[2023-03-03] looking for a Boyfriend [i9SgwnHXS6M]

Do you like my new haircut?

Looks pretty good.

I'm getting really good at cutting my

hair. Look at the back.

It all looks good.

Okay, we've got 4— 8 hours.

Ready to clock in another 8-hour shift on

the tubes.

Did I cut it myself? Yeah, I've been

cutting my own hair since 2006.

I'm getting good at it.

It took me like 20 minutes. I just got

these big pair of scissors and I went

shoop shoop shoop shoop shoop shoop shoop

shoop. Didn't even look at the back

because I don't have a dual mirror setup.

I don't need to look at the back to be

able to cut the back. I just grab it like

that. Twist it a bit to grab, to collect

it all, and then snip it off. And then I

keep feeling until it feels like it's all

the same length. I could

probably cut my hair blind, blindfolded.

Why are you 40? I'm not 40.

I'm 34 this month. How is that 40?

It's like saying someone who's 24 is 30.

How am I acting like a teenager anyway?

What have I done that makes you think that

I'm acting like a teenager?

Yeah, exactly. Nothing.

How's your day going? It's okay, but I'm a

bit sick. So if I'm kind of

low energy, that's why. I'm not sad or

anything, it's just I've got a sore

throat, head feels a bit fuzzy. I don't

know how I can be sick when I never go

out. Must have gotten it from my

Oh, she must have brought something back.

The weird thing is she's not sick.

I don't go anywhere and I don't meet

anyone, so I thought I wouldn't get sick.

Maybe it was from last

weekend. We went to that smelly market

under the bridge. I probably got sick from

that poverty market.

Do I like black girls? Yeah, some black

girls are attractive, I guess, but not

those loud big ones. I like slim,

petite, feminine women, and unfortunately,

if you— if that's what you like, then

finding that within the black community is

a challenge.

That's why I aim for

Japanese girls, because they fit my

preferences more. They fit my preferences

better. Oh, thanks,

uh, Lohen Graham for subbing on

my Twitch.

Wow, 4 viewers on Twitch.

5 viewers on Twitch.

Do I want children? Not really.

I want freedom. Did I get a

haircut? Yep, cut it on Wednesday, a few

weeks before I leave for Japan, so If I

mess up and cut it too, too short,

there's some time for it to regrow.

That's my strategy.

But I think it looks pretty good.

I haven't had it this short since October,

I think, since I came to Thailand.

Mm-hmm.

That person didn't even say why I'm acting

like a teenager. Did he?

Where is he?

High and lows, but he's gone.

Is this clickbait? No, I'm gay.

This bot is spamming the poll again. I

don't know how to turn it off. That was a

poll I made when I was in

Manchester. Stream. Why does

it seem like everyone's doing subathon

streams in Japan now?

I bet they saw Ice's subathon really do

really well and then they're like, oh,

I'm gonna do that too. Everyone's just

streaming themselves sleeping and doing

nothing. I guess that's what streaming is,

is you sit there doing nothing.

Cloud bot.

Polls. Close poll.

Okay, it should stop spamming now.

Do I plan to move to an area of Japan you

haven't previously lived in? No, I'm going

to move to Osaka again because I like

Osaka.

Saka. Everywhere in Japan is basically the

same after you've been there a lot of

times. There's not really much difference.

I don't like Tokyo cuz it's full of those

like scammer people, you know, the

Nigerian scammers. I was reading into it

yesterday. Apparently in the 1990s Japan

had some kind of agreement with Nigeria

to hand out a bunch of visas to a couple

thousand people. Don't know why,

but a couple thousand Nigerians moved to

Japan in the '90s, struggled to find work,

and then ended up doing stuff like

nightlife, bars,

basically scamming people. You see all

those stories about people getting taken

to bars, having their drinks spiked,

or waking up and then charge $6,000.

Japan subaton in women's panties and white

socks. Oh, thanks. Yeah, I'll do that.

I'll get like a Joshi Corset outfit at Don

Quijote. I think in Japan I'll just go

wild, like get wigs, Japanese schoolgirl

uniform, and just like jerk myself

off. The problem is I have to pixelate

myself, won't I? Do you think Japanese

police would really come after me?

Because I'm showing my willy. They don't

even care when someone gets beaten up on

the street or if someone's like paying for

cereal. It's like the Japanese police

don't care about anything. All this

illegal stuff's just happening in open

sight and they don't do anything.

