Cutting Some Onions And chatting

Hello, hello.

Don't have many vegetables to cut today,

sorry about that.

I had broccoli, but I had it for dinner.

And, um, let me check the fridge.

No, I don't have anything else to chop.

Sorry about that.

Next time I go shopping, I'll buy more

choppable vegetables.

I just released my new video about Biden,

but it's not doing as great as the Trump

video. The Trump video got the best views

I've had 2 weeks ago on a video

about Trump. Can you believe that? So I

thought, why don't I make one about Biden?

And it's only got 7 out of 10 now, so I

don't know if it's gonna do as well.

Do any more political videos? I've got

nothing to say about Trump or Biden.

How much did I make from the Trump video?

It's embarrassing.

Let me check.

I only made $32. Turns out political

videos don't get good CPM. It's the lowest

CPM I've ever had. I had about $5 CPM.

It is so shit. Usually I get

about $10 or $11 CPM, and then on my

financial videos I get about 15 to 17 CPM.

Oh, thank you, Oliver. What do I think of

Andrew Yang? I've heard of his name.

Is he that Asian guy? I don't really know

anything about him. Yeah, political videos

are not the way to go if you want to make

money. I think political videos get the

worst CPM, even worse than gay stuff.

You probably get better CPM talking about

getting a blowjob. I think it's because— I

don't know actually, why is it?

Is it because companies don't want

to advertise on political videos so they

don't, they don't have I

don't even know. So there's

not many companies willing to put ads

on political stuff, so I get less

money. Well, if you watch the video and

you get an ad, can you tell me what kind

of company, what kind of ad you got on it?

That'd be interesting to know because some

people were saying on my financial video

they got ads from eToro.

And I actually started using eToro because

people were telling me they were getting

ads from some app called eToro.

I bought some Bitcoin today on

eToro. I've got $500 of Bitcoin and

I've got $300 of Ethereum and I've got

$500 left. I might put it on more Bitcoin

if it goes down some more. I don't

really know when would be a good time to

buy Bitcoin. It's just going up and up and

up and it doesn't seem to go down much.

It goes down a tiny bit and then it shoots

up again. So when is a good time to get

in? It seems like the

more time you leave, the more time, the

more you wait, the higher it goes up, and

then you should have bought when you could

have earlier. So I've bought

in at around 15,800. I can't believe it's

15,800 for 1 Bitcoin. That's crazy.

15,000! A share of Amazon is only 3,000 in

When it was 1,000 bitcoins for a pizza was

the time to get in. Yeah, I guess so.

It's like Warren Buffett always says, the

best time to invest was 20 years ago, the

second best time is now.

Why do they do that? Usually it happens a

lot on the news when they're trying to say

something. I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I,

I, I. Why can't they just think before

they start speaking?

My dad used to do it that a little bit.

He'd be like, the, the, the, the, the,

like a computer was crashing.

Or he would take a really long time to say

something pretty simple, like a very short

sentence would take him forever to spit

out. It used to be really annoying talking

to my dad. I can't

believe it's been— oh no, I better not

start talking about my dad. I start

whining too much.

Live stream on the second channel. Yeah,

because I did a live stream on the main

channel yesterday. I need to mix things

up, and I don't really know

what to do now apart from live streaming.

Oh, this is what happens when a content

creator has absolutely no ideas. They just

do a live stream, cut some, cut some

onions. I honestly

Don't know what to do for content.

Nothing is working well.

Putting girls in the thumbnail is not

working. Doing the whole oh my thoughts on

blah blah blah is not doing well.

Tough times, guys. It is tough times for

the channel. Probably the toughest times

it's been since when was the last time

times were this tough on the channel?

I think the last time it was really,

really bad was when I was buying goldfish

in Japan and trying to make videos out of

that. Oh, do not touch raw onion and then

touch your eye. Ouch, that stings.

Wow, wow,

you're getting boring. This is what I find

very annoying. I don't understand why you

think I'm boring now compared to last

year. I'm exactly the same. I stay indoors

all day and I play video games. The only

difference is, number one, I'm not

cheating. Number two, I'm not calling my

partners— I'm not making fun of how my

partner's body looks, and I'm not getting

into arguments. Does that make me less

interesting because I'm not getting into

arguments with people?

I miss the drama. Well, maybe you guys

miss it, but I don't, because yeah, maybe

for you guys it was funny and

entertaining, but for me it was a living

nightmare.

The closest to drama there is here is just

my neighbors being annoying and my viewers

being annoying. I'm just not getting

involved with people like Hong

Kong guys, for starters.

