[2025-02-27] drowning in debt... life updates [wOSTFfT2280]

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Hey guys, I miss you so much.

So great to see you again.

Was that good?

Another slow day of debt repayment.

I had a pretty good shift. Very easy.

Finished it in about 2 hours, 45 minutes.

Delivered 63 parcels. Didn't have a single

problem. I found it. It's so easy

now. I'm like. Half asleep whilst doing

it, to be honest. I'm just like on low

power mode.

So I reckon because I delivered about 63

parcels, which is less than the 70 or

80-ish, I probably just made about £70.

If it's like £1 per parcel, £63 and my £10

bonus. Might be like £70.

I really hope next week I can start doing

double shifts. I really need the money,

otherwise I'm gonna be stuck here forever.

So according to my calculations, okay,

there's 2 scenarios.

Scenario 1, I keep the car and I own it.

Scenario 2, I give the car back at 50%.

And I cancel the PCP contract.

So if I do scenario B and I

give the car back at 50%, my debt

is only £10,000, which is my mum's debt

and the Amazon debt.

Credit card debt basically paid off if I

sell my stocks, so I don't really count

that, to be honest. I could pay that off

right now.

Um, but if I want to keep the car and own

it, then my debt is going to be like

£27,000. More like £22,000

actually, because you've got the mum's

debt, Amazon debt, it's like £10K, car

debt. So it's 42 payments of £194 plus

balloon payment of £5,671.

It's a lot of debt, isn't it, to keep the

car? I don't know if keeping the car is

worth it. I feel like I

work a year, I pay off all the other debts

and create a bit of an emergency fund,

and then I give the car back at 50%.

And then, I don't know, get a cheaper car

maybe. Because it's either you You keep

the car and pay another 12K,

pay another 12K, or give it back and like

get a 4K car. But then you're

gonna have to spend hundreds on petrol

every month. It's hard to really think

about it, to be honest, because okay, the

car's expensive, but to charge my car

every month is costing— going to cost

probably £50 to £70, whereas petrol

would probably cost hundreds of pounds.

But even if I did a year of work, that

would be like £2,000 in petrol.

It would take many, many years for the

cost of petrol to outpace the cost

of the car.

You'd have to like, yeah, Uh,

if you worked for 10 years, the electric

car would start being more cost effective

compared to 10 years of petrol. Get rid of

the dodgy phone. Yeah, I put that back in

the box. I'm taking it back tomorrow. I'm

going to take it to the post office during

my shift because I always go by the post

office. Sometimes I actually deliver to

the post office.

So basically everything kind of hinges on

this job because this job's really good.

It's super easy. The pay's pretty good.

I've just got to get my head down and

stick to it. Really? What do you

mean, fix my audio?

How about now? The gain is at max now.

Does seem like the audio level is quieter,

maybe because it's further away. How about

now? How about now?

I can't put the gain up too much,

otherwise it's gonna spike if I shout.

No, there's no updates on Sunny apart from

me and my mum think that she blocked my

mum. My mum sent her a load of messages

and now on WhatsApp there's a blank

picture instead of Sunny's picture for my

mum. On my WhatsApp, I still see Sunny's

picture, so I think she's

blocked my mum.

If you were debt-free at the end of your

lease, would I go to Asia again? Or at the

end of the apartment lease?

Well, that will just never happen because

that'll be 6 months. I'd have to make

£22,000 net in 6 months.

Is there only one tick? Yeah, there is.

So before the fight, there were 2 ticks,

and then after the fight, she said to

Sunny, Sunny, you okay? Tell me about it.

Must be really hard to face this

relationship. Daniel owes a lot of money.

And then there's just one tick, and

there's no profile picture where it says

her name.

Can you believe all this just because I

didn't go and pick her up because she had

a fight with her mum? It's unbelievable.

Because you scroll back like an hour

before the fight happened, she was— she

literally says It's okay

if you don't want to. I won't be upset. I

know this is a lot to put on you all at

once. How does it go from it's okay if you

don't want to, I won't be upset, to

literally me saying I don't want to and

then she gets upset? Why even say that if

you don't mean it? Then what's the point

saying, oh, don't, don't, don't force

yourself to do it if you don't really want

to. It's fine. I'll be okay. And but when

you know she doesn't really mean that.

So within 40 minutes, the conversation

just went from, I don't want to fight with

you. This is a lot to put on you. Don't

worry if it's too much. I won't be upset,

to, oh, silly me of expecting

you to come and rush over to save me.

Disappointed me again.

How does it just go from like a complete

180 flip within 30 minutes? It's actually

It's easy for a woman these days to get a

boyfriend. Why these

days? Don't you mean forever?

