everything in my life has failed...

Testing.

Testing. Testing.

Do you like my new haircut? Looks so good.

Now I look like a real man.

Yeah, not bad for the first the first cut.

I haven't really, um, I haven't really

checked it closely to see if it's balanced

or not. I might do that tomorrow, but it

looks fine just from eyeballing it.

Yeah, I think it looks fine. I'm not sure

about the back. I haven't looked at the

back yet. I need to get my little mirror

out. But it feels fine.

From the feeling, it feels like it's

balanced.

Yeah, I've gotten pretty good at it. God,

it looks so bad when you first start

hacking away at it because it was like a

big mushroom of hair and I'm like, choo

choo choo choo, just grabbing chunks of

it, cutting it all off, and it looks

terrible. And then you got to start, you

know, balancing it out. And then it starts

taking shape. It's like trimming a bush,

basically.

I'd say the first few weeks is when it

looks— I don't know, you know they say,

oh, after a few weeks you start to like

your new haircut? Yeah, that's only

because you've gotten used to it. The

haircut hasn't really changed much in a

few weeks. They were talking about this on

the radio.

It's just because you kind of forget what

your hair used to look like and now you're

used to your new hair and now you don't

really care that much. But when you first

cut it, it's like a big shock. Yeah, I

don't know why people go to a hairdresser

and waste like £20 when you can just do it

yourself. Took about half an hour, but I

do have 20 years experience.

Chad undercut haircut with a fade.

Yeah, why don't I get a manual petrol car

and start smoking as well and start saying

innit and bruv? That's never

gonna happen. You got the wrong guy here.

I'm sophisticated, elegant. I don't have

a chavvy undercut. Get the hell out of

here.

You prefer to pay £20, get it done

professionally? Well, I prefer to save

thousands of pounds over the last 20 years

and know exactly what kind of cut I want

because I, I can read my own mind and not

have some idiot mess it up because they

don't understand what I'm saying. I said

don't cut the fringe too short and it's

cut too short. Oh well, thanks Ken.

Yeah, I said don't cut the fringe too

short and don't cut the sideburns too

short. When they do, they go and then you

can see all my eyebrows. You should only

ever be able to see one eyebrow at a time,

otherwise it looks weird.

Mid-2015, you had nice short hair.

No, in 2015 I had the anime hair.

When I was straightening it. I don't think

I had hair this short when I was in 2015.

I never had hair this short. I only

started cutting my hair this short

probably sometime

when I was married. Before I was married,

I was still in that anime hair phase.

Even when I met Chihiro and I was dating

her for the first few months, I was still

using the hair straighteners. She was

laughing at me, saying it was weird.

Yeah, well, you still married me. So you

insult yourself, you married this weirdo.

No, I like my haircut. I think it suits

me. I don't have the right face to get an

undercut. It would just look weird.

Yeah, so I kind of nearly

got in trouble at Tesco.

So, you know, in Tesco where you have to

scan your items yourself with a little

handheld thing? So I was scanning all my

items and then, I kid you not, through no

fault of my own, I forget

to scan one of the items and then I go to

the checkout and then I press finish

scanning and it goes, please wait, your

items need to be checked. Assistance is

coming. I'm like, oh shit. And I quickly

try and get out to put the thing back,

but the woman catches me and she's like,

oh wait, I need to check. And I said, oh,

I just forgot one thing. And she said,

oh, you won't be able to scan it. So I'll

just scan your things and you can go and

get it. I was like, oh fuck. Oh my God.

No, through no fault. It's the stupid

thing glitched. Shut up. Yeah, thanks.

Yeah, the stupid scanner glitched. I

definitely scanned it.

I felt my face going red.

A stupid handheld scanner thing. Stupid,

isn't it? So I

overspent my shopping budget by, I don't

know, £5. So I spent £42 instead

of £36, which is what I wanted for my

budget. But I got a lot of stuff. I got

liver, kimchi, chicken wings, pork loin,

bunch of vegetables, KitKat crisps, pot

noodle ramen. Yeah, I got everything I

wanted. Flat. I forgot the panko and

chicken stock.

I wonder how many times they get people

who accidentally didn't scan everything.

Definitely accidentally.

I don't know, maybe it's cuz it's my first

time using the Clubcard. Because before I

was using someone else's club card,

but I decided to make my own club card

because why am I giving away my points to

someone who doesn't deserve them? So I'm

getting my own Tesco points now so

I can get savings.

