[2022-02-05] Alone in my Hotel Room [FjDdCu0rT9A]

Testing.

Hello, welcome to my new home.

This is the

bedroom.

This is the kitchen.

The hallway.

Do you think I can get inside the closet?

Can you see it?

Guys, should I get in the closet?

If I get stuck, can you help me?

Anyway.

That was my closet. It's quite relaxing

inside there.

Um, I don't like how I'm hunching over the

laptop recently when I stream. I need to

elevate it.

So I got bad news from Scotland.

I just— I cannot get any bloody dates no

matter what I do or try.

I've got such a massive rant to, to go on.

It's so frustrating. When I first got

here, I had so many matches. I had like 10

or 15 matches. I had about 5 dates lined

up. And then I just started

losing dates one by one, getting ghosted,

getting unmatched, girls deleting their

whole accounts. It's so annoying.

So I had one date. I went on a date with

this Japanese woman on Monday and it was

really good. We went up the mountain, we

talked in Japanese, and she was quite— I

mean, she was okay looking. She's not

ugly. Very stereotypical-looking Japanese

woman, but she doesn't really seem

interested in meeting again. And then I

had— I was supposed to go on dates with 2

Polish women, a Hong Kong woman,

and who else was there?

I've forgot now. They all ended up

ghosting me or unmatching me.

Okay, so there were 2 Polish girls. One

was quite cute and we were supposed to

meet on Tuesday, but then she stopped

talking to me. She stopped replying. And

then I was supposed to meet another Polish

girl on Wednesday, but I ended up ghosting

her because I don't, don't really find her

attractive. She's okay looking, it's just

I don't like her hairstyle. Her hairstyle

is too short. And when I matched her, I

was just really horny. That's why I

matched her. But then when the day came to

meet, I wasn't really feeling that horny,

and I didn't really feel like having to

deal with the awkwardness afterwards.

We— yeah, we might have had you know what,

and I probably just shot myself in the

foot. But then after you have you know

what, you're kind of stuck together for a

while unless you just say, can you leave?

Which I wouldn't say. I just didn't really

want to have to put up with the

awkwardness and having to make

conversation afterwards.

So then the Hong Kong girl deleted her

entire account. We were supposed to meet

No one, no one actually sticks through to

what you plan on these dating apps.

And then there was this other girl I

started chatting to yesterday. She said we

could meet today, and then she doesn't

reply anymore either. So they just say,

yeah, we can meet, let's meet then, let's

do that. And then when the day comes,

they— I guess they get cold feet or they

change their mind.

So I haven't had any bloody luck here in

Scotland apart from that one Japanese

girl. You see, that's why Japanese women

are so much better. The only good date

I had was with a Japanese woman. What does

that tell you about society?

The Japanese people, they stick to what

they say. They're punctual. They say let's

meet at 2 PM, they come at 2 PM. She

wasn't late, she wasn't early. We arranged

to meet at 1 PM, she came at 1 PM. That's

why the Japanese people, they always stick

to what they say. I've never been ghosted

or flaked on in Japan. Never. I went on a

lot of dates in Japan. Not a single one

ghosted me or unmatched me. But then when

I tried dating here in England, you don't

know how many times I've been ghosted,

unmatched, messed around with.

People just treat you like you're

disposable garbage. Here, they change

their mind, they unmatch you.

And yeah, I guess I did the same with one

of the Polish girls.

I guess I shouldn't match people unless I

actually find them attractive. But then if

I only did that, I wouldn't match anyone

because all the attractive girls, they

don't match me.

Have I decided when I'm going back south?

Yeah, I already booked my, my train

ticket. I booked

one more apartment because I couldn't book

a train ticket for tomorrow or Sunday.

It's too short notice, and they didn't

have the first-class cabin for Monday, so

the earliest I could book was for

Wednesday. Oh shit, I just said it. I

mean, the earliest I could book was for

Tuesday, Definitely not Wednesday.

So I booked a first-class cabin in the—

definitely not in the sleeper train.

And then I booked a few more nights in the

same apartment that I was in before this

one because it's quite nice, so I wouldn't

mind going back there. Plus they have

self-check-in, which is nice. I booked the

biggest apartment they have, 750 square

foot. Editor's Studio,

it's called. Fuck, I just doxxed the room.

Oh, I just accidentally doxxed everything

before I'm even there.

Definitely not the Editor's Studio.

Not that one.

Dating in England is just a complete

nightmare. Even when you do get matches,

getting them to meet up is, is like trying

to squeeze water out of a stone.

Stop defending Ice. Stop attacking Ice.