Since time began, it's always been easy

for a woman to get a boyfriend. All they

have to do is walk into a bar and then get

picked up.

Unless you're really ugly and fat.

So now I'm stuck in fucking Devon.

After just blowing like £6K to get a house

and furnish it. It cost about £3,000

on Airbnbs and hotels to look for a place

whilst I was looking for a place. And then

it cost like £2,500, £3,000 to furnish the

place, get a bed, sofa, basics.

So that— it basically put me in like £7K

more debt to come here.

It's just funny because you watch my

streams after I came back from Japan

before I got the car, my debt was

literally 12K. I owed about 2,000 to the

credit card and about 9,000 to my mum.

And now my debt's like $27K because I got

the car and then I got the furniture and

then I borrowed more money from my mum.

And then what else?

Yeah, now I'm stuck here because, well,

number one, I signed a tenancy agreement

for like 6 months. And then number two, I

really like my job. To be honest, I've

never liked a job this much before. I just

wish I could get this job at home and then

not have to pay expenses. Maybe I can get

a job like this at home, I don't know,

where I just deliver around the tiny

villages. The problem is, even though I

make good money from this job, 60% of it

goes out the window to rent and expenses.

I do like the job, to be honest. Very

easy.

Stay 6 more months? Maybe.

I'm thinking of doing Uber Eats this

weekend because he said, well, Sundays you

usually don't work anyway, but he also

said Saturday we don't need to come in.

And maybe I'll go do some Uber Eats

weekend. I could make another $100.

Maybe you'll find a new girl. I don't

know. I just can't be bothered at the

moment. I just want to focus

on paying debt because having

a girlfriend means you can work less. You

got to spend more money on treats and like

trips or food. Because I don't mind eating

my smelly pasta every day, but a

girl's not going to want to do that.

So according to my calculations, I could

probably net— if he does what he says he's

going to do. So last time I saw him, he

said he's going to give me a double shift

every 3 days of the week, and then the 2

other days I'll do a single shift, which

means I could make About $500

a week. So I reckon I could make about $3K

a month. After expenses, probably about

$1,100 left over. So it's

gonna take like 18 months to pay

off my mum, the car, the Amazon debt.

Credit cards basically don't count because

I've got the stock money that could pay

those off. I'm just waiting for Barrick

Gold to form the cup and handle formation.

Mum can wait. Yeah, I guess mum's not

highest priority. I can just chuck 500 to

her every few months.

Your debt's 28K.

Um, 23K actually, if you minus my

stock money.

23K divided by 1,200 is about

19 months. Oh my God,

19 months. I don't want to go through

another winter here, it's freezing.

19 months.

God, the days just go so slowly. It's kind

of annoying because I want to make money,

but then I finish my work in 3 hours plus

about 2 hours packing and sorting. So I

arrived there today at half 8. The lorry

with the parcels didn't arrive until like

9 something, so I was just sitting around.

So I feel like, what's the point going so

early when the lorry hasn't even arrived

yet? So tomorrow I'm going to arrive

probably 9:30.

I want to go to the dump, take rubbish.

So It's

frustrating. So I feel like, oh, I

finished work at 1. Would be nice if I

could carry on. I mean, I could have gone

and done Uber Eats, I guess, but I was

kind of tired. I needed a toilet. The

biggest problem having now is I really

need to pee around 11-ish,

bursting for the toilet. It's that stupid

coffee. So either I drink

less coffee or I carry the

coffee to work and I drink it in the car

and then delay when I need to pee by about

a few hours. It just makes it really

stressful because I would enjoy the work

more if I wasn't bursting for the toilet.

Just piss my trousers, maybe.

Well, I thought if I had some food before

the coffee, the food would soak up some of

the liquid and it would take the liquid

into my bowels instead of straight to my

bladder. I don't know if that works, but I

swear if I eat and drink, I pee less than

if I just drink.

Piss bottle while driving. I don't want to

get my willy out in broad daylight in my

car. It just feels weird.

And then what if I accidentally pee on my

It doesn't work like that. You mean pooing

doesn't take any moisture out of your

stomach? Then why does it always come out

wet?

The more water you have, maybe the more

wet your poo will be. Yeah, what if

I spill the bottle in my car and the whole

car smells like urine?

Well, I gotta find a shop like a Tesco's.

Problem is there's not really anything out

there. There's,

there's a post office. I don't know if

they have a toilet.

They don't seem to have any shops around.

Oh, there is an inn and

the Chinese takeaway.

Someone explain what this channel is

about. It's just about my life and the

problems I get myself into and the

relationships. I'm in. It's just like

documenting my life and my troubles.

