japan for 2 weeks. At least here it only

takes a few hours to get back home by

train, so it's not really a huge loss.

What am I going to do if the same thing

happens in Japan? It was so awkward. The

instant I saw her, I felt like I wanted to

go home. I really didn't feel like talking

to her. We just got something to eat. We

had this horrible meal which tasted

terrible. I had salmon and she had some

kind of burger, and we just sat there

eating. It was, it was so awkward. And

then we went to the cinema to watch Ghost

in the Shell, which was pretty good. I

quite enjoyed the movie. The cinema was so

small, it was like smaller than my living

room. It had about 25 seats, and there

were these fat people sitting behind us

eating popcorn really noisily. That's one

of the main reasons why I hate going to

the cinema. I don't even know why I came

here in the first place. I saw a few

pictures of her and I thought to myself,

she doesn't look too bad, she looks kind

of attractive. But I didn't feel like she

was amazingly attractive. But I didn't

think it would be as bad as it was. I

didn't think she would look that bad in

reality. That's the tricky thing about

online dating. Even if you've seen the

photos, even if you've seen the video of

them, when you meet them in real life,

they always look entirely different. The

funny thing is she's the same age as me,

but she looks 10 years older than my

Japanese girlfriend, who is almost 10

years older than both of us. It's really

strange how English people seem to age

really badly compared to, compared to

Asian people. My Japanese girlfriend,

she's 37, and this girl I just met today,

she's only 28, the same as me. But my

Japanese girlfriend looks at least 10

years younger than this girl I just met

today. Oh, freaking freezing.

I think this whole experience is just kind

of reconfirmed how much more attracted I

feel towards Asian women. The women here,

they just don't do anything for me. I

don't feel anything when I see an Asian

woman, even if she's not very attractive.

My heart kind of skips a beat and I feel,

I feel drawn to her. But the local girls

around my area, around my part of the

country, I just, I don't find them

attractive at all. And people ask me why I

keep going to Japan or why I keep going to

Asia, but that's why.