I don't know, there must be so much

corruption. Stuff like, oh, I can't touch

these people because they're connected to

the Yakuza. So what, when you join

the police force in Japan, you have to

take training on how not to disturb the

Yakuza? And don't disturb Nigerian people

because then we'll be called racist. It's

said that the Japanese police don't want

to arrest the Nigerian scammer people

because the Nigerian embassy then starts

accusing them of being racist. And they

don't want that bad look. They don't want

that bad PR, so they just leave the

Nigerian scammers alone, which is just

crazy. Because everyone knows— I think

most people know by now about this

Nigerian bar scam stuff. Even Chris Broad

made a video about it. So it's not like

it's a secret. The Japanese police know

it's going on, but then they don't do

anything to stop it. So they're just happy

to let Foreigners and tourists come to

Tokyo and just get scammed and have their

drinks spiked. It's so lame, isn't it?

They should shut all these places down.

It annoys me.

That's why I don't go. I don't like Tokyo.

It's just full of those kind of people. I

never see those people in Osaka. It's

always like Kabukicho, Roppongi.

Why did they invite them if they didn't

have jobs for them? I'm not sure. I think

they just did it to look good so they can

say, hey, we're not racist, we just gave a

load of visas to Nigerian people.

And now it's like biting them back 40

years later. That's why you see those

Nigerian guys always like 30 or 40 years

old. Like middle-aged.

And now they can't do anything because

they can't like round them all up and kick

them out. That would look so bad. It's

just sad. Like these countries are ruining

themselves because they don't want to look

bad.

They mostly work as bouncers in clubs.

Yeah, I don't know if it's like the entire

Nigerian community that are bad. Maybe

they're mostly good people, but it's like

a small minority of the community that

makes them look really bad. They always

come up to you and they're like, oh, do

you want massage and titties? I saw loads

of them when I was watching Ice's stream.

Nigerians work with the Yakuza. Yeah, I

read the Yakuza found out that Nigerians

are better at aggressive street sales than

Chinese or Korean people that they used to

employ. So they employed the Nigerians to

do like street work. But then the

Nigerians were so good at it, they just

started working for themselves.

You got like massive Nigerian mob in Tokyo

that does all this.

How— I mean, how dumb do you have to be to

just go with some random guy into a bar

and drink? You should dress up as a

Japanese policeman and wave your billy

around in a video. Pretty sure that's

illegal to dress up as a policeman.

Don't you mean a police them? It's 2023.

Can't have gender words.

Like Sam Smith, that stupid singer.

Fisher thems.

How dumb do you have to be to actually

follow one of these Nigerian people though

and get scammed? Apparently they just

march you to an ATM if you don't have

enough money, but what if you just ran?

What are they gonna do, run after you?

I'd probably be too scared. I'd probably

just get marched to the ATM, just hand

over all my money.

Damn, quiet day today on the tubes.

Is it because it's Friday? Is it Friday?

Yeah, it's Friday.

I guess the gay bait doesn't work anymore.

So about Japan, should I make videos

or should I just livestream when

I land and do like a, just livestream my

whole life? So I feel like at this point

videos won't really work.

I could do like a short, short-form

content like I used to, but I

try and make it all dramatic and cinematic

like I used to, or just livestream.

Aren't you livestreaming with Suspenders?

No, although that would be kind of

interesting. I wonder if Suspenders would

like me. Suspenders seems like a very

helpful and friendly guy for most of the

TQ Sam said he connected you to Well,

he just made an Instagram group chat and

then asked suspenders about Wi-Fi.

And then I said, hey, suspenders, like

your streams. Can you recommend me pocket

Wi-Fi? And then he just links a website

which I bought. I paid for 1 month of

pocket Wi-Fi from that website. I've seen

other people use it as well. Do you

remember that girl? That Korean girl who

used to make videos with TerryTV called

Bubbly. She used to be called Boyoung's

World. Does anyone— did anyone used

to watch TerryTV like 5 years ago when he

was pretty popular? Do you remember he

used to get like 500,000, 600,000 views on

nearly everything? The guy fell off so

much. I don't know what happened. It was

like during COVID He got depressed, I

think, and moved back to America.

And then he didn't upload for ages. And

then he kind of came back with these

murder mystery videos, which didn't really

pop off. Now he's like disappeared again,

but he basically lost his entire fan base

during COVID But he used

to back in the day, like 5 or 6 years ago

when he was big stuff, he used to make a

lot of videos with this Korean girl called

Baryeong. And I remember they made a video

called— well, she made it. She had a

YouTube channel as well, 187K subs, but

then she deleted everything. She only does

Twitch now. I saw she was in Japan

yesterday and I watched a bit,

but I remember I commented on her video

saying, you're just clickbaiting, you're

not actually his girlfriend. And then she

replied, Said, I didn't say I was his

girlfriend. I put a space in between,

between the girl and the friend. I wonder

if she remembers me.