It's just kind of weird why people think

my life was so interesting a year

ago, 2 years ago, when I'm literally doing

the same as what I've always done. In

life.

I'm still kind

of curious why,

why people have lost interest so much just

because there's no drama. But the drama

was always the same. It was always, I had

an argument with Chihiro because I said

her bum was small, uh, she kicked me out,

I'm in a hotel now. Was that really

that funny or fascinating?

After the 100th time, that must get

If I was forced to make drama right now,

what kind of drama would you make? Well,

it's like I said to Mila. I said, let's

make some fake drama. We can pretend

you're pregnant. We could pretend you

dumped me. But she's just not interested.

She says no. She doesn't want people to

have a bad impression of her,

so I can't even fake stuff.

The thing is, people want drama, so my

only 2 options are I actually make real

drama or I fake drama, and I'd rather

fake drama than I have— than have real

There's really only 3 options: have real

drama, fake the drama, or the channel

dies. I don't really see another option.

If I was single, I'd probably just make a

bunch of fake girlfriend stuff and then

just say, oh, I've got a girlfriend now,

but she's secret.

I can't fake anything. I would like to do

stuff like, I don't

something to do with family relatives,

but then obviously I can't use my mom,

can't use my sister. That leaves uncles

and aunties. I could say my uncle molested

me when I was a kid or something. But then

my actual uncles might think I'm talking

about them, or I don't know. Why can't

people just understand I'm talking about

people in my real life? Why can't people

in my real life just understand that I

want to make fictitious stories?

It's just so annoying.

It's like you want to write a story with

characters But then people

in your real life keeps telling you not

to.

It's like J.K. Rowling made Harry Potter,

didn't she? But what if she had,

I don't know, an uncle that looks like

Hagrid, and the uncle's like, Oh, I don't

want you using my image for Hagrid in your

shitty children's book.

Or what if her sister's dead son was also

called Harry and then she started

complaining to J.K. Rowling saying, I

don't approve of you using my dead son's

name. But all I want to do is like write

some kind of story that that

flows each video.

You know, like in the Peep Show, it has

all these characters and fun storylines,

but obviously because it's a TV show and

the actors, they can do whatever they

want. But I'm real life here, so I can't

do anything I want.

So I have to come up with stories that

don't involve other people But I'm running

out of ideas. I've already done getting

attacked, getting kicked out, getting

banned, becoming homeless.

I guess— I don't know

what else I could do, to be honest,

because not much is happening in the real

life apart from I'm just spending

all day on the stock market.

No, I was attacked. That was real.

But to be honest, I've been thinking of

doing a fake getting attacked video in a

while, so I guess it was lucky that it

actually happened. Pardon me,

that was rude.

Yeah, I don't really know what to do. In

the past I did some pretty outrageous

things like buying a sex doll, but I don't

want to waste all that money again.

I need some momentum. Like Dr Disrespect

says, I need some speed and momentum.

Things have just kind of stopped since

I moved here. Since I moved into this

apartment, nothing has happened that I

could make a video out of. I guess when I

first moved to Japan, there were so many

things happening, you know. I was in a

guest house, I was hanging out with James,

I was going on Tinder dates. I moved in

with one of my Tinder dates and I got

married to her. There was just so many

events that I could turn into videos. It

was like nonstop. I didn't even have to

think of content. It would just happen.

Oh, thank you, Ricky. You have a cutting

board? Yes, I've had it since I moved in.

It's pretty good. Gets the job done.

But since I moved into this apartment,

nothing has happened that is video worthy.

But, uh, I do sense some change in the

air because after January we have to

decide where we're going next. And I, I

don't know, my current options are I find

out if I can stay here longer with Which I

don't know because of Brexit. Brexit is

just a big mess. Don't know what my rights

are.

I don't know about going back home to

England. Sometimes I think about it and

I think, oh, what if me and my mum start

fighting again?

Or the other option is instead of going

back home, I go to a neighboring European

country like Belgium. I've been looking at

Belgium for a bit now, or back to Germany

on the border of Germany, maybe because

the border of Germany is not too far away

from the center of where I am.

Have I ever been in other countries during

Christmas? Yeah, I was in Japan 2017.

Christmas. Also 2011 Christmas in

Japan with the French girlfriend.

