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8:42.

8:42, 10 o'clock.

I thought you were gone. Why would you think that?

Ah, you fell for the clickbait. Ha ha ha! Noob got you again. Imagine believing a YouTube title.

You fell for it like a sucker. Ha ha ha! Ah ha ha ha!

That's what you get.

People are so annoying. They complain that I cough, and then when I start having cough sweets, they complain because I was sucking on a cough sweet. And then when I drink my coffee, they complain at the sound of the coffee drinking. Jesus Christ, I can't win, can I? Just complain, complain, complain.

Oh God, why is this guy spamming?

Where did the views go? I don't know, up my bum.

What a boring day. I tried doing a Kick stream, but it was so boring I couldn't do it. It's just so boring, I can't stream anymore.

Everyone's like, oh, streaming's so easy, just sit there and talk.

You try and do something you find incredibly boring for $5 an hour and then tell me how easy it is.

What would make my life fun again?

Just don't really think there is anything that will make it fun again. That's why I'm depressed.

Because I see no light at the end of the tunnel.

Well, usually I stream at 12:00 to about 7:00 UK time on Kick. Yeah, I'm still with the girl.

But it's so hard to meet her.

Either she can't meet because she has no money, or she can't meet because she's working a lot and doesn't have time. So I can't complain about her working because at least she has money now. I mean, I can't meet her though, because she either got no money or she's working too much. Really, um, don't see how this

is gonna—

like, how do we go forwards with this?

I just— I find it a little bit frustrating because I'm willing to, like, take days off and not make any money. Like, I'm willing to take the financial sacrifice because I want to see her.

I mean, life's short. Life's short, painful, and boring.

I would sacrifice Anything for, you know, that physical touch and someone's company. I don't care about money. Like, money comes and goes.

I'm a middle-aged man. I've lived half my life.

I've only got at best 3 more decades left on this planet.

I'm not thinking about like how many pennies can I save.

I got bills and responsibilities too. The fuck do you think I'm doing here? I'm living in a fucking house. Well, I don't have bills.

Stupid comment.

And she lives with her parents, so I mean, what bills? Unless she's paying for her parents' bills.

Why did I delete all my old videos? Because you people don't deserve to see my greatness anymore.

Taking it all away. No more videos.

I'm gonna take it all away.

No, she doesn't have much money, which is why she's working a lot. But now she has money, but now she doesn't have time. Either you got time and no money, or you got money and no time.

Oh no, no passive income. Oh no, no $50 a month. How am I going to survive? How am I going to survive without my $50 a month passive income? Oh, haters won. Oh, my life's ruined. You really think those videos make any passive income? Why do you people think it makes any passive income? God, you people are

so fucking stupid.

Why do you think it makes passive income? Why do you think the channel's dead? If these old videos were making so much money, that would mean it's bringing in so many views because they're such amazing videos. Then why the fuck is the channel not growing? You people really fucking stupid.

If it's getting so many views because there's such amazing videos, then the channel would be growing, wouldn't it?

Wake up! Why are you so stupid?

Why are you so dumb? We wouldn't have 50 viewers on livestream if the old viewers If the old videos were bringing in new viewers and making loads of passive income, I wouldn't have deleted it then.

Obviously it doesn't make anything, that's why I deleted it. Why are you so stupid?

Fucking dumb idiot.

No, the old videos don't get any views. Why do you think the channel's dead? If the old videos were popping off, do you think the channel would be this dead? Wake up! Fucking idiots.

And then you people have the nerve to call me stupid. You're stupid!

Piss me off so much, you people. So dumb.

Nothing— anything you say makes any sense.

Stop crying about the fucking old videos. They don't make any money. That's why I deleted them.

Dumb fucking idiots.

Bite the hand that feeds me. Oh wow, $100 a month! Wow, I'm so grateful, guys.

So grateful for the fuck-all views and the no donos. Wow, thanks so much for ruining my life. Fuck you,

I hate you.

Not sucking up to anyone.

I hate my channel.

Yeah, I wish I could just nuke it all, but I still need, you know, a couple last hundred bucks a month it still makes.

No, I'm not triggered by the stock market. It's just I'm getting frustrated.

I'm frustrated because I barely ever get to see my girlfriend, like once a month almost.

Do you know how hard it is to find a new girl?

And then you finally find one, but then there's like all these problems.

Like, oh, sickness. Oh, no money. Oh, no time. Oh no, this, no, that. She's fucking Christ.

Now my vape's out of battery.

Really frustrating.

I never had this problem before.

Always used to be so easy.

I can't, she won't let— I offered to pay, she won't let me. She said it makes her feel bad.

What can I do? I can't complain if she's working. I've got to let her work then.

I just, I feel a little bit upset because, I mean, I'm willing to take days off and prioritize her. I don't feel like I'm getting that back. I don't feel like I'm being prioritized.

In fact, I feel like I'm the lowest priority compared to all the other things. She does,

uh, but I can't say anything. Well, if I start complaining about it to her, then it's going to be bad, isn't it?

This is so nice.

Maybe I'm just spoiled because I'm used to having girlfriends like faster that was willing to drive nearly 2 hours a day to work so she could live with me and then quit her job so she could live with me. Like, I'm used to

a little bit more effort being put in.

I'm just trying to like practice patience and practice

like self-control.

There's no point telling someone you're upset about something because either you say, okay, I'm upset about this, and then they, they do what you want, but then you feel guilty because now you've, you've only gotten what you wanted because you pressured them into it. So now you made them feel guilty, makes me feel bad, and then it's

like all bad all around. And the more you push something, the more it's going to break.