I commented on a Twitch stream. She

doesn't— she didn't realize it was me. I

said, can you come to Thailand? And she

said, sure, if I pay for her. She kind of

looks like my girlfriend, like a Korean

version of my girlfriend.

But she's using that same pocket Wi-Fi

that I ordered. Seems good.

All these people from 5 years ago, so many

just fell off.

Tikyo Sam is live now as well. What's he

I wonder what TerryTV is up to these days.

Maybe he just got a job. How do you just

quit YouTube like that? Unless you made

millions, which I don't think he did. I

reckon he probably has like a couple

hundred thousand in savings after All

these years. But he didn't make enough to

live off it for the rest of his life. He

must be doing something else. You fell off

too? Well, it's called growing up.

I guess when you're young, you've got all

like this young energy, but then you get

over 30-something, you approach your

mid-30s, you kind of calm down as a— as

an adult. And then vlogging

and this kind of stuff, you just naturally

lose interest in it. I find it kind of

boring now. But when I was like 28,

27, I was so excited to vlog.

I was like, oh my God, I'm a vlogger.

Look at me eating food.

I guess you get to a point in life where

you feel like Well, I'm nearly in my

mid-30s. I didn't become mega successful

like I was dreaming. You start— I mean, I

think reality starts to set in and you

feel like, well, I don't have much time

left. Chances of me becoming mega

successful are probably zero by now.

But when you're young, you feel like

anything could happen. You don't know

what's going to happen when you're in your

early 20s. You've got your whole life

Now I feel like instead of trying to be

mega successful, my goal is just to

survive. It's just like to find some

kind of happiness with

what I have. I try to have more

of a realistic approach. Yeah, I'm not

going to be the next PewDiePie, I guess.

Could have happened in a different reality

where I wasn't mentally retarded.

Do I have any friends yet? Uh,

I guess me and Pia are friends. We played

Sons of the Forest yesterday, it was

pretty fun. Anyone else play Sons of the

Forest? It's a pretty good game actually.

And then some idiots came onto our server,

blew our house up, so we had to quit and

then reload it. Imagine Minecraft but

with really realistic graphics, that's

what Sons of the Forest is like.

I made a server, so far it's just me and

Pia. Might play it later today.

I'm thinking of making a new server, but

this time make it really hard so you need

water and food to live.

Currently it's kind of on easy mode. I

think it would be more exciting if you had

to eat and drink. I never

played the first Forest, so I don't really

know how different it is. What do you

normally talk about with Pia? We don't

really talk about anything actually. We

just play the game.

It's very relaxing. Just run around, chop

down some trees, build a house,

collect food, build some furniture.

I like it.

My mind's gone blank.

What should I talk about? Oh, 7 hours.

I feel like there's nothing going on

anywhere.

Your arms look bigger. Oh, thanks. Been

working out.

Maybe I'll go to the gym tomorrow on the

weekend.

My workout routine? I do bicep curls and

then over the head with the dumbbells like

that and push-ups. That's it, really.

Does your girlfriend still think you're a

graphic designer? I don't think she does

anymore. Sometimes she does ask. Are you

really an artist? And then I say,

sometimes. That was a really stupid lie to

make. Why did I tell her I do art?

I should have known that means I would

have had to do some art. I didn't do any.

Actually, I did one, you know, that horse

video. But I haven't done any

in front of her. So I don't know what she

thinks. I think she thinks that I do

investing for money, but I've lost like

£1,000 in the last few weeks,

so I don't know what to say if she asks

me. I think I'll just say I'm not doing

anything.

She must think it's weird that I don't do

anything for money.

I already showed her my old art I did

years ago. Now I just say

I lost interest in it and now I'm

interested in— She thinks I just sit

at home playing games. I think she's fine

with it since I'm paying for stuff. I

don't think women care if you work or not

if you've got money and you can pay for

everything. If you got no job and you got

no money, then yeah, they'll probably get

fed up with you.

Well, I can't tell her that I make videos

and I do streaming. No way. Especially

after the last stream where I basically

called her mum a bitch.

I went all out on her mum last stream. I

was— I don't know why last stream I was in

such a mood. Had some pretty good rants,

like the poor people thing. Poor people,

funny. I mean, I'm poor as well,

but I got standards. Like, I'm clean,

tidy.

Tell her you're broke without a job. I

mean, I do joke and I say I'm broke and I

can't afford this and that.

What if she puts a hidden cam? Yeah, if

she could see what I get up to alone, it

would be weird. I jerk off like twice a

day, then I do my exercising, and then I'm

making streams and stuff. She'll see me

just sitting here talking to myself and

then jerking off. I got so bored

yesterday. I tried watching a video about

the stock market. I got so bored I did end

up getting a massive boner. Does anyone

else just get really horny when they're

bored? I had to pause it and then rub one

out and then come back.