Yeah, so that was pretty embarrassing, a

bit annoying. And then when I was leaving

the Tesco car park, idiot, pickup truck

guy. So I was trying to pull out of the

lane in the car park and then he just went

ahead of me. So I thought, oh, he's

exiting the car park and then he just

stops in front of the exit and I'm like,

what is he doing? So I inch forwards a bit

and then I realize, oh, he's trying to

reverse and I can see his arms doing the

arm thing. I hate when drivers do the

stupid arm thing. Like, I hate that.

That's so annoying. Do the stupid arm

thing at me, idiot. So then I backed up a

bit and then he was reversing into a

parking spot. So why did he go all the way

around the car park to the exit to reverse

into a parking bay at the exit when

there's all these other spots open? And

then if you weren't gonna exit, why didn't

you let me go first? Doing this stupid arm

thing at me. I could see it from his— I

could just see the arm go up like this.

Idiot. So annoying trying to get out of

that town, and then you've got all these

idiots just walking into the road

expecting me to stop, and I'm like,

go then.

Why did these people here— they just step

into the road. You're supposed to wait for

the cars to pass and then you cross.

They're like, no, I'm crossing now.

Sorry, it's not even a zebra crossing and

they just walk into the road.

It's so hard to get out of the town. I

need to find another way out, but there's

no other way out. You've got to go through

the town, otherwise you gotta go all the

way around the town through country lanes

to get back to my house. People are so

irritating. Can't they piss off?

Can't everyone just get out my damn way?

No, they only have right of way if it's a

zebra crossing or if they're at a

junction. They don't have right of way if

it's just a road. How would you feel if

Chihiro dated Ice Poseidon? I don't know,

I wouldn't really feel anything because

I'm not in love with her and I never was.

Why would I feel anything if I wasn't in

love? It's like, I— you could date Ice

Poseidon and I wouldn't care.

So yeah, it's always really— because I'm

already tired from finishing work,

so am I— I'm not super alert when

I should be going through the town bit.

Now they don't always have right of way,

what are you talking about? What, so if I

step onto the motorway I've got right of

way and everyone has to stop for me?

No. Problem is this town, it's got like

these— they look like speed bumps,

but there's no zebra crossing on it. But

people think it's a crossing when it's

just a speed bump, so they cross at the

speed hump thing, and then you kind of

have to stop because they'll just walk out

and they'll put the hand out as if they

think they're using the Force to stop the

car. They're like stupid

in here. Oh, I hate

when they put the hand out like they think

they need to. So cocky.

Try not to swear in the first 12 minutes.

Yeah, but apart from that, it was such a

nice drive in the morning to the first

delivery because it's Easter Monday still.

So technically it's still a holiday. The

roads were so empty until about lunchtime

when I finish and get back to the town and

then it's like mayhem. God, it's so nice

when the roads are empty.

Oh, market's bouncing. I haven't

had not a good— I've lost like 20% today.

I went long and it did not bounce where

I thought it'd bounce and it kept going

down. Now it's bounced at the next key

level, so I'm hoping it'll— I'll be able

to break even and get out of this long.

Market is just I don't know why it's going

down. I thought maybe

because the Pope died. I didn't even

know he died until 10 minutes ago. I'm

surprised he's still alive. He was so old.

You know who else I'm surprised is still

alive? William Shatner, Patrick Stewart,

Ian McKellen,

maybe Bill Bailey. Yeah, all these old

people, I'm like, oh my God, they're still

alive. I can't believe William Shatner is

still alive. He made shows in the '70s.

That was like 50 years ago.

Yeah, Clint Eastwood. I can't believe he's

Done anything else? Oh yeah,

on Sunday I went on a little road trip by

myself since I've got no one to do it with

now. Really nice weather. First I went to

the dump. The stupid dump was closed.

Like, everything was closed yesterday

because of stupid Easter. So I had to

carry my rubbish with me the whole day.

So after the dump, I went to Kit Hill,

which is a National Historical Site,

and It's basically where they used to have

a lot of tin mines, and it's on this big

hill, which is actually the highest point

in Devon. So I went up there, amazing

views. I put pictures on my Instagram,

amazing view. I walked around, it was like

a national park on the hill with all the

mines. Like, they got these open mine

shafts, but they fenced them off, and they

got these big brick mining chimney things.

Coming out of the ground. It's like this

ancient civilization, ruins and remnants

of this ancient civilization. It was cool.

The views were amazing. I was just blown

away by the views. I parked my car at the

bottom at the entrance, and then I walked

up to the top, and then I spent about 4

hours walking. I tried to walk all the way

around the center, but I got tired. I

walked about halfway and I saw a deer.

And I saw some horses and a lot of people

walking dogs. And I think a kid was trying

to say hello to me, but I ignored him. I

was sitting. I found like this little

mound and I sat on there in this

meditative cross-legged pose. And then all

of a sudden, all these people came out of

nowhere, families and kids. And there's

this kid kept running up and down and I

could hear Hello? Hello?