Or if I say something and then she, she's like, oh, sorry about that, maybe she ended it, then that's no good either. So I got to keep my mouth shut.

There's literally no winning. You can't. It's like the stock market. You can't control it. It will do what it does.

Some things in life, you just like people, the stock market, the weather, you cannot control.

And the sooner you understand that, the easier it's going to be. But it's still fucking annoying.

You

can tell her what you want. Yeah, but she's gonna say, oh, I can't do that.

Because of X, Y, and Z. And if you're unhappy, then maybe this is not going to work. I can picture it.

I mean, yeah, maybe I say, well, I'm not happy about this. If we can't fix it, then maybe we should end it. But I don't want to end it.

At the end of the day, it's still better than nothing.

This is— I mean, welcome to the real world where people are broke and working all the time and don't have time to just like mess about. That's been my life for the last 10 years. But real normal people in the real world,

they got their own problems, don't they?

And I'm supposed to not be adding to their problems, supposed to be making their lives better, not adding problems. When people feel like you being in their life is a problem, they cut you out. I don't

know, man.

I'm just so bored and my life is so boring and empty.

And yeah, I do my housework and I drive to Tesco and I cook food and I do the cleaning and I do my moneymaking endeavors.

But

that isn't what life should all be about. All those things you do for like a central thing, usually family or people

or even a pet.

My whole— I'm not here existing on this planet to do my laundry and cook meals and make money. I do all that to support something else that is important to me,

which would be like going on dates and having a nice time and seeing my girl.

I don't give a damn about everything else, like, oh, do this and do that. Do those things because, you know, it's a necessity. I gotta clean, I gotta eat.

Well, why don't you get to have a girl? Just why don't you just go on a dating website? I don't know, it's not hard. Why can't you get a girlfriend?

I don't give a damn about money.

What's the point having money if you can't do things with it that you want to do?

Ah, well, I just gotta practice patience, I guess.

I don't know why everyone's so broke. I mean, I'm broke too, but I don't let being broke stop me from doing what I want to do. I don't let being broke stop me from booking a hotel and driving here and driving there or flying halfway across the world. I never let being broke

prevent me from doing what I want to do. That's why I'm in £20,000 of debt. Uh, but who cares? Whatever, it's just a number on a screen.

People don't seem to understand how short life is, and you're like wasting it.

Huh.

Japan raised visa prices. Since when did Japan sell visas?

It's not Thailand.

I'm never going back to Japan. I don't know why people keep asking me to— when am I going back to Japan? I'm not going back to Japan. Going back for what?

And the only benefit of Japan is you set yourself up in a city and then you meet a woman in the city. And then she has her own place, and then it's like, I don't know, 10-minute train ride away, or we just move in with her. This whole dating in the countryside of the UK thing's a fucking

pain in the ass. I mean, it's not even that far, it's like 2 hours drive.

For me, it's not a problem. For some people Might as well be living in a different country the way it feels.

Dating is easier in Japan because I was in a city. Sure, if I was in a city in the UK, maybe it'd be easier, but I don't want to get stabbed.

Be like, I don't know, living in— it'd be like living in Osaka and then your girlfriend lives in Hiroshima and she's broke and she can't afford the bullet train to come and see you

and she lives with her parents.

Like she lives with her parents

and she's always working, or she's always broke. And then you live in Osaka and she lives in Hiroshima, be like that kind of situation.

Oh, shut up, Francis, you're just a fucking Weirdo incel, you're banned. Get the fuck out of here. You're the pathetic one.

Sick and tired of these fucking losers.

Guy looks like a fucking freak.

Yeah, distance.

Is really annoying when you're seeing someone.

It does make things more frustrating.

No, I don't think she has someone else, seeing someone else. I just think she's a very chaotic person. She, she's a lot like Mila, to be honest.

Very, very Mila vibes, like very chaotic,

very unorganized.

I mean, I like those types. I like, you know, carefree, happy-go-lucky hippie types.

It's just, um,

I don't like last-minute sudden changes in plans. I'm very like, you tell me we're gonna do this thing and I'm like, okay, we're gonna do this thing, and I lock it into my brain and I'm like, okay, that's the plan. It's like the stock market suddenly crashes when all of a sudden there's uncertainty and bad news. I'm

like that. I've had to try and rewire my brain in the last few months because now I know what she's like, where she does suddenly, like literally last minute, suddenly cancels.

And now I have to like anticipate, oh, she's probably going to cancel because of this and that. Like now I have to like come up with the worst-case scenario in the back of my mind and believe that that's a real possibility that's going to happen.

Usually when people say, oh, we're going to meet tomorrow, then I think, okay, we're going to meet tomorrow. But it's been like 3 times now.

I've kind of like had to rewire my thinking a bit

to like be like, oh, I knew it, I knew it. And like not get too excited. Just like, don't trust or believe something someone says 100%.

Oh wow, thanks. Why are you deleting the live streams from your channel after one day? Is there anything to hide? What are you afraid of?

Um, why am I deleting the streams after one day? Why keep them up after one day? Give me one good reason to keep them up. Well, it might go viral and get a million views. Yeah, okay, sure. And I might grow a boob on my butt cheek and fly it.

What's the point? After, after about 3 or 4 days, they don't get any more views. What's the point having it up? There's not one good reason.

Oh, you watch a live stream because it's live.

So watch the current stream that is live instead of the old one. So I'm just going to delete the old ones after a few days.

Well, you got 3— 2 or 3 days to watch the VOD and then it's gone, so it better be quick.