Is that it? The rest of them I spent in

England with my family. This might

actually be my first ever Christmas all by

myself. It's gonna be depressing,

but we're gonna do a stream. I'm gonna get

I don't know, should I get a turkey? I'm

gonna get some wine maybe and just

have Christmas. I don't know if anyone

wants to come and see me because maybe

you'll be busy with your own family, but

this is going to be my first ever

Christmas all by myself, so I'm probably

going to be depressed and whining and

maybe getting a bit drunk.

My sister's spending it in London with her

BF, so my mum's gonna be by herself as

well. That's sad. First ever

Christmas where my entire family are all

separated. Before, it was always— we

had to be together for Christmas. We all

got together. My mum

in the kitchen cooking goose, making food.

My dad would be chopping wood for the

fire. Sabrina would be doing something

that I don't know.

I could go back for Christmas,

then I'd be leaving this place a couple

weeks earlier than I planned to, so

wouldn't that be a bit of a waste to pay

the rent and then I won't even be here

half the month?

I bet you're in Rotterdam South right now.

Yeah, I am. 4th most dangerous

neighborhood.

I haven't been outside all week. I've got

my shopping online that I haven't paid

for, and yeah,

I don't know how to pay for the shopping

because they sent me an invoice But

you can't choose Visa or PayPal to pay.

All they have are Dutch banks, and I don't

have a Dutch bank account. What? A Dutch

bank account? So how am I supposed to pay

for it? It's so weird. They just

delivered all my food without even

charging me, and now they want me to pay

using a Dutch bank account when I'm

obviously not Dutch. When the website

says they accept Visa and then the little

list dropdown menu doesn't even have Visa

on it. So I'm wondering what would happen

if I just don't pay. Will I get arrested?

What a stupid company. Why don't they make

you pay on the website when you're

ordering?

I thought I could pay at the door when the

delivery man comes, but he kept saying

something. I couldn't stand it.

I tried giving him cash.

Company will ban you from their service.

Well, I'm not going to use them again

anyway if it's this complicated

to pay. Oh, my eyes are stinging.

Stinging. Someone should make pro and con

spreadsheet for all the potential

countries Daniel could move to on Earth in

order to mathematically work out what

place would be best for him. I think Japan

is always going to be the best for me,

and then second, Korea. Maybe Singapore,

or maybe some kind of Scandinavian

country. Look,

you can't go back to Japan now. They're

not open for tourists until 2021. I think

they've only just recently opened up for

business travel. I don't know if I could

go there as on business.

Business trip.

I looked at Thailand, but you can only

stay in Thailand for 30 days without a

visa. But Thailand is so cheap.

It'd be like £400 a month for a pretty

nice looking apartment.

I feel like the only way to reignite a

little bit of interest in the channel is

to move to a new country. That usually

brings people back because they're like,

oh, what's Daniel doing now? Where's

Daniel going now? And then they get bored

again because they find out I'm just not

really doing anything.

Do do do do. But what do people want me to

do?

What would it take to get the interest

back?

What the hell was that? Someone jumping?

Usually my videos have always been kind of

like life updates videos, what I'm up to,

what my plans are, but When nothing is

happening, it's really hard to do that.

Hmm, I don't know. It is a tricky

situation. I was

looking at hotels in Singapore. They have

this really cool looking space pod capsule

hotel. And the capsule hotels, the capsule

pods are like spaceships,

like inside of a spaceship.

Looks weird. That'd be

funny to stay in.

Uh, the problem is, even if I go to Japan

or Asia, at the end of the day, I'm just

going to be doing what I'm doing now.

It's not really going to be much

different. The only possibility of things

getting different is if I

find someone willing to be involved with

the videos,

then it might be a bit more interesting.

So I guess most people just don't find me

on my own interesting enough.

It's just hard trying to find willing

test subjects. Oh, look at this paprika.

But if I just hang out with someone,

that's not really enough. It needs to be

drama. I just hung out with George

and that didn't do well for views. I just

hung out with that Eugene guy,

didn't do amazingly well.

Oh, I could skin the paprika.

But what made the marriage so interesting,

I guess, was because it

was, um, it was like serious, you know,

moving in together, getting married.

It just, it put,

put more— what's the word— higher stakes.

It was like things were actually going

somewhere in life, or it gave

off that kind of impression, at least.

The thing is, I just— I don't really like

traveling, to be honest. It's boring.

It's a lot of work, a lot of money. It's

tiring. Most time just sitting on

transport. Stressful.

I don't like change. I don't like

experiencing new cultures. I don't like

weird food. I just don't like it.

I like, I like what I like. I like comfort

and stability.

Don't want to be in a different country

every, every Monday.

