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  1. So I have some bad news about my OnlyFans.

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  2. I think I'm going to have to quit doing it

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  3. because, as some of you may know, I'm

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  4. planning to go to Malaysia later this

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  5. year, next month actually, and we're going

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  6. on holiday and I'm thinking of maybe

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  7. staying there for a bit longer or maybe

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  8. going to some other countries like

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  9. Thailand or Korea or maybe Taiwan, just as

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  10. I wait for Japan to reopen to tourists.

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  11. And the problem is most of these countries

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  12. in Asia are pretty strict when it comes to

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  13. being able to make money from creating and

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  14. sedating— sedating— creating and selling

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  15. these kinds of spicy materials on the

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  16. internet. You're not really allowed to do

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  17. it. You can actually get fined and

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  18. arrested in certain countries, and I don't

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  19. really want to risk it because, as you

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  20. know, I have a lot of people who report me

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  21. for nearly everything. Maybe I could get

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  22. away with it, maybe I could carry on doing

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  23. it and no one would really care. The Thai

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  24. police or the Malaysian police aren't

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  25. really going to be bothered, but I don't

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  26. really want to risk it because I've

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  27. already been banned on Airbnb and I don't

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  28. really want to get into trouble whilst I'm

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  29. in another country doing illegal

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  30. activities. So I feel like it's better to

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  31. just for now shut down the OnlyFans, have

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  32. a bit of peace of mind so I can sleep

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  33. better and be able to travel around some

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  34. of these countries for a few months whilst

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  35. I wait for Japan to eventually reopen to

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  36. tourists. It just kind of sucks because

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  37. OnlyFans makes up about a third of my

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  38. income, and it does kind of hurt to lose

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  39. that income because my channel doesn't

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  40. really make as much money as it used to

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  41. do. But I really want to go back to Asia

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  42. and do a bit of traveling. I've been stuck

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  43. in England for over a year now. And I'm

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  44. feeling pretty bored. So if I have to shut

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  45. down my OnlyFans in order to be able to do

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  46. that, then I will just have to shut it

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  47. down. So I only have 2 options. I can

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  48. either shut down and delete my entire

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  49. OnlyFans account permanently. The whole

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  50. thing is just gone, which I don't really

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  51. want to do. Or I have to— or I would have

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  52. to just delete every single post that's on

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  53. the OnlyFans that is of explicit nature.

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  54. OnlyFans is kind of annoying because

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  55. there's no option to set stuff to private

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  56. and there's no way to stop new people from

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  57. joining the OnlyFans. So you can't really

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  58. take a break. It would have been nice if

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  59. OnlyFans had an option where you could

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  60. just set everything to private so I

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  61. wouldn't have to take everything down.

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  62. But it seems like the only option is to

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  63. delete every post that is naughty.

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  64. So I've had to start the process of

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  65. backing everything up onto this brand new

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  66. SD card so that when I get back home to

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  67. England, I can start re-uploading

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  68. everything back onto my OnlyFans. My plan

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  69. is around middle of June, I'm going to

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  70. start the process of deleting every single

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  71. post. So you have until around middle of

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  72. June if you're still interested in joining

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  73. up to my OnlyFans. You can join up now and

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  74. you'll still have a month until I start

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  75. taking everything down. And if you've been

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  76. away from my OnlyFans for quite a while,

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  77. then there should be quite a lot of new

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  78. content up on there because I've been

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  79. uploading new stuff every month quite

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  80. frequently. So if you're interested in

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  81. seeing the content that you might have

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  82. missed out on on my OnlyFans, then now is

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  83. a good time to join up because you still

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  84. have a month until I delete everything.

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  85. I'll put a link in the description below

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  86. to join up, and maybe if I'm feeling

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  87. generous, I'll put a 20% off discount for

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  88. the first 5 or 10 people. I just got a bit

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  89. scared because I read a few articles about

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  90. some pretty big OnlyFans stars in

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  91. Singapore and Thailand. They got arrested

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  92. and fined just for doing OnlyFans. And

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  93. then I found this little article saying,

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  94. Singapore content creators uploading

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  95. obscene material on the online platform

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  96. OnlyFans could be breaching laws here even

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  97. if they are based overseas. And it also

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  98. says that a foreigner or a Singaporean who

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  99. uploaded the material overseas and then

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  100. subsequently enters Singapore could also

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  101. potentially be dealt with by the law. So

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  102. that was pretty scary to hear stuff like

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  103. that, and I'm not planning to go to

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  104. Singapore, but maybe other countries also

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  105. have similar laws where even if you upload

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  106. this stuff overseas, if you then enter the

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  107. country technically breaking their law and

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  108. I don't really want to risk it. Some