Well then, if you can't catch it, then it's your problem. It's not like you're gonna miss anything. You're gonna miss me sitting here whining.

Nothing's gonna happen.

Gods, they're so boring.

Oh wow, Chung L, welcome back. I missed you.

I wondered where you went.

A recap? Since when?

Why am I back? Why do I need a reason to be back? Why are you back?

No, I'm not at my mum's house. I'm at my Devon house. What am I doing for a living? I'm broke. I was making really good money on Kick and then Kick died. Now I'm broke again.

Now I'm learning to be a day trader.

Oh wow, thanks boss. I think you deleted all your videos and now the live streams because you are afraid of people People might find, like the police, and talking rubbish. Yeah, I make like four or five dollars

an hour on Kick, and it's so boring because no one talks in the chat. I had to ban everyone in the chat because they're all annoying. Just got a bunch of weirdo losers in the chat all the time. I banned most of them.

You know how boring it is to stream when there's no chat apart from annoying people? I haven't been able to watch your streams in a few months. Oh wow, thanks. Too busy with work.

Well, basically what happened was

I was really, really broke. I was planning this crazy idea to move to Thailand and sell my car. But then out of nowhere, um, I joined Kick and Kick was paying me like $4,000, $5,000 a month. And that was great and everything until a month ago. And then it all just went down the toilet.

I was making like $15, $17 an hour on Kick. I streamed every day, all day long, and then it broke me. And then it just made me really miserable and depressed. And I didn't know what to do anymore. And then the viewers got really annoying. So I started raging and banning people. I didn't know what to do.

You know, the weather was good. It was summer. I went out, we did IRL. I drove around Devon. Then the weather got shit and it rained every day, and then I got depressed,

and then people left.

And then all I ended up doing was just doing stocks and playing games, so people left and never came back.

But I had no choice. I didn't know what else to do. I had to stream 10 hours a day. I can't talk 10 hours a day about nothing. There's nowhere to go. It was raining every day.

So I thought I could just sit here doing nothing and then Kick took my money away for one day because they said I wasn't talking enough.

Yeah, I mean, it was really annoying, but I don't know what else I could have done. Like, I should have either just tried to make content I don't know, like a road trip to Scotland IRL stream, or just done less streaming, like 4 hours a day instead. That still would have made about $60 a day.

And then I started getting botted, and I thought, this is great, I'm making like $20 an hour now. When I got botted, I made so much. I made nearly $300 a day when I got botted. And then stupid fucking Eddie, or the Kick people, implement a new system so people who are botted don't make much money. So

I went from making $20 an hour to $5 an hour.

So I stream for like 7 hours, I make $35. For 7 hours, like $5 an hour.

And I couldn't stop the streaming because, you know, I was hooked on the money. I wanted the money.

I couldn't stop doing it. It was just like, it was like when I was doing Amazon Flex. I hated doing it, but I wanted the money so badly. I just forced myself to do it until I was so miserable. I doxxed it and then got banned. That's my problem. I get addicted to money. When I find a

way to make money, I get addicted. It doesn't matter what it is. And then I do it so much because I want the money that badly. I make myself sick of doing it. Like with YouTube, I just— I've made myself mentally ill doing YouTube, making videos every day, streaming every day. And then I got addicted to stocks,

and you all know how that turned out. And then I got addicted to OnlyFans, and then I ripped my anus, and then that hurt for a bit.

And then I started having dreams getting fucked in the ass with a real dick, so I stopped doing OnlyFans for a bit because I thought, whoa, it's getting a bit crazy.

And then I got addicted to doing Amazon Flex because it was really good money, and I was just accepting every single block

to the point where, you know, I was starting to— my driving was getting bad and I was bashing up the car.

I hated it. I hated Amazon Flex so much. The places they sent you to, ugh, Chatham, Gillingham, Rochester, complete shitholes. I don't know how people live there. I don't know how they live in these shitholes. Have you been to Chatham? It's a shithole. All these Kent towns are shitholes

full of horrible chavvy, horrible stupid dumb fucking annoying horrid people.

I hate all the Medway towns. Sheerness, shithole. Gravesend, shithole. Every single town was a shithole apart from Canterbury. Canterbury is quite nice.

Sheerness, such a depressing place. It's like a tiny little island connected to the mainland with this big bridge, and it is a shithole.

I don't know how people live there.

The more people there are in a place, the more of a shithole it is.

I hated doing Amazon Flex.

Yeah, I got fed up doing IRL. I hated it.

You spend so much money doing IRL— data, car parks, food. I think I probably didn't even make that much money doing IRL if you deduct all the expenses. You got to buy tickets to go to the place. I went to Lydford Gorge, it was like £14. And then I bought food, it was like, I don't know, £12.

Spent nearly £30. And then car parking. So even if I make more money, I was spending more money. And then the weather got really bad. I just didn't want to go outside anymore.

So I gave up doing IRL and I just ended up sitting in my house being bored out of my mind the whole day. So Kick fell apart and now it's not a really viable source of income. It makes I just, I can't do it. It's so boring.

You just sit there. I mean, it's— I don't mind streaming for like an hour or two and the chat's active and we're, we're having a conversation. You do it for 10 hours plus and the chat's dead and you feel like you're just talking to yourself. It's just talking to myself on cam. Not even any— I'm saying stuff

and no one's even saying anything to it. Might as well just be talking to myself.

It's so boring. I hate it.

It used to be fun, you know, back in the Japan days to do a 10-hour stream, but that was because I had lots to talk about and the chat was like really active. I had loads of viewers. Having more viewers makes it more fun. Like, back in those days, I'd get 500+ viewers. Chat was, you know, booming,

and there's a lot of drama to talk about back then, and I was unrestricted. But those days are over.