Pretty bored these days. Just try and find

stuff to do, like cleaning.

Cut my hair, do some working out,

fold my t-shirt.

Well, good news is she doesn't seem to be

coming to Japan anymore. For now.

She bought a load of stuff. She bought a

new bag, like a new handbag. I don't know

how much it was. Must have been at least a

couple thousand, but— and she bought a

bunch of English textbooks, which makes me

feel bad because she seems really serious

about learning English for me. Probably

she bought about 5 of these thick

textbooks. I don't know when she's gonna

read it because she just comes home from

work and goes to bed. Maybe on the

Are you going to dump her? I don't know.

I don't want to, but I want to go back to

Japan. I miss Japan.

I want to do some stuff in Japan, not sit

around in boring Thailand. I feel like in

Japan I could do so many things, like get

a bike, ride around Osaka,

meet some Japanese people, do hanami,

maybe meet some viewers in Japan.

It's just in Thailand, I feel like nothing

happens. Why would I want to go outside

biking in Thailand and get run over by an

army of mopeds? Get melted in the

36-degree humid heat. Thailand is just

horrible to go outside during the day.

The roads are just so full and ugly

looking. Rats everywhere.

It's just not a pleasant city to

walk around unless you live right bang in

the center,

which I don't.

Do I have any new video ideas? Absolutely

So I've completely given up on personal

videos because they just don't get views

anymore. Fully focused on reactionary

commentary videos, but there's just

nothing happening to react to. The Anime

Man video is doing well. It's, um,

3 out of 10 on the ranking.

Bit of a slow burner, but the blue line is

ticking up higher than my usual videos

get.

I've had to rethink

my strategy for making videos a lot.

The PewDiePie video did so well. I can't

believe it. Jesus, 110,000.

My god, it was only 101,000 a couple

days ago. How many views is— oh wow, it's

getting like 5,000 views a day.

I can't believe that's my most successful

video in like a year. Just made $250.

I feel happy and frustrated about it. It

just makes me feel like, oh, what's the

point making anything original or genuine?

YouTube just rewards me for pumping out

shit. It's really demoralizing as,

as a creative person or someone who wants

to be creative. It's so demoralizing when

you just shit out the crappiest video ever

and it outperforms every single video

you've made in like a year.

I don't think I ever got like 100K views

on a personal video since 2017 or

2018. It's just demoralizing.

I don't want to make this stuff. I want to

make— I I want to document my life and

talk about things I care about. I don't

give a crap about stupid PewDiePie's

stupid baby. But that's what I gotta do.

That's what I gotta do to pay the bills.

It sucks. Got my comment section full

of idiots saying, oh, I grew up in America

and I'm not white and I'm just fine.

They're so stupid. Do you honestly think

America and Japan's the same? America is a

multicultural country. It's a melting

pot of different ethnicities. Japan was

like a closed-off country for most of its

history until a couple hundred years ago.

They never imported a huge number of

slaves from Africa. They had some Korean

and Chinese slaves, I guess. Japan is

not, not multicultural. So how can you

even compare the two? It's just so dumb,

these people. What is wrong with Americans

these days? It's like they're just getting

dumber and dumber.

It's just— I can't with Americans anymore.

The stereotype of like the dumb American,

you think, oh, maybe it's just a

stereotype, but I think it's actually

Being— having exposure to PewDiePie's

fanbase, just— I think it made me die

inside a little. They're so stupid.

I had to turn the comments off because I

was just getting so triggered at the

stupidity.

Now they're coming onto my other videos

and saying, oh, but I grew up in America.

They just— they don't get it. They

completely missed every single point I was

making.

I guess, what do you expect from

PewDiePie's fanbase? They're probably all

stupid kids. Oh,

PewDiePie is a rich millionaire. I'm sure

his kid will be well looked after. Yeah,

because money already solves everything in

life, doesn't it? Not. Look at Notch.

Look how miserable and lonely he was as a

multi-billionaire. People think, oh, just

because PewDiePie has got money, he can

fix everything.

I guess it'll be interesting if I could

talk to one of these people directly

instead of just comments, but I think

they're so dumb.

I think people who love Japan don't

understand Japan at all.

Literally every big white YouTuber has

complained about racism in Japan. Chris,

Connor, Ludwig. Even Ludwig complained

about how he wasn't welcomed into some bar

Play games with your viewers. I'd like to

play Sons of the Forest, but I feel like

if I start playing games, I'd lose half my

I end up replying to these comments. And

then deleting it because I don't want to

see their response because it's just going

to make me more angry.

My whole comment section is just people

raging at me.

It's just boring.

For some reason, the Elden Ring video is

popping up again in views. I think because

some DLC is coming out soon, so Elden Ring

is trending again. I should play that.