The reason why I've got so many subs is

because when I documented my life in

Japan, it was very popular to do that.

And then when I left Japan, it kind of

fell off, didn't it?

Do I not want to be a full-time streamer?

I would, but I don't get enough viewers.

I can make more money doing delivery

No, I don't want to do this streaming in

Japan thing. I did that last year and

yeah, okay, I made about $1,500-ish a

month.

Let me check my earnings. How much did I

make? Wow,

actually I made more than that. In April I

made $1,450 off YouTube plus $300 PayPal.

So that's like ¥1,750 from

YouTube. And then May made ¥1,600.

And in 2023, I made ¥1,600

in the first month in Japan, but then it

kind of fell off. ¥1,500.

Yeah, I seem to make about ¥1,500, ¥400,

¥600 when I stream every day in Japan.

Definitely get more donos when I'm in

Japan, but I just found

it so stressful. And then you kind of get

attacked or risk getting attacked on the

street by stupid people.

I really didn't like being outside for

such a long time streaming.

Cost of living in Japan is cheaper. Yeah,

I mean, you could

probably live in an APA hotel for cheaper

than my expenses now with my car and my

house and my bills. There's no

way unless you book a really fancy hotel

in Japan that you're going to be spending

¥1,800 a month.

But that's not just accommodation, that's

also my food and my car.

So I'm sending the Doogee phone back

because I use my iPhone

and it's way quicker to launch the camera

and stuff like that when I'm working. And

it's fine when it's not raining. There's

no problem. And according to the weather,

it's not raining ever again. Every day is

cloudy and sunny. The next 10 days

there's no rain, so I don't need to worry

about rain really. And also I cancelled my

pre-order of the iPhone 16e because I

can't even get it until Tuesday. So if I

can't get it tomorrow, I don't want it.

16e would have been cool because it's got

4,000 milliamp battery, it's got the A18

chip which should have made the app much

faster. It's also got a C1 modem which

reduces battery use when using cellular

signals, but it's got no MagSafe,

so I'd have to buy a MagSafe case, and

it's got no wide-angle lens, so I couldn't

use it for vlogging. So what's the point

really? Battery's better, but to be

honest, my S10+ probably has bigger

battery than the 16:8 because I think this

So yeah, I'm not gonna buy any more new

phones, I guess.

Sending back the Doji. I just kind of

overreacted because of that one day where

all my stuff got wet and I couldn't charge

my phones and I freaked out and I thought

I gotta do something to make sure this

never happens again. And I went a bit

overkill when all I had to do was probably

not stand in the rain like an idiot

and scan all the parcels inside of the

shed like everyone else is doing.

Well, the problem was it stopped raining,

so I took all my parcels outside and then

it started raining again. So what was I

supposed to do, quickly bring them all

back inside again?

And then everything got soaked and I

wasn't finished scanning, and then all the

water got on my phone. Oh my god, it was a

nightmare.

But you know what I can do? I can

actually use both phones. So let's say

this phone died, I can just log into the

app on my other phone and continue where I

left off from. I didn't know that.

So if that did happen again, I would just

switch to my Samsung, make sure it's 100%

fully charged this time. And also it would

have been dry because it was in the car,

so it would have charged.

Yeah, I'm gonna have the salmon tonight

with broccoli It's

gonna be good. And miso soup. You gotta

have miso soup with salmon.

Getting hungry. I had a sausage roll, but

then I realized there's no sausage in it.

It's just cheese. And now I feel annoyed

because I don't want cheese— a cheese

roll. I wanted a sausage roll. I thought

it was a sausage roll. It said cheese and

onion on the packet. I thought it meant

it's got sausage in it with cheese and

onion, not just cheese and onion.

So those are disgusting. Who wants only

cheese in a pastry? I want a sausage in

it.

Rubbish.

Getting a second job?

Yeah, maybe I was lazy when I finished my

shift today at 1. And came straight home

instead of going out and doing Uber Eats.

I just don't really want to do Uber Eats,

to be honest. I like having all my parcels

and knowing how much I'm going to get paid

and knowing that I'm guaranteed to get

paid if I just deliver the parcels. I

don't like going out and sitting in front

of McDonald's, fingers crossing that I'll

get orders. And I don't want to go near

Plymouth. I hate Plymouth. I hate city

What's my plan to pay off my debt? Just

grind my delivery job as hard as I can.

Do it full-time? Well, I would like to,

and he said I could do that,

but apparently he has to speak to his boss

to give me these other routes that he

wants to give me. I don't understand,

because last week he said wait until next

Monday so he can chat to his boss about

giving me the easy route, but it's already

Thursday in this week, so what's

going on? What's taking so long?