How many real viewers on Kick? Probably like 20.

And half of them are banned because they're so annoying. These viewers are so annoying. I ban them, unban them, ban them, unban them. And they're just so annoying. I end up banning them again. I can't stand them.

But you ban them, they go, they stop watching. So it's like I gotta sit there being annoyed by a bunch of fucking idiots, or I ban them, they leave, and then I barely make any money anymore.

So it's a lose-lose situation. I gotta sit there being annoyed by a bunch of idiots,

otherwise they leave because they can't— they're only watching because they're chatting to annoy me. That's how they have fun. They only have fun by trying to annoy me. When I take that away from them by banning them, they leave.

And you might think, oh, you just— you're getting paid to be annoyed. Just suck it up.

Yeah. After doing it every single day for months and months and months, they get under your skin and you just can't take it anymore.

Do you know how annoying it is having to stream all day long every single day to the same annoying people who all they want to do is annoy you?

I can't stand it anymore.

The whole stream just ends up me arguing with the chat until I get too annoyed and I just ban them.

This is not fun.

This is not what makes streaming fun. This is what makes it horrible. You're not going to last long doing it if that's what it's like.

Well, that's why I hate streaming, is because

I can't, I can't stand it for too, too long.

Now you understand why Ice is so miserable. Yeah, I know. It's the same thing. You got these annoying toxic viewers who just want to harass the streamer because they got like 10-year-old mental age.

Like, you look at the popular streamers like Asmongold, oh God, it must be great being them where everyone loves you.

Yeah, I wish I knew how that felt, to like go live and everyone's excited to see you and everyone's like supportive and nice. If it was like that, I'd love streaming.

December video plans? I don't have any video plans.

The only thing I can think of is the Steam Machine, but I don't know when that's coming out.

There's no games. What? There's like no big games coming out. Call of Duty 7. Oh wow.

The long-term plan

is I'm gonna be a day trader.

I'm not going to hold trades overnight,

and I'm going to do stop losses.

And if I'm gonna look for a job, it's gonna have to be after Christmas

because I'm gonna go back to my mum's house in a couple weeks.

So I can't get a job now when I have to like go backwards and forwards.

And then, I don't know, I thought about moving house,

thinking about moving somewhere a bit closer to my girlfriend.

It's just, I don't know, I should probably tell her that I'm going to do that before doing it. And I don't want to, like, freak her out.

And if I'm going to move house,

it won't be possible until probably next year.

I'll slowly make my way closer back to Kent.

Or I moved to a place that's like nearer to a town so I can do Uber Eats.

I don't know what— no.

What else we can do, really?

What, just see each other once a month? That's shit.

How'd my savings drop $3K in a month? Because the stupid stock market tanked.

Everything tanked. Bitcoin, everyone's saying, oh, the end of crypto.

Oh, the Epstein, Epstein list. Who cares? Stupid Epstein list. Can't they just forget about it already? Oh wow, rich and super powerful influential rich people do fucked up things. Oh wow, who's surprised?

Who's even a tiny bit surprised, like, politicians and stuff get up to messed up stuff behind closed doors?

Bill Clinton got sucked off in the White House by his secretary.

I wish they'd stop going on and on about his bloody Epstein list. Everyone, everyone's on it anyway, so who cares?

Make the market go up again.

Oh wow, it just chunked out. Are you going to travel somewhere? No, just around England, but I think my days of international travel are over.

Because I like my car and I like driving. I got a new car. I got a white Citroën EC4 C-Series, all electric, with heated seats and heated steering wheel, with assisted lane assist, adaptive cruise control, Automatic emergency braking. See the new car? Just look it up on Google. Citroën C4.

I can't be bothered.

Number one, I'm broke. I can't afford to fly off to some country. Number two, I got a car, so

I can't just let my car sit there for months on end deteriorating.

Number 3, I just— I'm not really that into Asian women anymore.

Well, I mean, I don't even jerk off to Asian girls anymore. They, they might as well be men at this point. I am as interested in Asian women as I am interested in men, which means I'm not interested at all.

I've been obsessed with Asian women for like 12, 13 years of my life. I'm done.

I don't care at all about them anymore.

So if you're not interested in women, there's nothing making me want to go to Asia anymore. Nothing at all. The only reason I went to Japan so many times, because I had this Japanese girl fetish.

But after realizing all I could do was bang 40-year-old single mothers and washed-up old Japanese women, it got old fast.

For some reason in the UK, I'm able to get like girls in their 20s.

The idea I used to have, this idea of like getting a girlfriend, doesn't have to be young, but at least my age. All I ended up with was like 8 or 10 year age gap

or women in their 40s.

I don't want to go all the way to Japan just to get with a woman in her 40s.

For some reason, I never had any luck with Japanese girls in their 20s or even early 30s.

Apart from one, the chlamydia one.

Why are they always like 40+?

And then the irony is the very last Japanese woman I did it with was like 50-something. So we ended it on a bang with the oldest woman I ever banged,

ending it on a high note.

So yeah, my career in Japan, 15 years nearly. I never got that AKB48 hot Japanese girlfriend I dreamed of. I give up. Yeah, Blood Bucket.

The only 2 Japanese women I banged last year was 40-year-old Mizuki who looked like a man, and then 55-something Blood Bucket. Who shaved her head.

