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I really don't know what's in this shirt. The stain is just not coming out. I've washed it three times. I just don't know what's doing that. I feel like I've got to buy another one. It just doesn't come out. Where is it? It seems like it's getting a bit faded. Yeah, I've got a stain remover. I've got Oxy Vanish action. Oh, I should have washed this towel too. Let's see. Can you see it? I don't know what it was. What did I eat? It might have been one of those kebab things, like the shwarmer. It just doesn't come out at all.

What about toilet duck? Do you think toilet duck will get out? Toilet duck's bleach, isn't it? Really annoying. Also, the color's all dark. Why is it so hard to wash? Maybe don't get white shirt again. Never had this problem before. Look, I washed it at 40. I've also washed it at 60. What about boiling water? No. Uh, I don't wanna go on this stupid date anymore. I'm not feeling it. I'm sorry, it's a lot of work. Plymouth, clothing, parking, tickets. It's really tough dating when you live in the middle of nowhere. If you just lived in a city, it'd be so easy.

Yeah, I've got baking soda. Should I put that in, in the water with it? Maybe I'll rub some on. It's hot. Ow. There's a stain on. Uh, what's that? Oh, is that coffee? Oh, now I've got coffee on it. Where did that come from? I know there's a coffee stain on it. Like that. I think this shirt's fucked. I've wasted my money. Maybe it's avoid getting, uh, white clothing in the future. I don't know what to do. Am I doing something fun today? Mm, I need to get new clothing. Also, I don't know if I wanna go on this date or not.

Maybe I'm just in a negative mood right now, so I shouldn't decide on anything. Still got plenty of time. I don't know how people get into fashion. Sometimes I wish we just had fur like cats. Don't have to worry about it. I already hate clothing. Everything looks stupid. I think these trousers are fine. It's just plain black trousers. I think there's no other option but to go to Plymouth, where they have the shops. I really don't wanna go. They don't have any of these shops outside of Plymouth. Up until now, I just have not been caring about my clothing at all.

Park and ride sites, communities can park for free, take a bus. Oh yeah, I did see that. I'm scared of eating food now because it might splash and stain my clothing. Okay. Should have some lunch. I feel too stressed out to eat now. Bacon. Bacon sandwich. The fridge smells like onions now. I've got to get a bib. Uh, this egg smells like poo. Oh, it smells like a chicken's bun. Oh, my fingers smell like chicken poo now. Didn't they clean the eggs? Why does it smell like poo? Well, maybe that's just my poo. Hmm. My new video got a thousand views already. Under 24 hours.

Guess you're wrong, Bill J. Why am I never happy? Oh God, I need new clothing, but there's nowhere like Next or Prayermark unless you go into Plymouth. But I don't want to go into Plymouth. I have to pay eight pounds parking and charging fees. And I don't know what to get. I think my trousers are fine. I mean, if she's gonna judge me because my clothing's bad. I already think she's got a bit of a bitchy personality. I don't know if I like her. I can't tell if I like her or not. She's definitely very blunt.

I don't like jeans. I don't like chinos. Because then I gotta get a belt as well because I've got a stupid waist that's really small. Oh yeah. Oh, it's burning. The weather's not nice, cold, windy. Why's my hand all oily? Oh my God. I'm freezing. I don't really care what you think is hot or cold. I'm cold, that's all that matters. That's why when I say I'm cold, it means me, not you. That's why I miss Thailand. I think Indian girl's definitely gonna be the type. Well, if you don't put in proper effort, she's gonna get pissed.

No, if you don't seem like a pushover. This is why Gold dumped me, because I don't put any effort into doing stuff. I need to hear her own faster toleration. I got a bad feeling about this date. I'm thinking I ghost. Too much hard work. But if I fly to Amsterdam, you can do long, long stay car park or I just get a taxi to exit airport. 50 pound ticket to Amsterdam and I buy clothing there. I think the main problem is my top and trousers aren't too bad. It would definitely be too hot for that black jumper.

Well, my t-shirts are old and faded by the sun. That's why I got that Volkswagen shirt. Even this one, it's faded by the sun. I don't like Cheetos. I tried them on before. They're really rough feeling and I have to get a belt as well.That's why I don't like jeans. They also feel rough and not flexible and I hate those little tiny pockets and I've got to get a belt. My waist is too small for any of these trouser. I need like 27 inch waist. There's no adult trousers with a 27 inch waist. 27 inch waist is like child size and I can't get... Yeah, one time, I don't know which X it was, maybe Jahiro, she recommended, "Oh, why don't I get children's trousers?" Yeah, but children's trousers are too short. Children are too short, so the waist might be okay, but then the length is too short and it's too small.

The smallest man-sized trouser's usually like 31 inch waist because everyone's fat. I've got a tiny waist. It's hard to get trousers. That's why I like these elastic waist ones with the string. I, I tie the string. I hate wearing a belt. I'm thinking I go Tesco, look at the clothing and also buy some food. I don't really need food until maybe Monday. I could go Tesco Monday. And then if there's nothing there, I have to go Plymouth probably Tuesday. Otherwise, I'm gonna have to un - buy online. Or I could try some of those clothing stores in Tavistock, High Street.

Isn't Fat Face a good brand? Salt Rock, Mountain Warehouse? They've got some shops in Tavistock, but Tavistock Tesco is really small. I need the Callington Tesco. Could go from Taverstock to Callington. Or Callington first. Taverstock is kind of on the way to Callington. Is Fat Face like a skater brand or something? I don't like the name, and the name of it is weird. What's a steak weekly? Like beef. I mean, I don't know. I think if the girl likes you, she can look past the bad clothing because then she can take you shopping later. I think if she likes the way she feels around you, because you could be dressed well, but if you're boring.

The girl's actually kind of like fixing the guy's fashion. I'm not allowed to do steak because band in the UK. I'm not that boring. I think I'm nice to talk to. It's funny when you rage. Yeah, but then sensitive videos go butt her and then stop watching. Bunch of fucking cry babies. Down to 55 viewers. Yeah, fuck you all. I hate you. Ruined my life. I can't bother doing anything now. Why waste so much money going to Thailand or traveling? Barely get any viewers. I'm so fed up with this streaming stuff. I'm so fucking boring.

You hate me, I hate you. And yeah, here we are. I don't think Venus' viewers care about me unless I had any actual involvement with Venus, like meeting her, which I wouldn't. I would not meet Venus. She's nuts. Am I planning to go to Thailand? Ah, I just don't know anymore. The streaming thing's just not sustainable. I feel like I just milk it as much as I can until it's dead and then just get a job. Just use it to pay off debt. And then go back to YouTube to click bait. I don't make any big I don't trust it.

It's too much of a gamble doing something expensive, hoping that the viewership's gonna go back up again. Unless I was gonna do it anyway. I don't know now. I've lost faith in Kik. I mean, not Kik, but I've lost faith in my viewers. I just see it as a way to make some quick money, pay off debts. It's too much effort to entertain my viewers. They want stupid dumb stuff that's expensive and risky to do. And they want constant drama. It's just exhausting. I don't like the feeling of, feeling like I'm forced to travel just to get the viewers to back up again.

Right now, I'm just really stressed out about clothing. Here, maybe Exeter. Exeter's not so built up. 55 minutes. Been a while since I drove to Exeter. Guild Hall Shopping Center. Hm, I've got a castle in Exeter. Doesn't look like a castle. Be livery. Port Isaac, paying 24 pounds. Primark. Oh, Lex is so ugly. Maybe just buy online. Men's top. They all look rubbish. What inspired the clothes shopping? I've got a date next week. I don't know what to wear. I knew that was gonna happen. Can't even dry the laundry. Towel was still wet. Sun doesn't come out.

Yeah, with the Indian girl. I really don't know where to go to get a clothing. Oh, oh. Exeter's so far away. Guild Hall Shopping Center. It's ridiculous you're going to a horrible city just to get some clothing. Uh, I'd rather go to Tesco. Maybe Monday. No, I'm not live streaming the date. That'd be silly. Traumatized by cities. Number one, the ugly, horrible places. Full of the police, speed cameras, bus lanes, parking traps, full of not very nice people. And they look shit. Looks like that. What the fuck? This massive bee. I hate cities. Ugly, too many people.

Look at what these people wearing. Look, he's wearing tracksuit bottoms. What's he wearing? Button shirt. Look, he's just wearing Nike shirt and a shorts. It's not like everyone's dressed nicely. Why are these people? Who keeps fucking horning? Lazy persons, get out the car. I hate it when people use the horn to get someone's attention when they just get out of the car and go over to them. Look how depressing this place looks. Fucking horning. Who's horning? I wanna look at clothing, since it's hard to get there. I think number one, Tesco. I tried Tesco again. They had some okay clothing, like my Volkswagen t-shirt.

Check my T-shirt again. Take train to Exeter. Mm, good do. Now I've got a coffee stain in the T-shirt. I don't think that even worked. T-shirt's gonna get destroyed. I don't know really. This shirt's fucked. Let's put it in the bin. I don't know, let's do it. We'll see again. You should've seen what I wore when I met Faster. She was wearing, she was wearing a nice dress and I showed up wearing my black trousers with, um, my blue hoodie. Oh, you should've seen what I wore when I met your hero. I was probably wearing black jeans with my fiery unique hoodie.

I don't really care that much. I wonder if any girl actually rejects a guy based on what he's wearing. Yeah, and then these trousers, you got a stupid oil stain there. These trousers cover in oil stains. I think my best bet is I go to Tesco and look at the clothing again. I just need something plain, really. And maybe some better trousers. Just like a plain jumper that isn't too baggy and doesn't, isn't gray or is knitted. I should avoid knitted gray jumpers. It makes me look like a granny. Also, maybe I need to pluck some white hairs out. I don't know if I got white hairs. I don't even want to go on a date about white hairs.

She already thinks I'm old, and she thinks I'm 34. She doesn't even know that I'm actually 36. Yeah, Indian girl. She seems a bit pushy. I feel like if she gets, if we get kind of close, she's definitely gonna be like, "Why'd you do this? Why'd you do that?" And she, she seems like she'll be bossy. I hate bossy girls. That's why I didn't like moon. Moon is already saying stuff like, "Oh, you're gonna have to start using cleanser. I'm gonna get you to do face skit routine skincare." Why are you zooming in on the girl's bums on Cyberpunk? She was already all judgy and annoying. We didn't even meet yet.

Yeah, I wonder if Moon had a dick. She never showed me her vagina. When I asked for nudes, she just showed me her bum. She never showed anything from the front. Yeah, bum is fine. But I can make my bum look nice if I do a certain angle or pose. Imagine this, as a shit test, the girl takes you to the most dangerous hood in the city to see if you protect her or not. And then she gets her guy mates to pretend to jump you to see how you react. <laugh> That'd be crazy. What's for dinner? I've got loads of leftovers. I got tacos to make. I've got leftover curry, leftover stir fry.