But I think people are just losing

interest because there's no new

characters.

Should I introduce a new character?

But what would I do? My new Dutch friend,

maybe?

It's just boring, just walking around.

Not really much happens anyway.

And then they turn against me and they

make their own channels, don't they? Like

Tomoko, Casey.

That's the risk.

I don't like making new characters because

people start liking them more than me.

And then they start stealing my viewers.

Doopido. I am thinking about making a

Discord server again.

I am considering it because I do kind

of miss it.

I'm just— I'm not sure if I'll be able to

behave. Maybe I have calmed

down a bit since I last had it. I just

feel kind of bored and I want to chat.

Now my Twitter is dead. I do tweets and I

get like one response.

I had a massive rant on Twitter and no one

even cared. I basically called everyone a

bunch of Effing idiots and useless.

And no one even cared. I've got 3,000

followers on Twitter and I don't even know

what happened to them. It's like Twitter

shadow banned me as well. How did my 3,000

followers— how do they not even see my

tweets? The only time I get a

lot of engagement on my tweets is when I

do some stupid tweet like, I'm thinking

about going back to university.

Or I might go for therapy,

like some stupid gay tweet like that.

It's the only way to get engagement.

I'm just— I don't know, I feel kind of

Ouch. Maybe I'm starting to miss the

community feeling that I used to have.

Because that's the reason why I started

YouTube in the first place. I didn't

really ever think I'd make much money off

it. I was just doing it because I was kind

of bored and lonely.

I think you would regret making it and

delete it immediately. Hmm.

I don't know,

would I?

The main reason I deleted it was because

the subreddit kept taking screenshots.

And making me look bad.

And I didn't like how Chihiro was on it.

And I wouldn't like it if Mila was on it.

I wouldn't like it if Mila was on it and

chatting to viewers. That was so annoying

when Chihiro did that.

She would be in constant direct contact

with these idiots from the subreddit, and

then they'd be telling her stuff like,

did you know Daniel said It

was kind of fun when the Essex girl was on

it. Everyone was like, oh, who's the Essex

girl? What does she look like?

I guess the Discord did help make a lot of

drama though for content.

Da da da da da da da.

Tomoko is never in your livestream

anymore. She commented on one of my photos

on Instagram a couple months ago though.

It was when I was in Germany and I took

that photo wearing a mask. She said

something like, you— your face looks

evil now, or something. Something like

the way my eyes look, I look dead inside

or something. So she's still kind of

around, I guess.

Her channel's not very active though.

I hope next year things start getting a

bit back to normal. Everything,

everything just seems kind of crazy now

with the election, the COVID Whole

world is still half shut down.

Maybe things will start to get back to

normal next year.

Hey Daniel, how do I make money? I would

suggest that you make an account on some

brokerage and put $1,000 onto

NIO because next week Tuesday NIO

is going to report earnings. There was

some drama yesterday, so NIO stock price

crashed hard yesterday because some stupid

firm called Citron made a hit piece

article saying that NIO is not

worth what it's valued at and is rubbish

and Tesla is going to beat them and blah

blah blah. And they're such a scam, they

only made that smear article to make

everyone panic sell to bring down the

value of NIO so they could buy more shares

at a lower price because they know that

next Tuesday when earnings are reported,

NIO is going to go sky high. And all those

idiots who panic sold, they're going to be

kicking their nuts.

Tuesday is going to be crazy.

Everyone was panic selling. I put another

2,000 into NIO when it was crashing And

then after it finished crashing, it

started going back up again. So even after

Citron's hit piece, they couldn't bring it

down. Apparently it's some

guy called Andrew Left, and he's known

as the bounty hunter of Wall Street, and

he's famous for doing this. He makes these

articles shitting on a company to bring

the share value down so he can swoop in

and pick up cheap shares.

What a bitch.

Everyone was going wild about it,

but I'm pretty sure, and most people in

the community are sure, NEO is going to

skyrocket on Tuesday because Xpeng

did. Li Auto did on their earnings day,

the value shot up so much, and NIO is way

more established or successful

than those 2 are.

But I'm not sure, I need to decide now if

I'm gonna carry on holding or if I'm just

gonna sell off when it shoots up on

Tuesday. Have I bought crypto

yet? Yeah, I got 500 Bitcoin, I got 300

Ethereum today. I've got $500 left over.

I'm not sure what to do with it.

I think I'm gonna sell on Tuesday.

I don't know, I could make maybe

$2,000 on Tuesday if I sell. If I

don't sell, it's gonna shoot up, but it's

gonna come back down, and then who knows.