And then I did it with this one in Tobitsushinchi, which was the worst thing I ever did. It was awful. I lost my erection and then I couldn't get it back up again, and I paid for an hour, so we ended up just cuddling. For like 30 minutes while she, she started going on and on about some

K-pop concert.

So we just cuddled and it was so boring. She wouldn't let me sniff her neck and she didn't want to do like any foreplay stuff. I mean, don't have to kiss, but I like doing some foreplay, like, you know, a bit of cuddling, a bit of touching. I don't just want to get lubed up and stick it

in.

Boring. I want to like make it seem like it's not so fake. Like I want it to feel a little bit like there's some intimacy. I want to do some touching, like sniff neck.

But she she didn't want any of that. She was like, "Hey hey Nani hey Nani suru." It really put me off. Shut up and let me do my thing.

Idiot. God, it's so embarrassing. My dick just went completely soft in the condom. It went completely soft. I had to take the condom off, and then she rubbed it a bit and it went hard again. When they put the condom back on, it went soft again. I was finally— the only way I managed to nut was she

just gave me a handjob. Without the condom because I just— every time I put it in her vagina, it went soft again. It was horrible. That was it. I spent ¥30,000 for an hour because I thought she looked cute. It was the worst

experience I ever had.

And then as I got dressed and left, she was like, oh,

If you come again, make sure you ask for me. You must be joking. I never want to see you ever again. You were the worst fuck I never had. Imagine thinking I'm gonna come back again for you.

I don't get it because, I mean, she was quite pretty and she was young and she had a nice body, but This is nothing. I felt nothing. I couldn't get my dick up. But then with Blood Bucket, like triple her age, I was rock hard.

Weird, isn't it?

It's just I notice I need— I need naughtiness. I think one of the reasons why I just— I actually never wanted sex with Vasta. Well, I never wanted sex with Vasta for some reason. After about 6 months with Vasta, it was always her that started it. And I was like, okay, I guess we got to. And it

was really hard for me.

Like, I had to close my eyes and think of other people and stuff like that. I just— I never wanted sex. I would go weeks and weeks without having to do it.

And I think the reason why is because it— because it was just normal. There was no freakiness or weirdness or there was nothing naughty about it. When there's something like really naughty about it, it really turns me on. Tomita Shinichi used to feel naughty, like you're sneaking off to this secret place. But then it just became boring

because it's just like transactional. There's nothing naughty apart from you like just paying someone, I guess.

I like it when it feels naughty.

The problem is when you get into like a— like the relationship's been going for a bit and You know, you're used to each other and,

you know, like the boundaries are set. You know what you are to her and what she is to you. So it becomes boring.

And then you start— your mind starts wandering to other women.

That's the problem with being a man.

It's kind of like thrill-seeking.

When you're with someone, it becomes normal, like they become your wife or something. The thrill disappears. You start seeking it elsewhere. That's why so many Japanese men have a side girl, like a mistress,

whilst also being married. And a lot of Japanese women know that they're doing this and they allow it

because they understand that's just what men are like. A lot of Japanese women don't even think seeing a prostitute is cheating because they, they think it's transactional, so it's not cheating. They think, well, if he's gonna cheat, I'm better— I feel better that he's paying for it and it's like not an emotional thing than him having like

a secret girlfriend where it's emotional.

Yeah, Japanese women cheat all the time too. Like, I had that fling with that married Japanese woman back in 2013,

and she had a husband. I met the husband. We 3 of us went for dinner, yakiniku. Next day I was banging his wife.

And the funny thing is She didn't even try and hide or keep it a secret that she was meeting me. We would spend the night in a love hotel every other day in Shinjuku, and she would just message her husband, say, I'm, I'm with Daniel tonight, I'm hanging out with Daniel tonight. And he'd be like, okay, have

fun. Surely he knew but didn't care. And she said that they were like brother and sister at this point. They don't even sleep in the same bed. They haven't had sex in years. It becomes platonic. And he probably has a side girl. He's probably like, oh yeah, my wife's out with Daniel. I'll bring my girl.

What? Japanese? I mean, maybe Japanese people just are ahead of the times.

She said that he said he thought I was gay,

so he didn't see me as a threat.

Yeah, they're kind of polygamous, but they pretend they aren't.

It's like an open secret.

She did the same to her first husband. Yeah, I mean, she did it to me too. She slept with other guys whilst we were still married, and I wasn't mad because I thought, well, I have been sleeping with fangirls, so I can't really get mad if she's gonna do the same. At least she didn't sleep with fanboys.

As far as I know.

Yeah, I really wasn't mad at all when she told me she slept with some other guys. I thought, well, I mean, I did sleep with a peer and Turkish girl and German girl and nearly Essex girl, but I only met her once.

I can't believe she took me back after all that.

I didn't— I mean, I've made a video about each girl as well. Like, I vlogged me and Turkish girl walking around and she still took me back. That's crazy.

At the time I didn't care because I was like, content, content. But I look back now and I think, damn. I can't believe I did that.

At least keep it a secret. But I like paraded the girls on camera, especially Turkish girl.

I didn't do it with Pia, like I didn't film us.

I just made a video later, um, like a story time.

You lost your shit when Shiro hung out with Casey. Yeah, yeah, because Casey wasn't a random guy.

He was someone I found very annoying.

I would rather she had gone for— if she went for dinner with some guy friend I didn't know, I wouldn't have been that bothered. But because it was Casey, I was even more bothered. It'd be like if your girl goes secretly out with meaningless rubbish for dinner behind your back, you'd be pissed, wouldn't you?

I found Hong Kong guy very annoying.