Because apparently there's this guy who

owns a bunch of routes, but he's leaving.

So when he leaves, all his routes are

going to be up for grabs.

I don't really know how it works, to be

honest. I don't really know how the

management organizes stuff. Basically,

there's routes and they need drivers for

the routes, and then drivers come and go,

or drivers want more routes, and then

they've got to like negotiate who gets

which route. I guess.

And he said, yeah, I could get 2 roots,

but then I feel a bit greedy. It's like,

oh, 2 for me? What if someone else wants

more roots? Probably do 3 roots.

It will take— the problem is it, okay, it

takes 3 hours to finish a shift, but it

takes like 2 hours to pack, to scan

everything and load it. And then you've

got to factor in like 20 minutes driving

time to the first drop.

So I don't know, really, probably like

an hour to scan it all and load it,

and then about half an hour to drive

And you don't get paid for packing and

stuff like that,

but I guess it's part of the job.

Really want more money. What can I do

tomorrow?

What should I do? I'm thinking maybe I

should actually do Uber Eats after my

shift tomorrow. Because I could— I don't

know, I found this other McDonald's.

It's just a bit far from when— where I

usually deliver.

I don't know if that McDonald's would be

any good though, because the other one I

tried was rubbish. Gives me like 2 orders

an hour. I grinded Uber

Eats 3 hours. Last week and I made £15.

It's really bad.

Took me 26 minutes to get to that

McDonald's.

I'd have to go into Plymouth and over this

big roundabout. It might not be too bad.

Could give it a try.

Do I have anything I enjoy doing for fun?

You mean purely for fun that doesn't

involve making money? Then not really.

Everything I do is motivated by money or

cereal, which you should remember if

you watched my OG videos.

Oh yeah, I do like chatting on Discord,

but that's more It's not really

for fun, although I do enjoy it. It's

really to strategize,

discuss things. It's like a boardroom

meeting. So yeah, it's,

you know, because I want to talk about how

to solve my money problems. Talking about

it helps come up with ideas. It's like

brainstorming.

What do you mean, why do I make so little?

I'm making £80 a day, and then I make

like £50 on YouTube, so I'm making like

£130 a day.

And then when I do double time, I could

probably make 160 a day.

I make that an hour. Well, give me some

then, I'll shut the fuck up, idiot. No one

cares what you make.

Trump makes what you make in a

millisecond, probably.

Grab driver in Bangkok. Yeah, that was

probably what my future would have been if

I'd married faster and ended up living in

Thailand, making 50

baht an hour or something.

It just wouldn't be worth it. I'd make

more money if I just spam out boring

YouTube videos. And then driving in

Bangkok, oh my God, I would have a nervous

breakdown. I don't know how fast they did

it. 10-lane roundabouts,

tuk-tuks and mopeds everywhere around you.

I remember one time this moped guy came so

close his elbow hit the wing mirror.

Imagine you to go diarrhea in the middle

of delivering something. That'll be

horrible. The feeling of trying to hold in

an explosive diarrhea feels the worst.

You just want to pull your pants down and

release like it's a grenade or something.

Like that. It's like a cluster

bomb.

Disgusting.

I'd take needing to pee over that any day.

Oh look, a bee delivery, £20.

Let's go! Not Budweiser

6x300ml and 1 Budweiser 660ml.

God, it's so far away, 30 miles.

It's on the other side of Plymouth.

You and Sunny still together? Well, I

don't think she's blocked me and she

hasn't removed me from her Steam family,

so I don't know really.

She blocked my mum.

Bought my Chefman air fryer due to your

recommendation. Really? Yeah, it's pretty

good. It's really cheap. I mean, mine only

cost £25 because I used a £15 gift voucher

which I got from using my Amazon credit

card building 1% cashback. So it only cost

me £25. It does exactly what my £60 fancy

Cosori air fryer did, and it's got a

little glass window so you can see the

cooking. You do not know how useful it is

to be able to see what's going on inside

without opening it. You know exactly if

it's about to burn or not. It's great.

Really like that air fryer.

That see-through window is a killer

feature.

What happened with Sunny? Well, she had a

fight with her mum, and then she said I

wasn't being very supportive. And then she

said she expected that I was going to rush

out to go pick her up to save her. But

instead I just carried on streaming and I

kind of ignored her. I ignored her because

she was getting mad at me. I didn't really

want to engage with that.

But it seems like ignoring her just made

her more mad.

I just

feel like when someone's mad, it's— TB,

it's you! Of course you are here. Have you

had your fill of destruction yet?