Ice did nothing wrong. I stand by what I

said. People think I'm trolling. I'm not

trolling. If Ice didn't take the money,

he would have been like the biggest idiot

That stupid coffee zitter keeps going,

why don't you give the money back?

As if you'd give the money back if you got

$500,000. You found it on the street,

will you give the money back to the police

station? No, you'd just keep it, wouldn't

When you invest in a crypto, then you

have to basically Um, say goodbye

to the money because you're probably not

going to get it back. That's just what

investing is like. You've got more chance

of losing the money.

And it seems like the only people who are

upset about it are the people who are not

even part of Ice's community. They're just

like normie viewers. The actual Ice

Poseidon community don't seem to really

care that much. Where's all the people all

outraged saying, oh, I lost $1,000, I hate

Ice now, he betrayed me? No one cares.

Fans of Ice and viewers of Ice don't

actually care, and they find the whole

thing funny. The only people who don't

find it funny are these stupid big

mainstream channels.

You're not ready for dating? What do you

mean? I've been single for over a year

now. I'm pretty

sure I've sorted out my mental problems

during that time, and I'm ready for love

and companionship.

So yeah, I'm not having any luck with

dating, so I'm just going to give up and

go home. I think I've got one more date to

get out of the way with, and if this date

doesn't turn into my next girlfriend,

then I think after this one more

date, I'm gonna just ask her to be my

girlfriend, and then she's gonna say no,

then I'll just get on the train. Because

come on, she's not gonna say yes. Worst

case scenario is she says yes, I lose my

money on the train, but then I get a

girlfriend. If I

had to pay £300 for a girlfriend, that'd

be easy.

That would be an easy sacrifice to make,

but I just— I can't seem to get any more

matches anymore. It seems to

have this thing that happens when you

first arrive in a— when

you first arrive in a new area. You get a

load of matches when you arrive, but then

after you've been there for a while, you

start getting less and less until you get

no more. It's kind of like everyone's— by

the time you've been in a place for a few

weeks, everyone's already seen you, and

the girls that have matched you have

already matched you, and the girls, all

the rest, have probably already seen you

and unmatched or swiped left.

So I think now I'm on week 2,

I'm probably not going to get many more

matches unless I stay here for months and

months. And I just don't really want to

stay here for half a year again like I did

in Manchester, because Manchester was so

boring, just stuck there waiting to get

matches. I had to wait 4 months maybe to,

to get another match and get a few more

dates.

Oh, thanks, UniQueen. Hey Daniel,

how is the game dev going? What's that

sound? Oh, that's my foot. I thought it

was coming from the computer. The game dev

stuff is not really progressing recently

because kind of lost interest, to be

honest. No one really seems to care about

and moving— constantly moving around

different apartments is, is not great

for trying to focus on something, sit down

and focus on something, because I'm

constantly having to worry about where am

I going to go next, where am I going to

stay next, and then having to pack stuff

and leave and then unpack stuff.

And people just— they want the game to be

on mobile. I don't want to make a mobile

phone game. I don't know how to change the

controls to touchscreen. The game's being

made for PC, and people don't want to play

it on PC. They don't want to join my

Patreon. They want it on the App Store or

Steam, and I don't want to put it on the

App Store because I'll end up spending

more money to put it on the App Store than

I'll end up making from the game.

So I just, I feel like there's better ways

to make money.

It was fun learning to code for a bit,

and the game is pretty good. I have to say

myself, I think the game's looking good

right now, but I don't know,

I just, I don't have many viewers left

now. People just don't really

care about me anymore. I only have about

maybe 4,000 viewers left.

Why did your Patreon go down from £80 to

£28? Because someone bought the $100 level

thing, but they were only paying for

it once. They didn't want to pay for it

Yeah, I just don't really feel like I have

much of a fan base left anymore. It used—

I used to have at least 10,000 people who

I would consider the core audience. Now

that number's down to about 4,000 less,

probably just 4,000 now,

which is why I've kind of switched to

making different types of videos that are

just trending topics.

You need to figure out what your audience

wants. I know what they want, it's just I

can't provide it. I don't have a wife

anymore, I can't get a girlfriend, I can't

get any relationships. There's no viewers,

there's no female viewers who want to meet

up. And just make some silly stuff.

Everyone's so boring and serious. Oh, I

gotta study. Oh, I gotta work. Oh, I don't

want to be in the video. How am I supposed

to make content when no one wants to help?

Why, why is there like no crazy girls who

want to meet up and do stuff? I just— I

don't get any DMs from girls anymore,

so I can't provide what the audience

wants. I need to get Chihiro back, or I

need like some new Mila girl.