Didn't like hanging out with him. Found him very— like, he was— he talked too much. About nothing. And he was— he kept like trying to invite himself or like invite us to hang out. Like, do you want to come for dinner? Are you free this weekend? Like, he didn't get the hint that I wasn't interested.

And the videos flopped. So

I thought, This is a waste of time.

He'd always start like some weird rant about philosophy.

I remember he started making all these videos about philosophy and it was so lame.

Yeah, I mean, I don't know, I got mad because

number one, I couldn't believe she would meet him without me. Number two, she helped him make a ton of video content.

Which I was really annoyed about.

And then she kept saying, oh, you were invited too. I said, I know. And I said, I'm not going, which means you also don't go.

I said— I used to remember saying, wouldn't you find it weird if I went for dinner with Misaki without you? It'd be like we're going on a date and then like I talk shit about you and make a video. How would you feel?

All the viewers were like, oh, she can be friends with whoever she wants.

Yes. Imagine thinking she wants to be friends with Hong Kong guy. She's only doing it to get back at me.

Chihiro is the prettiest girl you had. Yeah, maybe in 1987.

No way. That would have made her 5 years old. Yeah, maybe in like 1999.

Uh, bad, bad year number pick. 1999 is what I meant.

Don't clip that. Fucking Redditors clipping it now saying, oh, Daniel wants to bang 5-year-old chicks. Shut up. You know what I mean?

I bet it's on the subreddit already. Fucking losers.

For some reason I was thinking she was born in the '70s.

She nearly was. She was born 1981.

Um, where are people seeing pics of her now? She's got her Instagram, doesn't she? She posts her travel pics on it.

You'll be back in Japan in March? Doing what the hell do you do in Japan? Let me guess, you go and eat ramen and then you eat sushi and then you go to a temple. Boring.

I can get sushi and ramen here. Actually, I think the Tesco sushi tastes better than the sushi in Japan any day. We got avocado dragon rolls and California rolls.

California roll sushi is better than any sushi in Japan. In Japan, the sushi is boring. They just put the fish on the rice. That's it. No avocado, no mayonnaise.

They don't have— they don't like avocado in their sushi. Avocado is so good. I have better sushi in Tesco than all the sushi places I went to in Japan, like Sushilo, Kushida Sushi. All the sushi is rubbish.

Even Americans make better sushi than the Japanese.

Give me Tesco sushi any day.

Ramen's okay, I guess. End of the day, it's just like noodles in salty water with egg on top. I'd rather just have a pot noodle.

Although I do kind of miss the tuna sushi. We don't really do that in the UK.

And our salmon sushi is like smoked salmon. It's not actually raw salmon because of safety, health and safety. Obviously they're not going to put raw fish in the Tesco sushi. Because it's like, it's not fresh, it's refrigerated. So they put slightly smoked salmon in the sushi.

So I do kind of maybe a little bit miss the tuna roll, the tuna sushi.

Yeah, we don't really— they have cooked tuna in the sushi, which is kind of weird.

Will me and my sister sell the house if my mom passes away?

Uh, I don't think either of us can afford

to— wait,

I don't think either of us can afford to pay the inheritance tax without selling the house.

I don't think my sister has any money. I think she pays a lot I think she owes a lot of student loan debt.

You know, the irony in America is everyone's losing their jobs to AI and they're all overqualified to get a lower paying job. And I thought, why don't you just lie? Why don't you just write a CV and then you don't put on the CV your qualifications? They're all saying, oh, I can't get this job because they're saying

I'm overqualified. Who says you got to tell them every qualification you got? And the irony is they all went to school and got degrees and stuff. Now they've got massive student loan and now they can't get a job because all the jobs have been taken by AI. That's pretty funny.

Avoid the tax if she puts in your name first. Well, I suggested that and then she goes, why would I want to do that? You're just going to take the house and kick me out. You're just waiting for me to die so you can get the house.

She thinks the worst. Like, she thinks I'm going to kick her out of the house if I take control of it.

I don't have hundreds of thousands of pounds and neither does my sister. How are we going to pay the inheritance tax without selling the house?

I think my sister's broke. They live in London, most expensive place in the country. They got a baby,

student loans.

They don't have They probably don't even have $50K.

No, my sister lost money investing and then she sold everything. She had like Etsy and some FTSE 100.

She said it was too stressful.

I think it's just so lame that your granddad can build a house and buy land,

and then by the 3rd generation,

it's not in the family name anymore because of the fucking government. So stupid.

If I buy something and I own it, It should be my free will to give it to you, and you don't have to pay any tax on it.

What kind of stupid law is that? Inheritance tax is— oh, makes no sense apart from the government needs money.

I just, I hope that in a couple, by the time that happens, it's— they increase the threshold. They really need to increase the threshold because I think it's if the property is below $350K, there's no inheritance tax, but anything above the threshold, you got to pay 40% on. So if the house is worth like, I mean, my

uncle sold his house for $850K.

Um, but our land is slightly bigger, so it might be worth a bit more, like 900K. So it's like 500K above the threshold. 40% of that is like 250K. Who the fuck's got 250K?

Even if we split it 3 ways with me, my sister, my brother-in-law, That's still like 70k. I don't have 7— I don't even have 7k. The hell am I gonna get 70k from?

I've only got 3k. That's it. I mean, I could max out my credit card and get 10k, maybe.

Everyone ends up having to sell the parents' house.

They say, I'll put it in a trust, so then the trust owns a house and then passes it on. It's just, I don't know, what if the trust runs off and takes your house?

Now why can't my mum just like sell me the house for £5?

Can you do that? Like, why can't you do that? If I want to sell you my car for £2, who's stopping me?

