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Hello?

Anyone there?

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You were in Seoul when I was in Seoul.

Now you're in Bangkok while I'm going to

school here. I hope I never run into you.

What?

Hope I never run into you too.

Likewise. Oh God, this guy again. What's

up with the mean comments today? Not very

nice. I just

had cereal and then fell asleep and then

woke up. So I'm pretty,

I don't know, like low energy.

Not my usual high-energy,

energetic self.

Why is your camera so blurry? I don't

know, is it out of focus maybe?

Is that better?

Hmm, should I buy a new webcam for my dead

YouTube channel? I buy 31

students. Whoops. Whoops.

Oops, I don't know, why is it kind of

rubbish looking? It's not usually this

rubbish looking.

Oh well, or whatever.

Do you like it green, or should I put it

back to normal?

If you're watching me on Kick, I'm also

live on YouTube, by the way.

Return to natural colors,

but I like being green.

Whoops, what happened?

Why did it go black?

I press copy filters. What does that do?

Edit filters,

color correction.

Oh wow, thanks.

I— you— I don't know, my girlfriend gets

me like mild shampoo

for children because I don't know, maybe

she's right, but she thinks normal shampoo

is giving me a hand rash, so she gets me

this children's shampoo.

I've got 2 Texas speeches now.

Oh wow, thanks Uncat for the member.

Uh, you get— I have uploaded a new video

that I made. Oh my God, I forgot to change

that music.

So stupid music. I forgot to

change the sound effect. I added a new

video to members only. It was from

Malaysia last year. I made a vlog in

Malaysia last year, but I thought it was

too boring to upload. But I set it to

members only.

Um, what was I doing? Oh yeah, natural

colors hue shift.

Oh wow, this is natural. It's kind of

weird seeing myself natural again.

Where's true natural?

I think this is like true natural.

Actually, probably 0 is true natural,

this one. But it makes my nose area look

so red. This one looks too

I don't know, am I this yellow or am I

Whoa,

I think I'm like this. This is like more

realistic. Happy your girlfriend

knows about your channel. She went to

work, that's why I'm streaming. I wouldn't

stream if she was here.

I went to the dentist today. Day and they,

they cleaned out all my plaque. Now it

feels weird. I used to— I get loads

of plaque buildup around the back

of my bottom teeth and it looks gross and

it makes— it basically fills in all my

gaps with plaque so it's like a smooth

flat surface when it shouldn't be. So now

it's all bumpy and I can feel the gaps

with my tongue. And I've been rubbing my

tongue against it for hours because it

feels weird. Now my tongue hurts. The tip

of my tongue is all sore now, so I keep

rubbing on my teeth. It feels weird. I've

got these gaps that I didn't usually used

to be able to feel. Now I can feel the

Oh, I got a filling as well. Actually,

when I went to the dentist in Maidstone

before I went to Germany in 2020, they

told me I needed fillings, but I didn't

get them because then I went to the

dentist again in Rotterdam. They said I

didn't need fillings. Then I went to the

dentist today and they said I needed

fillings on this tooth here. So I said,

okay, give me the damn fillings then.

So I got the fillings and I thought it was

going to be like a shiny metal and I'd

look stupid, but they gave me

normal-looking fillings. Yeah,

you can't see it, it's tooth-colored.

Usually in the UK they charge you extra to

get normal-colored fillings, otherwise

they just give you metal and it looks

weird.

It cost me 2,500 baht.

I don't know if that's cheap. Let me

check. It's like $71.

Oh my God.

Pounds, £55.

I swear when I went to the dentist in the

UK— stop doing that! What happened to

Sully? Stop subbing and then unsubbing and

then subbing. When I went to the dentist

in the UK, I swear it cost like £100 or

more. I forgot now. I went to the dentist

in the UK and I just did a,

I just did a checkup and I think

cleaning. And it was like £150.

I forgot now. I guess £50 is quite cheap

for cleaning and the fill— who keeps

subbing?

What's going on?

Who are these people subbing to me? Oh my

God, my channel's blowing up! Famous

again! Oh my God,

200K subs, let's go!

Blowing up, guys! Shut up,

Russell Brand, I don't care.

Russell Brand keeps going on and on about

spirituality like he thinks it's such a

Oh my god, my channel's blowing up now.

10k subs in a day.

Imagine if I had that notification alert

on going on when my channel was actually

blowing up. That would have been insane.

Remember back in March 2018? I think I got

like 10k subs in a day. No, it was like

20K subs in 2 days when the No Friends

video went viral. It was crazy.

I went to bed, I had— I think I went to

bed and I had 6K subs and I woke up the

next day and I had like 18K. And then I

went to bed, woke up next day, 18K to like

40K. So crazy those times.

Felt like it was Christmas. Like you wake

up and this amazing thing was happening.

It was so exciting.