You got solid points. Yeah, I know. I

thought, you know, when I made the

PewDiePie video, I wasn't really trolling.

I was kind of being authentic.

And I thought my points made sense.

But then they started calling me a racist

for some reason. How am I a racist by

pointing out Japan's racism?

That's what frustrates me about YouTube.

It's like people never seem to get my

point and they completely twist things or

twist what I'm saying. Am I bad at saying

stuff? Am I? Maybe I'm just bad at

explaining things. In my mind it makes

sense, and when I say it, I think I've

worded it well enough. Maybe I'm

just really bad at it.

I don't think you can really disagree that

the fact is PewDiePie's kid will

have unique problems growing up in Japan

as a non-Asian person compared to if he

just grew up in a white country. Don't you

agree with that? How can you not agree

with it? It's not subjective. It's like a

literally objective fact that

a white person would have an easier time

growing up in a white country. How can you

disagree with that? Do you think

Japanese people on a daily basis suffer

from racism living in Japan?

Of course not, because they're surrounded

by Japanese people.

The only people who suffer from racism is

when they're a minority in a country

where— totally get you— where they are not

the majority. Oh, thanks,

Blood the Bucket.

Very generous.

Didn't you used to say they love white

people in Japan? Well,

they do, mostly, but there's a lot of

Japanese people who don't like them and

tell them to leave when they try and go

into restaurants and bars.

That's gonna be PewDiePie's kid's future,

getting denied entry to bars because he

doesn't look Asian.

Oh well, we'll see. 10 years' time,

I wonder if PewDiePie will be uploading

posts and updates about his kid, or are

they just gonna disappear? I wonder if

PewDiePie will just disappear one day.

Probably in 10 or 20 years' time, Japan

will be much more international and

there'll be a much bigger international

community. There's already a pretty big

one, but I guess in the future it's just

going to get bigger,

which is why I'll be avoiding Tokyo even

more. No thanks. I don't want to live in

an international community.

Which is funny I say that because I go to

Japan and I have no interest in making

friends with Japanese people. I end up

just making friends with American people

or Europeans or Canadians. I like

Canadians. Canadians are always nice and

pleasant to be around. Americans are also

nice. It's just they can be kind of weird

and toxic. And they always want to debate

about racial things. And the thing I

noticed about Americans is the

conversation always goes towards like

racial stuff.

Black people this and black people that.

Oh, thanks, Rosetta.

Can you say my name in an ASMR style,

please? What is your name?

Well, your YouTube name. How, whispering?

Rosetta Stoned. Thank you very much.

Do you think my mic's better now I put

this fluffy thing? I noticed my P's were

very harsh and there was like a wind sound

when I said P. Good thing I brought

Say it in

a sexy voice. I don't know how to.

Rosetta Stoned. Is that good?

I really want to test my new IRL setup,

but I just can't be bothered to go

outside. IRL wannabe IRL streamer who

can't be bothered to go outside. I think

it would work. I don't see why it won't

work as long as I have 2 connections, one

for the laptop, one for outside.

It works really good when I test it

inside, and then if I lose connection from

the GoPro, it would still stream, it'd

just be a black screen. If I can make

a code or somehow have it automatically

switch to a be right back screen when the

stream goes down, if the stream goes down.

That's just too complicated. I don't have

that knowledge. Trying to find out how to

link my GoPro to Streamlabs took ages to

figure out.

Would I ever do ASMR? Aren't I doing it

now? What would it— what would I have to

do to make it officially ASMR?

What is the setup? It is the GoPro

streaming from the GoPro app on my phone

to an RTMP server which is on my laptop,

and then received on Streamlabs. And then

I press go live on Streamlabs on my

computer, and then I would go out with the

GoPro. So I don't know how I'd

do it because I would

have to press go live and then go out,

but I don't want to dox myself. So I would

have to hide the GoPro for like an hour.

The first hour would be, be nothing whilst

I get to a safe location.

I've got this remote control on my phone

so I could press go live remotely,

control my computer with my phone.

I think it'd be good because the GoPro

would be really small, which would be easy

to hold. It has good stability.

I can put it on my chest mount and

it doesn't have to be connected with a

cable, just like a charging cable.

But then I dropped into Cash Meow's

livestream for like 5 minutes just as he

was talking about the best phone for

livestreaming, and he said the Pixel 7 Pro

is the best because it doesn't lock you

out of stabilization when you stream,

which is something I'm having troubles

with. Whenever I stream with the Flip Z,

it is so shaky even though I swear I have

stabilization turned on. He said it's to

do with the chips, like the Snapdragon

chips that Samsung uses. I don't know why,

but they seem to turn off the

stabilization when you're trying to do a

live stream. But Google Pixel uses

a Tensor G2 chip made by Google.