But they won't let you do that because then no one would pay the inheritance tax and then the government's going to lose billions of pounds.

So then they'll make it illegal.

But my mum has these crazy ideas that I'm like waiting for her to die or I'm going to kick her out or something stupid like that.

So I don't know,

I mean, it's probably better to just sell it and like get a cheap house in Devon or something for like £200K.

Well, okay, maybe I'm not responsible then. Why don't you give it to my sister then? She's smart. You should move back to Maidstone and hook up with one of your old teachers. Oh, thanks, Crispy. That would be a great arc, especially if you more knew her when you were in school. Yeah, I sometimes think about my old

teachers, thinking that back when I was a kid, those teachers who seemed like old women were actually the age range that I'm looking to date now, like mid-30s.

Because I just remember being a kid and looking at those women teachers and they're like old women, but actually they were in their 30s. And if I look at them now, I think actually I wouldn't mind dating them,

but now they got to be like 50-something.

Remember the boys used to talk about which, which PE teacher would you bang? Because the PE teachers were usually the hotter women.

Yeah, probably best to get a cheap house. Wales, Cornwall, Devon.

Kent is just so expensive. Closer you are to London, the more expensive it gets.

I can't believe you exposed Holly's dad. I didn't. She exposed him herself. I just said I know stuff about her dad, and then she goes, What, that he's a pedo? Yeah, everyone knows that. She hates her dad. She is happy to tell the entire world that he is a pedo. She wants the whole world to know he's

a pedo. She hates him. She even changed her last name to her stepdad's name when her mum— I don't think— I don't know if her mum remarried, but her mum's partner, new partner,

So I really don't think she cares. I mean, she exposed him herself. I didn't say it.

People were saying I was threatening, saying that I had secrets. I just said I know stuff.

Yeah, the dad was like a teacher, and then hooked up with this student and then they got married and then he made her pregnant. I don't know how old the student was. Maybe she was like borderline 18, but he must have known her when— before she was 18,

if he was her teacher for a few years.

I was pretty shocked because I used to think he was a cool guy.

I used to go over his house when I was— I used to beg. I used to like phone up all the time, say, can I come over? Because he had a massive PlayStation collection of games. He was a really big gamer. He had a huge collection of PlayStation games. And I used to think he was really cool

because,

you know, I was like 10 years old and I was obsessed with video games.

Holly's so much younger than me. She's only 5 years younger.

I think I left school. I left the school when she started the school. Yeah, around, around the time she started going to school, I was about 10 or 11, so I was like done with primary school. And then I never really saw it again because we moved house. We moved house 2001. So then I never— well, they

came over once, I think.

Yeah, I remember they came over at the same time my old school friend Ben Ben came over,

and I remember Ben telling her dad he goes to MGS school, Maidstone Grammar School. And then her dad goes, oh, I didn't know there was a Metal Gear Solid school. He was such a nerd. He was like

kind of chunky guy with long black hair, into metal and Warhammer, kind of like Total Biscuit kind of type of

You know, there's like that type of nerdy guy who was into Metallica and Iron Maiden and Linkin Park, but then they were also kind of nerdy into Warhammer and stuff. It was that kind of nerd, but not super nerdy kind of nerd. Kind of like Total Biscuit. He was like that.

I used to go around the house a lot.

You got the soy boy nerds and then you got like the metalhead nerds, the metal nerds. Yeah.

When did inheritance tax become a thing?

I don't know, I think it was the days of the British Civil War and like UK Parliament were fighting the Royalists.

King Charles or something. King Edward. Oliver Cromwell.

I think it's hundreds of years old.

Dumbest law ever.

It was supposed to stop the rich from I don't know, having or hoarding really nice houses, something like that.

But you don't have to be rich to have a property that's worth nearly a million if it's been in the family for generations.

So

It's like affecting normal people who are not rich.

They need to raise the threshold.

The irony is the actual rich people can afford to just pay the tax and it doesn't really affect them, but then the people who can't afford it end up losing their homes because they gotta sell the house.

Plans to turn my life around? I'm gonna become a day trader. I'm learning ICT trading tactics. I've been researching and learning from Jesse Livermore, one of the most prolific and famous traders of the 20th century,

who killed himself because he went broke after suffering massive losses on the stock market. But that was his fault because he was stupid.

What am I going to do for retirement? I'm going to day trade. That's the beauty of it. Anyone can have access to the markets. Doesn't matter how old you are or where you are. You don't need to apply for it.

And by the time I'm 70, I'll be a freaking pro.

You suck at it. Yeah, well, I'm still learning.

Day trading is one of the most difficult things that someone could attempt to do. Not because you need high IQ. Or you need to be a math genius, or you need to outsmart the algorithms and Harvard graduate quants in Wall Street. No, you got to master the psychology. It's all psychological. It's not about all these indicators and

knowing every little thing about market. Pro traders don't even use indicators. They just use liquidity and entries. They don't need all this stuff like MACD, RSI, moving average, volume indicators. You just need to know where the liquidity is being drawn and know a few entry models.

What do you mean I know nothing about trading? I know everything about trading. I watch videos about trading every single day. I watched Traveling Trader's 3-hour, uh, day trading accelerator course today. I know everything about it. Ask me one thing, there's not one thing I don't know.

Everyone loses money in the beginning. No one starts day trading and they're like a genius. It takes years, decades.

And then everyone says, oh, if he's so good at day trading, why does he make YouTube videos? Why doesn't he just day trade? That's like saying, oh, if Bob Ross is such a great painter, why did he make Twitch streams teaching you how to paint? Why didn't he just become a famous artist and sell his paintings for

millions of dollars? Just because someone's teaching you how to do it doesn't mean that they're a scammer or a hustler.