So what can I do? My whole channel

basically thrived off of relationship

drama. When I've got no relationship,

what else do I have to offer? I have being

lonely and sad in my apartment,

8-hour livestream.

So I think the audience have just figured

this out and they've lost interest. I, I

literally can't do anything about it.

The storytime illustrated stuff doesn't do

well either.

What about the Scottish girl? I don't

know. I thought we were gonna meet last

weekend, but she came to Edinburgh,

but she didn't meet me. She met someone

else instead. And then she said we're

gonna meet on Thursday, yesterday. Then

she said she can't meet. And then she said

we're gonna meet on Friday, today. And

then she messaged me saying we can't meet

again. Because her mum is ill. So at this

point, I just feel kind of fed up.

So you tell me, am I just being like too

whiny and too demanding, or am I being

messed around here? Just because I'm

getting a bit annoyed.

Because if I whine about it, then people

are like, oh Daniel, you're an incel,

you, you're entitled,

she doesn't have to meet you, blah blah

blah.

So I don't know, I've just— I feel like

I've been ghosted all across the UK.

Got dragged out to Manchester, then got

ghosted by that stupid girl.

Went to Liverpool thinking I was gonna

meet some girl, and then she didn't even

It's not like I didn't try, did I? At

least, at least I can say I tried. It's

not like I just stayed at home whining.

It's just nothing happened. Was it my

fault? What did I do wrong?

I tried my best, got myself my own place,

took a risk to, to travel to a different

You're not evolving your content. I am,

but my original audience are not going to

watch any other kind of content,

and I miss my old audience, to be honest.

Yeah, the Pokémon video did well. It's got

70K views, but I don't want a bloody

Pokémon audience. I don't want to have to

make endless Pokémon videos. Those people

who came from the Pokémon video they're

not going to stick around unless I kept

making bloody Pokémon videos. That,

that's the stupid thing about YouTube.

People who find your channel from one type

of video, they will only stay for that

similar type of video. They won't stick

around for anything that's not— that's,

that's unrelated.

So I don't know,

I miss, I miss the audience I used to

have, like the memes and the haters.

They're all gone now.

I don't know how to get them back. The

only way to get them back is if I had like

a really autistic girlfriend and we made

really stupid videos together acting like

children. Like, like Mida. Mida was great

for the channel until she got all

chickened out.

You miss the haters? Yeah, I kind of do

actually, because it felt like it

was my community, not, not the Pokémon

community or, I don't know,

the Timbuktu community.

Just miss, you know, when I was in Korea

and getting kicked out by my wife and we

did those livestreams in the hotels and

they were like 800 people watching. It

just felt nice.

200 people is still nice, I guess, but

it's not as nice.

So my plan is, uh, I'm leaving Scotland

next week because I just don't really feel

like anything's gonna happen. I'm gonna go

back home for a few months because I spent

so much money You don't know

how much money I've wasted on all these

trips. I need to go back home and

financially recover a little bit and

then plan. I'm, I'm thinking of going

to Greece maybe because

the Greek girl still wants to meet.

And then if Greece doesn't work, um,

maybe Asia. I'm looking at Korea,

Thailand.

Your channel is a bit boring now. I know,

I don't know what to do about it.

Maybe just being home in England is, is

just kind of boring as well.

If Japan still doesn't open this year, I

just cannot believe it. 3 years? 2020,

2021, and 2022 they're gonna keep the

country shut. You must be joking. I

thought they might open last year. I

thought they'd definitely open 2022, but

now I don't know.

I don't know what— what's

Japan gonna do?

Don't go to Malaysia. What's wrong with

Malaysia?

Japan's never reopening. That's what I

feel like. I can't even imagine Japan

reopening now. It just seems like when

Japan was open for tourism, that world is

just gone. We're in a new world where

Japanese tourism doesn't exist.

It's so

annoying because I've, I've been talking

to this Japanese woman for nearly a year

now, and I feel like she could be the

one, but I can't meet her because I

just can't get into the bloody country.

The longer I have to wait, the higher and

higher the risk gets that she finds

someone else, or she might come across my

YouTube channel, which is why I've deleted

all videos about anime,

because I don't want videos about anime

blowing up. Because there's a lot of anime

fans in, in Japan. Not that they would

watch it in English, but you never know.

If she sees your channel, she might change

her mind. Yeah, that's what I'm scared of

because I just come across as really

Doofy, doofy in my videos.