Probably the best day of my life. The

PewDiePie video flopped, got like 5K

views. Well, the problem is

that only works once. Like, you crap on a

YouTuber when the fans don't know who you

are and you'll get big views. Like, my

Chris Broad video did really well, got

like 300K views, but then they probably

blocked my channel. So the second time I

did it, it didn't work because they knew

who I was and they weren't interested.

You can only cry wolf once, and then the

second time you do it will have like 95%

less, um, success or

effects. Crap on different YouTubers. So

I've been doing, but I'm kind of running

out. I've crapped on basically everyone

now. Maybe Texan in Tokyo, since they

came back, could crap on them again. I

already crapped on them the first time

back in 2018.

What do I do when I run out of people to

crap on? I've got another 2 YouTube

channels that I could— I don't know, I've

got one has 600 subs, but I need 1,000

subs to monetize it. I don't think I have

400 viewers left who would help me get to

1,000. It's called Drawing in My Room.

And then I've got another one, has about

40 subs. It's kind of annoying, you know.

When I was at my peak, I should have

really tried harder to promote my other

channels to get them monetized whilst I

had a big audience, because then I could

have used the channels to bait more

people. Because I've only got 2 channels

now that are monetized, and I

don't know if like this— the second

channel is becoming less effective because

more and more people are blocking it.

I might try post a video on like one of

these unmonetized secret channels where

they don't know who I am yet. They think

they can block me, I'll just get back in

the recommendation feed. On another

channel. You think that's

the last you hear from me?

Oh no, I'll just target another thing

you're interested in, get back in your

feed.

The reason why I changed the name of the

channel was because I'm scared, because

that Expert Review Zone channel has gone

viral a lot. I'm scared people would

recognize the channel, then not click on

it. So I changed name, changed picture.

I think the comment section is a problem

as well because a lot of people are

pointing out in the comments that it's

like a troll video, and then people seeing

that and then clicking off the video. So

I'm gonna have to— I'm not— I don't want

to turn off the comments, but I want to

have it moderated. So anyone trying to say

that it's a troll video the comment

doesn't get through and it needs to be

approved by me. So my new tactic is,

because Armored Core 6 is coming out in a

few days, I already have the video made

and on the channel ready to go.

See, I'm ahead of the game. I got the

channel ready to go— I mean, the video

ready to go just before it launches. It's

already made, got the thumbnail looking

good, but this time I'm gonna have the

comments held for review. So any of those

little stupid idiots trying

to expose me— also,

I made sure to pronounce things properly

because I think mispronouncing things

makes them think it's a troll video for

some reason. It's like if I say Diablo,

they'll say, oh, when I heard him say

Diablo, I clicked off instantly. It's such

stupid things to say. Oh no, native

English speaker doesn't know how to

pronounce a Spanish word. But maybe

because I'm not Spanish, duh.

We all say baguette in Paris. No one says,

oh, you didn't pronounce this French word

properly. In English,

Diablo is pronounced Diablo in every form

of the spelling, like diabolical.

Diaphragm, diagram, diagonal, Diablo.

Obviously it makes sense for it to be

pronounced Diablo, but because a lot of

American states have heavy Spanish

influence, they know how Spanish words are

pronounced in Spanish, so they get all

butthurt over it. Oh, it is pronounced

Diablo. As if I care.

Uh, sorry, I haven't been reading the Kick

chat.

Um, yeah, Ice— stupid flight— Ice Poseidon

is in Japan right now and he's trying to

stream, but he keeps— the police keeps

getting phoned on him, so he had to turn

off his stream, which I find pretty funny.

Like, he just escaped Thailand and he's

trying to stream for the first time in

Japan, and he's constantly having the

police come after him. I don't know what

for. I think for being loud. And also

Japan is getting stricter with all this

filming. You notice people like Chris

Broad and Connor are now blurring out

everyone's face in the background of the

videos, but obviously with live streams

you can't blur it out because it's live.

So there's like a big problem where even

the television companies in Japan can't

just go around filming people's faces.

They need to blur everything out or get

formal permission. But obviously Ice is

not getting permission, so I don't

know about the future of livestreaming in

Japan because they're getting very strict

Don't know how you can livestream whilst

following the rules because, well, the

thing is most people were wearing face

masks anyway. So I don't see why you have

to blur out the face. But on Connor's

video, they were blurring out everyone's

face even if they're wearing a mask. So

it's kind of silly. If you don't want to

be on camera, I guess just wear face

masks.

It's weird, my teeth have all gaps in

between them now because I got my plaque

removed today at the dentist.

I can't stop rubbing my tongue against it.

My tongue's getting all scratched up now.

It feels so weird. I got a big gap

now. It looks so clean as well. Hated it.