I've just run. <laugh> I'm not, I'm not gonna get punched in the face over a girl. Be my guest. She's all yours. I'd be like that guy in 28 months later, he just ditched his whole family and he runs from the zombies. That guy's smart. I mean, what are you gonna do? Fight off a hall of zombies with no weapons? Just leg it, your family's done. You make a new family. Then the idiot goes and kisses her and then gets infected. No, Faster did not go back. That guy got a new girlfriend and she's told me she never loved him. She was just using him for money.

So yeah, my main goal is I wanna go Tesco that I went to yesterday, but I don't really wanna go again so soon to look for clothing. I don't know why I didn't look for clothing yesterday when I went. I looked at the toy section. I was, I was too distracted about making the sign for my door. I could go tomorrow nice and early and then go Kit Hill again. Although I actually wanted to go to Melbourne Viaduct again, but that's not the same direction as the big Tesco. Oh, I could go on Monday. I might go Meldourne Viaducts tomorrow and then look for clothing on Monday.

Or what if I buy the clothing on the date today? I go early in the morning and then I spend the morning getting clothing and then I just change into it and then go on the date. Which thing? 'Cause the date's in the afternoon. I go with the price tag still on it and then I re - after the date, I go back to the shop and I return it. <laugh> I don't take the tags off. That's actually pretty genius. I just tuck my tag in under my shirt. I wear it for the day and then after the day ends, I go back to the shop. <laugh> I think I have plenty of time, because if I go in the morning, like nine, 10, I'll have at least three to four hours.

Pay down the Amazon debt. Uh, this is not really much point. It's 0% interest. Why lose 950 pounds all at once when I can lose it slowly over two years? Yeah, it's a two year payment plan. The weather is better tomorrow, I think. Yeah, the weather's way better tomorrow. I might go out tomorrow to Melbourne. I wanna see the viaduct again. I didn't get to see it properly last time. Oh God. My whole day I've just been really negative. Maybe I'll pull some weeds. I could pull some weeds. Look how many weeds there are. So many weeds. How come it bothered?

Oh, I'm bothered. It's just gonna grow back again. And there's like thick bramble stuff. And there's like a thorny, fistly, leafy thing. I need some thick gloves. And I have to get those thick bramble vines out. The garden really. I can't get fucking stains out of my clothing. Oh my God. Everything's so annoying. The floor's not dirty. I don't know why people think it's dirty. It's not. 60 degrees. Why do you have to put it in the drawer? I though you'd just chuck it in. What difference does it make if you put it in the drawer?

Well, I wanna see if those stains come out if I keep washing it over and over and over again. Well, can I put it in now? I don't know if I put it in the right one. Which one do I put it in? I know which slot to put it in. What about some toilet duct? Whatever. I washed that t-shirt four times now. Stupid stain doesn't come out. One o'clock. Why is my bum hole all wet? Sometimes I feel like my bum hole's like a vagina. It just gets wet. I don't know why it's wet.

Probably wouldn't even need lube and you could bum me. It's all moist up there. Maybe the bum hole gets fucked enough times. It slowly becomes like a vagina. Self-lubricating. Maybe that's how the vagina came into being. It was originally a bum hole. Birds are like that, aren't they? They got one hole, does it all? Poo, shits and gives birth. I don't know why humans have two holes. Watermelon rose down. Drink. I haven't used a romary in a while, so I kind of stopped having steaks. I got kind of bored of steaks. Yeah, I think tomorrow weather would be way better.

Today, I don't know, a laundry day, I guess. Also, my monitor's coming tomorrow, which means I would have to be at home. I don't know if that... It's not an expensive item. It's like 80 pounds. It'll probabcome late anyway. I've got the cheapest curved monitor, got 10 pound voucher. Yeah, 24 inch. Gonna hook up my phone to it, so I have a live camera feed on the outside all the time. Oh, fuck, I should've washed these trousers too. Am I still going to Thailand? Uh, I don't know, maybe. Depends how Indian girl goes. I've got Indian girl and gamer girl and Spanish girl.

See if any of them become a girlfriend of mine. I forgot who's from who. Some Tinder, some Bumble. I got banned on Tinder. Half past one. Half past two, half past three. 25 minute drive to Tesco. What if I go Tesco now? Oh, we're at Tesco Monday. Got two hours until my washing's done. What is? I could go Tavistock too. Closes at 5:00. Mm, I don't know. Okay, they're at two. Oh yeah, that marina person disappeared too. No wonder the viewers are so much a lover. I forgot all these people vanished. Bix, 607. Marina something.

Who else is gone? Make me mud. Hmm. I don't know. Do you promise not to abuse your powers? I don't really need muds at the moment. I don't know if I wanna go to Tesco again. I went yesterday. I could use sugar, I guess. Sugar and look at clothing. Uh, maybe oranges. Could do. Got one hour 30 on the washing machine. Oranges, sugar, maybe milk. Um, maybe out of milk. Yeah, okay. Could do. Testing.m. Go to toilet up to put on my shoes. Let me get another Vodafone. That's all available till train colleagues please go check out. Thank you.

Payments acceptable. Thanks for shopping at Tesco. Yeah, it is. Okay. 75 pounds. 75 pounds, guys. New Indian girl, only the best. I got four shirts, two button shirts and pair of trousers. Very good. I think it was, uh, 65 pounds, but 75 with the sugar, the oranges in the middle. Uh, go home. Uh. Yeah imagine that girl ghosts me or says oh sorry I can't... Well I can still use the clothing to go on other dates can't I? I've got some nice shirts. I think the whole short sleeve button thing with the shirt on the inside looks pretty nice. I'm not sure about the trousers though. So the problem with the trousers was, um, they only, the smallest one they had are these cargo ones with the pockets. They had ones with outer pockets but they were 32 waist, 30 length. I need 30 waist, 30 length otherwise the waist would be too big.

I would have preferred that without the side pockets, but 30 30 would fit me better.

So, I mean, they look okay I guess. They're not too in your face. Flatten them down a bit. Where's my tripod? I really need to sort out my music playlist. If I play like, um, Apple Music playlist, whenever I lose internet it, the song stops playing and won't start replaying itself until I press the stupid button. You have to download the songs otherwise, and I need to find more songs so I'm bored of my music. Oh, what's wrong with cargo pants? Is this like bit of side pocket? Oh my laundry. Oh my God. Oh no.

I washed the white shirt with a black thing and now my shirt, white shirt's gone, this t-shirt's fucked. And now my white t-shirt has gone kind of blue. Oh God, I hate white t-shirts. The white t-shirt's turned bluish and the stain is still in there. That t-shirt is just never gonna be good, is it? I probably need a belt for those trials. I know, probably need a belt still. Maybe must have just gotten 32 waist. They didn't have swim fit two nose. I, I cannot get that shirt looking good again. Make a coffee maybe. I need new music on board of mine.

I keep removing tracks from my playlist so the same songs keep playing more frequently now. It's better to get those cheap five pound t-shirts. I wasted, I wasted 15 pounds on that Volkswagen shirt's ruined. Can't get those stupid yellow stains out. Collardle brown now it's gone blue. So I'm not really hungry. But Tesco has some nice clothing. Just what I wanted. I had a nice buttoned shirt I had in Thailand. I wish I kept, I kept it. Fast always used to hate my trousers because I used to wear those black jogging trousers and rolled them up.

It's weird the connection's really good in Tesco. Tesco fashion. It's nice. I can drive to Tesco and all the way back without using my Sat Nav. But I think Kick turned off the bots or something. Barely getting any viewers anymore. I spent 75 pounds. Oh my God. Every time I go out, spent money. Yesterday I spent 20 pounds on the plastic wallet and snacks. No, no one came last night. No, Indian girl's quite slim looking. Which girl do I like the most? Hmm. I don't know. Maybe Spanish girl. Although Indian girl does intrigue me. Probably should check the trousers, see if I need to get a belt.

No, I reckon the Indian girl could be like a, at least a second or third date kind of thing before she decides. I wouldn't make a move on the first date. I'd just play it casual or friendly. I'm wondering where to park my car. No, she's not a viewer. No viewers wanna meet me anymore, apart from AJ. But AJ's more interested in, I don't know, like, getting me laid, like helping me get laid with someone else, like a wing man. Oh, that's good. Joby Bunny champion. Kind of brave best home of duty player you've never seen.

Do I still have chlamydia? Yep. 12 years of chlamydia. Tomorrow, Melvin. Yeah, I spoke to Indian girl yesterday on the phone. I wonder what a Taiwanese girl looks like now. It's been 10 years since I last saw her. It probably looks rough. I bet I've aged way better. I mean, I look way better now than I did 10 years ago. 10 years ago I looked weird. I looked really skinny. I was 46 kg. Her face was like, I don't know, too hollow. I think I look way better now. I say most men look better in their 30s than when they're in their 20s. Men look kind of bulky in their 20s, look more manly in their 30s.

I'm a high value man now. I've got a house and a car. <laugh> I saw this clip of Andrew Tate on his Instagram. He was complaining about how bored he was, how there was nothing to do, multi hundred millionaire, as bored as I am. And he said, "The world is boring now because you can't go and kill your enemies." <laugh> You can't like go and conquer enemy lands and kill your enemies and steal the women. I bet he wishes he was born in like the colonial times or the medieval times. He just wants to kill people a while.

I said the only fun thing to do is driving his Lamborghini around, uh, Romania or something really fast. Yeah, like me, I'm driving my Pursua around Devin really fast. It's the only fun thing. And he said, "Fucking women's boring." He said, "Fucking women's boring and then two years later they come after you for some sexual assault allegation." Andrew say it's funny. Fucking woman, boring. Eh, I guess so. I mean, it's fun for like 15, 20 minutes and then you nut and then you're back to how you were before you fucked. And then you get horny again and you wanna fuck again.

It's not a very sustainable source of happiness. And then you depend on having a woman with you to do it. And then unless you can replace the woman easily, you then become like a slave to the woman and the stupid demands. I mean, getting sex addicted's really dumb, because every other addiction, you can just go and buy it, like buy a bottle of drink or buy a packet of cigarettes. I mean, you can buy a prostitute, I guess. It's not as good though. It's not as... I mean, you can buy like a bottle of beer for a pound, but a prostitute is like 100, 150. It's not sustainable unless you're rich. I mean, if you're rich, you wouldn't need prostitutes, just get a woman like a gold digger.