The way I speak, my mannerisms are just

really weird because, because the videos

are scripted and they're rehearsed. It's

not natural. I don't feel natural talking

to a camera. I feel stupid. So I

put on like this weird, weird acts with my

hand gestures and stuff. And I just seem

weird in the videos. I don't think I'm

weird like that in real life. I'm more— I

feel like I'm more normal in a real-life

situation. But then if they see my videos

first before meeting me, they'll think

that's what I'm actually like.

Then they see all the weird stuff like me

jumping on the bed or, I don't know, me

rolling around on the floor. Obviously I

don't do that in front of people. It's

just stupid stuff I do when I'm bored.

PewDiePie is really messed up. Yeah, he

looks really depressed as well. See, even

being multi-millionaire famous YouTuber,

you're still going to be miserable if what

you want to do in life is being

cockblocked by a stupid Japanese

government.

Do you miss McLovin too? Yeah, my number

one fan. I miss him so much.

But you're not normal. You don't have the

right to say that because you never met me

in real life. You meet me in real life

first, and then if you still think I'm not

normal, then you can say it.

Have you considered getting a boyfriend?

See, this is the annoying thing. Whenever

I talk about getting a girlfriend,

there's all these people who say stuff

like, you don't deserve a girlfriend, you

should stay away from women, you just

break women's hearts, you just cheat on

women. But then when it comes to getting a

boyfriend, no one is saying stuff like,

stay away from men as well.

How come it's only we've got to protect

the women? What about protecting the gay

guys? People think I'll

be a terrible partner for a woman, so they

just say, oh, just be gay. How come I'm

such a terrible partner for a woman, but

then everyone thinks I'll be such a great

partner for a guy?

What's the difference?

It's like people think I'm this predator

hunting women so I could cheat on them and

take advantage of them. But they

think— I don't know what they think.

Wouldn't, wouldn't the same apply if I was

gay and looking for a boyfriend? If I

said, oh, I want a boyfriend so I can— so

he can pay everything for me and live with

him. Whilst he smashes my anus, no one

would care. They wouldn't say, oh, he's

taking advantage of this gay guy, poor gay

guy, we've got to protect him.

Just stupid.

There's all these really feministic kind

of women who, who think and believe that I

should never be allowed near women ever

again. Just because I had one relationship

where I did some questionable things,

whilst completely ignoring the fact that I

was a pretty good boyfriend with Mina.

Didn't cheat on her. I even repelled

women when they flirted with me. You know

how many times Essex Girl hit me up in the

DMs whilst I was with Mina, and I said to

her, sorry, I'm with Mina?

But no, people just say, oh, I'm gonna

cheat again.

How come I don't get any points for not

cheating on Mila, and then I just get

constantly judged and punished just

because I cheated on Chihiro?

It's not fair.

You need to work on yourself. I am. I'm,

I'm doing 40 push-ups a day.

I'm working on my channel every single

day, all day long. I'm thinking of how I

can keep my channel going and what kind of

videos to make. Doing research on trending

topics, improving my cooking.

What else can I do?

Say you got a girlfriend, how do you think

your content would be like? I don't know.

Just maybe something like when

I was with Chihiro.

I like Chihiro because it seemed like

She was also interested in it.

She was interested in, in being a part of

it and helping me make videos and being on

the streams and stuff.

That was nice.

I didn't realize that it would be so

difficult to find something like that

again.

But then if I got a girlfriend and we went

back to making similar content like I used

to, yeah, the views might go up a bit,

but then they'd just go straight back down

again when the relationship ends or when

the girl decides she doesn't want to do it

My hand hurts. What would you do if

Cesium's willy was waving in front of you?

I don't know, why do you keep asking the

I wouldn't do anything.

So, um, I don't

know what to do.

It's not that I don't know what to do for

content, because obviously the Pokémon

stuff and trending topics works.

It's just boring because I honestly don't

care about those trending topics, but I've

got to pretend like I do and give some

kind of opinion on it because

there's not really much else to talk

about. Usually my content was just me

talking about my life, but when there's

nothing going on in my life, what am I

supposed to say?

Did Chihiro pressure you for a baby? No,

she said if I wanted to have kids, she

would be okay with it.

Imagine me Saying, Chihiro, I've got

something to talk about. Can we have

children? Imagine us having children.

That would be such a mess.

Review that Trevor guy. Oh, is that Trevor

Tucker guy back? I remember him from 2017.

He had, he had more subs and more views

back then. I think he deleted his channel.

Wasn't he, wasn't he whining because

people weren't donating or something and

he wasn't making enough money and he had

to get a job? And then everyone was, was

giving him hate for it. He was married to

a Japanese woman, wasn't he? And he was

just staying at home all day.

Boohoo, I'm crying on camera over shitty

choices I make. Well, sorry that I wasn't

able to predict COVID.