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  109. people said to me, why don't I just use a

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  110. VPN to be able to access the website? And

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  111. yeah, a VPN would help me use the website

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  112. if it has been blocked by the government

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  113. over there, but it still doesn't really

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  114. change the fact that uploading that kind

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  115. of stuff to OnlyFans would be breaking

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  116. their laws and it'll be very easy for them

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  117. to check. They could just go on my

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  118. OnlyFans and say— and they'll be able to

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  119. see that I've uploaded new stuff whilst I

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  120. was in Malaysia or in Thailand and then

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  121. I'd get arrested maybe. I don't really

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  122. know when I would restart my OnlyFans. I

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  123. guess it depends when I come back to

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  124. England. Maybe I would go to Malaysia and

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  125. then I might not like it very much there

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  126. because last time I went I wasn't a huge

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  127. fan, but I'm trying to be a bit more

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  128. open-minded this time and maybe I would

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  129. prefer it this time compared to last time

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  130. if I stayed in a, in a different place,

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  131. maybe in the center of the city. It could

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  132. be nice. I'm not sure. Maybe I just come

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  133. back home with my family back to England

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  134. and then I'll just start my OnlyFans again

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  135. after a few weeks of having a break. Who

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  136. knows? It's kind of hard to make plans

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  137. when I keep changing my mind every second.

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  138. I'm also not really sure if I really,

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  139. really want to stay in Asia for a long

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  140. time because it's kind of different

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  141. visiting and being on holiday versus

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  142. trying to live there, even if it's just

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  143. for a few months. I'm not really sure what

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  144. I would do in Malaysia. I'd just end up

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  145. sitting around in some apartment playing

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  146. video games and being bored and lonely. I

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  147. don't really know if I can justify trying

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  148. or pretending to live in another country

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  149. again for no real reason. It's kind of

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  150. weird when you go to another random place

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  151. and you don't have a job set up there.

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  152. You're not going to any kind of class or

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  153. school or activity. You don't have any

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  154. friends there. It's like you're just going

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  155. to some random place for no apparent

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  156. reason other than you're bored and you've

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  157. got nothing to do there. You've got no

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  158. real reason to be there and you're just

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  159. sitting around there for months and

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  160. months. Not doing anything important or

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  161. special. And I've started learning the

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  162. banjo, which you can see I've got 2 banjos

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  163. here, and I'm quite enjoying just learning

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  164. the banjo and being at home. And I don't

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  165. know if staying in Malaysia or going to

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  166. Thailand would be— would make me happier

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  167. than how I'm currently living my life

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  168. right now. But the problem is I'm just too

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  169. comfy right now. This is like my ultimate

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  170. comfort zone. It's got everything I want,

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  171. everything I need, and I feel 100% safe.

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  172. But the problem with being in your comfort

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  173. zone for too long. It's like they say, it

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  174. stagnates your mind, it rots your mind

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  175. because there's no challenges, there's no

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  176. new external stimulants.

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  177. And I think just being in Asia for a bit,

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  178. even if it makes me uncomfortable, could

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  179. be a nice break from the comfort zone.

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  180. I'm not sure, I still can't decide. On one

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  181. hand, I do kind of want to travel again

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  182. and try living on my own again in some

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  183. kind of city and experiencing city life in

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  184. a different country could be interesting.

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  185. But then I miss my banjo and I miss my

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  186. 32-inch curved monitor. I miss my gaming

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  187. stuff and my bedroom's got everything that

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  188. I like to have that I won't be able to

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  189. take with me because it's just too heavy.

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  190. If Japan was open, then I would definitely

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  191. go back to Japan, even if it's just for a

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  192. few months, because that's the main

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  193. country that I would like to visit again

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  194. and try staying in again. I don't really

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  195. care that much about other countries like

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  196. Korea or Thailand. They're just like

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  197. second-best options whilst Japan is

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  198. closed. And if anyone knows about legal

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  199. stuff, I would love to hear from you if

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  200. you could leave a comment. Am I doing the

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  201. right thing about shutting my OnlyFans

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  202. down? Am I right to be worried? Am I

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  203. worrying over nothing? It's just a little

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  204. bit annoying having to delete everything

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  205. on my OnlyFans and then having to

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  206. re-upload everything again when I come

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  207. back home. I wouldn't mind not making

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  208. or filming new stuff whilst I'm in these

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  209. other countries, but it would be nice if I

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  210. could leave the OnlyFans up so people

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  211. could keep joining it so I could keep

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  212. getting paid. Well, I guess we'll find out

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  213. when I'm in Malaysia. Will I change my

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  214. mind? Would I want to stay there longer?

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  215. Who knows?

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