Something has told me you have not. Ah

well, if it is your fate to color

everything black, That doesn't mean I have

to accept it. It's just a confirmation of

your illness. I forgot what I was saying

now. Yeah, I was saying when someone's

mad, I feel like it's a waste of time

engaging with them. It's like talking to a

drunk person because you're just going to

make them more mad.

You either de-escalate or escalate it,

and the more you talk back at them, the

more you escalate it.

Stick an affiliate link. Yeah, I kind of

got fed up putting the affiliate link on

stuff and I got lazy. Also, I think

my affiliate link is only US for some

Why didn't I say I'm sorry? I did. I sent

an apology message the next day.

She said it was too late. The damage is

done.

The trust is gone.

I don't really regret it, to be honest,

because it would have been a nightmare if

she came over.

I think if we didn't argue about that, I

think we would have argued when I pick

her up 3 hours late because I was late

And then maybe we would have argued when I

refused to take a day off work so I could

take her to work. So I feel

like if it wasn't for this argument,

there would be another argument down the

line. I just

want to focus on making money and not have

that be disturbed.

My number one priority is I want to make

money. I want to pay my debts.

Do not come in between that.

My warning.

You doubled your debt to move near her.

It's my responsibility to tell you that TB

will not be destroying again, at least

nothing related to certain people who I

trust dearly. If you try to destroy those

people, I think it will go very badly for

you in terms of karma and reputation.

Yeah, I feel a bit annoyed that I just—

the whole thing was I was going to come

back to the UK and destroy my debts.

Instead, I just doubled my debt. Since

coming back from Japan, my debt has

doubled. I was going to get the car so I

can get a job and pay off the debts

faster. Instead, debt increased over

It's ridiculous.

You know, it would have been faster if I

just didn't buy the car and used my

YouTube money to pay off the debt. It

would have taken about 13 months. At this

rate, it's going to take about 22 months.

13 months versus 22 months with

just doing YouTube.

Getting the car cost me so much money.

Yeah, so I owe $27,000. And then you

minus my stock money, I owe $22,000.

And if I'm netting like $1,100 a month,

it will take at least 20 months. And

thinking I'm going to net $1,000 a month

is a highball number because I'm probably

going to buy stuff like a

washing machine.

I might have to do gardening because

I've got to cut that bit of grass in the

front. So I'm gonna have to get garden

shears or just use my little scissors and

cut this side of the grass down.

It's probably gonna take 2 years.

Unless I don't keep the car and I give the

car back at 50% payment,

but then I'd have to go home, wouldn't I?

Because I can't— I wouldn't be able to

stay here without a car unless I get a

cheap car,

get like a £2,000 I saw loads of these

£2,000 cars at this car dealership.

Toyota Yaris from late

2000s, like 2008, 2009. Get Toyota

Yaris, £2,500, but it's probably going to

be manual. I don't want to drive manual.

And then you'd be paying hundreds of

pounds for petrol a month doing this job.

And then I've got to go to the petrol

station to fill up, don't I?

No, I want to keep my car. I do like my

car. The rear parking

camera really has saved me in a lot of

situations.

Just feel like filling up petrol is kind

of gay. You get the thing, you stick it in

the hole, and you squeeze the liquid into

it. Connie Kay.

Why does everything in life involve

sticking something in a hole and filling

it with something? Even eating.

Eating is either going in a hole or it's

coming out a hole. That's life.

Everything just revolves around holes.

Also, I'm saving the planet without

using petrol. My electricity comes from

100% renewable resources— renewable

sources.

Oh well,

I got that car because, um,

I wanted an electric car.

And I thought I was going to get a job,

like a warehouse job in Maidstone,

and then I'd easily be able to afford £200

a month. I can easily afford £200 a month,

it's just that £200 a month for 4 years is

a lot of money,

and I don't know if I want to work for 4

years. I feel like maybe I just want to

work for a bit and then something else.

Can you imagine if I actually did, did

this job for 4 years without getting

fired? If that happens, I might as well

stick to it because it probably means that

I've found the golden job, one that I can

actually do without getting fired, one

that's easy and pays good money. For what

you're doing.

So then maybe I wouldn't want to give it

I really just don't see what I'm going to

Because I feel like if I quit after

I pay off debts and I go back to flying

around Asia, I'll just be like, oh,

I shouldn't have given up the job, it was

good money, and I'm stuck in crappy hotels

in Japan being broke.

Not getting any views.

Do you think my life now is better than my

life flying around Thailand, Japan,

Vietnam? Because it

sounds exciting, but it was actually

really stressful, very uncomfortable,

very tiring. And expensive.