I didn't know if he was saying it to me

or— I don't know, so I just ignored him.

Stop bothering me, stupid kid.

Yeah, it was really nice. Highly

recommended if you come to Devon. Kit

Hill. K-I-T. Amazing views.

You see everything. The weather— the

weather was really clear. So you could see

everything around you and it

was like valleys and hills and clouds.

It was really cool. And then, um, yeah, I

just walked around that and then back to

the car park. Spent about 4 hours just

walking. It was really relaxing as well.

It was weird. It was like I got there and

suddenly my brain started having this

feeling of Like a pleasurable feeling. I

can't quite describe it. Not like surreal,

but like a relaxing peacefulness

that I haven't felt in a while. Yeah,

definitely look, look it up on Google

Maps. Photos are really nice. I took

a lot of photos, but they just don't look

anywhere near as good as what you see with

your own eyes. Yeah. And I thought, I

don't need a stupid girlfriend to enjoy

life. I don't need a girlfriend to enjoy

these places. In fact, a girlfriend

probably makes me enjoy places less

because people like Fasta, she can't even

walk more than 20 minutes and then she'd

be moaning. I remember going to Japan and

Vietnam with Fasta and I kind of walk a

lot, but we would walk half an hour and

she'd start complaining. There's no way

she would have been able to do that. I

walked all the way around it, nearly.

Very, um, it's basically hiking, I guess.

You would need a very fit girl to be able

to do that. I just think a lot of my

previous girlfriends would not be fit

enough to do this stuff. They'll just get

tired and then want to go back to the car,

or they'd want me to park the car at the

top of the mountain I park my car at the

bottom and I like to walk up because it's

like a challenge and it's some exercise.

So it's nice to go alone because you can

just do what you want and not be held back

by people getting tired, and you don't

have to talk. It was actually nice to just

not talk. I just stood there in silence

and I looked at the view. And I enjoyed

the sun, and I looked at the animals.

It was really nice. I think maybe every

Sunday I'm going to go to a different

place because I have been waiting for

summer to come and the weather to get

good. Sharla had cereal with her cats.

Kurisu Barodo.

Yeah, I have been really wanting to go

traveling around Devon when it gets

warmer, and that the reason why I hadn't

planned to go anywhere is because it's

cold. I don't want to go out to these

places when it's cold. I've been waiting

for summer and it's nearly here. And I

think every Sunday, instead of just

sitting in my house being all moany, I'm

going to try go to a different place.

After I go to the dump, I'm going to go

maybe next time, I don't know, like a

castle. Well, at some point I want to go

to the sea. Why don't you take us?

Because you guys will find it boring and

I want to enjoy it without having to vlog

it. I took a few videos. I posted on

Discord. Yeah, I really enjoyed

it. You don't need to have a girlfriend to

enjoy stuff. Although I thought if I was

with a girlfriend and this was a date, it

would be nice if we go to the pub, get

some pub lunch. But I don't want to do

that because this hair is weirdly

long. This is

what I'm talking about. Why is this bit so

long? Weird imbalances. Yeah, I would have

liked to go to the pub and get some nice

food, but no, I'd rather not

spend £20 to

get pub food and just go to the

supermarket and use £25 on groceries.

I just, I feel like restaurants are always

a waste of money unless it's either a

special occasion or you're hanging out

with someone. Yeah, I've got some

imbalances here, so let me sort it out.

Oh, wow. Thanks, Ken.

Hiroshima, Nagasaki, we do it again.

Yeah, I did think it'd be nice if we could

finish this trip off with some nice food

and then go home, watch a movie. But you

can't have everything, can you, when

you're single? But you can have some

things. Just don't think you can't have

anything.

Yeah, I've always

refused to enjoy myself and do things on

my own because I always thought, what's

the point? I remember when I went to

Germany and I was just depressed all the

time. People kept saying, why don't you go

out? And I kept saying, what's the point

when I don't have a girl?

Yeah, I really enjoyed it. I had a good

time and I took some nice photos and it

was a nice break from working and being at

home. Also had quite a nice drive.

Drive was quite enjoyable. I feel

like driving is actually quite fun when

you're not working. When you're working,

it kind of takes all the fun out of

everything. But if you're just going

somewhere for no reason other than to go

there, and then you can actually put on

music and actually have a nice drive.

So yeah, I'm looking at other places to

visit, maybe a castle. I don't know which

beach is nice nearby. The problem is the

beach is a bit far. Like 40, 50 minutes

away. I might try that.