So now I, I want to get that phone to test

it out.

It's only $700.

It's not too expensive for a flagship

phone. Can I use SRT?

Yeah, I heard SRT is way better. Uses 50%

less bandwidth, but I don't know how to do

it. I guess I have to set up an SRT

server. Maybe I'll try looking into it.

At least I've got a lot of burner phones

to make Tinder accounts on. I've got like

6 SIM cards as well. I guess I could make

a Tinder account using my Thailand SIM

cards. Japan, as long as I can get the

verification code. There are so many

Thailand SIM cards now. Thank you,

Daniel. I almost fainted because it was so

hot. Wow, glad you liked it.

Maybe it's a little bit messed up to use

the SIM cards my girlfriend got me to make

a Tinder account in Japan. It's kind of

wrong, isn't it?

I don't know if I'll do Tinder.

Maybe. I just can't be bothered.

Dan isn't circumcised. Why does that

matter? When I'm erect and I roll back the

foreskin, it's basically the same as being

circumcised. And I wash it every day,

so it's clean.

I don't know why I'm so interested in IRL

streaming when I never IRL stream. Seems

kind of silly. I think in Japan things

would be different because I won't have to

hide my apartment and I won't have a

girlfriend. Japan— I also like Japan more

to walk around.

I have no motivation to go outside in

Thailand. I don't know what it is about

Thailand. It's just not pleasant.

Japan just has a nice vibe. Everything is

clean and orderly looking.

And the weather is much better apart from

summer. Spring's good in Japan. It's not

too cold, not too hot.

Oh, I feel so sick.

Well, when you're sick, you just have no

energy. Imagine I get sick before going to

Japan. What would happen? They would think

I've got COVID. Maybe this is COVID.

Do I need to do anything before going to

Japan? I've got all of the vaccine shots,

so I don't think I need to do a PCR test

because I've got the COVID NHS pass.

Do I need to make an account on some app

or website?

Imagine I get quarantined because I'm

Would I ever go to Mongolia? Nope. Never.

I would never go to Africa, Middle East,

Russia, China, South America, North

America. So basically I would never go

anywhere apart from Japan. I think

Thailand is my second favorite country

now. Definitely. South Korea used to be my

second favorite, but I never really liked

it. It was just like second best because

it's kind of like Japan. But for some

reason, South Korea, especially Seoul,

just makes me feel miserable. It's a very

robotic looking, boring,

dull city, don't you think?

Sure, it's very futuristic and modern

looking, but it's so lifeless

and dull. I watched Joey's vlog. He went

to South Korea, I think. A few days ago,

and he made a 72 hours in Korea vlog,

and it just reminded me of how much I hate

it. It's like Japan, but without

all the charm of Japan. It's like Japan's

older, boring brother without the

cityness.

And the whole city just looks kind of gray

and miserable looking. Everyone looks cold

and fed up.

I just don't like South Korea. Thailand is

much better. I think Bangkok has a better

vibe. It just feels more lively, like a

lived-in city instead of a city made by

robots for robots.

Seoul looks like one of those futuristic

dystopian sci-fi planets like Coruscant in

Star Wars. They're very boring looking

buildings.

Plus, winter is freezing. I don't like the

food. The food just all tastes like chili

and gochujang and kimchi. Everything's

orange. Literally every single Korean dish

is orange because of that gochujang sauce.

They put that in everything. I hate

tteokbokki. It's just like a squidgy,

squidgy, stodgy carb,

little, little carb chewy thing. There's

no substance. It's just like, get a load

of rice, squish it into a roll,

and then dip it in gochujang sauce. It

tastes rubbish. I don't like— I don't

understand why people like tteokbokki.

It's like one massive lump of pasta

squished into a tube.

What is the point of it? It's got no meat

in it, it's got no nutrition, it's just

like a bunch of carbs.

People only like it because of the sauce,

but the sauce, you can just dip that on

anything. I don't like the sauce, it's so

damn spicy. Korean barbecue is okay,

but I mean, it's just meat grilled on a

flame.

Obviously that would taste good.

Don't like bibimbap, it's just like a

bunch of vegetables, bean sprouts mixed

all up. Everything has the same flavor.

Kimchi, that kind of fishy, garlicky

paste. No, I don't like

Korean food. The fried chicken's good,

but again, that's just fried chicken.

Obviously it tastes good.

I wonder if white people living in Korea

experience getting denied entry to places

like in Japan. I feel like in Korea,

they're, they're not gonna freak out and

get scared of foreigners like in Japan.

I, after watching Aiza's subathon, I feel

kind of disappointed with Japanese people.