And I felt jealous seeing the locals in

those countries driving cars and having a

home and not having to leave. I felt

jealous of that. I'd always feel jealous

when you see a couple walking around, you

know, like a furniture shop buying some

furniture for their home, and you just

know They don't have to worry about visas.

They've got jobs. They can get jobs. I

can't get a job because I'm not— I don't

have a visa. And their lives just seem

like they'd be so much more stable and

comfortable than my life, flying here and

flying there.

Do I prefer Starmer or Trump? Trump.

Starmer's boring, annoying,

and looks stupid and has zero cool factor.

Trump's funny.

He is kind of cool in a way.

Well, he's not lame. Like Biden was kind

of lame. Hillary Clinton, lame. Trump is a

bit goofy, but he's not lame.

He's a selfish asshole. Yeah, but you can

be selfish asshole and still be likable.

I want to be Trump so bad.

Uh, what, be the president and get shot

at? Uh, no thanks. Would you—

I don't know,

being a billionaire but you risk being

shot at.

Is it live? What happened? Why does it say

12 viewers?

Testing. Live. What happened? It is live.

It says 6 viewers. Are you

seeing this or is it just me? Oh,

it went back up again. There's a weird

glitch happening where it just suddenly

says It has like a drop in the viewer

number thing. I thought it went off.

Well, average view duration, 1:11:11.

Do you remember when I was in Tokyo and it

was glitching and it was saying I only had

20 viewers and I was getting mad?

That was so annoying. I just felt like,

oh my god, the channel is completely dead

now. I tried doing IRL in Tokyo, I gave up

after an hour because it kept saying 15

viewers, and then the

next day it was fixed. Really weird bug.

Yeah, so I guess

we're stuck here for nearly 2 years.

Great. So great.

Your inability to digest politics.

Actually, I have a very good grasp of

politics.

Nothing new. Well, yeah,

why would there be anything new? I'm just

gonna grind my job.

If Sunny wants to come back, that's fine,

but if she doesn't, then I'm just gonna

accept it. Just don't fight it, you know,

be like water. Don't think you

can control destiny, just let it happen.

Flow around change,

don't resist.

Research if you can deliver near your mum.

Probably can.

They probably have all the same companies

in Kent where you just go there, load up,

deliver around your local area. For some

reason, I thought I had this weird

thinking that Amazon Flex was the only one

where you could do this job when there's

literally all these other companies that

do the same thing. Okay, they don't have

the fancy branding and they don't have the

fancy app and it's a bit scuffy and

scruffy, but it's basically the same

thing. You load up, you go to the place,

you deliver the thing, go home.

I've got to pay rent in 8 days and

I've only got minus £5 in my bank account.

Better be getting some pay soon.

How come you were panicking the last

breakup but so calm now? Yeah,

I guess I was just much more stressed back

then because I hadn't moved

into my own place yet. I haven't gotten

the job sorted out yet. I feel much more

relaxed now. I feel like the job's going

well. I got my house. Life is

more stable, so I'm less emotional.

I don't know, after it's happened so many

times and I feel like the last time it

happened was way worse than this time,

it makes sense that I'm not panicking like

Become a carpenter. Do they make $35K a

year for only doing 6 hours work a day?

I doubt it.

Hopefully spring comes soon and these cold

days can get lost. It's getting quite warm

outside, but the mornings are still

very cold. A cat nearly came into my house

this morning. The neighbor's cat was

sitting outside And I left my door open

because I was still getting stuff to put

in the car. He was like sniffing inside my

house. He could probably smell the rotten

garbage. I gotta take my rubbish out

tomorrow, go to the dump.

Yeah, go to the dump, get rid of my stuff,

go pick up my parcels, do my deliveries.

If I get near the post office, I'll drop

off my dodgy phone and then go home.

Hopefully go home at like 2, 3 PM.

I won't go really early tomorrow. I don't

see the point because you go really early

and the lorry still hasn't arrived and

then everyone's just standing around

waiting for the lorry.

I think I'll just aim for 10 AM like last

I might melt the salmon.

You're lucky you're not sad and stressed

out. I am a bit sad,

and I mean, I'm not stressed out because

I've got a plan. It's just, it's gonna

take so long. How can I speed it up?

If I'm too late, I don't

I think they don't like it if my parcels

aren't gone at— by a certain time.

Gets in the way.

Yeah, if I do double shifts, I'm gonna

have to start early because I want to be

done with the first one by about 12 or 1

and then head back and then be done with

the second one about 5 PM.

And now that would be a full-time job,

wouldn't it? 8 AM to 5 PM.