I looked in the mirror and I looked down

and it was all yellow, like this yellow

stuff stuck to the edges. Now it's all

gone. It looks great. And they polished it

with fluoride. Oh, they also said

I should get my wisdom tooth extracted

because it's like coming out at an angle.

And I would love to get it extracted

because I keep getting food stuck in it

and it's hard to clean it and it smells

bad. I try really hard with these picks to

like dig out the stuff, but it's so hard

to clean, like get around the back. I

would love to just yank the damn thing out

and see what's stuck up there. But I'm

scared. I've seen people get wisdom tooth

extractions and they, the whole face gets

blown up because of the, I don't know,

like it's inflamed and it swells up and

then they can't eat for a few days and

they have to take, what is it?

Painkilling, pain numbing, pain numbing.

Thingamajig anti-anesthesia.

I don't know, just doesn't look fun.

I'd rather not do it. Oh wow,

thanks for the follow on Kick if you're

watching on Kick. I am done with IRL.

IRL is boring and costs too much money.

IRL is a waste of time because you go out

and then you make some money, but then you

end up spending it all on drinks and food

and activities. Like, you do an activity,

it will cost you money to do, and then you

get all thirsty and hungry. I made like

$60 last IRL, and then I think

I just spent it all on the food and the

So you don't even make any money, and then

you got Well, it's unlikely to happen to

me, but you got the risk of getting in

trouble. I'm so glad I don't have Ice's

viewers. They don't even let him stream,

they keep calling the police.

Although him getting followed by the

police and stuff is actually more

interesting than most of what happens

anyway. I mean, him getting Questioned

by the police is more interesting than

watching him gamble. Gambling is so

boring. Why would you want to just watch

him sit there, see a thing spinning on a

Last time I went to the dentist was 2020

in Rotterdam, and they

gave me some cleaning. Said I had— marry

me, day. Oh wow, thanks Rosetta Stone.

Okay, you can be my second or third wife.

Wow, for 15 shekels, sounds like

a great deal. What do

you think about Kimberly? I think she's a

bit weird. I don't know, she gave me

this weird feeling when I met her,

like she's not all there, like there's

something strange going on mentally. But

she seems nice, I guess.

But she doesn't seem very sharp, you know.

I said he'll stop streaming in Japan.

Really? It's kind of weird he's getting

swatted so much. Because it— well,

it happened a few times last year,

but it seems to be happening more now. I

think that Johnny Somali didn't really

help things.

Like, there's this whole Japan Twitter

thing. I think there's a lot of Japan hate

watchers now, actual Japanese people who

have become aware of IRL streaming because

of idiots like Johnny Somali. And now

they're pissed. They're like, oh, stupid

Americans thinking they can do what they

want in our country. It's probably like a

lot more hate— Japanese hate watchers

watching now compared to last year.

Last year, I reckon no Japanese people

knew who Ice was or who these streamers

were, so I don't know.

That's kind of— I mean, it sucks for Ice

because what's he gonna do when he streams

in America? He gets constantly swatted.

Now Japan. Japan was supposed to be a safe

haven where you didn't get swatted.

Oh, thanks, Kanwa. What is that

sign? 20-something.

I feel kind of like relieved

in a way that I didn't become part of all

that toxicity. After meeting Ice and

hanging out at the hotel talking to Sam

Pepper, it's made me feel like, damn,

they are really a toxic bunch. It's not

just them though, it's like the entire

viewership, the entire community around

them is so toxic. Jeez, I thought my

community used to be toxic. My old

community that was just hating on me all

the time were nothing compared to Ice's

community. Now that level of toxicity is

just— I can't imagine what it does to your

mental health. Like, I felt so crap after

that whole Deepak situation happened, and

I was on the receiving end of— on— I was

on the receiving end of of all of that

hatred, and it didn't feel good. And I'm

used— and that's kind of weird coming from

me because I'm used to getting a lot of

hate. Like, I got loads of hate back in

2018-19, and I monetized the hell out of

it, but it was kind of tame in comparison

to Ice's community, what they do on a

daily basis. It's such a toxic

community. It's doesn't feel good. I don't

like it. Kind of glad they— I'm actually

kind of glad they didn't find me

interesting and they didn't stick around,

because I don't think I would want them as

viewers.

I think me being boring, like, me being

boring is such a great filter.

It's like a filter, isn't it? I luckily

filter out all those toxic people because

they find me boring, which is actually a

good thing. I'm happy to be boring. Don't

watch me. I'm just going to sit in my

house and chat and ramble and talk shit.

You can just like, don't watch me because

I don't want that viewership.

I was streaming in Japan all of April and

I didn't get swatted once, and I only got

like 100 viewers, but I didn't get swatted

once, so I'm happy with that.

Now that they've all left Thailand, I feel

a bit relieved that they're not around

causing trouble.

How can you act as a victim by dissing

Deepak's dead mum. Because,

because it affected me in a negative way.