If it wasn't for bloody COVID, I'd have—

be having the time of my life. Single,

ready to mingle.

With a thriving, thriving YouTube

channel behind my back.

He crashed a plane. Who? Who's Trevor? I

thought you meant that guy on YouTube.

I don't know, I want to do something

interesting that I could make videos

about, but I just don't know what to do.

I thought going up the mountain was

interesting, but apparently you guys don't

care. That video has been the worst video

I've made in years. It doesn't even

have 5K views.

That was really sad because I, I thought

it was quite a nice video, something new,

something different. Then everyone just

complained about the wind.

Or they said silly things. You should have

done a voiceover. Voiceover what? What am

I supposed to do a narration of? Hi guys,

I'm on a mountain. It's very high and it's

very windy. Now I'm climbing a rock.

It's just a mountain. There's not much to

say about it. That's why I didn't put any

voiceover. I didn't really speak.

Am I avoiding going home to your mum's for

a reason? Yeah, because I was trying to

find a girlfriend. How am I gonna find

a girlfriend when I'm at home in

Harriersham, population of 1,000?

I guess I could change my location to

London. London's not too far to get to.

But then I'd be spending like £40 just to

get to London every time I'm meeting

It just feels like if I move home, then,

you know, there's zero chance of having

sex. At least if I'm in a city, I could

still get some dates and there's still

some potential. But I

give up. It's just not happening, is it?

I was in Manchester 7 months,

didn't get anyone.

So just, I feel like nothing's going to

change just being here in 6— for 6 months.

I nearly ran out of money. Yeah,

pretty much. The stock market is just

crashing and crashing, so I can't take any

money out of it.

Also, I owe a lot of money.

I don't know if I should say this. I owe a

lot of money in tax because Because

I've been stuck in England for over a

year, I gotta pay the tax,

don't I? So I had to pay— I

had to take out a monthly payment plan to

pay this bloody tax. So that's like

financially crippling me.

Why does it say 1 viewer?

Is this streaming?

It says I've got one viewer.

Why do I hold the laptop? Because if I put

it on the table, I have to hunch over it

and it's hurting my back.

Oh, I got a donation.

Thanks. How is your sister doing?

I haven't talked to her recently. Oh yeah,

she said she was playing— learning to play

the violin. Don't know if that's going to

be annoying. What if I go home and then

all I can hear is I

shouldn't whine. I haven't seen them in a

long time. I just hope I don't go home

and then get annoyed with my mum again.

One of the biggest problems with me and my

mum is food. Sometimes my

mum cooks dinner and that's great and

everything, but then sometimes she

doesn't. So I go downstairs and I ask her

if she's making any food, and then she

gets like really snappy, as if I'm

demanding that she makes me food when I'm

not. I'm just checking to see if she's not

planned to make anything or not. Then if

I don't ask and I go into the kitchen, I

start making my own stuff, then she starts

shouting at me.

Why don't you ask if I'm making food?

Because when I do ask, then you shout at

I can make my own food, but it's like she

thinks I don't know how to make my own

food and I need her to make it for me.

So annoying having to deal with little

things like that.

Be nice if I just had my own kitchen,

just have my own oven, my own fridge.

I might get— I already have a mini fridge

in my bedroom. I might get a bigger fridge

so I can just get my own groceries.

Are you gonna be okay with the visitors?

Yeah, I guess so.

Maybe it won't be too bad. I just really

didn't want to see any guests before I

moved to Manchester because I just felt

really depressed. My stocks were just not

doing well, just got dumped by Mira. I

feel A little bit better now, I guess.

I definitely feel a little less depressed.

Just needed some time alone, I think.

Still not really that interested in

talking to people though.

I just don't— I don't really feel proud of

anything. I don't really feel good about

myself, so I don't really feel like

talking to people because 'Cause I don't

feel good about myself.

'Cause they'll ask you, what are you up to

recently? How are things going?

Everything's going shit, thanks for

asking. Literally nothing is going well

apart from my Pokémon video.

So I just don't have anything to talk

about joyfully to people, which is why I

don't really want to talk to people.

I just want that feeling again of, of

feeling like I'm good at something and

succeeding at something, but Not really,

not really finding much luck, am I? Have

you seen the stock market? It's just

crashing more and more.

PayPal's down like another 30%.

PayPal is my second biggest investment.

Every time I choose a company to invest

in, it just goes down like 30%.

Does the fam think you like men now?

I don't know. I hope they know that I'm

just like trolling and clickbaiting most

It's getting annoying having to keep

explaining to them that no, I'm not gay.

No, I'm not becoming a woman. No, I don't

have anal hemorrhages.