It would be the ultimate day if I also get

food with it, like a nice fish and chips

or burger. It's just, I feel like it's

not worth it.

And when the roads are open, you've got

your favorite music and the weather's

nice, I feel like driving is quite

enjoyable.

Check the market. Oh my God, I just lost

all the gains. It went and then right back

down again.

Sometimes things are just more enjoyable

alone, although it would be more enjoyable

if you're with someone you actually liked,

but then it would be horrible if you went

on a date with someone you don't like and

it would just ruin the whole thing,

wouldn't it? So sometimes

you go on a date and you meet this person

and you're like, oh my God, you're so

ugly. It's so boring. I just want to go

I hate— I don't think I could just— I

don't know if I'm ever going to date again

because I just can't be bothered. And I

can never get the girls I actually find

attractive. And I think I'd rather just be

alone than have to date someone I'm not

attracted to.

So yeah, I don't know if I'll get a new

girlfriend anytime soon.

You need new clothes. Your outfits are

hideous. This is a traditional Christmas

jumper and it's still

cold. I'm still cold, so I wouldn't want

to wear anything else.

I'm only gonna get a new girlfriend if one

just appears without me putting any effort

into it. I'm not putting effort into

anything. That's my new life motto.

Minimum effort.

What's wrong with wearing a Christmas

jumper? Loads of people wear a Christmas

jumper. Why do you think it looks bad?

You think anything looks bad on me. When

have you ever seen me wear something that

looks good? Maybe it's not the clothing

that's a problem. You just think I look

bad. Because if Brad Pitt was wearing

this, you'd think it looked great,

wouldn't you?

It's not the clothing that looks bad or

good. It's your opinion on whether the

person looks good or bad. You just don't

think I look good. Stop saying it's the

hair or the glasses or the clothing.

You just don't think I look good. Just

admit it. Stop trying to make it sound

like it's my taste that's the problem.

Brad Pitt could wear this and you think he

Loads of people wear these glasses as

well. Hello guys, I just wanted to say

that the people who are attached to these

streams may have unconscious attractions

to narcissists. I watched a lot of these,

but did MDMA and realized my dad was a

narcissist and viewing Dan to replicate

the past. I'm not a narcissist. What are

we talking about?

Yeah, loads of people wear these glasses.

Like, Caleb Hammer has the same glasses as

me. No one ever says he looks like a

lesbian. It's just because he's got a

different build. I realize there are many

people who just watch. For the train

wreck, but please examine whether this may

be a trauma response as well. Oh my! I

donated here once in a while, but I think

this will be my last for a while. Much

love to everyone. Please heal. Do better

though. When's the market gonna bounce?

It's crashed through two support levels,

and it's at the third support level, and

it's not. I mean, it bounced a bit, and

now it's not. Really? Why is it

even crashing this much? Nothing has even

happened. There's been no news.

I don't know why you, you care so much

about what I look like. If you want to

watch some macho guy with a fade and rips

in it, why don't you just watch someone

else then? Why do you watch me? You know,

there's other YouTubers out there that

don't look like me. Why don't you just

watch a YouTuber that you think looks cool

and then stop fucking whining, you fucking

idiots?

Imagine watching someone that you don't

like the look of when there's literally

1,000 other YouTubers out there. Idiot.

Past performance not interceptor future

performance. I don't know,

a lot of the times these key levels

actually work out, but not

every time, obviously.

Well, that 11th of April low

has never been tested before, so I thought

it would hold. It just broke, caved on

first impact.

Why is she still out of car debt? Because

I like the way it looks saying zero.

I want to get more zeros. The problem is I

can't get out of overdraft. According to

my calculations, I won't be able to get

out of overdraft until end of June. I

think beginning of July is when I can

start actually staying out of overdraft.

So it won't be until end of June,

beginning of July until I can actually

start paying debt off. Because right now

I'm just in an overdraft death spiral.

I get paid, it goes straight back out. I

get paid again, they go— but slowly, uh,

the overdraft bottom is making higher

lows. It's just

May is going to be rough because I've got

to pay 6 months of council tax all up

Am I still layering up? No, because it's

cold. I'm cold. It's 11 degrees.

Yeah, so my YouTube earnings are really

good this month. Thank God I came back.

I've— it's already— I mean, it's only the

21st of April and I've already made $1,200

on YouTube alone, not including PayPal.

So at the end of the month, we've got

another 10 days, might make $1,500. I

can't believe how good the YouTube money's

been. Came back just at the right time.

Can you imagine if I didn't come back?

That's like saying, oh no,

$1,500 then. Just minus

that off my total money. I'd be in even

more debt. Imagine how much debt. I would

never be able to get out of the overdraft.