So obviously I'm in a, I'm a victim.

If it affects me in a negative way, then I

will feel like a victim.

And then after the dentist, we went to the

worst restaurant. I think this is probably

the worst restaurant I've ever been to.

It was so bad. It was like shabu-shabu,

but if the soup tastes like nothing.

I feel kind of bad because my girlfriend

really wanted to go there. I don't know if

she— I think she liked it because they

gave us— it was like a pot split in 2 with

2 types of soup, and one soup was just

pure chili, like pure red chili with oil.

And I took one dab, like licked it like

that. And I was choking. It was so spicy.

I couldn't eat it. It's crazy. It was just

pure chili and oil. And then the second

soup was just clear, salty, oily soup.

It just tastes like salt, like salty soup.

And then you get pork and vegetables,

cabbage, mushroom, and then just boil it

in the pot. And then you eat it with rice,

it just tastes like salty boiled pork and

vegetables and cabbage. It literally

tastes like poverty wartime famine food.

It was so bland, and they brought so much

of it, like stack upon stacks upon stacks

of these little plastic dishes with the

meat and stuff in it. And it must have

been like 15 trays of this stuff

stacked high, and I could only eat like 3

trays. And she said if you don't eat it

all, they're going to charge us extra. So

the bill was 600 baht, but she said if we

don't eat it all, it's going to be like

1,000 baht. That is so dumb. What kind

of— if, if it was all-you-can-eat buffet,

then I understand you're wasting the food

and they'll charge you more. But it wasn't

all-you-can-eat buffet. It was pay once

and you get this set amount of food that

you've ordered Now why would we have to

pay extra just because we didn't eat it?

It's so dumb. So if we ate it, then it

would have been 600 baht. But because I

didn't want to eat it, because it's just

like salty boiled stuff, I didn't want

to waste my stomach space on that, and I

was kind of full anyway. So I said,

oh, what was that?

What was that sound? Was that my stream?

I have no idea what that sound was.

Anyway, so I said, uh, whatever,

I'll just pay it and then I'm never coming

back to this restaurant ever again. They

think they can charge me more just because

I wasted some money? Then I'm never coming

back to this stupid restaurant. The food

was rubbish anyway. So we went to the cash

register to pay the 1,000 baht, and for

some reason they just charged us 600 baht,

and then we ran away. So they didn't check

our table to see if we wasted food, and

they charged us 600 baht, and then we just

legged it. Suckers.

Never going back there again. What a

pleasant surprise to see you tonight,

Daniel. What's depressing you today?

Oh, thanks, Blood Bucket. I'm feeling

pretty good actually. Don't know why.

What a pleasant surprise to see you

tonight, Daniel. What's depressing you

today? The first text-to-speech voice

sounds like she has depression. What a

pleasant surprise to see. I like this.

The Streamlabs voice is more upbeat. Now

I'm feeling okay today. I had cereal and

then I fell asleep. I had a nap. But I

feel kind of— my mind feels kind of hazy.

Yeah, we went to the restaurant. I was

scared I was gonna get charged $30 for

not eating all of my boring bland boiled

meat. It was like shabu-shabu, but you

know, at shabu-shabu at least the soup

tastes good. It's like sukiyaki soup. But

in this restaurant they just gave you pure

chili spicy hell soup. And then

the other one was like just clear, salty,

tastes like nothing soup. It was so bland.

And then the sauce, you were supposed to

put sauce on it, but the only sauce they'd

give you was like sweet chili sauce. So

it's either you eat it with this blazing

hot, melt your tongue off chili soup

broth, or you pour on cold chili sauce.

I swear to God, Thailand is obsessed with

chili. If you don't like chili, you're

gonna struggle to get good food here if

you eat at Thai restaurants, because

everything is covered in chili. It's

either covered in chili, made of chili,

or you gotta put chili sauce on it.

Where's the soy sauce? Where's the salad

dressing? Nowhere. No, they didn't even

have any soy sauce or like sesame oil. Or

like yuzu citrusy soy sauce.

Nothing, it's just sweet chili sauce. I'm

not a big fan of chili sauce or chili food

in general.

Worst meal I ever had, and I had to pay

600 baht. I could have done a whole week's

shopping with 600 baht. I could have made

better shabu-shabu myself. I would have

got pork belly and some

have got honshu and then put that as the

sauce, hondashi, and it would have tasted

100 billion times better, and it would

have only cost me like 150 baht to buy the

ingredients. This is why I hate

restaurants. The food sucks and then it's

really expensive and they play horrible

loud music and it's just banging all the

time because they're collecting plates and

stuff. But anyway,

we got away without having to pay extra

for the wasted food, which I guess is a W.

Feels weird seeing you with a regular

complexion. Yeah, decided to go back to

normal, but I might go green again if

the viewers want it. Does Kick chat show

on stream?