But then you make about £120, £130 in a

day. Pretty nice. 5 days a

week, you would make

$2,600 a month.

Plus my YouTube.

Your problems are easy to solve. Well,

yeah, it's easy. You just gotta work,

but it's so slow. That's my point.

Come on, I want to get it done. I'm just

sitting around here getting nothing

done.

And then once that's done, we can start

thinking of what we're gonna do next. In

life?

Travel again or buy a house?

If I buy a house, then I'm stuck in debt

for 25 years.

And where does dopamine come from right

now?

Um, maybe when I finished my shift

and I've got 2 parcels left and I'm

feeling good.

Should we be afraid of Russia? No. When

has Russia ever done anything bad to us?

I can't think of a single thing.

They've only had, like, conflicts along

their own border. With neighboring

countries. They've never invaded Europe.

The only time they came into Europe was to

help us defeat Hitler.

Apart from that, when have they ever—

Yeah, the Ukraine thing. It's like I said,

they've had conflicts with countries on

their own border. But not any further

Okay, give me one example of how I'm wrong

then. See,

you're just saying I'm wrong, but you're

not giving any examples. They invaded

Finland. Yeah, it's on their border. I

just said it. They only have conflicts

with countries on their border.

But they don't go much further than that,

so why should we be worried? The country's

already too big. If they tried going

further afield, they would be stretched

Afghanistan? When did Russia invade

Afghanistan? I'm pretty sure that was us.

The UK and the US invaded Afghanistan,

Iraq.

How come it's okay we do it, but then

Russia does it and it's all, oh, Russia

evil? Then we're also evil, aren't we?

Oh, but we had good reasons.

Yeah, who cares about Afghanistan? I

couldn't care less if Afghanistan gets

invaded. Oh no, the country where

they tie women to posts and stone them for

showing their ankles is getting invaded.

Boo-hoo. Who gives a shit about

Afghanistan?

I don't think there's anything to worry

about because there'll never be such an

imbalance of power where Russia dominates.

It's just never going to happen unless

a meteor wipes out the UK and

the US, leaving only Russia. It's just

never going to happen. It's always going

to be a balance of power.

So no, I'm not worried.

If I was in Ukraine, yeah, I'd be worried,

but I'm not, so I'm not worried.

They were in Afghanistan, so they invaded.

Yeah, but we're not in Afghanistan, are

we? The question was, should we be

worried? Oh, sorry, I didn't know that I

had so many Afghanistan viewers.

Why would you be worried if Afghanistan

gets invaded?

I'm not worried about anything. I'm just,

I'm just bored at how slow things are

moving. The only thing I'm worried about

is if my salmon's going to be tasty

or not.

Why is his rent so high? Because I live in

a semi-detached house with a garden,

driveway, 2 bedrooms, one for my child.

You said they never invaded. I said

they never invaded Europe.

Actually, apart from the conflicts on

their border, they've never come into

Europe apart from when they helped us

defeat Hitler. Learn to listen,

maybe.

Yeah, I guess my house is a bit expensive.

I'm sure other people doing this kind of

work probably live in a flat or like a

terraced townhouse where they only pay

about £600 a month. This kind of house is

where usually middle-aged people live,

like 40+, and they've got a partner or

they're married, and then they live here

together and they combine income. I think

everyone here probably thinks it's kind of

unusual how I look like a university

student and I drive an electric car and

I'm living here alone. They probably think

I'm rich or something. Got that China

money. I bet all the people at the

delivery place think it's kind of funny

I'm driving this £12,000 electric vehicle

because you'd think, oh, if you can afford

a car like that, then Why are you doing

delivery work? That's not a car someone

who does delivery work drives. Usually you

gotta drive like a £5,000 banger.

Although, to be honest and fair,

I did see some Teslas pull up at the

Amazon warehouse to do Amazon Flex shifts.

Put some clothes on. It's freezing. What

would you do if you were cold? I don't

care if it looks silly, it's warm.

What's the best thing to wear if you're

cold? More jumpers?

Rent a flat? Then I can't charge my car,

and then I've got to live in a flat which

is ugly and horrible, and I'll be

I have turned on the heating.

I could turn on the other one, but I want

to save power.

The heating's on.

Check the stock market.

Hmm, Bitcoin down

to $84K. Wow, thank God

I sold the Russell 2000. That was rubbish.

SPY's crashing. Tesla's back down to where

I sold it, $280. Can't believe it went all

the way up to $400-something, all the way

back down to $280 now. If you didn't take

profits, then that was such

an obvious take profit zone.

How many kilowatts have I used? I think

maybe 500?