I would have to start selling my stock to

start paying for the overdraft. Every

month I'll just end in a deficit. Imagine

not— imagine making $1,500 less each

month. God, there's no way I could have

not done YouTube. I don't know how I would

have survived.

Like, even working full-time probably

wouldn't be enough.

Honestly, working full-time would be like

$1,800 a month. I need like $3,000

a month. And there's no way I'm making

$3,000 a month without YouTube.

I'm struggling now and I'm killing it with

YouTube and OnlyFans right now.

So I don't know how I was expected to

give up YouTube and be financially okay.

There's just no way. I'd be ruined. I'd be

financially ruined. I would actually

just have no more money left. I would have

to sell my stocks and then pay— use that

to pay for rent stuff, and then I wouldn't

have enough money to pay off the Amazon

card. There's just no other way to

make this work. Unfortunately, it resulted

in me being alone, but I'd rather be alone

than have to go back to my mum's house and

lose everything.

Oh, this stupid camera app. Sometimes it

just doesn't work and it just does the

buffering thing without opening the

Oh, it's an Amazon— oh, it's my Korean

pancake mix. I knew I heard something out

there. Yeah, I bought Korean pancake mix.

I don't know, it's a bit of a rip-off,

isn't it? It costs £5, but a bag of flour

costs £1. But this has, um, the other

ingredients in it like cornstarch, garlic

powder, onion powder.

Yeah, this プチンカル.

And then you can make that.

Cost five pounds. I'm just experimenting

to see if it tastes any different to just

using flour on its own. We'll see. It's

got cornstarch and baking powder,

which is supposed to make it crispier.

We will see. I could just buy the baking

powder, I guess.

How's buying food a waste of money?

You're a waste of money.

Market is tanking even more. Oh my God,

my stop loss is going to get triggered. I

actually cannot believe this. I've just

lost 25% of my account. I'm moving my

stop loss down a bit more.

Come on, are you saying it's not going to

bounce off of the 10th of April low?

The next low is

before Trump announced the 90-day pause

and the market rallied. There's no way it

goes all the way back down there. I'm down

£2.30 now. There is more

dogs than humans in Korea.

I moved my stop loss down. I'm not getting

triggered out. Come on, how is this

level not holding? Well, this market's

gonna go all the way down to, um, the 9th

of April lows. Shut up.

There's no— I just lost 25% of my account.

Yeah, I'm down nearly 25%. God,

I'm never going to become a day trader,

am I? I was doing so well. I, I gained 28%

the other day, last week.

I, I didn't think it would go all the way

straight down like that. I thought it

would bounce at least once. The way down.

It hasn't bounced even once. The problem

is I keep moving my stop loss. I'm

stubborn with the stop loss and I won't—

I'll keep moving it down so it doesn't

trigger. If I just left it, I would have

only lost 30 pence instead of £2 something

now. If I exit now, I'll lose £2.20.

There's just nothing to trade.

Everything's just bleeding downwards.

There's no patterns or structure anywhere.

Stupid boring day.

Don't even know why the market's tanking.

Come on, it's gotta hold this level.

You see, this is my biggest problem with

day trading, is that the

temptation to move your stop loss is

really hard to resist because you think,

oh, if I get stopped out and then it's

going to go back, back up after I've been

stopped out. So you keep moving it.

It's still going down. This is insane.

Where's it even gonna stop? I'm probably

gonna get margin called before I get

stopped out. I've lost £3.

That's like nearly a third of my account.

I can't believe it.

Zero risk management. I feel so annoyed at

myself because I know you're supposed to

have risk management and you're not

supposed to do that, but then I did it

anyway. I hate it. It's like, you know

something's wrong, but then you do it

anyway.

Come on, it's got to bounce here.

Funny thing is, I was short pre-market and

I did well, but then I exited it thinking

it was going to bounce, and then I went

Yeah, imagine if I had thousands in this

and I just blew 25% of it.

I can't put any real money into this thing

until I can control My risk management.

I just can't do that.

Your viewers tried telling you it was

wrong. No,

you're wrong.

Having the discipline to not move your

stop loss is so hard. That is the hardest

thing, I think.

Because you don't want to take that out

because you keep thinking, oh, it's going

to go back up.

Is Traveling Trader winning? He went live

today and he said there might be a Tesla

long, which there wasn't. He keeps saying

that. Last time he streamed, he said that

as well, that there would be a Tesla long

and there wasn't. So he just said, oh,

there might be a Tesla long, and then he

ended the stream. Oh, there's no Tesla

long. What are you talking about? And then

later on the Discord, he said, actually,

there's no longs here.