What would happen? People saying it's

going to be $70 at the end of the year,

so I should wait and be patient. But what

if it doesn't? What if it crashes?

It's just, I don't know. People are saying

you should hold it until next year because

next year it's going to be worth way more.

But if I don't cash out and it just drops

dead, then I could

lose a couple thousand, $4,000 maybe.

Decisions. Do I want to be greedy, or do I

want to take the risk?

I kind of need the money though, because

my channel's dying.

At this rate, um,

I'm only going to be making slightly more

than what I need for rent and stuff,

so I need the extra boost in income from

the stocks.

Oh, I got my first dividends as well,

which is exciting. I got, uh,

$44 from my oil pipeline company

in dividends and I got 91p from Apple.

So that was kind of encouraging. It's

funny. They just gave me money for doing

nothing. I just invested in them for about

a couple of weeks and they just sent me

money. Look here,

I got Enterprise Products dividend £32,

and then I got Apple dividend 91p.

Look, I put 3,700 into Tesla.

Sell, sell, sell, sell. Bye, bye, bye,

bye, bye, bye, bye.

So it's nice to make my first dividend

but you need to put in so much money.

I put in £2,000 into Enterprise Products

and they're only going to pay me £30 4

times a year. So it's, um,

£120, is it?

No, I only got £30 because at the time I

had less, but after that I bought more

shares. So next time they should pay me

more than £30. They should pay me maybe

£50. So they're going to pay me £50,

around £50, 4 times a year.

Pretty good.

And that's with only about £2,000

It's just kind of risky because it's the

oil industry, and who knows what's

going to happen with the oil industry.

Need to find some safer dividends, but

then when it's safer, they'll pay you less

because it's less risk. If it's riskier,

then they usually pay higher dividends.

I'm also, uh, I'm getting fed up with

OnlyFans. I think I'm gonna let my

OnlyFans die soon because I just, I cannot

be bothered to make any more videos

wanking. It's really hard. I just

find it difficult to do it now.

I don't know what else to do for OnlyFans.

It's just kind of boring.

I could get toys, but then that's just

one— that would just be one video. Then

what do I do afterwards? I don't really

want a toy.

I could take some sexy photos maybe,

but I feel like people are going to get

bored with it as well.

Uh, well, I made £15,000 off OnlyFans, so

I guess it's pretty good.

I just, I don't enjoy making sexual

content. It was kind of fun in

the beginning, but like with everything,

it just gets boring and then it becomes a

hassle.

I guess I could leak my ex's nudes, maybe

leak some fangirls' nudes,

and then just pretend I got it off Google.

No, that's not nice.

You know, I made that video about the Hong

Kong woman. She messaged me afterwards

asking me to take it down.

You think these people will have

disappeared when actually they haven't,

and they come crawling back asking you not

to talk about them.

I thought OnlyFans would be more

interesting to do because I could do

anything I wanted. I didn't have to worry

about getting banned. But it turns out

when there's only about 100 people

watching, it's kind of boring.

It's not the same as just being able to

put it on YouTube where thousands could

watch.

I would love it if I could just show my

dick on YouTube. That'd be more fun.

There are programs on YouTube where people

show their dicks, like that English show.

What's it called? Uh,

I forgot the name, but there's a show in

England where they all get naked And then

there's 4 girls, and then there's a guy,

and then the guy has to choose which girl

he likes. And then they're all naked for

some reason so they can see each other's

bodies, and then he can choose which one

he likes the most.

And they've got a YouTube channel and they

just zoom in on the guy's dick all the

Do do do do do do do do do

do do do do.

If I could do anything I wanted to on

YouTube, what would I do?

Not sure. Maybe I'd

be more offensive and make fun

of people's looks more, maybe.

I think I've kind of grown out of the

whole cringy thing I had going,

you know, a few years ago when I talk

about sex in the cringiest ways. I, I feel

like I've kind of grown out of that. If I

did it now, it would not be natural. It

would be kind of like forcing it.

Because I watch those older videos back

now and I think to myself,

wow, I was actually being serious then. I

wasn't trying to be cringy. I was

being genuine and just talking about

sexual things. But now I look back at it,

it's just, I sounded so stupid.

But I guess people found it funny.

I just— I don't really feel that

interested in talking about sex.

Anymore. I feel like I've done it too

much. Burned out.

Is it burnt out or burned out?

Maybe I am less horny now.

I think I got married too young. That was

the problem. I was at my peak horniness.

