I shared nude videos with a fan of mine

So, um, sometime last year during October,

back when my channel was very teeny tiny—

I didn't even have 400 subscribers back

then— some person donated $10 to me on

Patreon. So I was very grateful about

that, so I sent them a thank you message

saying that, um, I said, thanks for your

$10, but I don't have any rewards to offer

you. I hope that's okay. And they replied

with, that's fine, but it would be nice if

I could get your Skype username and we

could be friends on Skype. So I said,

okay, why not? So I told this person my

Skype name and they added me to friends on

Skype, and it turns out that person was a

girl. I was really happy about this

because I love it when I get attention

from the ladies. So we started talking for

a few days, and it turns out she was this

girl from Texas, USA. She sent me her

photo and she had blonde hair, blue eyes,

you know, typical white girl. I don't

think she watches my channel anymore, so I

think it's okay to make this video. So at

first our conversations were pretty pretty

normal, you know, the usual conversations

that people have. And then after a few

days, our conversations started to get

very sexual and dirty and kind of

perverted. It was kind of a strange

experience for me because usually I don't

have much interest in white girls, but I

did find her strangely attractive in some

way. And then one day I got home from work

and I checked my Skype and it said that

she had sent me a photo. So I was like,

what's this photo? So I pressed on the

photo and I started downloading it, and it

was a picture of her sitting on the floor

in front of her mirror taking a photo of

herself, and she was completely naked.

Completely naked. You could see

everything. It was amazing. And I think it

was the first time I had ever seen a naked

white girl outside of porn, like an actual

girl naked that's white.

Now, since all of my past relationships

have been with Asian women, I'm not really

used to the naked body of a female

Caucasian, so Her nakedness really

fascinated me. It was really strange,

like things were slightly different. For

example, the color of her nipples were

pink instead of brown. And I said to her,

that's a really nice photo, I'm glad you

sent it to me. And I asked for more and

she said okay, and she sent me more. And

she was very curious to see what my

genitals look like, so she asked me, can I

see a picture of your penis? And I said

okay, since you were very kind to send me

a naked picture of you, it's only fair For

me to send me a picture of fucking hell.

I hate English, and she was very curious

to see what my genitals look like. So she

said, "Where's my hentai picture? Come

back!" Bloody hell, screensaver.

And yeah, so she wanted to see a picture

of my penis. So I said, "Okay, since you

were very kind to send me a naked picture

of you, it's only fair that I send you a

picture of me." So I sent her a picture of

my penis, which was. A first-time

experience for me. And she also asked me

how long it was, which is funny because

recently I've been getting asked that

question quite a lot. And I haven't

actually measured my penis with a tape

measure or ruler because that's kind of

strange, but I did measure it with my

phone. So, um, if you look up the

specifications for an LG G5 and you take

the length of that and then you add maybe

1 centimeter, then that's how long my

penis is when fully erect. Wow, this

YouTube channel has taken a strange turn

recently. Anyway, we exchanged a lot of

nude photos like this, but it didn't just

stop at photos. Oh no, we did more than

just steal images. So one day I got home

from work and I opened Skype and it said

there was a video file waiting there. So I

was like, wow, what's this video? And I

clicked it and I downloaded it and I

opened it and it was a video of her

pleasuring herself. And when I watched it,

it was really arousing. Now, I watch a lot

of porn, so I'm pretty used to that kind

of stuff, but when one person makes a

special video just for you, it's 100 times

more exciting than watching regular porn

because it feels more personal. It feels

like it's made just for me, and it felt

more intimate. Anyway, she sent me several

videos of her pleasuring herself in

different areas of her house, and she

actually asked me if I could send her a

video of me doing the same thing. And you

You know what I'm like, guys. I'm a

gentleman. I believe in give and take. If

someone does something for you, I believe

that you should return the favor and do

something for them. So I said, okay, I'll

send you a video. I haven't done this

before, so give me a few minutes so I can

figure out how to do this. At the time, I

was on a family trip to Bournemouth. I

actually made vlogs when I was there,

which I had privated, but I've set it back

to public, so I'll link those videos at

the end of this video. Anyway, I was at

Bournemouth with my family and we were

staying in hotels and I was in

a hotel room all by myself. And for me,

there's nothing more depressing than

having to stay in a hotel room by

yourself. And I believe that staying at a

hotel should only be done when you're with

your partner. It should be a place of

excitement, of passion. When you stay at a

hotel with your partner, you get to make

love in a new location, in an unknown

room, in an unknown bed that potentially

hundreds of other people have slept in

before. And there's something about that

that I find extremely exciting and

arousing. And when you have to stay in a

hotel room by yourself, it just feels so

lonely and depressing. So I was in this

hotel room all by myself, feeling pretty

lonely, feeling pretty depressed, and this

Texan girl was sending me these really

sexually explicit videos of herself

pleasuring herself. And she was asking me,

she was requesting me to send her videos

of me doing the same thing. So I thought

to myself, why not? I'm all by myself,

I'm feeling pretty lonely, I'm feeling

pretty aroused right now. So I sent her

some videos of me doing, I think, you know

what. I don't even know if those videos

still exist or not. Hopefully she deleted

them. Hopefully she didn't upload them to

some kind of strange website, because it

would be kind of embarrassing if those

videos were found and someone leaked them.

Because, you know, I have a nice

family-friendly, clean YouTube channel,

and it would be terrible if my

family-friendly, squeaky-clean reputation

got ruined like that. I don't even know if

you could tell if it was me or not if you

saw the video, because I don't know, I was

wearing my stripy shorts at the time, and

I think most of you have seen my stripy

shorts. If not, you can find them in a

previous video. I'm not showing you them

now. No. I really enjoyed the experience.

It was something new I had never— never.

I really enjoyed the experience. It was

something new I had never— never. I can't

say the fucking word never properly.

I really enjoyed the experience. It was

something I had never done before, and it

was kind of exciting. I went back home

after our family vacation, and we spoke

for a few more months. I think the last

time I spoke to her was in December, and

she just suddenly disappeared. She stopped

replying to me, and she deleted her pledge

on Patreon. I'm not sure why. Maybe I said

something in a video that made her upset,

and she decided not to watch me anymore.

I was really disappointed about this

because I did start to feel like I really

liked her, not just like in a sexual way,

but in like a romantic way. I'm not sure

if she was ever interested in having a

relationship, being in a relationship with

me. I'm not sure. I don't really have any

interest in going to America ever, so she

would have had to come to the UK. I

wouldn't have gone all the way to Texas.

I'm not gonna fly halfway across the

world, all the way to America, all the way

to Texas just for a girl. What kind of

loser flies flies halfway across the world

just to see a girl and have sex. Not me.

Not me.

I'm pretty sure it wasn't just a guy

sending me videos that he got online and

pictures that he got online trying to

trick me to send him nude videos of me,

because she also sent me non-sexual

videos, just like talking to me and saying

my name. So, so all of you who are saying

it's some fat guy in Alabama trying to

scam you, I'm pretty sure it wasn't some

fat guy trying to trick me. So if you're a

guy, don't try tricking me into sending

you nude pics by posing as a girl. I'm not

really into sending guys nude pics of

myself, but if you're a girl and if I was

single, then I wouldn't mind. The thing

is, I have a girlfriend right now, and I

don't feel like it's right to be sending

other girls nude pics of myself when I

have a girlfriend. It kind of feels like

I'm cheating on her, and I would never

cheat on my girlfriend. That's just wrong.

That's something I would never do.