Okay, really useful. Thanks.

But he hasn't done anything today, which

is a good idea. Days like this, best not

to do anything.

Maybe I'll make a little pancake today as

well. I've got lamb liver,

so I've heard you're supposed to soak it

in milk to draw out the bitterness and

bit of the blood, so I might do that.

You're really annoying today.

Just annoyed with myself because I should

have just taken the loss at the stop loss

where I put the stop loss in the first

place. Not— I kept moving the stop loss

down and down and down, down. It's just

you never think it's going to go down this

much, do you?

Yeah, he never takes any trades when he's

live. He'll just look at the market and

then he'll say, oh, I think it's going to

do this, and I think there's a long here.

Oh, it's setting up for a long. And then

he turns off the stream after an hour,

and then he chats on his Discord a bit,

and he might put out a trade alert. But so

far, the trade alerts I've seen Didn't

work.

So I don't really feel like I'm going to

get stopped out. I keep moving it down.

The market keeps coming down at it. Yeah,

I'm, I'm getting stopped. I got stopped

out.

£2.40 gone. That was a whole week's

That took a whole week to make and I just

lost it today.

I just lost a whole week of work in a day.

Fucking market.

Fucking stupid fucking shit market.

Lost 24%.

24% gone.

Oh my God.

I bet it bounces now. I bet you anything

it bounces now.

Why is it like it uses my stop loss as a

support line?

So stupid.

Maybe I go short now.

The problem is you're not gonna make back

25% going short now after it's already

made the massive move, and there's

no setup.

There's no setup anywhere. It's just all

going down.

Oh my God,

why can't I just— I just don't understand

why I can't stop doing the thing that I

need to stop doing. All we have to

do is not fiddle with the stop loss.

Why is that so hard?

It's like such an easy thing and it's so

obvious, but then you can't do it.

You don't even know what he looks like.

He uses filter. There's no filter on a

livestream.

Look, does it look like I'm using a

filter? Fucking moron.

If there's a filter, you wouldn't be able

to see all the spots, would you?

I lost 25% in

one trade.

I can't believe that. That should have

only been A 2% loss.

If I put my stop loss in the beginning and

it should have been like a 20 pence loss.

You could be owed over I'm

so annoyed.

I got greedy. I was so close to getting my

account back to £10.

I was 50 pence away from getting back to

Sometimes I hate it so much.

It looks like it's still going down.

Oh, I guess today is just finished.

There's no point anymore today. You just—

you gotta wait for the next day and Wait

for everything to reset so there's new

setups. There was just nothing today.

Everything just went straight down.

There were no patterns, no key levels,

anything. There's nothing.

You're not banned from Super Chats. You

can't ban people from doing a Super Chat.

What are you talking about?

How'd you get banned? You can't ban people

from super chatting.

Grateful, it's a small amount of money. I

don't care about the money, I care about

the percentages. I don't

want a 25% loss in a day.

That's what I'm upset— I don't care about

the £2,

care about the 25% loss.

Imagine thinking I care about £2.

Days like this suck.

The best days are when it's like going up

and down, up and down between key levels.

Waited all Easter weekend for

Monday so I could trade again, and then I

blew 25%.

So even if I get a 25% win,

that won't be enough to get back to where

I was. To get back to where I was, I need

a 30% win.

Yeah, I'd need like a 32% win.

So if you lose 24%, you need 32% win

to get back to the starting point.

No, I had that 28% win day when I went

long at this, this key level and it

bounced really hard on the 16th.

It bounced really hard. I think that was

the Jerome Powell speech day.

Oh, well, you know,

this is kind of like relationships as

well. It's like when things are going

well,

everything goes well and you feel like,

wow, nothing can ruin this. It's so— it's

going so well, it's so strong. And then

when there's a problem or a crisis,

that's when you get tested. And that's

when the fights happened because you

failed the test. Like, oh, this thing

happened where she relied on you and you

didn't step up. This thing happened where

she depended on you for something and you

didn't do the right thing. You get tested

and then you fail the test. This is like

one of those tests where can you really

not move the stop loss? And then you get

tested and it turns out you can't.

Failed the test.

It's like a building. You build a building

and it seems great and everything. You

don't, you don't know if it's gonna

collapse or not until there's a big

So annoying. And then before it happens,

you're like, oh yeah, no problem, I can

handle it. And then the thing happens,

and then you shit your pants.

So irritating. She says, I wish they had a

way so you couldn't change the stop loss.

Like, once you've locked it in, that you

can't get out of it.

Oh, who cares about stupid Pope? I lost 2

fucking pounds.