No, I'm not in legal trouble. No,

I'm not being sued by some real estate

company. It's just all clickbait.

Well, there is some good news. I'm getting

the deposit money back. They, they took

£180 out of my deposit for cleaning,

which I expected because I left the

apartment in a complete mess. I didn't

even clean the oven. It's a complete mess.

There's all bits of food everywhere. I

think I dropped some blueberries under the

sofa that have been rotting for months. I

left the fridge in a complete mess. I even

broke the fridge. I broke the plastic

thing that goes over the fruit. I broke

the hinge and I left my bedding on the bed

in a bag because it wouldn't fit down the

rubbish chute. And then I left a

questionable stain on the floor.

And there was my hair all over the place.

They only charged me £180 for cleaning.

They gave me the rest of it back, which

was about £850. So I didn't get scammed

this time like Rotterdam. I can't believe

that Rotterdam couple scammed me out of

£3,000 just because I left

the oven a bit messy.

They took the whole deposit.

So that's nice, I guess. I was worried

they, they would be kind of rude about it

because I filmed inside the office, but

they didn't say anything else afterwards.

After I blurred out the video, they never

messaged me again about it.

You seem to be proud of leaving a mess

behind. Yeah, well, I'm not cleaning the

place. I can't be bothered.

This place is still relatively clean.

I'll give you a quick tour.

This is the kitchen.

I can't

really pick the camera up and show you.

You know, you can always contact Pia to

come to you to Lord Manor. No need to hunt

for girls. Smiley face. Yeah, but then I'm

stuck with her because she'll have nowhere

Smaller place? Yeah, well, I had to

downgrade from the massive place. I'm

going back to the massive place next week,

and then I'm going on the sleeper train.

This place is, is a bit cheaper than the

previous one. It's okay. It's got a

kitchen so I can make food.

How come I have 2 laptops? Well, I got

this MacBook to learn coding,

then I gave up.

Now I'm stuck with it. But it seems like

it's good for streaming, and then the big

ones just for gaming and general stuff.

I've been stuck inside for 3 days. It's

just raining all day long now. I think

it's raining tomorrow as well.

So it's not really good weather to go

outside anyway. I might go to the castle

because I still haven't gone to Edinburgh

Castle. I was hoping I'd go there with

a girl. Nah, I guess I have to go there by

myself now. Oh well, it would be silly

to come all this way and not go, I guess.

You waste so much money. Yeah, my biggest

waste of money this previous year,

probably the MacBook.

And well, I'm getting good use out of it.

I think I would want to have the MacBook

anyway. So not a waste of money.

What else was a waste of money?

Going to Liverpool was a bit of a waste of

money. Did I go to the Museum of Scotland?

Yeah, but it was a bit boring. It's just

very generic. It's just like a generic

national museum. It had dinosaurs and

Sciencey stuff and animals. Seen it all

before. How life began,

the universe, single-cell organisms.

Didn't really find it interesting.

The heater? How's the heater a waste of

money? It kept me warm all winter.

Am I going back to the job centre? No,

can't be bothered.

It's a shame you won't go to the Scottish

Highlands. I was going to, I was gonna go

to Ben Nevis and Fort William. And Loch

Ness, but if you guys don't care, then I'm

not gonna go. I'm not gonna go if it's

just gonna get 5K views.

It just doesn't feel worth it. I was gonna

go to like a luxury eco pod, but it's £400

a night, and if it's only gonna get 5K

views, I'm not gonna do it.

How much money do you have saved? I think

I only have about £25,000 left now.

I should have like £40,000 really, but I

lost— I'm now down £13,000 in stocks,

and then I lost £2,000 trying to do day

trading. That's gone.

I got margin called. Stupid Pinterest kept

going down. So really

I should be up £15,000 more than I am now,

but I'm not. I've lost it.

Really I should have like £50,000 if I was

clever and stopped investing during the

AMC GameStop stock thing.

So I need to go home a bit and try

and put like a band-aid on this hemorrhage

of money bleeding out.

I feel like this channel ends with

you dying alone with 1K viewers. Wish you

worked on yourself. But that's the thing,

working on myself and improving as a

person killed the channel. But the reason

why the channel was so popular was because

I was a complete mess and I'd made these

really stupid decisions and then whine

about it like an idiot. When I stopped

doing that, the channel flopped. When I

stopped having these stupid incel rants

and when I stopped doing

all the drama stuff and I tried to improve

to, to please Mila, look what happened.

The channel only got any kind of

popularity was because I was a massive

weirdo. Now I'm

less of a weirdo than I used to be, so now

I'm more boring. Being a normal person is

not why the channel was successful.