Majority of people lose money day trading. Yeah, because they can't handle losing money. They can't handle the psychology.

They lose some money and then they get all scared and they run away and stop doing it. If there's one thing I'm good at, I'm very good at losing money. You can't deny that.

I lose money all the time and I don't care.

I don't cry about it.

Day trading is not about how good you are at making money. It's how good you are at losing money.

As long as you don't get wiped out, it's all about survival. You're like a shop owner has stock and inventory. A trader has his capital. As long as he doesn't lose his capital and he survives to fight another day.

The market will grind you down. You just have to survive and learn risk management, position sizing, scaling. If you get wiped out in one trade, then you're not doing it right. If you lose 50% of your account because the markets went down 2%, you're not doing it right.

It's all about knowing how to cut losses quick.

Don't take profit too quickly.

And it's all about liquidity.

You've got to look for where the liquidity is being drawn.

Sorry, yeah, I think I'm getting the hang of it.

Dumbest thing you've ever heard. Yeah, because you don't understand anything about trading, so it wouldn't make sense to you.

Trade— day trading doesn't make any sense. That's the whole point.

It goes against every human instinct. You've got to fight your human instinct, otherwise you just won't get it. Like everyone's running away from the fire. You got to be the one who walks into it and is comfortable.

You got to do the opposite of human psychology. That's the hardest part about it. It's not about IQ or anything. It's about the psychology.

I watched low— I watched hundreds of hours of Jesse Livermore videos.

You keep losing in so many ways. Yeah, and each time you lose, it's a lesson learned. As long as you can get back up, then you're not losing. You're just learning.

Each failure is a lesson

and you pay the price for the lessons. Aren't free. You pay the price in the money that you lost. That was, that's the price. Of the lesson.

And until you get it, you're just going to keep losing money. So like, you better learn quick.

And that's why you can't paper trade. Everyone keeps saying, why don't you just paper trade, use demo account? Because you don't learn the psychological lessons. You don't feel the fear because you've got nothing at stake. You're playing with Monopoly money. There's no consequences. You've got to understand the feeling of fear and greed and learn how to control

it. With paper trading, you don't have any fear or greed because it's all pretend money. So paper trading is a waste of time.

You have real skin in the game.

Yeah, I'm very serious about my day trading.

It is annoying that everyone thinks it's gambling. Everyone thinks, oh, 99% of people lose money.

Yeah, because 99% of people are like my sister. They lose a little bit of money and they get scared and stressed out and then they quit. And then you become part of the statistic because you never You just sold everything and you gave up.

Leafy doesn't need YouTube anymore. Well.

I just wasn't able to make videos good enough to get a billion views.

I wanted to be like Leafy, like I make my billion views and then I just ditch and then I live off stocks, but it didn't really turn out that way.

It's like Traveling Trader says, if he doesn't know where the liquidity is being drawn from, he doesn't trade.

All the market is, is liquidity being swept. It can't go up without first going down. And it can't go down without first going up. It's got to sweep liquidity. Because when— because the only reason the market moves up and down is because institutions and hedge funds and the people with the big money are buying and selling, making

it go up and down. If they want to buy to go long, who's going to sell it to them? They can't just buy it out of thin air. When the market goes up, it's because people are buying. Which means someone's selling to them.

Who's selling to them?

That's why they sweep stop losses. They grab the liquidity to fill their buy orders and then it goes up.

So all you got to do is identify where the liquidity is being taken from or being swept.

Uh, same with fair value gap. Why does it go— it shoots straight up and it comes back down? It's because loads of people are trying to buy, but there's not enough sellers. So it shoots up, but a bunch of people didn't get their buy orders filled because there wasn't enough sells to buy it. So it comes back

down to where all these buyers are placed. And then they get filled and then it goes back up again.

See, it all makes sense. It's all very simple, really.

I learned from Triumphant Trader's masterclass.

No, I'm not making a good wage yet. The prob— my problem is, is that I am making some nice profits from day trading, but it all gets wiped out because I'm stubbornly holding a bunch of longs

because I think the market's going to go up.

So I'm like holding out on the longs, which some days my account uploads because the market went up and then next day it all gets wiped out. So any profit I make from the day trades during the day ends up getting wiped out.

So my plan is I want to close everything, but not yet.

No, I don't think— I think maybe the overall trend is, is going to trend down, but we did bounce pretty hard. Off of the previous month low.

So I'm waiting for it to reach a previous high where it's going to sweep liquidity, and then I'll get out my longs there,

and then I'll start my day trading master plan where I don't hold anything overnight.

Day traders only.

When I find a good place to get out of my longs, I'll get out. I'm not getting out now.

Possibly next week. So I've got to pay my overdraft.

I'm not scared of the AI bubble. I don't think it's the peak of the bubble yet.

God, sitting like this makes me want to fart.

Well, I've got enough savings to last me a couple months

whilst I give this day trading thing a bash.

And, uh, you know, I keep up doing YouTube and delivery work,

but my goal is I want to make £1,000 a month, which means I need to make like £30 a day.

Oh God, I think I need toilet. What time is it? 10 o'clock. I might call it a night. I really need to shit.

I think it's just gas.

Yeah, I'm not trying to like moonshot my account and get 100% gains. I'm just aiming for something moderate, like, I don't know, £200 a week, £250 a week. Can't be that hard. Just means I need to make about £50 a day.

Okay, I'm done.