But being sex addicted sucks when you're broke and you can't replace a woman easily and you got social anxiety. <laugh> It's like imagine you're addicted to cigarettes, but you're scared of going to the shop to buy them and you can't afford them. A settled Tesco prediction, can't you do it? I though mods could do it. Okay, how about it? Do people even win any points if nearly everyone bet yes? Try my new outfit. My main concern are the trousers. Oh, what you think? Pretty the belt is a bit loose. I think that look nice. It's 30 waist size. If I got 32, it would have been really big. I need 28, really.

I think they won't fall down, but it's just not very secure for them. I need belt. I just think... I don't know, this shirt, this color looks like my skin color. It looks like I'm naked. I'll compare it... I mean, I'll pair it with my dark blue button shirt. Hold on. Is it pink? I though it was maroon. Pink shirt. What you think? My date is gonna be impressed. I like this one. Oh, the boy you enjoy. You're looking very funny. What if I button it up? Well, if it's warm, I just go like this. I don't need a s - a shirt.

I'll just go like that. I actually kinda like this one too. I actually kinda like this one. I look like a doctor. I kinda look like a dentist. Seems like a dentist color. I have to make a good impression to my new Indian stepdad. My Indian father-in-law. Maybe he works at the post office at O'Campton. <laugh> And he's that guy's daughter. Oh, Daniel. <laugh> Looks like I'm an, an amputee. I lost my arm in the wall. Yeah. How about this? Mm. Maybe this dark one's better. This one's not bad. This shirt was the smallest one they had, but it's already S size. I don't think there was excess.

It's just, um, I don't know, like the sleeves are a bit likely, I guess. But these t-shirts are M size. Like this one's M. So the t-shirt's a M, but this is S, and it's a bit big. The sizing doesn't match up. What would you do if you were going to meet your date and then you see me like this? I wish the sleeves didn't flare out so much. Well, it'd be cool if they were like this. It's because they've been ironed, so there's a crease. It makes them point out. They look good a bit.

Mm. It looks like Japanese style eucante. Well, I really like this one. It looks like my skin color, like I'm naked. I shouldn't have bought this one. I'll just use it as an inside shirt. Indoor shirt. How about this? Have a look for a belt, maybe. Trous is gonna fall down. Dates next week. I've got two dates next week. Date with who? Ah, date with a girl. Who else? Uh, shit what belts they got? Shot a buckle. Tactical belt. Here, I got the belt at, I mean, I got the clothes at Tesco. Maybe get this one, six pounds and 99.

It looks like a seatbelt. <laugh> It looks okay. They're not gonna see the belt, are they? Unless I lift up my shirt. It looks like a seatbelt. <laugh> I'm not gonna tuck my shirt in, so you'll never see the belt. Oh God, I hate belts. It make you look like such an old man. Ah, I just put a string in it. And it makes me think of my dad when I look at belts. Can't even make trousers that fit men and go get a stupid belt. Why do I just get a seatbelt belt? Don't really care.

Oh, orange. I get this one. Not really bothered. $6.99. Oh my God. So I spent 20 pounds on the shirts, 32 on those button shirts. And then I think the trousers were... I forgot. I'm just gonna put, I don't know, probably like 65 pounds in total. Probably like 70 pounds in total. And then the five pounds was probably the sugar, milk, and orange is probably not even five pounds. So I'll just put five pounds Tesco for food. 70 pounds on clothing. And then also 6.99 for the belt. Fits anywhere. It's not like a, you know you got the metal thing goes in the hole. It's not one of those. It's like a clamp. You just pull it and then you clamp it, but it's got like a buckle, like a clamp buckle. Not a hole in the thingy, like a leather belt.

I don't really care. It's just a belt. I'm not showing off my belt. The overall length, you just cut off the end. You guys always over complicate things. I don't know why. Look, you can cut the end like this. Just cut the end off and then you burn the edge. It's got 2,400 reviews. I think it's fine. I've had a belt like it before. You just put it and then you clamp the buckle bit and then it clamps shut on the belt. I've had a belt before, you know, before I started wearing black jogging trousers.

Well, I haven't had to date. Like I haven't really had to go on dates since like 2017. 'Cause think about it, I was married, I was married from 2018 until 2020, and then I had Mira from 2020, 2021. And then 2022 I was with Faster and then I had a couple dates, I guess. And I just wore a hoodie and jeans and I got two girlfriends out there. And then I was dated viewers, so I haven't really had to, like, go on dating apps and go on a date since 2022. So I haven't really had to f - like, care about my clothing.

I just, uh, I don't wear something comfortable like these black trousers are nice. What is that? Well, it's an investment, isn't it? Maybe I'll get rid of some of the older clothing. One of these underwear. This is all underwear. The Malaysia shirt. So I wear this one to the date. What's that? Ed sheet. Oh, this is my coding shirt from Thailand. What about this one? It smells like the detergent my mom uses. Uh, I never liked the smell of the detergent she uses. It's like lavender. I though it was smell, I s - I though it was like, uh, Pushkin's piss. It's what it smelled like.

I kept washing my clothing thinking Pushkin peed on it. Yeah, well, I sold Ethereum because you people kept telling me to, so don't ever say I don't take your advice. When I take your stupid advice, look what happens. I get fucked. You all say, "Oh, sold Burry Gold," and then it goes up 10% after I held it for three years. Thanks for nothing. Good advice. Your advice sucked. Yeah, I bought it at 1600. I sold it 2700, so I though I had pretty good gains. Barrett Gold's nearly at $24 now. I've only got 58 songs in my playlist. I need new songs.

Yeah, I though about getting a long sleeve button shirt, but if I roll the sleeves up, it's all, it gets all bunched up and looks weird. I don't really like the look of the long sleeves. So I got the short sleeve one. But it does seem like it may, might be a bit big. It's hard finding clothing for me if I've got a weird shaped body. Most men's bodies are like this bigger size. It would fit them fine. Oh, well. Maybe it'll be so hot next week I don't even need to wear anything but a t-shirt.

I feel kind of awkward as well without wearing some kind of jacket and I wouldn't bring my backpack because I look like a school kid. No, I haven't tried GPT-5. I saw Mr. Who's Boss, Mr. Who's the Boss's video. You can just make it code a Tetris game and it will make a game for you. It's pretty cool. Did they not have excess size? I'm pretty sure S was the smallest. Go back tomorrow. Not too bad, does it? Try again. Hmm. It's pretty long. Fuck. Well, why did you say anything when I was trying it on in the shop?

You guys are useless. When I was in the shop trying it on, no one said anything. It says it's made of... Why doesn't it say? What's that? 100% cotton. It says 100% cotton. So if you, if I wash it at 60, do you think it will shrink? So what should I wash it at? 60. It's, uh, 5:00 PM nearly. I'll wash it with all this stuff then. Do I need detergent? Maybe. I've done three washes now. So I'll wash it at 60. 60. Come on. Answer me. 40 or 60 to shrink it. Okay. 60. Better be right.

Ruin my new shirt. I feel weird only wearing one pair of trousers. I feel like people can see my willy. I feel like I need two pairs on now. No, I didn't buy shoes. Cupcake, anyone? Yeah, if my willy gets hot, I'll definitely see it if I'm only wearing One pair. No raisins. Hmm. Not easy buying clothing. I though it looked good in the shot. Maybe, it's probably because I was wearing that baggy long sleeve shirt under it, so it felt like it fit. Now without the baggy long sleeve shirt under it, seems a bit big.

Unless I wear the long sleeve under it and I roll up the long sleeve. I hate buying clothing. T-shirts are easy. I had a nice button shirt I got in Thailand. I left it at my mom's house. It fit quite nicely. It was like bluish denim. I never wore it because Thailand was too hot. I always just go out in a t-shirt. Maybe next week will be really hot and then I won't wear the jacket shirt, button shirt. I'll just wear the blue shirt t-shirt. 70 pounds of clothing. Oh my God. Well, I mean, it's good to have some trousers that doesn't look like a jogging pants.

I guess... All the models for this shirt are ripped men with massive chests. Look. Oh, this guy's kind of skinny. <laugh> Eh, maybe a t-shirt's fine. Maybe I'll wear two t-shirts. What am I supposed to wear over the shirt? Hm? Why does it say my camera's offline? What? Why's my camera offline? What happened? Well, why was it off? Did I accidentally... I think I accidentally flipped the switch on it. That's weird. Uh, I wear a t-shirt like this maybe. Oh, I keep forgetting to put the SD card back into my dash cam. Yeah, I kind of regret buying this one too. I didn't realize it was pink. I though it was maroon.

Okay, so next problem is... Gotta figure out how to get to the place. Maybe I go early to avoid traffic and I have a quick look around Primark or next. Maybe they got a better kind of buttoned shirt thing. 12 o'clock. Might do some exercise. Pregnant. Workout, done. Why can't it be 12 kg? 5511. Yeah, I might do some squats. Otherwise, I end up hurting my legs when I ride on Bobby. Oh, uh, squats are hard. Oh, go. Uh. I was doing reverse cowboy on top of the bobby and my thighs were burning for weeks.

I'll do one more. Nothing left. Nothing left in there. Ooh. Uh, my arms are burning. Wonder if I get ghosted before the date. That'd be funny. Huh, I could use the clothing in Thailand as well. Apart from the bottom shirt, I really can't imagine wearing two layers in Thailand. I see if washing them shrinks them. I feel like maybe they are a bit too big now. I can't return it. I cut the label off. I turned 15 pounds, whatever. I don't like this one. It's weird. Uh, it smells weird, yeah. Okay, you, you, you kind of play whack-a-mole with, with Bunny. We've got some, some measures that we continuously change, right?

Maybe after the date I go live in Plymouth City, since we're there. The date probably gonna finish at five or six. You all keep complaining about my form, but my bicep's getting massive. It doesn't care about your stupid form nagging. All your nonsense about form doesn't matter at all. The bicep's gotten massive regardless. And then you're like, "Oh, if you did proper form, they would be 5% bigger." Who gives a shit? It's like saying, "Oh, you didn't drive 100% efficiently. You could've gone to a destination 20 seconds sooner if you did. You didn't hit the corners on the apex perfectly.

It could've been 0.5 seconds faster. Oh, no. Who cares? Still get to your destination, don't you? All this form stuff is just out of bollocks. I still got bulging biceps, don't I? Look at those. Bet you wanna suck on it. I might get my laundry. I have one hour and 20 minutes left. How am I gonna dry it? The sun's gone down. Well, the sun's disappeared. I need toilet. I feel like this t-shirt is kind of small. The button shirt's too big and this one's too small. What the hell's going on? Well, I wouldn't wear this one outside anyway.