I don't think it does. The Kick

chat's hard to see because it's white.

No, it's only the YouTube chat.

Did you delete your Discord server? No,

I made a new one. Would you like to join?

I would like some new members because it's

kind of— my server's a bit quiet. People

join and they don't talk, so annoying.

I'll link my new Discord. Hold on,

stupid fly keeps flying around my mouth.

I just went to the dentist, don't tell me

it stinks.

Are you still gay? Yep, I'm gay.

Depressed, no friends, and autistic,

and narcissistic, and misogynistic, and a

racist, and a thief,

and kleptomaniac, and possibly

a pedo, but not pedo. I have never done

anything pedo, so you can't say

I'm a pedo.

Are you still earning $3,000 a month?

I'm barely making $1,000 a month.

Hoping Armored Core 6 will get me some

views on Friday. Fingers crossed.

100K views make me a couple hundred

dollars. All those words

get you demonetized. Oh, damn it.

No, I shouldn't have said the P

word. Recently my streams have been not

getting demonetized. The last stream got

completely monetized, didn't have to even

request a review.

Oh no, I'm gonna lose my $10 ad revenue.

I got $15 ad revenue for the last stream,

and then the stream before that, the

massage, got $7,

and then the hammer massage stream made

So I'm making like $15, $10 to $15 ad

revenue for the streams, and then I'm

making like $11 for the videos. It is

so hard now to make money. The viral

magic has gone.

Oh well, I'm sure it will

get better.

No point whining about it.

I don't know what these people are saying

to the police in Japan to get them to come

running. Now, they called the police when

he was in Korea, and the Korean police

said, we got a phone call from people

saying that you are a criminal, which is

weird. Is it illegal to be a criminal in I

don't know.

So if I go to jail and then I'm released,

am I still a criminal or am I no longer a

Your no friends video seems to be doing

well. Not really, it got 6

out of 10 on the— no, it's 7 out of 10

now. So it's doing worse than the Sam

Pepper phone call, worse than the Board of

Life and Suck at Everything, worse than

the PewDiePie video.

But I've got a good feeling about the

Armored Core 6 video. I'm gonna release it

on— well, the game comes out on Friday the

25th, so I'm gonna release it on Thailand

Friday morning, which will be America

Thursday evening, the night before it

comes out. So that's when everyone's

pretty watching YouTube content because

they can't wait to play the game the next

day. So that, that's what I did with Elden

Ring. I uploaded my review video the day

before the game came out and it got a

million views. So fingers crossed.

I'm actually gonna play it this time

though and not refund it and make like

a bunch of videos about it, cuz I missed

out on Baldur's Gate. Hopefully I don't

miss out on this one.

Would you consider doing another Elvis the

Alien video? Yeah, definitely,

if he's gonna come to Thailand. No, he

doesn't do those videos anymore. He does

movie reviews.

I was watching his videos actually a

couple days ago, his videos about me,

and I was reading the comments. And the

newest comments are funny because people

are still seeing the video and they're

saying stuff like, oh, I just found out

about this guy from his Elden Ring video,

or I just found out about this guy he made

a video about PewDiePie's baby.

So people were still finding out about me

and then seeing that Asian Onision video.

It was kind of funny watching Elvis react

to my content back then. He seemed to

really love my content back then. So did a

lot of people. I don't know why. I don't

know how my content got so boring since

then. I think I used to do funny things

more on camera. Like, I'd film myself

doing funny things, not just talking. Now

I just talk. I don't really film anything

else. I used to do weird stuff, like,

I don't know, just everything about my

videos used to be very weird, and now it's

just not very weird and just boring,

and I don't know how to make it weird

again. I don't really do anything weird.

Like when I got the fish tank and I put

the broccoli in it, for some reason people

found that hilarious.

Yesterday I cooked a piece of carrot and I

put it in my fish tank. My shrimp loved

it, but I didn't— well, I did film it,

but I don't think it's hilarious. Shrimp

like to eat carrot, fish like to eat

broccoli, so what?

Yeah, sniping Ice was pretty weird and

didn't even get many views. It got like 6K

views from my own viewers and about 4K

views from his viewers, so a total of 10K

views, but only 6K from my viewers. I

guess that's double what I'm getting now,

but still kind of rubbish. Like, how do I

tap into 15K viewers

again?

I don't know what I can do to get them

back. Probably going back to England and

saying, oh, my relationship ended, we'll

get it back over to 10K. But then they

just get bored again.

I don't want to just end my relationship

so I can get back to 10K

viewers.

I want to do— I mean, I wish I could do

stuff like why my girlfriend's annoying,

and I thought about asking for her

permission because people used to

love those videos. Well, they didn't love

them, they hated them, but for some reason

they loved clicking on it to hate on it.