He didn't even work. He— people just gave

him money and he sat on his chair.

What'd he even do? Read a book

on TV.

Oh, it looks like the market is

stabilizing here. Should I go back long?

What if this key level does hold?

If I hadn't already lost that I would have

definitely wanted to go along here because

it's a big key level.

Let's see what

they're saying on Traveling Trader

Let's talk about Trump.

Yeah, he just thinks everything's gonna

crash. Maybe I go

short.

Maybe I short Tesla back down to $216.

Oh, give me £2 profit risking 60p.

Do you reckon Tesla drops down to 2?

I mean, it's already dropped 7% today

No, we're not going long. I'm going short.

No, this isn't exactly what you shouldn't

do. It's because the move has already been

done.

Market's still going down.

I don't know, it's kind of tempting to go

short now.

I mean, Tesla Definitely did not respect

that fair value gap.

Do we go short?

I definitely don't feel like, um,

I definitely don't feel like that $100 was

well spent.

I haven't— I've made like £3 on my trading

account since I joined it.

I swear none of his trades have actually

worked. What has he actually Alerted.

What trades has he said that have actually

done well?

He doesn't even do any trades. He barely

does any trades.

I thought if I spend $100 and I just copy

his trades I would make money,

but he doesn't do any trades, so then I've

got to make my own trades and then I fuck

it up. No,

I'm not gonna subscribe for another month.

I feel like I wasted my money.

You know, the only trade that did really

well that I copied of him was the one that

he did on YouTube that wasn't even on the

Discord, so you didn't even need to pay to

Oh God, I think at this point you just

can't really tell what's gonna happen.

It's basically just gambling if you took a

There's just nothing to tell you.

Now I'm just like desperate to get my

money back. This is revenge trading.

Yeah, he's got a lifetime member option

for $3,000.

Wasted my money.

This is my second week since

I joined it. Yeah, I should create my own

trading server and then you just do the

opposite of me.

Days like this

are really boring. When it just moves in

one direction only.

You can't trade this.

If it doesn't hold this level, the next

one would be before Trump said

there'll be a 90-day pause,

beginning of April.

That's like another 4% down.

Oh well, now I'll go away until tomorrow.

Yes, for a new day.

I bet it's gonna bounce here though.

It looks like it's— it looks like it's

flattening out, but then it could fall off

Isn't Tesla earnings out tomorrow or

something? Do you think it's gonna rip?

Maybe I'll go short Tesla.

The problem is, even if I short

Tesla and I win, It's kind of pointless

because then it was just luck, wasn't it?

It was— it's just basically gambling. So

it's not like a real win. It was—

you just guessed it and it worked out.

So it's kind of a meaningless win, wasn't

Yeah, I'll do a why I hate traveling for a

trader guy. Imagine he sees it, he'd be

pissed. He always gets really mad at

people.

No, it's only gambling when you randomly

take a trade and there was no pattern, no

confluences, nothing. It's just like

you're randomly pressing it.

I think if you actually see— you

actually have a reason to take the trade,

and then you put in like

a risk management system, then it's a

proper trade, isn't it? Not just randomly

They're saying, I don't think lows have

been put in. So they

think it's going to keep going down, even

though I'd be surprised if we had a low in

the markets.

Maybe I'll go short then. They all seem to

think the market's going to keep going

down.

I've got insider information.

Tesla. The next low for Tesla would be

that 9th of April when it was at 217.

That would give me back £2.80.

Do you think Tesla earnings were bad?

Yeah, maybe not a good idea. I mean, I put

an order. I wouldn't short from here, but

I Put an order, see if it would go up,

and then short from there.

But it would be risky to do it because

power might go up.

I remember when you were making the Hiding

My Room video game. Yeah, and then no one

bought it, and then I got mad and gave up.

I'm not earning 50p a day trading. I wish

I was making 50p a day. Lost £2.40

Hmm.

You lose £1.40 every single day on

overdraft interest. Yeah, well, what am I

supposed to do about that? Really?

Every bit of money I get goes into paying

off the overdraft. But then I've got to

pay the bills and then overdraft comes

back in.

Try my best not to spend money.

Pay overdraft with the credit card. How

would you even do that? You can't do that.

I would have to use Wise to pay myself

cash using my credit card and then send

that to myself, but then you've got to pay

Wise fees. And also, I think my credit

card is not interest-free anymore.

The only one that's interest-free would be

the Amazon one, but that's nearly maxed

Oh, oh yeah.

But I don't think— I

don't think there's any point day trading

using fundamentals. That's just investing,

isn't it? Day trading is supposed to be

about patterns and stuff.