Oh God, I'm bored. Don't do that. Tech chap still making a switch to videos. It's over. So I've had this bad boy for three months now. The trend is over. Why is he still making switch two videos? Hanging out with my buddy UK. No one cares anymore. Some of the upgrades to OG Switch games are, well, game change. Must not have anything else to make a video about. Sticking with the Zelda theme though, and Link's awakening and echoes of wisdom, both have very game key systems has - Boy. Uh... I don't think life would be this boring.

Not having any people in it or having a job. I though not having those two things would make life good. No, I'm not so sure. Oh God. Eight hours. Maybe I play. I'm so fucking bored. Oh my fucking God. Shit, fucking game. I got knocked out on the first round. I didn't even make it past the first round. I'm just bored. Chat's dead. I don't know what to talk about. Boring fucking website, isn't it? Oh, fucking shit. I'm bored. One more game. I have to come first or I can't stop. Oh, this fucking game. Fucking fly.

That's what you get. 31 minutes. Oh my gosh. Still going. Second ages. What a boring day. I had more viewers when I was not talking and playing merry, I can't. <laugh> I'm not vomiting. I'm hiccupping. I can't even tell the difference between a hiccup and a vomit. I'm cold. Where am I jumping? Ah, I feel like I wasted 30 pounds on those two button shirts. Um, maybe if I just wear something bulky under it, it'll feel a bit smaller. No, it's a hiccup. But I'm trying to keep the vomit from coming out when I hiccup. A hiccup is a sudden jolt from under the stomach. Obviously, some vomit is gonna try and get out.

Don't even know what a hiccup is. Why I've used tank today? 'Cause my viewers are stupid idiots. Boring. Ruined my life. Stuck in this stupid fucking boring house. Stop insulting your viewers. Shut up, star. How about that? Stuck on that star. <laugh> This must suck being this guy. Gives up on a retrieving hard drive from Newport landfill site. He had his Bitcoin on it. He could've been a billionaire or something. Back to your real job, James. No billionaire for you. I bet he has nightmares about it every night. Thinking he could've been a billionaire, fucking hundreds of girls.

Back to the petrol station, James. Wow, Trump's skateboarding. <laugh> That's pretty good. <laugh> God, this girl is so fucking annoying. This girl. Oh god, she's so annoying. <foreign>. Imagine going on a date and she goes on and on and on and on like this, and you're like, "What the fuck are you talking about?" I'm gonna shut the fuck up. Oh my God. Why is she so animated talking about the most boring shit ever?. I don't know why the volume is this weird thing where it goes really loud and really quiet. The port's really annoying. Let's go.

Face is really annoying too. <foreign>. Oh, gosh. Shut up. Fucking hell. Jesus Christ. I can't stand women like that. Shut the fuck up. Jesus. When you go on dates with women, they just nonstop talk. I went on a date like that with this Japanese woman. She went on and on and on and on. I felt like I was going unconscious whilst being conscious at the same time. Like my brain just left my head. It just became... I couldn't be bothered to focus and try and understand what she was saying anymore. It just became like noise.

Do, do, do, do, do. Am I excited for the date? Not really. I just want to get it over and done with. First date's the worst part. You get the first date over with and if you felt comfortable together, you can set up a second date and that's usually better. But then maybe you can try hold hands. Can I hold your hand? May I? May I hold your hand? Or do you just grab the hand? It is exciting when you first get to touch them. I'm going to sniff her pits. Best first date? Easy. Mila. Trampoline park, Korean barbecue, karaoke, then buying in the hotel.

What if she actual lies? I'm an every driver. I drive freelance, deliver parcels. Why do I move here? 'Cause the roads are easier to drive. As a delivery driver, I don't want to drive around in Kent. I'm a product and goods logistical organizer. I do Uber Eats, I deliver macky things all across the Devons. For Devin's sake, would you shut up? I wouldn't come clean. I'd wait until she finds out and then I'd be like, "Whoops, guess I forgot to mention it." And I'd describe the smell of your armpit on my streams. I'm sorry. So it was for dinner.

Well, as long as I just don't talk about her in a rude way, I think it'd be fine if she finds out. Most girls can forget past actions. Depends. If I like her, I'll keep my words clean, but if I really don't care, I'll just talk shit. Maybe I'll just dream in Plymouth after the date. Hard to lie about a source of income long term. Not really, unless she moves in. If she moves in, then it might be a bit tricky because now I've got to pretend I'm going out delivering. I'll pretend I'm out delivering. I'll just be at Kit Hill streaming. <laugh> Let's sit at Kit Hill for like eight hours and then drive back. <laugh> Sees you walking around with a selfie stick. Uh, I really doubt she's gonna be at Kit Hill. She doesn't even drive. She lives in Plymouth with her family.

She probably takes the bus everywhere. I really doubt she's gonna be at Kit Hill. That's the good thing about having a car. It gives you access to places that the plebs don't have access to because no one's gonna get a bus to Bog Hill, Kit Hill, Carroll Mine, um, Melden Viaduct. There's just all these young people, they live in Plymouth, they don't leave Plymouth because they don't have a car and then they don't go anywhere apart from going into shopping areas.

They just live like the city life, don't they? They probably don't even think about going out to the malls. They say old boring, it's just some empty land with nothing on it. Not until they're 30 something and they get a dog and then they'll be like one of those single mother dog walker women. I think it's pretty much a straight... I don't know where I'm gonna park the car. I might park at one of those park and ride places, I don't know. And then I could walk all the way down. If I go early, <laugh> she'll be like, "Where did you park?" Oh, park and ride. Isn't that half an hour walk away maybe? It took me longer to walk here than it took to drive all the way to Plymouth.

A lot of these Cornish and Devon people, they've never actually left the country. They think going up north is an adventure as if they've ever been to Japan or Thailand. I brought up Thailand to the gamer girl and all she could say was, "Ooh, that sounds like an adventure. Oh, we never been over the worst country." You know, they just spend their whole lives here. They have no idea what the outside world is like. They live in this little cocoon, bubbled cocoon. Grew up here, raised here, spend rest of their life here, fucking boring. Most English people live in England for their whole lives and don't go anywhere. Did you know that?

Yeah. It's weird, isn't it? Getting cold, put my socks back on. I don't know how I'm gonna dry this clothing. It's half six. There's no sun. The sun's over there. It's funny. Uh, what is that? What the fuck is that? Weird looking fly. They're so dumb. They just walk up and up and up. But if you walk sideways, you could fly out. Stupid dumb insects. Get eaten by a spider for all I care. You think they evolve slightly better brains. The ones who escape should have evolved slightly more intelligent, shouldn't they? What if they only go up? Why don't they go sideways? They go, "Oh, going up and up and up and I think I can't get out. I'll just do the same thing over and over again and maybe the outcome will change. Stupid dumb fucking insects.

Just go sideways, you stupid fucking dumb fuck. Fucking stupid insects. Why are they so stupid? You walk sideways, you stupid. You can... Literally you can fly and you're stuck. How the fuck are you stuck? Just go sideways. It's so annoying. Oh, I don't know how insects survive billions of years being so stupid. Brain the size of a rice grain, not even. The rice grain, I don't know, bigger than the whole body is, I guess not. Brain the size of a pinhead, that's pretty good. They might as well not even have a brain, you know? They just live on autopilot.

What's the life update? Um, I'm bored and I've got a date next week with Indian girl. I've got to study how to drive into play math. Why has my life turned out this way? I don't know. People are boring. Don't wanna meet up. Look at all the viewers, not a single girl wants to have sex. How boring? What's the worst that can happen? Like we fall out and then I talk shit about you all over. Just talk shit about me back. Why? I've never said I hate curry people. If they got a nice face, I'll have sex with them. Wonder what she smells like.

Hairy arms. Should I have curry tacos or stir fry? Maybe I should practice eating curry, get acclimatized to her pH environment. Yeah, even my Bobby's kind of brown like an Indian, so getting used to it. Maybe Bolly Brown's like a foreshadowing. Need a Betty Brown. Tomorrow I'm gonna go to Melbourne viaduct again because last time I got distracted and it was raining and horrible. I didn't really get a proper look at the abandoned train station. I really doubt Indian girl's gonna be that forward. She's probably gonna want at least three to four dates. I know. Like maybe we meet the first time she really likes me and she'll be like, "Oh, we can go to your place if you like." And then I gotta shove everything in the secret door. But she might wanna see what's in the secret door because I remember people in my stream were really curious about what's behind the door.

So I'll find out, probably put it in the black bag and then put it in this cupboard.

Well, even if it doesn't work out, I mean, at least I got... I can use the clothing for another date, like a gamer girl date. It's not all lost. Nice to have some new t-shirts and proper pep trousers. Should I ask where her parents are from and then maybe she can ask me where mine are from? And then we can compare Woody's size. Well, if we're gonna bang, it's gotta be at my place because she lives with her parents unless we get a hotel in Plymouth. I mean, it's like a two hour drive. If I drive all the way there and all the way back here, and then I've gotta drive back there again to drop her off, maybe just get in a hotel would be easier.

Well, I might as well go on a date. You never know. I might go somewhere. Worst case scenario, I have a funny story to tell. The problem is when you live in a place like this, it's hard to move a girlfriend in because she's gonna want to get a job and there's just not really any jobs around here unless you drive. If you're in Plymouth, it's easy to find a job. You just go apply at McDonald's or something. Unless they've already got a job and they live in the area and they drive. Bit tricky dating here. 'Cause yeah, she could move into my house, but then what's she gonna do all day? If she doesn't drive, she's fucked.

Can't even walk anywhere. I mean, there's a pub down the road. You get a job there and walk there. It's really tricky. So I don't really see how this is gonna work out. Can't she learn to drive? I mean, I can take ages and then she gotta buy a car. I need a girlfriend who can drive if she's gonna live here. Otherwise, I'm gonna have to keep giving her lifts everywhere, unless she works online. If she works online, that's a pain, because then I've gotta go outside the house, do my secret stuff. I remember Chahira complaining saying she never gets any alone time, and I felt a bit offended saying, "Why do you want alone time?" She said she goes to work and she's surrounded by people and she comes home and I'm here. I felt a bit insulted.

Well, that's what you sign up for, isn't it? Married life. Of course you're not gonna have alone time. What you mean? Anyone watch the scavenger hunt? Anything interesting happening? It's just Ice watching a bunch of other streamers. I mean, it's like no better than Sam Pepper's stuff. I though Sam Pepper stuff was a lot effort where he just sits in his room watching other streamers. Now Ice is doing it too. God, I miss old ice. This new event stuff's just lame. It's always the same as well. He's always done a scavenger hunt. He's always done this prison thing so many times. Even before Kik, he did this prison thing, and it was rubbish then as well. A bunch of boring people standing in a room for 24 hours a day.