I was in Japan. I had fangirls throwing

themselves at me. I was just bored all

day long thinking about sex. I feel like

I've kind of chilled out a bit since then.

I still watch porn and I still jerk off,

but I don't feel like

I'm so obsessed with it like I used to be.

Sometimes I go to bed and I go to sleep

without even jerking off. Can you believe

that?

Getting old. I should have started my

YouTube channel earlier when I was younger

because I've transitioned into,

um, how would you describe it?

I guess most of you caught me at the end

of my 20s and

watched me transition into my early 30s.

If you caught me when I was in my early

20s, then I would have been much more

energetic and weird and cringy, I guess.

And I would have been like that for

Oh, I should have started

YouTube when I was younger. Imagine if I

started it when I was 20, the first time I

went to Japan, when everything was brand

new for me and I was having all these

experiences.

I missed all the best adventures I had

because I was doing all that before

YouTube, before I was doing YouTube.

I started vlogging in 2015.

Yeah, when me and the Korean woman went to

Norway and Paris, I was making vlogs, but

I deleted most of them. There's still a

few left, but I set them to private

because it's really embarrassing. You can

hear me speaking really bad Korean and I

sound like a woman. I sound really gay.

Yeah, 2015, I think that was the earliest

when I started vlogging. I vlogged my

daily life in Korea in 2016.

But I was still trying to be normal back

then. I was trying to be a normal,

likable vlogger. It wasn't until 2017

when I embraced the weirdness, I guess.

Sorry, but I guess I'm just not as weird

as I used to be. I became pretty

normal, but that's what happens when you

grow up.

You become less of a weirdo, maybe.

Now I'm, I'm just Some boring guy who's

into the stock market. I never— oh my God,

I never imagined I'd become that person.

I always heard about people who would talk

about the stock market. You know, when I

found out Leafy had gotten into the stock

market and that's what he's been doing, I

kind of felt disappointed. I felt like,

that's so boring. He used to be a famous

YouTuber with 4 million subscribers.

And then he quit that to do stock market

stuff. I thought that was so lame,

but when you get into it, you get hooked.

It is like gambling, I guess. It's like an

But for anyone else who's not into it,

it's pretty boring to listen to. Someone

going on and on about the stock market.

At least if I'm going on and on about sex,

everyone can relate to sex.

And almost all of the YouTubers I watch

now are stock market YouTubers.

I watch this black guy called Chris Sain.

I quite like him.

And he tells you about stocks that he

thinks you should invest in and does

updates on stuff like NIO.

I watched that Meet Kevin guy as well.

His video quality is crazy.

It's so good. When he does a livestream,

he gets like 10,000 viewers. Crazy

numbers. And he does stuff about politics,

news, stocks.

Who else do I watch? Just a

bunch of random stock market people, I

guess.

I feel like I grew out of that phase of

being a fan of a YouTuber. I used to be a

fan of people like Colossal Is Crazy or

TotalBiscuit.

Well, that's what happens when you get

older. You change. You change.

You change in unexpected ways.

So I need to decide, do I want to buy an

iPhone 12 or gaming laptop?

Why don't I show my face in videos

anymore? Because I keep getting pimples.

And it's just stressful. It's just a lot

easier to make a video if I

don't show my face. Keep getting pimples

and then my hair keeps looking bad and

I have to think about stuff like lighting

so I look good. It's just a lot of stress.

Yeah, even with the beauty filter, you can

still see the pimple,

and it just makes me not want to make a

video if I have to show my face and

I'm not looking good and I don't feel good

about myself.

And I don't feel like it makes a massive

difference with the views.

Oh, thank you, Underground Cat. Stress

causes hair loss. I haven't really

experienced much hair loss.

My hair is still good,

but the pimples have been pretty bad

recently. I got this massive one on my

chin and there were like 4 tiny pimples

all in the same coming out of the same

area, and they formed into one massive

mega pimple. And I squeezed it and it all

popped out of 4 holes, white oozing pus.

Disgusting.

I had this big one next to my ear as well,

and Mira popped it by poking a needle into

it and then squeezing, and then it

exploded like an eruption of pus.

It was so painful. She poked this sharp

needle thing into my skin and

squeezed it, and it literally exploded

out. It was so gross.

I could feel it bursting out of my face

like some kind of alien was in there.

But it was so deep down, I wanted to wait

for it to heal, but it had been weeks and

it was just like a lump getting dark, a

dark lump, and it was not getting any

smaller. So she said it's best

if we pierced it and popped it.