There's no patterns. I'm like really

trying to talk myself out of reentering a

I think I just have to let it go today. I

have to practice discipline.

Okay, I just let it go.

Whatever. 25% lost.

Iron discipline. I'll try again tomorrow.

Just feels so bad.

My marker's not even moving anymore.

I feel so bad.

He's gonna make a mess of the liver. No,

you just wash it in water and then you

season it and then you dust it in flour

and then you fry it. I'm gonna fry it in

butter. And then I'm gonna make like

a buttery sauce with

onions. I am a bit worried it's gonna

taste really disgusting and I'm just gonna

have to pinch my nose and swallow it down.

Is it like making a steak basically?

I just, I feel so stupid. I lost 25% of my

account in one day. You should never lose

more than 2% in a single trade.

Stop loss where you lose 25% is just so

dumb.

Sell some Barrick Gold to get out of

overdraft. No, I need my Barrick Gold to

pay off the Amazon card. The Amazon credit

card is like £4,800.

My Barrick Gold is about £4,600.

If I don't have the Barrick Gold to pay

off the Amazon card, Then what am I going

to pay it off with?

Yeah, my Barrick Gold is like 4,570 now.

I need it to get to, I don't know, 22.

Barrick Gold earnings are in May, I think.

Yeah. So I need my job and YouTube money

to pay my overdraft, which is bills

and rent, basically. I need my Barrick

Gold to pay my Amazon credit card. I've

got 2 big debts, my overdraft and my

Amazon credit card.

And the Amazon credit card is

interest-free until July.

Why'd you have £4K debt on Amazon card?

Because I bought furniture to furnish my

new house and I paid for my car insurance,

which was £800.

And I don't know, other stuff like I had

to buy a new phone, I had to buy a new

I had to buy a bed, a sofa, furniture,

kitchen stuff. It wasn't, it wasn't

cheap to move here, you know. It cost

If you think it's easy just moving halfway

across the country. With nothing apart

from some underwear and trousers and a

monitor in your car. It was financially

and mentally really straining. And did I

get any support doing it? No.

All I got was toxicity,

whining.

I'm out here struggling, trying to do this

all myself. Do I get any backup? No,

apart from you guys. Thank God I've got my

YouTube.

Now I'm out here all alone. No support

group, no friend, no one. I got no one.

Completely cut off and isolated,

and it's all your fault,

and it always will be. I guess it's good I

got stopped out. Market's still going

down. Holy moly.

Holy moly.

Yeah, so I'm dedicated to my dual mandate

of paying my bills and then paying my

debt. That's all I care about now.

Don't care about women, don't care about

dating. I just don't

care. I got bigger problems.

Sell your car, your furniture,

everything. Be debt-free. Move overseas.

No, I like my life here. I want to

build upon it, not get rid of it all.

God, good thing I didn't jump back into

the market.

Yeah, maybe we go make the liver.

I'm just so annoyed because I was short

the market earlier. If I had just stayed

in there, I would be up so much. I'd be up

like 30%.

Just walk away.

Just walk away.

My goal, my day trading dreams all flushed

down the toilet today.

Thought I was making progress.

I took profit too soon,

and then I let the stop loss

run too long.

Oh, it looks like he wants to short gold.

Maybe I'll copy him.

Is he gonna actually take a trade today?

Well, my God, thanks. Hi Daniel, did you

go to Tesco's today? Yeah.

It was a bit embarrassing cuz through no

fault of my own I forgot to scan one of

the items and then they were like, oh,

you haven't scanned this one, and then I

had to scan it all again.

Is he already short in it?

Gold short does look kind of good

actually. How much can I make?

Oh, I can make £3. Ooh,

maybe he's onto something.

Very well.

Damn it, he's got a point.

He said he's been scalping gold all day.

Gold has actually been moving up

and down like how you'd want it to move

for trading, not just going one way.

I've been focusing on the indices too

Uh, yeah, maybe I will go short. Fuck, I

didn't mean to press that.

I'm down 4 pence already. I accidentally

went short. I didn't mean to go short now.

I'm down 5 pence already.

As soon as I go short, it goes up. Oh.

It's just, it's hard to trade gold because

the number's so big.

$3,400.

So I don't

know how to do that really.

I've lost 6 pence already.

Oh, I've lost another 7 pence. I didn't

mean to go into it.

I'll just close it, whatever.

Okay,

I placed an order copying his gold short,

but the most I'd make is 50 pence if

it works, and then the most I'd lose is 20

pence if it doesn't work.

Nah, I'm just not gonna look at it.

Let's see if he's right. If he's wrong,

then I'll be wrong.

50 pence, that's like delivering one