All Sam Pepper does is gamble and then he watches other people's streams. Is he live now? No, he's not live now. I think it's auto-play. Do I miss my Japan walking streams? No. Hated those so much. It was boring, hard work, sometimes scary. The only good bit is, like, blood bucket and also... I mean, I didn't enjoy it, but viewers enjoyed when I got stalked, I guess. My favorite parts of the Japan trip were when I wasn't streaming, when I went to clubs and bars, hung out with people. That's what I enjoyed. Maybe I try and find a Japanese milk, then I might wanna go.

Do that here, go to clubs and bars. Yeah, maybe after the date, I go to a bar, rip up some Plymouth women. Plymin. Maybe after the date, I go live at Plymouth. Well, there's a problem living in the middle of nowhere. If you wanna go on dates and meet people, you gotta live in a city, don't you? So you've got easy access. Do you wanna, do you wanna drive 45 minutes into the city every time and then look for parking? Tattooed, covered, pasty white Plymouth girls. Daughters of pirates and sailors. Fifth generation pirate descendant. Brown hair, tattoos, big bum. Plenty of booty to ponder.

I still get more matches than you, keyboard, even with my face. How many wives have you had? How many girlfriends you had? Probably way less than me. You insult yourself, lad, you lost to this face. This face gets more girls than you. Suck it. I got seven matches, five on, six on Tinder before I got banned. Uh, I've got several on Bumble, but they were ugly. I've got, like, 20 Thai girls as well, but they're just too many to keep up with, so I ghosted them all. Five minutes. If I keep washing the shirt over and over and over again, I can shrink it to the size I want it. Genius.

Genie us. More like genie me. I'm not giving you credit. You deserve no credit. I like the way beer tastes. It kind of tastes like licking an armpit. You got that kind of, like, musky hop flavor at the back of your tongue. Get a nice and sweaty, and then make sure armpits shave and give it a big lick. That's what drinking beer is like. I don't think my washing machine goes up to 90. 60 seems to be the max. What if I just soak it in boiling water? Why don't move to Thailand? Yeah, I know. It'd be so easy to get girls. And I'm not banned on that app either. You can get prostitutes from that app too. They just offer you money. I mean, they just offer you sex for money. They're like, 5,000 bucks can come now.

Everything's easy there. You live in Bangkok, just go down, grab a taxi five minutes away, got restaurants, everything. So many places you go on dates and date 10 women at the same time. I don't think Bangkok's a shithole. I think it's quite nice. Get a nice condo, swimming pool, gym. Go to the shops, cheap food, restaurants, got Japanese food. It's a cool looking place. Uh, I just don't really know if I'd wanna go out of Bangkok. I have a high sense 6kg inverter. I didn't really like Pataya, to be honest. I went to Pataya a few times. The beach was not very impressive.

The town just looks like a bunch of half-naked, fat, white guys riding around on mopeds thinking they're hot shit. Don't know. I thought maybe I'd go to Amsterdam a few days, jump on a plane from Exeter, park the car there, get some weed, then nut inside a red light district woman. I don't know. Are those red light district women ever good looking? They would look like middle-aged women who are kind of ugly. And you can't really tell what that actually look like, so the red lights making them look all red. Didn't I say he did it and it was rubbish?

Mm, I don't know. Amsterdam's not that interesting. Me and Mila went to Amsterdam, we did this. It, it wasn't an escape room, but it was like, like a themed horror house where you walk through the passengers and it's all dark. And then like paid actors come on to do some script or dialogue and then you just walk through it and it's like all dark and atmospheric. It was kind of cool. I forgot what the place was called, like Nightmare Dungeon or something like that. And we went to a peep show and it's just a woman dancing around a pole naked and fingering herself. And then you put coins in to, to see through the peephole. Apparently there's also live sex shows, but we didn't go to that.

And then just got weird people on the streets jumping into the canals, thinking they're funny. It was a weird place. I didn't flog it or do anything. I didn't even film any of it, did I? I filmed some bits, I didn't put it anywhere. Lost it now so I deleted my drive. I walked through the red light districts, but I was with Mina, so I didn't do anything. Did it with Mina when I was high on cannabis. I got the cannabis space brownie. Bang Mina for like an hour straight. She must have been thinking, "Oh my God, when's he gonna finish?" I actually couldn't finish. Like I was rock hard, but I couldn't come. It was like I didn't want to come. I didn't have to, so I just kept pounding.

Having sex when your high is wild. If I got another girlfriend, definitely wanna take her to Amsterdam, have stone sex all night. Faster should have just brought some weed home if she wanted me to have sex with her. She said she liked it when I had the weed because it made me really horny. This is not gonna dry, is it? Sheep is so noisy. I ruined my Volkswagen shirt. It's kind of like gray now. Yeah, it's gray color and the yellow stains are still there. I ruined it. Why does that only happen to white t-shirts?

I don't know, I find it harder to see the yellow stain now. Actually, I think the yellow stain's gone. Wasn't it here? It does look like it's gone, but now it's gray. Hmm. I've ruined it. The shirt's cursed. It was supposed to be the shirt I was gonna wear to meet Cripped. Before she ditched. What a bitch. You know what? I don't wanna wash dark colors separately. It would take four hours. The sun's only out for a couple hours. I can't wash it separately. Well, I'm gonna wash one shirt on its own. I've only got one white shirt. You've washed one shirt on its own for two hours and then wash the rest again for another two hours.

It's just stupid. I've been doing laundry since, I think, 10 AM in the morning, 90 AM. I did three rounds. Took six hours. Oh, wow. It is what it is. What's next? Hmm. Melbourne fire duct tomorrow. Monday, I wanna go Tavistock and get cornish pasty and walk around town. Maybe a look at Fat Face and Salt Rock Clothing Store. Yeah, there's a quick wash 15 minute setting, but does it actually do anything? So no, I haven't seen Mr. Miaomio. I think he had a fight last night with Black Cat. Hang on. I've got a long carpet. It's there.

I had to buy them for winter because it was freezing. I was like this. I was hopping from this carpet and then onto that carpet. Had to buy slippers before sap, so I'm not sure your body heat. Two hours until dinner, three, five hours until sleep. The two main events. Dinner, then sleep. We got five hours left. I made another $65, I think. I don't know what else to do with my life, really. I mean, we went shopping, went driving, went out. What else can you do? I did some gaming. What else you supposed to do in life? I'm gonna pick all these stones out of the rug.

That'll be fun. One, two, three, four, five, six, seven. What are these? Dinner. Hmm. What do I used to? At my mom's house, it'd be 7:0 PM. I'd say, "Go and have dinner now, guys. Thanks, watching stream. Let's see." And then go down to Channel four News, watch the stream. I used to stream in my mom's house from about 3:00 to 7:00 PM, didn't I? And then end the stream for dinner, and then I'd go have dinner and then watch news for about an hour and I'd come back up to her room about 9:00. And then I used to play some Rainbow Siege and put a podcast on.

Now I'm just streaming all day. It's so fucking boring. I just sit in my room and play Rainbow six a couple hours until about 10 or 11 and go to bed. Next day I do Amazon Flex. That was my old life. It seemed like it was much more bearable. I'd probably just put CDOG VA on because I was watching him play Mel Gear Solid. And then I'll just play America whilst chatting on Discord. That's what I would've done. Do you wanna see a picture of that Canadian girl? The, uh, bisexual one who wanted to marry me since she stopped talking to me?

She looked like this. She looked kinda cute. Kinda gives me, um, Bernadette from Big Bang Theory Vibes. I don't know why she stopped talking to me. She left me on read or seen. Another weirdo. Seen last week. Two hours till dinner. Drivers over 65 must pass test to keep their license. God, that must suck. Imagine I was gonna do a stupid test again. Hated it the first time. When it's soof, pull up on the left hand stop, please. Can you, like, factory reset a better box to make it do something else? Surely there's other things you can do with an orange pie five.

Like mine Bitcoin or something. Do you think you can mine Bitcoin? Wish the sheep would shut up. Why are they just going me, me, me the whole day? I didn't know sheep was so annoying. I wonder if they even saying anything. Moving the board. Might put my sign up. Oh, no, my sign's tearing. Oh, fuck's sake. Only thing fun to do is wait for hunger to strike. I don't think I really need that one. I don't know, I might put it up. Getting a bit hungry. I wonder if they can see the camera easily from outside when it's dark.

I put a big red arrow next to it. I don't know why the post lady always walks right in front of my door when she delivers the post to the neighbor. Maybe it's just quicker. Yeah, I am bored out of my mind, but I don't know what's there. There's nothing to do. We can watch YouTube. This guy is just sprinkled in with glitter. That's like the gayest way to assassinate someone. Glitter attack. <laugh> music? Some of it, yeah. I like, uh - Her teeth are so pointy. She looks like a vampire. Yeah, that sounds cool. And, um, that her little slow valid, the third single off her new record. I actually - How pointy are teeth that? You would be a multi, multi, multi - I used to watch this guy nonstop. Last year I used to watch this guy all the time.

Got boring though. Firstly, immigration. We don't think immigrants are Adam. I know a lot of immigrants personally, they're perfectly nice people. They're the heck. <laugh> What? Some of them can do some jobs almost as well as white people. Is this real? Now, a lot of immigrants are Indians and Pakistanis, for instance, and I like curry. <laugh> No one would dare do this now. Understand these problems. Firstly, immigration. Does it really only cost $25,000? On a good day where you eat clean, you drink a lot of water. Let's say on a 100 trade nation, please. Oh, let's get right into it then.

On my days, I've never seen a man swing and act like that. How many men have data got you down? Some kind of monster. <laugh> Hound is such a good character. I think some of the men are a bit afraid of you. I'm used to it. I wish they just made the whole series about the hound and Tyrion. I hated the Theon Gray joy scenes, that idiot Ramsey. Imagine getting your dick dropped off. Can never have sex again. <laugh> It was pretty good. <sing>. How did they do that?. First of all, I think Keverly's great. Quick question. Hello?

Sir, do you love Leonardo DiCaprio? What? Leonardo DiCaprio. Yeah. You love him? No. Why not? Okay. Next week. At the age of 18. Next up please. We'll see if you're affected. How can I help you? Okay. Whose is this? Who smokes? Netflix. This cyclist spotted a bike he wanted to steal. I think the first thing we need to work on and get him. That was strange because as I said, they... Nose is interesting. Very pointy. All the bad stuff. And um, but normally I, I like to eat pretty healthy, like I like to cook. I like salads, um, on my tour bus. I do like her mouth though. She's got nice lips.