Maybe I can ask her, but I think she'll

get upset because the things I get annoyed

about would be real reasons and they are

little reasons. But I think she's more

sensitive than Chihiro. Chihiro didn't

really care when I said stuff like, oh,

Chihiro is annoying because she leaves the

hairdryer on the floor. She's so messy.

Chihiro didn't care about that. But I

think my girlfriend might care because she

expects me to love everything about her.

I don't want to get in a fight, so I

wouldn't just make it and post it without

her permission. She's way more sensitive.

Like, she cried when I made the video

about why I miss living in the UK,

and she kept asking me, do you want to go

back to the UK? And I was like, no,

I want to do stuff like Why I cheated,

but maybe I shouldn't go there.

Maybe I should just leave it alone.

I think the core of my fun content used to

be being a crappy husband and whining all

the time about my wife when she's actually

a very lovely wife. And it was just me

being like a spoiled brat. That was the

funny part of my channel. Just whining

about people, thinking I'm in the right

when I'm actually in the wrong. Why are

my girlfriends just so annoying?

She would watch it and then she'd get

I was pretty bad today because I was just

sulking the whole time in the restaurant

because the food was so bland and boring.

And overpriced. 600 baht, so 300

baht per person means ¥1,200 just

for stupid shabu-shabu, not even

all-you-can-eat buffet. Just like,

I don't know, I don't know if it was a set

menu because we were ticking things off a

list and then they brought it.

I think it was like you pay 300 butt,

and then you get that stuff. But it was,

it was only about 10 plates, 10 dishes of

raw meat and some vegetables. It was like

¥1,200, which I think is insane.

What kind of food would you buy in Japan

that would cost you ¥1,200? I forgot my

pricing now.

I think if you go to Skia, you'd pay like

¥500 or ¥600. I never really—

I've only been to shabu-shabu. I don't

really like shabu-shabu because it's just

boiled stuff in a pot. Doesn't really get

me excited. I never really want to eat

shabu-shabu or anything that's like nabe.

I'm not really a big fan of nabe. It's

okay. If you're lazy, you just chuck a

load of stuff in a pot and add some suu.

But I don't think, oh my God, I want to

eat nabe so bad.

Why do you need to pay so much tax when

your income is so low? Because believe it

or not, a couple years ago I used to be

making pretty good money on YouTube, and

then my stupid channel died, and now I

can't even get 5K views. I used to get

like 30, 40K views every video, and they

would make like hundreds of dollars every

video, and I was making thousands of

dollars every month. And now I gotta pay

tax on that when I'm barely making

anything because my stupid videos don't

get any views. Shabu is like ¥2,900

for one person. Jesus.

It's pretty expensive.

I think yakiniku all-you-can-eat is like

¥2,000. I don't know, I forgot now.

Forgot how much restaurants cost.

My other channel is called David Ford

Tekken Games. I was thinking, what if I

rename the second channel to Hide in My

Room and I put the profile picture of As

my profile picture, and then people sub to

it will be like, what the hell, Daniel

just lost 90,000 subscribers?

Why does he only have 14k subs? That'd be

pretty funny. I switch the names and I'll

make a video saying, guys, YouTube just

wiped 90,000 subs off my sub count.

That'd be pretty funny. I might do that.

And then I'll rename this channel to

something like David Ford Tech and Games.

Teching and gaming all day long.

No, I did pay tax. It's just I didn't pay

enough tax because I wasn't in the UK.

So I still think

I didn't do anything wrong because I was

living in Rotterdam. So I didn't have to

declare my income when I was in Rotterdam,

and I didn't have to declare my income

when I was in Japan, and I don't have to

declare my income now because I'm in

Thailand. So I don't know what they're

doing now, but they haven't replied to me

in a month. I assume they

are analyzing the proof I sent them and

they're trying to figure out what

conclusion to come to. Because I keep

living in these countries for like 6

months and then coming back home. So I

don't know if they're gonna allow me to

claim that I was living abroad.

So hopefully, fingers crossed, they'll be

like, okay, we have come to the conclusion

that you didn't have to pay tax because I

was living in Rotterdam and For six

months. Well, technically four months and

then two months in Germany. No, it was

like one month in Germany and then five

months in Rotterdam.

So I don't know what they're doing because

I haven't got a reply in weeks. I think

I'm gonna ask my mum. I don't know what to

do because because

if they give me a fine. On top of the

amount I owe just for 2020 alone,

they're gonna try and squeeze me for like

£15K. And I've only got about £18K.

I've got like £18-19K in pounds. So if

they try and squeeze me for like £15K just

for 2020, and then 2021 they'll probably

try and squeeze me as well, I'm gonna have

no money. So I might have to ask my mum

For some money. And then say,

I'll pay you back £100 a month for

the rest of my life, or the rest of your

life. So £100 a month would

be £1,200 a year times like 15

years. Yeah, it would take me like 15

years. And then I'll add interest so she

makes some money. Would my mum do that?