Uh, why am I 31? I'm still getting

pimples.

I have exfoliator. And I use moisturizer.

I actually still have the same moisturizer

I bought in Germany last year.

Maybe if you have a good memory, you'll

remember it. It was in the video I was in

the hotel after the German girl rejected

me in the hotel, and I was complaining

about looking for sandwiches, and I got

this cream. I still have it. I'm still

using it a year later. Fuchte Keats

scream. So long.

Last year's Germany trip was wild, wasn't

it? See, back then drama happened too.

It just kind of sucks because I couldn't

talk about anything that was happening in

this year's German trip.

Things, interesting things did happen,

but I had to keep it a secret.

Really frustrating.

I only talked to some people on Instagram

privately about it.

So I went to Germany And

Mila came to Germany, and then we traveled

around Germany together. That was it,

really.

But I couldn't, I couldn't talk about it.

I had to make up some rubbish that I was

in Germany working in a sandwich factory.

That was the best lie I could come up

The German girl who tried to open the

window. Yeah, she was crazy.

Weird person.

Who does that? Goes to someone's hotel

room. If she didn't like me or she wasn't

interested, why did she come to the hotel

room then? I thought we were definitely

gonna have sex.

She was kind of like having a panic attack

when she came into the hotel room.

I thought we would just go in there and

then have sex, but she, she started acting

really weirdly. I don't know how to

describe it.

I sat on the bed and then she sat on the

chair, and I asked her if she wanted to

come over to the bed and And she said no.

And then she was just on her phone the

whole time texting. So I thought, well, I

better not disturb her then if she's busy.

So I went on my phone and I was checking

my YouTube stuff.

And then her ex-boyfriend started ringing

her up and then she was like arguing with

him. And then she said she wanted to go

outside to take the phone call and then

She never came back. She messaged me

saying, sorry, but I don't think I'll be

coming back to the room. So irritating.

I was so annoyed and disappointed.

I went all that way, I had all these

expectations,

and nothing happened.

And I wasted so much money on hotels

there. And then I started chatting to the

Essex girl, and that was really nice. We

would talk on the phone for hours and

hours every day. She really

helped me. I was feeling really lonely in

Germany last year, and it was nice of her

to care. I felt like no one cared about

me. But she did.

I'm not sure why I didn't meet her again.

I just went back to Japan so quickly. I

think it's because I got impatient. She

was always busy and she could only meet

like once a month, and then she said the

next time we can meet was next month.

And I thought if I waited too long,

Chihiro's gonna find someone new and I'll

miss my window of opportunity to go back

to Japan. And I thought, hmm,

maybe I should just go back.

Tell the story of the window girl.

Who? Who's the window girl?

Do you think I made a mistake getting

divorced? Sometimes I think about it. Was

it the best decision? I was pretty unhappy

back then as well though. I guess I'm also

unhappy now, but in different ways because

of different reasons.

Everyone was saying the channel was boring

because of Chihiro and they wanted new

adventures. I can never please

them, can I?

The German one who opened the window.

Yeah, that was her. She was trying to

open the window and she said she wanted to

jump out or something. She was probably

joking.

The problem with Chihiro is I could see

her aging, and I just felt less and less

attracted to her.

And I felt like there was too much of a

difference between the way we looked,

too much of a gap, too much of an age gap.

If she was 10 years younger, maybe I,

I wouldn't have left her.

Or if I was 10 years older, then I

wouldn't have left her. That's superficial

of you. Yeah, well,

it's all well and good to say

personality is the most important thing,

but at the end of the day, if you think If

you don't feel attracted to them, then it

doesn't matter how amazing their

personality is. It doesn't really make

a difference.

Your stories always crack me up. Well,

I'm glad they entertain some people.

Maybe I could retell some of these stories

from last year as in like

a storytime style instead of a real-time

vlog style, which was how I told the

stories back then. Yeah,

why aren't I doing this? This is how my

videos started off. They were basically

storytime videos of stuff that happened in

the past. I could do it as— what

could I do the title as? How I Got

Rejected in a

Hotel Room or something. Could retell the

Well, I could retell the Turkish girl

story and then make up

some extra details like she kept punching

me in my sleep. You know, to troll people

more, because people got really triggered

over the Turkish girl thing. I lost over

1,000 subscribers.

What about new adventures?

Um.

I think I've already had the adventure.

It was the reconciliation with Mida.

It's happened, it's over, and I didn't

really talk about it because I didn't want

to ruin things or risk things, jeopardize

things.