They're just weird, aren't they? They

freak out, they get scared. Oh,

foreigners speaking English. They're also

kind of racist, just telling him no, no,

no foreigners, Japanese only. I feel like

in Korea that wouldn't happen.

Koreans seem more open. They— Korean

people seem happier that foreigners are

coming to the country and showing an

interest in their culture. They seem more

welcoming on the surface. Korean people

seem scary because they're like tutting

and swearing all the time. They look

grumpy, but But I think deep down they're

more welcoming and friendly, whereas in

Japan it's like the opposite. Japan—

Japanese people on surface level are like

very friendly looking, but it's all fake.

And deep down they're probably thinking,

get the hell away from me, I don't speak

English, I'm scared. The women literally

run away from Ice.

I can feel Ice's frustration. I would love

to see Ice in Korea. It'd be interesting

to compare the two.

Maybe because there's just not many big

white YouTubers in Korea, but I've never

heard of— well, there is that English man,

but he makes content for Korean people,

not— I don't know. He's called Yongguk

Namjae. English man. My ex used

to like watching him. That guy blew up.

He's got like 10 million subs.

Japan. It makes you realize Japanese

people are very two-faced and fake.

Korea is a westernized version of Japan,

but I wonder why, because, hmm,

I guess it is different. America came to

Japan as conquerors. And basically forced

them into submission to fall in line.

Whereas Korea— America

went to Korea as friends to help them

fight the North Koreans. So it's not the

same. America didn't really bomb and

conquer South Korea into submission. So I

guess it's a different relationship.

Japan never really chose to have— I mean,

there was like the Matthew Perry thing

where they were forced to open up to

so it's like they grudgingly accepted that

they have to open up.

But they seem scared of foreigners.

They don't know how to interact with

foreigners because

they suck at English. I don't know why

they suck at English so much. It's like

they're scared of English, of talking in

English. They don't want to try, or they

don't want to challenge

themselves. They just seem very

close-minded.

Would be interesting seeing Ice in Korea.

I think he would have a very different

experience. To Japan.

But Korea is just a miserable place. I

don't like it.

Maybe I watch too much K-drama. You notice

K-drama is always very miserable as well.

It's always like, oh, some poor woman

who's getting harassed at work and there's

like crazy stalker. And why does the bad

guy in K-drama always seem the same? He

wears like the Harry Potter glasses. He's

got the baseball cap so he looks

mysterious. He's got the black t-shirt and

he's always kind of weird and incelly. I

swear every K-drama has the same villain

and then he stalks and harasses some poor

innocent woman. I'm so sick and tired of

Korean drama. My girlfriend likes it. She

puts it on and all I can hear

is like screaming Korean people.

They always just seem angry and sad.

I don't like watching it because it makes

me feel Puts me in a bad mood.

I only like American drama. I don't

like British drama either.

I watched— we watched this movie on

Netflix. I don't know why everything we

watch seems to make me feel Like she's on

to me. So this movie was about a Black

family moves into a house. There's a ghost

in the attic. They kind of become friends

with the ghost, and then the dad wants to

exploit the ghost to make YouTube videos

and become famous on YouTube. And I was

just kind of nervous thinking, this is

kind of like me. The dad gets obsessed

with going viral on YouTube so he can be

rich. But then the son wants to help the

ghost, help set him free.

It's quite a good movie. I liked it.

And then this other one we're watching

called You. The whole show is about this

guy who is trying to hide his identity

from his girlfriend. And I'm just watching

it thinking, oh crap, this is like me.

And then he stalks the women's social

media and he hides his own identity and

I can hear someone.

All this secrecy is such a headache.

I just feel anxious all the time. If she

comes home, I better be damn quick hiding

this stuff. She already suspects I'm a

YouTuber because whenever we go out, I'm

always filming clips and stuff. And I'm

not just filming, I'm also doing like the

YouTuber thing where I talk to the camera.

Maybe if I was just filming like a clip,

normally that's the touristy thing to do.

But when someone's like narrating the

video, that's a very YouTuber thing to do.

I don't think normal people do that. So

I'm filming and I'm like, so we're in this

cave, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. I'm

putting on— I'm doing like my thing when

I'm filming my videos, trying to be funny

and stuff.

She's definitely suspicious that I'm a

YouTuber, especially when we went to

Vietnam. It's very vloggy the way I was

filming.

Why are you trying to hide you're a

YouTuber? Because last livestream I said

some mean things about her whole family.

I said her sister's a spoiled brat, her

mum's a stupid idiot who doesn't

understand her. How to be a parent. She'd

be pretty upset with that. I mean, her

sister doesn't work and she just gets

handouts from the mum. The mum just spoils

her and gives her like $1,500 every month

for nothing and gives my girlfriend

nothing. I got kind of triggered.