Why not if I'm paying it back?

Unless the tax people let me pay over like

10 years, because I'm not paying that

all at once. Because if I have to pay that

all at once, then I'm gonna be bankrupt.

I'll have no money. I'll be living

paycheck to paycheck.

Maybe they'll let me do like a 5-year

plan, but then I'll be paying $400.

No, maybe like $300 a month I'll have to

pay,

which I don't really want to do. Maybe I'd

prefer to borrow money from my mum, pay it

off, and then owe my mum the money because

then I could pay my mum back less monthly.

What do you think? And then I buy the Thai

Elite Visa and then I just stay in

Thailand and

then I declare myself bankrupt or

something. Well, I'll like declare my

channel dead. My businesses have failed,

no longer profitable.

That could be a plan. I think my mum might

lend it to me. I don't know, maybe she'll

lend me a bit to help ease the blow, and

I'll just say I'll pay you back £200 a

month. So then my mum's getting like

passive income from me.

Get a bank loan. Should I get a bank loan?

And then I have to pay off the bank.

Either way, I'm paying off someone.

Maybe I'll put all my money into crypto.

The halving event is happening next year

in April, so maybe you want

to buy some crypto now. I want to

have some of my money in crypto, like 5%,

maybe 5% allocation.

My investments are not doing good. I lost

more money recently because China

is not doing well, and I've got some money

in China. And gold is not doing

well either. Gold is suffering because

the dollar is strong.

So it's not looking good for my financial

situation. Everything is just bad. The

channel's dead, tax is squeezing me,

stocks are down. How am I not having a

mental breakdown? I don't know. I think

I'm just trying not to care about it,

put it to the back of my mind.

It's only money, it's just a number.

Whatever. Oh, thanks for the follow,

Balls Deep Manager. Get your

chunny out. Get your chunny. I was gonna

say get your chunny out of China. Get your

money out of China. Why though?

The Chinese stock market's gone down so

much. Surely it's gonna bounce. It's the

second largest economy in the world.

Surely at some point it's got to reverse.

Where am I supposed to invest then? The

American markets are so overvalued and

just propped up by a couple big tech

companies. So invest in nothing?

Well, India. Emerging markets. I've got

emerging markets, but most of it's made up

of China and India.

I need more chunny for my miner.

Sounded so funny. Chunny, get your chunny

out of my— I don't know what to invest in.

Everything just looks crap.

The only thing I feel confident about is

my inverse S&P 500.

Michael Burry did a $1.6 billion short

on the market, so that's giving me some

confidence. If he's putting $1.6 billion

shorting the market, then I feel pretty

safe with my— well, I've got £3,700

on inverse SPY,

and I just added more to it last week.

So fingers crossed market's

going to come down.

Man with nigh school education talking

about economics. Well, I watch a lot of

financial YouTubers, and the YouTuber I'm

watching says China will probably

definitely stimulate their economy around

end of October.

And he also said he likes the look of gold

and he's bullish on gold, so I bought more

gold. And then I watched,

uh, Peter Schiff said he likes gold,

although every time he says he likes gold,

he then starts promoting his,

his gold fund and his gold trust.

So I don't know if I should believe him.

And that Robert Kiyosaki, he says he likes

gold, so I bought some gold.

Who else?

Yeah, gold. And oh, my sister's brother— I

mean, my sister's fiancé, I guess I got to

call him now— said healthcare is good, so

I bought some healthcare biotech

healthcare ETF.

Did I watch Joel in Kenya? I watched it

a bit. It's a bit boring. Joel's a pretty

boring streamer. He barely talks, his

English is too bad, and he's not funny.

But why is he in Kenya? It looks kind of

boring. It surprisingly looks

less rubbish than I thought it would. I

guess some parts of Africa have what

you would call a city and electricity.

Maybe it's not all mud huts. And jungles.

I don't know, I would never— I don't care

about Africa, it looks so rubbish.

Joel has more viewers than you. Yeah, I

don't get it. He's so boring and doesn't

talk and he gets thousands of viewers.

I think they're just bored Ice viewers,

they got no one else to watch. Who's

streaming now on Kick? Fousey.

Why is Fousey now a streamer? That's so

weird. It's like, imagine if Onision just

suddenly became an IRL streamer out of

nowhere.

I'm hungry. Should have eaten more of that

bland, shabu-shabu. Oh,

and Thai class is getting really annoying

today. Today was so bad at Thai school.

It was the first time ever

at Thai class where I just— I really

didn't get it, and the teacher just

didn't make any sense. And it was my turn

to make an example sentence, and I just

didn't understand why she said what I was

saying was wrong. It was so annoying

because I then came back home, asked my

girlfriend. My girlfriend said it's not

wrong and you can say that.