I like to cook and I bought a crock pot and I made - That she could tear through a steak with those teeth then. I have a soup party, pajama party with my band. My band. Do you know how much gold was mine doing the rest of us this past year? You don't know who I am. This is rare. Recent recessions. <laugh> Stupid, Yoda. You earn more. You, you earn more sitting on your backside than going to work in benefits, Britain. We used to laugh at people like this. Beats the jobless Phillips family. Who have lived off state benefits for the last 20 years. There's nothing to encourage me to go back to work. I just rather like better do nothing. Now, they're everywhere. Even British. Around 40% of British workers are earning - I'm working hard guys. Claiming benefits. So get this. Unemployed people on sickness benefits will soon receive two and a half grand more a year than a minimum wage worker.

Damn, I should sign up. Single parent claiming for anxiety. Wow.

Is this one of her songs? It's not her song. Wait, that's Green Day, isn't it? Why is she singing Green Day? This scene's funny. Have you seen this? I haven't seen this movie. Is it good? <laugh> With the can of tuna. There's a claim that if you dip your hand into molten lead, which is thousands of degrees hot, you won't actually get burned. Some people... If you're using one of these, are you even a... This reminds me of moon. I think even if I was in Thailand, life would be just like this, how's it gonna be any different?

Apart from maybe it'd be easiest to meet women. But I don't think any of it's gonna be very good. And women aren't that good looking. Uh, when I first moved it, I felt like things had a, a meaning, like a purpose. Going to every and seeing those people there. No, I'm like, "What the fuck even is this anymore?" You know what it's like? It's like when you play a video game and you get all the characters and the story, but then you finish the story, but it lets you go back into the world. So you go back into the world, but there's nothing to do anymore because you already finished all the quests and then all the story characters have just disappeared.

And then you feel like, okay, I can go around the world still. It's like in the witcher three, have you played that? You finish the game, you can go back into the world, but then there's nothing there to do. And all the characters like Yovon have vanished. So it's just like empty world that you can roam around in, but there's no point really. And then you just switch off. It was a really lonely feeling when you finished Witcher three and it asked you if you wanna go back into the world. I went to all the places where all the characters were and they just weren't there anymore.

It just says they've moved on to something else. Life's like that too. This has to work the first time. No going back. From a long time. How can - Steve looks like he wants to come. Did you guys get American things here? What's the view count at? 87, oh no. I'm gonna be broke. Broken. Don't really know what else to do. I mean, I went outside, went to Tesco. What else am I supposed to do? As if I'm gonna spend thousands and jump on a plane just so I can make my viewership go up 40%. Not worth it.

Too much of a gamble. Yeah, I guess I'll go to Thailand for winter. I don't really feel excited about it anymore though. I don't really know what I'd do there. Walk around, get bored, go on a couple dates maybe. I really like struggling to see what the point of life is anymore. I really don't know what I'm supposed to do. Okay, I'm burning this security guy. If I don't have any viewers, I can't make any money. If I don't have any money, I can't do anything, dumb fuck. Go tank yourself. Nearly getting hungry. Have fun. I don't know. I mean, do you think I have fun as a single man as opposed to having in a relationship?

Would it be fun? I mean, I did kind of have fun in Japan. Maybe I'm just being negative. I don't know what I want anymore. I've been here six months now. I wish I had a bathtub. You know there used to be a bathtub in here from the old pictures. I don't know why they took it out. Ah, I missed having a bath. Put bubbles in it, candles. That's a nice BMW. Damn, life feels so empty, doesn't it? I really need some people in my life. This is not a way to live. Yeah, I guess being out of debt is nice.

Now what do I do with the money? Invest it in stocks, invest it in content, give it back to my mum. Yeah, I do need some emergency money. I can't believe I had a dream about my dad on his birthday when I kind of forgot it was his birthday. That was creepy. 8:00, nearly time for dinner. Might have the curry again. I quite like that. Tacos were okay. I like the curry more though. The reason why I'm alone right now is because I couldn't keep my mouth shut. I couldn't stop myself from ranting about people until everyone hated me and turned against me.

Couldn't control my mouth. That has to be some kind of disease. People should give me slack. I mean, what have I got Tourette's? Maybe I've got Tourette's so I just go on one massive rant about people. I don't even know if I get that much more money from doing it. It's not like I get 10X views, viewers when I rant about people. It's not even that much higher than what I usually get. People really don't like it when you talk shit about them. 'Cause I get bored. I find it kind of fun saying weird stuff.

Maybe I'm like Venus in that respect, but not racist. If I have dinner at 8:00, I'll finish at half 8:00 and then have nothing to do from 9:00 to 12:00. That's three hours. Oh my God. So if I wait until 9:00 to have dinner, finish at 10:00 and then only have two hours. 'Cause there's nothing to talk about. Talking about people is fun. Why did my uncle move away? They wanted to downsize to a smaller house and also be nearer to the... I don't know actually, because their daughter lives near Dave Gibson. I think they wanted to be nearer to their son, which explains why he was in Dartmoor if he's near here.

If they wanted to downsize to a smaller house, I think they're renting actually. Kind of weird. Usually people rent and then own a house, not own a house and then go back to renting. And so they sold the house for like a million pounds and then rented a place. I guess they're just gonna use the house money to live off. Not a bad idea, I guess. It's like investing in the stock and then you said it. No, he's not gay. What my, um, half French cousin's up to. Maybe he's getting married too. They're all boring. Didn't talk to any of them. Didn't talk to any of them at the wedding either, just said hi. Oh, Danielle.

They were a bunch of boring people. Not me though. I'm the most interesting person I know. I wonder why that Indian girl recently moved back in with her parents. I reckon she broke up with her boyfriend and then he kicked her out. Well, not kicked her out. Obviously, if you break up, you gotta move out. Why do you think she moved back? She said, "I moved back in with my parents recently." Maybe she's like an info. She loves sex and she's like trying to get a new boyfriend straight away. I've got a date with an Indian girl next week.

Yeah, she looks good. Not fat. Only 26 too. Why, why else did you move back in with your parents? Either you came home from being overseas or you lost your job and you broke, or most likely you broke up with your boyfriend and moved back in because you were living with the boyfriend. She's 26. Back from uni. Since 26 kind of old to finish uni. People usually finish uni like 22. I reckon she broke up with her boyfriend. The thing is, if she wants to live with me, I know what she can't even drive. What's she gonna do here? She might say, "Why do you live in the middle of nowhere?" Um, it's not the middle of. So they've got very good links to Tavistock, Lonston, Callington. Yeah, Granny Villages.

See if my laundry's dried a bit. AT viewers. Yeah, people are as bored as I am. I've been on all day. I think you need a notification to know when I'm on. I'm on all day long. The only thing I look forward to is cooking, but now I can't even do that because I've got so many leftovers. I've got pork belly that needs to be cooked on a burger. But what I cook with pork belly. When does it go up? The 10th. Or there's it today? The 9th. Could cook it tomorrow. Oh, no, I spilled all my onions.

Hm. Kind of wish I had a microwave. <foreign>. Maybe she's on her period. She's waiting for it to be over. There's no more subs. People didn't re-sub. A lot of people have gone missing too. TB rage quit after I banned him. He talked shit about me, so I timed him out, and then he never came back. Oh, baby. He raged because I talked about getting a taxi to the airport. I'll lose that. Imagine raging because someone wants to take a taxi. Who gives a fuck if I want to take a taxi or not? Why is he raging over that?.

Well, she's not really Indian. She's British, so I don't know if that counts. She's British Indian. Does it count? Mm. Mm. The Indians know how to make good food. Mm. You like my new t-shirt? It's salmon red, not pink. Pretty good man. Perry B hasn't showed up in ages. Also Walamo disappeared. I don't know, you've been away for so long, haven't you? Wallamo got banned and then unbanned him but then he never came back. There's big drama between moon, her, and me. Ban them all. You missed all the drama. Moon's gone, TV's gone, Walamo gone.

Crip's gone as well, I don't know if you knew. Crip disappeared. Uh, Venus Angelic was flirting with me when she disappeared. You miss so much. I banned that in the culture guy as well, he never came back. People really don't come back if you ban them. I'm strange, isn't it? A lot of people are banned, it's never came back. But what am I supposed to do is just like let them keep chatting, pissing me off, making me more and more angry, or just lose them. Stop banning people and stop being so fucking annoying. Fucking cunts.

You know how annoying it is is annoying people all day long? Yeah, as if, as if you wouldn't ban people. Like if I gave you mud and then a bunch of people started talking shit about you, as if you wouldn't wanna ban them, you don't understand how annoying it is. And half of them are trying to troll you as well. Yeah, well, if I could bear it, I would've just gotten a normal job, wouldn't I? People should know me better. Especially if you've been watching me for years, you should know what I'd like. Actually, Marco Pierre White has kicked customers out when they were rude to him.

He kicked them out of his restaurant. I don't think I should have to tolerate rudeness and disrespect. Otherwise, I'm just disrespecting myself, aren't I? If people wanna be here, then they gotta follow the rules. We're all here for a reason, to learn. So, if you don't take that seriously and you're just gonna be a dick, then you're not welcome. We're all here to learn how to make money and grow with the person. Oh, no. Not again. I hope that's just water. I keep staining my shirts. No, I didn't ban people for saying stuff I disagree with. I ban them for being rude.

And also undermining me, like chicken feet. Saying market's closed, market stuff. It's not fucking closed. It's after hour trading. Now I've got my warning sign up. It's like my sign. It was so annoying. Moon was really annoying as well. Moon just became really insufferable. I couldn't stand her anymore. Another backseat driver. No, moon started to become very insufferable. Kept, she kept trying to fight with me. I don't know why people wanna fight with me all the time. And the funny thing is they wanna fight with me and then they're wrong anyway. At least be right if you're gonna fight. And then when they're wrong, they don't even say sorry, and then they have a tantric and then bug her off. Bunch of babies.

Moon kept saying, "I don't have freckles and they are blackheads. I'm an idiot. They're freckles." No, I didn't ban anyone for saying I get 5K for the car. And yeah, I admitted I was wrong about it. What else can you do? Moon though that if I use cleanser, that will just magically fall off and I'll have clear skin. What idiot. Then she also said I don't make original content. And then she agreed with the guy who said, "What's the point of using AI if he's just gonna gaslight it?" She said, "Yeah, that's so annoying." And then she tries to twist it into saying, "Oh, no, I wasn't agreeing with him. I was agreeing, I was saying that AI just says what you wanna hear." Yeah, sure you did. She was in the discord talking shit about me constantly after I ditched her for crypt.