I do not want my girlfriend finding out

What the mum's doing is completely

emotionally damaging,

and it's just promoting narcissistic and

lazy behavior on the sister.

I wish my mom sent me $1,000 every month.

People think my mom sends me money because

apparently people think we're rich. My mom

never sent me a penny. Okay, she'll give

me like £10 on Chinese New Year when I was

a kid, but not recently.

My dad never gave me money. The only time

my dad gave me money was when I ran out of

money and I was stuck in Taiwan and I

needed money to buy a plane ticket home.

But then I paid him back. All these

parents out there just giving their kids

money when they're like 30 years old. Why

can't I get some money? I don't get

anything. People think I'm rich because I

don't work and

I travel the world. What do you think I do

for money? I do YouTube, of course.

Oh, you only get 5K views? Yeah, I got 400

million views total in this month, so

Obviously I'm making some money.

What's your cover-up story to her for how

you spend your time? I just say— well,

she'll say, how was your day? What did you

do? And I'll just say nothing. I'll just

play it off. I'll just say, oh, I just

played games. Oh, I weightlifted, did

exercise, and I was planning my Japan

trip. I try not to mention Japan because I

don't want to trigger her, get her upset

I'm in contact with a Tinder employee.

Don't expect to get back on easily. What

do you mean? I've been back on Tinder,

but I get banned again after a few months.

Maybe there's some Japanese dating app I

could use instead.

How does she just let you live there and

do nothing while she works? Because I'm

paying for everything. I pay all the rent,

I pay most of the food.

Basically, it's my place. It's just in her

name because they would never rent to a

foreigner who has no visa. They would

give you some crazy price trying to rip

you off. We did go to an apartment before

where I tried to sign up in my name. And

you know how much they charged me? Well,

they tried to charge me like $600 a month,

which is more than double what we're

Well, I can't do anything. I can't work

because I don't have a visa. How am I

going to get a job? She understands I

can't get a job because I don't have a

visa. Sometimes she does recommend things

I could do, like she said, oh, you like

gaming, you could do streaming. Already

doing it.

Oh my Jesus Christ,

why is it so loud?

Yeah, I don't want my girlfriend finding

my YouTube channel because she, she would

get upset over so many things I say.

Like, you know, thinking about dumping her

and getting a Japanese girlfriend. You

think that's not gonna upset her? She'd be

so upset. She'd be broken to find

out that I'm even considering it.

She thinks that we're gonna be together

forever. I think most

women only get into a relationship if they

see a long-term future. I don't think past

a week. I think I don't really have

long-term plans.

I just get myself into situations out of

luck or chance. I don't really plan my

future. Now any girl

would be upset if they hear what I'm

talking about. There's just no way.

And this is the bulk of what I talk about,

like planning my future. Well,

trying to, trying to plan my future and

trying to think about what I want, what

kind of girls I want to bang. There's just

no way any girl would be happy with this.

But if I can't talk about it, what am I

going to talk about?

This is why Mila dumped me because she

didn't like what I talked about. I guess I

could talk about games, positive side of

living in Thailand, but it's so

hard. I need to fill 8 hours with talking.

If you say I can't be negative, then the

slope. Cutting out 70% of my content.

What are you interested in other than

females? Yeah, video games, tech,

cameras, phones, stock market.

I try not to talk about the stock market

because I know you guys don't care about

it. Every time I start talking about it,

I lose like 40% of my viewers. So I've had

to train myself not to talk about it.

People just don't care.

I want to be very careful what I talk

about when I stream because I notice

certain topics makes my view count drop

drastically. Like when I start talking

about the evolution of whales, I think I

lost half my viewers.

So yeah, I got to know. I need to know

what you guys want me to talk about.

And that's usually girls complaining,

girlfriend stuff and money

stuff. I think you guys are interested in

money stuff, but not stock market stuff.

Like you want to hear about how broke I

am, how I'm planning to sustain my

lifestyle.

So living life on a budget, I think, is an

interesting topic.

I don't think you guys care about views.

I do talk about views a lot— what's

working, what's getting views, what's not

getting views. I enjoy

talking about the rise and fall of YouTube

channels and You know, audience psychology

of audiences and mentality of viewers. I

like talking about that kind of stuff.

I think the idea of living cheap is

interesting because I'm

broke, so I have to be interested in it.

Otherwise I'm gonna blow all my money.

Got to take an interest in Cheap living

now. Not making the big bucks anymore.

Damn, my hair looks good. Look at the

taper at the back. I didn't even look at

that to cut that. I just looked in the

mirror, twisted my head as far as I could

so I could see as much, and it went shoop

shoop shoop shoop. I need to refine it a

little bit. There's still like strands