Retell the Victoria story? Nah, that's

awkward because I saw her at my dad's

funeral. And I felt really embarrassed.

I made these really cringy videos ranting

about her and her sister, and I called her

bitch Toria. And then I saw her at my

dad's funeral the next year, and her

parents came over to my house after my dad

died, and her mum

said, how are you, Daniel? But she sounded

displeased, the tone of her voice. But

she's never been very friendly to me

anyway, and her dad never talked to me

They probably think I'm a weirdo.

Would I stay in the Netherlands

permanently? I don't know.

I'm already getting a bit fed up with it.

It's just so expensive,

and the only place affordable that I can

find is in these horrible neighborhoods.

In South Rotterdam.

But I don't know where I want to go next

in Europe. I don't want to go east

because Russia kind of scares me. I don't

want to get closer to Russia. I don't want

to go south because I don't want to get

closer to Africa.

I don't want to go north because it seems

kind of cold.

I don't know where to go.

Everywhere in Europe just seems like it's

full of beggars and scammers and shady

people and immigrants and refugees and

extremists. Europe just doesn't seem

safe anymore.

Asia's weird as well.

Thailand is weird. They've got that kind

of dictatorship monarchy where they lock

people up in jail. If they insult their

dogs, didn't some Thai guy get arrested,

put in jail because he insulted the king's

dog on Facebook?

Thailand's weird country. Philippines is

even weirder. They've got that Duterte

president guy who's complete psycho.

Vietnam's weird. I wouldn't

go to any of those Southeast Asian

countries. All seem weird.

Half of them all Muslim as well, like

Malaysia. I don't want to go to a Muslim

country. Doesn't leave me with a lot of

options when it comes to countries. Oh,

weird. Hong Kong is going

to get taken over by China. It's not very

safe there. I don't know if the protest's

still going on.

You can get a visa for Portugal.

Mila seemed interested in Portugal.

The world is harsh. I feel your pain.

Yeah, it's just So difficult finding a

country that isn't weird.

Why can't there just be a normal country

without silly religions or

without crazy people?

I feel like in all of the craziness,

Japan is a safe little bubble.

The only problem Japan has is, um,

natural disasters, earthquakes.

Tsunamis.

Portugal looks pretty cheap. Spain is

pretty cheap as well.

Did you know the Spanish controlled the

Netherlands for about 6 years in the

1500s? I didn't know that.

And then the Dutch rebelled against the

Spanish and then kicked them out.

Most countries aren't as bad as people

say. I guess so.

What about Russia? Do you think Russia is

safe? Russia looks scary as well.

Oh yeah, did I tell you about the Russian

girl? Remember when I was in Korea, there

was this Russian girl who was messaging me

saying that she would come to Korea to

stay with me, and I nearly said

yes,

but I didn't want another situation where

I was stuck with a girl that I didn't

really like after what happened with the

Turkish girl. So I ended up saying no.

Can you believe that? I turned down free

sex. I said to her,

I'm a bit worried that another Turkish

girl situation would happen and it

would be awkward and I would probably want

sex straight away as soon as I see you.

And she was— she said she's a grown-up and

she's mature, not like the Turkish girl,

and she kind of expected that I would want

sex, but I still said no. Can you believe

that?

The US is only scary in a few spots.

Yeah, I suppose so. But on the news and

the media, all they show are the crazy

bits, so that's my image of America.

And she also said I could come and stay

with her in Saint Petersburg, but I ended

up going back to England. I don't know, I

just didn't really find her very

attractive. I looked at pictures and I

thought she kind of looks like me. But

whiter and wearing a wig.

I'm pretty sure she doesn't watch anymore.

She got a bit annoyed with me because I

never asked her anything. She said, if

you're not going to show interest in me,

then I don't think it's going to work

between us. And I said, sorry, I just

don't really know what to say. I already

asked you the basics, like what do you do

for a living, what's your favorite food,

After that, I just don't know what to talk

about. I mean, people are people.

What do I need to know about someone? I

know enough. When I feel like I know

enough, then I'm not going to start asking

you random stuff. If you want to tell me,

then just tell me. It's fine.

But I did think about it. I thought about

going to Russia, but I don't know,

it's just really awkward when you're

living with someone that you don't really

like that much. And then

after sex, I just kind of want to do my

own thing, you know? I want to play games

and stream.

And that's why the Turkish girl got so

angry with me, because after we had sex,

I would just play Rainbow Six and

completely ignore her. And I guess that

sounds bad, but I just— I didn't know what