So I'm just getting really frustrated with

Thai class because they explain the

new grammar in Thai and our Thai level is

not good enough yet to be able to

understand explanations in Thai. It would

be a lot easier if they just explained it

in English because I'm like sitting there

trying to decipher what this means when it

would be a lot easier if you just wrote it

in English. So I'm gonna have to like look

up on YouTube what, what we learned today.

These YouTube videos are so much better

because they explain it in English.

What did we even learn today? We learned

how to say until. So I wanted to say,

how long until you go home? And then I

kept getting it wrong. So I tried a

different word and she was like, wrong,

wrong, wrong, wrong. It's so annoying. So

fed up with this stupid language. In

Japanese, it'd be so easy. It'd be like,

あと何時間?

Actually, I don't know. What would it be

in Japanese? Until when? How long

until you go home? あと何時間まで帰る?

Wouldn't it be like that?

But I couldn't figure out how to say it.

Yeah,まで.

あと何時間まで帰る? So I couldn't

figure out how to say that in stupid Thai.

And the teacher— I don't think the teacher

understood what I was trying to say. I

should have just said, I'm trying to say

how long. She kept trying to come up with

alternative sentences which were not what

I was trying to say. She was like, oh,

you're trying to say, how long will

you be in America? No, she kept saying

America for some reason. I said home.

This is really frustrating, but I don't

know, I got nervous. And felt stupid, so I

just— I froze up and I didn't ask her in

English. I should have just said, how

would you say how long until you go home?

That's what I'm trying to fucking say.

This is really annoying.

Yeah, everyone in the class speaks

English, so I don't see why we can't just

How long until?

How long until? How would you say that in

Japanese?帰るまで. Yeah,

like帰るまで何時間ある?帰るまで.帰るまで.

I don't care. Whatever. English number

one. Sick and tired of learning languages.

I feel so burnt out learning languages

recently. Fed up with it.

And then there was another thing we

learned which was also until,

and I wanted to say, I will ride my

motorcycle until I arrive home. And then

she said, no, no, no, Use adjective, not

verb. So I just said, okay, I will ride my

motorcycle until I get tired. Why can't I

say I will ride my motorcycle until I

take— until I get home? I don't get it.

What's wrong with that? And then my

girlfriend said, it's fine, you can say

that. So I'm getting really

frustrated. And then we had to learn

a lot of vocab about pain,

like back pain. Headache,

stomach pain.

I'm just really bored of it. I was sitting

there in class just sketching anime girls

the whole time, not really listening

because it's so boring. So I'm really

struggling to stay awake in the class now.

It's so boring. All the fun people left.

It's just not fun anymore.

I'm never gonna use it. I'm just doing it

because I need to do it.

I think I'm at that point where I've

learned the easy stuff and now it's

getting kind of hard and I'm fed up with

it and I want to give up. I kind of just

want to give up, to be honest. I don't

want to do it anymore. And then I say

stuff to my girlfriend. She doesn't

understand what I'm saying. My girlfriend

doesn't understand me when I say stuff.

I'm like, uh, today we learned John Tung.

And she's like, huh? And I say, John Tung,

John Tung, John Tung. And then she's like,

oh, John Tung. And I'm like, that's what I

said. How do you not understand? That's

exactly what I just said. How do you not

understand it? It's so annoying. I said

John Tung and it takes her ages

until it clicks, and then she's like, oh,

John Tung. That's what I fucking said.

Oh my God,

I don't understand why she doesn't

understand what I'm saying. Well, I'm

like, today I learned how to say 1 PM,

and then she says, okay, say it, and I say

Uh, bai mang. And she's like, what? Bai

mang. Bai mang. Bai mang. Bai mang. And

then she's like, oh, you bai mang. That's

what I said, for God's sake.

How do you not understand when you're just

saying what I exactly said? It's so

annoying. I don't know why

she doesn't understand what I say.

Because I, because I said bye instead of

buy, like I didn't elongate the I for one

millisecond longer than I should have.

It's bye, not buy. I didn't say buy, I

said bye, not buy. And she's like, oh,

bye, mong. I said bye, mong,

idiot. So annoying.

Freaking getting so pissed off, this

stupid damn language.

Bye, mom. Bye, your backside.

The teacher understands, and then my

girlfriend doesn't understand.

The pronunciation is so annoying.

Like it's— what's another annoying one to

say? Glap ban, go home. It's like, glap

ban, not glap ban. And it's not glap ban,

it's glap ban. If you say glap ban, then

she won't understand. But you say glap

ban, and then they do understand. So

annoying.

Ban. Why can't home be an easier word?

Like, can't it just be ban? Why does it

have to be bang bang? I hate the high

tone, so annoying.

The tones piss me off so much.