No, it can't be that much. I've only been

here for 20 days. I might

have a picture. I think I took a picture

when I moved in.

I can't find it.

Yeah, probably a couple hundred.

I reckon I'll use probably about 400,

probably like 500-ish. So that would mean

Probably like 140 for electricity.

Not too bad.

Okay, I might make my salmon now. I think

I'm gonna put it in the air fryer wrapped

in foil.

Cooking with Daniel will commence shortly.

Oh wow, thank you so much. Did Sunny ever

let you bust on her face? No, I've never

done that in my whole life. It's just

weird.

I remember Chihiro once let me do it in

her mouth and it was just really weird,

and then she ran off to spit it out. Just

to clarify, you only got this house

because you paid 6 months of rent upfront,

right? No. You have used the 7K your mum

has sent you, as you've already mentioned,

right? Please update the amount you are

owing Cammie. I already sent that money

back to my mum.

I got the place because I added my savings

to my income and that took me over the

required income threshold.

I have never had the desire to see you,

M, on a girl's face because it just seems

like a waste. Why would you see you, M,

on her face when you could do it in her

you-know-what? That's where it's supposed

Switch mic.

Oh, I forgot to charge my iPhone.

Okay, how is it fraud? They literally said

I would pass the income check if I showed

I have savings in addition to my income

that go over the amount that

Stupid ads.

Okay, how is your mom so loaded? I don't

know, I think she got like 100K from my

dad. Because he had about 100K in his

savings account, which I guess

is pretty good. I thought

maybe he'd have a bit more. I guess he put

most of his money back into the house.

Okay, first we make the rice.

Here we go again,

every damn day the

same thing.

Why are you saying this when you literally

said on stream that you paid 6 months rent

upfront? No need to feel ashamed, Daniel.

No, I didn't pay 6 months upfront. You

don't need to.

If you meet the income check, then you

don't need to pay up front.

Where's my lid? I now know how to make the

perfect rice. You put

1 cup of water to half a cup of rice.

Which is unusual because in Japan, if you

got a Japanese rice cooker, you put 1 cup

to 1 cup of rice, 1 water to 1 rice.

But with this cooker, for some reason you

got to put double the water in.

And then I got this salmon High

in protein and omega-3.

Lighthouse Bay. I don't know where it

comes from. I might have both.

One seems like maybe not enough for a

working man. You are such a liar.

I will clip it and expose you again. Mom

paid the 6 months and is financing your

adult cosplay life. Miso soup.

I'm just going to air fry the

salmon.

Juice, juicy juice.

First put it in the air fryer. Oh, I

didn't put the foil. Oh God, because the

fish skin sticks to the grill, will be a

nightmare to clean.

Then put the salmon down skin side down

and put this one in. And I'll put some

Could actually just chuck the broccoli in

there too. Why not?

And broccoli.

Now it's not going to burn because it's

going to be in the foil,

and then we put seasoning.

Put one more broccoli.

And then put seasoning

and garlic powder.

The garlic powder gets stuck and you gotta

shake it up. Oh fuck, that's a lot of

garlic powder. Hope you like garlic.

And then you go for the fish.

10 minutes, easy. Don't even need any

frying or any boiling.

Easy. Oh yeah, I forgot about my new miso

bowls. Much better than using a cup.

You don't need any more seasoning than

salt and garlic powder.

That's all you need.

Easy. Probably the easiest meal I've made,

and it's going to be so good.

Go back into the warm, warm room. Oh yeah,

oh yeah.

Enjoy my sofa.

Well, what would you put on it? Bit of

basil, parsley, oregano?

I just like the taste of the fish, to be

honest. I don't really need anything else

with it. It's a bit cold

today. Black pepper. Uh,

I'm not really a massive fan of black

pepper. I hate it when you get a little

bit of black pepper down your throat and

it makes you cough.

A lot of guys live like he does— eat,

sleep, work. Yeah, ideally you

would also have a partner who

doesn't keep getting angry at you.

And then you can also have human

companionship,

but then I wouldn't be able to stream,

would I? I wouldn't have any time to

stream. I'd have to like ignore her the

whole evening and hide in my room

What if I squeeze some orange over the

Hiding in my house.

I definitely want to take that gaming

chair back home. It's really nice.

Don't really need that desk. I guess if I

was gonna leave, I'd have to take a lot of

trips down to the dump. I don't

even know if I can just dump a table with

all the metal. Or I just

bring it back home, let my mum sort it

out. Oh, it smells good already.

Air fryer good. Eating good tonight,

boys. Smells like

broccoli and salmon, my favorite.

Look at all the cardboard I've got.