It's like Nikocado. If he lost weight

and stopped eating mountains of food, his

channel would die as well.

You haven't worked on yourself. Well, if

you think that, then you haven't been

around long, because if this was 2019,

I would have had like a massive tantrum

and a rant over all these different

things. Like when I went to Germany, got

ghosted by that German girl, I had that

epic rant livestream as soon as she left.

But I stopped myself from doing that stuff

out of fear. And when that Manchester

girl, the blonde one,

friend-zoned me, it took so much

self-control to not have like a massive

meltdown and rant about it.

If that was 2019, as soon as she left, I

would have gone live and been like, that

effing stupid idiot, I hate her.

I should have done it.

Just feels like having good behavior just

doesn't really— seems like,

what's the point?

Because I keep getting rewarded for my bad

behavior, don't I?

YouTube financially rewards

me for bad behavior every single time.

Whenever I try to improve or do a good job

or put effort into videos, I get punished

by low views and no sex.

My, my best performing video in the past 2

years is a video about Pokémon.

And I didn't even play the game.

It's like the shittest video I ever made.

Oh, my opinion on Pokémon Legends: Arceus

is not up to my standards. This game

is so boring. 70k views. And then

videos where I actually put effort and

thought into and creative juice, it just

doesn't even get 10k.

And then

in Germany, I bitched and whined about

that girl ghosting me, and then I get

rewarded with a Turkish girl.

And then this time I keep my mouth shut

about all the drama, and what happens? I

get no Turkish girls, I get no sex, and

then I get no views either.

So what's the point of trying to become

better? Which girl have you had the best

cereal with?

Best cereal? Probably chlamydia

girlfriend.

Chlamydia girlfriend was still pretty

good.

So my brain is basically just wired to,

to think that bad behavior and doing

shitty things equals sex and

money. Prove me wrong.

I wish I was wrong because I I'd like to

stop being a shitty person, but then I

keep getting rewarded for being a shitty

person.

You're too lazy to make fresh content now.

I don't know what, what content you want

me to make. Original Daniel content

that's not clickbait and not copied.

What would it be? Because most of my

content was just storytime stuff. My

experience doing blah blah blah.

It was always just me sitting in front of

the camera talking about some experience.

It's just I ran out of experiences.

What are you giving up on? Giving up on

self-improvement? Giving up on women?

Giving up on dating for

How come David Bond's got harem? I can't

even get one woman, but David Bond's got

like 10 in some random country,

and they all appear on videos. They don't

care about being on the video. And being

in their thumbnails. How come I can't even

As if David Bond doesn't cheat. He

literally sleeps with 10+ women and

doesn't even keep it a secret.

Where do you meet those women?

I want like some fun, fun girl like that

Nikki to make videos with.

Why would you not want to improve on

yourself? Because it doesn't make any

I, I learned to code, I learned about

financial markets and trading, investing,

ended up just losing £15,000.

Everything I put effort into never

resulted in anything. Give me one

example.

Am I streaming?

I think it's back. I got

disconnected. Hope that doesn't happen

Why is the chat on the screen so much?

Have to go to Thailand

and Taiwan. Interesting countries.

I would love to. Will they let me in?

Explorer Nick, he's out of prison.

Really? Jesus.

But can you imagine the videos he could

make? Do you think he would make videos

about it? My experience in a South Korean

prison. I think after that whole thing he

just wants to disappear.

What was the guy doing? He was selling

naughty videos that he filmed secretly.

See, he can meet loads of girls and get

them in bed. A nice guy like

me can't even get a single Tinder date. I

can't even get a Tinder date to go on a

second date. I can get maybe one date,

but never a second one.

He's becoming a self-help channel.

Oh, that's nice. He was David Bond's

friend. They used to make videos going

around doing pickup. Then he made his own

channel and he had his own secret website

where he sold videos.

How come you define success as having a

female partner? Because if

a girl wants to be with you, then that

must mean you have some kind of good

qualities. That she likes. If no

girl wants to be with you, then it's like

you've got no good qualities or nothing

good going for you, so you just feel like

You feel validated.

Yeah, maybe I'm a failure. That's why

I can't get any girls.

Failed at everything. You don't

have anything good going for you. I still

make more money than most people. I still

make more money than my sister.

But because people don't like the way I

make my money, then they invalidate

the fact that I'm financially independent.

Problem is, whenever I meet girls, I, I

can't tell them what I do. I always just

say I'm not working. Well, I say— what

did I say? I said I was working at a

petrol station and I just saved up money.

Now I'm traveling in the UK. I'm not going

to tell them I do YouTube.