It's not really worth setting the car anymore. It seems like five, 6K is the best I can get for it. I need to get it fixed, really, to improve its resale value, but then that'll cost money, won't it? Could cost over a thousand pounds to get all the dents and scratches fixed. Not really worth it, isn't it? I mean, the car works perfectly fine. It just doesn't look 100%, which I don't really give a shit about. If it works, it works. Who cares? A couple scratches here and there. Whatever. <laugh> It was funny how Venus kind of entered my sphere.

When we were having this planetary moment, like Moon and Mercury, Jupiter, we had Venus as well, hard believe it. And Venus has gone quiet again. And she kept phoning me and talking about, I don't know what she was going on about half the time. She was just drunk all the time, really, asking me to spank her ass. And then she called me a coward, said I can't keep my pie hole shut, and then she stopped talking to me. I don't even know what I did wrong.m. What? Venus is not Japanese. She's Hungarian Swiss or something.

One time in my history class when I was about... I must have been 12 or 13 years old. Our history teacher was very strict. It was a very strict woman called Mrs. Man - Mrs. Manning. She must be dead by now. Oh, no. She looked really old, but she must have been like 60 plus. So if she's still alive, she'd be, she could be 85 to 90 now. But she was really scary. All the kids were scared of her. No one messed about in her class. But this kid called Martin, he just casually said the word J-A-P-S, and she got so mad.

She was like, "What did you say? What did you just say? That's disgusting language. Get out of my classroom." And I was thinking, "Oh shit, is she acting so angry because I'm Asian and she's like trying to defend me?" "What do you mean why? You don't know. You don't know there's a derogatory term, like the N-word. You also think the P-A-K-K-I word's normal as well, don't you? You're kind of weird. These are all really, like, terrible words that normal people get mad at. You don't know. Jesus Christ. You can't say the P-A-K-I-I word, the J-P-S word, the N-I-G-G-E-R word, or the C-H-I-N-K word.

These are all really bad words. They were used casually during World War II, and then they became bad words. But I remember she got really mad and I felt kind of weird because I'm the only Asian guy in the kid. I mean, I'm the only Asian kid in the class. Yeah, JP is short for Japanese, just like N-I-G-E-I is short for Nigerian. And P-A-K-I is short for Pakistani. They're all short for something, aren't they? Yeah, there was one Black kid. His name was Everton. It was a bit of a weird name, Everton. One time he was making fun of this Dutch girl. There was like a Dutch transfer student or something. Maybe it was Mila, who knows? <laugh> There was this Dutch girl in the classroom. I don't know why she was there, but she had like a funny accent. And then Everton started mimicking her and then she started crying.

And then she started calling him racist and saying, "You of all people should know that that's racist." And then she stalked. She sounded just like me, like loud voice, really emotional. And then the English teacher defended him.He said, "Doing accents is not racist." I remember that. He was a nice guy though. I never had any trouble with him. He was tall. People didn't really pick on him because he was big. And people didn't, I mean, the black kids didn't really get bullied like the Asian kids did, or me, I guess, as the only Asian kid.

There was like one, there was one other Asian kid, a girl. Her name was. She was fully Chinese. I talked to her once, that was it. And then there was, oh yeah, there was an Indian boy called Kareem. I don't think people really bullied him. I feel like I got bullied the most because of my ethnicity and also because I was shy and quiet and also small, so I was an easy target. But yeah, Everton was a cool guy. I liked him. He had very big eyes, like a goldfish. Like they were gonna pop out.

See, it's fun talking about people. Annoying, isn't it? I love talking about people, but it does get you in trouble, doesn't it? You end up without anyone wanting anything to do with you. Yeah, well, what am I supposed to talk about then? Jesus Christ. I won't have anything to talk about if I can't talk about people. Who am I bullies? Uh, the one who bullied me the most was actually my friend. I don't really understand, know how to explain it. Like we were friends, but he would bully me all the time and be racist. And he would keep following me around, like I couldn't get rid of him.

No, Holly's gone quiet. I never went to, I went to prime, I didn't, I don't know. I think we went to the same primary school, but I think by the time she joined, I left because she was like five years younger. Yeah, he was my first friend at Swedlands. And then over time, he just became really racist and horrible and really annoying. He had the, he like some sick kind of fetish for bullying me. I could see him. So he would like punch me and annoy me and then he would bite his tongue whilst he would do it. He would do this with his tongue like...

I don't know, like he was getting some kind of sick pleasure out of it. Like he was getting so much pleasure to like bite his tongue. I remember him sticking his tongue out and like biting on it. It was fucked in the head. And then as he, as we got older, became teenagers, like 15, 16, he started smoking a lot. And then he started hanging out with like the delinquent quick kids and he left me alone. And then last year of school, he just disappeared. He never came in. I think his dad died. His dad died and then he just got depressed or something. I heard about him when I was at the petrol station because this other guy called Jack who went to school with us told me about him. Apparently he, he went crazy, like stabbed someone in the neck with a glass bottle.

He was in prison and then he was in the hospital because he put his fist through a glass window. The guy sounds like a mess. Apparently he's got a daughter too. Complete mess. Yeah, I did. I punched him in the mouth because he was being racist and I went like backhand right in his mouth and then he shut up.

He came over to my house a few times as well because we were good friends first year of school and then he just became more and more of a dick. I don't know why. He kept talking to me, he kept telling me about this girl he was having sex with, Emma, I think her name was. Kept saying, "Oh, me and Emma were banging in the bushes. Lucky you having sex at 14. I didn't have sex until I was 20." No, he never met my sister. My sister didn't go to the same school. He was a complete psycho.

He looked weird as well. Like his head was like the shape of a watermelon and he had very short hair, like a friar tuck kind of look. He had a rude annoying face, like a big round chin. Like his head was like a big long tic-tac, like big fat round chin. And he kept biting his tongue, making his face like, like I mean that stupid face when he was bullying someone fucking nuts. I don't know what that is. Like some kind of weird, like you get so much pleasure, you start biting your tongue. <laugh> Like you, like you're getting some kind of sadistic satisfaction out of what you're doing.

I don't get it and it just kind of hurts. Bite my fucking tongue. Yeah, he's definitely retarded. He just used to love pissing me off. Like I'd be doing my schoolwork and my book and he would just nudge my elbow like that and make me screw all up. God, he was so annoying. Or he would start punching my arm, trying to get me to punch him back. So I'd punch him back and then he'd punch me back and I'd keep punching him at the same spot on his arm and then he said, "Okay, stop." He was so fucking annoying. And when he stopped coming to school, I was like, "Oh, thank God." He ruined my school life. Every day I dreaded going to school because he was there.

I hated him. Utter psycho. And then last year of school, since he was gone, I made friends with a bunch of kids from another class and started hanging out with them. I actually started enjoying school. I actually looked forward to going. We used to play football for lun - at lunch. I made friends with this kid called Oliver and we used to hang out. It's not fair. The class I was put in were full of chavs, the stupid, violent, vulgar, foul-mouthed, stupid fucking morons. And then I made a bunch of friends from this other class that were more, they were like a bit nerdy, but nicer.

My class was just so chabvy. I had this girl called Kirsty. She was ginger and had freckles, pigtails. She was such a mouthy little bitch, swearing every other word. Horrible, loud voice. Oh, imagine what she's like now. And the girls had such chabby names like Jody, Kirsty, Stacy, Leone, that was fucking Stacy's. Jodi was a slut too. Abby. Jodi definitely lost her virginity when she was like 15, probably, probably had multiple pregnancies too. A bunch of slags getting knocked out by the Chavs. I remember one time this Chav kid called Jamie, he picked up Jodi like by, by her thighs and was like humping her against the wall in front of everyone and she was enjoying it.

And this other time during registration in the formal classroom, this older kid just burst in, grabbed Jamie, knocked him to the floor, got on top of himself, punched me in the face. It was insane. The teacher was like, "Stop it now." Couldn't believe it. He just bust- busted into the classroom, like punched Jamie to bit. The school was just nuts. A lot of playground school fights happened as well. Teachers had to break it up. Oh God, it was a tough place. It was like a prison. I was traumatized going there. It was so violent, full of chaps.

Oh, it was horrible. I don't know how I survived. Worst time of my entire life going to that fucking shit hole school. Scummy kids, pretty grown up into scummy humans. There's one guy obsessed with Thailand as well. His name was also Daniel. Don't know what happened to him. I remember he kept posting Facebook posts, because I followed some of them on Facebook after school, just out of curiosity. I used to check up on them. He was like one of those sleazy white guys covered in tattoos going off to Thailand all the time. Yeah, that school traumatized me.

It was like a war zone. I was just trying to keep my head down, keep out of trouble, didn't want to be involved, didn't want any trouble. Just kept myself to myself, praying for the day it was over. And when school ended, I just... I though I was never gonna leave my bedroom. I just got addicted to World of Warcraft and never wanted to go outside again. I was so depressed I found happiness playing World of Warcraft and hanging out with people online. Swaythens was rated inadequate by Ofsted, really. I heard they changed the name of it. They kept trying to go for this sports angle, saying that they are like a sports and fitness school.

Basically means all the kids are too fucking stupid to do anything else but kick a ball. The teachers sucked. Half the teachers were rubbish, couldn't control the classroom. There's one teacher called Dr. Shepherd. Apparently he lived in his car. He kind of looked like Gus Fring from Breaking Bad, but skinnier and more the weepy looking. He was really nerdy, but he was a doctor. Imagine being a doctor and having a PhD and then you go work in a shithole like Sweden's. The kids used to bully him. And then there's a, a maths, math teacher. Uh, he looked like this white guy, beer belly, mustache. H had like a Pedo's dash and he just gave up. The kids would just go nuts in the classroom, throwing stuff, shouting. He would just give up and focus on the two kids at the front of the classroom who actually wanted to learn.

I felt sorry for him. The French teacher was the same as well, this white guy. He used to play Kate Bush songs. He seemed like a weirdo too. Half the classes didn't listen at all. You know my uncle was a teacher there too as well. He was the IT teacher, but he left about a year after I joined. The only good teacher was Mrs. Manning, the history teacher. And I remember the science teacher, Mrs. Tilton, she used to be like, "Everybody, quiet now, quiet." The boys used to talk about which PE teacher was hot, be like, "Oh, Mr. Thompson is real fit, I'd fuck her." The PE teachers would wear these short shorts with their legs out and then all the boys start perving on them.

They'd, they'd try and tease me and say, "Daniel, if you could fuck a PE teacher, who would you choose?" And then they say, "I wonder if you even masturbates. I wonder if Daniel even masturbates." God, they're all sickos. And when you're a kid, you just, you, it's like you're dragged through life by adults. Go do this, gotta do that. And then you're no longer a kid anymore and you're an adult and now you gotta choose your own destiny and then you just don't know what to do without anyone dragging you. Okay, now I've got to decide everything I do. Okay, what the fuck do I do now then?