I don't know what kind of videos I'd make

in Thailand. Because I can't make videos

outside. It would just be really boring

because I won't talk and I won't interact

with people. So you're just gonna have

silent video of the streets.

Are you actually financially independent?

Well, yeah. How do you think I've been

living for the last year?

Average salary is £31,000. The average

person does not make £31,000.

The average person makes like £20K.

And no, I don't think professional career

people are the average person. The average

person works in bloody Tesco's or in a

dentist's or in a primary school or like

some office. Do you know how much money my

dad was making as a lead project engineer?

My dad was only making like 30, 36K after

and he had a good job in a lead management

position. Over ten years in the company.

I hate this chair; it's so slippery.

Look, you can't sit back in the chair

because you just slide down like this.

It just keeps sliding.

Will you get inheritance or did you get

cut off from?

No, I'm pretty sure I'll get inheritance.

My mum wrote a will.

But the biggest worry is inheritance tax.

I think inheritance tax is like 40%.

So if you've got a million pound home,

we have to pay £400,000 inheritance

tax. Obviously we don't have £400,000,

so we would have to sell the house to pay

the inheritance tax. Isn't that so stupid?

I don't know if it's like that in America

or other countries. It's so stupid.

My dad and my granddad built and bought

that house and land and worked on it for

50, 60 years. It should be ours

in the family,

but we— it, it would be taxed 40%.

When it gets passed down to me and my

It's just like theft.

What? How come they, they feel entitled to

It's just sickening.

I don't have £400,000 to pay that tax.

Most people leave the property to

grandchildren to avoid inheritance tax.

Why the grandchild? Why not the child?

Also, in, in my Manchester apartment,

the person who lived there previously He

was a university professor, and guess

how much money he was making? He was

making like £3,000 a month.

That's rubbish! That's like $4,000 a

month. It's like $5,000 a month.

I was making $4,000 a month back in 2018

when I was getting 40K views a video.

You opened his letters? No, I would never

do that. How dare you accuse

me?

I just Googled it.

Definitely didn't open his payslip.

Would never do that.

Without YouTube and OnlyFans, would you be

financially independent? No, I wouldn't.

So it's saying, without your job, would

you be financially independent?

What should I have for dinner? Oh no, why

does it say 10 minutes on my livestream?

This is the same stream, isn't it? I

really hate it when the stream gets

disconnected and then the stream is ended.

And archived and saved. And then to

reconnect the stream, you gotta start a

new stream. I don't want 2 separate split

streams. I want it all in one stream. So

hopefully it stays as one stream.

Yeah, I think it's one stream.

I don't know why you choose to live like

this.

Absolutely miserable.

Well, it's not

fun and roses, I have to say.

You have to rely on monetizing your

limelightness and hurting others. Who am I

hurting? I didn't hurt anyone. And if you

watched my boring videos instead of

watching my drama ones, then I wouldn't

have had to cheat on my ex-wife. So it's

not my fault, it's your fault.

I, I like the way I live,

apart from the whole being lonely and no

sex bit.

I don't like having to work for a company.

But then if you refuse to, to work for a

company and get a job, then people don't

like you, and then you get socially

ostracized. That is the price

you pay for being a sex god porn star on

OnlyFans. You know, I'm in the top 11% of

models on OnlyFans.

But then women don't respect you anymore.

Who is Chi-Chi's new man, and will you

stalk her and the guy when you go back to

Japan? Yeah, I'm gonna stand outside her

I'm gonna be waiting in the shadows.

In the shadows.

I'm gonna get an Airbnb next to her

No, I'm not really. Don't click that and

send it to the Japanese government.

People think my life looks sad and

miserable just because they only see me

when I'm like this, streaming.

But you don't see all the cool fun things

I do when I'm not streaming. Like when I

went to the castle, and when I went to the

mountain, or when I went on a date. I had

a really nice date with a Japanese woman.

I took her up the castle. I mean, I took

her up the mountain and we talked.

We went to the beach as well.

We threw stones at the sea. I did a

bounce— she— I did a bouncing stone throw,

got 3 bounces. She was definitely

impressed.

Obviously I couldn't film the date. If I

filmed the date, you'd think, oh look,

Daniel is having so much fun on his date.

You only see the boring bits.

We had a nice date, went up Arthur's Seat,

the mountain, and we talked in Japanese

and took some— she

took some pictures, and then we went to

the seaside.

We, we did a lot of walking, maybe a bit

too much. We walked nearly 5 hours.

Stream that? I'm not gonna stream a date.

I'm not gonna tell her that I do YouTube,

and then I'm not gonna risk like some