Just focus on money, I guess. First things first. It's like you're out of the tutorial mode. You gotta decide your own destiny. That's why I like having a girlfriend because it, it kinda grounds me, gives me some kind of direction and purpose. That's why I like it. I feel less aimless. The world is cold and empty and lonely, isn't it, without other people. The trees just sit there silently. The grass just sits there swaying in the wind. Animals just get on with their own thing, flying here, flying there, eating grass. They don't care about you.

That lonely, still, motionless world where nothing changes apart from when humans do stuff. Without humans, like all the landscape would just be unchanged for thousands of years, motionless. There wouldn't be any history in it. 10,000 years ago would be the same as what it's like now without any human stuff. And so many things have happened in the past couple hundred years, like electricity being invented, atomic bomb being dropped, world wars, millions of people dying, technology. But every... Like landscape's all the same in certain places compared to thousands of years ago. It's the same as if nothing happened at all.

Like you stand on top of Kit Hill and just look out the landscape and think all this has been here for thousands of years. Well, maybe not the farms. I mean, like the moors then are untouched. All this has just been like this, how it is, how you see it now for thousands of years. Well, so all this human history has been going on. I know what my point is. <laugh> I went on a weird tangent. <laugh> I don't even know what I'm talking about. Oh yeah, the world is a lonely and sad, motionless place where nothing really changes. I'm talking about the natural world.

These are the deep thoughts I have when I go to Kite Hill. I go to the malls and I think, God, this stuff has been here for tens of thousands of years. But it's a harsh, cruel place.What do I find meaningful in life? Oh, I don't know. I wanted to be a nice guy, you know? Didn't want to hurt anyone. I wanted to be a good person. I don't know how things got so out of control with my, my raging mouth. I just couldn't keep my mouth shut. I don't want to hurt anyone, but my words cut deep.

My rage, uncontrolled. What can I do? Damage is done. All I can do is try not to do it again. I just wish I never talked shit about anyone. I hurt a lot of people. You can't undo it. The best you can do is say sorry and then not do it again. Yeah, I was so nice in my early YouTube days. I didn't have a single hateful bone in my body. Human relationships are hard, but then it becomes even harder when it's public with thousands of people observing and spectating and having opinions. I just, I got so angry, people taking Jahiro's side and attacking me.

I just lost it. I couldn't handle the criticism. And this is the consequence, isn't it? All alone, no one wants to meet up and have sex. I just regret turning evil. I wish I stayed good. I chose the dark side. I fell for all of the forbidden fruit. Did all the things you should never do. Apart from grooming, never did that. No, I think the worst thing I've done is probably talking shit about people. It makes me look really bad. Turkish girl was the biggest mistake. I should have kept my mouth shut. And then making a video saying she wasn't up to my standards. I wasn't thinking.

I lost thousands of subscribers because of that. I didn't think people would react so negatively towards it. Oh God, that's so stupid. I could have had another 10 Turkish girls if I just kept my mouth shut about that one. Probably scared off so many girls because of that video and what happened. Even some people who I was on good terms with, when they found out what happened, they were like, "Why did you do that, Daniel?" I just, I couldn't say anything. I don't know. I did it. I shouldn't have done it. I took a photo of her period blood and I put it on Discord. I don't know why I did that.

Back then, my instant reaction when anything weird happened was I'd take a picture and put it on Discord. I really don't know why I did that. She was mad with blood stain on the mattress. I don't know. I just never had a girl in a hotel and she had a blood stain on the mattress. Though it was funny and weird. I had blood stain on the mattress. Grace my knees up.That's the cost of telling a funny story though. It's usually at someone's expense. She was expended in exchange for the funny story. I don't know. I just, I couldn't keep quiet because it was interesting.

How it affects my channel that made people hate me because it was a gummy thing to do. Oh, hey mommy, how's TB doing? My day's been okay. I got some new clothing for my date. And I ruined my Volkswagen shirt. It's gone gray now. Yeah, I've got this pink shirt. Looks pretty good. And I was trying to wash that yellow stain out, so I maxed out the temperature and put it in with a black jumper. No black shirt, no black trousers. No, it's gone great. I'm hoping it's really hot next week so I don't have to wear... I got this button shirt, but it might be too big. So I washed it at 60 degrees, hoping it would shrink. Let me see if it's shrunk.

I don't think it shrunk. Although, now that the, the sides are not fanning out anymore. I don't know. It feels a bit smaller, I don't know. What you think? It cost 15 pounds. Yeah, look, but before, because they ironed it like that, so it was sticking out weirdly. Now it's not sticking out. It looks way better now. Yeah, I also got another shirt. Same one, but it's light blue instead. And I got, I got this white stripey shirt and I got this dark blue black one. And I got this bluish one and I got this pinkish one.

Message me. WhatsApp. No one messaged me. WhatsApp messaged me. Edit your sent messages. It's like a weird app, in app thing. I though someone messaged me. And then my Volkswagen shirt has faded. I think I got the yellow stain out. I'm not sure actually. I don't know why there's a, oh, that's where the peg was. Actually, I do think the yellow stain's gone. Maybe if I wash this again at 60, it will shrink a bit more. Oh my fucking God, are you joking? She's kind of hot though. She's reading the note. She's reading the note.

She's taking a picture of it. She read the note. That's definitely the BEMS car. She's probably texting the troll. She was cute though, blonde hair. Look, she got back in the car. <laugh> No did the job, didn't it? Oh shit, she's coming back. I can hear her voice. Why is she just standing there? Oh my god, she's coming back. She's still looking at the note. I need to shit. Oh my God, I need to shit really badly. Oh no, she gonna knock. Why is she just standing there? She's taking a picture. That's really weird. Oh my God, I need to shit really badly.

They're still out there. Why are they still there? I didn't share my address. People just found where it was because I showed the inside of it. They're still there. Yeah, I shared the address after I got doxed already. Okay, they're leaving. Hmm, the note's pretty good then. She was hot though. How much? No, I don't have cash. Also, I don't wanna waste hundreds of pounds just to have one sex. I wonder if the driver was just gonna sit outside the house the whole time. Hmm. I know it's pretty good. She didn't even knock. What can I do with the number if I got the number?

Do you think the police would track down the person? It could just be a burner number, like a fake one or a virtual number. Yeah, they must have seen me pull the curtain, so I though maybe it was the neighbor coming home. My gut feeling was right. Hmm. Why would, why would the same thing happen to the same pimp? 'Cause after it happened once, it won't happen again with the same person because they would know. They would like recognize it and they'd be like, "No, I'm not falling for that again." They, they have a lot of time wasters in this job. They're probably used to it.

Pretty kids mess about pranking people too. I feel kind of sad because these are the only hot girls coming to the house. She look hot. They really need to rethink their business model, take prepayment. I don't know why they don't want to take prepayment. Can't run from the tax man forever. Yeah, I've never known a website that takes online payment. It's always cash. Did I write on the note? I wrote, uh, escorts, please leave. I'm being impersonated online. I did not book you. Seems pretty effective. Maybe I sell a tape a 10 pound note for that fuel. No bad feelings.

Anyway, do you like my shirt? It looks better now. It's been washed. Oh. The stupid blank camera didn't save the clips because I was watching the live feed and I had extended live feed on. I had extended live view on, which means you can't save the clips. What's the point there? All I got was the clip of the car coming in. Yeah, I though that car was suspicious. I don't need a SD card. It saves it to the cloud. It's just that I didn't realize if I had extended view on, it won't save clips unless I press the save button.

Well, at least I don't have to explain anything. The note says it all, really. Should I put in brackets I'm famous? <laugh> What does the note say? Secret. I'm not scared. I'm just depressed because these girls are fucking hot. And I don't have hundreds of pounds to just give away for one bang. I'm like a starving man dangling fruit in front of my face. I'm not blowing hundreds of pounds just to have one bang. I'm not that desperate. I'd rather have the money. That one was way hotter than the other one. The story of it would give you content. Really? What?

500 pounds worth? Oh, I don't know, for one hour it's probably like 200. Take me nearly two days to make 200. I should have a dude, I should have like a be right back. I'm banging a display screen. And then you come join my only fans for the audio. No, that's illegal. I've already left a note. Should have taken a picture of the note. Yeah, for a young girl like that, who's not old, it'd be like 200 to 300. For a granny it'd be like 100 and something. She probably took the photo to show the driver.

Anyway, it's like my new shirt. I feel like it has shrunk a little bit actually. I need to clean my mirror. Well, that's kind of why I ate dinner earlier. I don't wanna be eating dinner and then they come to the door. Try a new shirt. I gotta pull it down tight to make sure no creases. I'm thinking I'll wash it one more time to shrink it a bit more. I think it has shrunk. You know, with this camera, I can flip it like that. So watch, watch this. This is really cool. So this is the note on the door.

I can't really see it now. But if I flip it, you can probably read it now. Wait, if I turn the light on. Can't really see it. But anyway, I put a warning sign there and I put this note here. So I can't wait for tomorrow, get my, I get my monitor and then I can hook up my Samsung to it. I have a permanent live feed on display so I don't have to keep checking, like I don't have to keep opening the app. I'll just have the app always on. That's the plan. What do you mean what am I wearing? It's my date clothing. I'm gonna wear this to the date.

Go to the date like this. Irresistible. <laugh> This is still a bit wet. Why do I roll my pants up? Uh, number one, the trousers, not pants. Pants are underwear. Uh, because it makes me look taller, like my legs are. See that? 4.5 inch vertical leap. Yeah, no, it was a good idea, wasn't it? Genius. My new outfit. Irresistible. Indian girl's gonna be wet. She gonna be dripping. I need to find some new EDM for my car, getting bored of my songs. I don't know how many times I can hear Alan Walker before I nut all over my car.

Where are you now? Well, I don't know who, what else to add to my playlist. I've got some languish. I got some pow wolf. I deleted my chemical romance, got bored of it. Who else is there? Rudy. Maybe... Oh, what's that song? It goes... Oh. I like that song. Maybe I add that one. EDM remix. Oh, God. That one. Fucking cables. Why do they tangle up so easy? Is it EDM remix? What? Where's the original one? Rock version. Who sings the original one? Might be good. <sing>. I need new music, help me. I love Adam Walker, my apple pie list. Well, he's always wearing a mask. People know what he looks like. <sing>. I didn't add and walk. It's my playlist since I moved from Amazon Music. Uh, this reminds me of Thailand. Let's play this in Fast's car. Reminds me of Bangkok. <sing>.